AST :: Volume #19

#1812: The chapter are you are vindicating to me?

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Qing Shui has thought actually this woman can be a person, but has not thought that her such person will be also confused, will lose, unexpectedly can say these with, he does not know one should be honored anything. 青水其实已经想到了这个女人会是一个人,只是没有想到她这样的人也会迷茫,也会迷失,居然会和自己说这些,他不知道自己该荣幸还是什么。 Qing Shui looks at Shen Huang to look at itself, is very earnest, the look that the appearance and present of god beautiful anticipated made his heartbeat speed up, the putting aside vision of maintaining composure said: „Found some reposing, is wanted to think that by oneself the Protector thing, wants to treasure existence that wants to obtain.” 青水看着神凰看着自己,很认真,那神美的容颜和现在有所期待的神色令他心跳加快,不动声色的撇开目光才说道:“就是找到一些寄托,一些让自己想拥有想守护的东西,想珍惜想得到的存在。” Before Qing Shui, had said such words, such situation he is not first meeting, a person completely discouraged time of will produce pessimistically will even commit suicide, because in his heart one startled has no cares, a point cannot let existence that he yearns. 青水以前说过这样的话,这样的情况他也不是第一次遇到,一个人万念俱灰的时候会产生厌世甚至会寻短见,因为他心中一惊无牵无挂,没有一点能让他留恋的存在。 To go on living must use the power, desire ~ looks is also the power, desire ~ looks at minute of many, the money, woman and status, slaughter...... 想活下去就要用动力,欲~望也是动力,欲~望分很多,金钱、女人、地位、杀戮…… No matter any desire ~ looks, now regarding Shen Huang, any desire ~ looks good, so long as can make her ignite the fighting spirit, feels the life happy on line. 不管什么欲~望,现在对于神凰来说,什么欲~望都行,只要能让她重新燃起了斗志,感觉到生活的美好就行。 „Reposing? Thing that wants to obtain?” Shen Huang stalemate gradually arrives at the ponder, she as to try hard to find the answer, but actually shakes the head finally: „Does not have what reposing, I do not know one want to obtain anything, I had felt one stand outside this world, looks that the surrounding all have to plant to be outside feeling.” Shen Huang looks at Qing Shui earnestly. “寄托？想得到的东西？”神凰渐渐的陷入到沉思,她似乎想努力找到答案,但最后却是摇摇头:“没有什么寄托,我也不知道自己想得到什么,我一直感觉自己站在这个世界外面,看着周围的一切却是有种身在外的感觉。”神凰认真地看着青水。 The feeling that Qing Shui some types do not have idea now, encounters Shen Huang such situation, he did not understand very much, what person also does not cast off her is, therefore he does not know that has any means. 青水现在都有种没辙的感觉,遇到神凰这样的情况,他不是很了解,也不摘掉她到底是个什么样的人,所以他也不知道有什么办法。 Shen Huang was silent, seems thinking, as if and other Qing Shui answers. 神凰沉默了,似乎在想,似乎在等青水的答案。 „Do you have the man of liking, has the man?” Qing Shui very earnest asking. “你有没有喜欢的男人,有没有过男人？”青水很认真的问道。 Shen Huang hears the Qing Shui words, does not have angry, does not have any too big response, tranquil saying: „No!” 神凰听到青水的话,并没有生气,也没有什么太大的反应,平静的说道:“没有！” Said, she also then said: „Extinguishes the man of liking, does not have the man.” 说完之后她又接着说道:“灭有喜欢的男人,也没有过男人。” Said that person seven ~ sentiment six ~ desire, Qing Shui felt that this woman should have , because has not met appropriately, Qing Shui helpless saying with a smile: „In your heart has to think will get married, um, i.e. you like the man or the woman, this is inaccurate, in your heart has to think the love, hopes one day also to be able with a man to arrive at the same place?” 都说人有七~情六~欲,青水感觉这个女人应该有的,难道是因为没有遇到合适的,青水无奈的笑道:“你心中有没有想过自己会嫁人,嗯,就是说你喜欢男人还是女人,这个也不准确,你心中有没有想过爱情,希望有一天也会和一个男人走到一起？” Qing Shui wants to know that actually she does have such idea, feared that she is an individuality ~ desolate or other situations, has not thought the matter in this aspect. 青水其实就是想知道她有没有这样的想法,就怕她是一个性~冷淡或者一些其他的情况,就没有想过这方面的事情。 The young girls are in love, does not know that this woman does have this complex. 少女怀春,不知道这个女人有没有这个情结。 „I have thought that now has also thought that but has not met...... Shen Huang complexion nature tranquil saying that likes”. “我想过,现在也想过,只是没有遇到喜欢的……”神凰脸色自然平静的说道。 Qing Shui is also makes to stare by acknowledging of woman, but relaxes at heart, so long as there is a such idea, that fortunately, saw that the woman so acknowledged said directly: „Looks for the man of liking, slowly will be good, special you will have your children in the future, you will shift the lots.” 青水被女人的坦承也是弄得一愣,但心里松口气,只要有这样的想法,那就还好,看到女人这般坦承直接说道:“找个喜欢的男人,慢慢的就会好起来,特别将来你有了自己的子女,你就会转移很多东西。” „Your such idea I have also thought that is only not appropriate, has not liked.” Shen Huang shakes the head to say. “你这样的想法我也想过,只是没有合适的,没有一个喜欢的。”神凰摇摇头说道。 „Actually also has means.” Qing Shui thinks to say. “其实还有一个办法。”青水想了想说道。 „What means?” “什么办法？” „Hates a person, makes an effort to hate, making this hate to occupy over 80% of your innermost feelings.” Qing Shui earnest saying. “恨一个人,使劲恨,让这个恨占据你内心的八成以上。”青水认真的说道。 „Hates a person?” Shen Huang earnest saying, the facial expression also a little changes, as if she also very much approves of the Qing Shui words. “怎么恨一个人？”神凰认真的说道,神情也有点变化,似乎她也很赞同青水的话。 „Now what you most care is anything, taking away that you most care about, such you will have to hate.” Qing Shui said with a smile. “你现在最在乎的是什么,就把你最在乎的拿走,那样你就会有恨了。”青水笑着说道。 „I what does not have now, what can also take away?” Shen Huang puzzled saying. “我现在什么也没有,还能拿走什么？”神凰不解的说道。 „Has, you have, you is a huge wealth, if currently has a man to want your body...... Do not worry first, I supposed, what to do can you?” Qing Shui saw that the complexion of woman a little changes. “有,你有,你自己就是一个巨大的财富,如果现在有个男人要了你的身子……你先别着急,我就是假设,你会怎么办？”青水看到女人的脸色有点变化。 „I will kill him.” Shen Huang looks at saying that Qing Shui lets somebody cool off or calm down. “我会杀了他。”神凰看着青水冷冷的说道。 Qing Shui touches the nose: „You do not need to visit me like this, I also again try to find the solution to you, you also know your issue, if not solve as soon as possible, the consequence is very serious.” 青水摸摸鼻子:“你不用这样看着我,我也是再给你想办法吗,你也知道自己的问题,如果不尽快解决,后果很严重的。” Shen Huang was silent, she naturally clear own situation, what to do but does not know should. 神凰沉默了,她当然清楚自己的情况,只是不知道该怎么办。 „Currently also has the thing that you do not want to lose, explained that has not arrived at that type the situation that is difficult to be serious, therefore you must protect itself good now, if you lose the thing that you have most cared about now, even if were you homicide, at that time you truly had come to the end.” “现在还有你不想失去的东西,就说明还没有到那种最难严重的地步,所以你现在一定要保护好自己,如果你现在失去了你最在乎的东西,就算是你把他杀了,那个时候你就真正的走到了尽头。” „Is this, I felt as before one in sinking slowly, was very long, my strength already not slightly little advance, although the military force is not I most cares, but this also responded my body condition, I felt actually perhaps you can change me.” Shen Huang a little anticipation looks at Qing Shui. “可是就算是这样,我依旧感觉自己在慢慢的沉落,已经很久了,我的实力已经没有丝毫寸进了,虽然武力并不是我最在乎的,但这也反应了我的身体状态,其实我感觉或许你能改变我。”神凰有点期待的看着青水。 Qing Shui curious asking: „I do not understand!” 青水好奇的问道:“我不懂！” Qing Shui is also knows that now Shen Huang is this reason is possibly joined Phoenix God by oneself, and has given the absolute freedom, naturally before , does not conflict, said because of this person. 青水现在也算是知道神凰可能是这个原因才让自己加入凤凰之神,而且给与了绝对的自由,当然和之前不冲突,说起来还是因为自己这个人。 „I do not understand, I saw after you, has a strange feeling, I felt that you is a good person, has the justice very much, moreover I do not dislike you.” Shen Huang thinks to say. “我也不懂,我见到你之后有着一种奇怪的感觉,我感觉你是个好人,很有正义,而且我也不讨厌你。”神凰想了想说道。 Qing Shui touches the nose: „You vindicated to me again.” 青水摸摸鼻子:“你是不是再向我表白。” Looks at Qing Shui that embarrassed appearance, on the Shen Huang face the expression is very splendid, then shakes the head: „Your woman were too many, I do not consider......” 看着青水那不好意思的样子,神凰脸上表情很精彩,然后摇摇头:“你的女人太多了,我不考虑的……” Qing Shui touches the nose: „Actually you should trade an idea, is such man is really the outstanding man.” 青水摸摸鼻子:“其实你应该换个想法,就是这样的男人真的是优秀的男人。” „Yes, therefore could not find, was very difficult to look, but the estimate that type can have a liking for really already the wife and concubines in groups, you said in this world to have a good man.” Saying that Shen Huang sighed. “是啊,所以才找不到吗,本来已经很难找了,而那种真能看上的估计早已妻妾成群了,你说这世上有没有一个好男人。”神凰感叹的说道。 The Qing Shui feeling and woman theory issue is a little unwise, therefore simply did not speak, first listened, can listen to the concern of such woman to be also good. 青水感觉和女人理论这个问题有点不明智,所以干脆不说话了,先听,能听听这样的女人的心事也不错。 „Good not saying that you said that you did not say looks for my also a little matter?” Shen Huang felt today says were also many enough. “好了不说了,你说吧,你不是说找我还有点事情吗？”神凰感觉今天说的也够多了。 „I prepared to help under your promotion the strength, but looked that the present your situation could not promote, you must come out of the present difficult position now, did not say things just to frighten people, otherwise you will wither on such as a beautiful snow lotus flower really quickly.” Qing Shui looks at Shen Huang. “本来我准备帮你提升下实力的,但看现在的你情况是提升不了了,你现在必须走出眼前的困境,不是危言耸听,不然你真的就如一朵美丽的雪莲花很快就会枯萎。”青水看着神凰。 „Allows nature to take its course, I felt that now was not worried, I did not worry can have any consequence, I a little am not willingly like this pass through my life.” “顺其自然吧,我现在感觉并不是多么担心,我不是多么担心会有什么后果,我只是有点不甘心就这样走过我的一生。” Qing Shui feels a helplessness in Shen Huang heart, that is not the artificiality, this is her real innermost feelings portrayal, he wants to help her very much, he is not willing to notice that this kind of beautiful life dissipates. 青水感受到神凰心中的一丝无奈,那不是什么做作,这是她真实的内心写照,他很想帮她,他不愿意看到这样一个美丽的生命消逝。
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