BTD :: Volume #14

#1383: In the dream does not know that the year was old

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„When you know you, you are not you, when you do not know you are you...... You, are you.” The sound that muttered reverberated in the Su Ming's ear, circles in his mind, became the thunder bang until these words, billowing rumbled in his mind, Su Ming's both eyes fierce opening. “当你知道你的时候,你不是你,当你不知道你是你的时候……你,才是你。”喃喃的声音在苏铭的耳边回荡,盘旋在他的脑海中,直至这句话成为了雷霆巨响,在他的心神内滚滚轰鸣而过,苏铭的双眼猛的睁开。 His forehead does not know when presented the sweat, outside sky is the silver, that is falling gently of snowflake, does not belong to the black nighttime sky that cladding in silvery white earth refracts. 他的额头不知何时出现了汗水,外面的天空是银色的,那是雪花的飘落,银装素裹的大地折射出的不属于黑的夜空。 Su Ming sits cross-legged to sit in pit hole that in a crack of mountain massif forms naturally, this is he after Seven Moons Sect speeds away to go to March, on this piece of as if boundless endless earth, Su Ming sits cross-legged to sit in meditation in this place, adjusts the aura. 苏铭盘膝坐在一处山体的裂缝天然形成的石洞内,这是他向着七月宗疾驰而去后的第三月,在这片仿佛无边无尽的大地上,苏铭于此地盘膝打坐,调整气息。 Here from Seven Moons Sect, is quite remote, even if this remote distance Su Ming's Cultivation is single layer Dao Divinity, may need nearly to go as before for several years. 这里距离七月宗,极为遥远,这种遥远的路程哪怕苏铭的修为是一重道神,可依旧需要近乎数年才可以前往。 Speeding away that therefore this all the way, he has not ceased, but rests from time to time, maintains own Cultivation is in the peak throughout, at this moment, he from sitting in meditation opens eyes. 故而这一路上,他没有毫不停息的疾驰,而是时而休息,保持自己的修为始终处于巅峰,此刻,他从打坐中睁开眼。 Silent looks at outside nighttime sky, before Su Ming has thought of itself that dream, he little has a dream, particularly when sits cross-legged sits in meditation, the dream will not appear, may, a moment ago appear. 沉默的看着外面的夜空,苏铭想到了自己之前的那个梦,他很少做梦,尤其是盘膝打坐时,梦更不会出现,可偏偏,刚才出现了。 In that dream only then Su Ming familiar words, the reverberation of this words, even if were this moment Su Ming has opened the eye, may surround in the ear as before, for a very long time was not loose. 那梦里只有一句苏铭熟悉的话语,这话语的回荡,即便是此刻苏铭睁开了眼,可依旧在耳边环绕,久久不散。 Silent, Su Ming has stood up body, went out of the pit hole, in that wind and snow, has left footprint, walked toward the distant place, has passed through the mountain, has passed through river by no means that until arriving at sunrise, when sunset dusk. He saw a city in the Su Ming's front. 沉默中,苏铭站起了身,走出了石洞,在那风雪里,留下了一路的脚印,向着远处走去,走过了山,走过了并非的河,直至走到了日出,当日落黄昏时。在苏铭的前方他看到了一座城池。 In dusk in that city, is brimming with the point lights, has the bustling sound to spread, a school lively...... When looks at that city, Su Ming has closed the eye, after the moment, opens, he toward the city walks. 那城池内的黄昏里,洋溢着点点的灯火,更有熙熙攘攘的声音传出,一派热闹……看着那城池,苏铭闭上了眼,片刻后睁开时,他向着城池走去。 Walks in the dusk, walks into city, big red lantern that each and every family overhangs. Many children laughed heartily the sound of bell kidded around, that brimmed in the entire city, the face that almost everybody smiled, making Su Ming remember...... In the ten years, each year of today, his teacher will be leading him. Arrives at a strange city, there, feels one type...... New year atmosphere. 走在黄昏中,走入城池内,家家户户高挂的大红灯笼。许多孩童欢笑嬉闹的银铃之声,还有那洋溢在整个城池内,几乎人人都微笑的面孔,让苏铭想起了……这十年里,每一年的今天,他的师尊都会带着他。来到一座陌生的城池,在那里,去感受一种……新年的气氛。 This is in the new year, is this year last day, when dusk , the dark night arrives. Until after Sun appears again, will be another year of new start. 这是新年,是这一年的最后一天,当黄昏过后,黑夜降临。直至太阳再一次出现后,将是又一年新的开始。 Every year this day. Is the ancient storehouse country whole nation joyful days, all cities in national territory, are having such atmosphere, the lantern that each and every family overhangs, is dispersing the ray in this wind and snow, resembles to drive away each homeland coldly, on the day of lets...... Night is not cold. 每年的这一天。都是古藏国举国欢庆的日子,国土内的所有城池,都充斥着这样的气氛,那家家户户高挂的灯笼,在这风雪里散着光芒,似可以把寒冷驱离每一个家园,让这一天……夜里不冷。 Su Ming walks in the city. Looks at all around, his lowered the head gradually. Until has arrived by an alley in corner, there...... The noodle stand, in this cold wind, the billowing boiling water raises the massive white clouds, that the old person who boils the surface, covers somewhat blurs. 苏铭走在城池内。看着四周,他的渐渐低下了头。直至走到了一处角落的胡同旁,那里……有一处面摊,在这寒风中,滚滚的沸水升起大量的白气,将那正在煮面的老人,遮盖的有些模糊起来。 The noodle stand is not big, only then 45 tables, has covered the snow like tent Ge Lian, may actually unable to block from too much winds, inside has 2-3 men to sit there, is eating the boiling hot noddles, is eating the hot water, as if can scatter coldly. 面摊不大,只有45张桌子,有一个如帐篷般的盖帘遮盖了雪,可却遮不住太多的风,里面有三两个汉子坐在那里,正吃着滚烫的面,喝着面汤,似乎可以驱散寒冷。 „Wu, this celebrates the new year greatly, you with several pots have not come out the old wine that you collect, making us taste foods newly in season.” When a man who eats the noddles, with a smile loud to open mouth, words white clouds that puts out, in this wind and snow is very obvious. “乌老,这大过年的,你还不把你珍藏的老酒拿几壶出来,让我们尝尝鲜儿。”吃面的一个汉子,笑着大声开口,话语时吐出的白气,在这风雪里很是明显。 „Your several.......” The old person who that is cooking the surface as if smiled, turns around to take out a wine pot, has placed on that table. “你们几个……罢了。”那正在煮面的老人似乎笑了笑,转身取出了一个酒壶,放在了那桌子上。 „Then right, several of us do not continue in vain today, accompanies you to celebrate the new year.” The guy takes up the wine pot immediately, drinks next hastily, said with a smile. “这才对嘛,也不枉我们几个今天继续过来,陪着您老过年。”那大汉立刻拿起酒壶,连忙喝下一口,笑着说道。 Su Ming, at this time, has walked into this noodle stand, sat by the furniture in corner, looks at outside wind and snow. 苏铭,就是在这时,走入了这处面摊,坐在了角落里的桌椅旁,看着外面的风雪。 „Shop owner, one bowl of surface.” “店家,一碗面。” The old person who cooks the surface turned head to look at Su Ming one, put out the bowl, abundant large bowl surface, but also has put some meat in inside, carried in front of Su Ming's. 煮面的老人回头看了苏铭一眼,拿出碗,盛了一大碗面,还多放了一些肉在里面,端到了苏铭的面前。 Su Ming looks at the surface on table, has eaten silently, the surface flavor is very good, the hot water is very hot, after entering the mouth, warm, as if in this wind and snow, no longer specially cold. 苏铭看着桌子上的面,默默的吃了起来,面的味道很不错,面汤很烫,入了口后暖暖的,似乎在这风雪里,也都不再特别的寒冷。 The time passes gradually, night when arrives, on the street could not see too many people, this is a holiday, is a day of family reunion, at this time, often the whole family in the same place, looks at the laughter of child, looks at the sparkle of candlelight, in this night, in warmth in that realizes the tender feeling between family members. 时间渐渐流逝,夜晚降临时,街道上已经看不到了太多的人,这是一个节日,也是一个阖家团圆的日子,这个时候,往往一家人都会在一起,看着孩童的嬉笑,看着烛火的闪耀,在这个夜晚,于那家中的温暖里,体会亲人之间的温情。 Compared with the wind and snow of outside, this warm almost everybody may have, is only Su Ming here...... No. 与外面的风雪比较,这温暖几乎人人可有,只是苏铭这里……没有。 Until this noodle stand place that several guys, when leaves, the wind of sobbing makes this tent make the sound, Su Ming sighs lightly. 直至这面摊处那几个大汉,也都离开时,呜咽的风让这帐篷发出呼啦呼啦的声音,苏铭轻叹。 „How to go home?” The old person who that cooks the surface, sits in the one side, took up a pot to heat old wine of meeting, after having drunk one, looked to Su Ming. “怎么不回家？”那煮面的老人,坐在一旁,拿起一壶温了一会的老酒,喝了一口后,看向苏铭。 „Could not find the road.” Su Ming is silent, said slowly. “找不到路。”苏铭沉默,缓缓说道。 „Could not find the road, does not have the family|home.” The old men smiled, take up another pot liquor, arrived in front of Su Ming, after sitting down, has placed the Su Ming's front. “不是找不到路,是没有家吧。”老者笑了笑,拿起另一壶酒,来到了苏铭面前,坐下后放在了苏铭的前方。 Taking advantage of the flame, Su Ming gains ground, looks to the old man, this is a mortal, has arrived at the last years of life, the old person of whole face wrinkle. 借着火光,苏铭抬头,看向老者,这是一个凡人,一个已经走到了人生的末年,满脸皱纹的老人。 „You.” Su Ming takes up the wine pot, after drinking next, looks at outside wind and snow, gentle to open mouth. “你呢。”苏铭拿起酒壶,喝下一口后,看着外面的风雪,平缓的开口。 „Has the family|home, may have old man I, goes back with not to go back not to have what difference, might as well here.” The old person smiled, in that smiling face, the wrinkle on face were also as if more, enabling that smiling face as if to bring bitterly and astringently. “有家,可只有老头我一个人,回去与不回去没有什么区别,不如在这里。”老人笑了笑,在那笑容里,似乎脸上的皱纹也都更多了一些,使得那笑容仿佛带着苦涩。 Su Ming has not spoken, drinks, in this cold wind, in this snowflake falls gently, the nighttime sky presented the bright moonlight, around the lamplights of ten thousand families with this compares, this noodle stand place also has the lights, is only under this lights, is not warm, but is dreary. 苏铭没有说话,喝着酒,在这寒风中,在这雪花飘落里,夜空出现了明月,与这四周万家灯火比较,这面摊处也有灯火,只是在这灯火下的,不是温暖,而是一种萧瑟。 One type...... Train of thought change, as if on missing at this moment, in memory once happiness, this thinks that has buried in the moral nature, became did not have the heart is not painful, but now, in the shadow under this lights, contains that wind unable to blow off, the snow buries the pain of not burying. 一种……思绪的变迁,仿佛每逢此刻的思念,记忆里曾经的美好,本以为已经埋葬在了心底,成为了没有了心的不痛,可如今,在这灯火下的影子里,却是蕴藏了那风吹不散,雪埋不葬的痛。 In that painful and cold, Su Ming has thought of grandfather, has thought Ninth Peak Senior Brother, has thought of Yu Xuan, Canglan, Xu Hui...... featherless crane, faces in that memory. 在那痛与冷中,苏铭想到了阿公,想到了第九峰的师兄,想到了雨萱,沧兰,许慧……还有秃毛鹤,还有那记忆里的一个个面孔。 Thinking, thinking, pot liquor is drinking up. 想着,想着,一壶酒喝完。 What drinks is the liquor, because of did not have the tears, only then raises one's wine cup regards the tears, after swallowing, became pain and astringence that the innermost feelings forever are unable to melt, lets this painstakingly often, makes this astringent eternal, because only has so...... Su Ming knows that he was living. 喝的是酒,因已没有了泪,只有把酒当成泪,吞下后,成为了内心永远无法化解的苦与涩,就让这苦常在,就让这涩永恒,因为唯有如此……苏铭才知道,自己原来还活着。 He knows, oneself original...... Had not died, can many determinations, let all these changes, even if this is nearly impossible, but...... Su Ming must let it, becomes possible! 他才知道,自己原来……还没有死去,才可以有更多的决心,去让这一切改变,哪怕这近乎不可能,但……苏铭也要让它,成为可能！ „Your family member?” The old men look at Su Ming, when hoarse words, put out pot liquor to place in front of Su Ming's. “你的家人呢？”老者看着苏铭,沙哑的话语时,又拿出了一壶酒放在了苏铭的面前。 „In very very far place, you?” Su Ming shook the head. “在很远很远的地方,你呢？”苏铭摇了摇头。 „Old man's family member, he he, had, I have a grandson, his also one group of partners, are my family member...... He also looked for several Fang wives, the whole family was lively.” The old person drinks, in the eye reveals to recall. “老汉的家人啊,呵呵,原本有很多的,我有一个孙儿,他还有一群伙伴,都算是我的家人……他还找了几房媳妇,一家子原本是热热闹闹的。”老人喝着酒,目中露出追忆。 „ May one day, when I wake up, he disappears, we could not find him, in the lively family|home, did not have again lively, goes to seek for him until all people, looks looks, they walked, went to many places, does not know that had to find. “可有一天,当我醒来时,他不见了,我们找不到他,原本热闹的家里,再没有了热闹,直至所有人都出去寻找他,找啊找啊,他们都走了,去了很多很多地方,也不知道有没有找到。 Here, only remaining I, in family|home also air-to-air, I do not know where he went, I have not gone out to seek, I want to stay here, lights a lamp at home, is waiting for him, if some day he came back, I do not think him...... Could not find the home, did not think him...... Cannot look at family's lights direction. ” The old person muttered, the sound was hoarse, in this wind and snow, as if many have wiped the trace of vicissitudes. 这里,只剩下了我,家里也空空的,我不知道他去了哪里,我也没有外出去寻找,我想留在这里,在家里点着灯,等着他,如果有一天他回来了,我不想他……找不到家,不想他……看不到家里的灯火指引。”老人喃喃,声音沙哑,在这风雪里,似乎多了一抹沧桑的痕迹。 „Actually the old man I have not calculated that is lonely...... Compared with me, our sovereigns, he is lonely......” old person sighed lightly, took up the wine pot to drink next. “其实老汉我还不算是孤独的……与我比较,我们的皇,他才是孤独的……”老人轻叹,拿起酒壶喝下一口。 „ We know that the sovereign has three imperial princes, whenever when that three imperial princes are grown, will carry off, goes out to travel...... Walks is...... In 6000...... “我们都知道,皇有三个皇子,那三个皇子每当成年时,都会被人带走,外出游历……一走就是……6000年…… In 6000, he is alone orphaned, he must in Imperial City, forever ignite the lights, directs the direction that goes home for his imperial prince, because in the legend, in our countries, each imperial princes may in going out to travel lost itself, does not know the road of going home. ” The old person was saying was saying, lowered the head, seemed drunk. 6000年中,他是独孤的,他也要在皇城里,永远点着灯火,为他的皇子指引回家的方向,因为传说中,我们的国家里,每一位皇子都有可能在外出游历时迷失了自己,不知晓了回家的路。”老人说着说着,低下了头,似乎醉了。 Su Ming is silent, drinks up the last liquor in wine pot, has stood up the body, when arrived at old person's side, the right hand wielded this all around wind and snow has avoided, making here appear warm, afterward he went out of this noodle stand, walked in the wind and snow, in the Seven Moons Sect direction, went out of the city, has walked into the wind of night. 苏铭沉默,喝完酒壶里的最后一口酒,站起了身,走到了老人的身边,右手一挥时这四周的风雪避开,使得这里出现了温暖,随后他走出了这处面摊,走在了风雪里,向着七月宗的方向,走出了城池,走入了夜的风中。 Until Su Ming goes far away, until his form distant disappearance outside the city nighttime sky, that has resembled has been drunk the old person, has lifted the head slowly, has stood up the body, looks at the nighttime sky, his appearance changes slowly, such as the years change on him, until became the middle age. 直至苏铭远去,直至他的身影远远的消失在了城池外的夜空,那似醉了的老人,缓缓地抬起了头,站起了身,看着夜空,他的容颜慢慢改变,如岁月在他身上变化,直至成为了中年。 He sighed one lightly. 他轻叹一声。 „When you know you are you, you...... It is not you, when you do not know you are you...... You, are you.” As his light sighed, this entire city in an instant, changed illusory, only remaining he, lonely standing in wind and snow, in this sighed lightly turns around, in the direction of ancient storehouse country capital city, walked silently. “当你知道你是你的时候,你……不是你,当你不知道你是你的时候……你,才是你。”随着他的轻叹,这整个城池刹那间,化作了虚幻,只剩下了他一个人,孤独的站在风雪里,在这轻叹中转身,向着古藏国都城的方向,默默走去。 „Anything is real, anything is false, profound...... Passed in 3000, you...... When can clear comprehension...... Real that you seek, is anything, vacation that you think, is any vacation......” middle-aged man mutters, resembles to have the stabbing pain of heart, vanished in the wind and snow gradually, dissipated gradually the form. “什么才是真,什么才是假,玄儿……已经过去了3000年,你……何时能明悟……你寻找的真,是什么真,你以为的假,又是什么假……”中年男子喃喃,似带着心的刺痛,渐渐消失在了风雪里,渐渐消散了身影。 Swaying of remaining that wind and snow, as if in were also only many a sigh, on this day within, for a very long time difficult powder......( To be continued. If you like this work, welcome you to cast the recommendation ticket and monthly ticket, your support, is I biggest power.) 只剩下那风雪的飘摇,似乎里面也多了一声叹息,在这天地间,久久难散……(未完待续。如果您喜欢这部作品,欢迎您来投推荐票、月票,您的支持,就是我最大的动力。)
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