Next day, late at night. 翌日,深夜。 On silent street rare Human Trace, the flame that only then in the alley the cigarette flashes on and off, on the vending machine the words with the light that glitter unceasingly. 寂静的街道上罕见人迹,只有小巷里烟卷明灭的火光,还有自动贩卖机上随着话语不断闪烁的灯光。 „ After Huai Shi returned to the hotel yesterday, rested an all night in addition most daytime, then selected the kan barrel of person with the room service, squatted looked at two movies and half new in the hotel. “槐诗昨天回了旅馆之后,就睡了一整夜外加大半个白天,然后用客房服务点了十分人的冚家桶,蹲在旅馆里看了两部电影和半部新番。 After the 6 : 00 pm, he accessed the net to search the newest fps game hit to destroy a promissory note, at a forum with others, because a mobile game balanced issue scolded the probably more than 200 buildings, just also on asked that in the knowledge whether the formal occasion must wear the suit, wanted to buy the discovery...... Jinling most stores have closed late , now he in the telephone of search recent suit rental library...... 晚上 6 点之后,他上网搜索了最新fps游戏的打折券,在一个论坛上和别人因为一个手游的平衡性问题骂了大概有二百多楼,刚刚又在知乎上问去正式场合是否要穿西装,想要买的时候发现已经晚了……金陵大部分卖场都关门,啊,现在他在搜索最近的西装出租店的电话了…… Wanted me saying that your little brother was really extraordinary, did not have that you said to be sad and sad, despondently deglutition to the food the degree of being tossed, the psychological quality compared with some bald gigolo is much better. ” 要我说,你的这位小弟真得是了不起,一点都没有你说的那种悲伤又难过,抑郁到食不下咽辗转难眠的程度,心理素质比某个秃头牛郎好多了。” Listened to the vending machine to clamp the words of rifle sling stick, the Liu Dongli expression twitched, could not bear heave a deep sigh: „Can you little damage my point?” 听着自动贩卖机里夹枪带棒的话语,柳东黎的表情抽搐了一下,忍不住长叹一声:“你能少损我一点么？” „I felt before certain bids good-bye also the girlfriend treats as the dregs male of tool person, this expression is the cool breeze blows, how, he also understood how sense of honor these two characters write?” “我觉得对于某些分手之后还将前女友当做工具人的渣男而言,这种言辞不过是清风拂面呢,怎么了,难道他也懂得廉耻这两个字是怎么写的么？” „......” “……” Liu Dongli complexion even more helpless, is away from the vending machine, is enduring before girlfriend's taunt and cold violence, vented finally angrily until another indifferent tone, opened the mouth to ask: „I know that you have the opinion to me, but no matter what, am I now your customers?” 柳东黎的脸色越发地无奈,隔着自动贩卖机,忍受着来自前女友的嘲讽和冷暴力,直到另一头冷漠的语气终于发泄完了恼怒,才开口问道:“我知道你对我有意见,可不管怎么样,我现在都是你们的顾客吧？” „, Doesn't your meaning need me to take own internal jurisdiction to help you discount?” “哦,那你的意思是不用我拿着自己的内部权限帮你打折么？” „No, Eldest sister, I was wrong!” “别,大姐,我错了！” Liu Dongli was bent the back by money: „You when I am the dregs male, scolded me several again! The happiness that you scolded, had the working power, if felt that did not enjoy oneself to the full, I scolded for you good, this surnamed Liu was really not the good thing......” 柳东黎被金钱压弯了脊梁:“你就当我是个渣男,再骂我几句吧！您骂的开心,才有干活儿的动力,要是感觉不尽兴的话,我替你骂都行,这个姓柳的真不是好东西……” „Snort, you know well.” “哼,你知道就好。” The vending machine shakes, one can of drink fell from inside: „This is the thing that you want, in the past matter of Yin Family.” 自动售货机一震,一罐饮料从里面掉了出来:“这是你要的东西,当年阴家发生的事情。” After opening the spatial pot, one volume of heavy/thick papers slide from inside. 拉开空罐之后,就有一卷厚重的纸从里面滑出来。 „Worthily is Tomorrow's News.” Liu Dongli sighed: „Just always uses this way is not quite convenient, can't find a place we to discuss facing the face-to-face talk?” “不愧是明日新闻。”柳东黎啧啧感叹:“只不过老是用这种方式还是不太方便啊,就不能找个地方我们面对面谈一谈？” The vending machine sneered: „Exempted, I feared that I cannot bear when the time comes on your face row several blades......” 自动售货机冷笑了一声:“免了,我怕我到时候忍不住在你的脸上划几刀……” Silent, Liu Dongli is sighing, looks down the information on paper, the complexion becomes getting more and more ugly. 沉默里,柳东黎叹息着,低头看着纸上的情报,脸色变得越来越难看起来。 „Real false?” “真的假的？” „Do you feel?” “你觉得呢？” sound in vending machine said indifferently, „must say ugly, in this going down in the world family the matter of does not know that has many ratio ugly dozens times, to preserve power, this is just the commonly seen minor matter, even does not need to conceal. In any case also only then your meddlesome person will turn this matter from the heap of old books.” 自动售货机里的声音冷漠地说,“要说丑恶,这种落魄家族里发生的事情不知道有多少比这个丑恶几十倍,为了保住权力,这只不过是司空见惯的小事而已,甚至根本不需要掩饰。反正也只有你这种爱管闲事的人才会从故纸堆里把这种事情翻出来。” „In booth this matter, is really pitiful, that little miss......” “摊上这种事情,真可怜啊,那个小姑娘……” Liu Dongli is smoking, sighed in a low voice. 柳东黎抽着烟,低声叹息。 Is changing the record in hand, matter that almost conceivable twenty years ago Yin Family has- thrusts the change in present Abyss Ai Qing thoroughly. 翻动着手中的记录,几乎可以想象二十几年前的阴家所发生的事情-彻底将艾晴推入如今的深渊中的变化。 Then Yin Family after grasping the trades of several Border imports and exports, had entered the rapid rise. Only pitifully, the person is frail. 当时的阴家在掌握了数个边境进出口的贸易之后,已经进入了飞速的上升期。只可惜,人丁单薄。 Compares the numerous clansmen, has the sublimation aptitude person to be few, but gathers Sublimator that except for the outside, that generation of Sublimator actually only have one. 相较数量繁多的族人而言,具有升华资质的人寥寥无几,而除了外部招揽的升华者而言,那一代的升华者竟然只有一个。 Regardless of made many diligently and preparation, sublimation to people as before is only by fortuitous circumstance. 不论做了多少努力和准备,升华对于常人而言依旧是可遇不可求的事件。 It seems like Ai Qing father such, the elementium full, has in all peers since birth the highest possibility, wandered on the edge in that checkpoint as before a ten for several years, after exhausting all hopes, withdraws low-spirited, was excluded from family's core. 就好像艾晴的父亲那样,生来源质充盈,具有着所有同辈中最高的可能,依旧在那一道关卡的边缘徘徊了十数年,耗尽了所有的希望之后,黯然退出,被排斥在家族的核心之外。 After several years, he gets married with well-known Cello Performance, the sentiment of husband and wife is harmonious. After losing to become the qualifications of Sublimator, he instead sought for oneself happiness in the world of average man, and is having one after marriage ****** clear. 在数年之后,他与一位知名的大提琴演奏者成婚,夫妻双方的感情和睦。在失去成为升华者的资格之后,他反而在常人的世界中寻找到了自己的幸福,并在婚后育有一******晴。 Not only inherited rich elementium from father, inherited mother's outstanding talent on cello. Under then Yin Qing in a mother's strength insisted, is crossing far away from the life of Yin Family. In order to protect daughter's life, as mother, she does not hesitate to refute father's meaning, finally carried out Yin Family, went to Xinhai. 不但继承了来自父亲的丰沛源质,也继承了母亲在大提琴上的出众天赋。当时的阴晴在母亲的一力坚持之下,过着远离阴家的生活。为了保护自己女儿的人生,作为母亲,她不惜硬顶着老太爷的意思,最后搬出了阴家,去往了新海。 Only to let the daughter lives the life of normal person. 只为了让女儿过上正常人的生活。 As mother, she already completely oneself all ability. 作为母亲而言,她已经尽了自己所有的能力。 Until one day, Yin only Sublimator deeply was seriously battered at that time during the struggle, shortly after life. Once he died, Yin all the stock in Border will lose grasping, was drooled for a long time not participating to swarm Divide and Conquer. 直到有一天,阴氏当时唯一的升华者在斗争之中深受重创,命不久矣。一旦他死去,阴氏所有在边境中的股份将失去掌握者,被垂涎许久的局外者们蜂拥瓜分。 Without Sublimator, does not have the qualifications of join. 没有升华者,就不具备入局的资格。 Liu Dongli is smoking, narrows the eye to look at the record on paper surface: „Therefore, had a traffic accident?” 柳东黎抽着烟,眯起眼睛看着纸面上的记载:“所以,就发生了一场车祸？” „Right, does not have the traffic accident of slight accident/surprise and issue.” “对,没有丝毫意外和问题的车祸。” Indifferent sound in vending machine said: „ Family of three to celebrate the daughter captures the position at the competition, went to the zoo to pass joyful a day, in homeward journey, with a freight vehicle that broke down bumped into, the scene was frigid. 自动售货机里的冷漠声音说:“一家三口为了庆祝女儿在大赛上夺得名次,去了动物园度过了快乐的一天,在归途中,与一辆发生故障的货车相撞,现场惨烈。 But finally, as you expected. ” 而结果,就如同你所预料的那样。” When she wakes up from the sudden murkiness and pain, could not have felt own lower part. 当她从突如其来的昏沉和痛苦中醒来时,已经感觉不到自己的下半身了。 She wept bitterly, the subconsciousness shouts mother, but mother has not responded. 她痛哭了起来,下意识呼喊母亲,可母亲没有回应。 Then she then saw pale face that loses the breath, that before the hit finally flickers, puts own front, for that woman who oneself block the impact. 然后她便看到了失去呼吸的苍白面孔,那个在撞击发生前的最后一瞬,扑在自己的面前,为自己挡住冲击的那个女人。 Weeping bitterly and death was sudden, out-and-out human calamity. 痛哭和死亡突如其来,不折不扣的人间惨剧。 The wife from the shatter car(riage) frame in this sudden despair, crawled the father who grasps itself to lose the life, rending crying, desperate bursting into tears, is shouting her name. 在这突如其来的绝望中,从破碎车框里爬出来的父亲抱住了自己失去生命的妻子,撕心裂肺的大哭,绝望的流泪,呼喊着她的名字。 Again unmanned response. 再无人回应。 But when his world disintegrates, almost brokenhearted desire time certainly, that he hopes for a long time Miracle actually arrived suddenly on his body. 可当他的世界分崩离析,几乎心碎欲绝的时候,那一份他期盼了许久的奇迹却突如其来地降临在了他的身上。 He bridged over that leaf finally once the unattainable threshold, welcomed sublimation. 他终于跨过了那一扇曾经高不可攀的门槛,迎来了升华。 Therefore, is then seen by Ai Qing that frightened embezzles, the corpse that is hugging the wife wept bitterly that man who burst into tears in same place, the expression is twitching , extremely absurdly extremely ugly...... showed the wild with joy smile. 于是,被恐惧所吞没的艾晴便看到了,那个抱着妻子的尸体痛哭流泪的那个男人愣在了原地,表情抽搐着,紧接着,极其荒谬又极其丑恶的……露出了狂喜的笑容。 Probably Ghoul such ugly smile. 好像食尸鬼那样的丑陋笑容。 „......” “……” After looking at vending machine the monitoring video recording on -the-spot, Liu Dongli then fell into silent, for a long time, for a long time, lit the cigarette of corners of the mouth, hoarse sigh: 在看过自动售货机上现场的监控录像之后,柳东黎便陷入了沉默,许久,许久,才点燃了嘴角的烟卷,沙哑叹息: „Starting from that day, she started to hate Sublimator?” “从那一天开始起,她就开始憎恨升华者了吧？” Hated own father, the hatred murders oneself mother's family...... after losing all, the instinct started to hate all these. But makes one sick, this because of so, her discovered oneself really have the sublimation potential. 憎恨自己的父亲,憎恨谋杀了自己母亲的家族……在失去了一切之后,本能地开始憎恨这一切。可更令人作呕的是,这因为如此,她才发现自己竟然有升华的潜质。 The contradiction and dislike that if not this is from the heart perhaps, she has won his father's ability. 若非这发自内心的抵触和厌恶,恐怕她早就具备了更胜其父的才能。 This world looks like a cold joke to be the same to her. 这个世界对于她而言就像是个冷笑话一样。 Absurd not being worth mentioning. 荒谬的不值一提。 Liu Dongli pities shakes the head, „perhaps can only persist in now, winning to use up all strengths.” 柳东黎怜悯地摇头,“光是能坚持到现在,恐怕就赢用掉所有的力气了。” „What relations but this and your bald does gigolo have?” “但这和你这个秃头牛郎有什么关系呢？” The vending machine asked indifferently: „Actually can you mix what degree to be willing to give up? Said you plan to tell me, are Huai Shi you separate many years of blood brother?” 自动售货机冷漠地问:“你究竟要搀和到什么程度才肯罢休？还是说你打算告诉我,槐诗是你失散多年的亲兄弟？” Liu Dongli gawked for a long time, cannot bear shake the head: „Do not toot one's own horn to him, where he has I such attractive gene!” 柳东黎愣了许久,忍不住摇头:“你可别给他脸上贴金了,他哪里有我这么好看的基因啊！” „So many years, the appearance of your puts on airs still made one want to spit, is next to you wants to conceal anything the time, for example now.” “这么多年了,你臭美的样子依然让人想吐,仅次于你想要掩饰什么东西的时候,比方说现在。” Vending machine later sound becomes impatient: „If I am you, now should roll to Shambhala performs the surgery, at least this can also help you live several years, rather than one day walked bewildered dying on the street passing by the person put to trouble.” 售货机之后的声音变得不耐烦起来:“如果我是你,现在就应该滚到香巴拉去接受手术,至少这样还能帮你多活个几年,而不是有一天走在街上莫名其妙的死掉给路过的人添麻烦。” „This, I should not be only......” “别这样,我只是……” Liu Dongli starts to speak but hesitates, to helpless finally sighed: „I want to try to mediate.” 柳东黎欲言又止,到最后无奈叹息:“我只是想要试图做个好人而已。” „To mediate, might as well die quickly as early as possible, how donates the Border child health fund the heritage? Compares this more moving absolutely, moreover after dying, perhaps will also be arranged the movie, how a Original Dark Force executioner showed loving concern the Border children's health...... rather than to make gigolo after the retirement, precious life waste at working as kindergarten aunt's enterprise!” “想做好人,不如赶快趁早死掉,把遗产捐给边境儿童医疗基金怎么样？绝对比这样更令人感动,而且死后说不定还会被人排成电影,一个原暗部队的刽子手在退役之后如何关爱边境儿童健康……而不是去做了牛郎,把宝贵的生命浪费在当幼儿园阿姨的事业上！” That indifferent and caustic sound stopped flickered, sound became fuzzy. 那个冷漠又尖刻的声音停顿了一瞬,声音就变得模糊起来。 „Liu Dongli, your time are not many.” “柳东黎,你的时候不多了。” „I know.” “我知道。” „Does that without the significance.” “这么做毫无意义。” „I also know.” “我也知道。” Liu Dongli is smoking, the shoulder shrugged, smiled: „But can't that unlucky child to go?” 柳东黎抽着烟,肩膀耸动,笑了起来:“可总不能让那个倒霉孩子一个人去吧？” „......” “……” „I know that you are caring about me, many thanks, but is whatever, I must handle a point matter in one's power.” “我知道你在关心我,多谢啦,但不论怎么样,我总要做一点力所能及的事情。” Liu Dongli takes off the cigarette, steps on the under foot extinguishes: „ I often felt Huai Shi and I in the past very like, but in fact Huai Shi before me stronger must much than......, if I had him the toughness and courage, will not definitely choose to evade, reduces to present this degree. Saw each time he that lives diligently, makes me unable to bear feel inferior, is hard to face itself. 柳东黎摘下烟卷,在脚下踩灭:“我时常觉得槐诗和我当年很像,但实际上槐诗比我以前强得多了……如果我有他那样的韧性和勇气,肯定不会选择逃避,沦落到现在这种程度。每次看到他那么努力地去生活,就让我忍不住自惭形秽,难以面对自己。 But I felt, if can help him even if a point, I finally this period of barely managing to maintain a feeble existence retirement time, can be meaningful, right? ” 但我觉得,如果能够帮到他哪怕一点的话,那我最后这一段苟延残喘的退休时光,也能够算是有意义,对吧？” The vending machine did not speak again. 自动售货机再没有说话。 sound of change, had any heavy thing to crash from the machine, the giant box dropped behind cover that took the mouth. 一阵翻动的声音,有什么沉重的东西从机器里坠落了下来,巨大的箱子落进了取物口的盖子后面。 Has the half-length high box to be pulled, places the ground that Liu Dongli uses energy, opened the zipper adeptly, saw the ice chilled cast iron light of deep sleep among sponges. 足足有半身多高的箱子被柳东黎费劲的扯出,放在地上,娴熟地拉开了拉链,就看到了沉睡在海绵之间的冰冷铁光。 He gawked, at once grins to smile. 他愣了一下,旋即咧嘴笑了起来。 „Many thanks.” “多谢。” „Wastes own life, idiot.” The vending machine cold sound said leaves: „Wish you to be able in the fond dream dead early, exceeds to stay in this world to fully suffer to suffer.” “去浪费自己的生命吧,蠢货。”自动售货机冷声道别:“祝你能够在美梦中早死,胜过留在这个世界上饱受折磨。” The bright on vending machine cuts off, no sound transmits again. 售货机上的亮光断绝,再无任何声音传来。 In long time silence, Liu Dongli smiles, smiles is drawing in the zipper, hoists the band, the tall and slender box will shoulder in the shoulder, sway moved toward the path end in the darkness. 在良久的沉默里,柳东黎笑了笑,微笑着拉上拉链,扯起带子,将细长的箱子扛在肩膀,摇摇晃晃地走向道路尽头的黑暗里去了。 The indistinct singing sound transmits. 只有隐约的歌声传来。 „Oh , childrenlostinthenight......” that hoarse humming sound is increasingly estranged: „Oh , childrenlostinthenight , waitforthelightofday.” “oh,childrenlostinthenight……”那沙哑的哼唱声渐行渐远:“oh,childrenlostinthenight,waitforthelightofday.” Long night extending endlessly. 长夜漫漫。