He tries to lift the hand, wants to touch own face, but failed. 他试着抬起手来,想摸一摸自己的脸,但失败了。 He could not find oneself hand from the start. 他压根就找不到自己的手。 It is not right, does not have the hand. 不对,是没有手。 Does not have other four limbs while convenient, waist, abdomen, chest and buttocks, un, the head and neck these, naturally do not have. 顺便也没有别的四肢,腰、腹、胸、臀,嗯,脑袋和脖子这些,当然也是没有的。 Present he said that has a human form, but actually that two pixel points fused after essentially a moment ago, maintains the supervelocity movement in the path that in void draws, is similar to the truth of electronic cloud. 现在的他说是有个人形,但本质上却还是刚才那两枚像素点融合之后保持超高速的运动在虚空中画出来的轨迹,就和电子云的道理差不多。 The electronic cloud does not certainly exist, but the electron maintains the high-speed based on this, was caught the path by the microscope unceasingly, paths as centralized as a chart on, presents is the electronic cloud. 电子云当然不是真实存在的,只是电子在一定范围内保持高速运动,然后不断被显微镜捕捉到轨迹,将一个个的轨迹集中到一张图上,呈现出来的就是电子云。 This time Chen Guang is actually higher-level than the electronic cloud, at least is an entire line the path line that continues the movement to come out. 此时的陈光倒是比电子云高级些,起码是一整条线持续运动出来的轨迹线。 Naturally, perhaps is because the speed of that point movement was too previously fast, the speed of also perhaps the ray in this special space dissipating is too slow, makes this time him seem like a whole, but actually is actually only the pure energy. 当然,或许是因为先前那个点运动的速度太快,又或许是在这特殊的空间中光芒消散的速度太慢,才让此时的他看起来像个整体,但其实却又只是单纯的能量。 Chen Guang has nothing to be indignant, at least present also had consciousness, can go to think the thing in the brain, this was more ignorant than before was in a daze not to know where to went. 陈光倒没什么好气愤的,起码现在的自己又拥有意识了,能在脑子里去想东西了,这比之前浑浑噩噩的发呆不知道好到哪里去。 About the beforehand some time memory, Chen Guang a little, he described vaguely very much difficultly that feeling, thinks it over, approximately can only say that gets down like one alcohol capacity unsatisfactory person sudden one very much stuffily half jin (0.5 kg) white liquor. 关于之前一段时间的记忆,陈光依稀还是有点的,他很难去形容那种感觉,想来想去,大约只能说很像一个酒量不佳的人突然一口闷下去半斤二锅头一样。 Then my stupor how long? 那么我到底昏迷了多久呢？ Moves and cannot move in any case, Chen Guang simply whatever in the brain the letter/believes horse gets up by the reins. 反正动又动不了,陈光索性就任凭自己脑子里信马由缰起来。 Now his feeling becomes very strange, probably fainted had the less than half year, but probably was only the flash, suddenly the heart actually surged a boundless remote feeling, what he felt like past was many hundred million years, the life on enough Earth evolved human from the single cell. 现在他的感觉又变得很奇怪,好像昏了有小半年,但好像又只是一瞬间,突然心头却又涌起股苍茫遥远的感觉来,他又觉得好像过去的是多少亿年,足够地球上的生命从单细胞进化到人类的。 This scattered strong feeling, does not make Chen Guang feel uncomfortable, present he is very indifferent, probably anything does not matter. 这种错落强烈的感觉,却并不让陈光觉得难受,现在的他很淡然,好像什么都无所谓。 Outside, since he wakes, the real world and time in god of the north actually thoroughly froze, even if the time speed of flow were sped up billions times of god of the north is also the same. 外面,自从他醒过来之后,现实世界与真武界中的时间却都彻底冻结了,哪怕时间流速被加快了几十亿倍的真武界也一样。 Chen Guang does not know what own present waits for is anything, does not know why will exist by this condition in void, does not know that will then be anything will be waiting for itself. 陈光也不知道自己现在等待的是什么,更不知道为什么自己会以这种状态存在于虚空中,也不知道接下来将会是什么等待着自己。 After a person completely loses the time sense, even if will be the arid waiting will not vacillate his state of mind. 当一个人完全失去时间观念之后,哪怕是再枯燥的等待都不会动摇他的心境。 „Nicole, currently you have two choices. First, rejects the request of This Emperor, then looks that This Emperor and Chen Guang move toward the dead end, if your luck is good, when Holy Grail was obliterated can escape the birth day, then you will become a god clan in God World when the time comes, seemingly eternal life. Second, offers the heart of your mechanical on own initiative, accepted the destiny of death, then prayed that our can succeed. When the time comes, you died even, after unique ten thousand he can have reads the ability of fresh nihility. Even if you really thorough death, he can actually make you resurrect, and has the true life.” “妮可西,现在你有两个选择。第一,拒绝本皇的要求,然后看着本皇与陈光走向末路,如果你运气好的话,在圣杯被磨灭时能逃出生天,那么到时候你会在神界成为一名神族,得到看似永恒的生命。第二,主动献出你的机械之心,接受死亡的命运,然后祈祷我们的能成功。到时候,你即便是死了,超脱万界之后的他能拥有一念生虚无的能力。哪怕你真的彻彻底底的死了,他却能让你复活,并且拥有真正的生命。” In void another one floats a circular small ball straight, in the small ball the person's shadow light shadow is reappearing indistinctly. 在虚空的另一端正漂浮着一个圆形的小球,小球之中人影光影隐约浮现。 Photocatalyst research that in this small ball Chen Guang created initially accidentally, naturally now after long-term „investment” belief value, this small small(this little one) laboratory World inside the Grail has increased to far exceeding the category of laboratory, becomes a large-scale scientific research center, but the Nicole browsing category has also been separated from the limit of photocatalyst, but defers to her own interest, research area infinitely great expansion. 这小球里正是当初陈光偶然创造的光触媒研究之界,当然现在经过长时间的“投资”信仰值,这小小的实验室杯中界早已扩增到远远超出了实验室的范畴,成为一个大型的科研中心,而妮可西的涉猎范畴也早已脱离了光触媒的局限,而是按照她自己的兴趣,将研究领域无限大的扩张了出去。 As a brain circuit the elegant scientific peculiar genius, Nicole was primarily the research of mechatronics class in the real world, is skilled in the physics, chemistry, math and other basic subjects, she by inconceivable talent, even if independent combat also to study inconceivable electromagnetic gun type of epoch-making thing. 作为一名脑回路本就清奇的科学怪才,妮可西在现实世界中以机械电子类的研究为主,也精通物理、化学、数学等各种基础学科,她更以不可思议的天赋,哪怕是单打独斗也能研究出不可思议的电磁炮这种划时代的东西来。 Although is unstable, even gave to kill her own, but if were not initially this round of accident/surprise, making Nicole melt on several years continually to improve again, perhaps she really can this epoch-making killed greatly causing a genuine end product. 虽然并不稳定,甚至把她自己都给炸死了,但如果不是当初这一发意外,让妮可西再化上个几年时间不断完善,或许她真能将这划时代的大杀器给弄出个真正的成品。 Now although she died, but actually enters to this World inside the Grail, obtained nearly eternal life. 现在她虽然死了,但却进到这杯中界里,更获得了近乎永恒的生命。 Now the real world in the past few months, in god of the north experiences for 1 billion years, Nicole is staying in the microcosm proceeds to advance simply for 10 billion years, is longer than the Earth life span. 如今现实世界过去数月,真武界中经历十亿年,妮可西呆着的这个小世界里更是干脆往前推进了百亿年,比地球的寿命还长。 So long time, is not aware of fatigue, even if were only an average person should also become the super study god, Nicole this inborn investigation studied the tyrant let alone extremely. 如此长的时间,又不知疲倦,哪怕只是个普通人也该变成超级学神了,更何况还是妮可西这种天生的究极学霸。 She will not never be able to find the research the direction, the Earth science and technology not to mention, after the single is the soul was drawn Exceedingly High Chalice, suddenly in the picture scroll that about god in front of her launches, exhausts her eternal wisdom sufficiently, actually still can only see the tip of the iceberg. 她也永远不会找不到研究的方向,地球科技暂且不说,单只是灵魂被吸进通天圣杯之后突然在她面前展开的关于神的画卷,就足以穷尽她永恒的智慧,却依然只能看到冰山一角。 Naturally, even if was only the tip of the iceberg also makes understanding of Nicole the God World rule be the God Emperor level sufficiently, if she can have the opportunity to be separated from Exceedingly High Chalice, arrived to God World, by her the understanding degree to the rule, she in a short time can become new God Emperor now. 当然,哪怕只是冰山一角也足以让妮可西对神界规则的了解达到神皇的层次了,如果她能有机会脱离通天圣杯,降临到神界里,以她现在对规则的理解程度,她在极短的时间里就能成为一名新的神皇。 But now Colored Glaze exhibits two choices before her. 但现在琉璃在她面前摆出了两个选择。 „You know I will certainly comply?” “你是不是知道我一定会答应？” Sits Nicole in laboratory looks up at present this group of empty shades, has no extreme response actually, very tranquil asking. 坐在实验室中的妮可西抬头看着眼前这团虚影,倒是没有什么过激的反应,十分平静的问道。 The Colored Glaze sound spreads from the empty shadow, „, you more understand the god, what is clearer we to want is anything.” 琉璃的声音从虚影中传出,“是的,你越了解神,就越明白我们想要的是什么。” Nicole was silent. 妮可西沉默了。 She still remembers after oneself were killed at that time, with the god contacts for the first time when the excitement and curiosity, until now does not know many years, oneself also from initial curious turned into present understanding clearly slowly. 她还记得自己当时被炸死之后,第一次与神接触时的兴奋与好奇,到如今已不知道过去多少年,自己也从最初的好奇慢慢变成了如今的了然。 When the veil of gods was opened layer upon layer, the awe of Nicole to god dissipates gradually. 当神明的面纱被层层揭开,妮可西对神的敬畏渐渐消散。 Originally, the so-called god is also mediocre. 原来,所谓的神也不过如此。 The long working life, the strength is bigger, but also the somewhat supernatural special capability, these abilities are all sorts of strange and unusual, has the weakness, but actually reaches the same goal or conclusion from different approaches, is came from the god race's understanding of the so-called rule. 寿命长一些,力气大一些,还有些超自然的特殊能力,这些能力千奇百怪,有强有弱,但却殊途同归,都是源自神族对所谓规则的理解。 After the seemingly mysterious God World rule was used 10 billion years by Nicole unravels a infiltration, she feeling to so-called god then stayed in nothing but is another relatively high rank life of another dimension, these God World rules on two iron balls with Earth fell to the ground essentially simultaneously has not distinguished. 当看似玄奥的神界规则被妮可西用百亿年的时间抽丝剥茧点点渗透之后,她对所谓神的感觉便停留在了无非是另一个维度的另一种相对高阶的生命,那些神界规则的本质上与地球上的两个铁球同时落地并没有区别。 Oneself want what is? 自己想要的到底是什么呢？ The true life that this named Colored Glaze God Emperor said is actually what kind of? 这个名为琉璃的神皇所说的真正的生命究竟又是怎样的呢？ „But I really want to know that what the mechanical strength God Emperor can be, although in my mind approximately can devise now, but I have not looked eventually with own eyes.” “可我真的很想知道机械力量的神皇会是什么样,虽然如今我脑海中大约构想得出来,可我终究并未亲眼看过。” Nicole slightly obviously unwilling saying. 妮可西略显不甘的说道。 Saying that Colored Glaze in empty shadow disdains: „This has anything to be attractive, nothing but is some summon, otherwise will then be the mechanization, before This Emperor, once had watched the movie in Earth world, the named transformer, you approximately can regard are that match the nucleus of Bottom star.” 虚影中的琉璃不屑的说道:“这有什么好看的,无非就是些召唤物而已,再不然便是将自身机械化,本皇之前曾看过地球世界中的电影,名为变形金刚,你大约可以将自己当成是那赛博坦星的原核。” „This? Before had God World presented God Emperor of mechanical life?” “这样吗？以前神界曾经出现过机械生命的神皇？” „This does not have, but I once heard thousand machine God Emperor to be deeply in love with the puppet technique, in a potential surface that he creates then once was born the strength to be close to the God Emperor mechanical life, is about only the equivalent is higher as for you.” “这倒没有,不过我曾听闻千机神皇钟情傀儡术,他创造的一个位面之中便曾诞生过实力接近神皇的机械生命,至于你大约只是等阶再高一些罢了。” „But how I know that you can deceive me? If by some chance you were defeated? Also or even you succeeded, but actually cannot return the heart of machinery, when the time comes I same am unable to resurrect.” “可我又怎么知道你们会不会骗我？万一你们失败了呢？又或者即使你们成功了,但却又不能归还机械之心,到时候我一样无法复活。” Nicole has vacillated. 妮可西已经动摇了。 Colored Glaze thinks little, „, if you thought that This Emperor and Chen Guang will deceive you, will fail to keep one's word, you can reject greatly. Since takes this road, our each point of bad risks extremely, are possibly defeated in each point. If you cannot the heart of sincerely initiative peeling machinery, as long as even if only then such a anxiety, we are defeated surely. After we die, this Holy Grail will naturally also fall from the sky, when the time comes you go, when your God Emperor was good, if the luck is good enough, your life is hard enough, perhaps you can also the achievement Chief God cause.” 琉璃不以为意,“如果你觉得本皇与陈光会骗你,会言而无信,你大可以拒绝。自从走上这条路,我们的每一环都凶险万分,在每一环都可能失败。你若是不能诚心实意的主动剥离机械之心,但凡哪怕只有那么一丝疑虑,我们就必定失败。等我们死后,这圣杯自然也会陨灭,到时候你去当你的神皇好了,如果运气够好,你的命够硬,或许你还能成就主神伟业呢。” Nicole slightly painful beckoning with the hand, „may obviously that and is not meaningful, the long life will also be assimilated by entire God World eventually, that was also equal to the thorough death.” 妮可西略显痛苦的一摆手,“可那并没有什么意义,再长的生命终究也会被整个神界同化,那也就等于彻彻底底的死亡了。” She remembers that she had been promised can obtain the eternal life, but she does not have the idea of eternal life now. 她记得自己曾经被许诺过可以得到永生,可现在她早已没了永生的想法。 In Endless Divine World, regardless of lives again for a long time, finally actually also can only end up the consciousness with the result that the god read withers away dead completely, only left behind the innumerable rules and source energies in the long life cultivating, changed to the twinkle star to be absorbed by entire God World. 在无尽神界之中无论活得再久,最终却也只能落得意识与神念完全消亡死去的结局,只留下漫长生命中修出来的无数规则及本源能量,化作星星点点被整个神界吸收进去。 Such eternal life, even might as well dies. 这样的永生,甚至还不如死。 As if had detected that the thought in her heart, Colored Glaze also said: „Your guess not wrong, this is also the view of This Emperor, we...... approximately are only bricks and stones, we are born the significance that and grows, finally actually contributes labor and materials to Endless Divine World. Although does not know that is actually who to control all outside , does not know why the opposite party must consume such huge strength, long time construction Endless Divine World, but this, eventually is is very to us unfair, right?” 仿佛已经察觉到了她心中的念头,琉璃又说道:“你的猜测没有错,这也正是本皇的看法,我们……大约只算是一块块砖石,我们诞生与成长的意义,最终其实是给无尽神界添砖加瓦。虽然不知道究竟是谁在外面操控着一切,也不知道对方为什么要耗费这样庞大的力量,漫长的时间来架构无尽神界,但这对我们来说,终究是很不公平的,对吧？” When speaking of these, in the Colored Glaze heart is also very desolate. 在说到这些时,琉璃心中也很落寞。 Just like gods who in God World these play with the potential surface, god knows in the Endless Divine World governance range, altogether the low potential surfaces of many levels, the innumerable lives in innumerable potential surface experienced the infinite long time, the final result is actually a point another point increases the rule toward Endless Divine World. 如同神界里那些玩弄位面的众神一样,天知道在无尽神界的统辖范围之内,到底一共有多少层的低等位面,无数位面中的无数生命经历了无限漫长的时间,最终的结果却是一点又一点的往无尽神界之中添加规则。 Perhaps, in that flash that God World finally completes, the gods will fall from the sky finally, all change into the nihility, looks up again, is actually only toys of child? 或许,在神界最终完成的那一瞬间,众神终将陨灭,一切化为虚无,再抬头看,却又只是一个外界小孩的玩物呢？ But this thinks oneself are the Supreme child, actually also similarly is...... 可这自以为自己是至尊的小孩,却也同样是…… This once another, as if will be upward without limits forever, can never see the hope. 这一曾又一层的往上,仿佛永无止境,永远也看不到希望。 Oneself and Chen Guang this wrestle furiously, so far seems like all smooth, may be able to serve the purpose finally, is still the unknown number. 自己与陈光这奋力一搏,到目前为止看起来一切顺利,可最终能不能达到目的,依然是未知之数。 That side Nicole nods finally, „good! I comply!” 那边妮可西终于点头,“好！我答应！” Void another Chen Guang body shakes slightly, in a moment ago, him as if detected a vibration in own body. 虚空另一处的陈光身躯微微一震,就在刚才,他在自己的身体里仿佛察觉到一丝震动。 His body did not have the essence, since can vibrate, explained that had the change. 原本他的身躯是没有实质的,既然能够震动,说明有了变化。 For a long time later, finally started to substantialize Chen Guang clear detection to own body again slowly. 许久之后,陈光清晰的察觉到自己的身躯终于又再度开始慢慢的实质化了。 But he still cannot move, outside change is still continuing. 但他依然不能动弹,外面的变化还在继续。