AF :: Volume #11

#1054: For a long time does not see


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And does not have any enemy and Predator in hidden. 并没有什么隐藏的敌人和猎食者 It looks like the surrounding area to be the same, here desolated Hell lifeform does not go on living probably. 就像是周围的地区一样,这里荒芜的好像就连地狱生物都活不下去。 Besides them, again without existences of other living creatures. 除了他们之外,再没有其他活物的存在。 After the gate, withstand/top arched already in the hall that collapses, quiet, on the wall is hanging arranging in groups table already yellowing, torn to pieces, the table is also torn to pieces, tumbles to receive to pick in ball pen no one of the ground, hides in the crevice. 在门后,顶穹已经坍塌的大厅里,悄无声息,墙壁上挂着的排班表早已经泛黄,支离破碎,桌子也已经支离破碎,滚落在地上的圆珠笔无人收捡,藏进了石缝里。 Really fondly remembers.” “真怀念啊。” Anton's footsteps stopped in the wall front, is staring the wooden frame that could not see originally the trace, knocked the middle position, turn head said to Huai Shi: Beforehand time, my name, hangs here.” 安东的脚步停在了墙壁的面前,凝视着看不出原本痕迹的木框,敲了敲中间的位置,回头对槐诗说:“以前的时候,我的名字,就挂在这里。” Huai Shi is startled slightly. 槐诗微微一怔。 Follows in his behind, inward. 跟在他的身后,向内。 Passed through the ruined corridor, the empty laboratory, these already by the dust fell completely the disorderly room. 穿过了破败的走廊,空空荡荡的实验室,还有那些早已经被灰尘落满了的杂乱房间。 The wall and top arched everywhere are the traces of cracking. 墙壁和顶穹到处都是崩裂的痕迹。 Cannot see any motley blood stain or the frigid scene, 70 years, enough all dissipate in the time. 看不到什么斑驳的血污或者惨烈的场景,七十年的时间,足够一切都消逝在时光里。 Even if the ruins also becomes gentle. 哪怕是废墟也变得温柔起来。 Probably tomb same quietness. 像是坟墓一样的静谧。 Finally, old person's footsteps stopped in the garden, looks at a bench of surviving. 最后,老人的脚步停在了庭院里,看着一张残存的长椅。 For a long time, he patted the chairback, bends the waist, pulled out iron box of a concealed in crevice from below, after opening the box, inside cigarette ash scattered. 许久,他拍了拍椅背,弯下腰,从下面掏出了一个藏在夹缝里的铁盒子,打开盒子之后,里面的烟灰就撒了出来。 Anton beams with joy immediately: 安东顿时眉开眼笑: Ha, it also here......” “哈,它还在这里……” He sits on the bench, that once own old position, looked to Huai Shi: Has the smoke?” 他坐在长椅上,那个曾经属于自己的老位置,看向槐诗:“有烟么?” Has not brought.” “没带。” Huai Shi patted the pants pocket, replied awkwardly: After the teacher, always felt that affects not well on the student, therefore the plan abstained.” 槐诗拍了拍裤兜,尴尬回答:“当了老师之后,总感觉对学生影响不好,所以就打算戒了。” Abstained well.” “戒了也好。” Anton's not to worry or care about at all smiling, pulled out a wrinkled packet from in bag of exposure suit, pinches a final cigarette, smelled, actually does not light, but said. 安东满不在意的笑了笑,从防护服的内袋里掏出了一个皱巴巴的小包,捏出最后的一根烟卷,嗅了一下,却不点燃,只是挂在嘴边。 Beforehand time, my teacher has also urged my these, but I have not cared. Afterward was the teacher, was the guardian, discovered, the matter that originally could not complete was seen by the children, will really have to be anxious and ashamed.” “以前的时候,我的老师也劝过我这些,不过我没有在意。后来做了老师,做了家长,才发现,原来做不好的事情被孩子们看到的时候,真的会有不安和羞愧。” He is holding once box, recalled whispering: „ At that time, I followed my teacher, coming to here to practise...... says, although of pleasant to hear, but in fact, made the manual labor that some electricians and did odd jobs every day. 他抱着曾经的盒子,缅怀的低语:“那时候,我跟着我的老师,来这里实习……说得虽然好听,但实际上,每天只是做一些电工和打杂的活计。 Even if everyone for great goal, but must some people come more responsible petty. My daily work gathers round the electric circuit and strobe spins, many work compete with the screw and nail. 哪怕大家都是为了伟大的目标,可总要有人来负责一些鸡毛蒜皮。我每天的工作就围着电路和闸门打转,最多的工作就是跟螺丝和钉子较劲。 When only entertainment only then weekend dinner one glass of liquor, therefore, everyone will carry the manager to play cards occasionally quietly. But the sign hit also bothersomely, after all the wages were not many, no money can lose, can only read, the day passed very did not have the meaning...... ” 唯一的娱乐只有周末晚餐时的一杯酒,所以,偶尔大家会悄悄背着主管打牌。可牌打多了也烦,毕竟工资不多,没什么钱可以输,只能看看书,日子过的挺没意思的……” Time at this point, he was suddenly silent was very long. 说到这里的时候,他忽然沉默了很久。 Lowering the head. 低着头。 Is staring in the box the passing ashes. 凝视着盒子里过往的灰烬。 Person always does not know to satisfy, is right?” Anton said in a soft voice, never knows, oneself actually some happy......” “人总是不知满足的,对不对?”安东轻声说,“从来不知道,自己究竟有多幸福……” Huai Shi has not spoken. 槐诗没有说话。 Silent. 只是沉默着。 Sometimes, after only then becomes accustomed to all that loses, people will feel in the past the tranquil life to be valuable. 有时候,只有习以为常的一切都失去之后,人们才会感受到往昔平静的生活有多么可贵。 The person biggest illusion is to think all can continue, will never change. 人最大的幻觉就是以为一切都可以延续下去,永远不会改变。 May change always comes that quickly. 可变化总是来得那么快。 Made the person, unexpected. 令人,猝不及防。 More is inward, more can feel the change that the time brings about. 越是向内,就越是能够感受到时间所带来的变化。 The once third communication center has not existed, all changed beyond all recognition in the war, some were destroyed by the Hell lifeform, some were the artificial destruction. 曾经的第三通信中心已经不复存在,一切都在战争之中面目全非,有的是被地狱生物所破坏,有的则是人为的销毁。 Engine room, warehouse, control center...... complete thing not many. But unfortunate lucky is, the inside lots can open to cultivate/repair continue to use. Even if only these, fills the Solar Boat large shortfall sufficiently temporarily. 机房、仓库、控制中心……完整的东西没有多少。可不幸中的万幸是,里面很多东西都可以拆下来修一修继续用。哪怕只是这些,也足以暂时填补太阳船的巨大缺口。 They have not run a fruitless errand. 他们没有白跑一趟。 But Huai Shi actually slightly happy. 槐诗却丝毫开心不起来。 Because of beginning to end, him can only find the trace of destruction and struggle, but actually could not find Crow that any skeleton...... disseminates to seek over and over, but has achieved nothing. 因为自始至终,他只能找到破坏和斗争的痕迹,可是却找不到任何的尸骨……散播出去的乌鸦们再三寻找,但一无所获。 All remains vanished. 所有的遗体都消失了。 With crude destruction, without remaining any remains. 伴随着粗暴的破坏,没有剩下任何的残留。 „...... Possible, everyone withdrew other places.” Huai Shi reluctant squeezes a smile, wants to comfort Anton. “……可能,大家都撤去其他地方了吧。”槐诗勉强的挤出一个笑容,想要安慰安东。 Perhaps.” “或许吧。” Anton Professor tranquil taking the lead, said: Also might be is ruined intentionally.” 安东教授平静的走在前面,说:“也有可能是被故意毁掉了。” If withdraws other places, will be impossible also to leave such intense resistance trace. Retreats the lists of all survivors to place in the Ivory Tower database greatly, the not possible so many years not to have the message. 倘若是撤去其他地方的话,不可能还会留下这么激烈的抗争痕迹。况且,大撤退中所有幸存者的名单就放在象牙之塔的资料库里,不可能这么多年没有音讯。 Regarding this, he has the preparation. 对此,他早已经有了心理准备。 After all, reputation of Celestial Genealogy in Hell is so bad, so many bitter hatreds, some people make these things is not strange. “毕竟,天国谱系地狱里名声这么糟糕,那么多深仇大恨,有人做出这些事情也不奇怪。 The skeleton not saves, when signs the development agreement, everyone prepared for such psychology. ” 只是尸骨无存而已,早在签开拓协议的时候,大家就做好这样的心理准备了。” In the speech, he is lowering the head to take inventory the equipment and commodity that in the warehouse are surviving, the facial expression is usual, does not have any vacillation. 在说话的时候,他正低头清点着仓库里残存的设备和物资,神情如常,没有任何动摇。 Helps me disassemble top plate here.” He refers to the giant equipment that the rust died. “帮我把后盖这里拆开。”他指了指锈死的巨大设备。 Good.” “好的。” Huai Shi puts out a hand, touched slightly, the after the thickness of sensation to internal structure and outer covering, a neat blade, shut off these bolts. 槐诗伸手,稍微触摸了一下,感知到了内部的结构和外壳的厚度之后,干脆利落的一刀,切断了那些螺栓。 A person of high heavy/thick lap then falls off from the main body. 一人多高的厚重盖板便从主体上脱落下来。 Anton turns on the tool bag, cautious a crystal board that proliferates various types of chips opened, blows the above dust, repeatedly after confirming the model, admitted in it the preciss element special-purpose info clerk box, relaxes finally. 安东打开工具包,小心翼翼的将一具遍布各种芯片的晶板拆了下来,吹了吹上面的尘埃,再次确认型号之后,将它放进精密零件专用的收纳箱里,才总算松了口气。 It seems like I have not remembered incorrectly. Initially constructed here time, because Technology Department was loaf, in design that to clean up the beforehand stock, therefore gave, the positioning system of master control center used the part of previous generation phased-array radar to mix to build directly. “看来我没记错。当初建造这里的时候,因为技术部偷懒,为了清理掉以前的库存,所以给出的设计里,主控中心的定位系统直接用了上一代相控阵雷达的部件混搭。 At that time maintained to be very troublesome, everyone does not know that scolded many times, finally has not actually thought, facilitated us unexpectedly. Then the elementium tracking system of fire control equipment can also be completed. ” 当时维护起来特别麻烦,大家不知道骂了多少次,结果却没想到,竟然方便了我们。这下火控设备的源质追踪系统也可以完成了。” Huai Shi follows on the heels to overcome the hand, will be responsible for packing a box the precious goods that to shoulder. 槐诗跟在后面打下手,负责将装箱的珍贵物品扛起来。 With Anton together, looked everywhere the entire base. 随着安东一起,找遍了整个基地。 They look like the junkman same, selects the precision instrument and equipment that any have not been damaging thoroughly cautiously. 他们就像是拾荒者一样,小心翼翼的拣选着任何还没有彻底损坏的精密仪器和设备。 Can shoulder shoulders, if shoulders motionless, disassembles, packs a box to feed in the Solar Boat workshop. 能够扛走的就扛起来,如果扛不动,就拆开来,装箱送进太阳船的工坊里去。 After broken dormitory, Anton lost looked was very long, referred to oneself original room position with Huai Shi. 当经过残破的宿舍时,安东出神的看了很久,跟槐诗指了指自己原本的房间位置。 At that time, the first batch of retreating quotas got down. Everyone gave me the quota of maintenance department. It is not because I most important , because I am most unimportant that...... “那时候,第一批撤退的名额下来。大家把维修部门的名额给了我。不是因为我最重要,是因为我是最不重要的那个…… You looked, if the teams demand simplifies, that must first abrogate the plumber, I fortunately survive. ” 你看,如果人员需要精简,那就要先裁撤水电工,我就是这么幸存下来的。” Smiling of he self-ridicules, „ at that time walked, everyone was even busy at having no free time to say says goodbye. After urging I return to Current Realm, to arrange the report, sends a commodity to come. 他自嘲的笑了笑,“当时走的时候,大家忙得甚至没空说再见。只是催我回到现境之后多打点报告,发点物资过来。 Everyone thinks that retreats temporary, one day can come back, including me. 所有人都以为撤退是暂时的,总有一天能回来,包括我。 Therefore, saying goodbye time, has not thought is unable to meet again. ” 所以,道别的时候,就没想过无法再重聚。” The old person sighed in a soft voice: Too many things have not been done too regrettably............” 老人轻声叹息:“还有太多的事情没有做……太遗憾了……” Huai Shi thought that earnest reply: „ Once had a friend to tell me: Meets by chance and leaves depart always common, so long as meets by chance everyone once laughed heartily heartily, after leaving depart, then does not need to regret. 槐诗想了一下,认真的回答:“曾经有个朋友告诉我:相逢和别离总是常见,只要相逢的时候大家曾经尽情欢笑,别离之后,便不必遗憾。 Although every recalls him one time, always cannot bear sadly. But I felt, if some day I must say goodbye with others, certainly like him, to leaving the friend gift hope and wishes. ” 虽然每一次回想起他,总是忍不住难过。可我觉得,如果有一天我要同别人道别的话,也一定会像他那样,对离别的友人赠予期盼和祝愿。” Anton listens, silent for a long time, smiled in a soft voice: My teacher may curse at people, his temperament is not good, will never deliver any gentle words...... but, I compared with his stronger point, he have also been able to calm down now probably, well rest.” 安东听完,沉默许久,轻声笑了起来:“我的老师可能会骂人,他的脾气可没那么好,也从来不会讲什么温柔的话……不过,我现在已经比他更强一点了,他大概也能消消气,好好休息了吧。” After saying, he shakes the head, said to Huai Shi: „ The following matter, makes your large group come. According to labelling of this structure drawing. 说完之后,他摇了摇头,对槐诗说:“后面的事情,就让你的大群来吧。就按照这张结构图的标注。 The infrastructure had not been destroyed are too many, after tearing down, the lots can use. ” 基础设施并没有被破坏太多,拆掉之后,还有很多东西可以用。” In blueprint that in he hands over, had indicated part of disassemblage, dense and numerous, has not left behind any surplus. 在他递过来的图纸上,已经表明了拆卸的部分,密密麻麻,没有留下任何的剩余。 Huai Shi hesitant: This is the place that they struggle finally, ruins completely are not related?” 槐诗犹豫了一下:“这是他们最后奋斗的地方,全部毁掉没关系吗?” Anton Professor strange looked at his one eyes: „ If useful, they living time will help you these gadget firewood fever. 安东教授的古怪的看了他一眼:“如果有用,他们活着的时候都会帮你把这些玩意儿劈柴烧。 The person died, does not need to be fastidious about these, when they have agreed. ” 况且人都死了,不必讲究这些,就当他们已经同意了吧。” When decides like this, the old person not slight attachment and does not abandon. 在这样决定的时候,老人没有丝毫的眷恋和不舍。 Looks all around many people were surviving and maintained together the place, might print in the mind all these. 只是环顾着曾经多少人一同生存和维护过的地方,好像要将这一切都印入脑海里。 Beforehand time, my teacher told me: How we do not have the means to choose arrive at and leave this world, but why can choose to live- everyone because of such truth, chooses to join Utopia. “以前的时候,我的老师告诉我:我们没办法选择如何来到和离开这个世界,但可以选择去为什么而活着-大家都是因为这样的道理,才选择加入理想国 Therefore, the sacrifice and death are always common, is not worth surprisedly. ” 所以,牺牲和死亡总是常见的,不值得惊奇。” The matter that „ the person of dying cannot achieve, living the person must continue to do. The thing that the older generations are unable to complete, the later generations must be completed. “死掉的人没有能做到的事情,活着的人就要继续做。先辈们无法完成的东西,后辈们就要去完成。 If some people stop us, we must with him for the enemy. If the antecedent passed away, then, we must turn into the dagger their deaths, inserts in the heart of enemy- ” 如果有人阻拦我们,那我们就要同他为敌。如果前行者逝去了,那么,我们就要将他们的死变成匕首,去插进敌人的心脏里-” Probably responded to his words to be the same. 就好像回应他的话语一样。 In the mist of distant place blew the gentle wind, making his white hair hike up slightly. 远方的薄雾中吹来了轻柔的风,令他的白发微微飘起。 Has clear sound to resound from the window. 有清脆的声音从窗边响起。 That is person who elapses under leaves behind the necklace, is hanging the iron sign of corrosion on the chain of break, was unable to distinguish the above handwriting. 那是是逝去的人所遗留下的项链,在断裂的链条上挂着锈蚀的铁牌,早已经无法分辨上面的字迹。 Silent , the data plate that Anton's static staring is dragging with the wind, cannot bear the smile. Puts out a hand, gentle holds it, hangs on the neck, with own that same place. 寂静里,安东静静的凝视着随风摇曳的铭牌,忍不住微笑。伸手,温柔的将它捧起,挂在脖子上,同自己的那份一起。 Dear friends, let our ignition stoves again, builds all.” “亲爱的朋友们,让我们再一次的燃起火炉,打造一切吧。” He lowers the head, granted in a soft voice: I ensure vanishes in rainwater all, metropolis/can rebirth in flame.” 他低头,轻声允诺:“我保证,消失在雨水中的一切,都会重生在火焰里。” Unmanned response. 无人回应。 Only the iron sheet collides, before sending out the long time, echo in broken bits. 只有铁片碰撞,发出漫长时光之前细碎回音。 Probably past laughing heartily. 像是往日的欢笑。 For a long time does not see, everyone. 好久不见,大家。 I came back. 我回来了。
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