ATG :: Volume #13 Life Severing, Soul Dying (命陨魂殇)
#1318: Fate
The Yun Chechestfluctuates, knits the brows: „Youfirsttoldme, who were you? Youtomeso...... forwhat?”云澈胸口起伏,皱眉道:“你先告诉我,你到底是谁?你对我如此……又是为了什么?”Hediscovered,oneselfcannot see clearlyShen Ximore and more.
他发现,自己越来越看不清神曦。Oneselfalmosttake in everything at a glancebeforeher, hissecret, histhinksto think, evenhe himselfhad not detected the thing that she can always a languagepierce. Butsheexposes the realfacebeforehimon own initiative, insteadmakesYun Chethink that herbodydense fogis getting stronger and stronger.
自己在她面前几乎一览无遗,他的秘密,他的所思所想,甚至他自己都没察觉到的东西,她总能一语刺穿。而她主动在他面前展露真颜,却反而让云澈觉得她身上的迷雾越来越浓重。„Master, you...... yourwords, real?” The He Lingfacechanges countenance, shefelt that sheheard this whole lifemostunbelievablewords.
“主人,你……你刚才的话,都是真的吗?”禾菱脸儿变色,她感觉自己听到了这辈子最难以置信的话。Shen Xiforeverthatfaintandsupplegraceful, shesaidslowly: „Youknowmy‚Shen Xi’ the name, shouldlisten to‚Dragon Empress’ the name, actuallyas if not know, in the world in the eyes, ‚Dragon EmpressShen Xi’is a completetitle.”神曦永远那么的淡漠而柔婉,她缓缓说道:“你知道我的‘神曦’之名,也应该听过‘龙后’之名,却似乎并不知道,在世人眼中,‘龙后神曦’才是一个完整的称谓。”„......”Yun Checomplexionandlooksimultaneouslydrastic change: „You...... are...... Dragon Empress!?”
“……”云澈脸色、眼神同时剧变:“你……是……龙后!?”HearsDragon Sovereignto comeSamsara Forbidden LandfromHe Lingthereevery 1-2 monthstime, moreovertoShen Xiunreasoning passiononepiece...... andseems likewell-known that inhisbrainflashes through„Shen Xiinstantly is Dragon Empress”thought, butthis thoughtpinched outbyhisnext momentcompletely.
从禾菱那里听闻龙皇每隔一两个月就会来一次轮回禁地,而且对神曦痴情一片……且似乎是人尽皆知的那种,他脑中刹那闪过“神曦便是龙后”的念想,但这个念想又被他下一个瞬间完全掐灭。At this time, listenswords that Shen Xiis sayingpersonally, heinstartledhowever, is unable to believeas before, hisfierceraising the head: „It is not right! impossible! Youobviously...... is Primordial Yin, howpossiblybeingDragon Empress?”
此时,听着神曦亲口说出的话语,他在惊然之中,依旧根本无法相信,他猛的抬头:“不对!不可能!你明明……元阴尚在,怎么可能是龙后?”Dragon Empress and Goddess, in the God Realmlegendembracescompletely in worldmostpeakgrace and talenttwofemales, byShen Xiappearanceheavenly beauty, ifsheisDragon Empress, does not losethisabsolutely, andliteral.龙后神女,神界传说中揽尽世间最极致风华的两个女子,以神曦的容颜仙姿,若她是龙后,绝对不负此名,而且毫无夸张。Ifdid not haveyesterday, hismeetingletter/believed.
若无昨日,他会信。But, howjustshortly afterwardthatone day and one night...... hecanbelieve that Shen XicanbeDragon Empressunexpectedly!
但,刚过不久的那一天一夜……他怎么能相信神曦竟会是龙后!God Realmwhodoes not know, butDragon EmpressDragon God Clan's Empress, is the wife of primordial chaosfirstperson of Dragon Sovereign!神界谁人不知,龙后可是龙神一族之后,是混沌第一人龙皇之妻!Looks at the facial expression of Yun Chethatobviousdistortion, the He Lingtimidsay/way: „Mastershe...... she...... she is really Dragon Empress.”
看着云澈那明显扭曲的神情,禾菱怯怯的道:“主人她……她……她真的就是龙后。”Yun Che: „......”云澈:“……”„Youdo not needto find itstrange, does not needto feeloneselfmade the any mistake.”Shen Xisaid in a soft voice: „‚Dragon Empress’, indeedis the worldtomytitle, butitmerelyis onlytitlethat's all, butdoes not representmeisDragon Clan's Empress, non-Dragon Sovereign's Empress.”
“你不必觉得奇怪,亦不必觉得自己做错了什么。”神曦柔声道:“‘龙后’,的确是世人对我的称谓,但它仅仅只是一个称谓而已,而不代表我是龙族之后,更非龙皇之后。”„That that the worldthinks‚Dragon Empress’, has never existed.”
“世人所以为的那个‘龙后’,从来就不曾存在。”„......”Yun Chewas startledcounted breaths, thinks that He Linghad saidShen Xiwas fetteredthisplacefor some reasons, is unable to leave, inhishearthadindistinctlyguessed, butthinksoneselfandshehave donematter, as beforescalp tingles: „Whatyouand are Dragon Sovereign...... relate? Whyif...... isn't...... youwill be called‚Dragon Empress’?”
“……”云澈怔了足足数息,想到禾菱说过的神曦因某种原因被束缚此地,无法离开,他心中隐约有了一些猜测,但想到自己和她做过的事,依旧头皮发麻:“你和龙皇……到底是什么关系?如果……不是……你又为什么会被称作‘龙后’?”Shen Xihas not concealed, saidlightly: „Givesme‚Dragon Empress’ the name, Imayso manyyearskeepthisplacesafely. Thisishegivesmyrepayment, isIhopes. ButDragon Sovereign, heinmyin the eyes, is always one...... junior.”神曦没有隐瞒,淡淡说道:“给予我‘龙后’之名,我才可这么多年都安然留在此地。这算是他给我的报答,亦是我所愿。而龙皇,他在我眼中,始终都是一个……后辈。”„Latter...... generation?”Thisreply, letsYun CheandHe Lingis all shocked.
“后……辈?”这个回答,让云澈和禾菱皆是愣住。„350,000year ago, when Iseehim for the first time, hisage must be smaller than you, shouldbe only about 20 years old.”Shen Xitoldslowly: „At that time he was crippled by his kin, abandonsinpiece of Overgrown Lands, the whole bodyis completely waste, the eyecannotregard, the mouthcannotsay, treatsdesperately.”
“三十五万年前,我第一次见到他时,他的年纪比你还要小,应该只有二十岁左右。”神曦徐徐讲述道:“那时的他被同族所害,弃于一片荒芜之地,全身尽废,目不能视,口不能言,绝望待死。”„Ihad the compassionat that time, saveshim, andrestoredhiseye and argumentbylight profound strength, as well asmeridiansProfound Vein.”
“我当时起了恻隐之心,将他救下,并以光明玄力修复了他的眼睛与口舌,以及经脉玄脉。”Shelooked atYun Cheone, said: „DragonisVenerable of Myriad Spirits, butDragon God Clanthroughoutis a God Realmmost powerfulsacredclan. In the world in the eyes, theyare arrogant, andhas the extremelystrongdignity, fromdisdaining the despicableuglytour. Actuallydoes not know, the struggle of Dragon Clan, probablybe gloomier than yourHuman Race, butyoucannot seethat's all.”
她看了云澈一眼,道:“龙为万灵之尊,而龙神一族始终是神界最强大神圣的一族。在世人眼中,它们高傲,并有着极强的尊严,从不屑卑劣丑恶之行。却不知道,龙族的斗争,或许要比你们人族还要阴暗,只是你们看不到而已。”Shen Xithese words, indeedheavilysubverted the cognition of Yun ChetoDragon Clan. Hehas not thought that now the loftyworld, no onemayenemy the sovereign of Dragon Clan, haveunexpectedlysopitifullypassing...... was discarded the whole body, but alsoabandonsboth eyes and argument, making one solelythink,is afraid.神曦这番话,的确重重颠覆了云澈对龙族的认知。他没有想到,如今威凌天下,无人可敌的龙族之皇,竟有过如此悲惨的过往……被人废掉全身,还废去双目与口舌,让人单单想想,都不寒而栗。„Afterexperiencingdespaired, hispersonalitybig change, thisunambitioushebecause ofhatingto have the ambition of heyday, no longer showed mercy to his kin...... step by step, becomesDragon Sovereignfinally.”
“在经历了绝望之后,他的性情大变,本无野心的他因为怨恨而生出了极盛的野心,对同族亦再不留情……一步一步,终成龙皇。”„In other words, withoutyou, there would be nopresentDragon Sovereign.”Yun Chethought aloud.
“也就是说,没有你,就没有现在的龙皇。”云澈似是自言自语。Shen Xishakes the headslightly: „Saveshim since mestarts, Ithendetected that helooks at the difference of myvision, butsuchvision, Iseemy entire lifetoomanyam too many. Ithink that allwill dissipatewith the timeslowly. But, several hundredyears, several thousandyears, tens of thousandsyearslater, heactuallyonesuch asat first, hebecameDragon Sovereignthat dayto tellmefinally, heput togethercompletely to becomerevering of Dragon Clan, for can be joined tome......, even ifheclearlyknows that Iandhewere absolutely impossible, neverare also willingto put down.”神曦微微摇头:“从我将他救起开始,我便察觉到他看我目光的异样,而这样的目光,我一生见过太多太多。我本以为一切都会随着时间慢慢消散。但,几百年,几千年,几万年之后,他却一如最初,他终成龙皇的那一日告诉我,他拼尽一切成为龙族之尊,为的就是能配得上我……纵然他明知道我与他绝无可能,亦从不肯放下。”Shesighedgently: „Isavedhimin the past, actuallyas ifalsoharmedhim.”
她轻轻叹息了一声:“我当年救了他,却似乎也害了他。”Dragon Sovereigntohersentiment, sheisfaintplaceit, for 300,000years, have never hadanycare......, but the presentpresentedYun Che, makeherhave tostartto care aboutthis matter.龙皇对她的感情,她都是淡漠处之,三十万年来,都从未有过任何的在意……但如今出现了云澈,却让她不得不开始在意此事。„......”Yun Chesilentfor a long time was very very long.
“……”云澈沉默了很久很久。AlthoughShen Xisaidis very brief, butYun Cheroughlyunderstandsanythingsufficiently.
虽然神曦说的很简短,但足以云澈大致明白些什么。By the Shen Xigrace and talent, pastadmiration, will not be less thanpresentGoddess. Buthad the name of Dragon Empress, lists as the restricted areathisplaceagain, worldno onecandisturbherquietnessagain. Thisisonerepayment of Dragon SovereigntoShen Xi......, butalsonever, does not contain the Dragon Sovereignselfishness and hope.
以神曦的风华,当年的倾慕者之多,绝不会少于如今的神女。而有了龙后之名,再将此地列为禁地,世间便再无人可打扰她的清静。这算是龙皇对神曦的一种报答……但又何尝,不包含着龙皇的私心与渴望。Although, Dragon Sovereign the sincerity of story, ishisten thousandtimesare many. ButYun Che can actually understand of Dragon SovereigntoShen Xirigid......, when the lifedespairsno useis rescuedbyShen Xi, whenadding onherdreamlikegrace and talent, hereappears the lightat present, the seenpicturesurelyimprints the soul, forever and everimpossiblewill fade from the memory.
虽然,龙皇的阅历之厚重,是他的万倍还要多。但云澈却能理解龙皇对神曦的这份执着……在人生最绝望无助的时候被神曦所救,在加上她如梦似幻的风华,他眼前重现光明时,看到的画面必定深印心魂,永生永世都不可能淡忘。HeisDragon Sovereign, but is also an ordinary being.
他是龙皇,却亦是凡灵。Because ofShen Xi, hisentire300,000years, neverhave really contaminatedanyfemale...... at leastinrumorheis life-long, only then„Dragon Empress” a person. The specialsentimentrigid, isworldis hence rare.
因为神曦,他整整三十万年,真的从未沾染过任何女子……至少传闻中他终生只有“龙后”一人。专情执着至此,却也是世间罕见。ButShen Xi, facing a Dragon Sovereign300,000years of foolishness, even ifhehas becomerevering of Dragon Sovereign, becomes the supremeunsurpassedprimordial chaosfirstperson, shehas not really hadanyresponse......
而神曦,面对龙皇三十万年的痴心,哪怕他已成为龙皇之尊,成为至尊无上的混沌第一人,她都真的未曾有过任何回应……Primordial Yin that shehascompletely, is allproof.
她完整存在的元阴,便是一切的证明。In the Yun Cheinner world the mighty wavesare turbulent, howis unable to be tranquil.云澈心海中波澜动荡,怎么都无法平静。Shen Xiis„Dragon Empress and Goddess”Dragon Empress! Although, „Dragon Empress”makesherbe able the peacefulso manyyearsunwarranted reputations, butknowsthis pointshouldonly haveherandDragon Sovereign. But, in the world in the eyes, sheisDragon Clan's Empress......, butunexpectedlyinhalfsoberpartlylosesunder the soul, gave„Dragon Empress”!神曦是“龙后神女”中的龙后!虽然,“龙后”只是让她得以安静这么多年的虚名,但知晓这一点的应该只有她和龙皇。但,在世人眼中,她就是龙族之后……而自己竟在半清醒半失魂之下,把“龙后”给上了!
The Dragon Sovereignwhat kind ofstrength status, heto the Shen Xicrazylove, actuallyseveralhundred thousandyearsdoes not dareto have the expectationto the utmost, does not dareto havea wee bitblaspheming. Perhaps, Shen Xiin his eyes, is a perfectdream......, ifbyhimis knownthis„dream”unexpectedlybyoneinsignificantjunior of beforehimtarnishing...... hisresponse, being hardconceivessimply.龙皇何等实力地位,他对神曦极尽痴恋,却几十万年都不敢有奢望,更不敢有丁点的亵渎。或许,神曦在他的眼中,就是一个完美无瑕的梦……要是被他知道这个“梦”居然被一个在他面前微不足道的小辈给玷污了……他的反应,简直难以设想。Meanwhile, heeven moreis unable to understand,evenDragon Sovereignthisgrade of characteronlyhasfaintShen Xi, whytohimso? Herthesewords, theselooks, theseactions, placeanybodyin the eyes, is unable to believeandunderstand that...... could it be thatfromenteringSamsara Forbidden Landto the present, have actually been having a dream, allnotreal?
同时,他愈加无法理解,连龙皇这等人物都唯有淡漠的神曦,到底为什么会对他如此?她的那些话,那些眼神,那些举动,放在任何人眼中,都根本无法相信和理解……难道自己从进入轮回禁地到现在,其实一直都是在做梦,全都不是真的?Looks that Yun Chethatfluctuates the uncertaincomplexion, the Shen Xifaint smile: „Did youfear?”
看着云澈那变幻不定的脸色,神曦似笑非笑:“你怕了?”Yun Che: „......”云澈:“……”„You, iffeared, fearsfacingDragon Sovereign, then......” the Shen Xipupillightputs asidefromYun Che's body, indifferentlooks at the distant place: „Youmaywork as the matter of yesterdayneverto happen. Icanguarantee,will not have the nextpersonto knowthismatter. The word of today, Ilaterwill not mentiontoyou.”
“你若是怕了,怕面对龙皇,那么……”神曦的眸光从云澈的身上移开,漠然的看着远方:“你可当昨日之事从未发生过。我可以保证,绝不会有下一个人知道这件事。今日之言,我以后也再不会对你说起。”Yun Chegraduallyshoutedseveraltonescontinually, the chesttranquil: „YouareDragon Empress, but is actually notDragon Empress that the worldthinks, in other words, Ihave never done anything that does a disservice toDragon Sovereign!”云澈连呼好几口气,胸口逐渐的平静了下来:“你是龙后,但却不是世人所以为的龙后,也就是说,我从未做过任何对不起龙皇的事!”Shen Xilightly said: „MyShen Xinon-isanybody, is only itself. Imadeanythingtoyou, youmadeanythingtome, is only relatedwithyourme, youhave not certainly been unfair tohim.”神曦轻语道:“我神曦不属任何人,只属自己。我对你做了什么,你对我做了什么,都只与你我有关,你当然没有对不起他。”„Then why should I be afraid, why should I not dare!?”Yun Che'stoneslightlyobviouslystiff, butsaidis firm.
“那我为什么要怕,为什么不敢!?”云澈的语气稍显生硬,但说的还算坚决。„......”Shen Xipupillighthas transferred, nodsslightly: „Youhave not disappointedmefinally.”
“……”神曦眸光转过,微微颔首:“你总算没有让我失望。”„But, youmusttellme, are actually youtomysuchreason...... what?”Yun Chestares ather saying that does not knowis the visionis unable to put aside, wantsto inquire aboutanythingfromshestarry nightbeautiful eyes.
“但,你必须告诉我,你对我如此的原因……究竟是什么?”云澈直盯着她道,不知是目光无法移开,还是想从她星夜般的美眸中探寻到什么。Shen Xishakes the head: „Iam unable to tellyou. Ihavemyselfishness, butpleasebelieve,Iwill never harmyou.”神曦摇头:“我无法告诉你。我有自己的私心,但请你相信,我永远不会害你。”„Whyisn't ableto tell?”Yun Checlosely examines.
“为什么无法告诉?”云澈追问。„Because, presentyouare extremely tiny.”Shen Xistraightforwardsay/way: „plane/levelis higher, the visionwill be bigger, the strengthis stronger, will havemanychoices. Byyourpresentpowerandplane/level, I, iftoldyouall, can indeed solveyourbeing puzzled, simultaneouslywill actually also harmyou.”
“因为,现在的你太过渺小。”神曦直白的道:“层面越高,眼界才会越大,实力越强,才会有更多的选择。以你如今的力量和层面,我若告诉你一切,的确可以解你之惑,同时却也会害了你。”SheavoidsYun Che'slooking straight ahead, the pupillightslightlybecomesdim: „Ithink,mythe frontis a bareness. Theseyears, Icando, breaks out ofherefetter, thenseeks for the home to return to that perhaps can never havein the boundlessworld...... untilyourappearance.”
她避开云澈的直视,眸光微微变得朦胧:“我本来以为,我的前方是一片空无。这些年,我所能做的,就是摆脱这里的束缚,然后在茫茫世界寻找那或许永远都不会存在的归宿……直到你的出现。”Yun Che: „I?”云澈:“我?”He Ling: „...... Ah?”禾菱:“……啊?”„If, youare unable to releasehappy the doubts, youonlyneedto remembera few words.”Shen Xisaidgently: „Ourdestinies, is a body.”
“如果,你无法释开心中的疑惑,那么,你只需要记住一句话。”神曦轻轻道:“我们的命运,是一体的。”Shehas not previously thought,thiswas spanned the easternWestern God Territorybelt/bringbyXia Qingyue, shedid not wantto give shelter, asked the man who left behindbecause ofcrying of He Ling, unexpectedlywasthatshethinksperson who foreverimpossiblefound.
她先前没有想到,这个被夏倾月跨越东西神域带至,她本不欲收留,却因禾菱的哭求而留下的男子,居然就是那个她本以为永远不可能找到的人。Moreoverbeforeshe, in additionbreaks out of the fetter, thenhas appearedbeforeherbody.
而且是在她尚且摆脱束缚前,便已出现在她的身前。A few words of verylightvast, taking toYun Che'swithout doubtaredeeperdoubts. Heis thoroughly vacant: „Except forShen Xi and Dragon Empressstatus, whoyou...... is?”
很轻渺的一句话,带给云澈的无疑是更深的疑惑。他彻底茫然:“除了神曦和龙后的身份,你……到底是谁?”He arrived here twomonths, becauseif not forSeek Death Imprintby the Xia Qingyuebelt/bringtohere, hewill not be knownexistence of Shen Xi. „Ourdestinies is a body”, these wordsheis unable to understandin any event.
他到来这里才两个月,若不是因为中了求死印被夏倾月带到这里,他都不会知道神曦的存在。“我们的命运是一体的”,这句话他无论如何都无法理解。„Ifone day, youcanexceed the altitude that Dragon Sovereignis, then, youwill naturally knowall. Youcanachieve, mustachieve. Only by doing so, youwill not dreadanybody'scovetingagain, canno longermakeanythingfraught with uncertainty, facing directlyDragon Sovereign that cantrulyfearlesshave no qualms.”
“若有一天,你能超越龙皇所在的高度,那么,你自然就会知道一切。你可以做到,也必须做到。唯有如此,你才不会再畏惧任何人的觊觎,可以不再做什么都畏首畏尾,可以真正无惧无愧的直面龙皇。”„Carries the Creation Godstrengthand......” the Shen Xiwordsstagnatesslightly, continued: „Thisis the fate that youcannot escape.”
“身负创世神力和……”神曦的话语微微停滞,继续道:“这是你逃不开的宿命。”
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