First is vacant, then stares, is shocking. 先是茫然,然后一愣,紧接着是震惊。 „What gadget?” “啥玩意儿？” Huai Shi frightens to jump, collects to look at carefully in the washbasin just like the scene of bird's eye view, distinguishes in the suburb somewhere the appearance of dispirited workshop. 槐诗吓得跳起来,凑过去端详着水盆之中宛如鸟瞰的景象,分辨出郊区之中某处颓废厂房的样子。 Is incredible. 不可置信。 „Wang Hai here?” “王海就在这里？” „Yes.” Crow asked back: „Carries on the mark through the Phenomenon Branching ink the watermark law of tracing, is what inconceivable matter?” “是呀。”乌鸦反问:“通过事象分支的墨水进行标记而追踪的水印法而已,难道是什么不可思议的事情吗？” Huai Shi stares the big eye: „How you did not say early!” 槐诗瞪大眼睛:“你怎么不早说！” „But you have not asked.” “可你也没问啊。” Crow puzzled looks at him, full innocent. 乌鸦一脸困惑地看着他,十足无辜。 Huai Shi cannot bear want this broken bird to copy to pinch dead forget about it. 槐诗忍不住想把这破鸟儿抄起来捏死算了。 „Your this clearly is traitor!” He is pounding on the table angrily, „you looked the meter/rice that your day eats my family, lives in my family's room, steals my family's electricity, with my family's net, I do not haggle over this with you on forget about it, you know obviously this grandson wants to kill me, why can hide the truth from me?” “你这分明就是二五仔啊！”他恼怒地拍着桌子,“你看你一天吃我家的米,住我家的房,偷我家的电,用我家的网,我不跟你计较这个就算了,你明明知道这孙子想要弄死我,为什么要瞒着我？” „?” Crow looks at him curiously: „If I told you earlier, how you can?” “哦？”乌鸦好奇地看着他:“如果我早些时候告诉你的话,你会怎么样？” „Nonsense, naturally is shouted that the person handles him!” “废话,当然是喊人去搞定他啊！” „Astronomy Association? Bureau of Special Affairs? Or both same place?” Crow smiled strangely: „But, how you have to explain, they can hide in that place?” “天文会？还是特事处？或者说两者一起？”乌鸦诡异地笑了起来:“不过,你有想要怎么解释,他们会藏在那个地方么？” The Huai Shi opens the mouth wants saying that was actually broken. 槐诗张口欲言,却被打断了。 „, I do not refer to you gaining the method of his hiding position.” “不不不,我不是指你获取他藏身位置的方法。” Crow stopped, looked at inverted image in a water: „Rather, how you explained why once was your family's industry to turn into the Purified Folk den?” 乌鸦停顿了一下,瞄了一眼水中的倒影:“而是,你如何解释,为何曾经属于你家的产业会变成归净之民的老巢呢？” „...... What gadget?!” “……啥玩意儿？！” Huai Shi stares the big eye, looks at the washbasin startled: „You said this place, your gadget...... is my family?” 槐诗瞪大眼睛,愕然地看着水盆:“你说这地方,你这玩意儿……是我家的？” „You also really forget cleanly.” “你还真是忘得一干二净啊。” Crow pitied looked at his one eyes: „Why will my bystander be clear compared with you? No, should say that this investigates the matter that the property rights can understand slightly.” 乌鸦怜悯地看了他一眼:“为何我这个外人都会比你清楚啊？不,应该说这是稍微调查一下产权就能够了解的事情吧。” „Right.” “没错。” She said: Place that „now Wang Hai hides, was once one of the Huai marine transportation method of goods transfer warehouses. In other words, more than ten years ago belongs to your family's place, now has turned into Purified Folk has raised Border variation ‚Fasting Circle’.” 她说:“如今王海藏身的地方,就是曾经槐氏海运的货物中转仓库之一。换而言之,十几年前属于你家的地方,如今已经变成了归净之民饲养边境异种的‘斋戒圈’。” With the words, the innumerable obsolete paper have flown from in the air of basement, falls, gathers in the Huai Shi front, changes to one pack neatly. 随着的话语,无数陈旧的纸张从地下室的空中飞过,落下,汇聚在槐诗的面前,整整齐齐地化作一叠。 „I can understand your confusion and vacant, conclusion that but this truly draws from your family's these old files.” “我能够理解你的困惑和茫然,但这确实是从你家的这些旧档案之中所得出的结论。” Huai Shi opens these paper silent, page after page. 槐诗沉默地将那些纸张翻开,一页一页地。 These truly pile up in his family/home the thing in storehouse right, falls the full dust, is covered with the mildew spot, discards in what not noticeable corner. 这些确实是堆积在他家里库房中的东西没错,落满灰尘,长满霉斑,丢弃在什么不引人注目的角落里。 Forgot. 被人遗忘。 Crow said right, there truly once was one of the Huai Family industries, cargo warehouse that was used to relay. 乌鸦说得没错,那里确实曾经是槐家的产业之一,一个用来中转的货物仓库。 „But, I do not remember.” “可是,我都不记得了。” Huai Shi sits on the chair at a loss, recalls carefully, but the memory of childhood really has too many gaps, too many slurred things. 槐诗茫然地坐在椅子上,仔细地回忆,可童年的记忆实在有太多的缺口,太多模糊不清的东西。 After that high fever, the lots are fading gradually...... 那一场高烧之后,很多东西都在渐渐地褪色…… But this is not worth the strange matter probably. 但这好像又不是什么值得奇怪的事情。 Since he records events to start, family's industry as if starts to deteriorate rapidly. Even if paternal great-grandfather that generation rich astonishing, but now remaining, is an old house. 自从他记事开始,家里的产业似乎就开始飞速地衰败。哪怕曾祖父那一代富有惊人,但如今所剩下的,也不过是一座老房子而已。 Huai Family once industry so many, even if occasionally what happened is not strange? 槐家曾经的产业那么多,就算是偶尔发生什么事情也不奇怪吧？ But is quite unlucky. 只不过是比较倒霉而已。 It looks like until now to be the same. 就像是一直以来的自己一样。 But, why actually will feel angrily? 可是,却为何会感觉到愤怒呢？ „Damn......” “他妈的……” He scolded one in a soft voice, actually does not know that should go to angry anything. 他轻声骂了一句,却不知道应该去愤怒什么。 Silent, Crow stands and waits for a long time on the hilt, pities looks at him. The twinkle light elongated her shadow, falls above the wall, is waving just like the flame generally. 寂静中,乌鸦伫立在刀柄上,怜悯地看着他。闪烁地灯光将她的影子拉长了,落在墙壁之上,宛如火焰一般地舞动着。 „Makes me give on you second class, Huai Shi.” “让我来给你上第二课吧,槐诗。” Her sound change, not past frivolity and teasing, but changes does dignified, as if the collision of glacier and iron, brings intermittent low cry „ 她的声音变化,不似往日的轻佻和戏虐,而是变作庄严,仿佛冰川和铁的碰撞,带着阵阵低鸣“ „fate is unable to control, but its object has actually distinguished.” “-命运无从主宰,但它的对象却有所区别。” „fate?” “命运？” „Right, fate.” The black bird said, „ some people choose fate, but some people by difficultly and frightened the awe into submission submissive that oneself see, halts. “对,命运。”黑色的飞鸟说,“有的人去选择命运,而有的人被自己看到的艰难和恐惧所慑服,止步不前。 They can only wait for by fate are chosen. 他们只能等待被命运所选择。 Although the latter does not have nothing well, but the duckweed in sea was involved in the storm time, how also to have the qualifications to blame own luck? ” 虽然后者也没什么不好,但海中的浮萍被卷入风暴的时候,又如何有资格责怪自己的运气呢？” Huai Shi for a long time, asks silent: „Can the former certainly be happy?” 槐诗沉默许久,开口问:“前者就一定能够幸福吗？” „Who knows?” Crow replied calmly, „wrestles to be not necessarily able to change any result furiously, but at least dies broadly and level, not?” “谁知道呢？”乌鸦平静地回答,“奋力一搏未必能改变任何结果,但至少死得坦荡,不是么？” „......” “……” Huai Shi is silent. 槐诗沉默。 „You do not need to hate itself, after all once you did not have the opportunity of choice, but all are different now.” “你无需痛恨自己,毕竟曾经的你没有选择的机会,但如今一切已经不同了.” Crow said: „ If you and do not care to passing all, you can look but not see greatly, making all these continue to submerge in the darkness. 乌鸦说:“倘若你对过往的一切并不在意,你大可以视而不见,让这一切继续沉没在黑暗里。 I ensure you will have the light future. 我保证,你会有光明的未来。 But if you really must want to know that once in you , did not have anything in your family/home, you must go facing all these personally. ” 可倘若你真得想要知道曾经在你、不,在你的家里发生了什么的话,你必须亲自去面对这一切。” After long silence, Huai Shi cannot bear want to smile: „Even knew, what can also change?” 漫长的寂静之后,槐诗忍不住想笑:“就算知道了,又能改变什么吗？” What cannot change, anything will not come back. 什么都改变不了,什么也都不会回来。 It seems fate not to change is the same. 就好像命运不会改变一样。 It seems like that Book of Fate. 就好像那本命运之书。 The dust has fallen decides, records in thing, will never have any change. 尘埃已经落定,记录在其中的东西,永远不会有任何的变化。 Crow looks at his eye, told him one word at a time: „But at least you can know why you will lose, not?” 乌鸦看着他的眼睛,一字一顿地告诉他:“可至少你可以知道你为什么会失去,不是吗？” In the deathly stillness, Huai Shi closes the eye, sighed exhaustedly. 死寂之中,槐诗闭上眼睛,疲惫地叹息。 For a long time, for a long time, he opens the eye, sets out, takes up the coat from the chair, throws over after the body, pistol that Astronomy Association distributes, inspects the trigger, spear's/gun's body and magazine, forces in the pistol the covert carry with one on a journey rifle scabbard of waist. 许久,许久,他睁开眼睛,起身,从椅子上拿起外套,披在身上之后,将天文会配发的手枪,检查扳机、枪身和弹夹,将手枪塞进腰部的隐蔽携行枪套里。 Finally, took up the sacrificial offering blade on table, hangs on the lock catch of waistband. 最后,拿起了桌子上的祭祀刀,挂在腰带的锁扣上。 „First uses to me.” “先给我用一下。” Huai Shi drew in the zipper of jacket, „I urge to go faster return.” 槐诗拉上了夹克的拉链,“我去去就回。” „Un.” “恩。” Crow wielded the wing, „bon voyage.” 乌鸦挥了挥翅膀,“一路顺风。” In going out, the Huai Shi footsteps stopped, sees the envelope on table. 在出门的时候,槐诗的脚步停顿了一下,看到桌子上的信封。 „What is that?” “那是什么？” „That.” Crow looked at one, „some noon time people have come, but has not come, only put this thing outside mailbox, I think that should gives you.” “那个啊。”乌鸦看了一眼,“中午的时候有人来过了,不过没进来,只在外面的信箱里放了这个东西,我想应该是给你的吧。” Huai Shi takes up the envelope, shook shaking, inside thinks of what iron sheet probably, some weight/quantity. 槐诗拿起信封,晃了晃,里面好像装着什么铁片,有些分量。 After opening the envelope, delimited a key from inside, fell on the palm of Huai Shi. 打开信封之后,从里面就划出了一把钥匙,落在了槐诗的掌心。 A brass color key, some years, not seeming like opened the burglar-proof door or is any precious goods of safety deposit box, were the types that the inexpensive lock of finding at everywhere provided. 一把黄铜色钥匙,有些年头了,看上去并不像是开启防盗门或者是什么保险箱的珍贵物品,就是随处可见的廉价锁头配备的类型而已。 That weak place weight is so familiar, Huai Shi almost remembers the position of above each tooth. 那一份微弱的地重量却如此熟悉,槐诗几乎记得上面每一个齿的位置。 That is the key of his zither | Jean room. 那是他琴房的钥匙。 „Fu Yi?” “傅依？” Will deliver this person who the key comes, perhaps only then she? After all abuses the power of student association to check home address anything of student, but also very has her style. 会送这把钥匙过来的人,恐怕只有她了吧？毕竟滥用学生会的权力查学生的家庭住址什么的,还挺有她风格的。 Actually is what meaning? 究竟是什么意思呢？ Huai Shi is looking at carefully that key, suddenly some want to smile, „skipped classes, that fellow......” 槐诗端详着那一把钥匙,忽然有些想笑,“又逃课了啊,那个家伙……” He thinks, hung it on the key skewer in pocket. 他想了想,将它重新挂在了口袋里的钥匙串上。 Has not had such flash, he can so determine, this vacation will end towering. 从未曾有这么一瞬间,他能够如此确定,这一段突兀地假期是会结束的。 His life will open again, returns to that own room again, will start to play the zither | Jean, to catch a fish by hand again and imagination future happy time. 他的生活会再一次开启,再一次回到那一间属于自己的屋子里,再一次地开始练琴、摸鱼和想象未来的幸福时光。 Returns to own fellow patient club. 回到属于自己的病友俱乐部去。 „Thanks.” “谢谢。” He sent a WeChat to Fu Yi, in a meeting, that side sends an expression, was Huai Shi stands in front of the gigolo office impressively hesitant that picture, above also P two twinkle seven color large characters. 他给傅依发了一个微信,没过一会,那边就发过来一个表情,赫然是槐诗站在牛郎会所前面犹豫的那张照片,上面还P了两个闪烁地七彩大字。 Come on! 加油！ „Is leading big brother who therefore , sends my expression really you?” “所以说,发我表情的带头大哥果然是你么？” He does not know that should be angry should smile. 他不知道应该生气还是该笑。 Switched off the phone screen, opened the front door. 关掉了手机屏幕,推开了大门。 Huai Shi . 槐诗,出发了。