ATG :: Volume #7 Heavenly Calamity Shakes the World (劫天撼世)
#763: The tears of demon
Kinship...... family/home......
亲情……家……These, have vanishedinhisworld, in the even/includingdreamland, neverdaresto expectagain.
这些,都早已在他的世界中绝迹,就连梦境之中,都从不敢再奢望。FromfusingYe Mufengdevil soulstarted, hisworldonlyhadice cold, hatredandpain, desperately, cruel......, if the world of average personis a heaven, thenhisworld, isfrom head to tailhell.
从融合了夜沐风的魔魂开始,他的世界就只剩下了冰冷、仇恨、痛苦、绝望、暴戾……如果说普通人的世界是天堂,那么他的世界,就是彻头彻尾的地狱。ButXiao Lingxi, isin his whole world the onlywarmth.
而萧泠汐,是他整个世界中唯一的温暖。During that time, heleft stationedFloating Cloud City, forher. Every dayso long ascanlook atheroneeyes, thenmeetsendlesssatisfaction, whenabsorbsDevil Source the great suffering of bearing seems notanything. Butslightlyneverdaresclose to...... him, becausebefore others, heisfearfulDevil God, butin front ofXiao Lingxi, hisinnermost feelingsendlessfeeling inferior, timidandfeels inferior.
那段时间,他之所以留驻流云城,就是为了她。每天只要能看她一眼,便会无尽的满足,甚至连吸收魔源时承受的巨大痛苦都仿佛不算什么。但稍微的靠近……他从来不敢,因为在他人面前,他是一个可怕的魔神,而在萧泠汐面前,他的内心只有无尽的自卑、胆怯和自惭形秽。Becausehisin the eyes, no longerhave been a person, butis an uglydevil, evenSoulthoroughdirtydevil.
因为他眼中的自己,早已不再是一个人,而是一个丑恶的魔鬼,一个连灵魂都彻底肮脏了的魔鬼。Heis longing forkilledYun Che...... afterthat dayleftFloating Cloud City, hethinks that Xiao Lingxialsoimpossiblewantedto seehimagain, will only have the repelandfearevento hatetohim. Is fighting a decisive battle the beforehandthatthreemonthswithYun Che, heis unable automatic controlseveral timesreturned toFloating Cloud City, onlyforcanlook atXiao Lingxione. Butis onlydistantlooks......, for fear thatwas seen herselfbyher.
他渴望着杀了云澈……在那天离开流云城后,他本以为萧泠汐再也不可能想要见到他,对他只会有排斥、害怕甚至痛恨。在和云澈决战之前的那三个月,他无法自控的数次回到流云城,只为能看萧泠汐一眼。但只是远远的看着……唯恐被她看到自己。Buttoday, shenot onlyrescuesfrom being on the verge of deathedgehim, but alsoinitiativemustrecognizehimfor the brother, becomeshisfamily member, makinghimhave a newfamily/home.
而今天,她不但将他从濒死边缘救回,还主动的要认他为兄,成为他的亲人,让他有一个新的家。No onecanknow,hereachword, each, tohisSoulis how powerfulimpact. Likecurled up the covers the skysnowstorminhisice coldworld.
没有人可以知道,她的每一言,每一句,对他的灵魂是多么强烈的冲击。如同在他冰冷的世界里卷起了遮天的暴风雪。
The delay, hallucination, cannotbelieve after...... , is actually frightened, the Fen Juechenbodyrelieving, shakes the headfiercely: „No,...... should notbethis, youcertain...... fordo not certainly makemekillYun Che......”
呆滞、迷幻、不敢相信……之后却是惶然,焚绝尘身体后缩,剧烈摇头:“不,不会……不该是这样的,你一定……一定是为了不让我杀云澈……”Say/Way that Xiao Lingximakes an effort: Eacha few words that „Big Brother Fen, Ispoke, the pledge that alsoImakeiswholehearted! If...... ifbecause ofLittle Che, howIto makeBig Brother Tianxiabringyou......”萧泠汐用力的道:“焚大哥,我说的每一句话,还有我立下的誓言都是真心实意!如果……如果是因为小澈,我又怎么会让天下大哥把你带回来……”„No, youare not clear!”Fierce of Fen Juechenshaking, hecloses one's eyes, the pain of whole face: „Inow...... am onlyDevil, underentirebodyis the evils, onlyfor the revengelivingDevil, youdo not understand that...... youwill not understand!”
“不,你不明白!”焚绝尘头摇动的更加剧烈,他闭着眼睛,满脸的痛苦:“我现在……只是一个恶魔,一个全身上下都是罪恶,只为复仇活着的恶魔,你不会明白……你不会明白的!”„Is you are not clear!!”Xiao Lingxisaidloudly: „Big Brother Fen, youmaystillremember, fouryears ago, inBurning Heaven Clan, youtoprotectme, was wrenched apart the armbyyourBig BrotherFen Juecheng, is actually not willingto let loose...... thismatterhim, thisbenevolence, myXiao Lingxiwill bear in mindfor a lifetime, will never forget. Suchyou, how can also be a devil!”
“是你自己不明白!!”萧泠汐大声道:“焚大哥,你可还记得,四年前,在焚天门,你为了保护我,被你的大哥焚绝城扭断了手臂,却都不肯把他放开……这件事,这个恩情,我萧泠汐一辈子都会记在心里,永远不会忘记。这样的你,又怎么会是一个魔鬼!”„YouinFloating Cloud Citythat time, have been very painfultoyou who Icanfeel. Youbecomeyourselfare indifferentandcruel, eventalked intooneselfisDevil...... butall these, torevengetoownfamily member. True‚Devil’isselfishcruel, genuine devil, howalsoto give up the lifefor the deadfamily member, becomesoneselfsuchpainful!”
“你在流云城的那段时间,我可以感觉的到你一直都很痛苦。你把自己变得冷漠、残忍,甚至把自己说成是恶魔……而这一切,也都是为了给自己的亲人报仇。真正的‘恶魔’是自私残暴的,一个真正的恶魔,又怎么会为了自己死去的亲人而放弃人生,把自己变得这么痛苦!”„Iam afraid you threattoLittle Che......, butIam clearer, mistake that from beginning to end, youhave no, youare only a victim. At least, youabsolutelyare not the evil person who youthink......”
“我害怕你对小澈的威胁……但我更清楚,自始至终,你都没有任何的错,你一直都只是一个受害者。至少,你绝对不是一个你自以为的恶人……”„...... Do not sayagain.” The Xiao Lingxiwordshave not madehissoulaffable, facial expressioninsteadpain, hisboth handsgrasponeselfhead: „Youare not clear, youreallydo not understand that...... Ireallyam a devil......”
“不……你不要再说了。”萧泠汐的话没有让他心魂舒缓,神情反而更加的痛苦,他双手抱住自己的头:“你不明白,你真的不明白……我真的是一个魔鬼……”„Ido not have the qualificationsto letyousuchtome!”
“我没有资格让你这么对我!”„Is entitled, Big Brother Fensaiddoes not calculate.”Xiao Lingxistillshakes the head, hergently said: „‚Family member’, to meis the sacredtwocharacters. Inmylife, family member, only then the father, Little Che, alsojustcame backsoonXiao Yun. Has not thoughtwantsothernot to have the person of blood relationshiprelationto beownfamily memberon own initiative, Big Brother Fendifferent...... inDivine PhoenixarmysoldiernearourFloating Cloud City, wasBig Brother FenprotectedFloating Cloud City, protectedmeandLittle Chewas born, the growthhometown. Thereforeto me, Big Brother Fensolelyis not the good personandbenefactor, is a truehero!”
“有没有资格,焚大哥自己说了不算。”萧泠汐依然摇头,她轻轻的道:“‘亲人’,对我而言是很神圣的两个字。我的人生里,亲人只有老爹、小澈、还有刚刚回来不久的萧云。从来没有想过主动去要其他没有血缘联系的人做自己的亲人,但,焚大哥不一样……在神凰大军兵临我们流云城时,是焚大哥保护了流云城,保护了我和小澈出生、成长的家乡。所以对我而言,焚大哥不单单是好人、恩人,还是一个真正的英雄!”Fen Juechen: „............”焚绝尘:“…………”„Therefore, regardingBig Brother Fen, I have hadgrateful, intimate, the feeling of respect. If, Big Brother FencanbecomemyElder Brother, becoming to depend uponmutually, the family member of mutualattendance, thatto me, canbeincomparablyhappy, incomparablyluckymatter. If the Big Brother Fenrejection, Icertainlywill losevery muchsadly.”
“所以,对于焚大哥,我一直都有感激、亲近、敬重的感觉。如果,焚大哥可以成为我的兄长,成为可以互相依靠,互相照顾的亲人,那对我而言,会是一件无比开心,无比幸运的事。如果焚大哥拒绝的话,我一定会很失落难过。”Fen Juechenbodyshiveredto stop, whole personstatic there, lookdelay, likeossification.焚绝尘身体的颤抖停止了,整个人静止在那里,眼神呆滞,如同僵化。„But, evidently, Big Brother Fendoes not likemebecomingyourfamily member.”Xiao Lingxiraised the head, the visionmicrostriploseslooksto the eye of Fen Juechen.
“可是,看样子,焚大哥并不喜欢我成为你的亲人。”萧泠汐抬起头,目光微带失落的看向焚绝尘的眼睛。„I...... I......”under the gaze of herpupillight, thismake the Divine Phoenixtwohundred thousandarmiestremble, letmaleunexpectedlyinstantaneousall that Yun Chedeeplydreads, speaks incoherently.
“我……我……”在她眸光的注视之下,这个让神凰二十万大军战栗,让云澈都深深忌惮的男子竟瞬间慌然,语无伦次。„......”Xiao Lingxismiled, suddenly the bloomedsmilemakes the Fen Juechenpresentworldall of a suddenbrightresplendent: „To sayhas spoken, the serious oathhas sent, no matterBig Brother Fenis willing not to recognize my Little Sister, counter-myat heart, laterBig Brother Fenis beingmyElder Brother! Later, Xiao Clan, is the Big Brother Fenfamily/home, thisroom, will beBig Brother Fenhas remained. Big Brother Fenathome, Iwill look afterBig Brother Fenlikeattendanceone's ownElder Brother, is the Big Brother Fenshareshareswellall, not goodmatter.”
“不过……”萧泠汐又笑了起来,忽然绽开的笑颜让焚绝尘眼前的世界都一下子变得亮灿:“想说的都已经说话,毒誓都发过了,不管焚大哥愿不愿认我这个妹妹,反正在我的心里,以后焚大哥就是我的兄长!以后,萧门,就是焚大哥的家,这个房间,也会一直为焚大哥留着。焚大哥在家的时候,我会像照顾亲生兄长一样照顾焚大哥,为焚大哥分享分担所有好的、不好的事情。”„But, ifBig Brother Fenmakes the mistake anything, asLittle Sister, Ialsomeet the criticism of no trace of politenessandcorrect!!”
“但是,如果焚大哥做错什么事的话,身为妹妹,我也会毫不客气的批评和纠正的!!”Does not wait forFen Juechento respond, Xiao Lingxistands up, the winning smileis attractive: „Decideslike this! Big Brother Fenis seriously injurednow, allresistances are completely invalid! Then......”
不等焚绝尘回应,萧泠汐站起身来,巧笑倩兮:“就这样决定啦!焚大哥现在受着重伤,所有反抗都完全无效!那么……”„My, comes backimmediately!”
“等我一下,马上回来!”Xiao Lingxisaid,thenran offdirectly...... a smalllittle while, shethenpushed the doorto enter, in the hand, is holdingonepack of washingcleaniron greycoats.萧泠汐自顾自的说完,便直接跑开……过了一小会儿,她便又推门而进,手中,抱着一叠洗的干干净净的灰白色外衣。„Big Brother Fen, yourbodyclothesrotted, moreoverstank to high heaven, firstchangesthisclothes. Big Brother Fennever the customrelies onothers, moreoverprobablyhad restoredmanystrengths, can definitely change the clothes, thereforeIdid not callBig Brother Tianxiato help.”Sheis sayingsmilingly, clothesgentlyplacesFen Juechenon hand: „Right, thisis the clothes that Little Chewears, shouldverybe appropriate.”
“焚大哥,你身上的衣服都烂掉了,而且臭死了,先把这身衣服换上吧。焚大哥从来不习惯依赖别人,而且好像已经恢复了不少的力气,肯定可以自己把衣服换好,所以我就不叫天下大哥来帮忙了。”她笑盈盈的说着,把衣服轻轻的放在焚绝尘的手边:“对了,这是小澈穿过的衣服,应该会很合适的。”Being utterly confusedFen Juechenhears„Yun Che”twocharacters, hostility is completely the instinctwells upfrom the chest cavity: „Cloud...... clear!?”
心乱如麻的焚绝尘听到“云澈”二字,一股戾气完全是本能的从胸腔中涌上:“云……澈!?”„Un!”Xiao Lingxidoes not care about the unusuality of Fen Juechentonalityandauracompletely, the faint smileis still sweet: The clothes that „before thisishisprevioustimeleaves, leaves behind, Iwashto air dryshortly. Iknow that Big Brother FenhatesLittle Chevery much, butclothesnotwrong, the Big Brother Fensuchfiercepersonalsodefinitelynotmean-spiritedlywill unable to pass...... Ito go to make a medicinetoandclothes, Big Brother Fenwantsobedientlyto tradeOh the clothes. Iboiledto comeagain.”
“嗯!”萧泠汐完全不在意焚绝尘音调和气息的异常,依然浅笑嫣然:“这是他上次离开前留下的衣服,我才洗好晾干没多久。我知道焚大哥很恨小澈,但衣服又没有错,焚大哥这么厉害的人也肯定不会小气到和一身衣服过不去……我去重新熬一份药,焚大哥要乖乖把衣服换好哦。我熬好了再过来。”Lighthoweversmiles, Xiao Lingxiturns aroundto leave, closes the door.
轻然一笑,萧泠汐转身离开,关上房门。
The world, becomesincomparablypeaceful, Fen Juechenfelt that for the first time ownheartbeat is so unexpectedly clearandfierce.
世界,变得无比安静,焚绝尘第一次感觉到自己的心跳竟是如此的清晰、剧烈。Hisdelayfor a long time was very very long, thenfinallyextend the hand, reachedcoaton hand.
他呆滞了很久很久,然后终于伸出手,伸向了手边的外衣。
The clothesfoldentiresimultaneously that puts, eachtrace, cleansuch asnew, indistinct, but can also smell the onelightdelicate fragrance.
衣裳叠放的整整齐齐,每一个纹路,都干净如新,隐约的,还能闻到一抹淡淡的清香。Thisisperson of Yun Che'sclotheshismosthate, hates the roomandblack...... heshouldbe the dislike, itstearing into shredsfuriously, evenbecause ofitbutis hot temperedfor a very long time. But...... at this moment, heit in the hand, in the heart, flooddoes not have the least bitunexpectedlyhostilityandkilling intent, evenholdsitsmovement, subconsciouscarefulandlitheness.
这是他最恨之人云澈的衣服,恨屋及乌……他本该是厌恶,将它奋力的撕碎,甚至因之而久久暴躁。但……此刻,他将它拿在手中,心中,竟泛不起半点的戾气和杀意,甚至连捧起它的动作,都在下意识的小心和轻盈。............
…………„Heavenis the card, myXiao Lingxi, is willingto do obeisanceFen JuechenBig Brother FenisElder Brother...... from now, Iam the Big Brother Fenfamily member, myfamily/home, is the Big Brother Fenfamily/home......”
“苍天为证,我萧泠汐,愿拜焚绝尘焚大哥为兄长……从此以后,我就是焚大哥的亲人,我的家,就是焚大哥的家……”„Is you do not understand that...... Iam afraid you threattoLittle Che, butIam clearer, mistake that from beginning to end, youhave no, youare only a victim. At least, youabsolutelyare not the evil person who youthink......”
“是你自己不明白……我害怕你对小澈的威胁,但我更清楚,自始至终,你都没有任何的错,你一直都只是一个受害者。至少,你绝对不是一个你自以为的恶人……”„...... To me, Big Brother Fensolelyis not the good personandbenefactor, is a truehero!”
“……对我而言,焚大哥不单单是好人、恩人,还是一个真正的英雄!”„If, Big Brother FencanbecomemyElder Brotherandfamily member...... thatto me, canbe how happyandluckymatter......”
“如果,焚大哥可以成为我的兄长、亲人……那对我而言,会是多么开心、幸运的事……”„No matterBig Brother Fenis willing not to recognize my Little Sister, counter-myat heart, laterBig Brother Fenis beingmyElder Brother! Later, Xiao Clan, is the Big Brother Fenfamily/home......”
“不管焚大哥愿不愿认我这个妹妹,反正在我的心里,以后焚大哥就是我的兄长!以后,萧门,就是焚大哥的家……”..................
………………Xiao Lingxivoice/sound, each few words, eachcharacter, resounding of again and againinhissoul, again and againreverberationinhisice coldSouleachcorner.萧泠汐的声音,每一句话,每一字,都在他的心魂中一次次的响起,一次次回荡在他冰冷灵魂的每一个角落。Drop......
滴……Slightdroppingsound, incomparableclearin the peacefulworld, Fen Juechenvacantdangles...... in the hand the lower hem corner of greyclothes, the onewetmark the silentproliferation.
轻微的滴落声,在安静的世界里无比的清晰,焚绝尘茫然的垂下头……手中灰衣的衣角,一抹湿痕正在无声的扩散着。Eye...... tears......
眼……泪……Hisextend the finger, shiversis touchingtoownface...... the fingertip, touched a longwatermark......
他伸出手指,颤抖着碰触向自己的脸庞……指尖,碰触到了一道长长的水迹……Tears......
眼泪……Iamonedisappeared the human nature and emotionobviously, is only left over the evilandhatredDevil......
我明明已经是一个泯灭了人性和情感,只剩下罪恶和仇恨的恶魔……Why...... Iwill have the tears......
为什么……我还会有眼泪……Hisfingeris shivering, Soulis becomes more chaotic, hedoes not know that at this timefloodsthatfeeling of Soulis beinganything, onlyhas a faceontear stainsuncontrolledfalling, is unable to stop......
他的手指在颤抖,灵魂更是变得混乱不堪,他不知道此时充斥着自己灵魂的那种感觉是什么,唯有脸上的泪痕在不受控制的落下,无法停止……OriginallyI...... can also be...... „person”......
原来我……还可以是一个……“人”吗……--------
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