After Gu Can cries to speak those words, the woman head hangs down, the whole body shivers, does not know is sad, is angry. 当顾璨哭着说完那句话后,妇人脑袋低垂,浑身颤抖,不知道是伤心,还是愤怒。 Chen Ping'an puts down the chopsticks gently, shouted one gently, „Gu Can.” 陈平安轻轻放下筷子,轻轻喊了一声,“顾璨。” Gu Can wipes off the tears immediately, said loudly: „In!” 顾璨立即擦掉眼泪,大声道:“在！” Chen Ping'an said slowly: „I will hit you, will scold you, will speak the truth that these I ponder over to you, these make you feel not the right truth. However I not no matter you, will not throw down you.” 陈平安缓缓道:“我会打你,会骂你,会跟你讲那些我琢磨出来的道理,那些让你觉得一点都不对的道理。但是我不会不管你,不会就这么丢下你。” Chen Ping'an has not turned the head, the voice is not heavy, but the tone is passing a firmness, to Gu Can said probably, was more like to oneself said that „, if which day I walked, certainly was my ridge, stepped. If cannot step, I here, am treating in Azure Gorge Island and Letter Lake.” 陈平安始终没有转头,嗓音不重,但是语气透着一股坚定,既像是对顾璨说的,更像是对自己说的,“如果哪天我走了,一定是我心里的那个坎,迈过去了。如果迈不过去,我就在这里,在青峡岛和书简湖待着。” Gu Can smiles through tears, „good! Means what he says, Chen Ping'an you have not deceived me!” 顾璨破涕为笑,“好的！说话算数,陈平安你从来没有骗过我！” Chen Ping'an said suddenly: „That today could make an exception.” 陈平安突然说道:“那今天可能要破例了。” The Gu Can heart mentioned the throat all of a sudden, body that just got down slightly laxly, was again tight, the heartstrings were so. 顾璨一下子心提到嗓子眼,刚刚略微松懈下去的身体,再度紧绷,心弦更是如此。 Chen Ping'an said: „Before on the road, said on the dining table, I only listen to you saying that I will not say again. However I have had this bowl of food, felt and had some physical strength, therefore planned to say again, was the old rule, I said, you listened, if later you you want to say that that was one's turn me to listen. No matter who in saying, the listened person, spoke the person who and listened , should not be anxious.” 陈平安说道:“之前在来的路上,说在饭桌上,我只听你讲,我不会再说了。但是我吃过这碗饭,觉得又有了些气力,所以打算再说说,还是老规矩,我说,你听,之后你如果你想说,那就轮到我听。不管是谁在说的时候,听的人,讲与听的人,都不要急。” The Gu Can smile is bright, scratches the head to ask: „Chen Ping'an, can I return to the table? I may not eat meal.” 顾璨笑容灿烂,挠挠头问道:“陈平安,那我能回桌子吗？我可还没吃饭呢。” Chen Ping'an nods, „eats, you now long body time.” 陈平安点点头,“多吃点,你现在正是长身体的时候。” Gu Can wiped the face, arrives at the original position, but moved the chair, moves to being away from Chen Ping'an nearer place, for fear that Chen Ping'an reneges on a promise, does not mean what he says, turns the head to leave this room and Azure Gorge Island, when the time comes he good to be blocking Chen Ping'an quickly. 顾璨抹了把脸,走到原先位置,只是挪了挪椅子,挪到距离陈平安更近的地方,生怕陈平安反悔,说话不算话,转头就要离开这座屋子和青峡岛,到时候他好更快拦着陈平安。 Then Gu Can ran abundantly one bowl of rice, after sitting down, started to lower the head to eat, from infancy to maturity, he liked studying Chen Ping'an, eating meal was this, the double handwarmer sleeve was also this, that little while, to cold weather big in the winter, the poor wretches of one big and one small two no friends, liked the double handwarmer sleeve warming up, particularly piled the snowman after each time, after two person together cage sleeves, hit to tremble together, then laughs heartily, ridiculed mutually. If said the time of cursing at people, the skill of harming others, that little while is hanging two nasal mucuses Gu Can, on already compared with Chen Ping'an, therefore often was Chen Ping'an says to Gu Can is speechless. 然后顾璨自己跑去盛了一碗米饭,坐下后开始低头扒饭,从小到大,他就喜欢学陈平安,吃饭是这样,双手笼袖也是这样,那会儿,到了天寒地冻的大冬天,一大一小两个都没什么朋友的穷光蛋,就喜欢双手笼袖取暖,尤其是每次堆完雪人后,两个人一起笼袖后,一起打哆嗦,然后哈哈大笑,相互嘲笑。若说骂人的功夫,损人的本事,那会儿挂着两条鼻涕的顾璨,就已经比陈平安强多了,所以往往是陈平安给顾璨说得无话可说。 Chen Ping'an looked at Gu Can, then turns the head, said to the woman: „Aunt, if the child, wanders in out of the door today again, you will also open the door, give him one bowl of food? Also will tell him intentionally, this bowl of food are not give for nothing, is to with selling herbal medicine money to come repays?” 陈平安看了眼顾璨,然后转头,对妇人说道:“婶婶,如果今天再有一个孩子,在门外徘徊不去,你还会开门,给他一碗饭吗？还会故意跟他讲,这碗饭不是白给的,是要用卖草药的钱来偿还的？” The women consider the fermentation cautiously. 妇人小心翼翼斟酌酝酿。 Chen Ping'an said: „I thought that did not meet.” 陈平安自顾自说道:“我觉得不太会了。” „Naturally, I did not think that the aunt made a mistake, even if did not say regardless Letter Lake this environment, even if the aunt that time, did not do that in the past, I did not think that the aunt was making the mistake.” “当然,我不是觉得婶婶就错了,哪怕抛开书简湖这个环境不说,哪怕婶婶当年那次,不这么做,我都不觉得婶婶是做错了。” „Therefore that bowl of food, my whole life will not forget in the past, makes my Chen Ping'an feel at ease slightly, thought that I am not that beggar who my mother mouth should not be, but first owed aunt's money, has eaten meal, I can definitely return.” “所以当年那碗饭,我这辈子都不会忘记,还有让我陈平安稍稍心安一些,觉得我不是我娘亲嘴里一定不要去做的那个乞丐,而是先欠了婶婶的钱,吃过了饭,我肯定能还上。” The women have turned the head, wiped the corner of the eye. 妇人转过头,抹了抹眼角。 Chen Ping'an asked calmly: „But Aunt, you have thought that without that bowl of food, I will never give your son that loach, you possibly in Mud Vase Lane, cross you to feel very poorly very unendurable day now. Therefore good is rewarded with good evil will be requited with evil, we must believe a letter/believes. Also cannot today pass the peaceful life time, only believes the good is rewarded with good, forgot evil will be requited with evil.” 陈平安心平气和问道:“可是婶婶,那你有没有想过,没有那碗饭,我就永远不会把那条泥鳅送给你儿子,你可能现在还是在泥瓶巷,过着你觉得很贫苦很难熬的日子。所以善有善报恶有恶报,我们还是要信一信的。也不能今天过着安稳日子的时候,只相信善有善报,忘了恶有恶报。” „I say today, you felt right?” “我今天这么讲,你觉得对吗？” The women still shed tears silently, did not say that is not. 妇人仍是默默垂泪,不说是与不是。 She is afraid today, no matter said anything, regarding the son Gu Can future, will become not good. 她害怕今天自己不管说了什么,对于儿子顾璨的未来来说,都会变得不好。 Therefore her character were not rather many said. 所以她宁肯一个字都不多说。 Chen Ping'an understands this, 陈平安懂这个, Even if therefore Gu Can said in the past woman's choice at that small loach incident, Chen Ping'an does not have the least bit to hate as before. Should feel grateful, feels grateful for a lifetime. 所以哪怕当年顾璨说了妇人在那条小泥鳅一事上的选择,陈平安依旧没有半点怨恨。应该感恩的,就感恩一辈子。 Back had anything, to also good wrong also good, could not cover the earliest benevolence, had heavy snow like hometown, on the Mud Vase Lane muddy road the snow was thick, but after being bloomy spring, was that Mud Vase Lane each and every family entrance that familiar path. 后边发生了什么,对也好错也好,都覆盖不了最早的恩情,就像家乡下了一场大雪,泥瓶巷的泥路上积雪再厚,可春暖花开后,还是那条泥瓶巷家家户户门口那条熟悉的道路。 The only difference, was Chen Ping'an took very far path, learned not by own truth, demands others. 唯一的不同,就是陈平安走了很远的道路,学会了不以自己的道理,去强求别人。 Therefore he on the dining table, is previously willing to listen to Gu Can all truth today carefully, young crying baby now all innermost feelings ideas. 所以他今天先前在饭桌上,愿意仔细听完顾璨所有的道理,小鼻涕虫如今所有的内心想法。 Chen Ping'an squeezes out a smile, „aunt you could rest assured that I will not want the Gu Can study forcefully I, does not use this, I do not have this skill, I am want to give a try, can or cannot makes anything, does to select me and Gu Can at the present feels ‚right’ the matter. I stay here, does not delay Gu Can to protect you, will not want you to give up now the hard-won riches and honor.” 陈平安挤出一个笑脸,“婶婶你放心,我不会强行要顾璨学我,不用这样,我也没这个本事,我就是想要试试看,能不能做点什么,做点我和顾璨在如今都觉得‘没错’的事情。我留在这里,不耽误顾璨保护你,更不会要你们放弃现在来之不易的富贵。” Chen Ping'an asked: „Ok?” 陈平安问道:“可以吗？” The woman look is indecisive, finally was still the difficult nod. 妇人神色犹豫不决,最后仍是艰难点头。 Chen Ping'an sits, has not gone to take that pot black crying liquor in table, has not taken off Sword Nurturing Bottle-gourd of waist, said in a soft voice: „Told the aunt and a Gu Can good news, although Uncle Gu died, but actually...... does not calculate really died, he was also alive, because becomes Yin thing, but this eventually was the good matter. My this comes Letter Lake, is he takes very big risk, told me, you here, was not ‚all things no worries’. Therefore I came. I do not hope one day, the Gu Can actions, let your family of three, had a reuniting opportunity with great difficulty, which day did not have suddenly. My parents had said that Uncle Gu initially was our nearby several lane, that man who most could be joined to the aunt. I hope likely man who the person who a Uncle Gu such past years Mud Vase Lane good person, can write an attractive spring festival couplet, the crops man, does not look like the scholar, is sad.” 陈平安就那么坐着,没有去拿桌上的那壶乌啼酒,也没有摘下腰间的养剑葫,轻声说道:“告诉婶婶和顾璨一个好消息,顾叔叔虽然死了,可其实……不算真死了,他还在世,因为成为了阴物,但是这终究是好事情。我这趟来书简湖,就是他冒着很大的风险,告诉我,你们在这里,不是什么‘万事无忧’。所以我来了。我不希望有一天,顾璨的所作所为,让你们一家三口,好不容易有了一个团团圆圆的机会,哪天就突然没了。我爹娘都曾经说过,顾叔叔当初是我们附近几条巷子,最配得上婶婶的那个男人。我希望顾叔叔那么一个当年泥瓶巷的好人,能够写一手漂亮春联的人,一点都不像个庄稼汉子、更像读书人的男人,也伤心。” The women covered the mouth, the tears burst a dike all of a sudden. 妇人捂住嘴巴,眼泪一下子就决堤了。 This time, is most sincerity true intent, most irrelevant to wrong. 这一次,是最真心真意的,最无关对错的。 Chen Ping'an said slowly: „Aunt, Gu Can, I, our three, has suffered others unreasonable big hardship in addition, we are not these one live not to need to worry about food or clothing the person, we are not these, so long as thinks, to know others who the book reaches the principle. The aunt with me, will have had this whole life almost on going on living the time, the aunt affirmed that for Gu Can, living, I to give the parents makes every effort to succeed, living, we are biting the tooth to live through. Therefore we know that not the easy three characters to call anything, was anything, on the other hand, in this regard, Gu Can, youngest, after leaving Mud Vase Lane, actually not be easier than our two, because of him this age, on already compared with me, compared with his mother, but must live not easily. Because I and aunt are poor, the day painstakingly, is always insufficient like Gu Can again, every day was worried that dies.” 陈平安缓缓道:“婶婶,顾璨,加上我,我们三个,都是吃过别人不讲道理的大苦头的,我们都不是那些一下生下来就衣食无忧的人,我们不是那些只要想、就可以知书达理的人家。婶婶跟我,都会有过这辈子差点就活不下去的时候,婶婶肯定只是为了顾璨,才活着,我是为了给爹娘争口气,才活着,我们都是咬着牙齿才熬过来的。所以我们更知道不容易三个字叫什么,是什么,话说回来,在这一点上,顾璨,年纪最小,在离开泥瓶巷后,却又要比我们两个更不容易,因为他才这个岁数,就已经比我,比他娘亲,还要活得更不容易。因为我和婶婶再穷,日子再苦,总还不至于像顾璨这样,每天担心的,是死。” „But this does not hinder us, when lives difficultly, why ’ asked one ‚, but why no one will come to say with me, therefore after possibly we thought some, tomorrow will often suffer a palm of the hand, was long, again why we will not ask, because thought these, was simply useless. When we to go on living, probably is little, is wrong, oneself wrong, others are wrong, the way of the world is wrong. The way of the world gives me a fist, my why not also way of the world foot? Person who each comes, probably became in the past that mindless person, why is not willing to listen to others, because will become will not care, always felt one tenderhearted, must unable to defend the present family belongings, before sorry, has suffered hardship! The child who why school Mister is partial to the wealthy families, why my parents must look down upon to neighborhood, why the contemporaries can afford the kite, I can only look in side eagerly, why I must work to a frazzle in the paddies, so many people enjoy happiness at home, on the road bumped into them, but can also be looked straight by them does not look at? Why I make laboriously, others birth had, hasn't that person known to treasure? Why others family's every year Mid-Autumn Festival can reunite?” “但是这不妨碍我们在生活最艰难的时候,问一个‘为什么’,可没有人会来跟我说为什么,所以可能我们想了些之后,明天往往又挨了一巴掌,久了,我们就不会再问为什么了,因为想这些,根本没有用。在我们为了活下去的时候,好像多想一点点,都是错,自己错,别人错,世道错。世道给我一拳,我凭什么不还世道一脚？每一个这么过来的人,好像成为当年那个不讲理的人,都不太愿意听别人为什么了,因为也会变得不在乎,总觉得一心软,就要守不住现在的家当,更对不起以前吃过的苦头！凭什么学塾先生偏爱有钱人家的孩子,凭什么我爹娘要给街坊瞧不起,凭什么同龄人买得起纸鸢,我就只能眼巴巴在旁边瞧着,凭什么我要在田地里累死累活,那么多人在家里享福,路上碰到了他们,还要被他们正眼都不瞧一下？凭什么我这么辛苦挣来的,别人一出生就有了,那个人还不知道珍惜？凭什么别人家里的每年中秋节都能团圆？” „Why I do not know can like this. I do not know for 100 years ago, 10,000 years ago, is how, I do not know that this way of the world improved, went bad. I read many books, knew some truth, but I know, my more cannot affirm, truth that oneself want to come out, is or isn't certainly was right, can certainly by oneself and person, passes well the day. Before here, side a little girl, I thought that can pass well the day, but after seeing Gu Can, I thought that possibly was I made a mistake, that little girl with me side, can live slightly is better, certainly was not because I taught her the truth, making her live with ease, good.” “我也不知道为什么会这样。我也不知道一百年前,一万年前,是怎么样的,我更不知道这个世道到底是变好了,还是变坏了。我读了很多书,知道了一些道理,可我知道越多,我就越不敢肯定,自己想出来的道理,是不是就一定对了,就一定能够让自己和身边的人,把日子过得更好。在到了这里之前,在一个小女孩身边,我觉得是可以把日子过得更好的,可是看到顾璨之后,我觉得可能是我错了,那个小女孩只是跟我身边,才可以活得稍微好一些,并不就一定是因为我教她那些道理,让她活得更轻松,更好。” „Who does not want to go on living, well living, is thinking that each tomorrow, is better than today? I also think that thinks in Mud Vase Lane, on the Great Sui academy road, goes to Old Dragon City, goes to but actually Hanging Mountain, goes to Tong Leaf Continent, goes to Lotus Flower Root Blessed Land, goes to the hometown road again, thinks, has been thinking! But in the world highest truth, cannot have lowly to the mistake right and wrong? Even if we to go on living, doing were more matter that has to handle, always has to having the mistake?” “谁不想活下去,好好活着,都想每一个明天,都比今天更好一些？我也想啊,在泥瓶巷的时候想,在去大隋书院的路上,去老龙城,去倒悬山,去桐叶洲,去藕花福地,再去家乡的路上,都想,一直在想！可天底下没有最高的道理,总该有最低的对错是非吧？我们哪怕为了活下去,做了很多很多不得不做的事情,总还是有对有错吧？” Gu Can stops the chopsticks, falls into thinks deeply. 顾璨停下筷子,陷入深思。 The women looked at Chen Ping'an, looked at Gu Can again, „Chen Ping'an, I am only have not studied and did not know woman daoist who character, does not understand so many, does not think so many, can ignore so many, I only think that Gu Can is living well, our family are living well, is because comes, has today this opportunity, lives wait until your Chen Ping'an to tell our family, my husband, Gu Can his father, but also living, the opportunity of that family reunion, Chen Ping'an, I was saying, you can understand? Won't blame my hair to grow in experience short?” 妇人看了看陈平安,再看了看顾璨,“陈平安,我只是个没读过书、不认识字的妇道人家,不懂那么多,也不想那么多,更顾不了那么多,我只想顾璨好好活着,我们娘俩好好活着,也是因为是这么过来的,才有今天这个机会,活着等到你陈平安告诉我们娘俩,我丈夫,顾璨他爹,还活着,还有那个一家团圆的机会,陈平安,我这么说,你能够理解吗？不会怪我头发长见识短吗？” The Chen Ping'an nod said: „As can be appreciated, will not blame the aunt.” 陈平安点头道:“可以理解,不会怪婶婶的。” The women look at the eye of Chen Ping'an, she to oneself one glass of liquor, drank up, poured one cup, drinks up again, „you look for bright, no matter you said anything, bright is very happy, I must drink one cup, you told us this news, I must drink one cup, was happy.” 妇人看着陈平安的眼睛,她给自己倒了一杯酒,一口喝完,又倒了一杯,再喝完,“你来找璨儿,不管你说了什么,璨儿都是很开心的,我要喝一杯,你告诉我们这个消息,我也要喝一杯,都高兴。” The women the third glass of liquor, after drinking up, the tearful eyes dance saying: „Sees your Chen Ping'an, grew, grew up, putting down Ping'an(safe and sound) is peaceful, the aunt must drink one cup, when also felt for your parents happily.” 妇人又倒了第三杯酒,喝完后,泪眼婆娑道:“见到你陈平安,长高了,长大了,平平安安的,婶婶更要喝一杯,就当替你爹娘也感到高兴了。” Chen Ping'an takes up the wine pot, to oneself one glass of liquor, raised head to drink up. 陈平安去拿起酒壶,给自己倒了一杯酒,仰头喝完。 - -- In the Pond Water City tall building, Cui Chan said: „Does hair grow in experience short? This Mud Vase Lane woman, was is not generally fierce. No wonder can form a partnership with Liu Zhimao, teaches Gu Can such fellow to come.” 池水城高楼内,崔瀺啧啧道:“头发长见识短？这个泥瓶巷妇人,不是一般厉害了。难怪能够跟刘志茂合伙,教出顾璨这么个家伙来。” During Chen Ping'an follows that two horse-drawn vehicles enter the city, Cui Dongshan has been feigning death, but when Chen Ping'an makes an appearance after Gu Can meets, actually Cui Dongshan on already opens the eye. 在陈平安跟随那两辆马车入城期间,崔东山一直在装死,可当陈平安露面与顾璨相见后,其实崔东山就已经睁开眼睛。 Later all, just like Cui Chan, Cui Dongshan watch, listen in the ear. 之后一切,与崔瀺一样,崔东山都看在了眼里,听在耳中。 The Cui Chan smile said: „Chen Ping'an said, is only unproductive. Even if similarly is the Mud Vase Lane family background, at first knew the taste of suffering same. But now Gu Can and Chen Ping'an, are the completely different two people, solely is not the standpoint is different, by what vision regards this world...... the most fundamental vein, entirely different. Chen Ping'an can the Gu Can sympathize, that be only because Chen Ping'an took a farther path, Gu Can does not have, to him, hometown Mud Vase Lane, again to Letter Lake, was the entire rivers and lakes and world. Let alone, the Gu Can mental disposition so, likes to penetrate into a bull's horn, is inborn easy to carry too far. Let alone is Chen Ping'an, even Gu Can father Gu Tao, stands in Chen Ping'an that position now, same could not twist the Gu Can personality. The fun place, exactly here, the Gu Can extreme, making him to the Chen Ping'an sentiment extremely deep, therefore said that ‚you, even if kills me, I do not hit back’, this is the innermost thoughts of this devil incarnate, is rare? Chen Ping'an knows, therefore he will be more painful. Chen Ping'an had even heard with one's own ears past that Liu Xianyang of person of dying, before, Liu Xianyang will have no strange Chen Ping'an thought at the point of death, instead said to him, ‚Chen Ping'an, I do not want dead, I really do not want dead’, therefore present Chen Ping'an was more painful.” 崔瀺微笑道:“陈平安所说,只是徒劳罢了。哪怕同样是泥瓶巷出身,起先一样知道苦头的滋味。可如今顾璨和陈平安,是完全不同的两个人,不单单是立场不同而已,还有以何种眼光看待这个世界的……最根本脉络,大不相同。陈平安能够对顾璨感同身受,那只是因为陈平安走了更远的道路,顾璨却没有,对于他来说,家乡泥瓶巷,再到书简湖,就是整个江湖和天下了。更何况,顾璨秉性如此,喜欢钻牛角尖,天生容易走极端。别说是陈平安,就算是顾璨的父亲顾韬,现在站在陈平安那个位置上,一样拧不过来顾璨的性情了。好玩的地方,恰好在此,顾璨的极端,让他对陈平安感情极深,所以才说了出那句‘你就算打死我,我也绝不还手’,这可是这混世魔王的心里话,多难得？陈平安知道,所以他才会更加痛苦。陈平安甚至亲耳听说过当年那个将死之人的刘羡阳,临死之前,刘羡阳没有任何怪陈平安的念头,反而只是对他说了一句,‘陈平安,我不想死,我真的不想死啊’,所以现在的陈平安就更痛苦了。” „Human nature is so, frog in a well, can rouse the abdomen to air a grievance, more left the person in bottom of the well, to below person, said any truth, person who regarding also stays in the bottom of the well, is the empty talk. Because of the heart, will tell itself unceasingly, your truth, are the spring snow, is not the person who in the mud sways back and forth should listen, listened, really perceived, courts death. However Chen Ping'an already realized this point.” “人性便是如此,井底之蛙,也会鼓腹鸣不平,一个越是离开了井底的人,对下边的人,说任何道理,对于还留在井底的人来说,都是空谈。因为内心深处,会不断告诉自己,你那些道理,是阳春白雪,不是泥泞里打滚的人应该听的,听了,真听进去了,就是找死。不过陈平安已经意识到这一点了。” „Therefore said to of Gu Can mansion, after finishing eating that bowl of food on the dining table said that already was huge difference. Only pitifully Gu Can initially in Mud Vase Lane, the age was too small, has not seen Chen Ping'an clearly such as his so big age circumstances, has not seen with one's own eyes Chen Ping'an this to travel far, misery and suffering of suffers. In the Gu Can eye saw that was Chen Ping'an carried a sword, gave a small loach jade pendant, understood so many truth later Chen Ping'an, why can arrive today this step as for Chen Ping'an, he did not understand, this child not necessarily is also willing really to understand. Reviews Chen Ping'an, he is willing to go to think, thinks again, therefore can only make one group of messes more and more chaotic. If two people invert, the position exchanges, Chen Ping'an with the Gu Can character, walking was very far, keeps Azure Gorge Island Gu Can is the Chen Ping'an character, then lived on dishonorably, today is not such dead end. However then, we will not sit here.” “所以去往顾璨府邸的那一路所讲,与吃完那碗饭后饭桌上所讲,已经是天壤之别。只可惜顾璨当初在泥瓶巷,年纪还是太小,既没有真真切切看到陈平安如他这般大岁数的境遇,更没有亲眼看到陈平安这一路远游,所遭受的苦难和煎熬。顾璨眼中看到的,是陈平安背了一把剑,给了小泥鳅一枚玉佩,是懂了那么多道理之后的陈平安,至于为何陈平安能够走到今天这一步,他不懂,这个孩子也未必愿意真的去弄懂。反观陈平安,他愿意去多想一想,再多想一想,所以就只能够让一团乱麻越来越乱。假若两个人颠倒过来,位置对调,陈平安是以顾璨的性格,走了很远,留在青峡岛的顾璨是陈平安的性格,然后苟活了下来,今天都不是这么个死局。不过如此一来,我们根本就不会坐在这里。” Cui Chan said to Cui Dongshan: „Actually your Mister, already did quite well.” 崔瀺对崔东山说道:“其实你的先生,已经做得相当不错了。” Cui Dongshan is putting on a serious face, „inside your pair of old dog eye, can see the fine thing now?” 崔东山板着脸,“你这双老狗眼里头,如今还能看到美好的东西？” Cui Chan thinks little, the smile said: „This mounts Azure Gorge Island, Chen Ping'an makes the most beautiful place, lies in two views, four characters, were your young brat and I have said that above favor two characters the sword...... shut off and selects.” 崔瀺不以为意,微笑道:“这趟登上青峡岛,陈平安做得最漂亮的地方,在于两个说法,四个字,是你这个小兔崽子与我说过的,正是人情二字之上的出剑……切断与圈定。” „On large ship, first common ground that Chen Ping'an and Gu Can their two people only remains, with, is placed in two people are putting at present. Otherwise on the large ship, Chen Ping'an loses on already, your I can leave this Pond Water City. That first tests that assassin, since to understand as far as possible the Letter Lake will of the people, to tell Gu Can finally, that assassin, where should kill, and his Chen Ping'an is willing to listen to Gu Can own truth. Once Chen Ping'an pulls out too high own truth, will deliberately place the moral highest place, tries to persuade Gu Can by this, then Gu Can may think that directly Chen Ping'an already no longer was in the past that Chen Ping'an, all things all up with.” “楼船上,先将陈平安和顾璨他们两人仅剩的共同点,拿出来,摆在两个人眼前放着。不然在楼船上,陈平安就已经输掉,你我就可以离开这座池水城了。那就是先试探那名刺客,既是为了尽量更多了解书简湖的人心,更是为了最后再告诉顾璨,那名刺客,在哪里都该杀,并且他陈平安愿意听一听顾璨自己的道理。一旦陈平安将自己的道理拔得太高,刻意将自己放在道德最高处,试图以此感化顾璨,那么顾璨可能会直接觉得陈平安都已经不再是当年那个陈平安,万事休矣。” „After disembarking, accompanies to offer sacrifice to the Saint jade pendant that Culture Shrine, place as Nascent Origin cultivator and vision enough high Liu Zhimao at present, making this River Severing True Monarch not dare to come out to bother.” “下船后,将那块文庙陪祀圣人的玉佩,放在身为元婴修士、眼界足够高的刘志茂眼前,让这位截江真君不敢出来搅局。” „Arrived table on, eating meal, as the woman of mother of Gu Can will pick again, does not make her extremely interfere with itself, to affect Gu Can.” “到了餐桌上,吃过饭,再将身为顾璨之母的妇人摘出来,不让她太过干涉自己、影响顾璨。” „Otherwise, this is one group of starch, after joining his Chen Ping'an, will be only more chaotic.” “不然,这就是一团浆糊,加入他陈平安后,只会更乱。” Cui Dongshan sneers saying: „Even this, useful? Isn't a dead end?” 崔东山冷笑道:“就算是这样,有用吗？不还是个死局？” The Cui Chan nod said: „But Chen Ping'an, so long as cannot pass ridge at heart, what then makes, is the new heart knots, even if Gu Can is willing to admit mistakes, again? wandering spirit that after all so many innocent people of being driven to death after suffering an injustice, the resembles will be haunted by the ghost, outside the Chen Ping'an heart, has made an effort to knock on a door, protested loudly, day and night, called to account Chen Ping'an...... conscience. First difficult, is willing to admit mistakes in Gu Can difficultly. Second difficult , who how difficultly in Chen Ping'an so many truth that strokes in the clear book to read, others mouth that listens to ponder over, discovers that attitude of life in truth, third difficult, difficultly after knowing, can discover that was actually made a mistake, could persevere the conscience. Fourth difficult, how to do in Chen Ping'an difficultly. Difficultly in 34. Third difficult, his Chen Ping'an is doomed unable to pass.” 崔瀺点头道:“可是陈平安只要过不去心里的坎,接下来做什么,都是新的心结,哪怕顾璨愿意低头认错,又如何？毕竟又那么多枉死的无辜之人,就会像阴魂不散的孤魂野鬼,一直在陈平安心扉外边,使劲敲门,大声喊冤,日日夜夜,责问陈平安的……良知。第一难,难在顾璨愿不愿意认错。第二难,难在陈平安如何一个个捋清楚书上读来的、别人嘴里听来的、自己琢磨出来的那么多道理,找出自己道理中的那个立身之本,第三难,难在知道了之后,会不会发现其实是自己错了,到底能否坚守本心。第四难,难在陈平安如何去做。最难在三四。第三难,他陈平安就注定过不去。” Cui Dongshan direct examination Chen Ping'an last heart pass/test, „fourth difficult?” 崔东山直接询问陈平安的最后一个心关,“第四难？” Cui Chan seemingly said mysterious: „Difficultly in having innumerably difficult.” 崔瀺看似故弄玄虚道:“难在有无数难。” Cui Dongshan responds with sneers. 崔东山报以冷笑。 Cui Chan thinks little, „, if Chen Ping'an really has that skill, places oneself in difficult to bear fourth, this difficult, after we look, will tell us clearly a truth, why in the world will have so many fools and unprincipled people, as well as why actually everyone knows so many truth, why crosses might as well compares the dog. Then turned into Zhu Lu, our Great Li that empress, Du Mao. Why we are not Qi Jingchun, A'Liang. However was a pity very much, Chen Ping'an cannot arrive this step, because arrives this step, Chen Ping'an lost on already. When the time comes your interested words, can stay here, slowly watches your to become emaciated, mind thin and pale Mister, as for me, has definitely left.” 崔瀺不以为意,“如果陈平安真有那本事,置身于第四难当中的话,这一难,当我们看完之后,就会明明白白告诉我们一个道理,为什么世上会有那么多蠢人和坏人了,以及为什么其实所有人都知道那么多道理,为何还是过得比狗还不如。然后就变成了一个个朱鹿,咱们大骊那位娘娘,杜懋。为什么我们都不会是齐静春,阿良。不过很可惜,陈平安走不到这一步,因为走到这一步,陈平安就已经输了。到时候你有兴趣的话,可以留在这里,慢慢观看你那个变得形销骨立、心神憔悴的先生,至于我,肯定早就离开了。” Cui Dongshan, „you left here, is anxiously the reincarnation?” 崔东山哦了一声,“你离开这里,是急着去投胎吗？” Cui Chan laughs heartily, stretches out a finger, selected selected Cui Dongshan, „you must study study your family Mister, must learn calmly, learned the system anger, can deny oneself.” 崔瀺哈哈大笑,伸出一根手指,点了点崔东山,“你得学学你家先生,要学会心平气和,学会制怒,才能克己。” Cui Chan looks to that picture scroll of ground, „I thought that Gu Can will be wrong will not recognize as before, will you feel?” 崔瀺重新望向地上的那幅画卷,“我觉得顾璨依旧是连错都不会认,你觉得呢？” Cui Dongshan closes the eye, is not feigns death, but is some waits for death probably. 崔东山重新闭上眼睛,不是什么装死,而是有些像是等死。 Cui Chan thought aloud: „Said that world not loose banquet, some are the person are not , the banquet is also placed there, only waits for people to take a seat, but Azure Gorge Island this table, is even if the person still, actually banquet already dispersed early, said respectively various, drinks various liquor respectively, is banquet that what reunites? Does not consider as finished.” 崔瀺则自言自语道:“都说天下没有不散的筵席,有些是人不在,酒席还摆在那里,只等一个一个人重新落座,可青峡岛这张桌子,是哪怕人都还在,其实筵席早已经散了,各说各的话,各喝各的酒,算什么团圆的筵席？不算了。” - -- Chen Ping'an is getting a splendid room to Gu Can, is not the special skill alone institute. 陈平安给顾璨领着去了一间富丽堂皇的屋子,不是独门独院。 Will live in a room next door that lives in Gu Can several occasionally. 就在顾璨几处偶尔会住上一住的一间屋子隔壁。 Chen Ping'an makes Gu Can accompany mother to chat. 陈平安让顾璨去陪娘亲多聊聊。 After Gu Can closes the door, thinks, has not gone to look for mother, but is a person relaxes, follows quickly behind that small loach. 顾璨关上门后,想了想,没有去找娘亲,而是一个人去散心,很快身后跟着那条小泥鳅。 It told Gu Can by the heart lake voice: „After Liu Zhimao is seeing that jade sign, from the beginning does not believe that afterward after confirming the genuine and fake, probably was scared.” 它以心湖声音告诉顾璨:“刘志茂见着了那块玉牌后,一开始不相信,后来确认真假后,好像吓傻了。” Gu Can replied it in the heart lake with a smile: „I said that Chen Ping'an will be very certainly great, you had not believed before, what's wrong? Now letter/believes.” 顾璨在心湖笑着回答它:“我就说嘛,陈平安一定会很了不起的,你以前还不信,咋样？现在信了吧。” It sighed gently. 它轻轻叹息。 Gu Can thinks to clap the hands to pat very much now, that already was detained the Golden Core woman in water dungeon. 顾璨很想现在就去一拍掌拍死,那个已经被关押在水牢的金丹妇人。 But after Chen Ping'an chatted, knows oneself patted the assassin of that Zhu Ying dynasty, did not have the significance, no helped. 但与陈平安聊完之后,知道自己拍死了那个朱荧王朝的刺客,毫无意义,于事无补。 The place that Chen Ping'an is angry, is not on their these assassins. 陈平安生气的地方,不在她们这些刺客身上。 It is not on these hostile cultivator, in these die on the opening lapel little mother and each islands in small loach mouth were involved are equivalent to „execute nine generations” the ants. 不是那些敌对的修士身上,而在那些死在小泥鳅嘴中的开襟小娘、各个岛屿上被牵连被相当于“诛九族”的蝼蚁身上。 In seemed like the past Mud Vase Lane crying baby and on dragon kiln apprentice. 在一个个像是当年的泥瓶巷鼻涕虫、龙窑学徒身上。 Gu Can asked suddenly: „My some words, want to say to look to Chen Ping'an, but I look for him now, appropriate?” 顾璨突然问道:“我有些话,想跟陈平安说说看,可我现在去找他,合适吗？” Scratches the head by it that the girl looks come, this is Gu Can with the Chen Ping'an study 以少女姿容现身的它直挠头,这是顾璨跟陈平安学 It with the Gu Can study. 的,它则是跟顾璨学的。