„How does fatherprepareto do?”Red Lineaskedweakly.
“爸爸准备怎么做?”红线弱弱问道。
The Xu Yangyivisionsinksto decide, looksto the deepopens the mouth in mirror.: „Whatdoes not do....... Do not makeanything!”徐阳逸目光沉定,看向镜子中的自己深深开口。:“什么都不做。不……也要做一些什么!”„Imustlookwellagain.”Hedeeplyinspires: „...... Is scrupulous in one's workfrom beginning to endalong.”
“我必须好好再看一遍。”他深吸了一口气:“从头到尾……一丝不漏地顺一遍。”Licksknife wound on the chestrepeatedly, does not makeitheal, thisspiritualpainfulfarultrafleshly bodyshackles.
重复舔自己心口上的刀伤,不让它愈合,这种精神上的痛苦远超肉体的枷锁。But, has no alternative butto do!
但,不能不做!Hewears the clothesfast, cannotmake the knife woundbe seenby mother, going to the hospitalis invalid, will wipeto vanish the followingtimedirectly.
他飞快地穿好衣服,不能让刀伤被母亲看到,去医院行不通,而且会直接抹消掉接下来的时间。Whenwears the lastclothes, onhisfacerestored the softglutinouschildsmile, Red Linedid not haveinthishigh-endturning hostileskill, the gateto brushoneto openwith enough timesurprisedly.
就在穿好最后一件衣服的时候,他的脸上恢复了软软糯糯的小孩子笑容,红线还没来得及惊讶于这种高端变脸技巧,门已经刷一声打开。Xu Yangyimaintained composureto look at a wall clock, 7:30.徐阳逸不动声色看了一眼挂钟,七点30。„Aiyu, cleverpounds.” The Luobeautiful faceis smiling, huggedhimto kissoneruthlessly: „Do oneselfwear the clothes? Todayis so clever?”
“哎呦,乖儿砸。”罗芳容微笑着走了进来,抱着他狠狠亲了一口:“自己穿衣服?今天这么乖?”Xu Yangyismiledis returningkissedone. Was on the 1st imprisonsluckily, hehadenoughpsychologicalcushiontime, saw mother for the third time, hishearthas felt bettertoo.徐阳逸微笑着回亲了一口。幸好是一日囚,他有足够的心理缓冲时间,第三次见到母亲,他的心已经好受太多了。
The deceasedhave passed, livingin this way.
逝者已逝,生者如斯。He must continue. Lettheirson'snameraise the galaxy.
他还要继续走下去。让他们儿子的名字名扬星河。Therefore, father, Mom, sorry.
所以,爸爸,妈妈,对不起。Icannotstayhere.
我不能在这里停留。Icannotbe gentle, I can only put aside the sentimenttemporarily, the choicereason.
我也不能温柔,我只能暂时放下感情,选择理智。Allusual, althoughthisworldwill make up the changedthingautomatically, for examplehewore the clothes, Ms. Xuwill speak the differentwords. Howeverroughlydoes not change.
一切如常,这个世界虽然会自动补完被更改的东西,比如他穿上了衣服,徐母就会说不一样的话。但是大体不会变。Goes down the buildingwith mother, hehas not hatedto put the hand of Cairobeautiful face, thisrealtouch, perhapsonly thenstepYaweh (Creator God) to realize.
和母亲一起走下楼,他没有舍得放开罗芳容的手,这种真实的触感,恐怕只有自己踏上雅威才能体会。Heis attached tothis momenttender feeling.
他眷恋这一刻的温情。Exactly the samemorningnews, exactly the samemeal, exactly the samedialogue, realis disclosingfalsely, whenXu Yangyijusttook up the cup, as ifopens the mouthcalmly: „Father, mother, Ihad not asked that youmakeanything.”
一模一样的早间新闻,一模一样的饭菜,一模一样的对话,真实中透露着虚假,就在徐阳逸刚拿起杯子的时候,仿佛若无其事地开口:“爸,妈,我一直没问过,你们是做什么的。”Askedthese wordstime, hisheartbang bangjumped.
问出这句话的时候,他的心砰砰跳了起来。
The thirdtoday, the firstattempt, starts.
第三次今天,第一次尝试,开始。Every one minute, every seconds, eachdialogue, eachtimecontains the infinitepossibility, the body of childadded on the heavyshacklestohim. Hemustseizeeachopportunityundertheseshackles.
每一分,每一秒,每一句对话,每一个时间点都蕴含无限可能,小孩的躯体给他加上了沉重的枷锁。他必须在这些枷锁下抓住每一个机会。Mr. XuMs. Xu did not seem to expected that hehasthisissue, gawkedstaring: „Scientific research.”
徐父徐母仿佛没有预料到他有这个问题,愣了愣:“科研啊。”Xu Yangyiacts like a spoiled bratcalmly: „Iknow, butwhatscientific research?”徐阳逸不动声色地撒娇:“我知道,不过什么科研啊?”Thisskillis too longuseless, his ownsomechickenskins.
这个技能太久没有用,他自己有些起鸡皮。„Yo. Cleverpoundsto know that made the planforlater.” The Luobeautiful faceknockedhisheadwith the chopsticks: „Howto thinkso many? The childrenarethis/shouldquitefun, asked that so manyto do what? Eats meal.”
“哟。乖儿砸知道为以后做打算了。”罗芳容用筷子敲了敲他脑袋:“怎么想这么多?小孩子就是该好好玩,问这么多干什么?吃饭。”Xu Yangyipulled outsniffing: „I was eight years old! Iknow that Ipick! Youranythingdid not tellme.”徐阳逸抽了抽鼻子:“我已经八岁了!我就知道我是捡来的!你们什么都不告诉我。”„Okaygood.”slowShenhas almost not smiled, the corners of the mouthcurl upwards: „Fathertoldyou......”
“好好好。”徐慎差点没笑出来,嘴角微翘:“爸爸告诉你……”„oldslow.”On the face of Luobeautiful facerevealswipesseriously: „Youknow the custom.”
“老徐。”罗芳容的脸上露出一抹严肃:“你知道规矩。”„Naturallyknows.”slowShenwaves, saidtoXu Yangyimystically: „We, are makingoneto makehuman a strongerwork.”
“当然知道。”徐慎挥了挥手,神秘地对徐阳逸说:“我们啊,是在做一件让人类变得更强的工作。”„Likeancientdeity?”Xu Yangyiis blinking, directsquietly the topic.
“就像古代的神仙?”徐阳逸眨着眼睛,悄悄把话题引过去。„Right.”slowShenalsoblinkstowardhim: „Understood? Understoodate meal.”
“没错。”徐慎也朝他眨了眨眼睛:“懂了?懂了就吃饭吧。”Xu Yangyidrank a milk, no onenoticed that henips the cupruthlessly.徐阳逸喝了口牛奶,无人看到他狠狠咬了咬杯子。Keeping one's mouth shut.
守口如瓶。Smallshortleg under histablekickedkickingagitatedmutually, changed a statement: „Howthat...... haven't Iseenparents'colleague?”
他桌子下的小短腿烦躁地互相踢了踢,改口道:“那……我怎么从来没有见过爸妈的同事呢?”slowShenlooked at each otheronewithLuoFangrong, whydoes not know, the sonis interestedintheirworksuddenly. However something, hetrulycannotsay.
徐慎和罗芳容对视了一眼,不知道为什么,儿子忽然对他们的工作感兴趣。不过有些东西,他确实不能说。Thinks, hiswith a smileraising handmachine of: „Was installedwith the magicby the fatherin the smallbox. Does Yangyangwantto look?”
想了想,他笑着扬了扬手机:“都被爸爸用魔法装在小盒子里了。阳阳要看?”„Wants!”Xu Yangyisaid with a smilecrisp.
“要!”徐阳逸脆生生地笑道。slowShensmilesis turning on the cell phone, found an encryptionfolder, inputs the passwordtime, the Xu Yangyilittle darlingliesinslowShen conducts the back, seeminglymakesslowShenhairhappily, in fact the visionhas been staring atfather'shandstubbornly, writes downallpasswords.
徐慎微笑着打开手机,找到一个加密文件夹,输入密码的时候,徐阳逸乖乖趴在徐慎背上,看似欢乐地弄徐慎的头发,实际上目光已经死死盯着父亲的手,将所有密码记了下来。19990217......
19990217……In the heartmeditatedthree, will continueto smile, suddenly, noseacid, the corner of the eyepulled outpulling out, the smallfistmakes an effortto pinch the thigh, has not cried.
心中默念了三遍,正要继续笑,忽然,鼻子一酸,眼角抽了抽,小小的拳头用力掐着大腿,才没有哭出来。Ishisbirthday......
是他的生日……Deeplyinspires, inchestscalding hotpain. Hissoundis somewhat hoarse, forces oneself to look cheerful: „Is thisfather'scolleague?”
深吸了一口气,胸口中灼热的痛。他的声音有些沙哑,强颜欢笑:“这就是爸爸的同事?”slowShendrewfollowing the screen, abovehasseveralnumbers, Xu Yangyihas not seen clearly. Finally, slowShenluoto a video, selects.
徐慎顺着屏幕拉了下去,上面有好几个号码,徐阳逸没有看清楚。最后,徐慎落到一个视频上,点开。As if the scientific research instituteis having a party. slowShenthensmiles saying: „Yes, is very goodcolleagues.”
仿佛是科研院在联欢。徐慎这才微笑道:“是啊,都是很好的同事。”Xu Yangyicarefullylooked, regardless ofanyillusion, will not affectoneself, thisis the iron rule of illusion. Therefore, Eidetic Memorystill, so long ashelooksonetime, will not forget.徐阳逸仔仔细细的看了过去,无论任何幻境,都不会影响本人,这是幻境的铁则。所以,过目不忘仍在,只要他看一次,就绝不会忘记。Hisvisiononebright.
紧接着,他目光一亮。Hesaw a person.
他看到了一个人。„Firstday” he woman who returns todownstairs the unitto see!
正是“第一天”他回到单元楼下看到的妇女!In the mind the innumerableinformationorganizedinstantaneously, heas ifsaw a dimline, lookedcarefully, was gone with no trace.
脑海中无数的信息瞬间组织了起来,他仿佛看到了一条朦朦胧胧的线,仔细去找,却渺无痕迹。„Is thisaunt?” The tenderfingeris poking the screen, hegigglesaid with a smile: „Quiteugly.”
“这个阿姨是?”嫩嫩的指头戳着屏幕,他咯咯笑道:“好丑。”„Haha!”slowShenlaughs, LuoFangrongstaredhisoneeyesruthlessly, hethenreceives the happy expression, selectednose that selectsXu Yangyi: „Do not speak irresponsibly. Thisis your father'sfirstassistant, before was also the projectmanager, becausethisprojectIcomparedto excel, sheespeciallyliked. Thencondescendsto be the assistant, lateryoumusthave the opportunityto seeher, remembers that shouted a Sister Lin.”
“哈哈!”徐慎大笑起来,罗芳容狠狠瞪了他一眼,他这才收住笑意,点了点徐阳逸的鼻子:“别乱说。这是你爸爸的第一助手,以前也是项目主管,因为这个项目我比较擅长,她又特别喜欢。这才屈尊来做助手,以后你要有机会看到她,记得喊一声林姐。”„Wherehecan see.” The Luobeautiful faceis suspending the vegetable/dish: „Could see that does not giveto look, thismatterourcleverpoundsfewcontacts. Latergoes to collegecalmly and steadily, studies, looks for the workmarriageto have the kid, good.”
“他哪儿看得到。”罗芳容摆着菜:“看得到也不给看,这种事情咱们乖儿砸少接触。以后安安稳稳上大学,读书,找工作结婚生娃,多好。”In the Xu Yangyiheartsighed.徐阳逸心中叹了口气。
The mother...... could disappointyou.
妈……可能要让你失望了。Your sonnot onlyenteredthiscircle, but alsoreaches the situation that youcould not think, bumping intowere too many danger that youcannotthink. Like the present, youalsobecomes one of the dangers......
你儿子不仅进入了这个圈子,而且走到了你们想不到的地步,碰到了太多你们不敢想的危险。就像现在,你们也成为了危险之一……Hedepresses the mood of turningwells up, peopleasked the past, probablywas very interested, slowShendid not mind, 11replies.
他压下翻涌的情绪,一个个人问过去,好像很有兴趣,徐慎也不介意,一一回答。Intheirheartshas the fixedcognition, a videoanythingcannot look, moreoverthesepeoplelive in seclusion, the differencehas the strict control.
他们心中有固定的认知,一个视频什么都看不出来,而且这些人深居简出,出入都有严格控制。Thisis the secondprivilege of child, childsaidshamelessly.
这是小孩子的第二项特权,童言无忌。Xu Yangyiallin the heart, the breakfastfinishedin the joyfulquestion and answerquietly. Goes outregular, regulargoing to school. All the way, hisseveraltimeswantto directtoward the work of parentsin the matter. However the fathersbranched off.徐阳逸悄悄将一切记在心底,早饭在快乐的问答中结束。规律地出门,规律的上学。一路上,他好几次想把事情往父母的工作上引。但是父亲都岔开了。„Does father, youmakecandestroyhererulelike this‚?’”Red Lineopens the mouthquietly: „Clearly, toyoudid not reveal that the informationispart of hererule.”
“爸爸,你这样做会不会破坏这里的‘规则?’”红线悄悄开口:“很明显,不对你吐露信息是这里规则的一部分。”Xu Yangyisitsin the back seatsilentshakes the head, in the heartrepliedquietly: „Liaison system.”徐阳逸坐在后座无声摇了摇头,心中悄然回答:“联络员制度。”Red Lineis perplexed.红线不明所以。Xu Yangyisaidslowly: „IinHeavens Lawso manyyears, was too clear. If the parentsareCultivation Worldthat sideperson, certainsurroundingswill haveoneto monitortheirpeople, perhapsisthisSister Lin. The parentsin factareher‚winding,’allactionsduringshegrasps.”徐阳逸缓缓道:“我在天道这么多年,太清楚了。父母如果是修行界那边的人,一定周围会有一个监视他们的人,或许就是这个林姐。父母实际上是她的‘下线,’所有行动都在她掌握之中。”„Thishow?”Red Linestilldid not understand.
“这又怎么了?”红线仍然不懂。Xu Yangyideeplyinspires: „Thisliaison officer, the rankisveryhigh, theymostlyare the members of eachcultivation familyclan. Even if no innate skill, is still one of the cultivatorcommunities. Does the backup workmostly. Do not despisethisstatus, Red Line, youinEarth, do not know that Earthpracticingsituationis much severe, cultivatorhundreddo not saveone, Foundation Establishmentisside a eldest child. Runs a city. The status that the cultivation familyclancomes outis very extraordinary.”徐阳逸深吸了一口气:“这种联络员,级别是很高的,他们大多是各个修行家族的成员。就算没有天赋,也是修士群体之一。大部分做后勤工作。别小看这个身份,红线,你不在地球,不知道地球修行情况多严峻,修士百不存一,筑基都是一方老大。掌管一市。修行家族出来的身份已经很了不得了。”„Builds, Foundation Establishment?”Red Linewas shocked, thisitcan a wingshoutcultivator of horizonfiercely...... in the fatherlike thiscangreatly the hometown, unexpectedlyis...... a sidebig shot?
“筑,筑基?”红线愣住了,这种它都能一翅膀呼到天边的修士……在爸爸这样的厉害的大能家乡,居然是……一方大佬?Goodscience fiction!
好科幻!„Isso the science fiction.”Xu Yangyias ifunderstoodhisidea, the sinkingsound said: „Liaison systemis divided into the third-level: Byvision control supervisors, vision control supervisors, withliaison officer. Eachfirst-levelrelatesfrom top to bottomone way. The supervisorsnotify the liaison officer, the highestliaison officercan the direct contactruddermainrank. Meanwhilemonitorsregarding the mortalscientific researchers. Once the mortalinvolvesto leak, will be determined the verificationbythem. If true...... is escorted toCultivation Courtimmediately!”
“就是如此科幻。”徐阳逸仿佛看懂了他的想法,沉声道:“联络员制度分为三级:被监控人员,监控人员,和联络员。每一级从上往下单向联系。监视者通报联络员,最高的联络员可以直接联络舵主等级。同时对于凡人科研人员进行监控。一旦凡人涉及泄密,会由他们判定审核。如果属实……会立刻被送往修行法院!”„Theyareverification, executes the group, with...... protectionpersonnel!”
“他们是审核者,行刑团,和……保护人员!”Red Linesilent, suddenly, byitnottoointelligentheadwhen good luck comes the wits are sharpened, sucked incold airunexpectedly: „Father! Iknew! You, youarethink......”红线沉默了下去,忽然间,以它不太聪明的脑袋居然福至心灵,倒抽了一口凉气:“爸爸!我知道了!你,你是想……”„Breathes out......”Xu Yangyito raise up a finger: „Sinceconcerned about the rule, myanythingcould not say, then...... Iusedthisrulein turn!”
“嘘……”徐阳逸竖起一根手指:“既然碍于规则,我什么都说不出来,那么……我就反过来利用这条规则!”Then, hein the opens the mouth, calmlyhas not been lost in thought. Red Linehas not disturbedhimagain, both sidesscenerybacks upfast, arrived at the schoolquickly, slowShensaw that Xu Yangyiwalked, thissmilesis returning to the car(riage)to swagger away.
说完,他没有在开口,静静地陷入沉思。红线没有再打搅他,一路两旁风景飞快倒退,很快开到了学校,徐慎眼看着徐阳逸走了进去,这才微笑着回到车里扬长而去。Xu Yangyianythinghas not done, peacefulattending class, ponderedpeacefully. As being on vacation from schooltingresounds, going outclassroom that the studentsare cheerful and lively, quick, herepeaceful, ifdies.徐阳逸什么都没有做,安静的上课,安静地思考。随着放学铃声响起,学生们有说有笑的走出教室,很快,这里安静若死。Kascratches, kascratches...... in the quietclassroom, the sound of handrapslonelyon the heart of person. The sunlightafterglowreflects the motleysmallform. With„thump” a clockdull thumping sound, Xu Yangyigrasps the fistin the classroom of nobody leftruthlessly, the liphas been losing the blood-color.
咔擦,咔擦……静谧的教室中,时针的声音孤独地敲击在人的心上。阳光的余晖倒映出斑驳的小小身影。随着“咚”的一声时钟闷响,徐阳逸在空无一人的教室中狠狠握着拳头,嘴唇已然失去血色。
The handaims at4, the minute handaims at30.
时针指向四,分针指向三十。4 : 30, the double-hourhas arrived, slaughters.
四点半,时辰已到,杀戮将至。On this day, he still had not recalledtiny bit. 4 : 30 , there is nothing possiblybreaksthisdesperateprison.
这一天,他仍然没有挽回一丝一毫。四点半,已经没有任何可能打破这个绝望的囚牢。Eternal Night, itisdesperatesea, painabyss. Arrivesperfectlycannot imagine, falls into, will drownalllifeform.永恒之夜,它是一片绝望的大海,苦痛的深渊。完美到不可想象,陷入其中,会把所有生物溺毙。Escapesnot to be possibleto escape.
逃无可逃。„Father......”Red Linecould not saytoo the comfortwords, can only transmit an intermittentcomfortin the heart. Xu Yangyilifts the wild animalsamevision, blushesslightlylookstoall around, however, ineye, althoughhas the despair and sorrow, appearedfinallywiped the hope.
“爸爸……”红线说不出太多安慰的话,只能在心底传达一阵阵安慰。徐阳逸抬起野兽一样的目光,微微发红地看向四周,然而,眼中虽然有浓浓的绝望和悲凄,却终于出现了一抹希望。Because, hehas an idea.
因为,他已经有了一个想法。Today and tomorrow, triesallpossibletimes. Houtian......
今明两天,就是尝试所有可能的时候。后天……Deciding!
决胜负!Spent the entiretenhours, heis good all entire organizations, deeplyin the mind, rodeUncle Zhou'scar(riage).
花了整整十个小时,他将所有一切全部组织好,深深记在脑海,坐上了周叔的车。Butthistime, hearrived at the back row.
但这一次,他来到了后排。„What's wrong? Yangyang?”Uncle Zhoufeignsto be discontented: „Doesn't wantto get upto sitwithyourZhou Shuyi?”
“怎么了?阳阳?”周叔佯装不满:“不想和你周叔一起坐?”Xu Yangyiknitting the browssmallnose of: „Has the smoke.”徐阳逸皱了皱眉小鼻子:“有烟味。”„Ha!”Uncle Zhoulaughsto sit the drivingposition: „Okaygood, next timeUncle Zhouwill takeyounot to smoke.”
“哈哈哈!”周叔哈哈大笑着坐上驾驶位:“好好好,下次周叔接你不抽烟。”„Thanks the uncle.”Xu Yangyisaid with a smilesweetly: „That...... do Islightlynarrowa while?”
“谢谢叔叔。”徐阳逸甜甜笑道:“那……我小眯一会儿?”„Ok, shoutedyouproficiently, Uncle Zhoumade the auntmake the sweet and sourspareribs, was greedyyou.”
“行,到家叫你,周叔让阿姨做了糖醋排骨,馋死你。”Xu Yangyirestedwith a smileon the back seat, todrivingposition, Uncle Zhoucould not seehisexpression.徐阳逸笑着睡在了后座上,头正对驾驶位,周叔看不到他的表情。Hesimplyhas not closed one's eyes!
他根本没有闭眼!
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