CGA :: Volume #5

#419: Starting tomorrow


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„, Can we consider as finished like this?” “难道,我们要就这样算了吗?” Old Man Han somewhat desperate looks at Chen Guang. Happy article novel 韩老头有些绝望的看着陈光。樂文小说 In the network the matter heat degree about Wang Ren will extinguish eventually slowly, this is also the characteristics of network information channel, every day has this and that hot spot constantly to emerge every time. 网络上关于王仁的事情热度终究会慢慢消弭,这也是网络这个信息渠道的特点,每天每时每刻都有这样那样的热点不断涌现。 The news comes to go quickly also quickly, even if were some place had the large explosion, was well-known in some time, but after period of time, the news that this heat felt hot will also be covered by the mighty current of information explosion gradually. 新闻来得快去得也快,哪怕是某个地方发生了大爆炸,在某一时间段人尽皆知,可过一阵子后,这热得发烫的新闻也会被信息爆炸的洪流渐渐掩盖。 The line of sight of people will be shifted, hates and hates is also put behind, in the world does not put down the matter, even if raises earth-shakingly, the time interval that if cannot blow while the gale gives the final word it, it will also only turn into by common past events that the sandstorm buries eventually. 人们的视线会被转移,仇恨和憎恶也会被忘却,世上的不平事,哪怕掀得天翻地覆,若是不能趁着大风刮起的时段将其一锤定音,它终究也只会变成被风沙埋葬掉的一段不起眼的往事。 No Wu Shan adds fuel to the flames in the back, Chen Guang wants to make this matter by one's effort, delivers the court Wang Ren, that difficult, even if this matter is seemingly perfectly justified, but the truth in the world is never you stands the reason to win. 没有武山在背后推波助澜,陈光想靠一己之力做成这事,将王仁送上法庭,是那么的难,哪怕这事看起来天经地义,可世上的道理从不是你站着理儿就能赢的。 Chen Guang unwilling with versatile sent a micro blog again superman, this he upset the table time. 陈光不甘心的再度用全能超人发了篇微博,这一次他更又掀了桌子。 I think that occupied morality and justice to uphold the justice, but I discover now, I was very weak. I am only a net am red, except for online calls a throat, my anything did not do. The friend of mine told me, the family member of victim flinched a moment ago, must abolish sued, he could not find a law office to be willing to take this case, the document that the procuratorate issued also became the bounced check.” “我本以为占着了道义就能主持公道,可现在我发现,我很无力。我只是一个网红,除了在网上吆喝一嗓子,我什么也做不了。我的朋友告诉我,刚才受害人的家属退缩了,要撤销状告了,他找不到一家律师事务所愿意接这个案子,检察院发出去的文件也成了空头支票。” I do not understand that this world was? Why can't the evil person obtain the proper penalty? I once think that is ugly has not exposed before the world, then I by the first-order net red status, take now the ugly thing, I want to make him give to expose to the sun under Sun, making the sunlight purify world to be ugly.” “我不明白这世界到底是怎么了?为什么恶人得不到应有的惩罚?我曾以为是丑恶没有暴露在世人面前,那么现在我以一阶网红的身份,把丑陋的东西拿出来,我想让他给晒在太阳下,让阳光来净化世间丑恶。” But I discover that now I made a mistake, I am only an incandescent lamp, others broke my electricity, I do not have up. Currently I have the electricity, I started to toss about, I started to do. But this does not have the significance! In video that in you can see. I am the omnipotent versatile superhuman, in another side that you cannot see, I am only the waste that anything cannot make.” “可现在我发现自己错了,我只是颗白炽灯,别人断了我的电,我就没有光。现在我又有电了,我又开始折腾了,我又开始作死了。可这毫无意义!在你们能看到的视频里。我是无所不能的全能超人,在你们看不到的另一边,我只是一个什么也做不成的废物。” Starting tomorrow, is a blind person. I no longer need the eye to seek for the light.” “从明天起,做一个瞎子。我不再需要眼睛去寻找光明。” Starting tomorrow, is a deaf person, I do not want to hear wailing of ear bank ghost that sad and shrill hatred again.” “从明天起,做一个聋子,我不想再听到耳畔冤魂那凄厉仇恨的哀嚎。” Starting tomorrow, is a cripple, with staining the mud and decayed alone leg goes to live the next half a lifetime in illusory.” “从明天起,做一个瘸子,用沾满泥泞与腐臭的独腿去走完活在虚幻里的下半生。” Starting tomorrow. Is a lunatic, since anything is unable to change, becomes by oneself acts like a madman, this could live with ease enjoyable. “从明天起。做一个疯子,既然什么也无法改变,就让自己变得疯疯癫癫,这或许能活得更轻松写意。 Really can only like this?” “真的只能这样了吗?” Stops the car(riage) alone outside Subdistrict Zhou Jingsi, Chen Guang presses down to transmit the button, actually he himself does not know that sends this micro blog to have what significance, but in the chest cavity has too many sad difficult draws to speak out. 独自将车停在卓静思外面,陈光按下发送按钮,其实他自己也不知道发这条微博有什么意义,只是胸腔里有太多的郁愤难平不吐不快。 After five minutes, what first makes the phone call is Jin Shiyue. 五分钟后,第一个打来电话的是靳诗月 Chen Guang has not really thought that can be she, telephone another she silent small moment, finally said the sentence without reason. Sorry.” 陈光真没想到会是她,电话另一头的她沉默了小片刻,最终却没头没脑的说了句。“对不起。” Why you with me said that sorry?” Chen Guang is puzzled. “你为什么和我说对不起?”陈光不解。 Jin Shiyue deep inspiration, actually I can help you, but I......” 靳诗月深深的吸了一口气,“其实我能帮你,可我……” „, Does not leave this, you helped me retransmit the micro blog I to thank very much, but I really cannot the extravagant demands you do many. Is I am nosy to mind others' business to throw into this mud, have no reason also to involve you, I know you and some Jiang Yage backgrounds, but will this indeed also create very big difficulty to you?” “不不不,别这样,你们帮我转发微博我已经很感谢了,但我真的不能奢求你们做得更多。是我自己狗拿耗子多管闲事要一头扎进这泥泞里去的,没理由把你们也牵扯进来,我知道你和江雅歌有些背景,但这的确也会给你们造成很大的困扰吧?” I know, is placed in front of me. And not only slow Lizheng or a Wang Ren person, perhaps is a big net. I seem like cannot be passing with a slow Lizheng person, but I must provoke actually hides behind him an entire standing net, this price was too big. My barefoot does not fear to put on shoes. You have helped me suffice many.” “我更知道,摆在我面前的。并不只是徐立正或者王仁一个人,或许是一张大网。我看起来是在与徐立正一个人过不去,但我要挑衅的却是藏在他背后的一整张网,这代价太大了。我光脚的不怕穿鞋。你们已经帮我够多了。” Jin Shiyue made the telephone call, how Jiang Yage is anxious the hands and feet not to know in one side puts, clamps both hands in leg seam, said coyly: How did he say?” 靳诗月挂了电话,江雅歌在一旁却紧张得手脚都不知道怎么放,把双手夹在腿缝儿里,扭捏道:“他怎么说的?” Jin Shiyue sighed, he did not make us manage again.” 靳诗月叹口气,“他不让我们再管了。” I thought that I do not have the face to see him, I do not have to the courage that he telephones. I really am a rotten to the core woman! The man who oneself like does not dare to protect!” “我觉得自己没脸见他,我连给他打电话的勇气都没有。我真是个糟糕透顶的女人!连自己喜欢的男人也不敢去守护!” Jiang Yage suddenly and are angry. 江雅歌突然和自己生起气来。 Jin Shiyue pressed firmly between the fingers her hand, Yage you leave this, we have not made the any mistake!” 靳诗月捏住了她的手,“雅歌你别这样,我们并没有做错什么啊!” But I uncomfortable, I think he now is unhappy, I am uncomfortable!” Jiang Yage was saying to be saying, the eye socket was unexpectedly red. “可我心里还是难受,我一想到他现在不开心,我就难受!”江雅歌说着说着,眼眶竟红了。 Jin Shiyue the face, the Jiang Yage temper should not be straight, said her intention early, actually who some can understand, at this time in the Jin Shiyue heart suppressed uncomfortably? 靳诗月别过脸去,江雅歌性子直,又早早把她的心意说了开来,其实谁有能明白,这时候靳诗月心中憋得有多难受呢? Jin Shiyue said suddenly layer on layer/heavily: Like this, I have means. What no matter this time he and slow Lizheng become noisily, if he really lost, must be retaliated by slow Lizheng. When the time comes can also result to protect him! Does not make him many by a grievance! No one dares to move him!” 靳诗月突然重重说道:“这样,我有个办法。不管这次他和徐立正闹成什么样,如果他真输了,要被徐立正报复了。到时候也能得护住他!不让他多受一丝委屈!没人敢动他!” Getting angry Jiang Yage was shocked all of a sudden, has turned away looks at Jin Shiyue dull, what means? I cannot think! I also want to telephone to help his contact person again, what can make people think him and our a little? My grandfather is very sensitive, previous and grandfather has eaten meal together, his making a veiled attack inquired that whom I liked on.” 正红了眼的江雅歌一下子愣住了,转过脸呆呆看着靳诗月,“什么办法?我想不出来啊!我也很想再打电话帮他联系人,可会不会让人觉得他和我们有点什么?我爷爷很敏感的,上次和爷爷一起吃过饭,他就旁敲侧击的打听我是不是喜欢上谁了。” „I am more free than you, was inferior, talked into him to the outside is my boyfriend, this won't no one suspect on you?” Jin Shiyue earnest looks at Jiang Yage. “我比你要自由些,不如,就对外将他说成是我男朋友吧,这样不就没人会怀疑到你身上了?”靳诗月认真的看着江雅歌 Jiang Yage first stares, at once one happy, thought that is not quite right, „the Shiyue elder sister, this...... you sacrificed is too big.” 江雅歌先是一愣,旋即一喜,又觉得不太对劲,“诗月姐,这……你牺牲太大了。” Jin Shiyue beckons with the hand, is all right, we were not the children, how was in love?” 靳诗月摆摆手,“没事没事,我们又不是小孩子了,谈个恋爱又怎么了?” But......” “可是……” It‘s nothing good, but, the micro blog I have sent.” “没什么好可是的,微博我已经发出去了。” Hey! The Shiyue elder sister were you insane? This matter does not need to say in the micro blog! Made some people know on the line in secret! You send like this, our fans can not explode!” “喂!诗月姐你疯了吗?这种事情没必要在微博上说吧!私底下让一些人知道就行了啊!你这样发出去,咱们的粉丝不得炸了啊!” Jin Shiyue shrugs, sang so many year of songs, developed so many year of movie televisions, I was a little also tired., These fans can think through in any case can think through, cannot think through me not to mind, we do miss this money? At the worst I rest, even if I really discussed the boyfriend, who can say this and that? Also, you think that really can the small range let out the news? Don't you think that side my father? Not the direct hairnet hits their to be caught off guard, the opportunity that you and I spoke did not have. Only can send the micro blog!” 靳诗月耸肩,“唱了这么多年歌,演了这么多年电影电视,我也有点累了呢。反正吧,那些粉丝想得通就想得通呗,想不通我也不介意,我们差这个钱吗?大不了我就歇歇呗,就算我真谈了男朋友,谁能说三道四?再说了,你以为真能小范围把消息放出去吗?你不想想我爸那边?不直接发网上去打他们个措手不及,你和我连说话的机会都没有。只能发微博了啊!” How did you say?” Jiang Yage snatched the Jin Shiyue cell phone to read character by character, male student who my love, I liked, was bigger for three months than me, surnamed Chen, he was students, was not the colleague. He is in my life the brightest that bunch light/only, since sees his first, I liked on him. Asked everyone to bless me, please do not disturb him.” “你怎么说的?”江雅歌抢过靳诗月的手机一个字一个字的念了起来,“我恋爱了,我喜欢的男生,比我大三个月,姓陈,他是一名大三学生,不是圈内人。他是我生命里最亮的那一束光,自从见到他的第一眼,我就喜欢上他了。请大家祝福我,也请不要去打搅他。” Scared to death me, I think that you must send his picture!” Jiang Yage looks, the racket strikes one's chest. “吓死我了,我以为你要发他照片呢!”江雅歌看完,拍拍胸脯。 Jin Shiyue sprinkles however smiles, I am not silly, you had not looked that he most feared becomes famous? My his name does not dare saying that the person who understands looked later naturally understood, can blow slow Lizheng on the line.” 靳诗月洒然一笑,“我又不傻,你没看出来他就最怕出名吗?我连他名字都不敢说,不过懂的人看了之后自然懂的,能镇住徐立正就行了。” Good, Shiyue elder sister, thank you.” Jiang Yage also returns to the cell phone to Jin Shiyue, does not know that said what good. “好吧,诗月姐,谢谢你了。”江雅歌将手机还回给靳诗月,也不知道说什么好。 Is towing the exhausted body and mind for the first time, Chen Guang for these days in bedroom that returned to Zhou Jingsi, several girls are also defending here. 拖着疲惫的身心,陈光这几天第一次回了卓静思的寝室里,几个女孩儿还在这里守着。 Although in the time Chen Guang had not made any phone call with them for these days, but they can actually from the online fragmentary hold Xiaochen rumor guess that obtained Chen Guang to do many matters for these days. 虽然这几天时间里陈光没和她们打过任何一个电话,但她们却能从网上零零碎碎盛嚣尘上的传言中猜得出陈光这几天到底做了多少事。 Zhou Jingsi has also been hanging the micro blog, is staring versatilely superman, when this named «Starting tomorrow doggerel round, Zhou Jingsi understood. 卓静思也一直挂着微博,盯着全能超人,当这首名为《从明天起》的打油诗一发出来,卓静思就懂了。 Matter has not imagined is so smooth, the resistance that he encounters is above the great strength that he imagines. 事情没有想象中那么顺利,他遇到的阻力超乎他想象的强大。 In the final analysis, he is also only a student, is he himself must straighten one's neck, is supporting the shoulder, shoulders the heavy burden that this should not he undertake on oneself shoulder. 说到底,他还只是个学生,是他自己非要梗着脖子,挺着肩膀,把这本不该他承担的重担扛在了自己肩膀上。 At this time his heart, this/should has loses with the pain, can write to obtain this type of thing? 此时他的内心深处,该是有多么失落和痛苦,才能写得出这种东西来? Chen Guang in Zhou Jingsi impression, is never a person who likes to show off the literary talent, he also has no literary talent. 卓静思印象中的陈光,从来就不是一个喜好卖弄文采的人,他也没什么文采。 Ok, believes simply after this time matter, doesn't Wang Ren dare to do all kinds of evil things in the school? 干脆算了吧,相信经过这次的事情,王仁再不敢在学校里为非作歹了吧? Zhou Jingsi starts to vacillate. 卓静思都开始动摇起来。 At this time the room dings remembered, Zhou Jingsi set out suddenly, was he comes back? 这时候房间门铃声想起,卓静思猛然起身,难道是他回来了? When opens the door, when sees to be red the eye socket is hanging Chen Guang of head, the Zhou Jingsi heart is quick broken. 当打开门,看见红着眼眶垂着脑袋的陈光时,卓静思心都快碎了。 You came back finally.” “你终于回来了。” Cannot attend to acting with constraint again, Zhou Jingsi fierce throws to go forward to grasp Chen Guang, for these days, painstakingly you.” 再顾不得矜持,卓静思猛的扑上前去一把抱住陈光,“这几天,苦了你了。” Is feeling the Zhou Jingsi warm bosom, the Chen Guang originally deserted heart, gave to warm unexpectedly all of a sudden. 感受着卓静思温暖的怀抱,陈光原本空落落的心,竟是一下子给暖回来了。 Caught the eye to look to look at own Fan Lingshan, Hua Ling and Zhong Yue three people in the one side again eagerly, the Chen Guang heart produces unexpectedly plants the misconception, oneself seemed that to carry the man of repeated difficulties outside shoulder, here was own family/home, the harbor of oneself mind. 再抬眼看了看在一旁眼巴巴望着自己的范灵珊华玲钟月三人,陈光心头竟产生种错觉,自己就好似那在外面一肩扛着风风雨雨的男人,这里就是自己的家,自己心灵的港湾。 Your anything do not ask that my I do not want to say that making me rest, rests...... slightly, was a little tired.” “你们什么都不要问我我也不想说,让我休息一下,休息一下……稍微,有点累了。” Squeezes out the body from the Zhou Jingsi bosom, Chen Guang smiles to the people reluctantly. 卓静思怀里挤出身子来,陈光冲着众人勉强一笑。 He rarely reveals such frail appearance, really supports too laboriously, the matter outside achieves today obviously, must be of great success shortly, because actually the most reliable person reneges on a promise to fall short. 他很少露出这么脆弱的样子,实在是在外面撑得太辛苦,明明事情都做到今天,眼看着就要大功告成,却又因为最靠得住的人反悔而功亏一篑。 He is very tired. 他真的很累。 Indeed, he can indeed again the family member who attempts to look for Dean, but perhaps already without enough time, so long as gave slow Lizheng the opportunity of panting for breath, even if perhaps he will go against the tremendous pressure still to pack off Wang Ren. 诚然,他的确可以再尝试去寻找丁露的家人,但恐怕已经来不及了,只要给了徐立正以喘息之机,恐怕他即便顶着巨大的压力也会将王仁送走。 He really could not find way out. 他实在一筹莫展了。 After having eaten meal, Chen Guang does not have the thoughts to go to manages outside repeated difficulties again, said with the people sound are somewhat sleepy, then threw into the Zhou Jingsi bedroom, lies plays the cell phone on the bed. 吃过饭后,陈光也没心思再去管外面的风风雨雨,和众人说了声自己有些困,便一头扎进了卓静思的卧室里,躺在床上玩手机。 His bored is brushing the micro blog, is actually seeing that micro blog that Jin Shiyue just sent, he thinks that oneself was blind.( To be continued.) 他无聊的刷着微博,却正看见了靳诗月刚发的那条微博,他以为自己瞎了。(未完待续。)
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