Said goodbyeWan'er, herappearancewithformerlyhadgreatlyis very different.
再见婉儿,她的模样已同先前有很大不同。Puts on was still the standard of Hidden Clouds Sectgirl studentdisposeswhitemuslinone, but the neckbandactuallycompared withformerlyopened wide, the chestrevealedinpure whitegulliestwosnowy mountains, appearedextremelyattractive.
穿的仍是云隐宗女弟子的标准配置白纱一袭,但领口却比先前敞开许多,胸前露出两座雪山中间的洁白沟壑,显得极为诱人。
The facial features were still like thatelegant, inmakingswere manycharminglymanybeautiful, the sadness between looksintendedto hide, actuallylookedbyBuerone.
面容仍是那般秀美,气质中却多了许多妩媚妖艳,神色间的忧愁有意隐藏,却被不二一眼瞧了出来。„Whatmatterhas?”
“有什么事么?”Regardingthisalready the old friend who soonforgets, Buertranquilsomewhatis surprisedincludingoneself,
对于这个已经快要忘记的故人,不二平静的连自己都有些惊讶,„Can Igo in the speech?”Wan'ersaid the first few words.
“我可以进去说话么?”婉儿开口说了第一句话。In the soundas if is also having one aura that madepersondivine soulswing, as soon as if she opens the mouth, in the worldallmenwanted the little darlingto be obedient.
声音中似乎也带着一股令人神魂一荡的气息,仿佛她一开口,天底下所有的男子都要乖乖听话。Bueractuallyslightlyremains unmoved, „heresaid.”不二却丝毫不为所动,“就在这里说吧。”He is still bearing a grudgeWan'ernot actuallynow, butreallydoes not wantto pull the first halfpointresponsibilitywithher.
倒不是他现在还在记恨婉儿,而是实在不想和她扯上半点干系。Then, thoughtsecretly, the change of Wan'er is really the fishy.
说罢,暗自又觉得,婉儿的变化来得真是蹊跷。Aura that thismakingoneattracts, hidesduringmagical powerfluctuates, as if came from the change of somecultivation technique.
这种令人魅惑的气息,藏在法力波动之中,似乎是源自某种功法的改变。Wan'erthinks, soundeven moregentle, is bringingsomefeminine|gentle and reservedcharmingnaturally, looked that the lookas if is very serious, „hereis not quite convenient, ifinyourroomis not good, wechange a place.”婉儿想了想,声音越发的轻柔,又自然而然带着一些阴柔的妩媚,看神色却似乎很郑重,“这里不太方便,如果你屋里不行,我们换个地方。”Buerthinks,thoughther , if no importantmatter, is insufficient the midnightto look, thenaskedherto guide.不二想了想,觉得她若是没有重要的事情,也不至于半夜找来,便叫她带路。TwopeoplecombinedCompliance Courtyard, not far the retreaton the mountainstopped.
二人一并出了合规院,就在山上不远的僻静处停了下来。„Said that was too late, tomorrowwill have othermatter.”
“说吧,太晚了,明日还有别的事。”„Where weren't youcuriousIthese daysto go to? Alsodid not care,inQingyang Town, actuallyonmewhat happened?”
“你不好奇我这些日子去了哪里么?也不关心,在青羊镇的时候,我身上究竟发生了什么事?”Buershook the head.不二摇了摇头。
The Wan'erforced smilesaid: „Younowadaysactuallyeven/includingwithIsaid that severalwords, do not want.”婉儿苦笑道:“你现今竟然连跟我说几句话,都不愿意了。”Buerkeeps silent.不二默不作声。Wan'ervisitshim, shakes the head saying: „At this moment, the thousand faults, areIare unfair toyouafter all, wasIformerlyplayed dumb, totoday'sbitter fruit, plunged intoanotherfiery pitfrom a fiery pit, no onecould complain.”婉儿怔怔看着他,摇头道:“事到如今,千错万错,总归是我对不起你,是我从前犯傻,才至今日的苦果,从一个火坑跳入了另一个火坑,谁也怨不得。”Fronthalf a wordBuer is actually very clear, behindhalf a word‚plunged intoanotherfiery pitfrom a fiery pit’, whatrefers toisanything, Buerthensomewhatcould not feel the brains.
前面半句不二倒是很清楚,后面这半句‘从一个火坑跳入了另一个火坑’,到底指的是什么,不二便有些摸不着头脑了。However, looks at the Wan'ermannerexcuse, as ifhas who imaginesto directto ask.
不过,看婉儿的神态说辞,似乎有意想引的自己发问。Hereceivessimplycuriously , to continue remains silent.
他索性收起好奇,继续保持沉默。Wan'ersaid,silentfor a long time, seesBuernot to speak, longsighed, „Ialreadyknowoneselfchosemistakenly the road. Was only a pity that a stepmisstep, all thingsallrest.”婉儿说完,默了许久,见不二不说话,又长长叹了口气,“我早就知道自己选错了路。只可惜一步踏错,万事皆休。”„Iam thinkingfrequently, ifIinitiallyhad not been misledbyJia Haizi, has not overturnedthatbowl of Sorrow Forgetting Grassdecoction, whetherourcan returnnow, is the intimategood friend.”
“我常常在想,如果我当初没有受贾海子蛊惑,没有打翻那碗忘忧草的汤药,咱们俩个现在是不是可以回到过去,做亲密无间的好朋友。”Then, is throwing over the moonlight, looks atBuer, attracting that the bodysends outalsoturned into the lightmelancholyaurain a flash.
说罢,披着月色,看着不二,身上散发的魅惑转瞬间也变成了淡淡的忧郁气息。Raisesthis matteragain, reallymadeinherheartextremelysad, extremelyregret.
再提此事,果然令她心中万分难过,万分后悔。Butwith, whenNingchengsheconfessed the matter of framingtoBuerfor the first timecompared with, has been short for severalpointsin a terrified wayrestless.
但与在宁城她首次向不二坦白陷害之事的时候相比,少了几分惶恐不安。Buerthinks,inownfeeling, Wan'er seemed long before, betweenoneselfandJia Haizi, has made the choice.不二想了想,在自己的感觉中,婉儿似乎是很早以前,就在自己和贾海子之间,做出了选择。Matter that if no decoction, twopeopleare the friendto could, butwantsto return toChangle Villagethat timerelations, was actually certainlynotpossibly.
如果没有汤药的事,二人做朋友或许可以,但是想回到长乐村那时的关系,却是绝无可能了。Thenreturns saying: „In the worldnever has, if, only thenresult. Wedo, thenmusttake the consequence, therefore before deciding, ifthenwantsto be clear.”
便回道:“世界上从来没有如果,只有结果。我们做了事,便要承担后果,所以决定之前便要想清楚。”„Younowadaysalso over 30 years old, have used all mightincultivator world for severalyears, Compliance Courtyard, Puppet Toad Valley, Qingyang Town, the experienceare many, manytruthdo not needme saying that in the futurewill suffer a lossto be careful.”
“你现今也30多岁了,在修士界摸爬滚打十几年,合规院,傀蜮谷,青羊镇,经历不少,很多道理不用我讲,往后自己吃亏上心。”
The implication, the Wan'ermatter, will have nothing to do with hisleast bitin the future.
言外之意,往后婉儿的事情,与他半点无干。Wan'ercomplexionimmediatelyonewhite, for a long time, miserablysaid with a smile: „You, no matterI, Ido not blameyou. Onlyblamesmebeing stupid, frombehaving badlycannotlive.”婉儿脸色立时一白,顿了许久,惨笑道:“你不管我,我不怪你。只怪我自己愚蠢糊涂,自作孽不可活。”
The moonlightaccording to herpaleface, appearseven morepitiful, imitates, if the color of air seasoningmanyyears of whiteskeleton.
月光照在她苍白的脸上,显得愈加凄惨,仿若风干多年的白森森尸骨的颜色。Just nowalsoall kindscharmingperson, instantandskeletonnotdifferent.
方才还万般妩媚的人,瞬时与骷髅无异。„Mythistimeasksyouto come, after”deeply grievedunendurabletalking about old days, shementioned the proper businessfinally, „is only a transaction.”
“我这次找你来,”一番惨痛难熬的叙旧之后,她终于说起了正事,“只为一场交易。”„Transaction?”
“交易?”Wan'ernodded, „Ihave metonegreatlytroublesome, needsyourtake actionto helpmyonetime.”婉儿点了点头,“我遇到了一个大麻烦,需要你出手帮我一次。”Saying, her, lookoneaustere: „As the repayment, Icantellyouone, secretaboutyourlife experience.”
说着,她顿了顿,神色一肃:“作为回报,我可以告诉你一件,关于你身世的秘密。”Thismatterhas really aroused the Buerinterest.
这件事果然引起了不二的兴趣。Aboutownlife experience, healready many doubts.
关于自己的身世,他早就有很多疑惑。Speculatedfrom the childhoodparents and villagerdifferenthabits and customsby far,canknowtwo people are far from the commonvillagers.
从小时候爹娘与村里人远远不同的生活习惯来推测,便可知二人绝非寻常的村民。Afterward, whenthatTree Cave, initiallysawthatuncle, the opposite partyas ifalsooncein the excitementraisedknewmatter that ownmother.
后来,在那树洞之中,初见那老伯时,对方似乎也曾在激动之中提起认识自己母亲的事。Butin the future, Bueralsomentionsthis matterwith the uncleagain, the uncleonly said that has admitted mistakes, did not havetwowordsagain.
但再往后,不二又与老伯提起此事,老伯却只说认错了,再无二话。„Yousaid,aboutmylife experience, youknowsanything.”
“你说说,关于我的身世,你知道什么。”Wan'ersaid: „Youcomply withmyrequest, Ithentoldyou.”婉儿道:“你答应我的请求,我便告诉你。”ButBuernowadayswhereisshecanorganizeeasily, immediatelyreturns saying: „Ifso, thenpleasereturn, Iam not interestedinthis matter.”
但不二现今哪里是她可以轻易摆布的,当即回道:“若是如此,你便请回罢,我对此事不感兴趣。”Then, fromattending tobeing probableto turn aroundto depart.
说罢,自顾要转身离去。Did not havetwosteps, suddenlylistened toWan'er saying: „Wei Buer, can youknowoneselfthis yearhow old?”
没走了两步,忽然又听婉儿说道:“魏不二,你可知自己今年多大岁数了?”Buerthought that tookdishfinally, thishas turned around, „ourtwo was born inthe same year, butIam in August5 th, youare in September7 th. Why did youaskthis?”不二心想总算上了正菜,这才转过身来,“咱们两个生于同一年,只不过我是八月初五,你是九月初七。你问这个干吗?”In the Wan'erheartmoves, onlythinks that the chestis warm. Little, seriouslysaid: „Has made a mistake, my motherhas said that yoube earlier than mewere born for oneyear.”婉儿心中一动,只觉胸口暖暖的。少许,才郑重道:“错了,我娘说过,你要比我早出生一年。”Saying, is a languagesees through the startleddayunexpectedly: „Ireallyguess not badly, youindeedlostoneyear of memory!”
说着,竟是一语识破惊天:“我猜得果然不差,你的确丢了一年的记忆!”Buerstaresimmediately, is looking atWan'er.不二登时一愣,怔怔瞧着婉儿。Onlylistens toherthen saying: „Inmesevenththat year, isyoueight -year-old time. Irememberindistinctlythatthe beginning of the year, yousuddenlystartedto have seriousheadachesickness, has manifested suddenlyone after another for a halfmonth, had a headacheto wail bitterly, livesto might as welldie. Afterward, yourparentsthenledyouto departsome timefromChangle Village.”
只听她接着道:“在我七岁那年,也就是你八岁的时候。我隐约记得那一年年初,你突然开始犯了很严重的头痛病,接连发作了半个多月,头疼起来哭天喊地,生不如死的。后来,你爹娘便带着你从长乐村离去一段时间。”„Passedover six months, yourthreepeoplearrived in the village, said that wassearched the distant placerelative. Butas ifyourheadachegets sickhas not manifested suddenlyagain, becausenobodyhearsyourpainagain the cry.”
“过了半年多,你们三人又到了村子里,说是去探了远方亲戚。但似乎你的头痛病再也没有发作,因为再没有人听到你痛苦的叫声。”Buerlistened, in the heartwill shortly raisemonstrous waves.不二听了,心中顷刻间掀起一阵巨浪。IfWan'ersaidis true, thenownheadache, thenearlyhas the root. Butbluefoxthattimeseizes the shed, butmakes the earlierheadachemanifest suddenlyonce more.
倘若婉儿所说属实,那么自己的头痛,便是早有根源。而蓝狐儿那次夺舍,只是让早年的头痛再次发作。If the firstheadache, were the parentshelps itselfsolve the problem, andmadethisheadachenot manifest suddenlyfor several yearsagain, then the parentsshouldknowactuallymostlyownheadache the rootwasanything.
如果第一次头痛,是爹娘帮助自己解决了问题,并使得这头痛数年来再未发作,那么爹娘多半应该晓得自己头痛的根源究竟是什么。Wan'erseeshissofacial expression, apparentthis matteralreadyarousedhisutmost interest, thensaid:婉儿见他如此神情,便知此事已然引起他的极大兴趣,接着说道:„But, sinceyoucome back, later a all year, yournestinhome, Ihad not seenyouagain. Untilafteroneyear, yourparentssomedayvanishesdisappears, the countrymen in villageat homehad foundyou.”
“不过,自从你们回来,之后一整年,你都窝在家中,我再没有见过你。直到一年过后,你爹娘某一天消失得不见踪影,村里的乡亲们才在家里找到了你。”Matter that „in the futurewill have, youalsogenerallyknew. Howevertwomatters, youdid not knowmostly.”
“往后发生的事,你也大抵知道了。不过有两件事情,你多半不晓得。”Buerthenaskedherto explain in detail.不二便请她细讲。Wan'erreturns saying: „The firstmatter, was Ia moment agosaid that an eighththis yearmemory, youcould not rememberagain.”婉儿回道:“第一件事,便是我刚才说的,八岁这年的记忆,你再也记不得了。”„After yourparentsleave, Ioftengo to your familyto chat withyou, spoketoyou, was becauseIhave discoveredinyourmannerexceptionallyplace, thereforethere arecuriously.”
“你爹娘离开之后,我时常去你家里陪你聊天,跟你说话,便是因为我发现了你行为举止之中的异常之处,故而有所好奇。”Saying, was stoppingsuddenly, as ifhas rememberedanything, said: „Was, inmymemory, eighthsaid goodbyeyouthat year, youas ifsuddenlybecamesomewhatsillydull, was different from the childhood. After several years, graduallyis good.”
说着,忽然停了下来,似乎想起了什么,又道:“是了,在我的记忆之中,八岁那年再见你,你似乎忽然变得有些傻傻呆呆的,跟小时候大不一样。过了几年,才渐渐好起来。”Sheraisedthis matter, unavoidablyremembered the childhood, withcheerfultime that Wei Buerspenttogether.
她提起此事,不免又想起小时候,与魏不二一起度过的欢快时光。Natives of Sri Lankastill, old timesfriendshipactuallywentno longer.
斯人还在,旧时的情谊却一去不复还了。Is still moved, was actually brokenbyBuer:
正兀自伤感着,却被不二打断了:„What is the secondmatter?”
“第二件事是什么?”Wan'erlistened, suddenlyinraising the headbygone dayslooked,as ifare recallinganything, „second, theninyourparents'missingpreviousnight.”婉儿听了,忽然抬头往天上看,似乎又在回忆什么,“第二件,便是在你爹娘失踪的前一夜。”„That night, villagetowardwestern suburbsoutside, all nightnottranquil. The countrymenthink that is the thunderinglightningsound, Iactuallysecretlyslipped out, saw......”
“那天晚上,村子往西郊外,整夜不曾平静。乡亲们都以为是打雷闪电的声音,我却偷偷溜出去,看见了……”Shespoke ofhere, suddenlyhas stopped, saidwithBuer: „Wei Buer, Icansay that thenas forthis. Ifyouwantto know the matter that behind has, thencomplies withmyrequest, andpromised the oath of divine soul.”
她说到此处,忽然打住了,又与不二说道:“魏不二,我所能说的,便至于此。你若想知道后面发生的事,便答应我的请求,并许下神魂之誓。”She said that indeedis the former dayssecret that Buerwantsto knowextremely.
她所说的,的确是不二极想知道的旧日隐秘。ButregardingnowadaysBuer, inquired intowas privatein those days, was inferior that grand dao and safetywas important.
但对于现今的不二,探究往日私密,远不如大道和生命安危重要。Buerthinks,thenasked: „The problem that youencounterisanything, ifIcould not deal with, orwas in danger, howcanpromiseyou.”不二想了想,便问:“你遇到的麻烦是什么,我若是应付不了,又或者有生命危险,如何能答应你。”Wan'ersaid: „Mytroubleis very big, nowadayscannottellyou. Moreover, byyourpresentstrength, cannot helpmeby far, knows the truth of matter, will only harmyou. Iwant your commitment, will wait forsome time in the future, youhadenoughstrength, helpedmego through the difficultyagain.”婉儿道:“我的麻烦很大,现今不可以告诉你。而且,以你眼下的实力,远远帮不到我,知道事情的真相,也只会害了你。我只是想要你一个承诺,等未来某个时候,你有了足够的实力,再来帮我度过难关。”„Youthenknow that Iwill be in the future certainly capable ofhelpingyou?”Buerstrangesay/way.
“你便知道我日后一定有能力帮助你么?”不二奇道。Wan'erturns headto visithimsuddenly, lookis exceptionally firm,婉儿忽然扭头看他,神色异常坚定,„You, Ihad certainly misreadyou, in the futurenotmistakenly.”
“你一定可以,我原先看错了你,往后再不会错了。”Buersomewhatfelt strange how shecansotrust itself, butalsono longerasked.不二有些奇怪她如何能这般信任自己,但也不再发问。Thinksfor a long time, askshersuddenly: „Behind you are goingto disclose that tomyinformation, has been relatedinmyparentswhereaboutsclue?”
深思熟虑许久,忽然开口问她:“你后面将要透露给我的信息中,有没有关于我爹娘去向的线索?”Wan'eropened mouth, wantsto sayanything, littlestopped.婉儿张了张嘴,想说什么,少许又止住了。After a while, sighed: „No.”
过了一会儿,又叹了口气:“没有。”Buersecretly thought in one's heart: „Sheis so prudent, the trouble that obviouslybodymoistens is extremely certainly difficultto deal with, could not say that hasanyfiercecharacterto stir. Oath of can it be thatcarelesslypermitsdivine soul, ifwere implicatedfinally, onlyfeared that Imustrude awakening. Moreover, matter that ifshe said that has nothing to do with parents'whereabouts, Inowadaysknow that is also useful? Do not stirmysay/wayheart, implicatesfuturecultivationto be good.”不二心中暗道:“她如此慎重,可见身上沾的麻烦一定极难应付,说不得有什么厉害人物搅在其中。神魂之誓岂是胡乱许的,倘若最后被牵连进去,只怕我要后悔莫及。而且,倘若她说的事情,与爹娘的去向无干,我现今知道又有什么用?不要搅了我的道心,连累日后的修行才好。”So the consideration, thenreturnsto saywithher: „Ifso, youand othercompetenttime, looks formeagain. Actuallytoldmeyourtroubleisanything, Imade the decisionagain.”
如此思量,便与她回道:“若是如此,你等我有实力的时候,再来找我。告诉我你的麻烦究竟是什么,我再做决定。”Wan'erthinks, sinceBueris so discrete, for the time beingalsohasto speak ofhere, cannot bearsob:婉儿想了想,既然不二如此谨慎,暂且也只好说到这里,又忍不住唏嘘道:„Has not thought,younowadayschangeare so big. Beforehandyou, cannotmostlylike thiscautiously.”
“没想到,你现今变化这么大。以前的你,多半不会这样小心翼翼的。”Buersaid: „Since thatbowl of soup, Ithenreminded myself, frequentlyis long a memory. Alsohad been luckyyoursoup, Iwill encounter the innumerabledangerin the future, always can also maintainsober, otherwisealreadyfell from the skydifferent world.”不二道:“自从那碗汤后,我便提醒自己,时时刻刻长点记性。也多亏了你的汤,我往后遇到数不清的危险,总还能保持一点清醒,否则早就陨落异界。”Wan'eroriginallyfairface, even morefloodwhite, said with a smiledrearily, „was this I have helpedyou.”婉儿本就白皙的脸,愈加泛白,惨淡笑道,“这算不算我帮了你。”Saying, bitter and astringentsay/way: „Good that bowl of soup, youwill not mention in the future.”
说着,苦涩道:“那碗汤,你往后还是休提的好。”Then, turns aroundto go down in the worlddeparts.
说罢,转身落魄离去。Buerlooks atherback, when the ghost who under the moon/monthwanderslikely, alldoes not haveleast bitChangle Villagethat the shadow of pure brightnesstoy horsebeautiful woman.不二看着她的背影,像月下游荡的鬼,全没有半点长乐村时那清明竹马佳人的影子。
The deep sighone breath, will return toBitter Ark Courtyard.
长叹一口气,正要返回苦舟院。ActuallyfoundWan'erto returnin a hurry, onfacesomelooks of struggling.
却瞧见婉儿匆匆返了回来,脸上似有些挣扎的神色。„How?”Heasked.
“又怎么了?”他问道。Wan'erhesitantlittle, suddenlyopens the mouth: „Hidden Clouds Sectunfriendlyinstitute, you , if there is opportunityto leave, thendo not come backagain.”婉儿犹豫少许,忽然开口:“云隐宗绝非善所,你若有机会离开,便不要再回来。”
The silvermoonlightilluminatesveryclearlyherface, whole facefeatures expressing pain.
银色的月光把她的脸照得很清晰,满脸苦相。
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