CGA :: Volume #13

#1201: Idealist


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Has had outside in any case, Chen Guang stayed for about several minutes by the vehicle, the intention moved, had an idea. 反正已经出到了外面,陈光在车子旁边呆了大约几分钟,心念一动,起了个主意。 His diameter non-stop flew simply, dashes to toward comes the direction of district happily. 他索性径直飞了出去,直扑往乐来县的方向。 Strictly speaking, his cannot call to fly, can only be floating, but the speed is not slow. 严格说来,他这不能叫飞,只能算飘,不过速度却不慢。 The ancient times once had model/pattern Juqing to commit suicide to go to open making of clear, can know the ancient to have a guess to the speed that the soul drifts, are about a day good thousand li (500 km). 古时曾有范巨卿自裁以赴张昭之约,便可知古人对灵魂飘移的速度有个猜测,大约是日行千里。 Before Chen Guang read this story, only thought that was startled dull, thought that death named model/pattern Juqing too at will, was too straightforward, is unfair to his family member. 以前陈光自己读到这故事时,只觉得惊了个呆,觉得那个叫范巨卿的死得太随意,太耿直,对不起他家人。 As for soul good thousand li (500 km) anything, he thought before that talked nonsense, until now this matter on living occurrence on oneself, he does not believe must believe. 至于魂魄行千里什么的,以前他觉得那都是扯淡,直到现在这种事就活生生的发生在自己身上,他不信也得信了。 Flutters, he while thinks, although the ancient has the imagination very much, but is almost the crucial moment. 一边飘,他一边“想”着,古人虽然很有想象力,但还是差点火候啊。 On me this flying speed, which ten thousand li in a day, the speed ten thousand li (0.5 km) do not only have now. 就我现在这飞行速度,哪儿才只一日千里,时速万里都不只好吧。 In his sensation, most only over the past dozens seconds, oneself already whiz appears is coming the sky of district happily. 在他的感知中,最多只过去几十秒钟,自己已经“嗖”的一声出现在乐来县的上空。 Naturally perhaps compared to the outside world and others, one second has not passed, all are still the static condition. 当然相对于外界和别人来说,或许一秒钟都没过去,一切都依然处在静止的状态。 First maps the Chen Guang view, was exploded Chen Villa upside down. 首先映入陈光眼帘的,正是被炸了个底朝天的陈家别墅。 Before he received the notice, the explosion had taken place about a half hours, now still the thick smoke is billowing, sparks/Mars scattered. 之前他接到通知时,爆炸已经发生了大约有半个多小时,现在还依然浓烟滚滚,火星四溅。 Chen Guang gathering first nosed a situation, really exploding cleanly, the ground did not have. 陈光凑到近前先查探了一下情况,真是给炸得一干二净,就连地基都没了。 When front section day house repairs, mother also once for a while very cocky installing the effect makes the picture from oneself WeChat, now this does not have. 前段日子这房子装修时,老妈还时不时很得瑟的把装出来的效果拍成照片发自己微信里,现在这全没了。 Chen Guang was frozen in the fire of high-piled firewood walks back and forth, arrives at the position that in the plan own bedroom is, looks down. 陈光在被冻结了的火堆里走来走去,来到计划中自己的卧室所在的位置,低头看去。 Various collections of own childhood in roaring flame sparse scattered everywhere, has only been burning remains a dregs. 自己小时候的各种珍藏正在烈焰里稀稀拉拉的四处散落着,已经烧得只剩点渣了。 All Men Are Brothers, the poster of Daoji who picture-and-story book and slamdunking expert in the past ate the simple surface collection...... 当年吃干脆面收集的水浒卡、济公连环画、灌篮高手的海报…… In brief, these once beloved thing did not have, did not have. 总之,这些曾经的心爱之物都没了,全没了。 Although the father mother brought the whole family to hide in other place, but these things were impossible to bring along, no one thinks that the killer organization so will be crazed. 老爹老妈虽然带着全家人躲到了别的地方去,但这些东西不可能随身带着,没人会想到杀手组织会这么丧心病狂。 Chen Guang patrolled everywhere suo, found several pieces of metal broken pieces. 陈光又四处巡睃了一下,找到几片金属破片。 The killers organized really to use might astonishing big fellow, perhaps they guarded against in this villa to have the basement, held the mentality of trying to explode one round. 杀手组织果然动用了威力惊人的大家伙,他们或许是防着这别墅里有地下室,抱着试一试的心态炸了一发。 Then, the murderer distance should not be far. 那么,凶手距离这边应该不会太远。 After they discover in this house no one, they will not easily give up, should continue to be dull is coming to the district to look for the opportunity happily. 当他们发现这房子里没人之后,他们不会轻易放弃,应该会继续呆在乐来县寻找机会。 Chen Guang again is intention one revolution, the whole person has then appeared in father mother the hiding place. 陈光再是心念一转,整个人便已经出现在了老爹老妈的藏身之所。 Two people seemingly look distressed at this time, by Chen Guang to two people understanding, the mother should in the cross embroidery that grieved these she embroiders with great difficulty, the father approximately is grieved he to buy to watch the ball game specially 100 cuns (2.5 cm) big screen television. 两人此时看起来愁眉苦脸的,以陈光对两人的了解,老妈应该是在心痛那些她好不容易绣出来的十字绣,老爹大约是在心痛他专门买来看球的一百寸大屏电视。 Ok, so long as the person is all right well. 算了,只要人没事就好。 Took a stroll one after here next, Chen Guang then moves sideways. 在这边溜达了一下之后,陈光便又闪身出去。 By his time condition, thinks that is coming in the district to mingle among in the average person or are hiding stealthily the killers to clutch these happily is not difficult. 以他此时的状态,想在乐来县里把那些混迹在普通人里又或者鬼鬼祟祟躲藏着的杀手们揪出来并不难。 He flutters in the air, closing eye, feels again carefully entire is coming to the district region happily the mood of others. 他飘到空中,再“闭上”眼睛,仔仔细细的感受着整个乐来县区域里其他人的情绪。 Afterward inconceivable matter happened, he was reduced fixed thought unexpectedly loudly dispersing in the outside world. 随后不可思议的事情发生了,他在外界原本被压缩固定的思维竟轰然一声散开。 He as if entered the next domain. 他仿佛又进入了下一个领域。 Before had a viewpoint saying that to a certain extent, the thought of person exceeded the time and space. 以前曾经有个观点说过,在某种程度上,人的思维是超越时间与空间的。 A person can in own mind fantasize in a flash passed for 10,000 years, the outside world only passes flickers. 一个人可以在自己的脑海中一瞬间幻想过去了一万年,外界只过去一瞬。 Assuming that the world in his brain exists, then, in he fantasized in the world that really spanned that long time, his thought exceeded the concept of time thoroughly. 假定他脑子里的世界真实存在,那么,在他幻想出来的世界中就真的跨越了那么长的时间,他的思维就彻底超越了时间的概念。 This is the concept of very subjective idealism, before Chen Guang will often have the person ridicule of this concept is nutjob. 这是非常主观的唯心主义的概念,以前陈光往往将持有这种观念的人嘲笑为蛇精病 But now, his concept was subverted once again. 但现在,他的观念又一次被颠覆了。 When the whisker of oneself thought becomes infinite active, can spread in each local time instantaneously to the whole world, he realized truly what is exceeds the time and space concept. 当自己思维的触须变得无限活跃,能在瞬间蔓延到整个世界里的每一处地方时,他真正体会到什么叫超越时间与空间这个概念。 His thoughts move, own thought then appears dead ahead French Eiffel Tower. 他心思一动,自己的意念便出现在法国埃菲尔铁塔正前方。 Then he lowering the head looks right under slightly oneself, the intention moves again, then can see the cement and steel bar constitution ground rapid will draw back before oneself in the future, oneself turned into the invisible earthworm to drill downward, later appeared in basement that in became disheartened gloomily. 然后他微微“低头”看着自己正下方,心念再动,便能见着水泥与钢筋构成的地面在自己面前飞速往后退,自己化成了无形的蚯蚓往下钻去,随后出现在一个阴暗灰冷的地下室里。 In this basement is sitting 17-18 people, what is placed in front of them is a row of monitor, the picture on monitor comes the bird's-eye view of district happily, on blasted Chen Villa even also marked red. 这地下室中正坐着17-18人,摆在他们面前的是一排显示器,显示器上的画面正是乐来县的鸟瞰图,被炸掉的陈家别墅上面甚至还标上了红点。 Chen Guang have a scare. 陈光自己都吓了一跳。 Did I turn into the God pattern that wishes coming true? 我变成心想事成的上帝模式了? To look for the killer, unexpectedly came on the running opposite party den in directly! 只是想找杀手,居然直接就跑对方老巢里来了! Then the issue came, how should I do to kill these grandson thieves? 那么问题来了,我该怎么做才能弄死这些个孙贼呢? In Chen Guang brain is thinking like this, while is trying head that puts out a hand racket front this fellow, no suspense patted spatial. 陈光脑子里一边这样想着,一边试着伸手去“拍”面前这家伙的脑袋,毫无悬念的拍了个空。 He ponders over one, braves the idea of actually sprouting up the fantasy. 他琢磨一阵,倒是冒出来个突发奇想的主意。 He tries to get together the bunch shape fine Divine Power in the heart, then goes toward the front this fellow's head little probe ahead. 他试着在心中将精神力聚合成束状,然后朝着面前这家伙的脑袋一点点的往前试探而去。 This concrete method is a bit like he had once practiced initially many merit law of having the spiritual impact effect, the method of but practicing is more unreal, all take him this spirit existence of body condition for the foundation now purely. 这具体的方法有点像他当初曾修炼过的不少具有精神冲击效果的功法,但实践起来的手段却更虚幻,一切都以他现在这纯粹灵体状态的存在为根基。 Slightly after the moment, he takes back the spirit, opens eyes to look again, in front of him this person presented a double image. 稍片刻后,他又收回精神,再睁眼看去,他面前这人身上却出现了个重影。 This time, Chen Guang outstretch hand went not to fail again, but pressed firmly between the fingers a thing. 这一次,陈光再“伸出”手去就没落空了,而是实打实的捏住了个东西。 He makes an effort to pull, front person of double image was then pulled by him. 他用力一扯,面前这人身上的重影便被他扯了出来。 Again is a hand blade, this seems true|really not real double image was then chopped into pieces the head by him. 再是一记手刀,这似真非真的重影便被他劈碎了脑袋。 This person died. 这人死了。 Even if his physical body is also living, but his spirit has actually died. 哪怕他的肉体还活着,但他的精神却已经死了。 Also is in another ten people copies one time with the similar method of following a set pattern, later Chen Guang the intention moves again, the thought actually returned came to the district happily. 又是如法炮制的用同样的手段在另外十来人身上照搬一次,随后陈光又心念再动,意念却又回了乐来县。 He cannot believe that after writing off more than ten people's consciousness, oneself a wee bit mood fluctuate unexpectedly do not have. 他自己都不敢相信,抹杀了十几个人的意识之后,自己居然丁点情绪波动都没有。 So felt, perhaps walked without rest on the road does not stamp several ants to be inferior carefully. 这般感觉,或许连走在路上不小心踩死了几个蚂蚁都不如。 At least at that time will also look down the appearance that the ant struggles, has the sympathy at heart slightly. 起码那种时候自己还会低头看着蚂蚁挣扎的样子,心里稍有同情。 Was he suddenly vigilant, is difficult to be inadequate I really to lose the human nature gradually? 他乍然警觉,难不成我真的渐渐要丧失人性了? May look at front father mother, his heart actually surges warm feeling. 可看着面前的老爹老妈,他心头却又涌起一丝暖意。 It is not right, I that credible new times good youth! 不对啊,我还是那个靠谱的新时代好青年啊! But is this matter? 可这是怎么一回事呢? His innermost feelings become the extreme contradiction and conflict. 他的内心变得极度的矛盾与冲突。 But no one can give him the answer. 可没有人能给他答案。 He like lonely was closed the convict in empty prison cell, the deadline of captivity is not only the flash, but is actually eternal. 他就像孤独的被关在空荡荡的牢房里的囚徒,囚禁的期限既是一瞬间,但却又是永恒。 Until now would giving him at crucial moments the innumerable suggestions Colored Glaze, with his thorough broke the relation. 就连一直以来总会在关键时刻给他无数建议的琉璃,也与他彻彻底底的断了联系。 Chen Guang so static at home, sitting in parents' side period of time. 陈光就这般静静的在家里,在爹妈的身边“坐”了一阵子。 Then he sets out, loafed to outside again. 然后他又起身,再度到外面去游荡了一圈。 This time, hid is coming the killers near district all by him to be been clear happily. 这一次,潜藏在乐来县附近的杀手全被他清了场。 When writing off these killers' consciousness, he even slowing the tempo of desirably, feels the opposite party soul was torn the pain attentively. 在抹杀这些杀手的意识时,他甚至刻意的放慢了速度,用心去感受对方灵魂被撕裂时的痛楚。 He thinks that this can let own innermost feelings slightly beginning mighty waves. 他以为这样就能让自己的内心稍微起点波澜。 No , what sentiment has not had. 没有,并没有,什么感情都没有。 This time even pinched the dead ant not to compare. 这次甚至连捏死蚂蚁都比不上了。 The ant good and evil is also the lifeform, if there is an extreme animal protection organization, at least can also unable to find the reason to attack this person to be unfeeling. 蚂蚁好歹也是生物,万一有极端的动物保护组织,起码也能找得到理由抨击这个人冷酷无情。 His feeling turned into a person to cut the lettuce bamboo shoots with the kitchen knife. 他的感觉变成了一个人用菜刀切莴笋。 The animal protection organization does not protect the lettuce bamboo shoots. 动物保护组织不保护莴笋。 Chen Guang runs up to the Wujing city Wu Tong side. 陈光又跑到五京武彤的身边。 Really also found the killer to him, but has not started with enough time. 果然也给他找到了杀手,不过还没来得及下手。 This time, Chen Guang when tearing into shreds these people soul the feeling, from cutting the lettuce bamboo shoots turned with the scissors paper-cut. 这一次,陈光在撕碎这些人“灵魂”时的感觉,已经从切莴笋变成用剪刀剪纸了。 Good, this at least organic matter. 好吧,这起码还是有机物。 The organic matter protection organization had the words to say. 有机物保护组织有话说。 He takes a stroll Yanjing, pinches the disintegrating slag Jin Shiyue killer soul. 他又溜达到燕京,将靳诗月身边的杀手灵魂捏成碎渣。 This his feeling desalinated, like falls two sections a brick. 这次他的感觉又更淡化了,就像把一块砖头摔成两截。 Chen Guang thought, ended, this really ended. 陈光心想,完了,这回真完了。 These people cannot let off, but more kill, more had not felt. 这些人又不能放过,可自己越杀,就越没感觉。 This should be very pitiful matter obviously, but why can't direct at my ripples? 这明明应该是很凄惨的事情,可为什么在我心里一点点涟漪都引不出来呢? But must say that my no sentiment is not really right, I make the motive of this matter actually from the beginning have not changed. 可要说我真的毫无感情也不对,我做这件事的动机却从一开始都没有变过。 I for the person who to protect oneself cares about, destroys the person who does not care about again. 我是为了保护自己在乎的人,再去摧毁不在乎的人。 Therefore, must say that I lose the humane cold blood to be brutal, originally is also a paradox. 所以,要说我丧失人性冷血无情,本来也就是个悖论。 Chen Guang is thinking like this, while touching on the face of Jiang Yage, moves sideways to leave at once. 陈光一边这样想着,一边在江雅歌的脸上“摸”了一把,旋即又闪身离开。 Perhaps he came out to pass for several days from World inside the Grail, perhaps but in some sense, was equivalent to one second not to pass. 不知不觉间,他从杯中界里出来或许已经过去了数天,但某种意义上,或许又相当于一秒钟也不曾度过。 Chen Guang remembers very much accurately own altogether crumb many souls, are not many also many, entire 27,638. 陈光很准确的记得自己一共捏碎了多少个灵魂,不多也不少,整整两万七千六百三十八个。 All moved the thoughts killer to organize to arrive at individual because of that 400 million dollars posting a reward of again, was no exception. 所有因为那四亿美金的悬赏而动了心思的杀手组织再到个人,无一幸免。 Since oneself villa was exploded did not have, before entering slaughtering, Chen Guang has not thought must forgive these people. 自从自家别墅被炸没了之后,在进入杀戮之界以前,陈光就没想过要饶了这些人。 At this moment, he is being under such strange condition, was more impossible to be softhearted. 此时此刻,他正处在这样奇怪的状态之下,就更不可能心慈手软了。 More than 27,000 people became the lunatic suddenly, when perhaps tomorrow meets the whole world to vibrate. 突然之间两万七千多人成了疯子,或许等到明天会举世震动。 But also has possibility anything not to change, in the face of the total of global about 7 billion population, more than 20,000 people cannot be regarded any extraordinary number. 但也有可能什么也不会改变,在全球近七十亿人口的总数面前,两万多人也算不得什么了不起的数字。 The world must die every year thousands of people, more than 20,000 people are insane, comes to the district to have about 2000 people happily, other distributions carelessly in the world, this besides will be coming to the district to provode a diplomatic confusion happily, what important matter as if really can't be regarded? 全球每年要死掉千万人,两万多人一齐疯掉,其中乐来县有大约两千人,其余的则胡乱的分布在全球各地,这除了会在乐来县引发一点外交混乱之外,似乎真算不得什么大事? Chen Guang is thinking at heart like this, the sudden heart has a feeling. 陈光心里这样想着,却又突然心有所感。 As if, regarding each independent individual, the life is how precious, loses no longer. 似乎,对于每一个单独的个体而言,生命何其宝贵,失去就不再来。 But one but the life enlargement of this individual to the entire race, or is the whole world, either spans the distance enlargement of time to the river of entire history in again, even if birth and death of emperor , seems to be not all that serious. 可一但将这个体的生命放大到整个种族,又或者是整个世界,或者再跨越时间的距离放大到整个历史的长河之中,哪怕一名皇帝的生老病死,似乎也没什么大不了。 Perhaps some people will say, Xuanwu Gate Incident changed the history, if made Li Jiancheng meet the throne, according to butterfly effect, was placed in front of us surely is another world. 或许有人会说,玄武门之变改变了历史,如果让李建成接了皇位,按照蝴蝶效应,那么摆在我们面前的必定是另一个世界。 Also some people said that if Qiu Chuji had not passed by Niu Village...... 又有人说,如果丘处机没有路过牛家村…… But extends the time again, starts born the first unicellular organism from Earth to the present billions years, from the Jurassic Period to the present, will then pass in the future billions years. 可再把时间拉长,从地球上开始诞生第一个单细胞生物到现在的几十亿年,从侏罗纪到现在,然后又往后推移个几十亿年。 When the life of Sun comes to the end...... 当太阳的生命走到尽头…… Dying many emperors is insignificant. 死再多个皇帝都无足轻重。 Enlarges to the entire universe long several hundred hundred million years of history again, even if Sun exploded, even if Milky Way and Andromeda Galaxy ran upon, what extraordinary also there is? 再放大到整个宇宙漫长的数百亿年历史,哪怕太阳爆炸了,哪怕银河系与仙女座星系撞上了,又有什么了不得? Therefore, pinches more than 20,000 people, and does not have any at the worst. 所以,捏死这两万多人,并没有什么大不了的。 Chen Guang static looks at front mother, wants to say again. 陈光静静的看着面前的老妈,再又想道。 I should be separated from early from the boundary of mortal my field of vision, when the Exceedingly High Chalice first promotion, spans One Line Heaven from Spirit Appearing Heaven, when my consciousness strength with the Holy Grail goes for the first time to the universe end, I this/should want to understand this matter. 我早该把自己的视野从凡人的境界脱离出去的,当通天圣杯第一次升级,从见灵天跨越到一线天,当我的意识第一次跟着圣杯之力去到宇宙的尽头时,我就该想明白这件事情。 When something I do not need to care, then I then am the control of entire universe, I do not need to be responsible for some independent individual. 当某件事情我不需要在乎时,那么我便是整个宇宙的主宰,我不需要为某一个单独的个体而负责。 When somebody or something was cared about by me, then the mood of this person is joyful or not, is in this entire universe the matter of primary importance. 当某个人又或者某件事被我在乎时,那么这一个人的心情愉悦与否,就是这整个宇宙中最重要的事情。 The importance is even much more in the unlimited remote starry sky, the planet that some flooded the extraterrestrial life explodes loudly. 其重要性甚至远远大于在无限遥远的星空之中,某个充斥了外星生命的行星轰然爆炸。 When this thought is suddenly defined, he whole body shakes suddenly. 当这个念头突然明晰,他突然又浑身一震。 When he has gotten back one's composure again, had actually returned to slaughtering. 他再回过神时,却已经又回到了杀戮之界里。 Oneself still been stranded lock in the body of blood pigeon, pain, and weak lying on the ground. 自己依然被困锁在血鸽的身躯中,痛苦且无力的趴在地上。 Not far away is having an explosion magic arrow that is glittering the red light soon will stab own eyeball. 不远处正有一支闪烁着红光的爆炸魔法箭即将刺中自己的眼球。 In own belly were many many strange things, is the robot that electrical appliances fatty fluctuates projects unceasingly with the conveyer belt the electric cooking pot, the microwave oven and electric fan these gadget. 自己的肚子里多了好多奇奇怪怪的东西,是那个家电胖子变幻出来的机器人不断将电饭煲、微波炉、电风扇这些玩意儿用传送带投射过来。 The situation seems like is extremely still critical, but his actually another tranquility. 局势看起来依然万分危急,可他心里却又一片平静。 Please remember this book first round domain name:. 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