BDM :: Volume #13

#1270: Losing hope


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Real? Has been able to eat meal? Too good!” “真的吗?已经可以吃饭了吗?太棒了!” The little misses are patting the small hand excitedly, her cheek because of happy, but time obviously ruddy, she runs jubilantly to the elder sister, enters the room. Enters the room, she was brought back the glutton by the fragrance of food. 小姑娘兴奋地拍着小手,她的脸蛋因为高兴而倍显红润,她兴高采烈地跑向姐姐,走进屋子。一进屋,她就被食物的香气勾起了馋虫。 Heard that quite fragrant, the elder sister you made anything to be delicious!” The little misses plunge impatiently are setting out the table of food. “闻起来好香啊,姐姐你都做了什么好吃的!”小姑娘迫不及待地扑向摆着食物的桌子。 Her elder sister, that gentle female actually seizes her latter collar to say with a smile: Your this clay doll, first washes the hands, then changes the clothes, can on the table eat meal.” 她的姐姐,那个温柔的女子却捉住她的后衣领笑道:“你这个泥娃娃,先去洗手,再把衣服换下来,才能上桌吃饭。” Little misses ‚’ called: Elder sister you are really strict.” 小姑娘‘啊’一声叫起来:“姐姐你真严格。” Although said, in the little miss eyes holds the happy expression completely, she dashes to depart, waits comes back again, has changed clean clothes. 虽然这么说,小姑娘眼中却满噙笑意,她飞奔离去,等再回来的时候,已经换上一身干净的衣服。 The two sisters sit to the table on, looks that on the table these fry the golden yellow fish, still in the thick soup of bubbling, slivered the diced meat to stir fry the chicken of mushroom, as well as sends out the cooked rice of steam, the little miss is cheering one slightly, carries the tableware, the bulk makes chewing motions. 姐妹俩坐到桌上,看着桌子上那些煎得金黄的鱼肉,仍在冒泡的浓汤,切成肉丁炒着蘑菇的鸡肉,以及散发着微微热气的白米饭,小姑娘欢呼一声,端起碗筷,大块朵颐。 Your slow point eats, the elder sister will not snatch with you.” The female of gentle as water covers the mouth chuckle, clamped a fish to the little miss, picks up her to hang grain of rice on face. “你慢点吃,姐姐又不会跟你抢。”温柔似水的女子掩嘴轻笑,给小姑娘夹了块鱼肉,又拈起她挂在脸上的一粒米饭。 After finishing eating, the elder sister also brought two apples, the little miss eyes illumination, held elder sister's leg to beg: Elder sister, giving my one is good?” 吃完之后,姐姐又拿来两个苹果,小姑娘眼睛发光,抱着姐姐的腿央求道:“姐姐,给我一个好不好?” The elder sister smiles, then takes up an apple bit the mouth. 姐姐笑了笑,然后拿起其中一个苹果咬了口。 The little misses gawked, then the line of sight moves toward the remaining that apples, she thinks that the elder sister this apple to oneself, the elder sister will also actually nip on the second apple unexpectedly. 小姑娘愣了下,然后视线移往剩下的那个苹果,她以为姐姐会把这个苹果给自己,却不料姐姐又在第二个苹果上也咬了一下。 Immediately, the little miss innermost feelings surge inexplicable losing, thinking the elder sister must assume full responsibility of two apples. 顿时,小姑娘内心涌起莫名的失落,以为姐姐要包揽两个苹果。 But at this time, elder sister an apple gave her: To, me tried, this sweetest.” 可这时,姐姐把其中一个苹果递给了她:“给,我试了,这个最甜。” The somewhat dim eye, glowed the appearance again, the little miss un the sound, received that apple that happily lacked an corner/horn, bit one, only thinks that the mouthful is sweet. 原本有些黯淡的眼睛,再次焕发出神彩,小姑娘高兴地‘嗯’了声,接过那个缺了一角的苹果,咬了一口,只觉满嘴甘甜。 But is sweet, might as well be at heart sweet. 可再甜,也不如心里甜。 At night, as usual, the little miss lies on oneself small bed, is covering with the soft levant cotton quilt. Her elder sister and clothes by her, told rested the story before her. 到了晚上,和往常一样,小姑娘躺在自己的小床上,盖着松软的小棉被。她的姐姐和衣靠在她旁边,为她讲了一个睡前故事。 She listened is gradually listening to be stranded, the small mouth is yawning, the small hand is hugging the elder sister, said ambiguously: Elder sister, you why so good to flatter glass...” 她听着听着逐渐的困了,小嘴打着呵欠,小手抱着姐姐,含糊地说道:“姐姐,你为什么对阿璃这么好呀...” Fool, because I am your older sister.” The female vision is gentle, opens out on the little miss face several wisps to send the silk gently. “傻瓜,因为我是你的姐姐啊。”女子目光温柔,轻轻拨开着小姑娘脸上几缕发丝。 Elder sister, will we separatedly be never good?” “姐姐,我们永远不分开好不好?” Good...” “好呀...” The little misses close one's eyes, the corners of the mouth outlined the happy expression, fell asleep. 小姑娘闭着眼睛,嘴角勾勒笑意,进入了梦乡。 In the morning comes in time, when out of the window resounds the sound that the cockerel crows, she stretches oneself, is yawning, sits on the bed. 早晨如期而至,当窗外响起公鸡打鸣的声音时,她伸了个懒腰,打着呵欠,在床上坐起来。 Side is completely empty, where the elder sister did not know. 旁边空空如也,姐姐不知道去了哪里。 The little misses discovered, on the bed has a paper, above is line of beautiful handwriting: Remembers putting on clothes, today it is cold. In the morning I have completed, yourself eat. I thing that goes to the city to buy to select you to like, in the afternoon comes back. 小姑娘发现,床上有一张纸条,上面是行娟秀的字迹:记得穿衣,今天天冷。早晨我已经做好,你自己吃吧。我去城里买点你喜欢的东西,下午就回来。 The little misses look at the paper, on the face exude the smile, she puts on clothes, oneself eat meal, oneself play. 小姑娘看完纸条,脸上又泛起笑容,她自己穿衣,自己吃饭,自己玩耍。 Time quickly in the past, in an instant already to afternoon, but on the field trail does not have that say/way slender form. 时间很快过去,转眼已经到了下午,但田间小径上却没有那道修长的身影。 How hasn't elder sister come back?” “姐姐怎么还不回来?” Perhaps walked until tired, on the road rests, I wait again.” “兴许是走累了,路上歇一歇吧,我再等等。” This first-grade, waited till sun set, the setting sun is hanging the horizon, pulls out the long shadow the thing of land, but on that field trail, does not see elder sister's form as before. 这一等,就等到了日暮时分,夕阳悬挂天边,将大地的事物拉出长长的影子,可那条田野小径上,依旧不见姐姐的身影。 The little misses went to the room to add clothes, then lay in the window waits, waited till the sunset, waited till the night, did not see the elder sister to return as before. 小姑娘回房间多添了一件衣裳,然后趴在窗户等候,等到了日落,等到了夜晚,依旧不见姐姐归来。 Why elder sister has not come back...” “姐姐为什么还不回来呀...” She has to eat a thing, is selecting a small lamp, lies waits in the window with hardship. 她只好自己吃了点东西,然后挑着一盏小灯,趴在窗户苦苦等候。 When, she fell asleep, when hears the chicken whining noise, she wakes up, discovered oneself rest to pour near the window, but Elder sister, all night end turns over. 等啊等,她睡着了,当听到鸡鸣声时,她才醒来,发现自己睡倒在窗户边上,而姐姐,彻夜末归。 She waited for three days, waited for a month, waited year by year. 她等了三天,等了一个月,等了一年又一年。 However, the elder sister did not have again. 然而,姐姐却再也没有回来了。 On the face of little miss does not have the smile, her clothes become dirty and broken, her ten fingers are all dirty. 小姑娘的脸上已经没有笑容,她的衣服变得又脏又破,她的十根手指全都脏兮兮的。 The bright and clean room, currently has the dust everywhere, the spider settles down in the roof corner, on the table does not have the delicious meal again, is spreading spiritless ash, the eyes of little miss, did not have beforehand limpid bright, is only left over a dusky color. 原本窗明几净的屋子,现在到处都有灰尘,蜘蛛在屋顶的角落安了家,桌子上也再没有可口的饭菜,所有的一切都涂着一层死气沉沉的灰,就连小姑娘的眼睛,也没有了以前的清澈明亮,只剩下一片灰蒙蒙的颜色。 Elder sister...” “姐姐...” Elder sister did not want me...” “姐姐不要我了...” flatter glass is one.” “阿璃又是自己一个。” The little miss of dishevelled hair filthy face covers the face by the hand, at first sobs, quick turned into wailing, she cries earthly-shaking, cried under the palm to flow off two lines of tears of blood, the drop dropped in the floor, splashed bright red plum blossoms. 蓬头垢脸的小姑娘以手掩面,起初只是抽泣,很快就变成了嚎啕大哭,她哭得惊天动地,哭得掌下流下了两行血泪,滴滴落在了地板,溅出了一朵朵鲜红的梅花。 Elder sister, which the elder sister you are, where you are at!” “姐姐,姐姐你在哪,你在哪!” The body of little miss rose suddenly fiercely, broke open the clothing, hit the roof, her hair danced in the air, sends the tree top to grow heads, each head was she, each head is sobbing, each head flowed off the bright red tears! 小姑娘的身体猛地暴涨,撑破了衣物,撞开了屋顶,她头发飞舞,发梢长出一个又一个的脑袋,每一个脑袋都是她,每一个脑袋都在哭泣,每一个脑袋都流下了鲜红的泪水! The room collapsed, the ground split, an only grotesque, indescribable thing crawled from the crack, they grasp the both legs of little miss competitively, crawls diligently upward, attempts closely to be hanging on her body, does not make her leave. 屋子垮塌了,地面裂开了,一只只奇形怪状,难以描述的东西从裂缝里爬了出来,它们争先恐后地抱住小姑娘的双腿,努力地往上爬,企图将自己紧紧地悬挂在她的身上,不让她离开。 I must look for the elder sister!” “我要去找姐姐!” I must look for the elder sister!” “我要去找姐姐!” The little misses let loose the hand, on her face, emits another eye, these eyes look to all directions, are searching for elder sister's form probably. 小姑娘放开了手,她的脸上,冒出一只又一只的眼睛,这些眼睛看向四面八方,像是在搜寻着姐姐的身影。 In these eyes, passed the scene of field, flashed through the picture of city, leaps person's shadow one after another. 在那些眼睛里,晃过了田野的场景,闪过了城市的画面,跃出一道又一道的人影。 Elder sister not here...” “姐姐不在这里...” Elder sister not in city...” “姐姐不在城里...” Elder sister not on mountain...” “姐姐没在山上...” Where elder sister you are at!” “姐姐你在哪!” She loses one's voice the scream, she is afraid lonely, after she is unable to imagine, does not have day that the elder sister accompanies, how she must cross. 她失声尖叫,她害怕孤独,她无法想像以后没有姐姐陪伴的日子,她要如何渡过。 Suddenly, she raised the head, looks to the sky. 突然,她抬起头,看向了天空。 „Can elder sister... in the space?” “姐姐...会不会在天上?” Therefore she extends both hands, the taking bearing sky, she wants to fly to ascend the sky, she flew the day. 于是她伸出双手,探向天空,她想飞上天去,她就飞上了天。 May in ground that slit, still have the innumerable lifeform to crawl, they entangled to hug mutually, build a hill, the hill turned into the mountain, turned into the peak. 可在地面那条缝隙里,仍有数不清的生物爬了出来,它们互相缠抱,堆砌出一座小山,小山又变成了高山,化成了高峰。 Millions , the countless lifeform, they are sharp howling, they are shouting wildly, they are pulling, is not willing to make little miss leave. 千千万万,无以数计的生物,它们尖嚎着,它们狂叫着,它们拉扯着,不愿意让‘小姑娘’离开。 But the little miss left, she is dragging the innumerable lives, is withstanding their hate, flew to the starry sky, departed the starry sky. 但小姑娘还是离开了,她拖着无数生灵,承受着它们的怨恨,飞向了星空,飞出了星空。 She starts to seek for elder sister's form in the universe, she looked for 100 years, in 1000 and 10,000 years! 她开始在宇宙里寻找着姐姐的身影,她找了一百年、一千年、一万年! In order to look for elder sister, to see more places as far as possible, a farther place, she besides the face on, other places, whole body grew the every large or small eye. 为了寻找姐姐,为了尽可能看到更多的地方,更远的地方,她除了脸上之外,其它的地方,全身上下都长出了大大小小的眼睛。 Thousands, various shapes eyes, every large or small, proliferates the whole body, they are taking a fast look around the universe always. 数以万计,各种形状的眼睛,大大小小,遍布全身,它们无时无刻地扫视着宇宙。 However shines in these eyes, was dead stars, was gloomy and cold, dark and silent, as if had forgotten does not have the universe of half a point vitality again. 然而映照在这些眼睛里的,是一颗颗已经死去的星球,是阴冷、黑暗、寂静,仿佛已经被遗忘再没有半分生机的宇宙。 The universe is so spacious, however she actually cannot see a life, these for ten million years, big universe, only then she. 宇宙是如此空旷,然而她却看不到一个生命,这千万年来,偌大一个宇宙,只有她自己。 Lonely so clear, they like gray gauzes layer by layer, tight, the strict silk tight seam packages her. 孤独是如此的清晰,它们如同一层一层的灰色纱布,紧紧的,严丝密缝地包裹住她。 Finally, she stopped. 终于有一天,她停了下来。 Her innumerable eyeballs, gush out the tears of blood together, but she will not sob, ten thousand years of lonely, has let her heart. 她身上无数眼珠,齐齐涌出血泪,但她已经不会哭泣,万年孤独,已经让她的心。 Died... 死了... ........ ........ star. 星都。 Su looks fiercely all around stand rigidly motionless, then starts to melt, turns into a beach beach mud, silent collapsing. 苏烈看着四周一个个自己僵立不动,接着开始融化,化成一滩滩烂泥,无声垮塌。 Several hundred Su Lie disappeared. 数百个苏烈消失了。 Several hundred Tian Yang also vanished. 数百个天阳也消失了。 Above open area, only then the small form is also standing together. 空地之上,只有一道小小的身影还站着。 That is the little miss of 7 or 8-year-old size, her eyes are empty, the skin loses the gloss rapidly, and presents slight crevasses. 那是七八岁大小的小姑娘,她双眼空洞,皮肤迅速失去光泽,并且出现一条条细微的裂隙。 From these crevasses, some dark aura of distortion gradually separate out, they drift the liquid probably in outer space, the creeping motion is upward, often appears in these black aura dark red, in the dark red ray flashes before the terrifying faces of distortions. 从那些裂隙里,一些扭曲的黑暗气息逐渐析出,它们像是飘浮在太空里的液体,蠕动向上,在那些黑色的气息里不时浮现暗红,暗红的光芒里闪现出一张张扭曲的恐怖脸孔。 At this time, black band of light tentacles extended likely, searched in these aura, pulled piece by piece dark red, and its absorption. 这时,一根根黑色的光带像触手般伸来,探进那些气息里,扯出了片片暗红,并将其吸收。 Su looks fiercely following these bands of light, then saw own son, Tian Yang. 苏烈顺着这些光带看去,便见到了自己的儿子,天阳 Tian Yang has put down the left hand, sees not far away that say/way small form, on the face does not have any expression. 天阳已经放下了左手,看着不远处那道小小的身影,脸上没有任何表情。 By the essence of flatter glass, he naturally also knows, a moment ago what flatter glass made one nightmare. 透过阿璃的本质,他自然也知道,刚才阿璃做了一个什么样的‘噩梦’。 After all, this nightmare the content, is Tian Yang designs in view of her. 毕竟,这个‘噩梦’的内容,是天阳针对她而设计的。 First gives flatter glass to be warm, gives the thing that in her heart most longs, then brutally ruins, and thing that she most is afraid, suspends to her bloody at present. 先给予阿璃温暖,给予她心中最渴望的事物,然后再无情地毁掉,并将她最害怕的东西,血淋淋地摆到她眼前。 And, regarding Tian Yang, that nightmare perhaps winks the time of eye. But to flatter glass, actually continued ten million years pain. 并且,对于天阳来说,那个‘噩梦’或许只是眨下眼的功夫。但对阿璃来说,却是持续了千万年的痛苦。 Finally is very successful. 结果很成功。 The heart of flatter glass, died. 阿璃的心,死了。 She also dissipates , but Tian Yang does not have the pleasant sensation of defeating the powerful enemy, even if sees now oneself are capturing flatter glass the essence, will then obtain flatter glass part of essences permanently, enhances own strength imperceptibly. 她也消散在既,可天阳却没有一丝战胜强敌的快感,哪怕现在看到自己正在夺取阿璃的本质,接下来自己将会永久地获得阿璃一部分本质,无形中提升自己的实力。 But Tian Yang happy, if unable to prevent this nearly instinct plundering, he rather does not want flatter glass the essence. 天阳还是高兴不起来,如果不是无法阻止这种近乎本能地掠夺,他宁愿不要阿璃的本质。 Possibly because flatter glass losing hope the reason, her essence separates out very rapidly, making the time of black band absorption greatly reduce. 可能因为阿璃‘心死’的缘故,她的本质析出得非常迅速,使得黑色光带吸收的时间大大缩短。 Also on the time of moment, Tian Yang obtained one not completely nightmare essence. 也就片刻的功夫,天阳就获得了一个不完整的‘梦魇’本质。 At this time, the azure luan silent line, put down the umbrella, the squatting down body. 这时,青鸾无声行来,放下了雨伞,蹲下身子。 The little miss of dissipation, the eyeball moved about to gently, as if with all strengths, looks fully to the azure luan. 行将消散的小姑娘,眼珠轻轻动了下,仿佛用足所有力气,看向青鸾。 Her hand lifts little, wants to touch to bump into and get a bruise the luan, but only lifted little, was incapable of falling. 她的手一点点地抬起,想去触碰青鸾,但只抬起了一点点,就无力地摔了下去。
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