The people are very tiny, therefore pursues the eternal desire is not detected by human the strength of carved in the marrow of human. 人很渺小,所以追求永恒的欲望被人类自己都没有察觉到的力量刻进了人类的骨髓中。 From permanent does not know when human had the wisdom to start, by present at this moment, from ignorance to science, people are pursuing eternal. 从恒远不知什么时候人类拥有了智慧开始,到此时此刻的现在,从愚昧到科学,人们都在追求永恒。 But is very obvious, the eternal life is not the domain that human can touch, human has not conquered the nature, why touched these to exceed the strength outside nature. 可很显然,永生并不是人类可以触碰的领域,人类连大自然都没有征服,凭什么去触碰这些超越了自然之外的力量。 Therefore the multiplication, becomes the cell pursue immortal way, is the only way. 所以繁衍,成为了细胞追求永生的方式,也是唯一的方式。 From the perspective of some pseudo-science, blooming of each life essence, can be regarded as a life pursue to be eternal, gets rid of the escape of shackles. 从某种伪科学的角度来看,每一次生命精华的绽放,都可以看作是一次生命追求永恒,摆脱桎梏的逃逸。 Every so often the behavior of this escape is meaningless, so long as succeeds one time, is meaningful. 很多时候这种逃逸的行为都是毫无意义的,但只要成功一次,那么就是有意义的。 In fact human is completed eternal through such way, keeps people from discovering that only, possibly is only the cell that this success escapes cannot carry human already the memory. 实际上人类正在通过这样的方式完成永恒,唯一让人们自己无法发现的,可能只是这个成功逃逸的细胞并不能携带人类已经拥有的记忆。 All are make a fresh start, he / she forgot he / she once was part in our body, even was we. 一切都是重新开始,他/她忘记了他/她曾经是我们身体中的一部分,甚至就是我们自己。 The reason that because we also certain we do not know, and „main body” separates „me” with ethics and other things, becomes „descendant” and „this I”. 我们也因为某些我们自己都不知道的原因,用伦理等东西把“我”和“本体”割裂开,成为了“后代”和“本我”。 Person who the senior priest is one has the knowledge, his knowledge does not use in the scientific study, is partial in the idealist philosophy. 老祭司是一个有知识的人,他的知识不是用在科学研究上,更偏向于唯心的哲学。 He also in pursue eternal life, when he discovered own child is unreliable, he decided that trains a true successor with not the much time. 他也在追求永生,当他发现自己的孩子已经靠不住的时候,他决定用不多的时间来培养一个真正的继承者。 He must look that another grow, forever going on living. 他要看着另外一个自己成长起来,永远的活下去。 Ruika does not know oneself encountered in history the most fearful threat, he is opening the lying body with one group of young people. 瑞卡并不知道自己遇到了有史以来最可怕的威胁,他正在和一群年轻人开趴体。 In the federal social culture is flooding the hedonism, perhaps because of this hedonism, multiplied the initial escapism. 联邦的社会文化中充斥着享乐主义,也许正是因为这种享乐主义,才滋生了最初的逃避主义。 „Your father not like you described.”, A girl sits in the corner, in her hand is clamping varicolored, the body has the vibration of rhythm. “你的父亲不像你描述的那样。”,一个女孩坐在墙角,她的手里夹着杂色,身体有节奏的抖动着。 The varicolored nicotine content is several times of cigarette, but is also lower than the pure color, suits inspiration within the body, but does not suit everyone. 杂色的尼古丁含量是香烟的数倍,但又比纯色低,适合吸入体内,但并不适合所有人。 Has to write in the varicolored packing box, this thing not suitable young people under 22 years old, including some ingredients can suppress the body growth of young people. 在杂色的包装盒上就有写着,这个玩意不适合22岁以下的年轻人,其中有一些成分会抑制青少年的身体成长。 Actually according to every time the idea of company, some people will not like such „to” the tobacco product, the ordinary fresh smoke is enough, will people like such fearful tobacco product? 其实按照每时每刻公司的想法,不会有人喜欢这么“冲”的烟草制品,普通的生烟就已经足够了,人们怎么会喜欢这么可怕的烟草制品？ But the fact is people likes, this looks like these people of excessive drinking, they will drink from more than 20 degrees liquor to 30 degrees quickly, 40 degrees and even higher. 可事实是人们就是喜欢,这就像是那些酗酒的人,他们很快就会从二十多度的酒饮用到三十度,四十度甚至更高。 The tolerance of body makes them have to enhance certain to the dosage of addiction ingredient, obtains more pleasant sensations. 身体的耐受性让他们不得不提高某些至瘾成分的剂量,来获得更多的快感。 The alcohol is this, the nicotine is also. 酒精是这样,尼古丁也是。 After rounds of striking throat feelings, is the long aftertaste, the whole person as if in that swallowed to spit to put with ease. 一轮轮的击喉感之后就是长长的余韵,整个人似乎在那一吞一吐之间放轻松了下来。 She is smiling, a little teased, meaning that also a little ridiculed, Ruika always describes his father unusual was great. 她笑着,有点调侃,也有点嘲笑的意味,瑞卡总是把他的父亲描述的非常了不起。 After may see the person, will discover that is an emaciated man old before his time of short person, on the tattoo besides face is a little scary, nothing special, even might as well average person. 可见到了人之后才会发现,那就是一个矮个子的瘦弱小老头,除了脸上的刺青有点吓人之外,没有什么特别,甚至还不如普通人。 Several 20 years old, are the most peaks of rebel, this time children are in the body gradually to move toward the mature stage. 十几二十岁,正是叛逆的最巅峰,这个时候的孩子们正处于身体逐渐走向成熟的阶段。 This means that they can handle the matter that could not achieve in childhood, but their thought leave maturely are very far. 这意味着他们可以做更多小时候做不到的事情,但他们的思想离成熟还远得很。 They will make some foolish matters, the foolish matter, if after greatly troublesome, they will treat as in this life the interesting story, self-ridiculed that also said listens proudly to others. 他们会做一些蠢事,傻事,如果不出大麻烦的话以后他们会把这当做人生中有趣的阅历,自嘲又骄傲的说给别人听。 But if they had an accident, that is the root of their life regret. 可如果他们出事了,那就是他们人生后悔的根源。 „Shut up, women's watch!” “闭嘴吧,女表子！” Girl indifferent smiling, her family is not good, after parental divorce , the judge sentenced her to her mother. 女孩无所谓的笑着,她的家庭本身就不好,父母离婚后法官把她判给了她的母亲。 Afterward her mother had a boyfriend, that cheap person sneaked in her quilt one night. 后来她的母亲有了一个男朋友,那个贱人有天晚上钻进了她的被子里。 Has not even voiced regarding this matter her mother, looks like anything not to know such. 对于这件事她的母亲甚至都没有发声,就像是什么都不知道那样。 Actually she knows, she does not know how to go facing this situation. 其实她知道,她只是不知道如何去面对这种情况。 That man indeed is a bastard, but he provided mother and daughter two people in the space that in this society survives. 那个男人的确是个混蛋,但是他提供了母女两个人在这个社会上生存下去的空间。 He has the house, has the neat room and bed, has clean food, the place takes a bath, can watch the television, even spending money. 他有房子,有整洁的房间和床,有干净的食物,还有地方洗澡,能看电视,甚至还有零花钱。 If left that man, the woman does not have the place, she probably needs money that betrays the dignity to trade to support itself and daughter. 如果离开了那个男人,女人没有地方去,她可能需要出卖尊严才能换来养活自己和女儿的金钱。 When facing some difficulties some people become very great, some people become very selfish. 在面对一些困难时有些人会变得很伟大,有些人则会变得很自私。 Therefore the girl left that family, mixed with the young people on the street in one. 于是女孩离开了那个家庭,在街上和年轻人们混在了一起。 They tired were stranded pried open do not have the house that the person lives, rests in inside. 他们累了困了就去撬开一些没有人居住的房子,睡在里面。 Hungry found the way to look for the thing to eat to the street on, is really not good to betray body to trade an expense of life a time. 饿了就想办法到街上找东西吃,实在不行就出卖一次身体换来一点生活的费用。 Ruika is only the meal ticket of this group of young people, they follow to disguise behind Ruika are the followers, can mix to eat to mix to drink also has the place to live. 瑞卡只是这伙年轻人的饭票而已,他们跟在瑞卡后面假装是信徒,能混吃混喝还有地方住。 Bumps into holiday Ruika also to them a cash as a present, these days looks like lives simply in the heaven. 碰到节假日瑞卡还会给他们一点礼金,这段时间简直就像是活在天堂中。 Felt is very familiar? 是不是感觉到很熟悉？ In fact this time the girls in these streets, in every three people by such issue puzzle. 实际上这个时期那些街头上的女孩们,每三个人中就有一个被这样的问题困扰。 Looks at the expression on girl face, Ruika opened the pants zipper indifferently, the girl varicolored according to extinguishing on wall, serves for others, or sleeps with others, is one of ways she survives. 看着女孩脸上的表情,瑞卡拉开了裤子拉链,女孩无所谓的把杂色按灭在墙壁上,为别人服务,或者和别人睡觉,是她生存下去的方式之一。 Sometimes she a little will also regret, has that some scruple, if actually initially did not choose to leave, so long as perhaps were rested by a person, but almost everyone can rest her now. 有时候她也会有一点后悔,有那么一些迟疑,其实当初如果不选择离开,也许只要被一个人睡,但现在几乎人人都能睡她。 She does not know oneself elect is right, she only knows that this is the age that women's watch raises! 她不知道自己选的对不对,她只知道这是一个女表子养的年代！ A moment later, she spat saliva, takes varicolored that pressing to extinguish, inspires. 片刻之后,她吐了一口唾沫,把按灭的杂色拿起来,又吸了一口气。 The nicotine of excess made her whole person relax, in she behind that wall that covered entirely the mold most above, wiped the blazing sunlight to shoot from outside. 超量的尼古丁让她整个人都放松了下来,在她身后那面布满了霉菌的墙壁最上方,一抹炽烈的阳光从外面射了进来。 Outside is the Bupen street, the federal liveliest place, is called the place of heaven. 外面就是布佩恩的街道,联邦最繁华的地方,被人们称作为天国的地方。 Why does not know, she to the straight distance of heaven is less than two meters, actually as if cannot arrive at that side forever. 可不知道为什么,她离天国的直线距离不到两米,却仿佛永远都到不了那边。 In the evening, in the mood is not very happy Ruika goes home, he had pawned the gem completely, altogether 220,000. 晚上,心情不是很愉快的瑞卡回到了家里,他把宝石已经全部典当了,一共二十二万。 He told that antique store boss is not the dirty goods, as but before the opposite party pressed was very dead, it, when the dirty goods treated. 他告诉了那个古董店老板这个不是脏货,但对方依旧压的很死,把它当脏货对待。 Changing several places is this price, he can only sell out with the inexpensive price these background legitimate gems. 换了几个地方都是这个价,他只能把那些来路合法的宝石用廉价的价格卖掉了。 These money can also make him support previous some time. 这些钱还能让他撑上一段时间。 Goes home the time senior priest to watch the television, saw that Ruika came back the later senior priest to look at one, took back the vision. 回到家中的时候老祭司正在看电视,见到瑞卡回来之后老祭司只是看了一眼,就收回了目光。 At heart somewhat agitated Ruika remove his pastor to take, after casting a sidelong glance slantingly was looking at a senior priest, arrives at the bar, gave itself but actually one glass of strong liquor. 心里有些烦躁的瑞卡撤掉了他的牧师服,斜睨着看了一眼老祭司后走到吧台边,给自己倒了一杯烈酒。 „We soon did not have money......”, strong liquor entered in the stomach following the throat, as if fire is firing him. “我们快要没钱了……”,一口烈酒顺着喉咙进入胃中,仿佛有一股火在灼烧着他。 He said himself the words that wanted to speak, „you and did my these elder brothers have the relation?” 他说出了自己想要说的话,“你和我的那些哥哥还有没有联系？” „If any, making them make some money to come!” “如果有的话,让他们弄一些钱来！” Ruika these elder brothers are the priests, so long as is the priest, certainly is very rich. 瑞卡的那些哥哥都是祭司,只要是祭司,就一定很有钱。 They are exempted from tax, exempt the penalty, no one dares to offend them at will, very rich. 他们免税,免刑罚,也没有人敢随意的冒犯他们,一个个都非常的有钱。 Every year the followers will offer various types of gold vessels! 每年信徒们都会奉上各种金器！ Senior priest has not returned, „I have not given in the position them any, therefore they will not send any money to me.” 老祭司头也没有回,“我没有把位置让给他们中的任何一个,所以他们不会给我送来任何钱。” For the last time plundering wealth, he has not passed to oneself the position like his „father”, but sold that position through the way of selection. 为了最后一次掠夺财富,他没有像他的“父亲”那样把位置传给自己,而是通过选拔的方式把那个位置卖了出去。 The gold vessel that who consecrates are most, who is the next big priest. 谁供奉的金器最多,谁就是下一任大祭司。 It can be imagined, these were fantasizing since then becomes priests of side big priest how crazily, they use all consecration gold. 可想而知,那些幻想着从此成为一方大祭司的祭司们会多么的疯狂,他们倾尽所有的供奉黄金。 The big priest chose giving most, then gave Lynch the gold. 大祭司选了一个给的最多的,然后把黄金都交给了林奇。 „I remember that I yesterday to you one bag of gems, where they to?” “我记得我昨天才给你一袋宝石,它们到哪去了？” Through with the conversation of Lynch, he knows how the federal price is. 通过和林奇的交谈,他知道了联邦的物价到底是怎样的。 1 million, enough average person used for a lifetime. 一百万,足够一个普通人用上一辈子了。 Many families 2-3 gain is less than 1 million! 很多家庭2-3代人都赚不到一百万！ That bag gem, little said that can sell 400,000-500,000, this money even enough he had a comfortable old age in the federation, is very calm, very abundant that. 那袋子宝石,少说能卖个400,000-500,000,这笔钱甚至都足够他在联邦安度晚年了,很从容,很富足的那种。 Ruika some are impatient, „I deposited in them the safe-deposit vaults of bank......”, he has not corrected senior priest „” perhaps the view, did this fill some small guilt in his heart exactly? 瑞卡有些不耐烦,“我把它们存进了银行的保险库中……”,他没有纠正老祭司“给”的这个说法,也许这恰好填补了他内心中的一些小小的愧疚？ If his some words. 如果他有的话。 He more looked that the senior priest does not jump over pleasing to the eyes, he is not a filial child. 他越看老祭司越不顺眼,他一直就不是一个孝顺的孩子。 When Nagat Leir, he frequently these saintesses suffering lethal, the murder seeks pleasure to him is not description, that is his pleasure is. 在纳加利尔的时候,他经常把那些圣女给折磨致死,杀人取乐对于他来说根本就不是一种形容,那就是他的乐趣所在。 Whenever he starts to choose the saintess time, even if has treated for several years in the temple, has become the numb saintess to start the obvious performance the frightened look, will evade his choice in the way of feces and urine/size then incontinence. 每当他开始挑选圣女的时候,即便是在神庙里已经待了几年,早就变得麻木的圣女都会开始明显的表现出恐惧的神色,甚至会以大小便失禁的方式来躲过他的挑选。 A so tyrannical person, is never a good person. 如此暴虐的一个人,从来就不是一个好人。 Always offers a sacrifice to Sikong both hands, this and he is expected completely different. 老祭司空着双手来的,这和他预料中的完全不同。 He thinks that the senior priest can lead he himself and elder brothers' property comes, that inevitably is the innumerable wealth, therefore he always says to these young people, after his father came, the heaven will arrive. 他以为老祭司会带着他自己和哥哥们的财产过来,那必然是数不清的财富,所以他总是对那些年轻人说,他的父亲来了之后,天国就会降临。 Not? 可不是吗？ Million wealth ten million/countless will be inherited by him, wasn't the heaven arrives? 数以百万千万的财富都将由他继承,可不就是天国降临了吗？ He even can the title play to oneself do a Pope patriarch and so on, so long as the follower is enough, he will proclaim some people not to feel excess that he will make. 他甚至能给自己搞一个教宗牧首之类的头衔玩玩,只要信徒足够,他自封都不会有人觉得他做的过分。 But now, his anything has not obtained, without the gold, without the wealth, the deep disappointment, as well as withstands because of the dropping variance, teased the vision of taunt from the little friends. 可现在,他什么都没有得到,没有黄金,没有财富,只有深深的失望,以及因落差而承受的,来自小伙伴们调侃嘲讽的目光。 He feels himself very injured! 他觉得自己很受伤！ In the subconscious, he thinks that the senior priest definitely has the matter to deceive him, or he actually also has money, but has not taken. 在潜意识中,他认为老祭司肯定有事情骗他,或者说他其实还有钱,但没有拿出来。 Thinks of here, his drinks up the strong liquor in cup, then arrived at the television, switched off the television. 想到这里,他一口把杯子里的烈酒喝完,接着走到了电视边上,关掉了电视。 „Our present money are very intense, watching the television can make us undertake the extra electrical bill, therefore you do not need it!” “我们现在的钱很紧张,看电视会让我们承担额外的电费,所以你不需要它！” „Now, goes to your room to sleep, you must be familiar with here life!” “现在,回你的房间里睡觉,你得习惯这边的生活！”