BTD :: Volume #7

#613: Short and happy( fourth)

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The original one year ago Su Ming, just before leaving his Cultivation only restored one layer, he of this moment return, already restored nearly 60%, but in any event , he is he. 5 原创一年前的苏铭,临走时他的修为只恢复了一层,此刻归来的他,已然恢复到了近乎六成,但无论如何,他,还是他。5 Brother Gou Sheng in that Little Chou'er mouth, is in that Little Chou'er parents, thin and weak, but actually sensible youth. 还是那个小丑儿口中的狗剩哥哥,还是那个小丑儿爹娘目中,瘦弱但却懂事的少年。 Su Ming stands outside the house, lifts the hand, has knocked the door of house gently. 苏铭站在屋舍外,抬起手,轻轻地敲了敲屋舍的门。 Sound that knocks on a door, is very slight in sobbing of this wind and snow, is not clear in the outside hear, may in the room, be able to hear clearly. 那敲门的声音,在这风雪的呜咽里很轻微,在外面听不清晰,可在屋子里,能听得清楚。 „Who......” a weak sound, spreads from that house, this sound is Little Chou'er, but that sound appears somewhat does not have the strength. “谁啊……”一个微弱的声音,从那屋舍内传出,这声音是小丑儿的,只是那声音显得有些没有力气。 „Is I.” Su Ming in a soft voice to open mouth. “是我。”苏铭轻声开口。 His sound after spreading, in that house is suddenly peaceful, in a while, door by person in inside fierce opening, in the gate of this house opened checks, wind and snow has blown, is curling the snowflake that howls from outside, is only Su Ming that thin and weak body, at this moment is the same like the mountain, is preventing behind wind, causes that wind...... Cannot blow his body, cannot blow that to visit him at this moment, in the eye has Little Chou'er that the pleasantly surprised tears flow. 他的声音在传出后,那屋舍内骤然间安静下来,没过多久,房门被人在里面猛的打开,在这屋舍的门被打开的一刹,风雪从外呼啸的吹了进去,卷着雪花,只是苏铭那瘦弱的身躯,此刻如山一样,阻挡着身后的风,使得那风……吹不过他的身体,吹不到那此刻怔怔的看着他,眼中有惊喜的泪水流淌的小丑儿。 „Brother Gou Sheng!” Little Chou'er has cried, went forward to grasp Su Ming, Su Ming was patting her back gently, with own body, went to continue to prevent the wind and snow for her. “狗剩哥哥！”小丑儿哭了出来,上前一把抱住了苏铭,苏铭轻轻地拍着她的背,用自己的身子,去为她继续阻挡风雪。 „Little Chou'er does not cry, quick one year has not seen, high many.” Su Ming gentle smiling, saying, when he gains ground, he saw in that house, stands a couple there. “小丑儿不哭,快一年没看到,个头高了不少。”苏铭柔和的笑着,说着,当他抬起头时,他看到了在那屋舍内,站在那里的一对夫妇。 The trace that the circulation that the iron grey hair, more wrinkles, that years doubles stays behind slightly, the body of Goulou, the thin face, in that tears, opens must say anything's lip. 灰白色的头发,更多的皱纹,还有那岁月似加倍的流转留下的痕迹,微微岣嵝的身子,消瘦的脸,还有那泪水中,张开的似要说些什么的唇。 This is the Little Chou'er father. 这是小丑儿的父亲。 Nearby that female, the hair was whiter, the beautiful appearance only then vaguely, looks is not clear, her tears fall. But on the face has actually revealed one, making Su Ming think that is this in society most beautiful smile. 一旁的那女子,头发白了很多,美丽的容颜只有依稀,看不清晰了,她的泪水落下。但脸上却露出了一幕,让苏铭觉得是这世间最美丽的微笑。 „Went home, on you......” “回家了,就等你呢……” Simple a few words, making the Su Ming's heart be warmed all of a sudden fill the air, he drew Little Chou'er to walk, closed after the door of house, looks at this ordinary whole family, Su Ming kneels there at present. 简简单单的一句话,让苏铭的心一下子被温暖弥漫,他拉着小丑儿走了过去,将屋舍的门关上后,看着眼前这平凡的一家人,苏铭跪在了那里。 „Father. Mother. Gou Sheng came back......” “爹。娘。狗剩回来了……” A warmth, in this moment, scattered just now to inject the cold wind in room. Scattered outside snow to be cold, causes in this room, filled the air has been able to melt the cold winter the warmth. 一种温馨,在这一刻,驱散了方才吹入到房间内的寒风。驱散了外面的雪冷,使得这屋子里,弥漫了可以融化寒冬的温暖。 That night. The Little Chou'er laughter was the same like the past years, in this warm reverberated, Little Chou'er father that gentle vision, always looks on Su Ming's, Little Chou'er mother, then has put out a cotton-wadded jacket from the house, that was she sews personally, for him, sewed. 这一夜。小丑儿的笑声如当年一样,在这温暖中回荡,小丑儿父亲那慈祥的目光,总是在苏铭的身上看去,还有小丑儿母亲,则是从屋舍里拿出了一件棉袄,那是她亲手缝制的,为他,缝制的。 Puts on Su Ming of that cotton-wadded jacket. It looks like such as a genuine young child, not sad, has not slaughtered, not complex, some are only warm, the warmth of whole family. 穿着那棉袄的苏铭。看起来如一个真正的少年孩童,没有哀伤,没有杀戮,没有复杂,有的只是温暖,那一家人的温暖。 That night family's lights, do not extinguish throughout. In that outside darkness, in blowing bugle and beating drums of that cold wind, its long-time existence, because makes it burn, perhaps is not the petroleum. But is in the family, that ordinary. Actually is the kinship of Su Ming hope. 这一夜家里的灯火,始终不灭。在那外面的黑暗里,在那寒风的吹打中,它长久的存在,因为使得它一直燃烧的,或许已经不是煤油。而是这一家人中,那平凡的。却是苏铭渴望的亲情。 Is that kinship, making this lights not extinguish, this kinship, Su Ming treasures, has placed the moral nature it completely, in as his happiness, remembers as him, does not permit the part of losing. 是那亲情,让这灯火不灭,这亲情,苏铭珍惜,将其全部放在了心底,作为他的美好,作为他记忆里,不允许失去的一部分。 In some memories, writes Little Chou'er, writes her father, mother, is his. 这部分记忆中,写着小丑儿,写着她的父亲,母亲,也是他的。 „I will be accompanying you, until the end of your years......” this was Su Ming in the past silently to Little Chou'er was speaking the words, is he now, in the innermost feelings, in that memory, writes one line of handwriting. “我会陪着你,直至你们岁月的终结……”这是苏铭当年默默对小丑儿说着的话语,也是他如今,在内心里,在那份记忆中,写着的一行字迹。 Happy, is most times short, perhaps because this in society had one to be called the lonely eye, it was not willing to look at too many happiness, therefore, it made happy and short, pities to snuggle up. 美好,在很多时候都是短暂的,因为这世间或许存在了一只叫做孤独的眼,它不愿去看太多的美好,所以,它让美好与短暂,相惜相偎。 Therefore the people will always say, short happy...... 故而人们总是会说,短暂的美好…… That night, after all had the conclusion time, such as that happy two characters, in short, existed had finished, Su Ming was unable to stay here for a long time, once because so, before his Cultivation has not restored, perhaps took to the family, is a life and death will leave. 这一夜,终归是有结束的时候,如那美好二字,在短暂中,也存在了结束,苏铭还不能长久的留在这里,因为一旦如此,在他修为还没有恢复前,或许带给这一家人的,将是一场生死离别。 He can do, remembers this short happiness, then...... Departure silently. 他能做的,是记住这短暂的美好,然后……默默的离去。 But he has left behind a person, lies on the small bed, has opened the both eyes person gradually, this person, is Chen Daxi, is the Little Chou'er elder brother, is a pitiful soul. 但他留下了一个人,一个躺在小床上,渐渐睁开了双眼的人,这个人,是陈大喜,是小丑儿的哥哥,是一个可怜的魂。 His appearance should be the touching type of middle age, but Su Ming does not exercise forbearance the Little Chou'er parents to be grieved, does not hold back Little Chou'er tears, he rather own Cultivation late restores some time, on the body of Chen Daxi, delivered the vitality, caused the Chen Daxi appearance, looked like, touches the type 20-year-old. 他的容颜本应该是中年的摸样,但苏铭不忍让小丑儿的爹娘心痛,不忍小丑儿的眼泪,他宁可自己的修为晚恢复一些时间,在陈大喜的身上,送予了生机,使得陈大喜的容颜,看起来,是20岁的摸样。 This is false, in that moment of it ten years of life conclusions, he will only turn into the appearance that its should have. 这是虚假的,在其唯有十年的生命结束的那一刻,他会变成其本该具备的样子。 Su Ming, left. 苏铭,离开了。 He has combed the body for the Little Chou'er parents, making their diseases diverge, after causing on the Little Chou'er face that birthmark is shallower, he has not gone to open the door of house, but takes a step, appeared outside the house. 他为小丑儿的爹娘梳理了身体,使得他们的疾病散去,使得小丑儿脸上那胎记更浅之后,他没有去推开屋舍的门,而是迈步间,出现在了屋舍外。 „If there is not opened that [say / way] leaving door, was equal to that I have not departed, then I will never open this door.” Su Ming's behind, is endless snowflake, that snowflake has covered him and Little Chou'er house a path, resembled the homeward journey, gradually became a white boundlessness. “如果没有推开那道离别的门,便等于是我没有离去的话,那么我永远不会去推开这个门。”苏铭的身后,是无尽的雪花,那雪花遮盖了他与小丑儿一家屋舍的道路,似断了归途,渐渐成为了一片白色的苍茫。 A Su Ming alone person, lonely walking in snowy area, more walks is farther, that snowflake falls on his hair, on body, on that cotton-wadded jacket...... Very cold, but in his heart is burying that warm, in this snow, can warm him, asking him to leave is farther. 苏铭独自一个人,孤独的走在雪地上,越走越远,那雪花落在他的头发上,身体上,还有那件棉袄上……很冷,可他的心中埋着那温暖,在这雪中,可以温暖着他,让他走的更远。 Su Ming went far away, walks in the white snow of this day place, has arrived at the old age until a person lonely, that vanishes in the form of world, in dreary, cannot see clearly gradually, changed to the snow gradually...... 苏铭远去了,走在这天地的白雪里,直至一个人孤独的走到了白头,那消失在天地的身影,在萧瑟中,渐渐看不清,渐渐化作了雪…… Sobbing of that snow wind, if fluttering of ocarina tune remote, falling gently of that snowflake, is this ocarina tune lyrics, was singing in this nihility, does not know singing sound that who can hear. 那雪风的呜咽,如一首埙曲的飘遥,那雪花的飘落,则是这埙曲的歌词,在这虚无里唱着,不知谁能听到的歌声。 In that singing sound, sang wind and snow to bury a city, sang the lonely powder to extinguish all lamps, what sang cannot see in the strangeness that whose setting sun, whose appearance, whose childhood several years...... 那歌声里,唱着风雪埋葬一座城,唱着孤独散灭所有的灯,唱的是看不到的陌生中,谁的夕阳,谁的容颜,谁的儿时十几年…… ...... …… After Su Ming departs, in Little Chou'er, in this deep sleep, that lies down Chen Daxi on bed, slowly has opened the eye, his has one to wipe confusedly, he thought himself to sleep, has had a very long very long dream. 在苏铭离去后,小丑儿一家中,在这沉睡里,那躺在床上的陈大喜,慢慢的睁开了眼,他的目中有一抹迷茫,他觉得自己睡了一觉,做了一个很长很长的梦。 Final in that dream, the sound reverberates, is this sound, led from the dream him, has brought back to the home. 那梦里的最后,有一个声音回荡,正是这声音,将他从梦里带了出来,带回了家。 „You were the person of death...... I can do, is helps you strive for ten years of life, with these ten years...... Accompanies your parents, your younger sister......” “你本是死亡之人……我能做的,是帮你争取十年的生命,用这十年……去陪伴你的爹娘,你的妹妹……” I do not know how this chapter finished, writes writes, suddenly the feelings of some returning to consciousness just before dying, really do not have other words and expressions to describe that for the time being such described. 我不知道这一章是怎么写完的,写着写着,忽然有种回光返照的感觉,实在没有其他的词语来形容,姑且这么形容吧。 The feeling has been full of the strength all of a sudden, may write writes, on the whole person deeper is exhausted, looks back this month, only has a character. 感觉一下子充满了力量,可写着写着,就整个人更深的疲惫下来,回首这一个月,唯有一个字。 With has nothing to do tired, I did not say...... To be continued 与累无关,我不说……未完待续
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