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Actually Chen Guang is what kind of person, he himself does not talk clearly. ?陈光究竟是怎样的人,他自己也说不清楚。 The human nature is too complex, if everyone can looking at understands oneself clearly, in this world will not have so many people to want the regret after the fact, everyone was also a complete human. 人性太复杂,如果每个人都能把自己给看个清楚明白,这世上也就不会有那么多人想要后悔药了,那人人也都是完人了。 However Sun Xiaoxun this saying said right, Chen Guang indeed has not thought the younger sister in foreign language school from the start. 不过孙小逊这话说得对,陈光的确压根没想过外国语学校的妹子。 The reason does not have him, now he like a clay buddha crossing the river, has owed the peach money owed to prostitutes unknowingly, arrives cannot pay off, even light/only wants to have a headache to crack, which also has the courage and guts provokes more people. 原因无他,现在他早已泥菩萨过河,不知不觉已欠下一屁股桃花债,多到还不清,甚至光想就能头疼欲裂,哪儿还有勇气和胆量去招惹更多的人。 The people are too attractive, not necessarily is happy, the happy back is the happy worry. 人太有魅力,也不见得全是幸福,幸福的背后是幸福的烦恼。 If during one's lifetime, cannot achieve the absolute unfeeling to break the desire, to live some people of tastes, would this and that involuntary place. 人生在世,如果做不到绝对的绝情断欲,如果想活得有人味儿,就总会有这样那样身不由己的地方。 Even if Chen Guang this so-called does not live as one pleases, in others' eyes is making people jealous how, others will also think that this fellow beast was inferior simply, does not appreciate one's own good fortune simply. 哪怕陈光这所谓的生不由己,在别人的眼里是多么的羡煞旁人,别人也会觉得这家伙简直禽兽不如,简直身在福中不知福。 But had words to say well, knew without being told. 但有句话说得好,如人饮水,冷暖自知。 These matter others look that the light knew to envy, may be in bureau truly, actually whether there is happiness completely worry. 这些事情旁人看着光知道羡慕了,可真正身在局中的他,却又有无尽的幸福的烦恼。 He also rebukes oneself once for a while, I am want to be a good person obviously, but why I always once for a while brain convulsion. 他也时不时自责,明明我是想要做一个好人,可为何我总时不时脑子抽风。 When is obviously normal I, am such wisdom. 明明正常时的我,是那么的睿智。 But I why always once for a while by the devil control of heart? 可我为何又总时不时被心头的魔鬼支配？ Perhaps is the coincidence of destiny, perhaps is the hauling of devil, possibly really insufficiently automatic control, lets not want he such, now really has trend that the direction that must toward the honest elder brother develops. 或许是命运的巧合,又或许是魔鬼的牵引,也可能是真的不够自控,让原本没想那样的他,如今真有要往诚哥的方向发展的趋势。 He knows that this is not quite good, but also has no good way to face probably. 他知道这样不太好,但好像又没什么好的办法来面对。 Colored Glaze and Lu Ming always said that he lord as great Holy Grail, should not intertwine in this minor matter coyly, indecisive, he knows that two goddesses the words are very reasonable, but he is also easier said than done. 琉璃和鹿鸣总说他身为伟大的圣杯之主,不该在这点小事上扭捏纠结,优柔寡断,他知道两位女神的话很有道理,可他却又知易行难。 As for often braves quietly from his heart, controls he acts and brain „devil”, actually, Chen Guang understands, this is shirks the excuse of responsibility. 至于时常悄然间从他心底冒出来,支配他行动和大脑的“魔鬼”,其实,陈光明白,这都是自己推卸责任的借口。 This so-called „devil”, actually on „person taste”. 这所谓的“魔鬼”,其实正是自己身上的“人味儿”。 Oneself to put it bluntly is a mortal. 自己说白了还是个凡人嘛。 They that outstanding, they to themselves are such toleration, they clearly know oneself are hiding unsettled innermost feelings, actually wants not to count the return to approach itself. 她们是那么的优秀,她们对自己又是那么的纵容,她们明知道自己藏着一颗不安定的内心,却又愿意不计回报般靠近自己。 Although Colored Glaze and Lu Ming said that I will become the true God sooner or later, but I before was a person, present I am also a person! 虽然琉璃与鹿鸣说我迟早会成为真神,但我之前一直是人,现在的我也是人！ I am a worldling, I really did not resist! 我是个俗人,我真抵挡不了！ This really quite difficult! 这真的好难！ On such as today's Sun Xiaoxun, since the US comes back, she became bolder, there is a courage, during the spoken languages displayed is also more obvious. 就如今天的孙小逊,自美国回来之后,她变得更大胆了许多,也有勇气了许多,言语间表现得也更加明显。 Can Chen Guang not be excited? 陈光能不心动吗？ He is not blind, is not stupid, good of Sun Xiaoxun, he is well aware. 他又不瞎,又不蠢,孙小逊的好,他更心知肚明。 But he is not cruel enough to cause heavy losses to Sun Xiaoxun, said again, after perhaps with the Sun Xiaoxun temper, she recognized the stubbornly held argument, is impossible readily to make her change the mind. 可他更不忍心重创孙小逊,再说了,以孙小逊的性子,或许她认了死理之后,又不可能那么轻易的让她改变心意。 Even if oneself develop like the dog blood soap opera, ships out appearance that the vice- unfeeling has made up mind, she will also not necessarily really flinch. 哪怕自己像狗血电视剧里演的那样,装出副绝情决意的样子,她也未必真就会退缩。 To deceive her, without is so easy, everyone is not knows today, is together for three years, Sun Xiaoxun had understood own this person. 想骗过她,也没那么容易,大家不是今天才认识,相处已经三年,孙小逊是了解自己这个人的。 But he knows, the heart movement must pay the price, particularly last night because refining up " Painting Volume » reason evilly, prefers does not prefer, is initiative not initiative and tossed about a night Lu Fei. 可他知道,心动是要付出代价的,尤其是昨晚才因为邪炼《丹青卷》的缘故,又情愿又不情愿,又主动又不主动的和把鲁菲折腾了一夜。 Today meets Sun Xiaoxun such payout again, he must not have in the dessert the barrier, he did not call Chen Guang, must change name to call Chen Shimei. 今儿个再遇到孙小逊这样的付出,他要没点心里障碍,他就不叫陈光,得改名叫陈世美了。 Therefore, even if clear(ly) knows that perhaps these matters can evade 1 st do not evade 15, but, can hide for day is a day? 所以,哪怕明知道这些事或许躲得过初一躲不过十五,但是,能多躲一天是一天吧？ Although the ugly wife must see the parents-in-law, but the good and evil can also first drag the time study face-painting isn't? 丑媳妇虽然总要见公婆,但好歹也能先拖点时间学个化妆术的不是？ Naturally, as a to a certain extent mindless person, the biggest merit is, when facing difficult problem that being almost impossible to solve, he no longer goes to think this matter simply. 当然了,作为一个某种程度上没心没肺的人,最大的优点就是,面对几乎无法解决的难题时,他索性就不再去想这事。 Colored Glaze delivers him to speak frequently, sought fortunate things will eventually sort themselves out, actually also really conformed to his life creed. 琉璃常常送他明言,无论是自求多福还是车到山前必有路,其实还真蛮符合他的人生信条的。 For example now, sneaks away after the school goes home, he first concentrates on cultivating on «Painting Volume» this matter. 比如现在,从学校里溜号回到家里之后,他第一时间就把精力放到了修炼《丹青卷》这事上面。 Right, the two house-owners who in that set of room yesterday afternoon, Lü Xiaoliang and Chen Guang are occupied by the set of room as well as opposite Zhou Jingsi that rents to reach the agreement now, these two houses were transfer title of ownership to light/only boss officially got down, in two days will run a real estate bureau to get through the procedure settles thoroughly. 对了,就在昨天下午,吕小梁和陈光现在住的这套屋以及对面卓静思租下来的那套屋的两家房主达成协议,这两套房子算是正式过户到光老板自己名下了,再过两天跑一趟房产局把手续办完就彻底了事。 Buys hastily, not only has not bargained, instead opened much about 100,000. 买得仓促,非但没讲价,反而一家多开了近十万。 But doesn't matter, the light boss said that issue that can spend money to solve, basically is not the issue. 但没有关系,光老板表示,能用钱解决的问题,基本都不是问题。 Now his issue is, restlesses. 现在他的问题是,心神不宁。 He sits cross-legged to sit on the bed, wants to calm the mind with rapt attention, is depending upon the view to think that at heart the mnemonics cultivation «Painting Volume», but his heart does not calm down. 他盘膝坐在床上,本想静心凝神,在心里依靠观想口诀来修炼《丹青卷》,可他这心静不下来。 The final assembly has the matter, and is imminent, calling him is not particularly comfortable. 总装着有事,并且也迫在眉睫,叫他分外不舒坦。 It is not other, is the make-up test. 不是别的,就是补考。 Mentioning is also strange, make-up test petty minor matter, to present him, is not really worth mentioning. 说来也是奇怪,补考这种鸡毛蒜皮的小事,对现在的他而言,实在不足挂齿。 Even if really all hung, is not the judgment day. 哪怕真全挂了,也不是世界末日。 Let alone also has Nicole to assist in secret, not only could not hang, can pass through with ease. 更何况还有妮可西暗中相助,非但挂不了,更是可以轻松过关。 May remember others fully to oneself that is the look of worship, remembers in oneself this history again the highest-end cheating behavior, even if has used various reasons to convince itself, but the heart has the lump. 可一想起别人对自己那满是崇拜的眼神,再一想起自己这史上最高端的作弊行为,哪怕已经用了各种理由来说服自己,可心头就是有疙瘩。 The people are such strange lifeform, would that a morbid state slightly insisted, small irritable, the heart bores tip of cows horn, this small irritable will become will hold to read, will wind around in the heart that will be able hardly be removed repeatedly, being able hardly be removed, will be getting deeper and deeper, several tenths nightmare. 人就是这样奇怪的生物,总会有那么点病态的小坚持,小别扭,心头钻了牛角尖,这点小别扭就会成为挥之不去的执念,在内心深处反复缭绕,挥之不去,越来越深,几成梦魇。 Chen Guang knows that this condition is not quite good, is not quite wonderful, results in the means to control, but he cannot achieve. 陈光知道这状况不太好,不太妙,得办法控制住,可他就是做不到。 Crawls from the bed, before turns out travelled gives the chemical principle exercise collection in Sun Xiaoxun hard stopper, opens the QQ mailbox to look again , Sun Xiaoxun review PPT that digs from the last semester teaching classes teacher hand. 从床上爬将起来,翻出之前跑路时给孙小逊硬塞手里的化工原理习题集,再打开QQ邮箱一看,得,还有一份孙小逊从上学期任课老师手里挖出来的复习PPT。 Tomorrow afternoon will take a test, according to grinding spear/gun level that he passing displays, from now on will fight bravely late at night, 6 : 00 am fight again at noon, but also really can mix to pass an examination by oneself skill reluctantly. 明天下午就是考试,按照他过往表现出来的磨枪水准,从现在开始奋战到深夜,明早六点起来再战到中午,还真能靠自己的本事勉强混个及格。 This also really became all the low-grade, only had to study high. 得,这还真是成了万般皆下品,唯有读书高了。 I have the problem, inner strength cannot practice, actually looked that on the contrary these clear(ly) know a university graduation does not have the book that the egg uses to come the whole body mostly is the vigor. 我是不是有毛病啊,内劲练不进去,却反倒看起这些明知道大学一毕业就多半没卵用的书来浑身都是劲。 Chen Guang is complaining itself like this. 陈光这样吐槽着自己。 Actually his anything understands, only by doing so, own thought understands. 其实他什么都明白,只有这样,自己的念头才通达。 The thought understood, can work. 念头通达了,才能做事。 Is the time is anxious, is insufficient. 就是时间紧张呐,不够用呐。 Really wants to make clone to oneself, the review, practices inner strength, that may be good. 真想给自己弄个分身出来,复习,一个习练内劲,那可多好啊。 Land sauce exploding! 大地酱爆者！ earth element clone technique! 土元素分身术！ Fell to make a mud ball from his nail seam, about 1/4 grains of meter/rice sizes. 从他指甲缝里掉了一团泥出来,大约四分之一粒米大小。 The mother egg, I will definitely not acknowledge that this is the half of the day does not have the dirt and mud that in the washing the hands nail seam accumulates! 妈蛋,我肯定不会承认这是半天没洗手指甲缝里积出来的泥垢！ Ok, this, the chemical principle first gnaws, «Environmental impact assessment Introduction» that then the next day after tomorrow must test, makes World inside the Grail of round of beggar version to have custom-made training, does not need to read the book, then big day after tomorrow that class, will wait to test «Chemical industry Principle» tomorrow starts to gnaw, reads two days of books just to test when the time comes, then last used World inside the Grail on the line. 算了,就这样吧,化工原理先自己啃,再下一门后天要考的《环境影响评价概论》,弄一发乞丐版的杯中界定制培训,不用啃书,再大后天上午那门课,等明天考完《化工原理》就开始啃,啃两天的书到时候刚好能考,再最后一门又用杯中界就行了。 Thus, the belief value capacity and relies on one's own effort to revive just to link up havingly ample food and clothing, although the life was too a little substantial, but the heart did not have the obstruction, had nothing to ashamed of in heart. 这样,信仰值产能和自力更生丰衣足食刚好衔接起来,虽然生活是有点太充实了,但心头却没了芥蒂,俯仰无愧于心。 This day was painstakingly bitter, may cultivate the behavior does right by own conscience. 这日子苦是苦了点,可做人得对得起自己的良心呐。 Can endure hardship painstakingly, the position top dog, the lord of 3,000 Worlds, that is also of appropriate lord the learned world, cannot work as the youth! 吃得苦中苦,方位人上人嘛,三千世界之主,那也得当个有学问的世界之主,不能当愣头青嘛！ Was a pity, recent One Line Heaven World inside the Grail is before has enjoyed the thigh muscle group teaches especially, the time-gap is also less than one month, next time One Line Heaven World inside the Grail roughly must wait for half a month. 就是可惜,最近的一次一线天杯中界是之前享受过的腿部肌肉群特训,时间间隔都还不到一个月,下次一线天杯中界约莫还得等半个月。 Otherwise, the single by One Line Heaven World inside the Grail, should at least be able to conform completely all undergraduate programs together, realizes the true scientific tyrant, that which also some so many strange problems. 不然的话,单只靠一线天杯中界,应该至少可以把所有的本科课程全部整合到一起,练成真正的本科学霸之界,那哪儿还有这么多怪毛病。 Arranges appropriately all time plans in the heart, Chen Guang opens the book fiercely, compares PPT that Sun Xiaoxun is sending, gnaws since Chapter 1! 在心头把所有时间计划安排妥当,陈光猛翻开书,对照着孙小逊发来的PPT,从第一章啃起！ Was the time shows the ability of king of procrastination! 是时候展现临阵磨枪之王的能耐了！ Who can think, in now domestic hot, is hot deputy ministry-level Guangding bureau chief Sir who feels hot, unexpectedly can at home in dead earnest the college course. 谁又能想到,在当今国内炙手可热,热得发烫的副部级光定总局局长大人,居然会在家里死啃大学课程呢。 Matter that he has not thought , but also were many. 他没想到的事,还多了。 Another head, the Lin Jingwei three grandsons are sitting in the bedroom, in front of three people Chen Guang school register information network account number. 另一头,林经纬三孙子正坐在寝室里,三人面前正是陈光的学籍信息网账号。 Lady White Snake: „Do we really give him to go to the entire report? The required course of this semester is quite few, most probably is the spare hours, all gives him to report on words, just can report eight foreign languages, but how do I always feel this matter very science fiction?” 白娘子:“咱们真给他去全报？这学期的必修课是比较少,大半都是空余时间,全给他报上的话,刚好能报八门外语,不过我怎么总觉得这事很科幻呢？” Bear Two: „Before does not know that our school foreign language school such nutjob curriculum, this is anything! Hindi, Slavic, Malay and Bengali...... OH! My!” 熊二:“以前都不知道咱们学校外国语学院这么蛇精病课程,这都是些啥啊！印度语、斯拉夫语、马来语、孟加拉语……OH！My嘎得！” The Lin Jingwei brow twists stubbornly, „is a little troublesome, Brother Guang said a moment ago which several types, the good and evil is also the common small language classification department of foreign languages, but you look, this German and Portuguese, have Italian and Korean, with his compulsory class hour clashes, how to do suddenly?” 林经纬眉头拧得死死的,“有点麻烦啊,刚才光哥说哪几种,好歹还算是常见的小语种外语系,可你们看,这德语和葡萄牙语,哦还有意大利语、韩语,都和他的必修课时间冲突了,怎么搞？” A Bai Fan face grins fiendishly, he does not say, so long as in any case in our school has, gives him to report entirely, that showing Malay is also a cinch! The common small language classification time conflicted, we give him to report do not conflict! The uncommon point, he himself said that uncommon in any case, blames us? You must pay attention to his word usage, does not draw all reported to him! Yes? ” 白凡一脸狞笑,他不说了吗,反正只要咱们学校里有的,都统统的给他报,那说明马来语也不在话下啊！常见的小语种时间冲突了,咱们给他报不冲突的呗！生僻点就生僻点呗,反正他自己说的,怪我们咯？你得注意他刚才的用词,一个不拉的全给他报了！是吧？” Lin Jingwei nods, „probably also really can only like this.” 林经纬点头,“好像还真只能这样。” Bai Fan, „asked what uh-huh you do have to affect?” 白凡嗯哼一声,“就问你有什么影响？” Bear Two: „The Brother Guang compelling standard cannot open the eye according to me.” 熊二:“光哥的逼格照得我睁不开眼睛。” On three faces has the inexplicable exciting strange ray, starts to choose these small language classification basic curricula to work as the elective course at the Chen Guang school register information online point. 三人脸上带着莫名兴奋的诡异光芒,开始在陈光的学籍信息网上点选起这些小语种入门课程当选修课来。 Hindi, Malay and Bengali, that is the pediatrics. 印度语、马来语、孟加拉语,那都是小儿科。 Celtic, Greek and Tokharian, full- Tungus follows to come. 凯尔特语、希腊语、吐火罗语、满-通古斯语跟着就来。 Finally, eight foreign language points end, Lin Jingwei selected to submit, then clapping held, rubs the ash that did not have, finished up.( To be continued.) 终于,八门外语点完,林经纬点了个提交,然后拍拍手掌,搓了搓并不存在的灰,完事。(未完待续。)