„These years, you...... Yun Che absentmindedly said, he can say painstakingly”, only then these incomparably pale words. “这些年,苦了你们了……”云澈失魂落魄的道,他能说出的,只有这些无比苍白的话语。 „Not pain.” Chu Yuechan shakes the head: „In Frozen Cloud Immortal Palace, I was used to it tranquilly like this. Let alone, also Wuxin (unintentional) in side.” “并不苦。”楚月婵摇头:“早在冰云仙宫,我就习惯了这样的平静。何况,还有无心在身边。” „You...... have thought which day leaves here?” Yun Che asked. “那你……有没有想过哪一天离开这里？”云澈问道。 Chu Yuechan shakes the head as before, she sees the daughter, the pupil light is complex presently: „Side Xin'er day-by-day growing up, I cannot keep her forever, she must go to outside world, seeks own life. Rapidness that too however...... she grows, makes me be afraid quickly.” 楚月婵依旧摇头,她看着女儿,眸光微现复杂:“心儿一天天的长大,我不能永远把她留在身边,她总要去外面的世界,去寻找属于自己的人生。但是……她成长的太快,快的让我害怕。” Yun Che: „......” 云澈:“……” „Six -year-old time, her within the body then derived profound energy, therefore, I tried to direct her to cultivate, finally, her profound strength growth quick fearfulness, one month of Nascent Profound, three months of True Profound, six months of Spirit Profound, seven -and-a-half years old then Earth Profound, eight -and-a-half years old is Sky Profound, have not reached ten years old to become Throne...... now, are Emperor Profound Realm Ninth Level, exceeded the Frozen Cloud Immortal Palace all previous generations ancestor.” “六岁的时候,她的体内便自行衍生出了玄气,于是,我试着指引她修炼,结果,她的玄力成长快的可怕,一个月入玄,三个月真玄,六个月灵玄,七岁半便已地玄,八岁半已是天玄,未满十岁已成王座……如今,已是王玄境九级,超越了冰云仙宫历代先祖。” „Moreover, she each Realm spans time, does not have the trace of bottleneck.” “而且,她每一次的境界跨越,都丝毫没有瓶颈的痕迹。” Although Yun Che has experienced making a move of Yun Wuxin, but in heart as before fierce shock...... but Chu Yuechan these words, if falls in the ear of Profound Sky Continent profound practitioner, deciding is each character such as hears fantasy story. 云澈虽已见识过云无心的出手,但心中依旧剧烈震动……而楚月婵的这番话如果落在天玄大陆玄者的耳中,定是每一个字都如闻天方夜谭。 Without a doubt, growth of Yun Wuxin on Profound Dao is not normal. 毫无疑问,云无心在玄道上的成长速度绝不正常。 „So, instead makes me be worried, does not dare to make her leave this place.” “如此,反而让我担心,不敢让她离开此地。” The worry of Chu Yuechan is normal. 楚月婵的担心再正常不过。 She does not know that outside world had turned into what appearance, but there is one certainty, 11-year-old Throne, is Late Stage Throne, once presently world, initiated surely is Profound Dao nearly earth-shaking trembling, her life of all alone will also certainly unable to be peaceful. 她不知道外面的世界已变成了什么样子,但有一点毫无疑问,一个才11岁的王座,还是后期王座,一旦现世,引发的必定是玄道近乎惊天动地的震颤,孤身一人的她的此生也必将无法安宁。 „Mother, I do not arrive outside world, I must accompany mother.” Snuggles up to mother's side, Yun Wuxin said with a smile: „Daddy, will you later also be accompanying us?” “娘,我才不要到外面的世界去,我要一直陪着娘亲。”偎依在母亲的身边,云无心笑吟吟的道:“爹爹,你以后也会陪着我们吗？” The Yun Che smile, has not spoken. 云澈微笑,却没有说话。 When he can see the Yun Wuxin speech, eyes deep place that yearned that...... she wants to leave here with the ray of hope, she wants to look outside world, but she does not want to make mother lonely. 因为他看得到云无心说话之时,眼眸深处那向往与渴望的光芒……她想离开这里,她想去看外面的世界,但她更不想让母亲孤单。 „You?” Chu Yuechan asked: „In the past, how did you live? Why can also......” “你呢？”楚月婵问:“当年,你是怎么活下来的？又为什么会……” Once when that immaturity, the ray actually compared with roasting day also wanted the dazzling youngster, see again/goodbye, is actually such going down in the world and gloominess. 曾经那个稚嫩,光芒却比炙日还要耀眼的少年,再见之时,却已是如此的落魄与灰暗。 Yun Che raises head slightly, his memory, returned to the beginning of oneself life, silently is thinking, his innermost feelings suddenly become in this moment tranquil: „In place of that a half year Dragon God trial, I with you said that every day the innumerable words, told the innumerable stories, but, what kind of person I never told your true me am, came from where, and spoke many lies, lies and joke......” 云澈微微仰头,他的记忆,回到了自己人生的起点,默默的想着,他的内心在这一刻忽然变得平静:“在龙神试炼之地那半年,我每天都和你说无数的话,讲无数的故事,但是,我从未告诉过你真正的我是一个怎样的人,又来自于哪里,并且说了很多很多的假话、虚话、笑话……” Chu Yuechan: „......” 楚月婵:“……” „Had not found your 12 years, I experienced many things, listens in you, certainly will feel illusory, but...... I will not deceive you like the past years again, each character that I must say, is real......” “没有找到你的这十二年,我经历了很多事,很多在你听来,一定会觉得虚幻,但……我不会再像当年一样欺哄你,我要说的每一个字,都是真实……” The beginning that he told was not in the past at the Heavenly Sword Villa disaster, but was point saillant —— of his destiny from Azure Cloud Continent to Profound Sky Continent Samsara. 他讲述的起点不是当年在天剑山庄的劫难,而是他命运的折点——从沧云大陆到天玄大陆的轮回。 He told oneself destiny Samsara, told and meet of Jasmine, told he knew the true life experience...... to return to Illusory Demon Realm...... to extinguishing Xuanyuan to the dream under Sword Management Terrace, but the salvation............ to was equal to the myth to Frozen Cloud Immortal Palace a series of drastic changes to Profound Sky Continent God Realm...... 他讲述了自己的命运轮回,讲述了和茉莉的相遇,讲述了他在御剑台下知晓了自己真正的身世……到梦回幻妖界……到灭轩辕而救世……到冰云仙宫一系列的剧变……到对天玄大陆而言等同于神话的神界…… Him one month ago dies in Star God Realm, dream rebirth...... 一直到他一个多月前死在星神界,又梦幻重生…… West the burning sun moves, the stars inundate spatially. 炎阳西移,星辰漫空。 All experiences, all sad happy, all secrets, he were saying unretentive...... regarding regaining Yuechan and Wuxin (unintentional), he wishes one could to compensate oneself entire world to them, does not have any concealment, does not have any retention. 所有的经历,所有的悲喜,所有的秘密,他都毫无保留的说着……对于失而复得的月婵和无心,他恨不能把自己的全世界都补偿给她们,没有任何的隐瞒,没有任何的保留。 Also is he since birth the first time, so recklessly dripping outpouring. 亦是他有生以来第一次,如此肆意淋漓的倾诉。 star light is gloomy, the burning sun reappears. Beside bamboo forest, Feng Xian'er has not gone to disturb they meeting again, but also has not left, static defending there. 不知不觉间,星芒暗淡,炎阳再现。竹林之外,凤仙儿没有去打扰他们一家的重聚,但亦没有离开,静静的守在那里。 In the bosom of Chu Yuechan, Yun Wuxin does not know when has gone off, she rests very fragrant calm and steady, a lip angle vague faint smile. 楚月婵的怀中,云无心不知何时已经睡去,她睡的很是香甜安稳,唇角一丝若有若无的浅笑。 She does not know that what kind of legend oneself father in this piece of continent is, does not know own body has, is what kind of power. 她不知道自己的父亲在这片大陆是怎样的一个传奇,亦不知道自己身上所拥有的,是怎样的一股力量。 Looks at her tranquil face, Yun Che's corners of the mouth unconscious bringing back. It is not able to describe that what kind of one feeling this is...... this period of time has twined his gloominess, that he has once thought perhaps for a lifetime mind abyss that is hard to be separated from truly, in front of her smile unexpectedly is such collapsing at the first blow, without a trace of almost rout. 看着她恬静的脸儿,云澈的嘴角不自觉的勾起。无法形容这是怎样的一种感觉……这段时间一直缠绕他的灰暗,那种他曾想过或许一辈子都难以真正脱离的心灵深渊,在她的笑颜面前竟是如此的不堪一击,溃败的几乎无影无踪。 He remembers mother to look each time when oneself that pamper, gentle to melts all pupil light sufficiently, he understood finally that feeling, is also understanding and experiencing personally she twenty years of shame...... 他想起母亲每次看着自己时那宠溺、温柔到足以融化一切的眸光,他终于理解了那种感觉,亦理解、身受着她二十几年的愧…… „No wonder, the growth of Xin'er is so astonishing.” Chu Yuechan gently said, enclasps the daughter who in the bosom sleeps peacefully. Although she body does not have profound strength, but regarding Yun Wuxin, she is in the world is always warmest, greatest dependence: „Originally, she has a myth father.” “怪不得,心儿的成长这么惊人。”楚月婵轻轻的道,抱紧怀中安睡的女儿。她虽身无玄力,但对于云无心而言,她从来都是世上最温暖,最伟大的依靠:“原来,她有着一个神话般的父亲。” „Pitifully, her father's myth, already died.” The Yun Che smile, is speaking these words, unexpectedly extraordinary has not lost at heart. He feels faintly, natural talent of Yun Wuxin incompatible common sense should with oneself related, not only inherited his Phoenix Bloodline and Dragon God Bloodline, the unusuality of her Profound Vein, likely...... also came under the influence of his Evil God's Profound Veins. “可惜,她父亲的神话,已经陨落了。”云澈微笑,说着这句话,心里竟出奇的没有一丝失落。他隐隐感觉到,云无心不符常理的天赋应该是和自己有关,不仅是继承了他的凤凰血脉和龙神血脉,她玄脉的异常,很可能……也受到了他邪神玄脉的影响。 Although, oneself lost power, but can bring so outstanding natural talent to the daughter, the feeling of satisfaction in his heart exceeds all. 虽然,自己失去了力量,但能给女儿带来如此骄人的天赋,他心中的满足感胜过一切。 Chu Yuechan puts out a hand, wipes the dirty dust of his forehead gently: „You are so here long are not willing to leave, does not know how should go facing them?” 楚月婵伸手,轻轻拭去他额头的污尘:“你在这里这么久不愿离开,是不知道该怎么去面对他们吗？” The so short time, can actually make him go down in the world to so the degree old, what kind of abyss it can be imagined this period of time his soul sank. 如此短的时间,却可以让他苍老落魄到如此程度,可想而知这段时间他的心魂沉落到了怎样的深渊。 But such abyss, she has experienced, she understands that what kind of despair that is. At that time from exploding Profound Vein her, only had the dead will wholeheartedly, was Yun Che pulls back from abyss her, then marvelously saved her. 而这样的深渊,她经历过,她明白那是怎样的绝望。当时自爆玄脉的她,一心唯有死志,是云澈将她从深渊中拉回,然后奇迹般的将她拯救。 „......” Yun Che to close both eyes, then lightly nod. “……”云澈闭目,然后轻轻点头。 Chu Yuechan lightly said: „Although has experienced so many mighty waves, saw the countless others not unimaginable world, but your natural disposition, is actually has not changed. You are always familiar with, even overbearing wants to protect others, becomes others 's dependence, is actually not able to accept itself only to rely on others...... particularly in the heart the important person, is unable to accept itself to become their burdens.” 楚月婵轻语道:“虽然经历过这么多波澜,看到了无数他人无法想象的世界,但你的本性,却是一点都没有变。你总是习惯,甚至霸道的想要去守护他人,成为他人的依赖,却无法接受自己只能依赖于他人……尤其是心中重要之人,无法接受自己成为他们的累赘。” Yun Che: „......” 云澈:“……” „Recollection in the past, I was forced into the hopeless situation by that two flood dragons, to kill them, finally has to from exploding Profound Vein, becomes the disabled person.” “回想当年,我被那两只蛟龙逼入绝境,为杀它们,最终不得不自爆玄脉,成为废人。” At this time mentioned, her voice/sound tranquil brings gently: „That time I am unable to accept itself to become the disabled person, only wants death will settle everything. You still remember how you are pull back from the dead will mire me?” 此时说起,她的声音平静中带着柔和:“那时的我无法接受自己成为废人,只想一死了之。你还记得,你是怎么将我从死志的泥潭中拉回来的吗？” „......” The Yun Che lip moves lightly. “……”云澈嘴唇轻动。 „You to protect me, to me show that your will, you hug me to enter the boundary of Dragon God trial together...... so, not only the trial difficulty multiplies. You must the diverting attention force component protect me. At that time, did you blame me is a burden?” She asked. “你为了保护我,更为了向我证明你的意志,你抱着我一起进入龙神试炼之境……如此,不但试炼难度倍增。你还必须分心分力保护我。那时,你有没有怪我是个累赘？”她问。 Also was during that time, his rigid protection, melted in her heart all solid ice, reignites because of him to the hope of life...... and after he „died”, was willing to leave behind bloodline to betray Sect to him, always had no complain and regret. 也是那段时间,他执着的守护,融化了她心中所有的坚冰,因他而重燃对生命的渴望……并在他“死后”,甘愿为了给他留下血脉而叛离师门,从来无怨无悔。 Yun Che shaking the head without hesitation: „How can, you how be able to be the burden!” 云澈毫不犹豫的摇头:“怎么会,你怎么会是累赘！” „, You like protecting me, by feeling that I rely on?” She asked again. “那么,你喜欢保护我,被我依赖的感觉吗？”她再问。 Yun Che as before nod without hesitation. 云澈依旧毫不犹豫的点头。 „Such being the case, why aren't you willing to rely on them?” Chu Yuechan smile: „Your parental family member, your friend, your wife...... they loves you, because of your great strength, is not because you can make them rely on, because of your existence, because your well living in their life. Can rely on you, naturally is a happiness, but, if can rely on by you, can protect you with own power, to all loves your person, is another happiness.” “既然如此,你为什么不愿去依赖他们呢？”楚月婵微笑:“你的父母亲人,你的朋友,你的妻子……他们爱你,不是因为你的强大,不是因为你可以让他们依赖,而是因为你的存在,因为你安好的活在他们生命里。能够依赖于你,自然是一种幸福,但,如果能被你依赖,能够用自己的力量守护你,对所有爱你的人而言,又何尝不是另一种幸福。” „Such as you protect them, relied on to be the same by them.” “就如你守护他们,被他们所依赖一样。” Yun Che is startled, in the heart, has anything silent melting probably, he shakes the head, said with a smile lightly: „I really...... stupidly passed, unexpectedly does not think including such simple matter clearly.” 云澈怔住,心中,像是有什么东西无声的化开,他摇摇头,轻笑道:“我果然……傻透了,居然连这么浅显的事都想不明白。” Actually, if yesterday, changed a person, with Chu Yuechan said that exactly the same, his mind is unable to get rid as before gloomily. Chu Yuechan words, but whisked off the final level barrier in his heart, the words of real change, are the Yun Che's state of mind. 其实,若是在昨天,换一个人,和楚月婵说一模一样的话,他的心灵依旧无法摆脱灰暗。楚月婵的话语,只是拂去了他心中的最后一层障碍,真正改变的话,是云澈的心境。 „A few words that also a few words...... in the past you and I spoke, my clear remembering, a character has not forgotten.” Chu Yuechan visits him, the point said gently: „Regardless of I lose anything, only if not life, so long as I am also living, has certainly the hope that recovers. Living is being the highest hope, lives has the possibility on all!” “还有一句话……当年你和我说的一句话,我清清楚楚的记得,一个字都没有忘记过。”楚月婵看着他,轻轻点道:“无论我失去什么,只要不是生命,只要我还活着,就一定有重新追回的希望。活着就是最大的希望,活着就一切都有可能！” „......!” The Yun Che vision framed...... this is in the past, when Chu Yuechan from exploding Profound Vein, was filled with the dead will, he roars the come out words. “……！”云澈目光定格……这是当年,楚月婵自爆玄脉,满心死志时,他吼出来的话语。 He gets hold of the hand of Chu Yuechan, smiled, has cried to do the tears obviously, but why does not know, the eye socket becomes dim...... him to know that again Chu Yuechan these words meanings, she not only whisks off in his heart all haze, but also wants him to have the hope. 他握紧楚月婵的手,笑了起来,明明已哭干了眼泪,但不知为何,眼眶再一次变得朦胧……他知道楚月婵这些话的意思,她不仅拂去他心中所有的阴霾,还要他拥有希望。 „Little Fairy,” he calls lightly said: „You could rest assured that I will be living well. Because I have you, has Wuxin (unintentional), has parents who regards me to surpass the life, my wife is Blue Wind Empress, my fiancee is continent first Goddess...... also so many loves my person, I have what reason not live is better than others.” “小仙女,”他轻唤道:“你放心,我会好好的活着。因为我有你,有无心,有视我超过生命的爹娘,我的妻子是苍风女帝,我的未婚妻是大陆第一神女……还有那么多爱我的人,我有什么理由不活的比别人好。” „Even if no profound strength for a lifetime, I will still try hard live is very long, hundred years...... the millenniums...... I will accompany Wuxin (unintentional) grows up...... I to having a deficit your mother and daughter...... thousand times of ten thousand times makes up......” “就算一辈子没有玄力,我也会努力活的很久,百年……千年……我会陪伴无心长大……我要把亏欠你们母女的……千倍万倍的弥补……” He grasps both hands of Chu Yuechan to tighten little, this time, he will not let loose. 他握着楚月婵的双手一点点收紧,这一次,他再不会放开了。 „Good.” Looks at his eye, the Chu Yuechan vision is hazy: „Remembered your words, if you forgot, I will say that listened character by character to you......” “好。”看着他的眼睛,楚月婵目光迷蒙:“记住你刚才的话,如果你忘了,我会一个字一个字说给你听……” Her voice stops suddenly, then complexion fierce one white. 她的话音忽止,然后脸色猛的一白。 Yun Che steep feeling difference: „Little Fairy, you how......” 云澈陡感异样:“小仙女,你怎……” Pū —— 噗—— The scarlet bloodstain sprays in Yun Che's body, if also myriad scarlet steel needles dig in the Yun Che's pupil and soul. 猩红的血迹喷洒在云澈的身上,也如万千猩红的钢针扎入云澈的瞳孔和心魂之中。