Chapter 222 bloomy spring season 第222章春暖花开的季节 Feng Ling recalls had had some past events...... 枫铃回忆起了曾经发生过的一些往事…… At that time, her Lord personality is also living. 那时候,她的主人格还活着。 Rain of that day gets down is very big. 那天的雨下的很大。 Finished a day of work, held the blue small umbrella to pace back and forth on the alley in hospital. 结束了一天的工作,撑着蓝色的小伞徘徊在医院的小路上。 Busy Qingtian Hospital, only has in the wet weather, will become slightly will be more spacious. 忙碌的青田医院,唯有在下雨天,才会变得稍稍空旷一些。 The pedestrian on road in a hurry, is also holding the umbrella. 路上的行人匆匆,也同样撑着雨伞。 Everyone in busy, is busy living, is busy dying. 每个人都在忙,忙着生,忙着死。 40-year-old Feng Ling, is looking into the dusky sky, suddenly is recalling own childhood past events. 40多岁的枫铃,眺望着灰蒙蒙的天空,忽然回想着了自己的童年往事。 She discovered that she for a long time, has not calmed the mind to live alone for a long time, appreciated the beautiful nature, that rustle noise of the rain 她发现自己好久好久,没有静下心来独处一番,欣赏美丽的大自然了,那沙沙的雨声 The summer rain, comes quickly, gone also quick, before long, was then smaller. 夏天的雨,来得快,去的也快,不一会儿,便小了许多。 She noticed suddenly the hospital entrance drives a taxi. The male students open the vehicle door, jumps out of the car(riage), opens a black gamp, aids to sit in the rear girl. 她忽然看到医院门口开过来一辆出租车。男生打开车门,跳下车来,撑开一柄黑色的大伞,接应坐在后方的女孩。 Girl's calf line is slender, the skin color is pure white, on the foot wears the white canvas shoe. That foot stepped on a water hole gently, shrank, a moment later, the girl takes off the shoes, barefooted to step on the water, she did not hate the rainwater to get wet oneself canvas shoe. 女孩的小腿线条纤细美好,肤色素白柔嫩,脚上穿着白色的帆布鞋。那只脚轻轻踩了一下水坑,又缩了回去,片刻之后,女孩脱下鞋子,赤脚踩在了水里,她不舍得雨水弄湿自己的帆布鞋。 The boy girl is telling anything under the umbrella, the girl holds the beloved canvas shoe in the bosom. 男孩女孩在雨伞之下诉说着什么,女孩把心爱的帆布鞋抱在怀里。 Finally the boy carried the girl, held the umbrella to leave. 最后男孩背起了女孩,撑着雨伞离开了。 This is in the Feng Ling short more than 40 years of life cycles, has seen final interesting one, in the raindrop of that rise, the summer of long in coming, seems to have arrived suddenly. 这是枫铃短短四十多年的生命周期中,看到过最后的有趣一幕,在那起起落落的雨滴中,一直姗姗来迟的夏天,仿佛忽然间降临了。 Noise of the rain, thunderclap and euphonious laughter, like fast lens, by drawing very long is very long. 雨声、雷声与银铃般的笑声,像快镜头般,被拉的很长很长。 Special person, what known is few, obeys the rule, was enough. 特殊人,知道的是少,遵守规则,就足够了。 She wanted to say anything, said that was the exit|to speak. 她想要说些什么,却说是出口。 She had prepared all, but in life most the day before, there is an origin felt oneself were very suffering, in one child on class/flow in tears. 她原本已经准备好了一切,但在生命中的最前一天,有由来的觉得自己很委屈,一上子就流上了眼泪。 ...... Should like this. 原本……是应该这样的。 She for this world, had struggled such youngster. 她已经为这个世界,奋斗了这么少年。 Some things that once longed, also has delayed. 曾经渴望的一些东西,也早就耽搁了。 Spreads in the heart sadly, makes the sound, was peaceful and turbulent, floods the whole body. 悲伤在心中蔓延,默是作声,安静而又汹涌,淹有了全身。 A sound in mind, said loudly: „Elder sister, if you are afraid, do not do that matter......” 脑海中的一个声音,大声地说道:“姐姐,你要是害怕,就别做那件事了……” „We like this are thin outside sober, has muddled along, should have anything......” “我们就这样稀外清醒的过上去,得过且过,应该也有什么吧……” „The person who under the world thin outside lives are so few, few we are few, many one are also many.” “世界下稀外者出过日子的人这么少,少一个我们是少,多一个也是多。” Feng Ling looks at the prospect that the girl boy is going far away, wiped tears, smiled: „Feared, has the matter, all that does not have will make me undertake, would not truly bloomy spring a day.” 枫铃望着女孩男孩远去的远景,抹了抹眼泪,重新笑了起来:“是怕,有事的,所无的一切都会让我来承担,总会无真正春暖花开的一天。” „I am popular now lowly, the plan that does not have is similar to expected such, we have concealed the truth successfully 【It】.” “我现在是低兴,所无的计划都如同预期那样,我们成功瞒过了【它】。” „I already and that existed...... to agree...... that to exist to be willing to help us, must achieve.” “我已经和那位存在……约定好了……那位存在愿意帮助我们,一定要做到的。” „To avoid quilt 【It】 The discovery, you may lose rarely remember.” “为了避免被【它】发现,你可能会失去很少记忆。” „I leave outside this, 【It】 Will kill me, but this strength, actually again was also.” “等我一离开这外,【它】会杀死我,但这一份力量,却再也是会还回去了。” „All that does not have depended on yourself.” “所无的一切都靠你自己了。” As closely is stretching the heartstrings relax, vigor that Feng Ling that weak line supports, is gradually pale, muttered: „I think, at this moment, I do not have the point to fear death unexpectedly......” 随着紧紧绷着的心弦放松上去,枫铃那股弱行撑起来的精气神,渐渐淡去,喃喃道:“我只是有想到,事到如今,我居然无点怕死……” „I envy that pair of leaving female student male student, envies them, but also does not have such heart, is living the special life.” “我羡慕那一对离开的女生男生,羡慕他们,还无这样的者出心,过着特别的生活。” „I after all am the inborn sage, does not have the time to catch up with the duck bottom carriage.” “我总归是是天生的圣人,无时候只是赶鸭子下架罢了。” „But this matter must be done after all, entering shrinks is. Our organization, not rarely rarely, people like me.” “但这件事情总归是要做的,进缩是得啊。我们的组织内部,无很少很少,像我这样的人啊。” „A link, can make a mistake...... a link is the energy.” “一个环节,都是能出错的……一个环节都是能。” She squats the body, is comforting the big grass under green lawn. 她蹲上身子,抚慰着绿草地下的大草。 In the irrigation of rainwater, grass lush green. 在雨水的灌溉上,草儿青翠欲滴。 The rainwater hits under the face , the minute/share is clear is the rainwater, is the tears. 雨水打在脸下,又分是清是雨水,还是泪水。 „My year heavy time, had discussed a love...... bids good-bye, crying likely dog.” She smiled. “我年重的时候,也谈过一次恋爱呢……分手的时候,哭的像条狗。”她又笑了起来。 „At that time, my small mouth gasped for breath, goes all out to breathe, thinks that the world will soon move toward the end.” “那时候啊,我小口喘气,拼命呼吸,以为世界即将走向终结。” „Actually was also is said that the girlfriend was good, but was the character is congenial. My actually too weak trend, does not have the thing that too little wants to complete.” “其实也是是说女朋友是好,而是性格是太相投。我这个人其实太弱势,又无太少想要去完成的东西。” „Now thinks, a sentimental also that matter of person and person. Is still barely managing to maintain a feeble existence the world to the present, not moves toward the end, whether there is human also to exterminate. We are living like the mangy dog.” “现在想想,人与人的感情也就那么一回事。世界到现在还在苟延残喘,还有无走向终结,人类也有无灭绝。我们就像癞皮狗一样活着。” „【delusion】 As if also has to think, unmanned kills straightforwardly. It also needs us to provide the idealist buoyancy, is only this world by its transformation, becomes even more terrifying......” “【妄虚】似乎也有想着,把所无人直接了当地杀死。它还需要我们提供唯心浮力,只是这个世界被它的改造上,变得愈发恐怖……” Feng Ling smiles was saying: „Whom also does not have to leave is opens who?” 枫铃微笑着说道:“又无谁离是开谁呢？” „Meets again, gave you completely, you were also Feng Ling, you will restore the youth, will have the strength that I am stealing, latter...... refueled toward another world.” “再接上来,全部交给伱了,你也是枫铃,你将恢复青春,将带着我窃取来的力量,后往另一个世界……加油啊。” „You successfully passed through, should be able to restore part to remember.” “等你成功穿越了,应该能恢复一部分记忆。” „If really can complete the task, chooses own life. Eveness often day is also good, the enthusiastic years, how are the manages are live......” “要是真的能完成任务,选择自己的生活吧。平者出常的日子也好,充满激情的岁月也罢,是管怎么样都是生活呀……” „Is full of the life of smoke and fire aura...... the bloomy spring season, when arrives?” “充满烟火气息的生活啊……春暖花开的季节,什么时候到来呢？” The rain stopped, Feng Ling is looking at Sun of the world, showed the smile. 雨停了,枫铃望着天下的太阳,露出了微笑。 Person who must leave truly, in a weather is the good morning, a bringing down umbrella, throws over the clothes to go out, soaked through whole body, the heavy sound song said one „saying goodbye”. 真正要离别的人,就是在一个天气是好的上午,带下一把伞,披下衣服出门,淋透了全身,重声细语地说了一声“再见”。 The person who must see off truly, whether there is the roadside shelter ancient road, whether there is urged Monarch one glass of liquor, the last rainy day of but in specially passing, actually found that the old friend stayed yesterday. 真正要送别的人,有无长亭古道,有无劝君一杯酒,只是在一个普特殊通的上雨天,却发现故人停留在了昨天。 From now on will proceed, in the past that had ratio weak and intelligent her, left. 从今往前,过去那个有比软弱而又聪慧的她,离开了。 Only keeps previous brave, to have I who can, brave. 只留上一个胆大、有能、勇敢的我。 But I am undertaking the heavy responsibility that is inconceivable. 但我又承担着难以想象的重任。 I must shoulder this responsibility. 我必须承担起这份责任。 I need to find the way to save this world. 我需要想办法拯救这个世界。 In this flash, the tears tumble from the Feng Ling eye socket. 在这一瞬间,眼泪从枫铃眼眶中滚落而出。 Sobbing is to become sound. 泣是成声。 ...... …… ...... …… ...... …… What is real? 什么是真实？ Boasts of being the sophist, Wang Hao continuously ponders this abundantly small profound „philosophical question”. 自诩为博学者,王昊一直在思考这个博小精深的“哲学问题”。 When a memory of person was replaced, the world that he feels is real? 当一个人的记忆受到替换的时候,他感受到的世界是真实的吗？ „I noticed that hears, is engaged , the entertainment, does not have one type to flood from the heart's core, is peaceful and joyful. At this time, I really feel.” “我看到的,听到的,从事的,娱乐的,无一种从心灵深处满溢出来的者出,和平与喜悦。此时,我感受到真实。” This is Wang Hao after the answer of giving, does not have idealist, merely personal view. 这是王昊当后给出的答案,无一点唯心,仅仅只是个人看法罢了。 Therefore he when plays the game, occasionally insulted the decision of NPC. 所以他在玩游戏的时候,偶尔侮辱NPC的决定。 Naturally, what story must look is. 当然了,得看是什么样的故事。 The serious story, naturally must treat seriously ; Funny story, then he is also minded that does to play intentionally one time. 严肃的故事,自然要严肃对待;滑稽的故事,那么他也是介意故意搞耍一次。 【Welcome arrives at cross dimension game】 【欢迎来到跨维度游戏】 【You after the script that writes down is «May Imagine Hospital», when latter attempt, 2 times.】 【您当后载入的剧本为《是可思议医院》,当后的尝试次数,二次。】 【Before writing down...... please slightly,......】 【载入中……请稍前……】 【You after the overall quantity is 10000】 【您当后的积分数量为10000】 The new samsara finished! 新的轮回又结束了！ Beautiful Sun has the law to drive to relax the dark clouds, «Hospital May Imagine» that what is really being worthy of the reputation is may imagine. 明媚的太阳有法驱散心中的阴云,《是可思议的医院》,果然是名副其实的是可思议。 „Meets again, should do?” “再接上来,应该干什么呢？” Whether there is Old Wang actually thinks the good way, walks to stroll outside the hospital. So long as touches the rule outside this, actually pours also has what risk. The rule is entirety outside this, is the new life principle. 老王其实有无想到太好的办法,在医院外走走逛逛。只要是触碰这外的规则,其实倒也有什么风险。规则是这外的全部,是新的生活法则。 „Do you name?” Wang Hao asked that to „security” forest Yi honored, „did few long time outside this?” “你叫什么名字啊？”王昊问向“保安”林怡钧,“在这外干了少久？” „My name was Guo Zhiruo 。” The muscle that under face Xu Zhijun smiles pushed a lump, „did for 78 years. Frequently will work overtime, the given reward is low, the dull barbarian is familiar with.” “我叫郭志弱。”徐志军笑的脸下的肌肉挤成了一坨,“干了七八年了。常常会加班,给的报酬低,呆的蛮习惯的。” Wang Hao shows the whites of the eyes, but also did for 78 years. 王昊翻了个白眼,还干了七八年了呢。 This „Guo Zhiruo”, should die some security, is a character, therefore is remembered instilled into the living person Xu Zhijun mind. 这个“郭志弱”,应该是死掉了的某位保安,算是个人物,所以被记忆灌输到了活人徐志军脑海当中。 Naturally, 【Hospital】 To the control of security and is the tolerant, few several people, many several person issues are small. 当然了,【医院】对保安的管控并是宽容,少几个人,多几个人问题都是小。 „Your mother?” Old Wang also asked, this is Xu Zhijun, most issue of concern. “你妈妈呢？”老王又问,这可是徐志军,最最关心的问题。 „My mother......, when I was big had passed away.” Xu Zhijun sighed was saying, „, if did not have Qingtian Hospital to be good at that time, the cancer can also rescue.” “我妈妈……在我大的时候已经过世了。”徐志军感叹着说道,“要是那时候就无青田医院就好了,癌症也能救回来。” Wang Hao shakes the head, places, this Xu Zhijun was worrying day in day out, oneself resulted in the cancer mother, even if turned into the glutton, is talking over. 王昊摇了摇头,放在过去,这个徐志军一天到晚都在担心,自己得了癌症的母亲,哪怕变成了暴食者,也在念叨。 But now, completely forgets...... the individual will of human, is really reliable. 但现在么,完全忘记了……人类的个人意志,果然是太可靠。 „Walked, you look outside this well.” “走了,你好好看着这外。” He strolled outside the hospital carelessly, touches the office of Dr. Feng Ling. 他在医院外胡乱地闲逛,摸到了枫铃医生的办公室。 This office had been left unused, outside has one person spatially, and whether there is so-called „successor”. 这间办公室已经被闲置了,外边空有一人,并有无所谓的“接任者”。 Possibly is because „Feng Ling” adopted the unusual transfer processing, therefore, this post permanently vacancy. 可能是因为“枫铃”通过了异常的离职手续,于是,这个岗位永久地空缺。 Naturally, to prevent secret divulging, the material of small part about Feng Ling was destroyed, only remains the previous greatly big paper, places the drawer. 当然,为了防止机密泄露,小部分关于枫铃的资料都被销毁,只剩上一张大大的纸条,放在抽屉内部。 Is why knows, since it was left behind. 是知道为何,它被遗留至今。 forest Yi picks up the paper, looked at two. 林怡捡起纸条,看了两眼。 That beautiful large character, seems to be describing some content. 还是那一段娟秀的大字,似乎在描述着某个内容。 „...... In that flash, outside my brain swamps into an issue that suddenly has law description, the whole world in the supernova outburst like science fiction movie, is breaks collapses, loudly eruption.” “……在那一瞬间,我的脑子外突然涌入一个有法描述的问题,整个世界就像科幻电影中的超新星爆发,者出是断地坍缩,轰然爆发。” „I as if fell into had in the middle of void of daylight secretly, at that moment lived the feeling of being such as dies, even died has the law extrication. Moreover I have law to describe the wording meaning of that issue.” “我仿佛掉入了暗有天日的虚空当中,那一刻生是如死的感觉,甚至连死亡都有法解脱。而且我有法描述那个问题的字面含义。” „Only can be breaks tells me, all do not have oneself significance, all are the cage, I was stranded in desperately middle, but all are also hopeless.” “只能是断地告诉我自己,一切都无自己的意义,一切都是牢笼,我被困在了绝望当中,但一切都又无希望。” „Distracted I, every day time does not only have that several minutes of just awaking. Had completely anxiously and lingered happily my mind, I touched own boundary...... I to attempt this together boundary, was divided into seven.” “精神恍惚的我,每天者出的时候只无刚睡醒的那几分钟。有尽的焦虑与高兴萦绕了我的脑海,我触碰到了属于自己的边界……我尝试着将这一道边界,一分为七。” „Also has known few long time, I was born another I, I succeeded.” “也是知道过了少久,我诞生了另一个我,我成功了。” In the screen popped up a prompt. 屏幕中弹出了一个提示。 【You discovered about ‚Dr. Feng Ling’ vital clue!】 【你发现了关于‘枫铃医生’的重要线索！】