AF :: Volume #9

#893: The family/home is an executioner


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Nothing can prevent the Alchemist intellectual curiosity. 没有什么能够阻挡炼金术师的求知欲。 It seems the ambition of person is not always able to contain to be the same, it with so-called hope, so-called ideal as well as so-called earnestly seeking not different. 就好像人的野心从来无从遏制一样,它同所谓的‘希望’、所谓的‘理想’以及所谓的‘渴求’没什么两样。 With the happy name and with the evil reputation, the difference that their essences have no. 不论是冠以美好的称呼和冠以邪恶的名头,它们的本质都没有任何的不同。 If the living has the original sin, when this original sin from opening eye on often/common Ban and life. 倘若生者有原罪的话,那么这一份原罪从睁开眼睛时就常伴与生命之中。 Regarding Helios Alchemists, existence of this sin important. 对于赫利俄斯炼金术师们而言,这一份罪孽的存在更加的重要。 Loses the intellectual curiosity soul not to have the existence value, satisfies the present situation achievement not reserved significance, what Alchemist no longer earnestly seeks many Alchemist is?! 失去求知欲的灵魂没有存在价值,满足于现状的成果没有保留的意义,不再渴求更多的炼金术师又是什么炼金术师?! For this extends intellectual curiosity that’ goes toward Hell, they put in many sacrifices, including own soul and life, as before, does not know good from bad, is not willing to cease. 为了这一份向着地狱延伸而去的‘求知欲’,他们付出了诸多牺牲,包括自己的灵魂和生命在内,依旧,不知好歹,不肯停息。 In order to grasp the strength of gods, then needs to obtain the ability that matches. 为了掌握神明的力量,便需要得到相匹配的才能。 If no ability, person who then the dependence has the ability! If unable to obtain the ability, then creates to be able it! 倘若不具备才能的话,那么就依靠拥有才能的人!倘若无法得到才能的话,那么就创造出才能本身! This is, is doomed now all these origins. 这才是,注定现在这一切的起源。 In order to builds to tread that step Alchemist, they paid the long time, the inexhaustible price, collects to be able with obtaining the technology, breaks through all stops in the front difficult problem. 为了能够打造出踏出那一步的炼金术师,他们付出了漫长的时光,无穷尽的代价,搜集一切能够用得到的技术,攻破所有阻拦在前方的难题。 Incessantly is the elementium study, the soul study and the creation study Alchemy...... and even the Scholar gene study, the life study, eugenics wait wait/etc. etc.! 不止是炼金术中的源质学、灵魂学、创造学……乃至学者们的基因学、生命学、优生学等等等等! All with obtaining technology, must obtain completely. 一切用得到的技术,全部要得到。 All can have the helped strength, then all puts. 一切能够有所臂助的力量,那么就全都放入其中。 Endures to discipline, exploration unknown, tackles the difficulty. 忍受磨练,探索未知,攻克难关。 Finally obtains, is man-made Great Master such existence! 最终所得出的,便是人造的大宗师这样的存在! When everyone soon despairs, it arrived like the redemption generally! 在所有人都快要绝望的时候,它如同救赎一般的降临了! At all costs, are worth! 一切代价,都是值得的! All sacrifices will soon compensate. 所有的牺牲都即将报偿。 But before that before man-made Great Master succeeds...... also has more test pieces to exist, the waste that more failure, more faulty products, have not been able to use, are born from the cauldron of life. 可在那之前,在人造的大宗师成功之前……还有更多的试验品存在,更多的失败品、更多的瑕疵品,还有无法利用的废物们,从生命之釜中诞生。 It seems these to bury the bone ash in tomb to be the same obscure. 就好像那些默默无闻埋葬在墓地中的骨灰一样。 Before Publius birth, he then has the innumerable blood relations dead in the darkness. 早在‘普布留斯’诞生之前,他便已经有无数血亲凋亡在黑暗之中。 Because of this, Herd, will arrive in this world. 正因为如此,赫笛,才会来到这个世界上。 His birth even compared with Publius must earlier one step. 他的出生甚至比普布留斯还要更早一步。 It is a pity that underwent the inspection, Herd, although has the shocking ability, may be unable to touch the Great Master domain as before. 遗憾的是,经过了检查,赫笛虽然具备着惊艳的才能,可依旧无从触及大宗师的领域。 Perhaps ability of average man also has the possibility of striving, it is a pity that before the birth, the Herd upper limit has been doomed...... he only to seal, when will confirm in the future is successful, as defective item in the control group exists. 常人的能力或许还有精进的可能,遗憾的是,在出生之前,赫笛的上限就已经注定……他只能封存起来,当将来验证成功时,作为对照组中的缺陷品而存在。 From can understand that starting from that day of words, he obtains the truth that oneself were born. 从能够理解话语的那一天开始起,他就得到了自己诞生的真相。 But regarding this, Herd has not had any indignant resentment. 可对此,赫笛从未曾有过任何的愤怨。 It is not everyone since birth complete complete, went to the hand and foot in the Current Realm also birth, or eye of blind deafness baby not? 不是每个人生来都完整无缺,在现境也有一出生就是去了手足,或者目盲耳聋的婴儿不是么? Slight misfortune, has hindered, but can overcome as before. 只是些微的不幸而已,有所阻碍,但依旧可以克服。 He accepted oneself fate, in the future, and even all. 他接受了自己的命运,未来,乃至一切。 Even if they not perfect, just like oneself, is since birth incomplete. 哪怕它们从不曾完美,同自己一样,生来残缺。 But now, he finally, stood in the Great Master front. 而现在,他终于,站在了大宗师的面前。 Becoming his enemy. 成为了他的敌人。 Really fierce, Herd.” “真厉害啊,赫笛。” The Garand opens the mouth, vomited the blazing blood: I regard as the opponent him, only, neglected you.” 加兰德张口,呕出了炽热的血:“我将他视作对手,唯独,忽略了你。” Can above disparity already all these, this is natural.” “才能之上的差距早就了这一切,这是理所当然。” Herd tranquil pulling dagger: Such as my small role, the jester common clown, you should not care about me to be right like this.” 赫笛平静的拔出匕首:“如我这样的小角色,弄臣一般的小丑,你也不应在意我才对。” Garand staggers to fall to the ground, may before he falls to the ground, Herd then lifts the hand, the invisible strength is pulling him, making him float in the midair. 加兰德踉跄倒地,可在他落地之前,赫笛便抬起手,无形的力量拉扯着他,令他悬浮在半空中。 In Herd behind, these fuzzy artificial spirit rapid contractions, changed into chains, pulled above the four limbs of Garand, his forcefully shackles. 赫笛身后,那些模糊的拟似魂灵迅速的收缩,化为了一条条锁链,拉扯在了加兰德的四肢之上,将他强行桎梏。 The blockade that is formed by Alchemists soul starts to spread. 紧接着,由炼金术师们灵魂所形成的封锁开始蔓延。 The jet black matrix appears from the Garand body, the multiplication, the prisoner's cage same blocked the inside and outside probably. 漆黑的矩阵从加兰德的躯壳上浮现,增殖,像是囚笼一样封锁了内外。 This is the live seal. 这是活的封印。 Different from these inflexible shackles, only has Alchemists self- intent Zhicai to be able every time shuts off Garand and relation thoroughly. 不同于那些死板的枷锁,唯有炼金术师们自我的意志才能够每时每刻将加兰德和外界的联系彻底切断。 Even did not allow him dead. 甚至不允许他死亡。 Closes up along with the scar, only then a little bit residual hot blooded falls on the ground. 伴随着伤痕合拢,只有一滴滴残留的热血落在地上。 Please relax, Elder Brother, I will not kill you.” “请放心吧,哥哥,我不会杀死你。” Herd said desolately, „, so long as limits you here, was enough.” 赫笛冷淡的说,“只要将你限制在这里,就足够了。” Although some womanly compassion, but in fact, this is safest and most sane approach. 虽然有些妇人之仁,但实际上,这才是最稳妥和最理智的做法。 If the enemy is Great Master, cannot underestimate the opposite party at any time. 倘若敌人是大宗师,就不能在任何时候小看对方。 Now Publius successfully nears, who knows, once kills Garand, what change will also trigger? Great Master offers own life, causes how fearful destruction? 如今普布留斯成功在即,谁又知道一旦杀死加兰德,又会引发什么样的变化呢?一个大宗师献上自己的生命,又造成多么可怕的破坏? So long as imprisons well him. 只要将他囚禁起来就好。 The blockade detains. 封锁关押。 Thorough disablement. 彻底无力化。 Guaranteed that he and outside world breaks off all relations, becomes a pure viewer, helpless observer. 确保他和外界断绝一切联系,成为一个单纯的看客,无能为力的旁观者。 Garand difficult turning head, looks to all around matrix, cannot bear shake the head. 加兰德艰难的扭头,看向四周的矩阵,忍不住摇头。 „Is this you learns from whom?” “这是你跟谁学的?” In the past did to Publius with you looks like very much?” “是不是跟你当年对普布留斯所做的很像?” Herd told him: This inspiration, you give me- must cope with Great Master, living the far ratio died wants to be easier.” 赫笛告诉他:“这个灵感,还是你给我的-要对付一个大宗师,活着的远比死了的要容易很多。” I am only...... hope that he can want to understand, wants to be clear, oneself, are actually who...... actually must make anything.” “我只是……希望他能想明白而已,想清楚,自己,究竟是谁……自己究竟要做什么。” Garand hoarse smiles to make noise: „, The Moon prison cannot provide lodging he, when sees him for the last time, I had understood, he had run away...... with the method that I have not thought.” 加兰德沙哑的笑出声:“没想到,月球监狱管不住他,早在最后一次见到他的时候,我就已经明白了,他已经逃走了……用我未曾想到的方法。” This is his fate, not?” “这是他的命运,不是么?” This is not he fate, Herd, shouldn't you be clear?” “这不是‘他’的命运,赫笛,你难道不是应该一清二楚么?” The Garand indifferent rebuttal, his holds to read, wants to be stronger than me, but your does hold to read is from where? In order to create the gods, when doesn't hesitate to create Hell...... you to reduce to this degree?” 加兰德冷漠反驳,“他的执念,比我想还要强,可你的这一份执念又是从何而来?为了创造神明,不惜创造地狱……你又是在什么时候沦落到这种程度?” Herd thinks, shrugs: Person changes, not?” 赫笛想了想,耸肩:“人是会变的,不是么?” Yes, but do you really change for yourself?” “是啊,可你真的是为自己而变么?” Garand lifts the eye, stubbornly is staring at his face, this past good friend and blood relation, „ I remembers that Herd, after should be comprehended own incomplete, instead hopes that others can obtain the happy person to be right! 加兰德抬起眼睛,死死的盯着他的面孔,这个昔日的好友和‘血亲’,“我记忆中的赫笛,应该是一个领悟了自身的残缺之后,反而希望别人能够获得幸福的人才对! Since from starts, you turned into this appearance, Herd? After comprehending the limit of ability? Said, after believing misleading of Piper? After becoming the seat of honor? After inheriting these Alchemist crazy knowledge and pollution? 从什么时候开始起,你变成了这副模样呢,赫笛?在领悟自身能力的局限之后么?还是说,在听信吹笛人的蛊惑之后?在成为首席之后?在继承了那些炼金术师的疯狂的学识和污染之后? Do all these that you make really come from the original idea? ” 你所做的这一切真的是来自于原本的想法么?” Garand hoarse interrogation: You still remember own original appearance, Herd?” 加兰德沙哑的质问:“你还记得自己原本的模样么,赫笛?” In the long silence, Herd has not spoken. 漫长的寂静里,赫笛没有说话。 Static, stares at distant that to fall a gradually, falls to black tower's sun. 只是静静的,凝望着远方那一道渐渐落下,落向黑塔的日轮。 For a long time, silent smiled. 许久,无声的笑了起来。 Looked like hears an absurd joke to be the same. 就像是听到了一个荒谬的笑话一样。 Is changes, is very strange?” “不过是改变而已,很奇怪么?” He has turned head, asking of doubts: „ Was changed by Piper, with was changed by others has differently what? When you said that does not have to discover, oneself was also changed by the Astronomy Association world? By Stone Cauldron Soceity, by your student, by your friend, by all that you run into...... 他回过头,疑惑的问:“被吹笛人改变,和被其他人改变难道有什么不同么?当你这么说的时候,难道没有发现,自己也被天文会的世界所改变么?被石釜学会,被你的学生,被你的朋友,被你所遇到的一切…… The people change, nothing but improved pejoration. 人都是会变的,无非是变好了变坏。 What is laughable, you change will actually regard as disaster- this world's most wants to maintain, the most repugnant change, most expected own eternally unchanging person not you at present? ” 可笑的是,你却将‘改变’视作了灾难-这个世界上最想维持自我,最讨厌改变,最期望自己永恒不变的人难道不正在你的眼前么?” He lifts the hand, aimed at the dark tower in distant place. 他抬起手,指向了远方的黑暗之塔。 That is laughing, stretches out the arms, wants to hug Great Master of nihility sun Publius! 那个大笑着,张开双臂,想要拥抱虚无日轮的大宗师普布留斯 Look, wants immortally, wants is not obliterated...... the price then by this world to destroy this world.” Herd said, this truth is such simple, but you do not want to understand.” “看啊,想要不朽,想要不被这个世界所磨灭……代价便是要去毁灭这个世界。”赫笛说,“这个道理就是这么简单,只是你不想去明白而已。” Garand has not spoken, or does not want to say anything again. 加兰德没有说话,或者说,已经不想再说什么。 To the lunatic, what advice is useless. 对疯子来说,什么样的劝告都是没有用的。 Right, but also a little, you possibly thought mistakenly.” Herd told him earnestly: I chose my degeneration, is not because other- was not Piper misled me, was I, found Piper on own initiative.” “对了,还有一点,你可能想错了。”赫笛认真的告诉他:“我选择了自己的堕落,不是因为其他-不是吹笛人蛊惑了我,是我,主动找到了吹笛人。” „...... Why?” “……为什么?” The eye pupil of Garand stagnated flickered. 加兰德的眼瞳停滞了一瞬。 Unbelievable, lifted the head. 难以置信的,抬起了头。 Saw look that Herd despises. 看到了赫笛鄙夷的眼神。 „It is not everyone, can like you, takes any responsibility choose the freedom.” “不是每个人,能够都像你一样,不负任何责任的去选择自由的。” This destroyed Helios personally chief criminal, holds up the head, overlooks that is trying to recall at present all saving: „ All these are not just you cause? 这个亲手破坏了赫利俄斯的‘罪魁祸首’,昂起头,俯瞰着眼前那个试图挽回一切的‘拯救者’:“这一切难道不正是你所导致的么? Hadn't I asked you at that time? But after you do not care oneself walked, all will turn into what appearance, not? 我当时难道没有问过你么?可你根本不在乎自己走了之后,一切会变成什么样子,不是么? You did not care about everyone's sacrifice and to your anticipation, you are thinking yourself, but how can I? 你不在乎所有人的牺牲和对你的期待,你只是想着你自己,可我又能怎么样? I am only, wants to replace you, completes own mission- wish made all the sacrifices of payout be compensated, was a wrong matter? ” 我只是,想要代替你,完成自己的使命而已-想要让所有付出的牺牲得到报偿,难道是一件错误的事情么?” Garand did not visit him again. 加兰德再没有看他。 Feels one absurd and ridicule, but actually cannot smile. 只是感觉到一阵荒谬和嘲弄,可是却根本笑不出来。 To angrily rebuke, the strength of but continually angrily rebuking did not have. 想要怒斥,可是连怒斥的力气都没有了。 Compared with me, is you are instead strangeer is right.” Herd cold sound asked: Since had walked, why can also come back?” “和我相比,反而是你才更加奇怪才对。”赫笛冷声问:“既然已经走了,为什么还要回来呢?” Yes, why can come back? 是啊,为何要回来呢? Prisoner's cage that returned to itself once to escape from, regarding was the Hell place. 回到自己曾经逃出的囚笼,视之为地狱的地方。 Garand begins supinely, is staring at the dark universe, for a long time, self-ridiculed sighed lightly: Probably because of...... regret.” 加兰德仰起头,凝视着黑暗的宇宙,许久,自嘲的轻叹:“大概是因为……后悔了吧。” Regret. 后悔。 But is too late to regret...... 但又悔之晚矣…… The regret, evades own fate. 后悔,逃避自己的命运 Regret, oneself only friend and only saves blood relation...... pushes up such result. 后悔,将自己唯一的‘朋友’和唯一仅存的‘血亲’……推上这样的结局。 Even if they on leading to the path of destruction at high speed, endure gladly. 纵然他们在通往毁灭的道路上快马加鞭,甘之如饴。 Perhaps some hatred. 或许还有些许痛恨。 Hates Helios, hates these to leave behind the secret the Spiritual God, hates these besotted lunatics...... most to hate, for free, created all these personally. 痛恨赫利俄斯,痛恨那些留下秘密的神灵,也痛恨那些执迷不悟的疯子……最痛恨的,是为了自由,亲手造就了这一切的自己。 When he wants to bring back oneself original fate, all lead the right track time, he is actually Garand. He is Great Master Garand, no longer is Publius, is uninterested with Helios. 当他想要取回自己原本的命运,将一切导回正轨的时候,他却已经是加兰德了。他是大宗师加兰德,不再是普布留斯,与赫利俄斯再无关系。 After he sets firm resolve finally, all already without enough time. 当他终于下定了决心之后,一切都已经来不及。 Perhaps, this is his price. 或许,这就是他的代价。 Toward the advantage thinks that , at least you go home, not?” Herd sympathizing comforting: Passed through many years drifting, you finally the place that returns to you to go back.” “往好处想吧,至少你回到了家里,不是么?”赫笛‘体贴’的宽慰:“经过了多少年的漂泊,你终于回到了你应该回去的地方。” Family/Home?” “家?” Garand chokes to cough, shakes the head: Here only has the ambition, extremely arrogant and sin, Herd, that type of thing, has not existed......” 加兰德呛咳着,摇头:“这里只有野心,狂妄和罪孽而已,赫笛,那种东西,从没有存在过……” No, it is exists, continuously here.” “不,它是存在的,一直在这里。” Herd raised the head, is looking into shatter Helios. 赫笛抬起头,眺望着破碎的赫利俄斯 Looks at that whirling around steel land, thick pipeline, ancient equipment that under expose, giant facility, countless workshop, more secrets. 看着那一片翻卷的钢铁大地,还有下面所裸露出的粗大管道、古老的设备,巨大的设施,数之不尽的工坊,还有更多的秘密。 Look, this is our families/home.” “看啊,这就是我们的家。” He said, was a pity it is not the warm place, has not liked so being luxurious the thing, at best, but is a laminar flow water line.” 他说,“可惜它并不是什么温暖的地方,也并没有爱这么奢侈得东西,充其量,只不过是一片流水线而已。” We are the tools, is the components, was doomed since birth all fate gears. We put together completely all, to complete own mission, welcomed the damage and abandoning finally. “我们是工具,是零件,是生来就注定了一切命运的齿轮。我们拼尽一切,为了完成自己的使命,最终迎来损坏和废弃。 Now, production time finally arrived- ” 现在,生产的时候终于到了-” Herd turned head, showed the smile, many years ago such, gentle regards: 赫笛回头,露出了笑容,就像很多年前那样,轻柔的问候: Welcome to go home, Elder Brother.” “欢迎回家,哥哥。”
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