„WhoIam, where do Icome from? Itowardwhere?”
“我是谁,我来自哪里?我将往何处去?”Gao Fengdoes not know that thisisseveraltimeinquiredownthisissue, buthealwaysdoes not know the answer, except fornameandpainbeyondheadache that wants dead, hecannot rememberanything, the brokenmirror surfacewith the xyloseglueon the plank, reflectedcarefullyhispresentappearance, is looking in the mirror surface the naivete and wild naturefacial features, withoutanyfamiliarfeeling, somestrangewithbeing incompatible, likegets out of bedin one day, discoveredlongnext doorsmallfourcheeks, althoughheacknowledged that thisseems the 16-year-oldfacial featuresis very charming, fieryeye, blade. Truncates the cheekline of pitching chisel, the long hair of thatswarthyreel, has the wild nature, butfirmcharm, butdoes not makehimlike.高峰不知道这是第几次询问自己这个问题,但他始终不知答案,除了名字和疼的想死的头痛之外,他想不起任何东西,残破的镜面被人细心用木胶粘贴在木板上,倒映出他现在的样子,望着镜面中略带稚气与野性的面容,没有任何熟悉感,有的只是陌生与格格不入,就像在某一天起床,发现自己长了一张隔壁小四的脸颊,虽然他承认这张看上去只有16岁的面容很帅气,炯炯有神的眼睛,刀。削斧凿的面颊线条,还有那头黝黑带卷的中长发,有着野性而刚阳的魅力,但并不让他欢喜。How manyexpressionstriedto makeandmovements, could not findanyfamiliarflavoras before, even ifhisbodynotonemonth ago was so stiff, Gao Fengwas somewhat disheartened, how manyminutesin the lookare also manyto be depressedandtimid, tolettinghimwas similarto seeownrealshadow, perhaps was hisoriginalface? Perhapswantsto confirmanything, hehas taken back the weaknessanddepressed in look, ominousoffenseis looking in mirror, instantaneous, varioustypes of fragmentarymemoryfragmentsflash throughin the brain, likewatching one movie that was pieced togetherbyvariousplots, butdid not haveprotagonistthat's all.
试着做了几个表情和动作,依旧找不到任何熟悉的味道,即使他的身躯不像一个月之前那么僵硬,高峰有些丧气,眼神中也多了几分沮丧和怯懦,到让他仿佛看到自己真实的影子,也许他本来的面孔就是这样的?也许想要证实什么,他收回了眼神中的软弱和沮丧,凶戾的望着镜中的自己,瞬间,各种零碎的记忆碎片在脑中闪过,就像看了一场由各种情节拼凑的电影,只不过没有主角罢了。Allpictures and Gao Fengconscienceis incompatible, the world in pictureis the crazyworld, withouthuman nature, withoutorder, withouttears, some, only then the bloodandslaughtering, for the territory, forfood, andgive birth todescendant'sopportunityfor the woman, mencrazyslaughtering, received exchange forall that theywantwith the life, the main body of thisworldis the bloodwithslaughtering, the pictureflashes past, whatbringsbeing the headwill soon blast open the pain, hehas not experienced this pain, wantsto look for a wire ropeto cover the foreheadreallyto make an effortto pull, like thiscanpreventhisforeheadrupturingto be ordinary.
一切的画面都和高峰的本心格格不入,画面中的世界是个疯狂的世界,没有人性,没有秩序,没有眼泪,有的只有鲜血和杀戮,为了领地,为了食物,为了女人和生育后代的机会,男人们疯狂的杀戮,用生命来换取他们想要的一切,这个世界的主体就是鲜血与杀戮,画面一闪而过,带来的是脑袋即将炸裂的痛楚,他从没经历过这种痛,真想找一条铁索扣住脑门用力拉扯,这样才能阻止他的脑门爆裂一般。Tall and stronglike the lion, the lookominousoffensestubbornyoung people are hispresentappearance, even if no anyexpression, makeshimcontinueas beforealarmed and afraid, perhapsheisonlyby the fellow who ownappearancefrightens, the mirror of breakageincessantlyreflectspresentsin the appearance, but alsoreflectsenvironment, thisiswithin as crudeas the extremeshack, the onlyilluminating rayistopshackseveralfallsfullChensha the translucentglass, the scattered in disorderanddarkraywas been narrow and smallbythis. The space that narrowshasconstraining of not being able to saywithoppressed, makinghimnot wantto be dull, buthedoes not have the courageto go out of the near at handdoorinthisinvisibleconstraining, becauseonly, only thenhereishetrulydoes not needto disguiseownplacedesirably.
魁梧如狮子,眼神凶戾桀骜的年轻人就是他现在的模样,哪怕没有任何表情,也依旧让他心里惊惧不止,也许他是唯一被自己样子吓到的家伙,破损的镜子不止倒映出现在的样子,还倒映出身边的环境,这是间简陋到极点的窝棚,唯一的照明光线是窝棚顶部的几块落满尘沙的半透明玻璃,散乱而幽暗的光线让这狭小.逼仄的空间有着说不出的压抑和憋闷,让他一刻也不想多呆,但他在这无形的压抑中却没有勇气走出近在咫尺的房门,只因为,只有这里才是他真正不用刻意假装自己的地方。„Woodenbundle, a bit fastercomes out, onyou, if afraid, gives upownstatus, goes to and slavesstays together.......”
“木蔸,快点出来,就等你了,要是害怕的话,就放弃自己的身份,去和奴隶们住在一起吧……。”Tears the harshvoice that howledto break in the room that thisdid not sealin the Gao Fengearto make noise, Gao Fenginstinctsurged a angerfrom the heart, graspedpolishsharptinsel to clashto killthissoundmaster, butat the last minute, hesuppressedownimpulsion, becausethisimpulsivewas not compatiblewithhisoriginal intention, according todisposition that hewas careful, will not impulseeasily, hecould not distinguish clearlythistypeimpulsive came from own thought that came from the instinct of body, thiscontradictoryintertwiningwas been very agitatedbyhim.
撕扯吼叫的破锣嗓音冲入这间并不密封的房间在高峰耳边喧嚣,高峰本能的从心中涌起一股怒气,抓起身边打磨锋利的金属片就想冲出去将这声音的主人干掉,但在最后一刻,他压制了自己的冲动,因为这股冲动与他的本意并不相容,按照他小心谨慎的性格,是不会轻易冲动的,他分不清这种冲动是来自自己的思想,还是来自身体的本能,这种矛盾的纠结让他很烦躁。Deeplyinspired, has shoved open the crudedoorslowly, pleasant is the scarletsky.
深深地吸了一口气,缓缓地推开了简陋的房门,入眼便是猩红色的天空。Under the redskyis the scarletredearth, the crudearchitectural complexcenter above earthstandsseveral hundrednakedupper bodies, proliferates the scarsuch as the man of wild animal, theirone by oneis strongexceptionally, like the weapon that the steelhammers, sends outis despisingallvicious tendencies, the instance when Gao Fengstands, allmenare looking atthis16-year-oldbigboywith the look of evil intention, halfare the suspicions, another50%peoplearenakedkilling intent, makingGao Fengwantto retractthatto constrainactually the safesmallroomvery muchagain.
红色天空下是赤红色的大地,大地之上的简陋建筑群中心站立数百赤裸上身,遍布伤痕如野兽的男人,他们一个个强壮异常,就像钢铁锻打的兵器,散发着藐视一切的戾气,当高峰站出来的瞬间,所有男人都用恶意的眼神望着这个只有16岁的大男孩儿,其中半数是怀疑,另外一半人则是赤裸裸的杀意,让高峰很想再缩回那间压抑却安全的小房间。„Look, Isaid that the woodenbundleis not good, youlooked that onhimincludingscabsnot to have, howpossiblyto inherit the great strength of blackclaw? Person who today'stesthewill certainly not lose, does not have the strength, not having the qualificationsto leadus.......”
“看吧,我就说木蔸不行,你们看他身上连一条伤疤都没有,怎么可能继承黑爪的强大?今天的考验他一定不会输,没有力量的人,没有资格率领我们……。”Also before is , the loathfulsound, goesfollowing the prestige, is actually onetall and powerfully builtsuch as the man of mountain, thismancheekswere divided into two, the muscle that turns outby the hugescabspresentblood redpitch-black, if onlythisis most dreadful, butdoes not have the noseonlyto remain the holecheeks, makingpeoplegenuinelyfeel the loathing, seesthisfellow, in the Gao Fengheartsurgesonce morekilling intent.
又是之前让人讨厌的声音,循声望去,却是一个身材魁梧如山的男人,这个男人脸颊被巨大的伤疤一分为二,翻出的肌肉呈现血红色的乌黑,若只是这样最多让人害怕,但没有鼻子只剩窟窿的脸颊,让人打心眼里感到厌恶,看到这个家伙,高峰心中再次涌起杀意。„Iam not the woodenbundle, calledmeGao Feng.......”
“我不是木蔸,叫我高峰……。”Allkilling intentchange to an argument, Gao Fengcannothave the couragethroughouttrulyfacing the ominoushorizontalanduglyman, heis afraid, is afraidis injuredbyothers , the fearinjuresothers, heknows that oneselfwantsto be wrong, butthinkswild animal that in the heartoftensurges, healarmed and afraidshivering, fearwild animal, onceputs, heno longerisoneself, hisargumentcaused that laughs, allmenwithdespising the lookis looking atGao Feng, manypeoplestartedto shake the head, obviouslytheybelieve that weakGao Fengis not worthapproving.
所有杀意化作一声辩解,高峰始终不能真正鼓起勇气面对凶横而丑陋的男人,他害怕,害怕被别人伤害,也害怕伤害到别人,他知道自己这么想是错的,但一想到心中时常涌起的野兽,他就惊惧的颤抖,害怕野兽一旦放出来,他就不再是自己,他的辩解引得一阵哄笑,所有男人都用鄙视的眼神望着高峰,很多人已经开始摇头,显然他们相信软弱的高峰并不值得认可。„Ha, knows why called you woodenbundle? Youarethattypelongin the wilderness, seemsattractive, the woodbundle in facthaving no merit to speak , the waste materialweed that the domestic animaldoes not eat, ifyouhave the great strength of blackclaw, wewill call you three claws, is really doubtable, are you son of blackclaw.......”
“哈,知道为什么叫你木蔸么?你就是那种长在荒漠,看上去光鲜,实际上一无是处的木蔸,连畜生都不吃的废料杂草,要是你有黑爪的强大,我们会叫你三爪,真让人怀疑,你是不是黑爪的儿子……。”
The uglyrobust manas iflikesinsultingotherswith the language, thatharshvoicejust like the noisynoise, resounds through the entirecamp, at this timeallmanlookssimultaneouslyflashed throughdreaded, cannot help butlowhead, the next moment, the largehead of uglymanwas being coveredjust like the big hand of beastclawbyflood the blackgloss, the uglymancomplexionpalely, fiercelywas liftedby the big handto the midairhurlsruthlesslyon the ground, sends out the hugevibration, thisloud soundmakes the heart of Gao Fengtremble, the pupilenlargesfiercely, stares atstubbornlyis hurling the uglymanin the man of ground.
丑陋的壮汉似乎更喜欢用语言来欺辱别人,那破锣嗓音宛如嘈杂的噪音,响彻整个营地,这时所有男人眼神同时闪过忌惮,不由自主的低下了头颅,下一刻,丑汉子的斗大的脑袋被泛着黑色光泽宛如兽爪的大手扣住,丑汉子脸色刷地惨白,猛地被大手举到半空狠狠地掼在地上,发出巨大的震动,这一声巨响让高峰的心为之一颤,瞳孔猛地放大,死死地盯着将丑汉子掼在地上的男人。Hereeachmentall and stronglikemountain, eachmenare ominous the horizontalevil spirit, butthesemenjust likecompared withhim the sheepare docile, becauseonlythisstandsin the crowd, making the man who allpeoplelower the headhave the crazyominousoffenselook, such as the deep poolsuch as the manicaura of sea, surpasses a left handtime of right handappearsabnormalandfearful, thatglitters the metallic lusterfingeras if to split the rock, similarly, canpinch the head of person.
这里每一个男人都魁梧如山,每一个男人都凶横恶煞,但这些男人比起他却犹如绵羊般温顺,只因为这个站在人群中,让所有人低头的男人有着疯狂凶戾的眼神,如渊如海的狂躁气息,超出左手一倍的右手显得畸形而可怕,那闪烁着金属光泽的手指仿佛能裂开岩石,同样,也能捏开人的脑袋。„Ismy son, having no need foryouexplaining,nexttimemakesmehearagain, beforeIbegin, Igive you opportunitysuicide.......”
“是不是我的儿子,用不着你来说明,下一次再让我听到,在我动手之前,我给你机会自杀……。”Overbearing, the powerful, unquestionabledeterrent, makingseveral hundredominousoffenses the Chinese charactersjust like the sheepobeyedgenerally,moves the eyeto hidedoes not dare, thatuglymanlieson the groundmovesdoes not dareto move, just like the dead dog, Gao Fengwas similarly low the head, regardinghas the father of strangefeelingsimilarly, fear of hisinstinct, thisinstinctfrombody, accidental/surprisedwithhisideologicalconjunction, letshisfearcompared withonothersmanyonetime.
霸道,强势,不容置疑的威慑,让几百个凶戾的汉字犹如绵羊一般顺服,动动眼皮子都不敢,那丑陋的汉子趴在地上更是一动也不敢动,犹如死狗,高峰同样低下了头颅,对于同样有陌生感的父亲,他本能的畏惧,这种来自身体的本能,意外的和他的思想契合,让他的畏惧比别人多上一倍。„You is a my son, youare the three claws, somepeopleshouted that youwoodenbundle, youshouldkillhim, owndignityneedsto strive, ifyoucannot accomplish, tumbles out the housetomebecomes the agreementslave.......” The Gao Fengnominalfather, the voice of blackclawis crudeandstaunch, just likemetalfrictiongeneralshockhuman's heart, made the heart of Gao Fengmention the throat, heard the agreementslavetwocharacters, helookedto the rear area of crowd, thatcrowd of nakedness, can only squatin the skinnymen of ground, theylost the soldierstatusdisability and slave, foreverwas doingmost tiredliving, was eatingworstfood, drank the dirtiestwater, little personcanlive30 -year-old, anybodycankillthemat will, mustbe inferiorcompared with the domestic animal.
“你是我的儿子,你就是三爪,有人喊你木蔸,你就该杀了他,自己的威严需要自己争取,如果你办不到,就给我滚出房子成为契奴……。”高峰名义上的父亲,黑爪的嗓音粗暴而刚烈,犹如金属摩擦一般的震撼人心,也让高峰的心提到了嗓子眼,听到契奴两个字,他不由地看向人群的后方,那群赤身裸体,只能蹲在地上的枯瘦男人们,他们都是失去了战士身份的残疾和奴隶,永远干着最累的活,吃着最差的食物,喝最脏的水,很少人能活过30岁,任何人都能随意杀死他们,比畜生还要不如。„Why? Whyisthis? Who am I? Why will Ibe afraid? Why can Ikill people? WhyItoherestrange?”
“为什么?为什么是这样?我到底是谁?为什么我会害怕?为什么我要杀人?为什么我会对这里陌生?”Gao Fengwas crying outat heart, butonfaceactuallydoes not dareto expressanymood, heis afraid, is afraid the blackclawto seehimis not the beforehandson, is afraidthisstrangeworldto open the big mouthto swallowhim, hefeelsdesperately, butcould not find the outlet, all can only deeplybury at heart, feltoneselfgenerallywere ridiculedandteasedlike the puppet.高峰在心里呐喊,但脸上却不敢表现出任何情绪,他害怕,害怕黑爪看出他不是以前的儿子,更害怕这个陌生的世界张开血盆大口将他吞噬,他感觉到绝望,但又找不到出路,所有的一切只能深深地埋在心里,感觉自己就像木偶一般被人嘲弄和取笑。Sees the Gao Fengappearance, blackclawdeeplyis disappointed, hemostregards as importantisthisunrulySan Zi, not onlybecause ofhimandmostresembles, becausealsoheisthatfemalelife, what a pitysinceprevioustimehas fallen and broken the head, thissonwas getting more and more weak, makinghimoncewantto give uphim, turned headtotwocompared withGao Feng, to have the boy of severalpoints of powerfulaurato saygreatly: „Bigclaw, twoclaws, todayareyoubecome the onlyopportunity of tribesuccessor, only thenbecomesinherits the talented personto matchto be calledmy son.......”
看到高峰的样子,黑爪深深失望,他最看重的就是这个桀骜不驯的三子,不只是因为他和自己最像,也因为他是那个女人生的,可惜自从上次摔破了头,这个儿子就越来越软弱,让他一度想要放弃他,扭头对身边两个比高峰大一点,却有了几分强悍气息的男孩儿说道:“大爪,二爪,今天是你们成为部落继承人的唯一机会,只有成为继承人才配称为我的儿子……。”Twobigboysbothare the Gao Fengelder brothers, theylooked that the Gao Fenglookdisdainsvery much, is similarly respectfulto the blackclaw, the moment of looking at each other, actuallyreveals the fainthostility, lets the surroundingmen the line of sightcentralizedonthem, as ifin the object who choosingoneselffuturegives loyalty , the bigclawlowered the headunknowinglylooked at an uglyman of ground, nodded, the blackclawlookedslightlyin the eye, a browwrinkle, has not saidanything.
两个大男孩儿都是高峰的哥哥,他们看高峰的眼神很是不屑,对黑爪同样恭敬,相互之间对视的一刻,却露出隐隐的敌意,也让周围的男人们将视线集中在他们身上,似乎在选择自己未来效忠的对象,大爪低头不经意地看了一眼地上的丑汉子,微微点了点头,黑爪看在眼中,眉头一皱,却没有说什么。Gao Fenglooks at the uglyman, inheartis emergingintensekilling intentonce more, buthein the bigclawice-coldlook, was defeatedonce more, tothesetwohalf bloodbrothers, heis afraidsimilarly, in the disorderlymemoryfragment, henoticedclearly when the childhoodbigclawwithherobbedfood, the sharpiron wirewill insertonhispalm, the stabbing painandbright red on palm, makinghimforeverhave a vivid memory.高峰望着丑汉子,心中再次涌现出强烈的杀意,但他在大爪冰冷的眼神中,再次败下阵来,对这两个同父异母的兄弟,他同样感到恐惧,凌乱的记忆碎片中,他清楚看到小时候的大爪与他抢夺食物时,将锋利的铁丝插进他的手掌心上,掌心上的刺痛与鲜红,让他永远记忆犹新。„Youaremy son, successoronly haveone, wantingto become the successor to become the strongestperson, westerndesolatedesert outside threesunsethave the wildpersontribe that newmoves, youmustbring back tothreenumbers of people ableto become the brave warriors, brings back tofiveheadsto have the qualificationsbecomes the successor, the head that whobringsare more, whois a successor, if a headcannot bring.......”
“你们都是我的儿子,继承人只有一个,想要成为继承人就必须成为最强壮的人,三个日落之外的西荒戈壁有新迁过来的荒人部落,你们必须带回三颗人头才能成为勇士,带回五颗人头就有资格成为继承人,谁带的头颅越多,谁就是继承人,要是一颗头颅都带不回来……。”
The forcefulwordssaidhere, the blackclawcrazylooktook a fast look aroundonGao Feng, sayingspeak unhurriedly and clearly: „Reduces to the agreementslave, always can not turn over/stand up.......”
铿锵有力的话语说道这里,黑爪疯狂的眼神扫视到高峰身上,一字一顿的说道:“贬为契奴,永世不得翻身……。”
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