A yellowplasticduckappearsin the Zhang Xiaoqiangeye, thatiscanbe pulledby the child in the handis entraining the toy, the color of plasticduckina halfyear of windblown and sunburntbecomesgloomy, the deepyellowcoatingbecamelight yellow, hangsthatthinhemp ropeontoyin the groundsomewhatrottentrace, the toyis placedinhisleft frontcementstairs, upwardcansee a platformfollowing the stair, hefollowing the staironto the platform, the old tree that twoseveraltalented peoplecanjoint holdis encircledslowlyin the old stylecementraised flower bed, motleybarkintellinghistheirhistory . The age, toldhimthemto witnessrising of small town, the development, untildestroying······
一只黄色的塑料鸭子出现在张小强眼中,那是能被小孩子牵在手中拽着走的玩具,塑料鸭子在半年的风吹日晒中颜色变得暗淡,深黄色的涂层已经变得浅黄,挂在玩具上的那根细麻绳在地上有些腐烂的痕迹,玩具摆在他左前方的水泥台阶中间,顺着台阶往上能看见一个平台,他慢慢地顺着台阶上到了平台,两颗几人才能合抱的老树被围在老式水泥花台里,斑驳的树皮在告诉他它们的历史与。年龄,告诉他它们见证了小镇的崛起,发展,直到毁灭······In the platformis an old stylebuilding, onfront doorthattypeinlays the smallglassto paint the yellow paintold stylewooden framegate, along withpassing of years, the yellow paint in gateremains not many, on the seal brownwood/blockheadin the texturewas carvedscratchesby the passingmischievouschildwith the knife, the right of front dooris hangingtogether the woodenplaque, abovewriteswith the blackinkwrites«XXTownClinic», in the ray in gateis low and deep, appears the spaceis specially gloomy, can only seeon the wallbelow the complete/evenchestplaceto brush the greenpaintindistinctly, by the paint of footline, because. Startsto fall offmoistlyconcave-convex.
平台上是一栋老式楼房,大门还是那种上面嵌着小玻璃漆着黄色油漆的老式木框门,随着岁月的流逝,门上的黄色油漆所剩不多,深褐色的木头上纹理上被过往的调皮小孩儿用小刀刻出一条条刻痕,大门的右侧挂着一块木匾,上面用黑色墨水写着写着《XX镇医务所》,门内的光线低沉,显得里面的空间特别阴暗,只能隐约看见墙壁上齐胸以下的地方刷着绿色油漆,靠地脚线的油漆因为。潮湿开始凹凸脱落。
The flashlightrayis similar to this clinic of pandemoniumsweepsin all directions, Zhang Xiaoqiangwalksinthissilentsmall house, a handis using the flashlight, a handis grasping the silverpistol, an entiresmall housedreariness, only thenhissound of footstepsreverberationinthissilentspace, spreadsfar away, has a echo, helooks at a disorderlyroom, the glass of disruption, the medical recordlist that the filing cabinet that turns, scatters, was stepped onbyhimat this momentin the white coat of under foot, took a look under himto prepareto engage in self-examinationin all directionsto exit, ininstance of turning around, red. The smallrag dollleaps forwardhisviewonce more, the redsmallrag dollwas thrownin a corner, abovefallsfulldust·········
手电光芒在这个如同鬼域的医务所四处扫荡,张小强走在这个寂静的小楼里,一只手打着手电,一只手握着银色的手枪,整个小楼一片沉寂,只有他的脚步声回荡在这个寂静的空间,传出老远,又带起一阵回音,他看着一间间凌乱的房间,碎裂的玻璃,翻到的档案柜,散落的病历单,还有此刻被他踩在脚下的白大褂,四处打量了一下他准备反身出去,在转身的瞬间,一个红色的。小布偶再次跃入他的眼帘,红色的小布偶被人扔在一个拐角,上面落满尘埃·········Zhang Xiaoqiangsurprisedlooks atpresent, hisheartalreadyground to the iron stoneinthiscrazyDoomsday, hisformerspiritless, timid, hesitant, no longerappearedwith the frightenedpresent, maypresentmakehishearttwitchfiercely, thiswas a children'ssick ward, the smallchair, the smalltable, the large-scalebuilding block of pileincorner, on the whiteceilinghung the colorfulsmallcolored flag, on the wallis pastingvariouscartoonsto post pictures, somepainton the iron stand of red paintwere hanging the glass jars of severalinjectionglucose.张小强惊讶的看着眼前的这一幕,他的心早就在这让人疯狂的末世磨成铁石,他从前的懦弱,胆小,犹豫,和恐惧现在已经不再出现,可眼前的一幕却让他的心在剧烈地抽搐,这是一间儿童病室,小椅子,小桌子,还有堆在角落里的大型积木,白色的天花板上挂着很多色彩斑斓的小彩旗,墙壁上贴着各种卡通贴画,一些漆着红色油漆的铁架上挂着几个注射葡萄糖的玻璃瓶。Hiscarefulenteringsick ward, disorderlywhite bonesscattereverywhereis, the skeletons of thesewhite bonesare very small, is very slender, is differentfrom the skeleton of adult, theseskeletonsvigorouslybroke off, looks atthesepowderin the smallskeleton of ground, Zhang Xiaoqiangsitson the dirtyfloorslowly, the distant placeissmallpirate-like skulls of severalnotbodies, aboveeye socketis staring athimpitch-darksilently, fromentering the small townstarts to erupton the heart that has constrainedat this moment.
他小心的走进病室,一具具凌乱的白骨散落的到处都是,这些白骨的骨架很小,也很纤细,与成年人的骨架不同,这些骨殖都是被大力折断的,看着这些散在地上的小骨架,张小强慢慢地坐到了肮脏的地板上,远处是几个没有一点皮肉的小小骷髅头,上面黑洞洞地眼眶默默地凝视着他,从进入小镇开始就一直压抑的心在此刻爆发。„Ao~~~~~~~~~~”hismouthsends outwild animalsamecalling out, the tearskeepsfrom the eyeaveragebecomesaccumulates the dust the ground, heis crying, hecriesrendingly, looks attheseimmaturevictims, remembered is just similar to the cleverlegendary creaturecities, he cruel fateinDoomsdaystruggled, heused the hoarsevoiceto vent the depression in heart, hewas notSuperman, hewas not the hero, hewas only a base and lowunimportant person, hewill also hurt, hewill be also sad, healsoneededsomepeopleto console, mayhe unable, he unable ownheartinmostdelicate. At the same timeshows, Doomsdayis a bloodyworld, itnotbecauseyourdelicacywill let offyou, itwill beonewalks randomly the this onewolfindarkness, itis staring atyourneckfrequently, so long asyouwill display a weak trendslightly, itwithout hesitationwill throw, will pierceyourAdam's applewithitsice-coldfang.
“嗷~~~~~~~~~~”他嘴里发出野兽一样的嚎叫,泪水不停地从眼中流出落到积满尘埃的地面,他在哭,他哭得撕心裂肺,看着这些幼小的遇难者,想起刚刚如同鬼蜮的城镇,还有他在末世里的苦命挣扎,他用嘶哑的嗓音发泄着心中的苦闷,他不是超人,他不是什么英雄,他只是一个卑微的小人物,他也会疼,他也会悲伤,他也需要有人慰藉,可他不能,他不能把自己心中最柔弱的。一面展现出来,末世是一个血腥的世界,它不会因为你的柔弱而放过你,它是一只游走在黑暗中的孤狼,它时刻盯着你的脖子,只要你稍稍表现出一点弱势,它就会毫不犹豫的扑上来,用它冰冷的獠牙将你的喉结刺穿。Itsincarnationis everywhere, itisthesewalks randomlyin the zombie of wildernessandmetropolis, ithides the evolvedbeastindarkness, even, itcan be youequallyvividhuman, the powerful of Zhang Xiaoqiangperformanceandcallousis he mask that is used to camouflage, hishearthas not changed, his for the man who severalcabbagesdash out of the door, was encircledbyhundredzombiedesperate that manin the tall building, hisinnermost feelingsvery muchhad feared,mayhe unable to be afraid, hemustregard a powerhouse, even if a falsepowerhouse., Hedoes not know that the innermost feelings of genuinepowerhouseareanything, heknows that oneselfneedsto sob, needsto vent, whenhegoes out of the clinic, his facing the D2alsofearlessman, thatcanunemotionallyto cut the man of compatriothead, face of thathand/subordinatefrontin the man who callouslywithers.
它的化身无处不在,它是那些游走在荒野与都市的丧尸,它是隐藏在黑暗中的变异兽,甚至,它会是和你一样有血有肉的人类,张小强一直表现的强势与冷酷都是他用来伪装的面具,他的心一直都未变过,他还是那个为了几颗白菜而冲出家门的男人,是被百只丧尸围在高楼上绝望的那个男人,他的内心一直都很怕,可他不能害怕,他要把自己当成一个强者,哪怕是一个伪强者。,他不知道真正强者的内心是什么,他知道自己需要哭泣,需要发泄,等到他走出医务所,他还是那个面对D2也无所畏惧的男人,那个能面无表情斩下同胞脑袋的男人,那个在手下面前一脸冷酷肃杀的男人。In the menin high spiritscrashing inprivate residenceconfiscates family's property, the womenat the back of the smallgadget that hold/containerShoujianis interested, Yang Ke'erleaddaughtersonto plunge into between -meal snackpile, Shangguan Qiaoyunis gazing atfigurelonelyZhang Xiaoqiangat the back ofherM1 Garand riflesilently, looks athisdesolatefacial expression, does not know why hernosealwaysturns sour, the corner of the eyealsobecomesdry, the thing that onetypeis called the tearsreverberatesin her eyes, shelooks atthatfacial expressiondrearyman, sendsto hurtat heartfaintly.
男人们兴高采烈的冲进民房里抄家,女人们背着包收捡着自己感兴趣的小玩意儿,杨可儿带着小女该儿一头扎进零食堆里,上官巧云背着她的M1加兰德步枪默默地注视着身形孤单的张小强,看着他落寞的神情,不知为什么她的鼻子总是发酸,眼角也变得干涩,一种叫做泪水的东西在她眼中回荡,她看着那个神情萧瑟的男人,心里隐隐发疼。
The menwalkinfront, shedistantwithhisbehind, shewithis very careful, the manstops, shealsostops, the manstandsin the avenuecenteris in a daze, shehidesafter the walllooks at the manto be in a daze, the manlooks at the mountain, the back that shelooks at the man, the manlooks at the viaduct of distant place, the back that shelooks at the man, the manlooks up the low and deepovercastsky, as before the back that shegazes at the man, manstand forth, shelooks that hisbackfollowssilently.
男人在前面走,她就远远的跟着他的后面,她跟的很小心,男人停下,她也停下,男人站在大街中心发呆,她就躲在墙后看着男人发呆,男人看着山,她看着男人的背影,男人看着远处的高架桥,她看着男人的背影,男人抬头看着低沉阴晦的天空,她依旧注视男人的背影,男人向前走去,她看着他的背影默默跟上。Shefollowscarefullyinbehind of man, looks that the manis even more remarkable the depressedback, shesuddenlyfelt that oneselfheartissodraws close towithhim, shehad not lookedall that the manlooks, sheonlylooks atthatman, looks at his not generousshoulder, sheunderstoodhim, suddenlysuchunderstood, has not listened tohimto leanto statein a low voice, has not looked athisdesolatelook, suchunderstood, is very strange, shehas thoughtoneselfunderstand the manvery much, sheoncehad contactedvariousmen, well-mannered, facial expressionarrogant, ice-cold, butdanger, dreadfulbutlascivious., Impetuous, calm, handsome, ugly, crazy, timid, candieforher, butshecannot see clearlyZhang Xiaoqiang, fromZhang Xiaoqiang, shediscovered that one understandingto the manishowsuperficial, becauseshedoes not havetrulyhas understood a heart of man.
她小心的跟在男人的后面,看着男人越发显着消沉的背影,她突然感到自己的心是如此与他贴近,她没看男人所看的一切,她只看着那个男人,看着他那并不宽厚的肩头,她懂了他,突然就这么懂了,没有听他低声倾述,没有看他的落寞的眼神,就这么懂了,很奇怪,她一直以为自己很了解男人,她曾接触过各种男人,彬彬有礼的,神情高傲的,冰冷而危险的,猥琐而好色的。,浮躁的,沉稳的,英俊的,丑陋的,疯狂的,胆小的,还有可以为她去死的,可是她看不清张小强,从张小强身上,她发现自己对男人的理解是多么肤浅,因为她从没真正的懂过一个男人的心。Butat this momentherbewilderedunderstood, shesawlonelyfromhisback, sawlonely, sawhidconstraininginhisheart, Zhang Xiaoqiangcontinuouslybefore the powerful of the persondisplaying, the personafterwithout a trace that ondesolate the backvanished, hisbackalsoonly hadShangguan Qiaoyunto staresilently, whatthing was the manbyattracted? Hefollowing the stairclimbing upsideplatformslowly, helooks at the old tree, looks at the worn-outfront door, untilhewalkedhas gone in·········
可是此时此刻她莫名其妙的就懂了,她从他的背影上看到了孤独,看到了寂寞,看到了隐藏在他心中的压抑,张小强一直在人前表现出的强势,在人后落寞的背影上消失的无影无踪,他的背影也只有上官巧云在默默地凝视,男人被什么东西吸引了?他顺着台阶慢慢的爬上侧面的平台,他看着老树,看着破旧的大门,直到他走了进去·········In the houseis very gloomy, somecornersbecause ofrayillumination, butis darker, thesegloomycornersare so gloomyinthisgloomyspace, as ifinsideambushesmalicious ghosts to peep attooutside, Shangguan Qiaoyunwalksinthislonesome and quietsmall house, herfear, has not had the fear, sheis holdingpeeling off the shellsomewallsslowlywalkstowardinside, the sound that shestops overis very light, lightalmostcannot hear, shedoes not wantto alarmhimbecause, has walkedtowardinfollowing the wall, bunch of lightrayspenetratewindow ventilatorto shootsmall house, will hidein the roomdarkscattersslightly, Shehas walked, untilseeingthatdark-redrag doll········
房子里面很阴暗,一些角落因为光线照射而更加幽暗,那些阴暗的角落在这个阴暗的空间里着那么阴森,仿佛里面潜伏着一只只恶鬼在向外面窥视,上官巧云走在这幽静的小楼里,她没有害怕,更没有恐惧,她扶着有些脱壳的墙壁慢慢的向里面走去,她落脚的声音很轻,轻的几乎听不到,她不想因为自己而惊扰了他,一直顺着墙往里走,一束束淡薄的光线透过气窗射进小楼,将隐藏在房里的黑暗微微驱散,她一直走,直到看到那个暗红色的布偶········Shebyin the gatelooks that kneelsto siton the groundhiss the man of howlingsob, thatin the personpreviousfaceindifferentman, thatstandson the mechanical shovelhigh-spirited the man, thathangsonmonsterpulls out the man who the spear/gunfires, hesopowerful, callousandsavagebefore the people, now this manactuallythisdarkandclosespacecriessosad, why does hesob?
她靠在门边看着那个跪坐在地上嘶嚎哭泣的男人,那个在人前一脸冷漠的男人,那个站在铲车上意气风发的男人,那个挂在怪物身上掏枪射击的男人,在众人面前他是那么的强悍、冷酷、凶残,现在这个男人却这个幽暗而封闭的空间哭的如此悲伤,他是为何哭泣?
The flashlightshines the light beamto rollincorner, the orangelightbeamon a white sheetdenseskeleton, looks atthesetinyskeletons, the tears in Shangguan Qiaoyuneyealsofalls··········
手电亮着光束滚在墙角,橘黄色的光束射在一片白森森的骨架上,看着那些细小的骨架,上官巧云眼中的泪水也滑落下来··········Hertearful eyesenter the roomdimly, slowlykneelsin the manbehind, stretches out the gentle and charmingboth armscloselyto embrace into the bosomhim···········
她泪眼朦胧地走进房间,慢慢地跪在男人身后,伸出娇柔的双臂将他紧紧揽入怀中···········
( Manypeoplesaid that Doomsdaymusthave the Doomsdaystyle, brutal, cruel, slaughters, as well asextinguishes the human nature, to be honest, Ilikereading the Doomsdaynovelvery much, mayseethat manybloodyandbrutalcannot seeanyhuman nature, Iwas depressed, only thenwith the ice-coldlooklooks that thesecompatriotswill wield the broadswordto choptheirheadsto have the pleasant sensation? Ido not approve, Iam a deaddwelling, butIcannotguaranteeoneselfwill arrive atDoomsdaybecame the ruthlessperson, butIdo not wantto be killed the antsameto giveto massacrebytheseruthlessphotographs, thereforemyarticlewas having the human nature, un··Ithink that Iwill continuemaintainthisstyle, the protagonistbecause ofhaving the human naturewill be weak, hewill survivein the crevicelikeCockroach, until, the crevicecould not accommodatehim.)
(很多人说末世就要有末世的风格,残酷,残忍,杀戮,以及灭人性,说实话,我很喜欢看末世小说,可看到那么多的血腥与残酷也看不到任何一点人性,我郁闷了,难道只有用冰冷的眼神看着那些同胞挥起大刀砍下他们的头颅才会有快感?我不认可,我是一个死宅,可我不敢保证自己到了末世会成为狠人,可我也不想被那些狠人像杀蚂蚁一样给杀掉,所以的我的文带着人性,嗯··我想我会继续保持这种风格,主角不会因为有人性而软弱,他会像一只蟑螂一样在夹缝里生存,直到,夹缝容不下他。)
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