AF :: Volume #5

#467: The birth of life


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The absurd dream probably is simply same. 简直荒谬的好像梦一样。 What although the present is Huai Shi prepares is the throughout simulation of highest specification, but quantity like this was extremely still exaggerating. 虽然如今为槐诗所准备的是最高规格的全境模拟,可这样的数量依旧太过夸张了。 In those days how the outstanding tester, can again from divergent at best also more than ten that launched. Where will have the portrait/people looks like is he is the same, almost walks randomly in the new branches every day? 往日再怎么杰出的测试者,能够从其中所展开的分歧充其量也就十几条而已。哪里会有人像是他一样,几乎每一天都在新的分支之间游走呢? Without a wee bit strange places, will be selected by Book of Fate?” “倘若没有一丁点古怪的地方,难道会被命运之书选中么?” Crow said calmly: Continue, intensifies the effort, do not stop.” 乌鸦平静的说:“继续,加大力度,不要停。” Must stop.” “必须停止。” kp shakes the head: This is not the degree that the san value enulls, even if can support finally, perhaps the Huai Shi personality must be worn down by the inexhaustible branch completely, his soul cannot bear such huge pressure.” kp摇头:“这已经不是san值归零的程度了,就算能够撑到最后,槐诗的人格恐怕也要被无穷尽的分支消磨殆尽,他的灵魂承受不了这么庞大的压力。” No, he can.” “不,他能。” Crow stares looks at him, told him one word at a time: He is Contractor that I select personally is only this degree of suffering, to him, is not worth mentioning.” 乌鸦直勾勾地看着他,一字一顿的告诉他:“他是我亲手选中的契约者只是这种程度的折磨而已,对于他而言,不值一提。” kp had nothing to say in reply, lifted the hand, front held the hand. kp无言以对,抬起手,将面前的把手一拉到底。 But in the celestial sphere empty shadow, immerses the youngster in innumerable Phenomenon Branching sends out roaring of pain 而天球虚影之中,沉浸在无数事象分支里的少年发出痛苦的咆哮 Probably in same turned into dozens, over a hundred, ten million instantaneously, at the same time in immerses in the lives of innumerable change. 好像在同一瞬间变成了数十个、上百个、千万个自己,同一时刻里沉浸在无数变化的人生之中。 Any ultra calculates sufficiently fired the scrap iron the mighty current to embezzle his soul, is pulling him, crashed downward, fell into the branch of each crazy expansion. 足以将任何超算烧成废铁的洪流吞没了他的灵魂,拉扯着他,向下坠落,落入了每一条疯狂扩展的分支之中。 Saw, realized, witnessed ten million/countless. 看到了、体会了、见证了千万个自己。 ten million Huai Shi. 千万个槐诗 Gave up ideal Huai Shi, sacrificed ideal Huai Shi, becomes Huai Shi of cellist, becomes Tuner Huai Shi, becomes Huai Shi of degenerate, becomes Huai Shi of sage, becomes Huai Shi of terrorist, becomes Savior Huai Shi...... 放弃了理想的槐诗,牺牲理想的槐诗,成为了大提琴手的槐诗,成为了调律师槐诗,成为了败类的槐诗,成为了圣人的槐诗,成为了恐怖分子的槐诗,成为了救世主槐诗…… In this even burns down and puts to death by dismemberment in the samsara pain that is hard to compare, he felt that oneself will soon split. 在这连焚烧和凌迟都难以比拟的轮回痛楚之中,他感觉自己即将分裂。 From one is an numerous. 自一为众。 soul that will soon crack will be being been pulling by the inexhaustible possibility, changes into ten million wisps of different side, is difficult to join together. 即将崩裂的灵魂将会被无穷尽的可能性拉扯着,化为千万缕不同的侧面,再难拼合。 May in that flash, crazy expansion Phenomenon Branching stop suddenly. 可在那一瞬间,疯狂扩展的事象分支戛然而止。 Fell into slow. 陷入了卡顿。 Then does not have the possibility to preserve. 并非是接下来再无可能性存留。 But by some type...... nearly absurd, the strange branch that is nearly impossible to have stops, the room partition, is unable to continue the simulation and deduction again downward. 而是被某种……近乎荒谬,近乎不可能存在的离奇分支所阻拦,隔断,无法再向下继续模拟和推演。 Probably is warning them. 就好像在警告他们。 Stopping. 到此为止。 Because this then final. 因为这便是最后了。 Inexhaustible dark and fierce light from reveals, the branch will cover ten million/countless all. 紧接着,无穷尽的黑暗和烈光从其中流露而出,将千万分支尽数覆盖。 In image that in the final branch transmits, that stands and waits for a long time back in Abyss is detected that spying from distant place, in the darkness, a pair of eye pupil lifted slowly, looked toward here. 在最终分支传来的影像里,那个伫立在深渊中的背影似是察觉到了来自远方的窥探,在黑暗中,一双眼瞳缓缓抬起,向着此处看了过来。 Seemed like the role in story to prevent the change of page unexpectedly, raised the head, is looking at carefully front several reader such. 就好像是故事里的角色竟然阻止了书页的翻动,抬起头来,端详着面前的几位读者那样。 Resembling is the smile. 似是微笑。 You are really bored enough......” “你们还真是有够无聊啊……” With lip silent opening and closing, if there is a low and deep sound reverberation of essence near everyone's ear. 伴随着嘴唇无声的开阖,如有实质的低沉声音回荡在了所有人的耳边。 That person's shadow bent the finger, optional popping. 紧接着,那个人影屈起了手指,随意的弹出。 The revolution of all phenomena on earth celestial sphere stops suddenly. 万象天球的运转戛然而止。 Is away from the remote time, he opened out this to come from and spying on nihility easily, but final branch quiet hidden entered in Chaos again. 隔着遥远的时光,他轻而易举的拨开了这一份来自过去和虚无中的窥探,而最终的分支悄无声息的重新隐入了混沌之中。 Only left behind a village serious cold silhouette in the glance. 只在惊鸿一瞥中留下了一个庄严肃冷的侧影。 What is that?” “那是什么?” In the long deathly stillness, dm raised the head stiffly. 漫长的死寂之中,dm僵硬地抬起头。 That is also Huai Shi.” “那也是槐诗。” Crow sighed in a soft voice: I most do not want to see...... Huai Shi.” 乌鸦轻声叹息:“我最不想看到的……槐诗。” Stave sound resounds suddenly. 破碎的声音骤然响起。 Also popping of that finger, has the invisible attraction to burst out such probably, shook off all shackles, is pulling all item branch contractions that extends from Huai Shi, closing up, is overlapped, about the numerous is one! 随之那一根手指的弹出,好像有无形的引力迸发那样,挣脱了所有的桎梏,拉扯着所有从槐诗身上延伸出的事项分支收缩,合拢,再度重叠,合众为一! The future of these nihilities collapses to dissipate all, belonged to a point. 那些虚无的未来尽数坍塌消散,重新归于了一点。 Huai Shi forwards in the steps. 恍惚中,槐诗在踏步向前。 Probably drags to entrain what indescribable serious thing such, is pulling ten million/countless, making the illusory images of these fissions belong to one. 好像拖拽着什么难以言喻的沉重之物那样,拉扯着自己千万个自己,令那些分裂的幻影重新归于一处。 Each forward one step, then even more relaxed, to finally, as if dashes such gallops in the endless light and in secret, is overlooking under foot that huge tree derivation, will shuttle back and forth in each future possibility. 每向前一步,便越发的轻松,到最后,仿佛飞奔那样驰骋在无尽的光和暗中,俯瞰着脚下那庞大的树形图,穿梭在每一个未来的可能之中。 From fission again to merge, but these had what difference time probably. 从分裂再到合并,可这一次却好像有了什么不同。 His soul revolves smoothly in the world of nihility, forgot fears and anxious, in the past and in the future, forgot oneself is where , forgot that is actually. 他的灵魂顺畅地运转在虚无的世界之中,忘记了恐惧和不安,过去和未来,忘记了自己身在何处,也忘记究竟是谁。 Burdens that after throwing these is in the way, is only left over the pure essence. 在抛去那些碍事的负累之后,只剩下纯粹的精髓。 All immaterial things strips, but, existence of soul becomes immaterial, was only left over one tiny to the source of pinnacle. 将一切无关紧要的东西都剥离而出之后,就连灵魂的存在都变得无关紧要,只剩下了一个渺小到极致的源点。 The next flash, the huge all phenomena on earth celestial sphere shakes suddenly. 下一瞬间,庞大的万象天球陡然一震。 A brand-new impractical branch appears suddenly, is pulling the Huai Shi essence, falls into. 一个全新的架空分支骤然出现,拉扯着槐诗的本质,落入其中。 The ray embezzled him. 光芒吞没了他. Perhaps was the afternoon sunlight stabbing pain the eye of Huai Shi, he lifted the hand subconsciously, keeps off at present. 或许是午后的阳光刺痛了槐诗的眼睛,他下意识地抬起手,挡在眼前。 When he looks all around, then hears in the canyon of distant place to flow rapidly, but below waterfall thunders. 等他环顾四周的时候,便听见远方的峡谷之中奔流而下的瀑布轰鸣。 Has the fresh wind to blow from the distant place, is mixing with the delicate fragrance of vegetation, in the water vapor some the indistinct also Sulfur sulphur flavors. 有清新的风从远方吹来,夹杂着草木的清香,水汽中隐约还有一些磺的味道。 Takes a section of road forward, then can see the hot spring that in the distant place quarry stone boils, but the back grass must extend to end of line of sight probably. 向前走一段路,便能够看到远处乱石之中沸腾的温泉,而背后的绿茵好像一直要延伸到视线的尽头那样。 Huai Shi carries own traveler's backpack, does not know actually suddenly oneself are where. 槐诗扛着自己的旅行背包,恍然不知自己究竟身在何处。 Was shocked?” “惊呆了吧?” Side him, the passed by young man traveler showed the smile, patted his shoulder: Welcome to Yellowstone Park, the friend, America welcome you.” 在他身旁,路过的年轻男性旅人露出笑容,拍了拍他的肩膀:“欢迎来到黄石公园,朋友,美洲欢迎你。” America...... Huangshi...... 美洲……黄石…… Probably has anything to beat in own heart. 好像有什么东西在自己的心中跳动着。 He fades to become aware in absent-minded gradually. 他在恍惚之中渐渐明悟。 Was, here was America right, he went to here scenery most wonderful place. 是了,这里是美洲没错,他来到了这里风景最美妙的地方。 Forgets to recall own goal, he lifts up the backpack, instinct forwards along the path, is looking all around the distant place smoothly such as the lake of mirror. 忘记回忆起自己的目的,他扛起背包,本能的沿着道路向前,环顾着远处平滑如镜的湖泊。 Lake bottom colorful rock under shine of skylight lake water exaggeration incomparable gorgeous, the water glare that breaks into pieces shines on the face of Huai Shi. 在天光的映照之下湖底色彩斑斓的岩石将湖水渲染的无比绚丽,碎散的水光映照在槐诗的脸上。 He bends the waist, washes the face, hears the distant bird clear cry. 他弯下腰,洗了一把脸,听见远方飞鸟清脆的鸣叫声。 Vigilant raising the head of a America hart from the jungle of distant place, looked at Huai Shi, then turns around to run departure, crossed the turbulent river, gathered in the deer group, returned peacefully. 一只美洲牡鹿从远处的丛林中警觉的抬起头,看了一眼槐诗,便转身奔跑着离去,越过了汹涌的大河,汇聚在了鹿群之中,重归安宁。 The fiery-red fox pokes head from the green grass, looks at Huai Shi, after calling two, vanished in the jungle. 火红色的狐狸从绿草中探出头来,看着槐诗,叫了两声之后,又消失在了密林里。 In the fresh wind, can hear sound that the myriad things grow probably. 清新的风里,好像能够听见万物生长的声音 Huai Shi cannot bear show the smile, marches forward along the road, brushed past with the travelers, in the comparison begins the map, finally, stays out a cafe. 槐诗忍不住露出笑容,沿着公路继续向前,和旅人们擦肩而过,对照着手里的地图,最终,停留在一家咖啡厅门外。 In this lazy afternoon, the gentle sunlight the quiet cafe will exaggerate shining golden yellow. 在这个慵懒的午后,柔和的阳光将静谧的咖啡厅渲染成一片灿灿的金黄。 After the bar, the old shopkeeper is smoking, is chatting with a graceful female guest, but where probably had seen the sales clerk greeted Huai Shi to sit down warmly, hands over the menu. 在吧台之后,苍老的店长正抽着烟,与一位雍容的女客闲聊着,而好像在哪里见到过的店员则热情地招呼着槐诗坐下,递上了菜单。 One cup of American type, thanks.” “一杯美式,谢谢。” Huai Shi looked at carefully the menu to say a moment later. 槐诗端详菜单片刻之后说。 „Can the words of American coffee, match a croissant again?” The young male sales clerk recommends saying: New, but also hot.” “美式咖啡的话,要不要再配一点牛角包?”年轻的男性店员推荐道:“刚出炉的,还热着。” Huai Shi thinks, nod. 槐诗想了想,点头。 When the sales clerk turns around stopped by calling him: Please wait.” 就在店员转身的时候又喊住了他:“请等一下。” Un?” The sales clerks turn head happily: What does guest have to either?” “嗯?”店员愉快地回过头来:“客人还有什么需要么?” Please...... come black tea again.” “请再……来一份红茶。” The thinking a moment later, Huai Shi said: Croissant and other on, after I...... I...... jam again for a long time, his inexplicable comprehension suddenly, was on the rise saying: 思索片刻之后,槐诗说道:“牛角包等一下再上,我……我……”卡壳许久之后,他莫名的恍然领悟,抬头说: I and other arrival of friend.” “我在等一位朋友的到来。” The smile of sales clerk is even more happy: That may be good.” 店员的笑容越发愉快起来:“那可再好不过了。” Quick, one cup of coffee placed on his front table. 很快,一杯咖啡放在了他面前的桌子上。 Behind in the bar, the sales clerk cleans to begin the coffeepot, resembling is optional asking: „Is guest 1 st visit to Huangshi? Such young, a person comes, is really rare.” 吧台后面,店员擦拭着手里的咖啡壶,似是随意的问道:“客人是第一次来黄石吗?这么年轻,一个人来,真是稀罕啊。” Because made before.” “因为以前和人约好了啊。” In this just like the dreamland common absent-minded world, Huai Shi tranquil reply: I and person made, must come Huangshi travel together.” 在这宛如梦境一般恍惚的世界里,槐诗平静的回答:“我和人约好了,要一起来黄石旅行。” Friend?” The sales clerks become curious: I take the liberty, is the gentleman or the madam?” “朋友吗?”店员变得好奇起来:“恕我冒昧,请问是男士还是女士呢?” Is a very cute girl.” Huai Shi is smiling, not concealed said the words in innermost feelings: For a long time does not see, should she grow?” “是个很可爱的女孩子。”槐诗笑着,毫无掩饰地说出了内心之中的话:“很长时间不见,她应该长高了一些吧?” Name?” The graceful female guest asked: What was that child's name?” “名字呢?”雍容的女客问:“那位孩子的名字叫什么?” Lily, her name is Lily.” 莉莉,她的名字叫做莉莉。” In the heart of Huai Shi constantly emerges the recollection, in a soft voice twittering: She also has another registration name, is calledHela ‚, although this name will make people think after the fear was but familiar, knows, she is afraid others, that is not true she.” 槐诗的心中不断涌现回忆,轻声呢喃:“她还有另外一个注册名,叫做‘海拉‘,虽然这一个名字会让人觉得害怕但熟悉了之后就会知道,她只是在害怕别人而已,那不是真正的她。” Age?” The old shopkeeper turns head, is smoking, is looking at carefully front youngster: I think, she is almost certainly big with you.” “年龄呢?”苍老的店长回过头来,抽着烟,端详着面前的少年:“我想,她一定和你差不多大。” This was very difficult to talk clearly.” “这个就很难说清了。” Huai Shi feeling: At that time she me told she is only four years old, but I felt, crossing was so long, she grew certainly, but, I felt, she should compared with me young, probably my younger sister be slightly same.” 槐诗感慨:“当时她跟我说她只有四岁大,可我觉得,过了这么久,她一定成长了吧不过,我还是觉得,她应该比我稍微年轻一点,像是我的妹妹一样。” Sounds like a gentle madam.” The old person nods the sigh. “听起来是位温柔的女士啊。”老人颔首感叹。 Yes, she always looked like where oneself do is not good, is always a little timid, but no one will in fact dislike her.” Huai Shi said, I felt, she is certainly stronger than the appearance that I do see? Person who she is that type has the courage, what misses is the insignificant inspiration and support.” “是啊,她好像总觉得自己哪里做的不好,总是有点怯生生,但实际上没有人会讨厌她。”槐诗说,“不过我觉得,她一定比我见到的样子更坚强吧?她是那种有勇气的人,所差的是一点微不足道的鼓舞和支持而已。” The graceful wife hesitated for a long time, asked in a soft voice: For a long time does not see, you thought that what she will have to change?” 雍容的夫人沉吟了许久,轻声问:“这么长时间不见,你觉得她会有什么变化吗?” Perhaps has?” “或许有吧?” Huai Shi thinks, said earnestly: Was certainly longer than before high a point, the hair may slightly be longer, perhaps the person will also be maturer. So long as, nothing can live in her matter diligently rarely? Present she does not certainly need to depend upon anybody to be able very good going on living.” 槐诗想了想,认真的说:“一定比以前长得更高了一点,头发或许会稍微长一些,或许人也会成熟一些。只要努力一点的话,没有什么能够难得住她的事情吧?现在的她一定不需要依靠任何人都可以很好的活下去了。” You did not expect that she does rely on you?” The senior shopkeeper asked curiously: Did not expect that she does keep your side forever?” “你不期望她依赖你么?”老店长好奇地问道:“不期望她永远留在你的身边?” „Was that too brutal?” “那就太残酷了吧?” Huai Shi shakes the head: In that case, can I also be her friend? Even if left me, she will still be able to be potential achievement in this world is right. This is a friend should hope?” 槐诗摇头:“那样的话,我还算得上她的朋友吗?就算离开了我,她也应该能够在这个世界上有所作为才对。这才是一个朋友应该期盼的吧?” Yes, right.” “是啊,没错。” The senior shopkeeper happily smiles: You were really the best friend, Huai Shi.” 老店长欣慰地笑起来:“你果然是最好的朋友了,槐诗。” Overpraised.” Huai Shi embarrassed beckoning with the hand. “过奖啦。”槐诗不好意思的摆手。 Said, what appearance she is long?” The curious sales clerk collects, attractive?” “说起来,她长什么样子?”好奇的店员凑上来,“漂亮么?” That is natural.” Huai Shi nods, „before , is very attractive, now wins certainly the past.” “那是当然啊。”槐诗颔首,“以前就很好看,现在一定更胜以往。” What clothes made to wear to come?” “约好了穿什么样的衣服过来了吗?” Asking that the sales clerks talked endlessly: Wanted me saying that the white skirt was very nice, the sola topi and can the sunglasses match...... high you to like with the sandals friend? Wants the silk stockings? Black? White? Yellowish pink? Does the length have the request?......” 店员喋喋不休的问道:“要我说,白裙子很好看,遮阳帽和墨镜可以搭配一下……高跟凉鞋朋友你喜欢吗?要不要丝袜?黑色?白色?肉色?长度有要求吗?还有……” ! 啪! Under the counter, transmitted sound of collision suddenly. 柜台下面,忽然传来了碰撞的声音 The expression of sales clerk twitched, the smile becomes difficult, shrank the neck to be shoved open by the senior shopkeeper. 店员的表情抽搐了一下,笑容变得艰难起来,缩着脖子被老店长推开了。 This is your tea.” “这是您的茶。” The steady senior shopkeeper smiled was carrying the tray, the teapot, the teacup, two desserts. 稳重的老店长微笑着端上了托盘,茶壶,茶杯,还有两份点心。 That, wish you have a pleasant trip, Mr. Huai Shi.” “那么,祝您旅途愉快,槐诗先生。” He retroceded one step, fills nodding the head of blessing: Also congratulates you and your friend can meet by chance again, then no longer disturbed below.” 他后退了一步,充满祝福的颔首:“也祝贺您和您的朋友可以再度相逢,在下便不再打扰了。” After gazing after that graceful wife is departing, in post- kitchen that the senior shopkeeper turns around to enter. 目送着那位雍容的夫人离去之后,老店长转身走进的后厨之中。 In the silent shop front, was only left over a Huai Shi person's static waiting. 寂静的店面中,只剩下了槐诗一个人静静的等待。 For a long time, for a long time. 许久,许久。 He hears the clear ting that the entrance place resounded, some people push the door to enter. 他听见了门口处响起的清脆铃声,有人推门而入。 In the afternoon is away from the radiant sunlight that out of the window illuminates, Huai Shi saw that familiar cheeks. 隔着午后窗外照进来的璀璨阳光,槐诗看到了那一张熟悉的脸颊。 Experienced the so long distinction and journey obviously, but the appearance in eye pupil was actually similar to the past such, was pure seems like the sea. 明明经历了如此漫长的分别和旅程,可眼瞳之中的神采却如同往年那样,纯净得好像海洋。 Some probably changes, does not have probably. 好像有一些变化,又好像没有。 She grew a point, the hair also lengthened a point, the manner solemnly was also calmer, and strength of equally Huai Shi imagination, had the courage. 她长高了一点,头发也变长了一点,神态也端庄沉稳了许多,和槐诗想象的一样坚强,拥有勇气。 The facial features are beautiful, won in the past. 面容姣好,更胜往昔。 After looking all around, finally detected Huai Shi is. 环顾四周之后,终于察觉到槐诗的所在。 She gawked, took off the head giant sola topi, somewhat anxious grasping in the hand, is looking at carefully his face, starts to speak but hesitates. 她愣了一下,摘下了头上巨大的遮阳帽,有些不安的握在手中,端详着他的面孔,欲言又止。 Until Huai Shi shows the smile. 直到槐诗露出笑容。 Lily.” He said in a soft voice, for a long time does not see.” 莉莉。”他轻声说,“好久不见。” Un.” “嗯。” The young girls are looking at carefully front the youngster, the nod of effort 少女端详着面前久违的少年,用力的点头 In the innermost feelings is obviously excited and happy, told many secondary to be calm obviously, but why actually did not know, suddenly wants to cry. 明明内心之中如此的激动和愉快,明明告诉过自己很多次要镇定下来,可却不知为何,忽然很想哭出来。 Under the afternoon sunlight, the young girl of long separation is bursting into tears, shows the smile to front friend: 在午后的阳光下,久别的少女流着泪,向面前的友人露出微笑: For a long time does not see, Mr. Huai Shi.” “好久不见,槐诗先生。” This is great distance long time later reunion again. 这就是相隔漫长时光之后的再度重逢。 In this quiet and happy afternoon, they sit in one, each other happy discussed, shares each other is distinguishing the later bitter experience, these is rough and helpless, achievement and joy. 在这静谧而美好的午后,他们坐在一处,彼此欢谈,分享着彼此分别之后的遭遇,那些坎坷和无奈,成就和喜悦。 Practical feeling each other existence. 切实的感受到了彼此的存在。 So happy. 如此美好。 With time passing gradually, in exuding in sleepiness, they each other are depending upon, heavy goes off. 随着时光渐渐的流逝,在泛起的困倦之中,他们彼此依靠着,沉沉睡去。 No longer the fear distinguishes and departs. 不再恐惧分别和离去。 But smiles is welcoming the tomorrow's arrival 而是微笑着迎接明天的到来 He succeeded......” “他成功了……” Beside all phenomena on earth celestial sphere, three Creation Lord are staring at all these, for this reason offers the applause with cheering. 万象天球之外,三位创造主凝视着这一切,为此献上掌声与喝彩。 After 400 years, this by Huai Shi personally Miracle that recalls from the past record, after experiencing the long guidance and breeding, finally was given the shape of essence by the description of Huai Shi again, returns with the world of human. 时隔400年之后,这一份由槐诗亲手从过去的记录中所挽回的奇迹,经历了漫长的引导和孕育之后,终于再度由槐诗的描述而赋予了实质的形态,重归与人类的世界之中。 Obtained the revision of Book of Fate through the testimony of Huai Shi, true changes into human from the phenomenon spirit. 通过槐诗的见证得到了命运之书的修订,真正的从事象的精魂化为人类。 Since then, she then had no connection with the past again, does not need to walk randomly in the record and illusory image of nihility again. But like everyone, free walk under sky. 自此之后,她便和过去再无任何关联,不必再游走于虚无的记录和幻影之中。而是像所有人一样,自由的行走在天空之下。 With the stance of human, opens own brand-new life. 以人类的姿态,开启自己的崭新人生。 This is the birth of life. 这便是生命的诞生。
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