At this moment, he cannot bear finally knelt down in Qi Qingshan at present, the tears were billowing. 这一刻,他终于是忍不住跪倒在了弃青衫的目前,热泪滚滚。 The enmity, reported. 仇,已经报了。 But the person dies cannot come back to life. 可是人死不能复生。 Ding Hao has huge Divine Ability, is unable to reactivate that hang down loosely long hair, all day was carrying liquor bottle gourd old person. 丁浩就算是有天大的神通,也无法复活那位披散着长发,整日拎着酒葫芦的老人了。 Recently busy being heavily engaged, had half reason is Inquiring Sword Sect has a hundred things to do Ding Hao to need to put together completely full power, half reason was Ding Hao wants taking advantage of crazy busy, makes own put behind the sorrow in heart. 这些日子忙的不可开交,有一半原因是问剑宗百废待兴丁浩需要拼尽全力,还有一半原因是丁浩想要借着疯狂的忙碌,来使自己忘却心中的悲恸。 Knows after the news that Qi Qingshan and the others died, Ding Hao has not shed drop of tears. 知道弃青衫等人罹难的消息之后,丁浩没有流过一滴泪。 Now all matters have been solved, tomorrow must set out to leave Snow Province, this way remote water was long, solves 【Splitting Heavens Sword Sect】 After this biggest personal enemy, Ding Hao with the Great Thunder Sound Temple High Monk Jin Chanzi convergence, will go to Southern Region to seek for younger sister Ding Ke'er directly. 如今一切事情都已经解决,明天就要起身离开雪州了,这一去路遥水长,解决了【裂天剑宗】这个最大仇人之后,丁浩会直接和大雷音寺高僧金蝉子汇合,前往南域寻找妹妹丁可儿。 Before visiting, Ding Hao cannot bear arrived at here finally. 临幸之前,丁浩终于忍不住来到了这里。 „Master, Senior Brother Tang all that Sect has, told you? disciple has not lost face......” tears rolling to fall from the eye socket to you, Ding Hao leans above the tombstone, thought aloud. “师傅,唐师兄将宗门发生的一切,都告诉您了吧？弟子没有给您丢脸……”泪水从眼眶之中滚滚落下,丁浩斜倚在墓碑之上,自言自语。 After the tombstone Underground was dying the old person, after is crossed over, a first sincerity leads by the hand and helps the own elder. 在墓碑之后地下长眠着的这位老人,是穿越之后,第一个真心提携和帮助自己的长者。 If not for he has been paying attention to protect own in secret, only feared that in the past in primitive forest, own died under the Mu Tianyang sword, the today of where coming 【Blade Crazy Sword Foolish】? 若不是他一直在暗中关注保护着自己,只怕当年在原始森林之中,自己就已经死在了穆天养的剑下,哪里来的今日的【刀狂剑痴】？ Regarding Ding Hao, this is not good at expressing the feelings or disdains in expressing own sentiment old person, until now looks like the own family member is the same, pays attention to and helps own silently, never requests any report, coming out that Ding Hao can feel, if Li Jianyi and Tang Fulei care about own, because of the own remarkable Martial Dao Talent words, that Qi Qingshan is more like does not ask the elder of repayment to be ordinary. 对于丁浩来说,这位不善于表达感情或者是不屑于表达自己感情的老人,一直以来就像是自己的亲人一样,默默地关注和帮助自己,从来不要求任何的汇报,丁浩能够感觉的出来,如果说李剑意和唐佛泪关心自己,是因为自己卓越的武道天赋的话,那弃青衫却更像是一位不求回报的长者一般。 Enters Sect first day beginning from own, because that ‚I love Inquiring Sword Sect’, among them has had the indissoluble bond. 从自己进入宗门的第一天开始,因为那句‘我爱问剑宗’,两人之间就结下了不解之缘。 „I am really regrettable, Master, you had not noticed that disciple kills the four directions greatly, has not seen the disciple pupil surpasses the teacher...... Tomorrow, I must temporarily leave Inquiring Sword Sect, this goes not to know that will experience anything, how long also does not know, can come back, next time comes to see you, does not know that was, therefore tonight, our grandfather and grandchild drink to one's heart's content happily......” “我真的非常非常遗憾,师傅,您没有看到徒儿大杀四方,没有看到徒儿青出于蓝……明天,我就要暂时离开问剑宗了,这一去也不知道会经历什么,也不知得过多长时间,才能回来,下一次来看您,不知道是什么时候了,所以今晚,咱们爷俩痛痛快快地开怀畅饮……” Ding Hao scatters a piece of wine toward the ground, then the raising head big mouth drinks next. 丁浩往地面上撒一片酒浆,然后仰头大口饮下一口。 In the air is filling the wine. 空气之中弥漫着酒香。 Ding Hao is slightly drunk, the vision is dim. 丁浩微醺,目光朦胧。 At this moment, the distant place just likes in the silver sand common moonlight, a clear and attractive refined form, imitates, if moonlight Fairy Maiden is ordinary, slowly walks. 就在这时,远处犹如银沙一般的月光之中,一个清丽脱俗的身影,仿若是月色仙子一般,缓缓地走来。 „Has drunk these many liquor? Sad?” clear and attractive form slowly sat side Ding Hao's, tucked in the skirt pendulum, was holding the knees, looks at Ding Hao by a strange vision. “喝了这么多酒？心情不好？”清丽身影缓缓地坐在了丁浩的身边,撩起裙摆,抱着双膝,以一种奇异的目光看着丁浩。 Ding Hao smiled, has filled one, the opens mouth spouts liquor air/Qi, said: „Well? Little Lan don't you have mysophobia? Tonight how to sit on the soil unexpectedly directly Ah?” 丁浩笑了笑,又灌了一口,张口喷出一口酒气,道:“咦？小兰你不是有洁癖吗？怎么今天晚上居然直接坐到了泥土上啊？” Li Lan has not spoken, suddenly has seized the beverage bottle in Ding Hao hand, raises the swan nape of the neck generally fair gently beautiful neck, thump thump drinks the wine in gulps. 李兰没有说话,突然夺过丁浩手中的酒瓶,扬起天鹅脖颈一般白皙柔美的脖子,咕咚咕咚大口大口地饮下酒浆。 Rare boldness that she drinks, the dark-green liquor fluid following that fine fairly just likes the semi-transparent jade common lower jaw flows, wet the neckband of short Chinese-style jacket skirt, following the fair flesh and fine attractive collar bone, flows the chest directly. 她喝的罕见的豪放,碧绿色的酒液顺着那精致白皙犹如羊脂玉一般的下颌流淌下来,湿了襦裙的领口,顺着白皙的肌肤和精致漂亮的锁骨,直接流淌进胸口。 „cough cough coughed......” Li Lan to cough suddenly fiercely: „Originally the liquor is not really tasty.” “咳咳咳……”李兰突然剧烈地咳嗽了起来:“原来酒真的不好喝。” „Drinks these many liquor? Sad?” Ding Hao is spurting the liquor air/Qi, sent back this sentence. “喝这么多酒？心情不好？”丁浩喷着酒气,原封不动地将这句话又送了回去。 Li Lan had not received the this sentence stubble. 李兰没有接过这句话茬。 She calmly sits in front of the tombstone, raise one's head looks at the bright moonlight, spooky tunnel: „Ding Hao, do you know? I from the life, am a girl, what a pity the father wholeheartedly wants a boy, inherits his will, becomes Inquiring Sword Sect's next Sect Leader, it is said after I was born the same day, the father once a person before the Separate Sword Cliff cliff, being dead drunk of drinking, since that also has been he really many years, the first time gets drunk own......” 她静静地坐在墓碑前,抬头看着皎洁的月光,幽幽地道:“丁浩,你知道吗？我从一生下来,就是一个女孩,可惜父亲一心想要一个男孩,来继承他的意志,成为问剑宗的下一任掌门,据说在我出生之后的当日,父亲曾一个人在分剑岩悬崖之前,喝的酩酊大醉,那也是他真么多年以来,第一次将自己灌醉……” Ding Hao has hit the liquor belch, hands over the beverage bottle in hand, mumbled: „Does Sect Leader Jianyi regard men as superior to women unexpectedly? Even if the girl, can become Martial Dao powerhouse, can wield the Sect power!” 丁浩打了个酒嗝,将手中的酒瓶递过去,嘟囔道:“剑意掌门居然重男轻女？就算是女孩子,也可以成为武道强者,也可以执掌宗门大权啊！” The Li Lan vision is dim, has filled a big wine maliciously, this time has not coughed, sighs: „Has the Snow Province earth, how could left Female Powerhouse female Sect Leader? Except that 【Heaven Sound Valley】 Since Sect that this declined at that time day by day, a lot of years, has been controlling the person of this stretch of earth, are the men.” 李兰目光朦胧,又狠狠地灌了一大口酒浆,这一次没有咳嗽,叹息道:“雪州大地,何曾出过女强者女掌门？除了【天音谷】这样当时日趋没落的宗门,千百年以来,主宰着这片大地的人,都是男人。” Ding Hao has not said anything again. 丁浩没有再说什么。 He knows what Li Lan said is fact, in the Snow Province history, includes Female Powerhouse of control rank. 他知道李兰说的是事实,雪州历史上,真的是含有主宰级别的女强者。 „he he, afterward, the father does not know one set of mystique of where obtaining, changed my sex to be natural unexpectedly, was only the change in surface, he wants to make me a boy, this can realize his dream, after particularly afterward I showed extremely high Martial Study Talent, he was happier, but mother therefore has actually had a falling out with the father, almost broke off thoroughly......” “呵呵,后来,父亲不知道从哪里得到的一套秘法,居然改变了我的性别当然,只是表面上的改变,他还是想让我成为一个男孩,这样就可以实现他的梦想了,尤其是后来当我展现出极高的武学天赋之后,他更加高兴了,可是母亲却因此和父亲闹翻了,几乎彻底决裂……” Li Lan was saying, drinks the next liquor. 李兰说着,又喝下一口酒。 Is feeling that ** throats of spicy liquid from the mouth wells up, Li Lan has not been this moment wants to pour out likely like this. 感受着那**辣的液体从口中喉间一涌而过,李兰从来没有像是这一刻这样想要倾诉。 „Few people know that I actually am a girl, from being born later second day beginning, I am regarded as the boy raise, the father expects from me is very high, therefore is also very harsh, because the status is special, I little appear in the line of sight of people, from practicing martial arts first day beginning, personally is taught me by the father, that time I, some lot were not clear, does not understand why mother occasionally came to see my time, the father will leave, does not understand why I know obviously own was a girl, may actually probably likely be boy such wear appearance, handled boy this matter of doing......” “很少有人知道,我其实是一个女孩子,从出生之后的第二天开始,我就被当做是男孩子养,父亲对我期望很高,所以也就十分苛刻,因为身份特殊,我很少出现在人们的视线之中,从练武的第一天开始,就由父亲亲自来教我,那个时候的我,有很多事情都不明白,不明白为什么母亲偶尔来看我的时候,父亲都会离开,不明白为什么我明明知道自己是个女孩子,可却要像是男孩子那样穿着打扮,做男孩子该做的事情……” „To afterward slowly grew up, beginning is clearer the matter......” “到后来慢慢长大一些,开始明白一些事情……” „Every day night, takes off the clothes to soak own , in hot bucket, I will sob quietly, that set of mystique makes me have the Adam's apple, lets sound rough and bold that I spoke, let my figure is the man so is likely thin straightly, but I actually know that own was a girl, when even if I wore the clothes, looks like many likely is the boy, but when I took off the clothes, I actually soberly know that I was a girl......” “每天夜晚,脱去衣服将自己泡在热水桶里的时候,我都会悄悄哭泣,那一套秘法让我有喉结,让我说话的声音粗狂,让我身形像是男人那样削瘦笔直,但是我却知道,自己是个女孩子,哪怕当我穿上衣服的时候,看起来多像是男孩子,但当我脱去衣服的时候,我却清醒地知道,我是个女孩子……” „Sometimes thought that the life looks like a nightmare, I am acting one not to belong to my character.” “有的时候觉得,生活就像是一场噩梦,我在扮演一个不属于我的角色。” „But I very much respect my father, I know him what price to promote Inquiring Sword Sect has paid, I know that actually his deep in one's heart, likes loving very much very much my, but he loves Inquiring Sword Sect...... Therefore these years, I silently according to such have done, many time I who he hopes am thinking, since cannot wear the skirt to put on a round of hairpin, that forgot that own is a woman, helping the father complete his dream well also......” “但我还是很尊敬我的父亲,我知道他为了振兴问剑宗付出了什么样的代价,我知道其实他内心深处,是很爱很爱我的,只是他更爱问剑宗……所以这些年,我一直都默默地按照他所希望的那样做,很多次我都在想,既然不能穿上裙子戴上发簪,那就忘记自己是个女人吧,帮父亲去完成他的梦想也不错……” „To me by another status, becomes Sect Registered Disciple, I met you...... he he, Ding Hao, said that perhaps you do not believe that when I see your first eye, I know that perhaps I cannot likely be such become Inquiring Sword Sect young one generation of first who the father thinks, because I am inferior to you to be outstanding, although at that time, my true strength, be higher than you much are too too more than!” “一直到我以另一个身份,成为宗门记名弟子的一员,我遇见了你……呵呵,丁浩,说起来你也许不会相信,当我看到你的第一眼,我就知道,我也许不能像是父亲想的那样成为问剑宗年青一代的第一人了,因为我不如你优秀,虽然那个时候,我真正的实力,要比你高出太多太多！” „at first, I have the hostility to you, but afterward...... You are really a repugnant fellow, my beginning had and you unexpectedly slowly became the thought of friend!” “一开始,我对你抱有敌意,不过后来……你真是个讨厌的家伙呢,我居然慢慢地开始有了和你成为朋友的念头！” „Afterward, you looked like hid the pointed cone in cloth sack are the same, outstanding Talent that displayed, has alarmed entire Sect eventually, had the Qi Qingshan founder's support...... I want in afterward, the father he also to understand, no longer hope to place my body, but is gradually beginning pays attention to you to come, perhaps he thought that you can help him complete the dream of own!” “再后来,你就像是藏在布袋里的尖锥一样,表现出的卓绝天赋,终究惊动了整个宗门,也得到了弃青衫祖师的支持……我想在后来,父亲他也想明白了吧,不再将希望放在我一个人的身上,而是渐渐地开始关注起你来,也许他觉得,你可以帮助他完成自己的梦想！” „Once for sometime, I hated you to hate to clench jaws, because of your appearance, my existence as if lost the significance, my front 15 year is a man by a daughter body, pays such big price, goal that must achieve, because of your appearance, as if beginning becomes meaningless, in father's eyes, you are a more appropriate candidate, beginning substitutes for me, what am I? What do my these pay are? I become the male non- men and women not female, has become a monster, what is this?” “曾经有一段时间,我恨你恨得咬牙切齿,因为你的出现,我的存在似乎失去了意义,我前面十五年以一个女儿身做一个男人,付出这么大的代价,所要达到的目标,因为你的出现,似乎开始变得没有意义,在父亲的眼中,你是更合适的人选,开始取代我,那我算什么？我那些付出算什么？我变得男不男女不女,成了一个怪物,这又算什么？” „But you are really a too repugnant fellow, making the person hate, cannot hate.” “可你真的是一个太讨厌的家伙,让人恨,也恨不起来。” „Afterward I think, if my existence lost the significance, that is a woman, perhaps is a good choice, does not need to shoulder that heavy shoulder pole, does not need to live for others......” “后来我想,如果我的存在失去了意义,那重新做回一个女人,也许是一个不错的选择吧,再也不用肩负那么重的担子,不用为了别人而活……” „The father who I love, loves my mother, because only then she, has abandoned other senseless responsibility and anticipations, is only at a mother's angle, is caring about me silently, I fall into each time feels helpless confusedly, she would immediately appearing in my front, with most gentle and soft words, helping me untie all pain in heart......” “我爱的父亲,更爱我的母亲,因为只有她,才是抛弃了其他无谓的责任和期待,只是以一个母亲的角度,默默地关心着我,每次我陷入迷茫不知所措的时候,她总会第一时间出现在我的面前,用最温柔的话语,帮我解开心中的一切痛苦……” Here time, Li Lan has almost drunk up all liquor in bottle. 说到这里的时候,李兰几乎已经喝完了瓶中的所有酒。 The bottle of wines that Ding Hao ferments, are partial in the jam type, the number of degree is not high, the taste is gentle, but the one breath drinks these many, even if the alcohol capacity good person, must be drunk. 丁浩酿制的这瓶酒浆,偏向于果酱类型,度数不高,口感柔和,但一口气喝这么多,就算是酒量再好的人,也得醉。 Li Lan at this time, the look is a blur, but intelligence actually very astonishingly sober. 李兰这个时候,眼神已经是一片迷离,不过神智却很惊人地清醒。 „Your this liquor...... Too few, hee hee, I also prepared one bottle......” to say luckily, she from storage space, takes out liquor bottle gourd, Ding Hao at present one brightly, because that Qi Qingshan once has carried never leaves liquor bottle gourd of body. “你这酒……太少了,嘻嘻,幸亏我也准备了一瓶……”说着,她从储物空间之中,取出一个酒葫芦,丁浩眼前一亮,因为那正是弃青衫曾经一直携带从不离身的酒葫芦。 Li Lan has filled own one greatly, then throws to Ding Hao liquor bottle gourd, continued. 李兰大大地灌了自己一口,然后将酒葫芦抛给丁浩,继续自顾自地说了起来。 „I think that mother also very much loves certainly the father, although they have broken off, but I pay attention to have been to mother the look that looks at the father back time, that is what kind of look...... Under comforting of mother, I suddenly thought that Ding Hao, your appearance, is the heaven is perhaps doomed, on god knows I, even if becomes a boy, is unable to achieve father's wish, therefore it makes you substitute for me, making you realize father's wish, but I, as if finally can obtain the until now hope free......” “我想母亲一定也很爱父亲,虽然他们决裂了,但是我注意到过母亲在看父亲背影时候的眼神,那是怎么样一种眼神啊……在母亲的宽慰之下,我突然觉得,丁浩,也许你的出现,是上天注定的,上天知道我即便是成为一个男孩子,也无法达成父亲的心愿,所以它就让你来取代我,让你来实现父亲的心愿,而我,也似乎终于可以得到一直以来期盼的自由了……” Here time, Li Lan as if beginning has been drunk, figure slowly inclined, poured in the Ding Hao's shoulder. 说到这里的时候,李兰似乎开始醉了,身形缓缓地倾斜过来,倒在了丁浩的肩头。