CS :: Volume #8 思无邪

#565 Part 2: Among Mister student sceneries

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The Chen Ping'an smile said: „She chooses me, because of Mister Qi, how with my Chen Ping'an, almost not to have related at first. You asked me brazen-faced and shameless, when your Mister, was actually also same, was old gentleman presses you to acknowledge as teacher, with my Chen Ping'an, earliest time, related not in a big way.” 陈平安微笑道:“她选择我,是因为齐先生,起先与我陈平安如何,几乎没有关系。你死皮赖脸求我当你的先生,其实也一样,是老先生按着你拜师,与我陈平安本身,最早的时候,关系不大。” Cui Dongshan wants to speak. 崔东山想要说话。 Chen Ping'an beckons with the hand , to continue saying: „But the relations are not big, there is relations, because of me in some time, is that one, if, even is absolutely one, is very small, is actually the beginning of all things. Such matter, I am not strange, even to me, bigger one, is the entirety of a lot. For example after my father walks, mother falls ill, I am all one, if I do not make anything, really anything did not have, does not have a thing in the world. In the past Gu Can their courtyard that door, in their family/home that bowl of food on table, is all one, without opening the door, Mud Vase Lane Chen Ping'an, perhaps can also change a way of living, but sits today here with Chen Ping'an that you are speaking, surely did not have.” 陈平安摆摆手,继续说道:“可是关系不大,还是有关系的,因为我在某个时刻,就是那个一,万一,甚至是万万之一,很小,却是万事的开端。这样的事情,我并不陌生,甚至对我而言,还有更大的一,是很多事情的全部。比如我爹走后,娘亲生病,我就是所有的一,我如果不做些什么,就真的什么都没有了,一无所有。当年顾璨他们院子的那扇门,他们家里桌上的那碗饭,也是所有的一,没开门,泥瓶巷陈平安,兴许还能换一种活法,但是今天坐在这里与你说着话的陈平安,就肯定没有了。” At this point, Chen Ping'an made a fist gently, knocked the chest, „, when we missed about this world very much, will then pass the day very laboriously.” 说到这里,陈平安轻轻握拳,敲了敲心口,“当我们对这个世界很挂念,便会把日子过得很辛苦。” Chen Ping'an has turned the head, says with a smile: „But was skillful, my anything feared, does not fear bear hardships only, I will even think that bear hardships are more, more yes proved oneself live in the world. Without the means that does not think like this, must live unendurablily.” 陈平安转过头,笑道:“但是巧了,我什么都怕,唯独不怕吃苦,我甚至会觉得吃苦越多,越是证明自己活在世上。没办法,不这样想,就要活得更难熬。” Chen Ping'an looks to that white clothing youngster, „only at this matter, you are inferior to me, the disciple is inferior to Mister. However this matter, do not study, is not good, but is you do not use.” 陈平安望向那个白衣少年,“只在这件事上,你不如我,弟子不如先生。但是这件事,别学,不是不好,而是你不用。” Cui Dongshan nods. 崔东山点点头。 After Chen Ping'an, face upwards inverted/fall goes, both hands fold place under the back of the head, said in a soft voice: „Pei Qian practices martial art suddenly, because of Cao Qinglang.” 陈平安后仰倒去,双手叠放在后脑勺下边,轻声道:“裴钱突然习武,是因为曹晴朗吧。” Cui Dongshan un. 崔东山嗯了一声。 Pei Qian already starts to practice martial art, is Mister guesses, why practices martial art, is so. 裴钱已经开始习武,是先生自己猜出来的,为何习武,更是如此。 Chen Ping'an said: „I meet, will tell her, she can fondly remember Cui Senior, does not need to feel guilty only. If the Pei Qian nod complies, actually cannot achieve, good. I believe her also to be able like this. Pei Qian, you, I, we are actually same, the truth knows, cannot pass that Dao Heart ridge. Therefore after growing up, returns to hometown each time, no matter read thinks, walked, wanted anxious, was bigger, more could not see. Regarding Pei Qian, the Abjection Mountain bamboo house, is her heart. The heart of Nanyuan country's, Cui Senior can lead her to walk, Cui Senior walked, the new heart, this whole life then cannot walk. However I feel some hearts, keeps in the idea for a lifetime, wipes evenly, cannot only circle secretly, nothing is not good.” 陈平安说道:“那我见了面,会告诉她,她可以怀念崔前辈,唯独不用感到愧疚。如果裴钱点头答应,却又做不到,更好。我相信她也一定会这样。裴钱,你,我,我们其实都一样,道理都知道,就是过不去那道心坎。所以长大之后,每次回到家乡,不管是念想,还是走路,就都要揪心一下,年纪越大,越看不出。对于裴钱来说,落魄山竹楼,就是她的心坎。南苑国的心坎,崔前辈能够带着她走过去,崔前辈走了,新的心坎,这辈子便都走不过去了。但是我觉得有些心坎,一辈子都留在心路上,抹不平,只能偷偷绕过去,没什么不好。” Chen Ping'an said finally: „Most feared that I felt to have a clear conscience, I thought that the conscience felt better, I felt naturally, how me to feel.” 陈平安最后说道:“最怕我觉得问心无愧了,我觉得良心好受了,我觉得理所当然了,一个个我觉得如何如何了。” Cui Dongshan turns the head to look, Mister already no longer said a word, closed the eye, as if rested. 崔东山转头望去,先生已经不再言语,闭上眼睛,似乎睡了过去。 Cui Dongshan then also closes the eye, the train of thought flutters far. 崔东山便也闭上眼睛,思绪飘远。 The only sound of water murmur, such as said the chan character, appearance of the mountain tall Xian is speechless, such as solution Chanzi. 唯有水声潺潺,如说瀺字,山势高险却无言,如解巉字。 Cui Dongshan somewhat feels at ease, then also goes off leisurely. 崔东山有些心安,便也悠悠睡去。 Has not known how long, Cui Dongshan said suddenly: „Saw that small Baoping and Pei Qian grew up, Mister you have multi- sad. Then Qi Jingchun saw Mister to grow up, gratified.” 不知过了多久,崔东山突然说道:“看到小宝瓶和裴钱长大了,先生你有多伤感。那么齐静春看到先生长大了,就有多欣慰。” Chen Ping'an has not spoken, seems still sleeping soundly. 陈平安没有说话,似乎还在酣睡。 Cui Dongshan no longer said a word, silent for a long time, could not bear ask: „Mister?” 崔东山不再言语,沉默许久,忍不住问道:“先生？” Chen Ping'an said in a soft voice: „In.” 陈平安轻声道:“在的。”
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