AC :: Volume #5

#476: Final choice

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The heart of Shangguan Qiaoyun is exceptionally puzzled, had a method with great difficulty, by her skill, she can cross absolutely very well in Doomsday, crosses well compared with most people, the woman always likes showing off, has such a fine athlete actually to be hidden in the open country, is living quietly obscure, until was old, died, nobody knows, is called the Shangguan Qiaoyun woman to have a body good skill. 上官巧云的心异常纠结,好不容易有了一身手段,以她的身手,她绝对能在末世中过得很好,比大多数人过得好,女人总是喜欢炫耀,有这么一身好身手却隐没于野外,悄悄的,默默无闻地活着,直到老了,死了,也没人会知道,有一个叫做上官巧云的女人有一身好本事。 Goes to WH to return to the base, these two choices occupied her heart slowly, unknowingly, Zhang Xiaoqiang had forgotten by her after the brain, the husband and wife is with the forest bird, is faced with imminent disaster flies respectively, let alone they are also not the husbands and wives, said again, after Zhang Xiaoqiang, has the opportunity to be a normal man? 去WH还是回基地,这两个选择慢慢占据了她的心,不知不觉中,张小强已经被她忘在脑后,夫妻本是同林鸟,大难临头各自飞,何况他们还不是夫妻,再说,张小强以后还有机会做一个正常的男人？ The time is dissipating, long time, Shangguan Qiaoyun raised the head to tell Zhang Xiaoqiang her choice, the instance of raising the head, she saw the faint trace of his corners of the mouth taunted · · · · · 时间在消逝,良久之后,上官巧云抬起头想要告诉张小强她的选择,抬头的瞬间,她看到了他嘴角的一丝丝嘲讽····· The heart of Shangguan Qiaoyun hurts fiercely, he knows, he already knows, oneself will abandon him, what oneself will make to choose, already within his anticipation? 上官巧云的心脏猛地一疼,他知道,他早就知道,自己会抛弃他,自己会做出什么选择,早就在他的意料之内？ „Why · · · why? Why can be this appearance · · · ·” she does not dare to open the mouth suddenly again, she was calling to account herself in the heart secretly, the pain made her suffocate anxiously, issue that this didn't say, but was her issue, is why she will make the issue of this choice. “为什么···为什么？为什么会是这个样子····”她突然间不敢再开口,她在心中暗暗地责问着自己,揪心地痛楚让她窒息,这已经不是说不说的问题,而是她自己本身的问题,是她为什么会作出这个选择的问题。 She the anxious pain that endures to make her suffocate is interrogating itself and torturing in the heart, why Zhang Xiaoqiang has not given her third choice, lets her with him, why he thinks oneself must walk throughout, doesn't he have to a oneself sentiment? 她忍着让她窒息的揪心之痛在心底拷问着自己,为什么张小强没有给她第三个选择,让她跟着他,为什么他会认为自己始终是要走的,难道他对自己一点感情也没有么？ The woman is perceptual, even if performance self-confidence of , very intelligent Shangguan Qiaoyun is also same, after she makes the decision, felt that renouncing of Zhang Xiaoqiang with does not detain, he said taunts lightly, this made innermost feelings arrogant Shangguan Qiaoyun somewhat unable to accept, the decision that made arrived at the mouth, actually forgot by her after the brain. 女人是感性的,哪怕一直表现的很自信,很聪慧的上官巧云也是一样,当她做出决定后,感觉到张小强的决绝与不挽留,还有他挂在嘴边淡淡地嘲讽,这让内心高傲的上官巧云有些接受不了,做出的决定已经到了嘴边,却被她忘在脑后。 „Is · · · he has known · · · he knows how I am woman · · · · he know I will make anything to choose · · · am I am too stupid, my too stupid · · · · ·” “是的···他一直都知道···他知道我是怎么一个女人····他知道我会做什么选择···是我自己太蠢,我太蠢·····” Just Zhang Xiaoqiang must catch up with her to walk, she has not burst into tears, but now, her tears moist she white and tender fragrant slippery cheeks, she was crying, was crying she, she had clearly recognized finally finally what person she was, she knows why finally Zhang Xiaoqiang was neither friendly nor aloof to her, Zhang Xiaoqiang early saw her conscience, she did not match. 刚刚张小强要赶她走,她都没有流泪,而现在,她的泪水湿润了她白嫩香滑的脸颊,她在哭,在哭她自己,她终于终于认清了自己是一个什么样的人,她终于知道张小强为什么对她若即若离,张小强早已经看出她的本心,她不配。 Shangguan Qiaoyun no longer spoke, various train of thought waves raided to her, how not to choose the outlet, but was all, she has experienced, before Doomsday, after Doomsday, before meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang, after meeting Zhang Xiaoqiang. 上官巧云不再说话,各种思绪潮涌般向她袭来,不是如何选择出路,而是所有的,她经历过的,末世前的,末世后的,遇到张小强之前的,遇到张小强之后的。 Mother's good daughter, to let the animal father who she spurns, endures the winter for mother the ice water, · · · · · · · · · · · · 妈妈的好女儿,让她唾弃的禽兽父亲,为了母亲而忍受冬日的冰水,还有············ Has thought are more, has thought for a long time is very very long, did not urge in her Zhang Xiaoqiang, is thinking own concern silently, in small space, two person respective silent. 想了很多很多,也想了很久很久,在她身边的张小强也不催促,默默地想着自己的心事,小小的空间里,两个人儿各自沉默。 „Shangguan, Shangguan, you is a most superficial woman, you is a most vanity woman, you are one most do not have the woman of conscience, yes, I am this kind of woman, but do I have the mistake? I am a woman, I am an outstanding woman, is going to grasp the future woman, this is my privilege.” “上官啊,上官,你是一个最最肤浅的女人,你是一个最最虚荣的女人,你还是一个最没良心的女人,是啊,我就是这样一个女人,可我有错么？我是女人,我是一个优秀的女人,一个将要把握自己未来的女人,这是我的特权。” Finally, Shangguan Qiaoyun drew a conclusion to oneself in the heart, a self- analysis, the conclusion of self- extrication, she thought that she has thought through, she must make the beforehand decision, because she is she, Shangguan Qiaoyun, for the woman who the goal resorts to all means that that can resist with the destiny, woman who and changes oneself destiny. 最终,上官巧云在心中给自己下了结论,一个自我剖析,自我解脱的结论,她觉得自己想通了,她还是要做出之前的决定,因为她就是她,上官巧云,为了目的不择手段的女人,那个能与自己命运抗争,并改变自己命运的女人。 Shangguan Qiaoyun is Shangguan Qiaoyun, she finally rational, especially about her future, she in the heart will encourage, to make several deep breath, finally will arouse the courage, she will want serious telling Zhang Xiaoqiang, even if he will taunt scolds, she must insist. 上官巧云就是上官巧云,她最终还是理性的,特别是关于她自己的未来,她在心中自我鼓励,做了几次深呼吸,终于鼓足勇气,她要郑重的告诉张小强,哪怕他嘲讽责骂,她要坚持。 Shangguan Qiaoyun dull looks at Zhang Xiaoqiang, he has fallen asleep, on the face had been washed, did not have the morning gunsmoke and dirt, the beard has not blown, on the chin has been covered with azure beard stubble, or the deep or shallow scar hangs on his cheeks, that was he few days ago in the cave alone blocked the big fish, in rough stone wall abrades. 上官巧云呆呆的看着张小强,他已经睡着,脸上已经被人洗过,没了早上的硝烟与污渍,胡子没刮,下巴上还是长满了青色的胡茬,一道道或深或浅的伤痕挂在他的脸颊上,那是他前些日子在山洞中单身阻击大鱼时,在粗砺的石壁上擦伤的。 Near on his ear hair has together the deeply worried trace, that is the shrapnel that flies horizontally touches and goes, falling asleep Zhang Xiaoqiang has not revealed child easy and comfortable, on the contrary, he deeply frowns, locks, in the same place brow was relating to Shangguan Qiaoyun in his heart is very bothersome, is very chaotic. 他耳边的发丝上有一道焦灼的痕迹,那是横飞的弹片擦过的,睡着的张小强没有露出孩子般的安逸,相反,他眉头紧锁,锁在一起的眉头向上官巧云诉说着他心中很烦,很乱。 At this moment, Shangguan was somewhat crazy, looks at this not handsome man, past events re-enter the heart, on Humvee, he like the child, in own cherishes sleeps peacefully, in the chicken farm entrance, he hugs to cross with the mouth to oneself the water, in the ammunition depot, he is holding own hand, when the mouse tide spout, she holds his waist to wait final to end. 这一刻,上官有些痴了,看着这个并不英俊的男人,一幕幕往事重回心头,在悍马车上,他像个孩子一样在自己怀中安睡,在养鸡场大门口,他抱着自己用嘴渡给自己水,在弹药库,他牵着自己的手,在鼠潮喷涌的时候,她抱着他的腰等着最后终结。 When she recalls in the small town medical office, Zhang Xiaoqiang looks at these immature victims to weep bitterly to make noise, oneself are holding he together painful time, the tears flow once more, her heart clutches to be painful, unprecedented is painful, compared with outside chicken farm front door that time also wants the ache, she opens to look at Zhang Xiaoqiang by tears fuzzy both eyes, wants to shout, the throat quite a while cannot send out syllable · · · · · 当她回忆在小镇的医务室里,张小强望着那些幼小的遇难者痛哭出声,自己抱着他一起痛苦的时候,眼泪再次奔涌而出,她的心揪痛着,前所未有的痛着,比在养鸡场大门外的那次还要疼痛,她睁着被泪水模糊的双眼望着张小强,想喊,嗓子半天发不出一个音节····· Zhang Xiaoqiang of taking a nap moment opens eyes once more, when he looked at enough the tent top, suddenly remembered Shangguan Qiaoyun also in the side, just he noticed that she as if has completed the choice, does not know when she said that he look from Shangguan Qiaoyun face had also known choice that Shangguan Qiaoyun made. 小睡片刻的张小强再次睁眼,当他望够了帐篷顶,突然想起上官巧云还在身边,刚刚他看到她似乎已经做好了选择,不知道她什么时候说,他也从上官巧云脸上的神色得知了上官巧云做出的选择。 Excessive, pleasant is beautiful hair of slightly flash, a beautiful hair dispersing bed thin quilt throws over likely in Shangguan, Shangguan lies in own sides of the bed, the small head buries in her crook of the elbow, as if has slept soundly, but she also entrains the index finger of Zhang Xiaoqiang in the sleep, Zhang Xiaoqiang can feel her palm slightly hot and damp. 偏过头,入眼的就是一头微微闪光的秀发,秀发散开像一床薄被子披在上官的身后,上官趴在自己的床沿,螓首埋在她自己的臂弯里,似乎已经睡熟,而她在睡梦中还拽着张小强的食指,张小强能感觉到她手心的微微湿热。 Looks at the present woman, Zhang Xiaoqiang long sighed, what a pity his rainwater. 看着眼前的这个女人,张小强长长地叹了一口气,可惜了他的雨水啊。 The Zhang Xiaoqiang sighing sound was heard by Shangguan Qiaoyun, she is straight the body concern to look at Zhang Xiaoqiang, in a soft voice interrogator: 张小强的叹气声被上官巧云听到,她直起身子关怀地看着张小强,轻声询问者: „Is thirsty · · · I to go to you to pour water to drink?” “渴不渴···我去给你倒水喝？” Zhang Xiaoqiang heard Shangguan saying that felt thirsty, nodded actually. 张小强听到上官这么说,倒是真的感觉到口渴,不由的点了点头。 The water came, is lying down Zhang Xiaoqiang cannot drink, Shangguan Qiaoyun wants to hold Zhang Xiaoqiang, which knows that touches him slightly, he hurts snort/hum to make noise, the face of Shangguan Qiaoyun frightened white, her softly suspended the home position Zhang Xiaoqiang, tucked for him the quilt. 水来了,躺着的张小强不能自己喝,上官巧云就想将张小强扶起来,哪知道微微一碰他,他就疼得哼出声来,上官巧云的脸都吓白了,她轻手轻脚的将张小强摆回原位,将被子为他掖好。 Zhang Xiaoqiang was done somewhat by the Shangguan manner cannot feel the brains, final concern? 张小强被上官的态度搞得有些摸不着头脑,最后的关怀么？ „Looks for the root straw, I use the straw to drink water.” “找根吸管吧,我用吸管喝水。” Zhang Xiaoqiang looks that the drinking glass finds out the means immediately, Shangguan Qiaoyun has not turned around to look for the straw, she held up the cup to drink · including in the mouth, bowed the head that tender and delicate red hickey to the mouth of Zhang Xiaoqiang. 张小强看着水杯立时想出办法,上官巧云没有转身出去找吸管,她举起杯子喝了一口·含在嘴里,低首将那娇嫩的红唇印向张小强的嘴。 Zhang Xiaoqiang does not know that Shangguan Qiaoyun is having any idea, he all comes are welcome, one water had been given him by Shangguan Qiaoyun with the fragrant lip. 张小强不知道上官巧云在打什么主意,他来者不拒,一杯水被上官巧云用香唇送给了他。 „Considered?” “考虑好了么？” „I considered · · ·” “我考虑好了···” „Which two do choose you to choose?” “两个选择你选择哪一个？” „I choose third.” “我选第三个。” Zhang Xiaoqiang surprised looks at face stubborn Shangguan Qiaoyun, the eyebrow is selecting gently, the doubts asked: „Haven't I said third?” 张小强惊讶的望着一脸倔强的上官巧云,眉毛轻轻一挑,疑惑地问道:“我没有说第三个？” „Third is, first two my both do not elect, I with you, I take care of you, I protect you, even if you do not want me, I with you, even if you catch up with me, I am depend on your · · · · ·” “第三个就是,前两个我一个都不选,我跟着你,我照顾你,我保护你,就算你不要我,我还是会跟着你,哪怕你赶我,我就是赖上你·····” Zhang Xiaoqiang is listening to Shangguan Qiaoyun verbosely related, has not been speaking, he is digesting this news, this is big his unexpected news, but this for him, to is not considered as that a bad news, at least, his rainwater qualification received. 张小强听着上官巧云絮絮叨叨的诉说,没在说话,他在消化这个消息,这个大出他意料之外的消息,不过这对他来说,到不算是个坏消息,至少,他雨水本钱收回来了。
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