AST :: Volume #19

#1859: The chapter ear and area around it, lives old illness distress

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Qing Shui is really not intentionally, his hand also falls until this time in that deep gully, tight is clamping, that feeling makes he heartbeat speed up, wonderful indescribable. 青水真的不是故意的,直到此时他的手还陷在那深深的沟壑中,被紧紧的夹着,那种感觉让他都不由的心跳加快,美妙的无法形容。 Sheng Jun recovers the later eye angrily looks that Qing Shui puts out a hand to hit toward the Qing Shui face on. 圣君回过神来之后一双眼睛愤怒的看着青水伸手向着青水脸上打去。 Pa! 啪！ The clear sound resounds, Sheng Jun has gawked then, she thinks actually Qing Shui will hide, looks at the hand imprint on that fair handsome face, at heart is also a little guilty, but thinks that he such to himself felt should hit. 清脆的声音响起,然后圣君就楞了,她其实以为青水会躲的,看着那白皙英俊的脸上的手印,心里也是有一点愧疚,但想到他这么对自己就感觉该打。 Qing Shui loosens her hand helpless smiling: „I said that I do not intend to affront you, you estimate do not believe that you have also hit, did not want angry.” 青水松开她的手无奈的笑笑:“我说我不是有意冒犯你,你估计不信,你也打了,不要生气了。” Qing Shui does not know that this is second time by ear and area around it third and four of times woman, he does not have the feeling to lose face, after all such matter has made the mistake, even if were teaches her the thing, but cannot such do, this was to a woman did not respect. 青水不知道这是自己第二次挨女人的耳光还是第三次、四次,他没有感觉多么丢人,毕竟这样的事情是自己做错了,就算是自己教她东西,但也不能这么做,这是对一个女人的不尊重。 Therefore his not strange Sheng Jun, naturally he does not have to feel one are inexpensive, the beforehand behavior opposite party makes this to reflect that a point is not overrated, has not gone all out to be good with. 所以他一点也不怪圣君,当然他也没有感觉自己贱,之前的行为对方做出这反映一点也不为过,没和自己拼命就算是不错了。 „Why doesn't shunt?” Sheng Jun as if also feels sorry, must know that by the ear and area around it is very disgraced matter, person who especially the powerhouse, has the status is so. “为什么不躲开？”圣君似乎也过意不去,要知道挨耳光是很丢人的事情,特别是强者,有身份的人越是如此。 „Should hit, that in comparison you are wronged.” Qing Shui smiles bitterly is looking at this beautiful woman. “该打,相比之下你受的委屈更多。”青水苦笑着看着这个美丽的女人。 Sheng Jun lowered the head slightly, her innermost feelings are very complex, this man and she has many contacts, previous time is the contacts of some bodies, even if away from the clothes is also lets her very much for a long time some time to be tranquil. 圣君微微低下头,她的内心很复杂,这个男人和她有不少的接触,上次更是有些身体的接触,哪怕隔着衣服也是让她很久一段时间不能平静。 practitioner, even if woman cannot haggle over some contacts, otherwise plays some embroidery needlework in the boudoir, but also some limits, before meeting Qing Shui , the hand had not been held by the opposite sex. 一个武者,哪怕是女人也不能多么的计较一些接触,不然就在闺房中玩些刺绣针线,但也有一些限度,遇到青水之前手都没有被异性牵过。 She has not liked on Qing Shui, say nothing of loved, but is not absolutely repugnant, the subconscious regards the good friend him, is worth trusting even the friend of dependence. 她没有喜欢上青水,更不用说爱了,但绝对不讨厌,潜意识把他当成好朋友,一个值得信任甚至依靠的朋友。 She also knows that this feeling can change, but her rationality, something are the suppression are easier to erupt, might as well allow nature to take its course is better, if something came, she will not repel. 她也知道这种感觉会变化,但她理性,一些东西越是压制越是容易爆发,不如顺其自然来的好一些,如果有些事情来了,她也不会排斥。 That woman is not in love, that woman their love dream, they have not hoped one day to run into outstanding to like only liking their man, is such matter is very difficult, especially outstanding person. 那个女人不怀春,那个女人没有自己的爱情梦,她们都希望有一天遇到一个优秀自己喜欢只喜欢自己的男人,可是这样的事情很难,特别是优秀的人。 In the subconscious of person will have a scale, this scale is one type comprehensive, will be used for the weighing lots, is not independent liking, is not the independent life experience, is not the independent beautiful appearance and appearance, but is an appropirateness. 人的潜意识里会有一个秤,这个秤是一种综合的,会用来称量很多东西,不是单独的喜欢,也不是单独的身世,也不是单独的美貌和长相,而是一种合适。 However the life is alive, the unpleasant matter most likely, had such 1-2 satisfactory pleasant matters burns the high-grade incense, the Buddhist had the cloud, the person since birth was the fresh pain, can have, illness distress, dead, sorrow of parting from loved ones and resentment hatred, not to ask painstakingly, five human attributes along with this lifetime experience old painstakingly painstakingly painstakingly Sheng Ku. 不过人生在世,不如意之事十有八九,有那么一两件顺心如意的事情已经是烧高香了,佛家有云,人生来就是生苦,随着这一生的经历会出现老苦、病苦、死苦、爱别离苦、怨憎会苦、求不得苦、五阴过盛苦。 Fresh pain. Must face our incomparable realities the world to be painful, the pain stems from our oneself, the pain stems from is living. 生苦。要面对我们这个无比现实的世界是痛苦的,痛苦源于我们自身,痛苦源于活着。 Old pain. All beautiful youth will vanish in feared day after day the heart the wrinkle, regarding the senility that being incapable to control, can only look helplessly the life dissipates little, looks own vigor gradually vanishes in the senility, is how painful? 老苦。所有美丽的青春都将消失于日渐怕上心头的皱纹,对于无力控制的衰老,只能眼睁睁地看着生命一点点消逝,看着自己活力在衰老中逐渐消失,何其痛也？ Illness distress. 病苦。 The pain of dying. 死之苦。 The death was not perhaps painful, when dying was painful to recall of present world . Moreover the fact that died living the fear that the person brought went far beyond the death itself. 死亡也许并不痛苦,但死时对现世的留恋却是痛苦的,而且死亡的这个事实给活着的人带来的恐惧远远超过死亡本身。 Sorrow of parting from loved ones. 爱别离苦。 The person is fear lonely emotion animal, the love is the person seeks each other performance of approval. Kinship, love, friendship. So long as there is the investment and wallowing of sentiment, has being loath to part from each other pain of leaving depart. Especially, the pain of sentiment, is anxious. 人是害怕孤独的情感动物,爱是人寻求彼此认同的表现。亲情,爱情,友情。但只要有感情的投入和沉迷,就有难舍难分的别离之苦。特别是,情之苦痛,最是揪心。 Could not ask painstakingly. 求不得苦。 The desire like the bungee that in your hand elongates, after making an effort to shoot independently, if could not find the place that accommodates alongside, the ball comes back to hit always you, pain. 欲望就象你手中拉长的橡皮筋,用力放手弹出去后,如果找不到挂靠的地方,弹回来打中的总是你自己,痛苦。 Hate painstakingly. 怨恨会苦。 Makes an analogy, when likes not being able to realize the person would coming numb to hate with a perceptual way of self-deception. Hates others to hate some type of thing, is actually is hating that to be incapable facing of reality. Can the autonomy, not be painful? 打个比喻,当爱不能实现时人总会用一个自欺欺人的感性方式来麻木自己怨恨。恨别人恨某种东西,其实就是在痛恨那个无力面对现实的自己。自残,能不痛苦吗？ Five human attributes Sheng Ku. 五阴过盛苦。 Too many helplessness, making person lose, thus falls into the pain. Hears some people to propose that a name is: Person who has not learned the numb life, is not the normal person. 太多的无奈,让人迷失自我,从而陷入痛苦之中。听到有人提出个叫法是:还没学会麻木生活的人,不是正常人。 The people walk in the pain his entire life, trying to find pleasure amidst suffering is the biggest happiness, above said painstakingly as if some exaggeration, actually thinks also so, experiences the prolonged illness life and death, that is not poignant, the roughness of love is unpleasant, is poignant, departure of family member friend is a painful matter. 人一生就是在痛苦中行走,苦中作乐是最大的幸福,上面所说的苦似乎有些夸张,其实想想也是如此,经历老病生死,那个不是让人痛苦,爱情的坎坷不如意,也是让人痛苦,亲人朋友的离去都是一件痛苦的事情。 However also has the same thing to contend with these relatively, that is the time, in the face of the time is the floating clouds, along with some time things, even if again importantly also forgetting gradually, the time will be the best medicine, can cure all the matter that initially seemed like how may not face. 不过还有一样东西可以相对抗衡这些,那就是时间,在时间面前一切都是浮云,随着时间一些东西,哪怕再重要也会渐渐的忘记,时间是最好的药物,可以治愈一切在当初看来是多么不可面对的事情。 Sheng Jun does not know can one get married, can look for own pleasant my dear, but she does not repel, if meets appropriately, will marry oneself absolutely, her tradition, she is perfect, in her consciousness will have some traditional idea, oneself life has not formed own family, without own children can be a very regrettable matter, or is the biggest regret. 圣君不知道自己会不会嫁人,会不会找自己的如意郎君,但她不排斥,如果遇到合适的,绝对会把自己嫁出去,她传统,她完美,她的意识中也会有一些很传统的观念,自己一生没有组建自己的家庭,没有自己的儿女会是一件很遗憾的事情,或者说是最大的遗憾。 „I do not blame you, you do not need to rebuke oneself, I am not right, should not hit your, I think that you will hide.” She looks on the Qing Shui face the light finger mark. “我不怪你,你也不用自责,我也不对,不该打你的,我以为你会躲过去的。”她看着青水脸上淡淡的指痕。 „Later, I will not try hard to control me, before I had also been distracted, I do not know one like this, will say that these as if again shirk, but you must believe your charm.” Qing Shui touches the nose, oneself felt one is a little shameless, affronted her reason is the opposite party is attractive, who said that the pretty woman you can profit, attractive was not the reason that you can profit. “以后不会了,我会努力控制好我自己,之前我也是走神了,我都不知道自己会这样,说这些似乎再推脱,但你也要相信你的魅力。”青水摸摸鼻子,自己都感觉自己有点无耻,冒犯了她理由是对方漂亮,谁说漂亮的女人你就可以占便宜了,漂亮不是你可以占便宜的理由。 Qing Shui said that these words make Sheng Jun have to plant do not know sense of being lost and lonely that which comes, not having the man dares to this, Qing Shui is first, in her heart is not angry, perhaps each woman subconscious at heart hopes another good man a little small dim daylight ~ dark. 青水说完这句话让圣君有种不知道哪来的失落感,没有男人敢对她这样,青水是第一个,她心中并没有那么愤怒,也许每个女人潜意识心里都希望又一个不错的男人有一点小小的暧~昧。 The man women are the same, but woman perception some, the man is more impulsive. 男人女人都一样,不过女人更感性一些,男人更冲动一些。 „Was good, we did not say these, walked, drinks, I want to drink.” Sheng Jun said with a smile toward Qing Shui. “好了,我们不说这些了,走,喝酒去,我想喝酒。”圣君向着青水笑道。 Qing Shui always felt that Sheng Jun is not a little right, but there to the accent, the thoughts of daughter family|home he is not cannot guess correctly, he has not thought how this woman will see him, he felt that one and she is not in true one, her too just pure and holy, before her a little evil ~ wicked, dark. 青水总感觉圣君有点不对,但那里不对不着调,女儿家的心思他是猜不出的,他也没想过这个女人会怎么看他,他感觉自己和她不是真正一条道上的,她太正义圣洁,在她面前自己有点邪~恶,黑暗。 „Good!” Qing Shui naturally complies. “好！”青水自然答应。 The sumptuous meal, the best liquor, the most beautiful woman, Qing Shui looks that Sheng Jun especially likes drinking today, Qing Shui is not worried about Sheng Jun to get drunk, her strength wants to be drunk difficultly. 丰盛的饭菜,最好的酒,最美的女人,青水看着圣君今天特别喜欢喝,青水不担心圣君喝醉,她的实力想醉都难。 Their such drinking drink a mood, actually everyone is drinks the mood, previous life so, this is also so, the good deed drinks, not the good matter also drinks, the good deed is the celebration, not the good matter drowns sorrow. 他们这样的喝酒就是喝个心情,其实每个人都是喝心情,前世如此,这一世也是如此,好事喝酒,不好的事情也喝酒,好事是庆祝,不好的事情是消愁。 „Said the Heavenly Star Immortal Sect matter to me!” Qing Shui looks for a topic to say. “给我说说天星仙宗的事情吧！”青水找个话题说道。 Sheng Jun as if knows that Qing Shui must say this issue, puts down the wine glass in hand, very bold looks at Qing Shui, her vision is profound, such as airborne bright Mingyue, profound is actually incomparable chaste pure, making the person see comfortably specially. 圣君似乎知道青水要说这个问题,放下手中的酒杯,很大胆的看着青水,她的目光深邃明亮,如空中皎洁的明月,深邃却是无比的纯洁纯净,让人看到特别的舒服。 „sect that my father is at is also Immortal Sect, he is a Lord, but Immortal Sect also divides heterogeneous, our family|home is Saint Yuan Immortal Sect, wanted compared with Heavenly Star Immortal Sect weakly, was not a scale, the middle has at least separated a scale.” Sheng Jun said own family work, this is also one type the trust Qing Shui. “我的父亲所在的宗门也是仙宗,他还是一宗之主,不过仙宗也分三六九等,我们家是圣元宪宗,比起天星仙宗要弱了很多,不是一个档次,中间至少隔了一个档次。”圣君说出了自己的家事,这也是一种对青水的信任。
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