( 1 ) （一） When the footsteps of war are getting more and more near. 在大战的脚步越来越近的时候。 Ice Grinding Courtyard welcomed a not guest. 碾冰院迎来了一位不之客。 That is a rainy day. 那是一个阴雨天。 The raindrop willow catkin is likely common, dances in the air in sky continuously, one has not stood still all day. 雨点子像柳絮一般,在天空中绵绵飞舞,一整天都不曾停歇。 „This rain gets sick dispiritedly, a liveliness does not have.” Tang Xianzhan looked in the Wei Buer room outward, turns around to say to Buer: „I also want to harness the ship, can't you stretch the rules?” “这雨病怏怏的,一点活气都没有。”唐仙站在魏不二的屋子里往外看,又转身向不二说道:“我也想驾船,你就不能通融通融？” She has certainly oneself small thoughts in the military compound, some extra military exploits that driving cultivator can make. 她当然有自己的小心思在军营里,驾驶修士可以挣的一些额外的军功。 „Lord driving, a copilot sufficed. Do you join in the fun blindly, other matter must do.” “有一个主驾驶,一个副驾驶就够了。你瞎凑什么热闹,还有别的事要做。” Buer puts on a serious face to say. He thought but actually this rain is luxuriant, among the appealing to heaven places fills the aura of remembering past times he has remembered for dozens years ago, Changle Village rain. 不二板着脸说道。他倒觉得这雨菲菲绵绵,叫天地间充满了怀旧的气息他想起了几十年前,长乐村的雨。 The squad harnessed the ship cultivator ratio to elect to finish, making Buer be what was surprised, won was really Liu Ming Hunan day skate as if inborn has the closeness to her, controlled, such as the arm pulled strings simply. 小队内部驾船修士比选已经结束,让不二感到意外的是,胜出的竟然是刘明湘天鳐似乎对她天生就有亲近感,驾驭起来,简直如臂指使。 As the matter stands, Liu Ming xiang takes responsibility driving, Li Ran is the copilot, can make a final decision. 这样一来,刘明湘做主驾驶,李苒作副驾驶,就可以敲定了。 As for Tang Xian, her struggling is useless. Buer somewhat was even worried, her when anger well ups, burnt the ship's rudder. 至于唐仙,她的挣扎毫无用处。不二甚至有些担心,她什么时候怒火涌上心头,把船舵烧了。 At this time, suddenly resounded the knock. 这个时候,忽然响起敲门声。 Li Ran from gate oral thermometer coming in head: „Master, do some people look for you?” 李苒从门口探进来脑袋:“师傅,有人找你？” „Who?” “谁？” „Did not know,” Li Randun, on face somewhat strange look, “不认识,”李苒顿了顿,脸上有些古怪的神色, „Is long very attractively, puts on is our Hidden Clouds Sect's clothes. She said that she called Wan'er......” “长得挺漂亮,穿得是咱们云隐宗的衣裳。哦,她说她叫婉儿……” ( 2 ) （二） Wan'er, this name for quite some time, became very strange. 婉儿,这个名字不知从什么时候开始,变得很陌生了。 Flash that Buer hears, but must collect in the mind. 以至于不二听到的第一瞬间,还要在脑海里搜罗一番。 Should she in Hidden Clouds Sect this mountain, what coming to here to make? 她应该在云隐宗本山,来这里做什么？ Buer is a little curious. 不二有点好奇。 „Asked her to come.” “叫她进来吧。” Tang Xian and Li Ran were tactful very much leave. 唐仙和李苒很识趣地离开了。 Before long, Wan'er comes from out of the door faintly. 不一会儿,婉儿从门外幽幽进来。 When many does not see, her appearance makes Buer think extremely strangely. 多时不见,她的样貌让不二觉得极其陌生。 Attractive. 漂亮了许多。 Said accurately, should be beautiful. 更准确的说,应该是美艳了许多。 Especially her eye is deep, faint, is dodging the light of difference, the time that the look swings, as if has gently, sound that attracts at the Buer ear whisper. 尤其是她的眼睛深深的,幽幽的,闪着异样的光,眼神荡过来的时候,仿佛有轻轻的,魅惑的声音在不二的耳边耳语。 Buer extremely affirmed, she has learned a some fierce pupil technique. Now has not caused to him. 不二万分肯定,她学会了某一种厉害的瞳术。只是现在还没有冲着他使出来。 Looked rich magical power that on again her flows, she had stepped into Spirit Connection Realm. 再看她身上流动的浓郁法力,原来她已踏入通灵境。 Such cultivation is a little obviously unusual. 这样的修行度明显有点异常。 Too quick. Must know that Buer is also because multi- cultivation in the insect sea the 3 o year, in addition all sorts of fortuitous encounters, broke through Spirit Connection Realm. 太快了。要知道不二也是因为在虫海中多修行了3o年,再加上种种奇遇,才突破了通灵境。 He transported magical power darkly, a state of mind clear, completed to guard. 他暗运法力,神志一清,做好提防。 After Wan'er passing through the gate, has sized up arrangement in the room simply, attention as centralized as Buer on: 婉儿进门之后,简单地打量了一下屋子里的布置,就把注意力集中到不二身上: „For a long time does not see.” Her sound somewhat trembles obviously, the facial expression somewhat seems to be excited. “好久不见。”她的声音明显有些颤,神情似乎有些激动。 „Yes.” After this sound comes out, Buer somewhat will be strange so will be how quiet. “是啊。”这声音出来之后,不二自己都有些奇怪怎么会如此平静。 „Crosses what kind in the northwest?” “在西北过得怎么样？” „Also good.” “还不错。” „Your appearance,” Wan'er is taking a look at him carefully, „before recently, obviously old many.” “你的样子,”婉儿仔细打量着他,“比来之前,显老了不少。” Was maturer, the male spirit of some being hard word narrated is rich. She somewhat cannot move oneself vision. 还成熟了许多,富有某种难以言叙的的男子气概。她有些挪不开自己的目光。 „Person must age.” “人都要变老。” Should not only then these bored exchanging greetings. Buer is dealing with. If only meeting again after a long separation between childhood playmates, exempted. 应该不会只有这些无聊的寒暄吧。不二应付着。如果只是童年玩伴间的久别重逢,就免了吧。 On Wan'er, he could not remember any good remembering. 在婉儿身上,他已经想不起什么美好的记忆了。 „You to the matter of sect, I heard.” “你离宗的事情,我听说了。” „Un.” “嗯。” „Was happy for you.” “替你高兴。” Buer raised the head, sees the Wan'er vision. Very sincere. 不二抬起头,看见婉儿的目光。很真诚。 ( 3 ) （三） Buer remembers suddenly before for several years, before oneself come to the northwest, Wan'er in some day night specially will look once for itself, must make one to trade her to with speak secret about his life experience, trades his take action to help her solve one by this greatly troublesome. 不二忽然想起数年前,自己来西北之前,婉儿曾在某天夜里专门找上自己,要与自己做一笔交易她要讲一件关于他身世的秘密,以此换得他出手帮她解决一个大麻烦。 When 1 that time meets leaves, Wan'er once specially urged him, if there is an opportunity to leave Hidden Clouds Sect, do not come back again. 1那次见面离别之时,婉儿曾特意叮嘱他,如果有机会离开云隐宗,绝不要再回来。 Has not thought that unexpectedly by her language to become prophecy/omen. 没想到,竟被她一语成谶。 As for her transaction. Because she always agree did not say the big trouble at that time is anything, Buer measures over and over, has not complied. Only told her, when she thought his strength enough time, came to talk clearly the matter again, he will make the decision. 至于她的交易。因为她当时始终不肯说出大麻烦是什么,不二再三权衡,并没有答应。只告诉她,等她觉得他实力足够的时候,再来将事情说清楚,他才会做出决定。 Wan'er looked finally. 婉儿终于找过来了。 Means, he was capable of solving that to trouble? 是不是意味着,他有能力解决那个麻烦了？ In receives waits for Buer, is Wan'er a series of issues. 接下里等待不二的,就是婉儿一连串的问题。 „Sect Master uncle master they treat you like this, certainly will regret.” “掌门师叔他们这样待你,一定会后悔的。” „Does general Li wait you to be what kind of?” “李大帅待你怎么样？” „Do the Ice Grinding Courtyard Senior Sisters listen to teach.” “碾冰院的师姐们听不听管教啊。” „Senior Sister Liu Ming xiang once had the casual acquaintance with me.” “刘明湘师姐曾与我有过一面之缘呢。” „Originally Moon Forest Sect Zhong Xiuxiu also here. Are you and she together what kind of?” “原来月林宗的钟秀秀也在这里。你和她相处怎样？” „Heard that must go to war, do you have to look for general Li, arranges a safe position?” “听说要打仗了,你有没有去找李大帅,安排一个安全的位置？” „! I have forgotten your outside wanderer these many years, already became very fierce.” “啊！我忘了你在外闯荡这么多年,早就变得很厉害了。” Wan'er as if has become a chatterbox, cannot help but, slowly moves toward Buer, was saying endlessly, 婉儿仿佛成了一个话痨,不由自主地,缓缓地走向不二,喋喋不休地说着, „You formerly were very fierce. Still remembers , in village, you led me to go to the mountain forest to herd, have met horned demon. I frighten fainted, waking up time, presently in your carrying on the back.” “你从前就很厉害的。还记得在村里的时候,有一回你带我去山林放牧,遇到了角魔。我吓得昏了过去,醒来的时候,才现自己在你的背上。” „You run well quickly, is the same with the lightning. Also harms me to think oneself are having a dream.” “你跑得好快啊,就跟闪电一样。害得我还以为自己在做梦。” In her eye is flashing uncertainly, brilliance of recollection. 她的眼睛里闪动着渺茫的,回忆的光彩。 As if at this moment is not at this moment. 仿佛此刻不是此刻。 This place is not northwest, not in the Buer crude room. 此地也不是西北,不是在不二简陋的屋子里。 But dozens years ago, horned demon not slaughter village time. 而是在数十年前,角魔未屠村的时候。 In remote warm Changle Village. 在遥远温馨的长乐村。 „At that time, I by in your carrying on the back, thought that was steadfast.” Her nan language, the eye slightly somewhat is gently moist, „at that time, I am thinking, grew up I to marry you, married such steadfast feeling.” “那个时候,我靠在你的背上,觉得踏实极了。”她轻轻喃语,眼睛微微有些湿润,“那时,我就在想,长大了我一定要嫁给你,嫁给这样踏实的感觉。” „If horned demon did not come to slaughter village to be good,” “要是角魔不来屠村就好了,” Her body shivered suddenly violently, „perhaps our two grew old together.” 她的身子忽然猛烈地颤抖了一下,“我们两个说不定就白头偕老了。” „Now is not late,” she more said is more excited, trend Buer, felt that the wet liquid flows rapidly from the eye socket, “现在也不晚,”她越说越激动,一步走向不二,感觉湿漉漉的液体从眼眶里奔流而下, „You lead me to walk, I want to follow you. I know that you like Zhong Xiuxiu, takes her, takes the Ice Grinding Courtyard Senior Sisters. The men cannot marry several. I can be the maidservant, is concubine, how. Only asked you me do not drop out.” “你带我走罢,我想跟你走。我知道你喜欢钟秀秀,把她带上,把碾冰院的师姐们也带上。男人不是都可以娶好几个么。我可以做丫鬟,做小妾,怎样都可以。只求求你不要把我抛下。” She more walks more enters, must crash in the Buer bosom shortly. 她越走越进,眼看就要冲进不二的怀里。 Actually suddenly hits in one invisible, on the hard wall, the entire talented person comes soberly. 却忽然撞在一面无形的,硬邦邦的墙上,整个人才清醒过来。 raised the head, what sees is the Wei Buer tranquil face. 一抬头,看见的是魏不二平静的面庞。 „Person should proceed to look.” He said. “人应该往前看。”他说道。 ( 4 ) （四） Wan'er by a basin ice water overhead pouring, was passed the heart to be cool likely. 婉儿像是被一盆冰水当头浇下,透心凉。 Touches the face, had been soaked by tears. 一摸脸庞,已经被泪水浸湿。 „I know,” she said that „in the past outside Puppet Toad Valley, to your take action time, I should know, the person for a lifetime, one step steps into the abyss, can never crawl.” “我知道,”她说,“当年在傀蜮谷外,对你出手的时候,我就该知道,人就一辈子,一步踏入深渊,就永远爬不上来了。” „Steps the road to Hades, when there is a soul.” Buer has remembered Mu Wanfeng, returns to say with her: „But, you must accept something you to change, something you can only accept his change.” “就算踏上黄泉路,也有回魂时。”不二想起了木晚枫,与她回道:“只不过,你要接受有些事情你可以改变,有些事情你只能接受他的改变。” Wan'er Mo sound long time, deeply looked at Buer one, finally said: 婉儿默声半晌,深深瞧了不二一眼,终于说道: „You still remember, you serves before the northwest, did I once ask you to make that transaction?” “你还记得,你到西北服役之前,我曾找你做得那笔交易么？” „Un.” “嗯。” „This transaction cancelled.” “这笔交易取消了。” „Your trouble?” “你的麻烦呢？” „I must tell your secret about your life experience,” Wan'er shook the head, „, but does not need to help me make anything.” “我要告诉你关于你身世的隐秘,”婉儿摇了摇头,“但不需要帮我做什么。” „Why?” “为什么？” „Previous time, I once told you, your eighth had had fierce headache sickness that year, your parents lead you to treat, afterward your headache was good, but actually lost entire one year of memory.” “上一次,我曾告诉你,你八岁那年犯了很厉害的头痛病,你爹娘带你去医治,后来你的头痛好了,但却丢失了整整一年的记忆。” Wan'er said: „These, matter, I have not told you your first time to violate the headache, faints , in mountain forest, is I and unit of 500 soldiers elder brother carries to go home you.” 婉儿说道:“这其中,有一件事,我没有告诉你你第一次犯头痛,晕倒在山林里的时候,是我和亮子哥将你背回家的。” Was mentioned by her, Buer has remembered the unit of 500 soldiers. 经她提起,不二才想起了亮子。 Unit of 500 soldiers once with he very intimate playmate, but also generally in him eighth that year, held in the mouth by the wild animal in the mountain forest. 亮子曾是与他很亲近的玩伴,但也大抵就是在他八岁那年,在山林被野兽叼走了。 The concrete situation he could not remember. 具体的情形他也想不起了了。 Because about that several years of memory, in his brain blurred very much. 因为关于那几年的记忆,他脑子里本来就模糊得很。 „Your mother sees your appearance, complexion white scary. I have a vivid memory now. Delivers after you goes home, I and unit of 500 soldiers elder brother leave. The half-way, unit of 500 soldiers elder brother remembered the herd whip loses in your family, toward returning.” “你娘亲看见你的模样,脸色白的吓人。我现在还记忆犹新。把你送回家后,我和亮子哥就离开了。半道,亮子哥想起把牧鞭丢在了你家,又往回返。” „I waited for him to be very long, saw him to run flustered, worried. I asked that he lived anything, he actually made excuses agree not to say. Afterward, one night, his whole face passed by my family flustered, saw me, threw into together the stone to my family courtyard conveniently, in a hurry walked. I pick up the stone, presently above unexpectedly ties up is folding the paper, what above writes, he saw a top of the head long horn person in your family courtyard. That night, unit of 500 soldiers elder brother was missing. His parents go to the mountain forest to look for him, actually only looked to see is gnawed to eat by the wild animal remained half fleshly body.” “我等了他很久,才看见他慌慌张张地跑了回来,心事重重的。我问他到底生了什么,他却支支吾吾不肯说。后来,有一天晚上,他满脸慌张地路过我家,看见了我,随手向我家院子里丢进一块儿石头,就匆匆走了。我捡起石头,才现上面竟绑着一折纸条,上面写的是,他在你家院子里看见了一个头顶长角的人。当天晚上,亮子哥就失踪了。他爹娘去山林里找他,却只找见了被野兽啃食得剩了一半肉躯。” „Man or woman.” Buer asked. “男人还是女人。”不二问道。 „What unit of 500 soldiers writes is the woman.” “亮子写的是女人。” „Paper also in?” “纸条还在么？” Wan'er puts out a hand quickly, pulls out one pack of paper folding to be old yellowing from the sleeve cuff, above also has the trace of bundle. 婉儿很快伸手,从袖口掏出一叠折纸旧得泛黄,上面还有捆绑的痕迹。 Buer opens the paper folding cautiously, sees immaturely inside, the crooked child handwriting I see in the Buer family/home to have a long horn woman. 不二小心翼翼打开折纸,看见里面稚嫩的,歪歪扭扭的孩童笔迹我看见不二家里有一个长角的女人。 The handwriting somewhat blurred. Is the trace of time escape. 字迹已经有些模糊了。是光阴流走的痕迹。 „What does unit of 500 soldiers have speaks to you again?” “亮子有没有再跟你讲些什么？” „I know that all told you.” “我知道的,全告诉了你。” Wan'er was saying, looked up a Buer his face is very as before tranquil, did not see the least bit mighty waves. 婉儿说着,抬头看了不二一眼他的脸依旧很平静,不见半点波澜。 If to this situation, Wei Buer can still maintain calm. 如果说到这个地步,魏不二仍然能保持冷静。 Then, the second matter, can speak her to believe firmly, if Wei Buer wants to live well in this world, certainly needs to know this matter. 那么,第二件事情,也可以讲出来了她确信,魏不二如果想好好活在这个世界上,一定需要知道这件事。 She once was afraid to discuss this matter, will face by the dangerous situation of silencing a witness of crime. 她一度害怕将这件事讲出来,会面临被杀人灭口的险境。 But until now, she has no longer been afraid the death. 但时至今日,她已经不再害怕死亡。 She even in the anticipation re-entry samsara, ended the shame the tribulation life. 她甚至在期待重入轮回,结束耻辱又磨难的一生。 At this moment is not perhaps far. 这一刻或许不远了。 „I once had also said to you, in your parents' missing previous night, thunders to rain, suburb of village toward west, all night not tranquil, the countrymen think that is the sound of thundering.” “我还曾对你讲过,在你爹娘失踪的前一夜,打雷下雨,村子往西的郊外,整夜不曾平静,乡亲们都以为是打雷的声音。” Her facial color is suddenly white, the vision blows off, as if following own words, sneaked in the recollection, 她面色忽然白,目光放空,似乎顺着自己的话,钻进了回忆里, „If you to some childhood Changle Village also impressions, should know my family west the village. 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