The wind sound/rumor goes far away, Yun Che looks at dumbly there, a present world dizziness. 风声远去,云澈呆立在那里,眼前的世界一片天旋地转。 „Benefactor Elder Brother, you how?” Feng Xian'er stops the footsteps hastily. “恩人哥哥,你怎么了？”凤仙儿连忙停下脚步。 Yun Che looks at the front, the look delay, the blood of whole body completely stopped flowing in numb, his asking: „What voice/sound did you...... hear...... a moment ago?” 云澈看着前方,眼神呆滞,全身的血液在酥麻中似是完全停止了流动,他怔怔的问道:“你刚才……有没有听到……什么声音？” „voice/sound? No.” Feng Xian'er shakes the head, except for howls lightly, but wind sound/rumor, she has not heard any voice/sound. “声音？没有啊。”凤仙儿摇头,除了轻啸而过的风声,她没有听到任何的声音。 The Yun Che present aural acuity, missed far more than several plane with Feng Xian'er, voice/sound that even Feng Xian'er has not heard, only may is only hallucination. 云澈如今的耳力,与凤仙儿差了何止好几个位面,连凤仙儿都未听到的声音,唯有可能只是幻听。 But, Yun Che actually shakes the head, shaking the head that nearly trembles, he turns around, but body weak made him kneel on the ground all of a sudden...... 但,云澈却是摇头,近乎战栗的摇头,他转身,但身体的酥软却让他一下子跪在了地上…… "Ah! you...... you how? ” Feng Xian'er hurries to support him, helpless. “啊！你……你怎么了？”凤仙儿慌忙扶住他,不知所措。 „...... It is not her voice/sound...... is her voice/sound......” Yun Che line of sight gradual fuzziness, the blood of whole body in the chaotic surges, even if „Celestial has been separated by” for more than ten years, but her immortal shadow, her voice/sound, deeply inscribes forever deeply and in his soul most ashamed and most painful, is the place that most cannot touch. “不……是她的声音……是她的声音……”云澈视线逐渐的模糊,全身的血液都在混乱的翻腾,纵然已“天人相隔”十几年,但她的仙影,她的声音,永远都深深铭刻在他心魂最深、最愧、最痛,亦是最不能碰触的地方。 Arrived dying will not have tiny bit fading from the memory. 到死都不会有一丝一毫的淡忘。 „Leads me to pass...... leads me to pass!” He puts out a hand to grasp to the bamboo hut direction, but the weakness and trembling of whole body keep him almost from standing up. “带我过去……带我过去！”他伸手抓向竹屋的方向,但全身的酥软和战栗让他几乎都无法站起。 „Ah...... good, I...... we passed...... our in the past!” “啊……好,我……我们过去……我们这就过去！” Feng Xian'er clear incomparable feeling shivering of Yun Che body, his body surface, even exuded not a normal redness, but his facial expression, was the confusion to seem to be punctured Soul...... her to be frightened thoroughly, hurrying nod is complying, could not attend to advising against Yun Che there danger, leading him to return to bamboo forest. 凤仙儿清晰无比的感受着云澈身体的颤抖,他的身体表面,甚至泛起了一层不正常的赤红,而他的神情,更是混乱到像是被刺破了灵魂……她被彻底吓到,慌忙的点头答应着,顾不得劝阻云澈那里的危险,带起他重新返向竹林。 Simultaneously revolution profound energy, incomparably careful protecting in Yun Che body. 同时运转玄气,无比小心谨慎的护在云澈身上。 Re-enters bamboo forest, just to the edge, they approached aura that then lets exceptionally vigilant Yun Wuxin "Sou" from bamboo forest appear the form again, looks that just ran away in fear by her two people that then turns back, her small face evil spirit is unusual, voice/sound also one raised: „How Hey! you came back! Immediately leaves, otherwise......” 重回竹林,刚至边缘,他们临近的气息便让异常警觉的云无心“嗖”的从竹林中再次现出身影,看着刚被她吓跑便又折返的两人,她的一张小脸儿凶煞非常,声音亦一下拔高了许多:“喂！你们怎么又回来了！马上离开,否则……” Her hand extends: „Does not leave, I may really probably strike to fly you!” 她手儿一伸:“再不离开,我可真的要把你们打飞掉了！” The Yun Che's vision chaotic rotation, as if wanted to penetrate this layer upon layer bamboo forest...... at this time, the bamboo forest deep place, transmitted one gently such as quiet dream voice/sound: „Xin'er, are you speaking with whom?” 云澈的目光混乱的转动,似乎想要穿透这层层竹林……这时,竹林的深处,轻轻传来一抹如幽梦般的声音:“心儿,你在和谁说话？” Buzz ———— 嗡———— immortal sound with the wind, such as the smoke like the fog, this split second, Yun Che's Soul seems like blasts out all of a sudden, the present world becomes pale one piece, the blood of whole body such as insane the general rushing top of the head...... he stayed there, the breath completely stops, cannot feel the heartbeat, even could not feel that existence of body, looked like crashed into not the real illusion suddenly...... 仙音随风,如烟如雾,这一瞬间,云澈的灵魂像是一下子炸开,眼前的世界变得苍白一片,全身的血液如疯了一般的涌向头顶……他呆在那里,呼吸完全停止,感觉不到心跳,甚至感觉不到身体的存在,就像是忽然坠入了不真实的幻梦之中…… "Ah!" Feng Xian'er supports him again, she felt that Yun Che's body depended on completely in her body, shivering of body, changing colors pupil...... seemed like lost all Soul suddenly. “啊！”凤仙儿再次扶住他,她感觉到云澈的身体完全依在了她的身上,身体的颤抖,失色的瞳眸……像是忽然失去了所有的灵魂。 Plunging the front that „Little... Fairy......” he sleep talking low nan, then loses control of: „Is Little Fairy...... you...... is you...... Little Fairy!!” “小…仙…女……”他一声梦呓般的低喃,然后失控的扑向前方:“小仙女……是不是你……是不是你……小仙女！！” That is only his title, that this thinks that is unable to see again, can only bosom the life guilty immortal shadow...... 那个只属于他的称谓,那个本以为再无法见到,唯能怀一生愧疚的仙影…… The calling out of Yun Che extremely strong response and out-of-control not only frightened Feng Xian'er, frightened Yun Wuxin, her eyes opened wide, on face also revealed several points of anxiety: „He...... he?...... Doesn't close my matter?” 云澈太过激烈的反应和失控的嘶喊不仅吓到了凤仙儿,也吓到了云无心,她眼睛瞪大,脸儿上也露出了几分紧张:“他……他怎么了？不……不关我的事吧？” „......” Feng Xian'er is startled however looks at Yun Che, was unanswerable. “……”凤仙儿怔然看着云澈,无法回答。 bamboo forest tows lightly, a form appears from bamboo forest slowly, her footsteps are very light very slow, resembles in the clouds, resembles in the dream, as before is the white clothing that she most loves, the auspicious snow is generally pure, the pearls and jade have no time generally. The physique as before is like that the indistinctness of unique this mortal world, such as immortal such as imaginary, resembles never contaminates this world smoke and fire. 竹林轻曳,一个身影从竹林中缓缓映现,她的脚步很轻很缓,似在云端,又似在梦中,依旧是一身她最爱的白衣,瑞雪一般纯净,珠玉一般无暇。身姿依旧是那般超脱尘世的飘渺,如仙如幻,似从未沾染一丝的凡尘烟火。 Compared the past, she was thinner, was more delicate, was almost difficult to ban the bamboo forest cold wind. body was like Yun Che, did not have any Profound Dao aura, but, compared Yun Che will gloomy below fast old, ascended the sky seems actually partial in her, even if profound strength were completely loose, is not willing to leave behind the trace of any years and vicissitudes on her face as before, static standing there, is actually collects completely in the world all brilliance. 只是,相比以往,她消瘦了一些,也娇弱了许多,几乎难禁竹林的寒风。身上和云澈一样,没有了任何的玄道气息,但,相比云澈心志暗淡下的快速苍老,上天却似乎更偏爱于她,哪怕玄力尽散,也依旧不肯在她的脸上留下任何岁月与沧桑的痕迹,静静的站在那里,却已是敛尽了天地间所有了光华。 Chu Yuechan. 楚月婵。 She looks at Yun Che, Yun Che visits her, that flash that the two people vision touches, the world seemed like frames suddenly, did not have any brilliance, did not have any voice/sound......, only then in the pupil the opposite party that also wanted the illusory inverted image compared with the dreamland. 她看着云澈,云澈看着她,两人目光碰触的那一刹那,世界像是忽然定格,没有了任何的光彩,没有了任何的声音……只有瞳孔中对方那比梦境还要虚幻的倒影。 „Mother!?” Yun Wuxin shouted lightly, an exquisite body revolution, had arrived at her side, gentle profound energy anxious turning round in her body, for fear that she was injured by the cold: „Today's wind is very cool, you cannot come out.” “娘！？”云无心一声轻叫,小巧的身儿一转,已是来到了她的身边,一层温柔的玄气急急的覆在她的身上,唯恐她被风寒所伤:“今天的风很凉,你不可以出来的。” „......” Daughter's anxious words, she was unresponsive, looks at Yun Che, all brilliance in beautiful eyes changes to a fog haziness, between lips, low nan of overflow sleep talking gently: „Is...... you............” “……”女儿焦急的话语,她毫无反应,怔怔的看着云澈,美眸中的所有光彩都化作一片云雾般的迷蒙,唇间,轻轻的溢出梦呓的低喃:“是……你……吗……” nod that „......” Yun Che nod, is incapable of making an effort, he wants to forward, but how body actually does not run errands, his again and again opens the mouth, used for a long time is very very long, finally sent out to shiver to voice/sound that oneself are unable to hear clearly: „Is...... I...... is I......” “……”云澈点头,无力用力的点头,他想要向前,但身体却怎么都不听使唤,他一次次的开口,用了很久很久,才终于发出颤抖到自己都无法听清的声音:“是……我……是我……” „......” Chu Yuechan body sways in the wind gently, opened flowery lips is actually not able to send out voice/sound again. The present man, on his face wrote all over lost with the vicissitudes, once bright eyes also became like that muddy, but...... was only first instantly, she then knows that was he. “……”楚月婵的身体在风中轻轻摇晃,张开的唇瓣却是再无法发出声音。眼前的男子,他的脸上写满了失落与沧桑,曾经明亮眼眸亦变得那般浑浊,但……只是第一个刹那,她便知道是他。 That confuses her heartstrings, melts her heart to guard, after occupies her body and soul completely, is cruel-hearted the man who leaves her to go to forever...... 那个搅乱她的心弦,融化她的心防,在将她的身体和心魂都完全占据后,却又狠心永远离她而去的男子…… Another gust blows, making her in losing the soul slowly but actually goes...... 又一阵风吹来,让她在失魂中缓缓的倒去…… "Ah! mother...... you?...... Do not frighten me. ” Yun Wuxin supports her hastily, she sees mother , looks at Yun Che, Xin'er is confused and flurried. “啊！娘……你怎么了？你……不要吓我。”云无心连忙将她扶住,她看着母亲,又看着云澈,心儿一阵迷茫与慌乱。 „......” This wisp of cool breeze, awakens from the illusion Yun Che finally slightly, his extend the hand, gradually moves toward the front, but, he actually could not feel that own footsteps, body looks like by the invisible fog is held, bit by bit, close to that this thinks that only in the form that in the dream will present. “……”这一缕凉风,终于将云澈稍稍从幻梦中唤醒,他伸出手,一步步走向前方,只是,他却感觉不到自己的脚步,身体就像是被无形的云雾托着,一点一点,靠近向那个本以为只会在梦中出现的身影。 Why „......” Yun Wuxin does not have the stop...... she not to know, arrives at her mother's body before Yun Che, she is still dull silly standing there, helpless. “……”云无心没有阻拦……连她自己都不知道为什么,直到云澈走到她母亲的身前,她依旧呆呆傻傻的站在那里,不知所措。 Chu Yuechan putting out a hand slowly, touched the Yun Che's cheeks, the rough touch, was clearer than anything: „You also...... live............” 楚月婵缓缓的伸手,碰触到了云澈的脸颊,粗糙的触感,比任何事物都要真切:“你还……活……着……” „I also...... am living......” Yun Che nod, each character, vast light smoke: „You...... also...... are also living......” “我还……活着……”云澈点头,每一个字,都渺似轻烟:“你也……还……活着……” two people, he thinks that cannot see her again, the life is only painful, she thinks that cannot see him again, the life only regret...... always opens the destiny of brutal joke also to be occasionally benevolent, is only this benevolence. Late came for nearly 12 years. 两人,他以为再也见不到她,一生唯痛,她以为再也见不到他,一生唯悔……总是开残酷玩笑的命运偶尔也会仁慈,只是这个仁慈。迟来了近十二年。 He grips the hand of Chu Yuechan, the mild touch from the palm passes on to each corner of soul, telling his all these is not being an illusion, since he held the hand of Little Fairy again...... . Moreover, does not want to separate. 他握住楚月婵的手,温润的触感从手掌传至心魂的每一个角落,告诉着他这一切并非幻梦,他再一次牵起了小仙女的手……而且,再也不想分开。 When loses has how rendingly, when regains has being wild with joy how. They „Forever Separated Lovers” nearly 12 years, the countless words are actually belong to silent, the face and form of opposite party are clear in pupil from time to time, from time to time is fuzzy, probably the whole world, non-stop in real and illusory switches over. 失去时有多么的撕心裂肺,失而复得时就有多么的欣喜若狂。他们“天人永隔”近十二年,千言万语却是归于无声,对方的脸庞与身影在瞳眸中时而清晰,时而模糊,整个世界,亦像是不停的在真实与虚幻中切换。 „Mother, you? Did you...... fall ill?” Yun Wuxin looks that mother and Yun Che entangle in the same place hand, slightly handles gently is pulling her lower hem corner, timid asking. “娘,你怎么了？你……是不是生病了？”云无心看着母亲与云澈缠在一起的手,小手轻扯着她的衣角,怯怯的问道。 Her voice/sound, lets the Yun Che revolutions pupil cannot help but, he looks at Yun Wuxin, the pupil light is actually not able to put aside suddenly again, the chaotic soul trembled to swing fiercer...... 她的声音,让云澈不由自主的转眸,他看着云无心,眸光一时间却是再无法移开,本就混乱不堪的心魂颤荡的更加剧烈…… Her surnamed Yun...... 她姓云…… 11 years old...... 十一岁…… could it be that...... she...... she is...... 难道……她……她是…… Another hand of Chu Yuechan stretches out, pulls daughter's tender and delicate small hand, gently said: „Xin'er, he is your Daddy.” 楚月婵的另一只手伸出,牵起女儿娇嫩的小手,轻轻的道:“心儿,他是你的爹爹。” „......” Yun Che's body sways fiercely, line of sight again thorough fuzzy. “……”云澈的身体剧烈摇晃,视线再一次彻底模糊。 His behind, Feng Xian'er both hands cover the lip, beautiful eyes stare in a big way, the whole person is completely silly there. 他的身后,凤仙儿双手掩唇,美眸瞪大,整个人完全傻在那里。 „......” Sees mother, looks at Yun Che, Yun Wuxin flowery lips light, say/way: „But, Daddy...... not already...... not in the world?” “……”看着母亲,看着云澈,云无心唇瓣轻张,怔怔的道:“可是,爹爹……不是已经……不在世上了吗？” Chu Yuechan shakes the head, the tears of corner of the eye have no time compared with in world most radiant star light sad touching: „Was mother deceived you, your Daddy not only lived...... was also finding us...... Xin'er, later, did you have Daddy...... you to be happy?” 楚月婵摇头,眼角的泪光比世间最璀璨的星光更加凄美无暇:“是娘骗了你,你爹爹不但活着……还找到了我们……心儿,以后,你就有爹爹了……你高兴吗？” „...... Dad... dy?” Yun Wuxin opens flowery lips as before, looks at Yun Che dull dimly, the pupil light probably turns round the mist that is unable to disperse. “……爹……爹？”云无心依旧张开唇瓣,呆呆看着云澈,眸光朦胧的像是覆着一层无法散开的水雾。 „Wuxin (unintentional)...... my daughter......” looks close, with his bloodline connected girl, the Yun Che's heart already the confusion to peak, the extend the hand palm that he shivered, touched to Yun Wuxin...... his daughter, his life continued...... “无心……我的女儿……”看着近在咫尺,与他血脉相连的女孩,云澈的心脏已混乱到了极致,他颤抖的伸出手掌,触碰向云无心……他的女儿,他生命的延续…… Yun Wuxin has not shunted, but his hand actually stopped in the midair, then timid reclamation, does not dare to touch, feared oneself full are the rough sully finger contaminates her busy tender face, feared that she is not willing to accept in oneself this world the most useless father, feared all such as the blister generally suddenly dream broken...... 云无心没有躲开,但他的手却是停在了半空,然后胆怯的收回,不敢去碰触,怕自己已满是粗糙脏污的手指沾染她无暇的嫩颜,怕她不愿接受自己这个世上最无用的父亲,更怕一切如水泡一般忽然梦碎…… „Are you...... really Daddy?” Near his ear, resounds girl's voice/sound. Her eye visits him very much earnestly, he has not seen so beautiful eyes, exceeds his has seen his entire life all sceneries, all stars. “你……真的是爹爹吗？”他的耳边,响起女孩的声音。她的眼睛很认真的看着他,他从没有见过如此美丽的眼眸,胜过他这一生见过的所有风景,所有星辰。 His nod, does not have the face to acknowledge. The mother and daughter wretched 12 years...... he has not witnessed her birth, without accompanying her growth, without completely how, even if one day and moment and a breath make father's responsibility...... he to match the acknowledgment. 他点头,却无颜去承认。母女孤苦十二年……他没有见证她的出生,没有陪伴她的成长,没有尽过哪怕一天、一刻、一息做父亲的职责……他怎配承认。 „That......” girl is on nettles: „I was so mean to Daddy just now, are you going to spank me?” “那……”女孩惴惴不安:“我刚才那么凶爹爹，爹爹会打我屁股吗？” A few words gently, let Yun Che body and Soul each corner , if there is innumerable say/way warm currents to explode, his world thorough fuzziness, body is being trembled leans forward, grasped own daughter, tight grasps, tears split second bursts a dike, submerged his all wills and voice/sound, in an instant moistened girl's emaciated shoulder. 轻轻的一句话,让云澈身体、灵魂的每一个角落如有无数道暖流爆开,他的世界彻底的模糊,身体在战栗中前倾,抱住了自己的女儿,紧紧的抱住,眼泪一瞬间决堤而下,淹没了他所有的意志和声音,转眼间打湿了女孩瘦弱的肩膀。 „Daddy...... is actually a crybaby.” Yun Wuxin snuggles up to father's bosom, gently is reading, unknowingly, her cheeks also silent fall a clear water mark. “爹爹……原来是个爱哭鬼。”云无心偎依在父亲的怀中,轻轻的念着,不知不觉的,她的脸颊也无声滑落道道晶莹的水痕。 She does not know that oneself father tears have how preciously, even in pain to the soul, among the life and death, he has never fallen drop of tears. 她不知道自己的父亲眼泪有多么的珍贵,即使在离魂之痛,生死之间,他都从未落过一滴眼泪。 But at this moment, his tears actually insane general bursting a dike. 但此刻,他的眼泪却疯了一般的决堤。 „Hiss..................” he clenches teeth stubbornly, desperate wish stops rushing down of tears, is actually not able to stop in any event, can't even say a complete sentence... or a word...... “嘶……咯……咯……”他死死咬牙,拼命的想要遏住眼泪的奔泻,却无论如何都无法休止,更无法说出完整的一句话……一个字…… My Yuechan...... 我的月婵…… My daughter...... 我的女儿…… our daughter...... 我们的女儿…… These days after rebirth, he passed in dim every day, his again and again asked why oneself are also living, even again and again hates itself also to live. 重生后的这些天,他每一天都在昏暗中度过,他一次次问自己为什么还活着,甚至一次次的怨恨自己还活着。 But at this moment, his incomparable rejoicing, incomparable thanks itself also to live...... 但此刻,他无比的庆幸,无比的感激自己还活着…… it's good to be alive...... 活着真好…… Yeah, in this world there's nothing better than being alive...... 是啊，这个世上，再没有什么比活着更美好的事……