He discovered, not only oneself cannot be victorious Colored Glaze, even scolded also scolds her, even if oneself have had a good command of 4987 languages, was skilled in 1 million to spurt the suspicion life the bad languages of various languages, but at talking about truth matter, exploded to Colored Glaze unexpectedly. 【】 他发现,自己不但打不过琉璃,甚至骂也骂不过她,哪怕自己已经掌握了四千九百八十七种语言,精通百万句能把人喷到怀疑人生的各种语言的脏话,但在讲道理这种事情上,竟给琉璃完爆了。【】 Colored Glaze gave him an incomparably difficult choice question. 琉璃给了他一个无比艰难的选择题。 Must sacrifice own mother, drags down the whole world? 是要牺牲自己的母亲,还是把整个世界拉下水？ Must sacrifice itself and own woman, drags down the whole world? 是要牺牲自己和自己的女人,还是把整个世界拉下水？ Even if has long known the result, gives the opportunity that he choose 10,000 times again, he does not seem able saying that dying a martyr's death manifesto. 哪怕早已知道结果,再给他一万次重新选择的机会,他似乎也无法说出那种慷慨就义的宣言。 Especially the first time, if the initial choice were a life trades a life, Chen Guang felt, perhaps oneself is really willing to change the mother to go on living with own life. 尤其是第一次,如果当初的选择是一命换一命,陈光觉得,自己或许真的愿意用自己的命换老妈活下去。 The Chen Guang specially pale and weak argument, „may my anything not know the circumstances of the matter eventually, you can tell me earlier.” 陈光特别苍白无力的辩解着,“可我终究还是什么都不知情的,你本可以早点告诉我。” Colored Glaze laughs at one, „may you know now, and you once again for maintain a livelihood, the crazy pursue's tenth idol, you make real with the speed of real world fusion, further sped up.” 琉璃嗤笑一声,“可现在你已经知道了,并且你又一次为了自己活命,疯狂的追求第十座神像,你让真实之界与你的现实世界融合的速度,进一步加快了。” „This I do not know! I only think that idol issue, I only think oneself bear these 1.46 billion belief values the debt! I simply have not thought obtains the idol at the same time, will make the fusions of two world intensify! Because you have not reminded me!” “这我也不知道！我只想到神像的问题,我只想到自己背上这十四亿六千万信仰值的债务！我根本没想到得到神像的同时,会让两个世界的融合加剧！还是因为你没有提醒我！” „I remember the old saying of your hometown, I do not kill the uncle benevolent, the uncle benevolent actually die because of me.” “我又想起你故乡的一句古话,我不杀伯仁,伯仁却因我而死。” Chen Guang was said by Colored Glaze becomes angry out of shame, actually the brain hole opens greatly, „you are a sinister villain! I suspect that now you are not God Emperor, are you some potential surface intruder? You are using me radically! You tempt me unceasingly! You make me open the wall barriers of two world personally, to let behind you trillion god demon armies kills our universe, invades our potential surfaces!” 陈光被琉璃说得恼羞成怒,却又脑洞大开,“你就是个阴险小人！我现在怀疑你根本就不是神皇,你是某个位面的入侵者吧？你根本就是在利用我！你不断引诱我！你让我亲手打开两个世界的壁障,就是为了让你背后的亿万神魔大军杀进我们的宇宙,入侵我们的位面吧！” He almost convinced himself, perhaps was recently and movie has to do too, the movie that oneself watched were also many, in movie history of understanding many similar themes, Chen Guang more wants more to feel the own this seemingly incredible thought that really very had the possibility! 他几乎说服自己了,或许是最近和电影打交道太多,自己看的电影也不少,了解的电影史中就有很多类似的题材,陈光越想越是觉得自己这看似荒诞的念头,真挺有可能的！ Colored Glaze and Lu Ming these two so-called gods, never having the least bit truly to be the dignity and gravity of god. 琉璃与鹿鸣这两个所谓的神,从来就没有半点真正的属于神的威严和庄重。 They until now display, clearly is the cunning and unreasonable willful sinister deceitful demon clan princess who in the profound imaginary novel often writes! 她们一直以来的表现,分明就是玄幻小说里常写的刁蛮任性阴险狡诈的魔族公主！ In the Chen Guang mind the electric light flint flashes through itself to know since Colored Glaze and Lu Ming all sorts of passing, revealed except for few time Colored Glaze when so-called God Emperor true body, a little true gravity, other overwhelming majority times, she also is really such right! 陈光的脑海中电光火石般闪过自己认识琉璃和鹿鸣以来的种种过往,除了极少数时候琉璃显露出所谓的神皇真身时,才有一点真正的庄重,其余绝大部分时候,她还真是那样的没错！ Has not thought that the Colored Glaze and Colored Glaze liangs god in World inside the Grail actually laughter makes noise fiercely. 不曾想,杯中界里的琉璃神却猛的爆笑出声。 Lu Ming: „Fool.” 鹿鸣:“傻子。” Colored Glaze, „I really thought that you should go to the neurosis next time, becomes in the human world the most mental handicap neurosis.” 琉璃,“我真觉得你下次应该去精神病之界,成为人类世上最智障的精神病。” Two God Emperor are brutally ridiculing Chen Guang. 两枚神皇无情的嘲笑着陈光。 Chen Guang actually remains unmoved, the angry glare circle stares, as before stubbornly board own face. 陈光却不为所动,怒目圆瞪,依旧死死板着自己的脸。 „Told me! This real!” “告诉我！这到底是不是真的！” He is roaring in the heart. 他在心中如此咆哮着。 Colored Glaze has not spoken. 琉璃没有说话。 That Lu Ming actually scoffs, actually a thread of conversation revolution, „good, at this moment, the Colored Glaze elder sister is eventually tenderhearted. I acknowledged with you, good! Really this! But we are not the laughable demon clan, we indeed are the god clans, is the true god! Our goals are to swallow your extremely complete universes the core! Your universe , is very very delicious. By that time, before your universes will return to the large explosion, turns into the most delicious singular point, was eaten by us slowly.” 鹿鸣却嗤的一声,却话锋一转,“好吧,事到如今,琉璃姐终究心软。我就与你承认了吧,不错！真是这样！但我们可不是什么可笑的魔族,我们的确是神族,也是真正的神！我们的目的,是要吞噬掉你们这个极度完整的宇宙的核心！你的宇宙,很特别,很美味。到那个时候,你们这宇宙会回到大爆炸之前,变成一枚最美味的奇点,被我们慢慢吃掉。” Chen Guang was again silent, the unprecedented firm arises spontaneously in the heart. 陈光再一次沉默了,前所未有的坚定信念在心中油然而生。 If oneself suspected a moment ago real, then, until now oneself this so-called Redeemer, is similar to the puppet army of War of Resistance against Japan, to guide the party and traitor to China! 如果自己刚才的猜想是真的,那么,一直以来自己这个所谓的救赎者,岂不是就如同抗战时期的伪军、带路党、汉奸！ It is not right, what if I bring in is really the god demon, then the true goal of opposite party inevitably is the entire universe, below is Yu traitor/evil? 不对,我如果引来的真是神魔,那么对方的真正目的必然是整个宇宙,在下是宇奸？ Chen Guang raised the head at a loss, looks at the space starry sky, in the mind the recollections gets up in the Huaxia home several tens of thousands kilometers away, that side should be the clear and boundless sky. 陈光茫然抬头,看着天上星空,脑海中不禁又浮想起远在数万公里外的华夏国内,那边应该是晴空万里。 The parents approximately with others were boasting oneself son becomes historically the first Huaxia Oscar movie king quickly, in the bedroom several grandsons should fabricate oneself signature photo. 爸妈大约是在和别人吹嘘自己的儿子快成为历史上第一个华夏奥斯卡影帝,寝室里几孙子应该正在伪造自己的签名照。 Wen Wen, Jin Shiyue, Jiang Yage, Sun Xiaoxun, Wu Tong and Lu Fei elder sister, Xin Qin, Wu Miaowan, are in Teacher Zhuo of Princeton, two days Tang Sister Ying that will come to Los Angeles...... 还有文雯、靳诗月、江雅歌、孙小逊、武彤、鲁菲姐、辛沁、巫苗婉,还有正在普林斯顿的卓老师,还有过两天就会到洛杉矶来的唐影姐…… Many names, the face, from the family member to the friend, from the relative to the woman, many had once had this and that contact since birth, or slightly has hearing countless people of worth admiration...... 许许多多的名字,面孔,从家人到朋友,从亲属到女人,许许多多有生以来曾有过这样那样的接触,又或者是略有耳闻的值得敬佩的无数人…… In his heart surges suddenly a crazy thought that this thought comes extremely towering, does not have the indication, but particularly is violent. 他的心中突然涌起一个疯狂的念头,这念头来得极度突兀,毫无征兆,但却分外猛烈。 This thought occupied his entire mind in an instant, and becomes incomparably firm. 这念头刹那间占据了他整个脑海,并变得无比坚定。 For family member and friend, for Earth, for the entire human race, for the Solar System, for the entire universe! 为了家人、朋友,为了地球,为了全人类,为了太阳系,为了全宇宙！ I jump! 我跳！ All these is a long story, but since he starts to consider that this matter to taking the action, perhaps only separated for 0.1 seconds, even Colored Glaze wants to control his body without enough time! 这一切说来话长,但从他开始考虑这事情到做出行动,或许只隔了零点一秒,甚至连琉璃想掌控他的身体都来不及！ Bang a loud sound, on his Flemington Hotel incomparably solid ceiling presented the fissure of spider screen! 嘭的一声巨响,他脚下弗莱明顿酒店无比结实的天花板上都出现了蛛网版的裂痕！ In the hand pinched the cup, the Chen Guang whole person was departing the edge in Flemington Hotel roof rooftop fiercely. 手里捏着杯子,陈光整个人猛的飞出了弗莱明顿酒店楼顶天台的边缘。 Good, he plans to commit suicide. 不错,他打算自杀。 He thinks that under this aspect, wants to prevent all these, only then means that died by oneself! 他认为在这种局面之下,想阻止这一切,只有一个办法,让自己死！ Departs the Flemington Hotel 19 roofs, flutters in the midair, Chen Guang silently is thinking , having a dream does not have to think oneself actually really can be like this great. 飞出弗莱明顿酒店十九层的楼顶,飘在半空中,陈光默默的想着,真的,做梦都没有想到自己其实真能这样伟大。 Ok, dying my total ratio dies hello. 算了,死我一个总比死所有人好。 Must die in any case sooner or later, drags the entire world to go to hell with it, was inferior one first walk one step. 反正早晚都得死,与其拖着全世界下地狱,不如自己一个人先走一步。 All that if on me has can be always remembered by some book, does not know the later generation who entire human race will ridicule my ignorance and laughable, praises my great and brave. 如果我身上所发生的一切能被某本书所铭记下来,也不知道全人类的后人是会嘲笑我的愚昧与可笑,还是称颂我的伟大与勇敢。 Dies the lighter than a feather, serious, but to me, my death is like the weight of entire universe. 死有轻于鸿毛,重于泰山,但就我个人而言,我的死却和整个宇宙的重量一样。 I am unable to describe my great. 我都无法形容自己的伟大。 My this simple belief leaps, what carrying/sustaining is the great breadth of spirit! 我这简简单单的信仰一跃,到底承载着的是何等伟岸的气魄啊！ When Chen Guang at heart unceasingly to oneself the self- hypnosis and anaesthesia, leaps for the this seemingly rash impulsive belief unceasingly discovers absolutely every reason, in his brain actually transmits such dialogue. 正当陈光在心里不断给自己自我催眠与麻醉,不断为自己这看似莽撞冲动的信仰一跃找出万万个充分的理由时,他脑子里却又传来这样的对话。 „Lu Ming your idiot! This gruff goods really letter/believed! Cracks a joke does not know the situation!” “鹿鸣你这白痴！这憨货真信了！开玩笑也不知道场合！” This is Colored Glaze hysteric roaring. 这是琉璃歇斯底里般的咆哮。 Chen Guang thought that what situation! 陈光心想,什么情况！ Then his eye stares, „...... anything!” 然后他眼睛一瞪,“啊咧……啥！” Lu Ming is also scared, „my bud grass plant mu, you...... you! You! This Emperor special taking you! You really jump from an upper story! Insane! Completely insane!” 鹿鸣也慌了神,“我屮艸芔茻,你……你！你！本皇特么的服了你了！你真跳楼啊！疯了！完全疯了！” Still flutters in in the air, the cold wind whistling blowing, Chen Guang more and more compels ignorant. 依然飘在空中,寒风呼呼的吹,陈光越来越懵逼。 I!!! Greatly! Scratch! 我！了！个！大！擦！ Meaning does Lu Ming crack a joke? 意思鹿鸣是开玩笑的？ „Is impossible! I do not believe!” “不可能！我不信！” Is feeling the fresh breeze of heading on, blowing his face was about to distort, his mouth cried out, but the sound has not actually passed on. 感受着扑面而来的劲风,吹得他脸都快变形了,他嘴里如此呐喊,但却一点儿声音都没有传出去。 Colored Glaze language fast extremely quick answered, „did you feel this possibility? If really this, we so do work with the heart help you who takes the trouble? Moreover, you do not feel the fishy, sometimes your control to the Exceedingly High Chalice goes far beyond This Emperor! Hadn't your oneself felt? When like you want custom-made training, your use One Line Heaven World inside the Grail in batches promotes self-, your sovereignty over the Exceedingly High Chalice, dominates in the great-aunt by far I and above Lu Ming innumerable times!” 琉璃语速极快的解释道,“你觉得这可能吗？真要是这样,我们如此劳心费神的帮你？另外,你难道一点儿也不觉得蹊跷吗,有时候你对通天圣杯的掌控力都远远超过本皇！你自己一点儿都没感觉？就像你想得到定制培训时,你批量的使用一线天杯中界提升自我时,你对通天圣杯的主权,远远凌驾在姑奶奶我和鹿鸣之上无数倍！” Lu Ming is also explaining in the one side, „is, my body and Colored Glaze elder sister's state of mind and Holy Grail have the meromixis, but will still be exceeded by you to control of this broken cup , because Exceedingly High Chalice is you......” 鹿鸣也在一旁解释着,“就是,我的身体与琉璃姐的神魂与圣杯都有部分融合,但对这破杯子的掌控度依然会被你超越,就是因为通天圣杯是你……” „Ok! Lu Ming, did not want to say.” Colored Glaze actually broke Lu Ming fiercely, then said: „In brief Chen Guang you must believe me, I pledged by my Godspark, we absolutely are not these strange things that you think! Moreover reason that will turn into this, indeed is not This Emperor and Lu Ming mistake. Your oneself indeed are that most fundamental reason, even is also the only reason! This inside inside story is extremely deep, by your present boundary, I, even if told you clearly, you could not understand.” “好了！鹿鸣,不要在说了。”琉璃却猛的打断了鹿鸣,转而说道:“总之陈光你得相信我,我以我的神格发誓,我们绝对不是你想的那些奇奇怪怪的事情！另外之所以会变成这样,的确不是本皇与鹿鸣的错。你自己的确就是那个最根本的原因,甚至也是唯一的原因！这里面的内幕极其深沉,以你现在的境界,我即便明明白白的告诉你,你也听不懂。” Chen Guang from the floor, approximately several meters, he did not have the time to consider the Colored Glaze words carefully, does not have the time to think that anything did regret, was then decisive by the face lands. 陈光距离地板,大约还有几米,他都没有时间仔细去考虑琉璃的话,也没时间想什么后悔不后悔,然后果断以脸着陆了。