ATG :: Volume #13 Life Severing, Soul Dying (命陨魂殇)

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Regarding Yun Wuxin, Yun Che has endless feeling attached, also has the endless guilt. 对于云无心,云澈有着无尽的爱怜,亦有着无尽的愧疚。 But when is guilty, a little makes him feel that throughout the comfort...... that is, Yun Wuxin has to inherit from his little Evil God Divine Power, thus made her have extremely proud, even exceeded others cognition Profound Dao natural talent. 12-year-old she, has become Overlord in this mean plane , her future surely is very without a doubt radiant, soon, she will certainly exceed Feng Xue'er, reappeared him like that in the past myth. 而愧疚之余,又有一点始终让他觉得安慰……那就是,云无心有着继承自他的少许邪神神力,从而让她有了极其傲人,甚至超越他人认知的玄道天赋。12岁的她,在这个低微的位面都已成为霸皇,毫无疑问,她的将来必定无比璀璨,用不了太久,她必将超越凤雪児,重现他当年那般的“神话”。 Not only this is the comfort, one as father greatest proud. 这不仅是安慰,亦是身为父亲的一种莫大骄傲。 At the present...... 而今…… What is lucky, although Yun Wuxin profound strength clears, but Profound Vein had not been damaged, or was damaged even, only if not damages completely, present Yun Che can still restore. profound strength did not have, can cultivation again, but...... this haughty natural talent, did not have sufficiently. 万幸的是,云无心玄力散尽,但玄脉并没有遭受损伤,或者就算遭到损伤,只要不是完全损毁,现在的云澈也能为之修复。玄力没了,可以再修炼,但……她本足以傲世的天赋,却没有了。 Forever did not have. 永远的没有了。 He quiet for a long time Evil God's Profound Veins regained consciousness, his profound strength, Divine Body, Divine Soul and divine sense each is also restoring instantaneously......, but all these prices, is actually daughter's future. 他沉寂许久的邪神玄脉苏醒了,他的玄力神躯神魂神识也每一个瞬间都在恢复……但这一切的代价,却是女儿的未来。 If can give back to all her these, even if he will be eternal the body to be waste, decides without hesitation...... but, even if this point, he is unable to achieve. 如果能将这一切还给她,哪怕他会永恒身废,也定会毫不犹豫……但,哪怕是这一点,他都根本无法做到。 His body is trembling, the heart is twitching, the soul is a thorough confusion, the five fingers that he gradually twists catch the slight distortion the skull, he does not have to think that...... even/including Yun Wuxin wakes up, opens eyes not to detect gently. 他的身体在发抖,心脏在抽搐,心魂更是一片彻底的混乱,他逐渐扭曲的五指将头骨都抓到轻微变形,他却是毫无所觉……就连云无心醒来,轻轻睁开眼眸都没有发觉。 Daddy......” Yun Wuxin sees the father, summoned in a soft voice, was only she is extremely delicate, voice/sound such as the cotton fiber generally was also light and soft. 爹爹……”云无心看着父亲,轻声呼唤,只是她太过娇弱,声音亦如棉絮一般轻软。 Yun Che whole body intense shock, fierce raising the head, touched Yun Wuxin to be dim, if the pupil light of fog, he forwarded hastily, exhausted possibly gently, but brought hoarse voice/sound to say as before: Xin'er, where do you awake...... you...... you to be now hungry...... have not comfortably......” 云澈全身剧震,猛的抬头,一眼碰触到了云无心朦胧若雾的眸光,他连忙向前,用尽可能轻柔,但依旧带着嘶哑的声音道:“心儿,你醒了……你……你现在饿不饿……有没有哪里不舒服……” Yun Wuxin very light shaking the head: Daddy, how do you cry?” 云无心很轻的摇头:“爹爹,你怎么哭啦?” Eh?” The Yun Wuxin spoken language, making Yun Che then feel on the face that say/way ice cold wet mark, he puts out a hand hastily, being thrown into confusion cancels the wet mark, shows the smile: Without, how Daddy to possibly cry. it's just... it's just... ?”云无心的言语,让云澈这才感觉到脸上那道道冰冷的湿痕,他连忙伸手,手忙脚乱的把湿痕抹去,露出微笑:“没有没有,爹爹怎么可能会哭。只是……只是…… A few words have not said, his voice/sound has sobbed sobbing that unexpectedly...... is unable to control and suppress in any event. 一句话没有说完,他的声音竟已哽咽……无论如何都无法控制和压制的哽咽。 „......” He has turned the head, body and voice/sound are actually trembling as before, adjusted diligently was very long, is actually not able to support tranquilly, only had saying of pain: Xin'er, why you............ want......” “……”他转过头去,身体声音却依旧在发抖,努力调整了很久,却根本无法强撑平静,唯有痛苦的说道:“心儿,你……为什么……要……” Daddy,” Yun Wuxin interrupts the words that he will soon export, pale face, is actually revealing the incomparably fine faint smile: You were so weak before, making me not have the security sense little. Later, I can finally heartily was protected by Daddy...... hee hee.” 爹爹,”云无心打断了他即将出口的话,惨白的脸儿,却是露出着无比纯美的浅笑:“你以前那么弱,让我一点点都没有安全感。以后,我终于可以尽情的被爹爹保护了……嘻嘻。” „......” His at heart, and even entire Soul was filled up by some type of extremely warm thing, for a long time, he difficult making noise: Daddy meets...... the life to protect you......, if dares to harm you...... I...... to meet surely......” “……”他的心里,乃至整个灵魂都被某种太过温暖的东西填满,许久,他才艰难的出声:“爹爹会……一生守护你……谁若敢伤害你……我……定会……” He has not said that is unable to say. 他没有说下去,也无法说下去。 Un!” Very much Yun Wuxin makes an effort she who accordingly, profound strength and natural talent completely lose obviously, on face actually full is happy and satisfied: That Daddy must first protect...... , just awoke obviously...... is a little also sleepy, Daddy seems like tired...... also sleeps, is good?” “嗯!”云无心很用力的应声,明明玄力天赋尽失的她,脸儿上却满是开心与满足:“那爹爹要先保护好自己……唔,明明才刚刚睡醒……又有一点困,爹爹看起来好累……也去睡觉,好不好?” Yun Che's complexion is very thin and pale...... is only Yun Wuxin does not know, her father power plane/level is very high is very high, has not needed the sleep. 云澈的脸色无比憔悴……只是云无心并不知道,她的父亲力量层面很高很高,早已根本无需睡眠。 Good......” Yun Che lightly nod. “好……”云澈轻轻点头 Yun Wuxin flowery lips is light, eyes heavy closed, she seems also trying struggling, but extremely delicate body is unable to resist the sleepiness, as eye eyelash trembles lightly, she rested. 云无心唇瓣轻弯,眼眸也沉沉的闭合,她似乎尝试着挣扎,但太过娇弱的身体根本无法抗拒睡意,随着眼睫的轻颤,她重新睡了过去。 „......” Yun Che puts the light breath, but the chest is actually fierce incomparable fluctuating. “……”云澈放轻呼吸,但胸口却是剧烈无比的起伏。 Looks at Yun Wuxin silently, his putting out a hand slowly, reaches her to sleep peacefully the cheeks...... when will soon touch, his hand actually stops, then retracts suddenly. 默默看着云无心,他缓缓的伸手,伸向她安睡中的脸颊……但即将触碰之时,他的手却停住,然后又忽然缩回。 His hand, has moistened the innumerable evils, has touched the innumerable darkness, dyed the innumerable blood...... also to win daughter's natural talent personally. 他的这只手,沾过无数的罪恶,触过无数的黑暗,染过无数的鲜血……还亲自夺走了女儿的天赋 The arm takes back, his silent standing up, moves toward outside the room. 手臂收回,他无声的站起身来,走向房外。 Vision pollution, ignorant. 目光浑浊,浑浑噩噩。 The door shoves open, secretly when the weather does not know under. Feng Xian'er stands in the corner of courtyard, beautiful eyes, the eye socket is with tears red, sees Yun Che, she hurried to cancel on the face the teardrops to move toward him, was only the footsteps is very timid...... 房门推开,天色不知何时已经暗下。凤仙儿站在院子的角落,美眸含泪,眼眶通红,看到云澈,她慌忙抹去脸上泪珠走向了他,只是脚步无比怯懦…… Young master, I......” Feng Xian'er lower the head, does not dare to look at Yun Che's eyes. “少爷,我……”凤仙儿低着头,不敢看云澈的眼睛 „It is not no need to say.” Yun Che has not visited her, the vision, voice/sound is incapable: „It is not your mistake.” “不必说了。”云澈没有看她,目光怔怔,声音无力:“不是你的错。” I...... I......” Yun Che that untender voice/sound makes in the Feng Xian'er heart more hurried: I really do not know that Sir Phoenix God meets...... me......” “我……我……”云澈那毫无感情的声音凤仙儿心中更慌:“我真的不知道凤神大人会……我……” You walk.” Yun Che is unemotional, has not visited her: Going back should a place.” “你走吧。”云澈面无表情,始终没有看她:“回去该回的地方。” „......” Feng Xian'er tarries, the teardrops that cries to endure rustle falls: Young master...... does not want drive me away...... to make me look after Xin'er to be good...... I......” “……”凤仙儿呆住,哭忍的泪珠簌簌而落:“少爷……不要赶我走……让我照顾心儿好不好……我……” You walk.” Yun Che closed the eye. “你走。”云澈闭上了眼睛。 „......” Feng Xian'er body sways, tears well up, she puts out a hand to make an effort the holding down lip, was not exuded the sobbing sound by oneself, by the teardrops completely fuzzy line of sight, she looked at the Yun Che's back some little time, is turns around to leave finally...... “……”凤仙儿身体摇晃,泪如泉涌,她伸手用力按住嘴唇,不让自己发出泣声,被泪珠完全模糊的视线中,她怔怔的看了云澈的背影好一会儿,终是转身离开…… Under the nighttime sky, sprinkles stars clear. 夜空之下,洒下点点星辰般的晶莹。 „......” Yun Che raised the head, looks to the full moon of sky. “……”云澈抬头,看向天空的圆月。 Today's moonlight is especially gloomy, probably is hoodwinking gloomy thin clouds. The night wind is also extraordinary cold, obviously is only the silk threads, can actually permeate the marrow. 今天的月光格外暗淡,像是蒙着一层灰暗的薄云。夜风亦是出奇的冷,明明只是丝丝缕缕,却能渗入骨髓。 He looks at the nighttime sky, for a long time is motionless, such as ossified generally. 他看着夜空,许久一动不动,如僵化了一般。 A form walks, stood in his side silently, her snow clothes, such as heavenly palace Fairy under the moonlight was born into this world, making the entire nighttime sky as if brighter. 一个身影走来,默默站在了他的身边,她一身雪衣,在月光下如天阙仙女临凡,让整个夜空都似乎为之明亮了许多。 Little Fairy......” Yun Che has not turned the head, makes noise dull: You said that...... I am in this world...... most useless, father who most is defeated......” 小仙女……”云澈没有转头,呆呆出声:“你说……我是不是这个世界上……最无用,最失败的父亲……” Chu Yuechan visits him, lightly nod: Yes.” 楚月婵看着他,轻轻点头:“是。” Yun Che closed the eye slowly. 云澈缓缓闭上了眼睛。 „In the past, Xin'er in abdomen, then Poison Hand, was nearly lost the life.” Chu Yuechan lightly said: At that time, you had not protected her,...... does not even know in the side.” “当年,心儿尚在腹中时,便遭人毒手,险些失命。”楚月婵轻语道:“那时,你没有保护她,亦不在身边……甚至根本毫不知晓。” She was born, I nearly die, you have not witnessed her birth, but also almost, made her a birth then not to have the orphan of father no mother.” “她出生,我险些绝命,你没有见证她的出生,还差一点点,就让她成为一出生便无父无母的孤儿。” „......” Yun Che's body trembles fiercely. “……”云澈的身体剧烈发抖。 11 years, she and I lives in the secluded from the world world, she is accompanying me, is protecting me, but her father, the strength is day by day powerful, the position is day by day high, actually never accompanies her, as soon as carves, protects her, as soon as carves. Let her life, compared with any girl, wants to be alone and incomplete.” “十一年,她与我生活在与世隔绝的世界中,她陪伴着我,保护着我,而她的父亲,实力一天比一天强大,地位一天比一天高,却从未陪伴她一刻,保护她一刻。让她的人生,比任何女孩,都要孤寂和残缺。” But, after gathers, she to you, never has any should have the disaffection and resentment that instead is intimate with. When your severe wound, she is willing for you, rejection natural talent without hesitation......, even if belongs to entire life ordinary.” “但是,相聚之后,她对你,却从未有过任何该有的不满与怨念,反而只有亲近。在你重伤之时,她愿意为你,毫不犹豫的舍弃天赋……哪怕一生归于平凡。” „......” Yun Che's body sways in the night wind. “……”云澈的身体在夜风中摇晃。 The Chu Yuechan pupil light becomes especially gentle: Xin'er is a good daughter, is our pride. But you...... are actually not a good father, perhaps also as you said that is most useless, father who most is defeated.” 楚月婵的眸光变得格外温柔:“心儿是个好女儿,是我们的骄傲。但你……却不是个好父亲,或许也如你所说,是个最无用,最失败的父亲。” She has turned around to visit him, the vision also wants the glistening compared with the glow of bright moon: Therefore, you prepare with rebuking oneself to comfort itself with the guilt, makes one to be better, a more powerful father protects her, makes up for her?” 她转过身看着他,目光比皎月之芒还要莹然:“所以,你是准备用自责和愧疚来安慰自己,还是做一个更好,更强大的父亲去守护她,弥补她?” Chaotic Soul...... Yun Che trembles to sway the body to stiffen by the gentle and serious hit. 混乱的灵魂被温柔而又沉重的撞击……云澈战栗摇晃中的身躯僵住。 The vision takes back, Chu Yuechan turns around, gradually leaves...... goes out several steps, her footsteps stop suddenly, said gently: A moment ago, I noticed Xian'er cries to leave...... you to understand, this matter, she is most no use, most innocent person.” 目光收回,楚月婵转过身去,缓步离开……走出几步,她的脚步又忽然停下,轻轻说道:“刚才,我看到仙儿哭着离开……你应该明白,这件事,她是最无助,最无辜的人。” In more than one year, all of us can see, she to your pure heart, actually never revealed that also the expectation has never been responded. The Xin'er matter, she turns over to in one's body all responsibility, is very painful, you not only have not comforted, sad Yuan in own heart, vented innocently, and girl body that incomparably rebuked oneself......” “这一年多来,我们所有人都看得出,她对你一片纯心,却从不表露,也从不奢望得到回应。心儿的事,她将所有责任归于己身,已是痛苦不堪,你非但没有安慰,却把自己心中悲怨,发泄到一个最为无辜,且本就无比自责的女孩身上……” You are also a father, you may have to suppose the body to think, if her father knows that oneself daughter was so treated, how to think.” “你亦是父亲,你可有设身想过,她的父亲若知道自己的女儿被如此对待,会如何之想。” Yun Che: „......” 云澈:“……” Chu Yuechan leaves, Yun Che looks at dumbly as in there, for a long time has not said a word, without the movement, the even/including facial expression does not have the slight change...... only to have the incomparably chaotic twinkle of pupil light under the moon/month. 楚月婵离开,云澈依旧呆立在那里,许久没有言语,没有动作,就连神情都始终没有丝毫的变动……唯有眸光在月下无比混乱的闪烁着。 When Jasmine in Star God Realm distinguishes with him spoken language...... 茉莉星神界与他分别时的言语…… After Xia Qingyue delivers renouncing to Samsara Forbidden Land to leave him...... 夏倾月将他送至轮回禁地后的决绝离开…… Shen Xi time and time again with he has spoken the words...... 神曦一次又一次和他说过的话…… Appears in his mind completely, the confusion interweaves. 全部在他的脑海中浮现,混乱交织。 You carry present age the only Creation God strength, has natural talent and chance that their ten lifetimes does not dare to expect, person who you are in this world most have the qualifications to have the ambition...... why, your first response actually returns to Lower Realm?” “你身负当世唯一的创世神力,有着他们十世都不敢奢望的天赋与机缘,你是这世上最有资格拥有野心的人……为何,你的第一反应却是回到下界?” ............ ………… The time silent winds through , the dark cloud of that camouflage bright moonlight diverges quietly. 时间无声流过,不知不觉间,那一层遮蔽明月的暗云悄然散去。 The confusion in heart gradually subsides, his eyes becomes clear understanding slowly, moon glow that gradually, even/including night wind no longer ice cold, the nighttime sky sprinkles is quiet and warm. 心中的混乱逐渐平息,他的眼眸缓缓变得清明,逐渐的,就连夜风都不再冰冷,夜空洒下的月芒静谧而温暖。 Thank you, Little Fairy.” Yun Che pronounces unstressed one, the corners of the mouth brings back the one very light happy expression. “谢谢你,小仙女。”云澈轻念一声,嘴角勾起一抹很轻的笑意。 He lifts the hand, looks at own palm. With restoration of voluntarily Divine Body, he has been able to feel compatible of own body and World's Spiritual Energy , Rage God's Power also has this means that started gradually to regain consciousness. 他抬起手来,看着自己的掌心。随着神躯的自行恢复,他已经能重新感觉到自己的身体天地灵气的亲和,这意味着,荒神之力也已开始逐渐苏醒。 The hand grasps, gradually gets hold of again, body overflows, is not only new life power, responsibility and new life that will also persevere eternal. 手掌握起,再逐渐握紧,身上溢动的,不仅是新生力量,亦是会永恒坚守的责任与新的人生。 Xin'er...... he is pronouncing unstressed...... my present power in the heart, lives because of you, therefore, this is not only my power, is your power. 心儿……他在心中轻念着……我如今的力量,是因你而生,所以,这不仅仅是我的力量,也是你的力量 For you, for our side all important people, to not lose did not regret, I will get hold of present power, lets it bigger great strength, became in this world by oneself the most powerful person, making this world no one be able to make you be humiliated by the least bit again. 为了你,为了我们身边所有重要的人,为了再不失去再不后悔,我会握紧现在的力量,让它更大的强大,让自己成为这个世上最强大的人,让这世间再无人能够让你们受到半点欺凌。 Regardless is difficult, regardless of how long. 无论多难,无论多久。 Regardless of Lower Realm, is God Realm! 无论下界,还是神界
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