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Looks at this, is beyond control, before the Chen Guang brain actually exudes that small clay figurine final weapon world sand at the point of death, that being disillusioned with the mortal world appearance. 看着这一幕,无法控制的,陈光脑子里却又泛起那小泥人儿般的最终兵器世沙临死前那副看破红尘的样子。 Flung the head, he wants to discard from oneself head this picture ruthlessly. 甩了甩脑袋,他想把这画面从自己脑袋里狠狠扔掉。 But that drop does not know that is the tears or does not know is the bubble of what water, actually appears in his mind deep place. 可那滴不知道是眼泪还是不知道是什么水的液滴,却又浮现在他脑海深处。 It seems the sunlight to sprinkle, by the heart window, inclines above this drop of now-defunct waterdrop, shines glitteringly and translucent carving it. 好似阳光洒下,透过心窗,倾斜在这滴已经不存在的水滴之上,将它照耀得晶莹剔透。 Its static float in in the air, is actually passing the stock eternal loneliness and sadness. 它静静的悬浮在空中,却透着股永恒的寂寞与忧伤。 It likely radiant Tiffany diamond, like Bailang of Johnnie Walker, even only imagines in the heart, actually as if can be caught up. 它像璀璨的蒂凡尼钻石,又像尊尼获加的白朗姆,即便只在心中想象,却似乎能让人沉醉其中。 Chen Guang raises head slightly, 45 degrees corner/horn looks up to the dusky sky again, the light breeze coerces under the Ballare mountain with Provence's aspic similar fragrance to throw to the surface in...... 陈光微微仰头,再四十五度角仰望灰蒙蒙的天空,轻风裹挟着巴拉尔山下与普罗旺斯的薰衣草相似的香味扑到面上…… Receive! 收！ Receives to me! 给我收！ This fellow died was not peaceful, unexpectedly also wants to vacillate my mental! 这家伙死了都不安生,居然还想动摇我的心智！ My whole person was almost melancholy! 我整个人都差点忧郁起来了！ I do not believe in the killer organization to have the good person! 我根本不相信杀手组织里能有好人！ This is simply absurd! 这简直荒谬！ Also, how even are you good person? 再说了,就算你是好人又怎么样？ Can't the good people certainly die? 好人就一定不能死吗？ This is my penalty, everyone of broken world must die, cannot remain, otherwise I will die! 这是我的惩罚之界,碎世的所有人都必须死,一个都不能留,不然我自己就会死！ In any case Wright Chen in fighting the Luo world is a big villain, if you are really a good person, I am the big villain. 反正莱特陈在斗罗世界里已经是个大反派,如果你真是好人,那我就是大反派呗。 The big villain kills the good person, perfectly justified! 大反派杀好人,天经地义！ At the worst, I gave you many focus paper money. 大不了,我给你多烧点纸钱得了。 Heard that the netherworld looked the movie is very expensive, guards the threshing floor the 2D piece to take 60 million sacrificial paper money, big piece little said also over a hundred million. 听说阴间看电影挺贵的,看场2d片都要六千万冥币,大片儿少说也得上亿吧。 Considers as finished, I think that these make anything, the person dead all things are spatial, why for the deceased person went bad the mood. 算了算了,我想这些做什么,人死万事空,何必为了个死人坏了心情。 You do not die, I die, is so simple. 你不死,就我死,就这么简单。 Mentioning is also laughable, this fellow also wants to remind itself unexpectedly, but also was counting on this „lead” does kill to hide in the secret big fiendish person? 说来也是可笑,这家伙居然还想提醒自己,还指望着自己这个“主角”去干掉隐藏在幕后的大魔王？ This real, I am the big fiendish person, perhaps I also really letter/believed your evil. 要不是这都是真的,要不是我自己就是大魔王,说不定我还真信了你的邪呢。 Wait, where feels not too right appearance probably. 等等,好像觉得哪里不太对劲的样子。 Ok, this is unimportant. 算了,这不重要。 Am I always talking over the matter of deceased person at heart? 我怎么老在心里念叨个死人的事情呢？ He plans to turn around to leave, gathers up dead bodies this cleaning up matter, as the great chief does not do, waited for Xue Lin they to awake later processing and that's the end. 他打算转身离开,收尸这种擦屁股的事情,身为伟大的局长是不做的,等薛琳他们醒了之后处理就是了。 At this time, he of being sharp-eyed actually saw the cerebral cortex small book in the clothes edge of ground world sand, is falling slowly from his clothes pocket. 就在这时候,眼尖的他却在地上世沙的衣服边缘看到了个皮质小本子,正从他衣服口袋里缓缓滑落出来。 Small book? 小本本？ What will above write? 上面会写什么？ Had a look not to know. 看看不就知道了。 As a curiosity very heavy person, the ground finds a circular to be able unable to bear the low head look at one, if changes into is a beautifully packaged cerebral cortex book, that attraction is unable to prevent. 作为一个好奇心很重的人,地上瞧见张传单都会忍不住低下脑袋瞄一眼,如果换成是一本包装精美的皮质本子,那诱惑力更是无法阻挡。 He pulls out gently, the skin book in the hand, shakes above is moistening the ash, opens. 他轻轻一抽,将皮本子拿在手中,抖掉上面沾着的灰,翻开来。 Chen Guang speechless suddenly. 陈光一时间哑然。 This is a diary, on introduction p. 1 writes is the time date, then is world sand that thought aloud the writing. 这是个日记本,开篇第一页上写着的就是时间日期,然后便是世沙那自言自语般的文字。 12 years ago some day, he wrote down the first few words. 十二年前的某天,他写下了第一句话。 „Today teacher said that must teach us some new things, I want to study earnestly, but why is this new thing makes me use the blade to wipe others' neck?” “今天老师说要教我们一些新的东西,我想学得认真一点,可为什么这新东西是让我用刀抹过别人的脖子呢？” Three days later, he wrote like this. 三天之后,他又这样写道。 „In base has so many people, what we make to make money, we also meet so many things, why can kill people? Buddhist literature said that all living things equality, I, although does not believe in Buddhism, but my believers entire life, no one is nobler than whom, the world is so big, hasn't been able to accommodate the next several people?” “基地里有这么多人,我们做什么都可以挣到钱,我们也会那么多东西,为什么一定要去杀人呢？佛经里说,众生平等,我虽然不信佛,但我却信众生平等,谁也不比谁高贵,世界这么大,还不能多容下几个人吗？” Chen Guang a next world sand wrote this diary in the silent calculation at heart the age, pours to feel at heart particularly inconceivable, without the miscalculation, at that time he were six -year-old child? 陈光在心里默算了一下世沙写这日记的年龄,心里倒觉得分外不可思议,如果没有算错,当时他还是个六岁的孩子？ Thinks own six -year-old time what can write? 想想自己六岁的时候能写什么？ Before writing a bed , the bright moonlight light can be regarded is the talent! 写个床前明月光都能被当成是天才吧！ I go, if this goods do not live in the killer base, that proper is a literary giant! 我去,这货如果不是活在杀手基地,那妥妥的得是个文豪啊！ But ten days later, his diary actually style sudden change. 但十天之后,他的日记却画风突变。 „I killed people, three. I do not want to kill them, Axi is the friend of mine. But I do not have the means that I do not kill them, I must die, is Axi first begins, when I want with them to discuss what to do should, Axi seized my neck suddenly. He no longer was the friend of mine, he turned wants to eat the wild animal of person, this was too fearful. But I have not thought that they are so vulnerable, I used a strength gently, they entire.” “我杀人了,三个。我也不想杀他们,阿西是我的朋友。但我没有办法,我不杀了他们,我就得死,是阿西先动手的,当我想和他们商量该怎么办的时候,阿西突然就掐住了我的脖子。他不再是我的朋友了,他变成了想吃人的野兽,这太可怕了。但我没想到他们这么脆弱,我只是轻轻的用了一点力,他们全死了。” The frequency that afterward, the world sand kept a diary changed low, perhaps one year had one time. 再后来,世沙写日记的频率变低了很多,或许一年才有一次。 But almost every opening is similar one line of characters. 但几乎每一篇的开头都是相似的一行字。 „I killed people, x.” “我杀人了,x个。” In this that x number, more and more greatly, most one time is two years ago, 27. 这里面那个x的数字,越来越大,最多的一次是两年前,二十七个。 The middle is alternating thinking aloud of some world sands once for a while. 中间时不时穿插着一些世沙的自言自语。 „I want to mediate, if this whole life not, on the next generation.” “我想做个好人,如果这辈子不可以,就下辈子。” „Outside I want to have a look, wants to know that my birth parents really looked like such abandoned me who the teachers said that perhaps I was kidnapped and sold, perhaps they have been looking for me. But I do not dare really to look for them, perhaps, really found their day in me, is their times of death, the killer cannot have the family member.” “我想去外面看看,想知道我的亲生父母是不是真像老师们说的那样抛弃了我,我或许是被拐卖的,或许他们一直在找寻我。但我不敢真的去找他们,或许,在我真找到他们的那天,就是他们的死期吧,杀手是不能有家人的。” „I was free, starting today, my name was called the world sand, I had my surname.” “我自由了,从今天开始,我的名字叫世沙,我拥有自己的姓氏。” „I have said that will not go out to kill people! Either, they send people to kill me, either, makes me live in the lakeside peacefully.” “我说过了,不会出去杀人！要么,他们派人来杀我,要么,就让我一个人安静的住在湖边。” Chen Guang closed this diary slowly, shook the above ash again, instantly suddenly. 陈光缓缓合上了这日记本,再是抖了抖上面的灰,刹那恍然。 When the heart was half believing and half doubting, almost becomes the nightmare in heart holds to read, after turning suddenly is real, he on the contrary becomes calm. 当内心深处原本将信将疑,几乎成为心中的梦魇的执念,突然之间变成真实之后,他反倒变得淡定了。 In some sense, this world sand also is really a good person. 某种意义上,这世沙还真是个好人。 He killed many people, but he does not have to choose, just like oneself must kill him to be the same, he must kill others. 他是杀了很多人,但他却没得选择,正如自己必须杀他一样,他也必须杀别人。 The one who forces is in itself Exceedingly High Chalice, forces the world sand is actually the teacher of broken world. 逼迫自己的是通天圣杯,逼迫世沙的却是碎世的老师。 Dies the person in his hands as for these, not good kind. 至于那些死在他手里的人,也并非善类。 Regardless of these were broken to pieces the world to adopt to have what passing as training talent killer the child of stepping-stone, is what status, just like but he first writing the Axi in the book is the same, three hit one, but also can only live a side, Axi three people of thinking definitely is rushes is round of combo, but they were instead killed by the true talent. 不论那些被碎世收养来作为培养天才杀手的垫脚石的孩子有什么过往,是什么身份,但正如他在书里第一个写到的阿西一样,三个打一个,还只能活一方,阿西三人想的肯定是冲上去就是一轮combo,只是他们被真正的天才反杀了而已。 Strange pitiful, Chen Guang looks at this pile of silts. 怪可怜的,陈光看着这堆泥沙。 He had the feeling actually, this person, even talent such as he, tyrannical such as I, to put it bluntly is a small boat in life, during one's lifetime, involuntary time many, having one's wish time few. 他心里倒是起了感慨,这人呐,即便天才如他,强横如我,说白了都是命里的一叶扁舟,人生在世,身不由己的时候多,随心所欲的时候少。 The Chen Guang heart said no that on has anything to rebuke oneself, rebukes oneself also uselessly. 陈光心头说不上有什么自责,自责也没什么用。 The world sand killed so many others on the road of growth, finally died a tragic death in own, as if should also be the retribution is uncomfortable. 世沙在成长的路上杀了那么多别人,最终惨死在自己手里,似乎也该是报应不爽。 Everyone wants to live purely, what is only different is the world sand lives tiny, oneself live greatly, that is all. 谁都只是想单纯的活着而已,唯一不同的是世沙活得渺小,自己活得伟大,仅此而已。 This time light master has not known, takes up the world sand notebook in him the instance, the waterdrop that drop should vanish early, actually some sky in Exceedingly High Chalice fell towering, falls in a piece of stretching to the horizon yellow sand. 此时的光老爷还并不知道,在他拿起世沙笔记本的瞬间,那一滴早该消失的水滴,却在通天圣杯里某一界的天空突兀落下,落在了一片一望无垠的黄沙中。 The summer of space cannot this water drop evaporation, it sneak in earth on the contrary. 天上的炎炎夏日并没能将这水滴蒸发,它反倒钻进了土里去。 The distant place, Xue Lin moaned gradually, opened the eye, the fan is at a loss looks at the Chen Guang direction that felt frustrated, his brain seemed like some starch, thinks that did not get up to have anything. 远处,薛琳渐渐呻吟起来,睁开眼睛,迷迷惘惘的看着陈光的方向,他的脑子似乎有些浆糊,想不太起来发生了什么。 „Chen Ju, how this...... was this?” “陈局,这……这是怎么了？” Xue Lin haunches the body, is slanting the head to look that sits cross-legged the corpse of broken world killer neatly sits an array. 薛琳撑起身子,斜着脑袋看着整整齐齐盘膝坐成个阵列的碎世杀手的尸身。 A Chen Guang heart loosen, very good, his memory was eliminated, anything does not remember. 陈光心头一松,很好,他的记忆被清除了,什么都不记得。 „It‘s nothing, you were prescribed medicine to hold under duress before, this chief went into action personally, kills with one's own hand the scoundrel, graciousness action successfully finished, the broken world scoundrel whole staff suffered extreme penalty, did not remain.” “没什么,你们之前被下药挟持了,本局长亲自出马,手刃歹徒,恩这次行动圆满结束,碎世歹徒全员伏诛,一个不留。” „Ha?” “哈？” In the Xue Lin brain was stiffer. 薛琳脑子里更僵了。 Chen Guang is planning to say anything again, actually the whole body shakes suddenly, in his eyes, was seeing that the innumerable dense and numerous belief value silk thread extends in own direction from the remote horizon. 陈光正打算再说点什么,却突然浑身一震,在他的眼睛里,正看到无数密密麻麻的信仰值丝线从遥远天边向着自己的方向延伸而来。 His mind subsidence to Exceedingly High Chalice, above in which platform of cloud city fence, is finding a length to make lengthening of hundred zhang (333 m) to increase the version Airbus A320 statue to float from the platform surface slowly will come up. 他的心神沉降到通天圣杯里,在云城围墙的其中一个平台之上,正瞧见一架长约百丈的加长加大版空客a320雕像从平台表面缓缓浮将上来。 Although by seven platforms by it as before completely empty, but Chen Guang actually remembers, once here also had another seven idols, but to bewildered disappearance. 虽然挨着它旁边的七个平台上依旧空空如也,但陈光却记得,曾经这里还有另外七座神像,只是给莫名其妙的消失了而已。 I go! 我去！ Before you wear out iron shoes on the hunting grounds, went through all the complications is actually missing the pilot of one breath throughout the idol, did not have the indication appeared towering? 之前踏破铁鞋无觅处,费尽周折却始终差着一口气的飞行员之界神像,就这么毫无征兆的突兀出现了？ Absolutely does not have the omen! 完全没有预兆！ Suddenly come!( To be continued.) 说来就来！(未完待续。)