Chapter 201 Qingtian Hospital, guarantees to cure all diseases! 第201章青田医院,包治百病！ Xu Zhijun's mother is sick for a long time, had many foundation sickness , can only completely the human affairs, know the destiny, can hang the one breath to be good. 徐志军的母亲患病已久,又得了多种基础病,也只能尽人事,知天命,能够吊着一口气就不错了。 Returns to the road in dormitory is not remote, Xu Zhijun treats in oneself small room, sits is in a daze on the chair. 回宿舍的路并不遥远,徐志军待在自己的小房间内,坐在椅子上发呆。 Not only the matter about mother, he harbors intentions to think, pig's feet that had not finished eating. 不仅仅是关于母亲的事,他心心念念想着,那个没有吃完的猪蹄。 That is sending out the luster, shiny pig's feet. 那散发着色泽,油光发亮的猪蹄。 Thought full mouth promoting saliva or body fluids, keeps swallowing the saliva. 想的满口生津,不停地吞咽唾沫。 But told itself sanely, Li Qingshan said was right. 但理智却告诉自己,李青山说的都是对的。 Xu Zhijun's face muscle-bound, actually cannot make too many expression movements. 徐志军的脸部肌肉僵硬,其实做不出太多的表情动作。 More is thinking the pig's feet, is the heart like the dying embers, felt oneself are powerless, accomplishes nothing. 越想着猪蹄,越是心如死灰,觉得自己一无所能,一事无成。 „When, but also is thinking the pig's feet!” He scolded himself wickedly. “都什么时候了,还在想猪蹄！”他恶狠狠的骂了自己一句。 The people have the birth and death, the natural justice circulation, is the natural law, but is one's turn itself on truly, actually knows without being told. 人有生老病死,天理循环,也是自然规律,但真正轮到自己头上,却是如人饮水,冷暖自知。 The mother soon passed away, he himself...... the similar situation is also bad. 母亲快要去世了,他自己……也同样情况糟糕。 Comes under the influence of Blood Demon strength, will frequently have the guzzling desire, so long as will not eat the thing extreme pain. 受到血魔力量的影响,时时刻刻会产生暴食欲望,只要不吃东西就会极端痛苦。 This pain not only affects in the physical body, but also penetrates in the soul. According to organizing internal appraisal, he has the possibility of as before transforming the glutton, jumps in the edge of danger presently repeatedly horizontally. 这种痛苦不仅仅作用于肉体,而且深入于灵魂。按照组织内部的评估,他依旧有转变成暴食者的可能,当前只是在危险的边缘反复横跳。 Makes him feel the pain, is he current accomplishes nothing. 更让他感到痛苦的,是他当前一事无成。 As child who the single-parent family grows up, mother is very high to his anticipation, since childhood educates very strictly. 作为单亲家庭长大的孩子,母亲对他的期待很高,从小教育非常严格。 „Mother can only depend upon you from now on.” “妈今后只能依靠你了。” But some person reverse psychology, the education is stricter, more retrogradation. 但人总归有一些逆反心理,教育越严格,就越逆反。 Xu Zhijun academic record is not quite since childhood good, after high school graduation, was several years of soldier, after retiring, looked for the work of security, drifts along. At that time also on a chart level, a person ate to the full entire family not to worry, truly as easy and comfortable as the extreme. 徐志军从小学习成绩不太好,高中毕业后当了几年兵,退役后也只是找了个保安的工作,混着日子。那时候也就图个躺平,一人吃饱全家不愁,确实安逸到极点。 Afterward, mother fell ill suddenly, „mother can only depend upon you from now on” this pet phrase, did not have the strength to say again. 再后来,母亲突然间就生病了,“妈今后只能依靠你了”这句口头禅,再也没有力气说了。 But when his son's medical expenses even cannot put out, effort of making a last-ditch effort, is useful? The space will not fall the pie, even if really has the pie, person who still only gives the preparation. 但他这个当儿子的连医药费都拿不出,临时抱佛脚的努力,又有什么用呢？天上不会掉馅饼,就算真的有馅饼,也只给有准备的人。 Arrived finally, him very „lucky” or „unfortunate”, turns was sobering „glutton”. Because has extremely high research value, Black Guard paid the big expense, paid his mother's medical expense. 到最后,他非常“幸运”或者“不幸”的,变成了一位清醒着的“暴食者”。因为具有极高的研究价值,黑衣卫出了好大一笔费用,垫付了他母亲的医疗费用。 But could cure is two said, he did not have finally becomes...... 但能否治愈还是两说,他最终也还是一无所成…… He ate the thing the desire not to overcome. 他连吃东西的欲望都克服不了。 „Still is thinking that damn pig's feet! Still is thinking, but also is thinking!” A Xu Zhijun fist, pounded on own temples fiercely. “还在想着那个该死的猪蹄！还在想,还在想！”徐志军猛地一拳,砸到了自己的太阳穴上。 This fist strength is greatly infinite, directly having a dizzy spell that oneself pound. 这一拳力大无穷,直接就把自己砸的头晕目眩。 Under the fierce ache, that type wants to eat the thing the desire, restrains some slightly. 在剧烈的疼痛下,那种想吃东西的欲望,才稍稍收敛一些。 This type facing the abyss powerless powerless feeling, cannot see the front path, is his psychological fragility truth. 这种面对深渊一无所能的无力感,看不到前方的道路,也是他心理脆弱的真相。 „Earlier sleeps.” He said to himself. “早点睡觉吧。”他对自己说道。 Suddenly, Xu Zhijun heard one after another „squeak squeak squeak” the slight cry, the standing up body looks, is under the cabinet sticking mouse board, stuck several just the birth small mouse. 忽然间,徐志军听到了一连串“吱吱吱”的轻微叫声,站起身子一看,是柜子下边的粘鼠板,粘了几只刚刚出生小耗子。 The temporary base in small county city, few individuals, the sanitary condition was quite ordinary. Recently because of the massive appropriations of commodity, increase of population, but also made the mouse disaster. 小县城里的临时基地,原本没几个人,卫生条件相当一般。最近因为物资的大量调拨,人口的增多,还闹起了老鼠灾难。 Several newly-born mice also only then thumb is so big, that board solid, the tumbling that the mouse that the mouse sticks non-stop struggles, made a fur/superficial knowledge on the contrary, covered with blood. 几只刚刚出生的老鼠也就只有拇指头那么大,那个板儿把耗子粘的严严实实,耗子不停的翻滚挣扎,反倒挣下了一身皮毛,血肉模糊。 Xu Zhijun sighs, the standing up body, struggles the small mouse of shedding skin to throw in the trashcan these. 徐志军叹了一口气,站起身子,把那些挣扎到脱了皮的小耗子扔到垃圾箱里。 The small mouse had not died, is dispersing the steam, on sticking the mouse board keeps struggling. 小耗子还没断气,散着热气,在粘鼠板上不停地挣扎。 He suddenly felt, oneself and this nest newly-born small mouse looked like, the entire life could not see any hope, besides struggling , can only keep struggling, when was disinclined to struggle, that was equal to the death...... 他突然觉得,自己和这一窝刚出生的小耗子非常像,整个人生看不到任何一点希望,除了挣扎之外,也只能不停挣扎,什么时候懒得挣扎了,那就等同于死亡了…… Like this is thinking, nose acid, shed tears. 就这样想着,鼻子一酸,流下了一点眼泪。 Then he starts to taunt itself, is really a vexed person. 然后他又开始嘲讽自己,真是个窝囊的人。 Has Black Guard to help pay mother's medical expenses, is very good result, but how also wants? Pronely to crying what has? The pitiful person in the world were many went, oneself were not most pitiful. 有黑衣卫帮忙垫付母亲的医药费,已经是很不错的结果了,还想要怎么样呢？有什么好哭的？世界上的可怜人多了去了,自己又不是最可怜的。 ...... Can live as for own body carelessly is being good. 至于自己的身体……能苟且活着已经不错了。 To live in misery is better than dead in peace the truth, he understands. 好死不如赖活着的道理,他还是懂的。 At this moment, suddenly, he saw pasted an advertisement poster on elevator door, above wrote eight large characters: „Qingtian Hospital, guarantees to cure all diseases!” 就在这时,突然间,他看到了贴在电梯门上的一张广告海报,上面写了八个大字:“青田医院,包治百病！” Is the Black Guard internal base, pasting an adlet? 黑衣卫的内部基地,贴着一张小广告？ If a normal person, quick will think of place of the fishy. 如果是正常人,很快就会想到其中的蹊跷之处。 Although this base is obsolete , is the internal mechanism/organization, some where people can run to paste the adlet? 这个基地虽然陈旧,也是算是内部机关,哪有人能够跑进来贴小广告？ But Xu Zhijun's intelligence is not high, his very difficult principle clear logical relation, under an influence of mysterious strength, even loud read these words: „Qingtian Hospital, guarantees to cure all diseases!” 但徐志军的智力不高,他很难理清楚其中的逻辑关系,在一股神秘力量的影响下,甚至大声将这句话念了出来:“青田医院,包治百病！” „Qingtian Hospital, guarantees to cure all diseases!” “青田医院,包治百病！” This mysterious strength, affects in the mind, disturbed his state of mind. 这股神秘的力量,作用于脑海,干扰了他的神志。 Xu Zhijun starting to walk foot, wants to enter this leaf of front door, suddenly, stagnated. 徐志军迈开脚,想要迈入这一扇大门,忽然间,又停滞住了。 Because he remembered oneself higher authority- Chen Xinyi, no matter anything acts, he must report to little Ms. Chen, even if goes to the hospital to visit mother , some people accompany! 因为他想起了自己的上级-陈心怡,不管什么行动,他都要汇报给小陈女士,哪怕去医院探望母亲,也得有人陪伴！ After all Xu Zhijun this fellow a little „dangerous”, must find a person to manage. 毕竟徐志军这家伙有点“危险”,必须得找个人管着。 Is quite serious with its choice old-fashioned Li Qingshan, Chen Xinyi who might as well lets the public relations flamboyant sickness restrains him. 与其选择比较严肃古板的李青山,还不如让社交牛逼症的陈心怡来约束他。 But Xu Zhijun is the veteran, personal quality actually has no issue, in most situations, is very obedient. 而徐志军算是退役军人,个人品质方面其实没什么问题,大多数情况下,还是很听话的。 He knocked Chen Xinyi's room gate full of enthusiasm: „Qingtian Hospital, guarantees to cure all diseases!” 他兴致勃勃地敲开了陈心怡的房间门:“青田医院,包治百病！” „Qingtian Hospital, guarantees to cure all diseases! My mother...... could be saved!” He takes the leaflet, bellows to yell, excited. “青田医院,包治百病！我妈妈……有救了！”他拿着广告单,大吼大叫,激动不已。 „You are saying anything......” “你在说什么啊……” Chen Xinyi is playing the cell phone there, looked at that advertisement sole eye. 陈心怡正在那里玩手机,看了那张广告单一眼。 Also thinks small thesis where picks. 还以为是哪里捡来的小作文。 Immediately somewhat ill-humored saying: „This thing can also believe? False, I know that the you pressure is very big, the hospital that but in the world has not guaranteed to cure all diseases...... was right, reports to me is a correct matter, good that this point you make.” 顿时有些没好气的说道:“这个东西也能相信的吗？假的啦,我知道伱压力很大,但天底下就没有包治百病的医院……对了,向我汇报是一件正确的事,这一点你做的不错。” „Qingtian Hospital! Guarantees to cure all diseases!” Xu Zhijun is yelling as before excitedly, the entire building heard his big voice quickly. “青田医院！包治百病！”徐志军依旧兴奋地大叫着,整栋楼都快听到他的大嗓门了。 „In there, there!” “就在那里,就在那里！” Chen Xinyi poked head to shoot a look at one, wasn't that an ordinary elevator? 陈心怡探头瞥了一眼,那不就是一个普通的电梯间吗？ She can only think that Xu Zhijun brain suffered a relapse, the good intention comfort said: „Ok, I accompany you to look, quite makes you lose heart.” 她只能认为徐志军脑子犯病了,好心安慰道:“行吧,我陪你去看一看,也好让你死心。” „That is the elevator that we come up, is not the hospital!” “那就是我们上来的电梯,不是什么医院！”