The front door is opening, small bell hesitant, sipped small mouth to walk. 大门开着,小铃铛犹豫了一番,抿起小嘴儿走了进去。 Sees the hegemon just likes the soulless appearance, the girl is somewhat worried immediately, stands does not dare to move heedlessly in one side. 看到盟主恍若无神的模样,女孩立刻有些担心了起来,站在一旁不敢乱动。 „Puts down.” “放下吧。” Xu Yan actually already from ponder sober, spoke saying that later poured: spirit tea, praised the cup „Good tea.” 徐言其实早已从沉思中清醒,出言说道,随后倒了杯灵茶品了一口,赞道:“好茶。” „Doesn't hegemon this time walk?” “盟主这次是不是不走了？” The small bell sips some blanches the lip, asked that the look has the expectation. 小铃铛将嘴唇抿得有些发白,却生生地问了一句,眼神带着期望。 „Stays several days.” Xu Yan smiles. “停留几日而已。”徐言笑了笑。 „Hope hegemon can come back frequently, here is the family/home that cuts the monster pledge, is the family/home of small bell.” “希望盟主能经常回来,这里是斩妖盟的家,也是小铃铛的家。” The girl throwing out the chest chest cavity, said: „Cutting the monster pledge will be certainly getting more and more powerful, so long as we work as one, certainly will make these eat the monster beast of person to be panic at the news!” 女孩挺了挺胸膛,道:“斩妖盟一定会越来越强大,只要我们齐心协力,一定会让那些吃人的妖兽闻风丧胆！” Sees the girl to pinch the joint of blanch slightly, the Xu Yan surprise, then nods seriously. 看着女孩捏得发白的骨节,徐言微微诧异,而后郑重地点点头。 „Person is the highest of all creatures, should not occupy under the monster clan, Heavenly North, sooner or later the spacee of some people of clans.” “人乃万物之灵,不该屈居妖族之下,天北,早晚会有人族的一席之地。” „Even the hegemons said that that certainly really!” The small bell cheered one, discovered that own manner some are inappropriate, quickly from stands newly. “连盟主都这么说,那就一定是真的了！”小铃铛欢呼了一声,发现自己的举止有些不得体,急忙从新站好。 „Parents were eaten by the monster beast, the younger brother, I hates the monster clan, therefore I will become more powerful.” “爹娘都被妖兽吃掉了,还有弟弟,我恨妖族,所以我会变得更加强大。” The girl does not have the innumerable blessings, but holds the fist in the other hand like the man generally submissively, perhaps studies with Su Ji Yun, appeared several points of martial-looking, got to the entrance then sweet to smile to the room in youth, departed quickly. 女孩没有万福,而是如同男子一般拱手抱拳,或许是与苏霁芸学的,显得多了几分英武,走到门口回头对着房中的青年甜甜一笑,快步离去。 Looks at the girl of going far away, Xu Yan always has the smile, is only in that smile hidden a bitterness and astringency. 望着远去的女孩,徐言始终带着浅浅的笑容,只是那笑容中隐着一份苦涩。 He has seen too many miserable person clans in Heavenly North, besides the anger, actually not too many feelings, is similar that heart to just like the iron stone, cannot have too many emotions to fluctuate. 他在天北见过了太多凄凉的人族,除了愤怒之外,其实并无太多的感触,就仿佛那颗心犹如铁石,生不出太多的情感波动。 Until listened that somewhat weakly, contains the spoken language of strength of faith a moment ago the girl is saying, Xu Yan is fainting from fear suddenly, since oneself left old daoist, was far away from the wife, his heart, probably day by day indifferent, moreover that indifferent is also mixing with not talking clearly brutal. 直到刚才听着女孩说出的那一番有些幼稚,却蕴含着信念之力的言语,徐言才豁然惊觉,自从自己离开了老道士,远离了妻子,他的心,好像一天比一天冷漠,而且那冷漠中还夹杂着一股说不清的无情。 Why can so? 为何会如此？ Faints from fear, Xu Yan is lost in thought again. 惊觉中,徐言再度陷入了沉思。 This time, he will change into Senior Brother Chu Bai, if were Chu Bai came across these injustices, will lend a hand in emergency surely, Mountain Subduing King of group hero four seas, indeed raised action of the slaughter monster in Heavenly North. 这一次,他将自己换成了师兄楚白,如果是楚白遇到了这些不平之事,必定会拔刀相助,行侠四海的镇山王,也的确在天北掀起了一番屠妖之举。 senior brother, returned to Heavenly South eventually...... 师兄,终究还是回了天南…… To cast off heart that strange thoughts, Xu Yan planned that returned to Heavenly South to convince itself by the Senior Brother, actually remembered Chu Bai to return to the Heavenly South reason. 想要将心头那份古怪的心思甩开,徐言打算以师兄返回了天南来说服自己,却又想起了楚白不得不回天南的缘由。 Chu Ling'er that three years a vitality cuts off. 三年一次生机断绝的楚灵儿。 Sits cross-legged the form in big room, the eyebrow peak is more pressed a more pressed depth. 盘坐在大屋中的身影,眉峰越蹙越蹙深。 One grasping principles that concerns the good and evil, oncoming of no omen! 一场关乎善恶的悟道,毫无预兆的来临！ Dark, Xu Yan fell into a strange boundary, the mouth cannot say, the eye cannot regard, the ear cannot listen, to imitate such as is imprisoned in heart, can only look for the outlet in the heart these disorderly disorder thoughts. 冥冥之中,徐言陷入了一种奇异的境界,口不能言,目不能视,耳不能听,彷如被自囚于心,只能在心头那些杂乱无序的意念中寻找出路。 Cannot part the fog, could not find the truth, although can be voluntarily sober finally, can actually miss cultivates to one time enter greatly the good opportunity. 拨不开云雾,找不到真相,尽管最后可以自行清醒,却会错失一次修为大进的良机。 The boundary of grasping principles, cannot strive, cultivates inadequately, just like the heaven-sent opportunity, missed, will only regret lifelong. 悟道之境,求不来,修不成,犹如天赐良机,错过了,只会终身遗憾。 To the Yu Mingdao later advantage, the Xu Yan least bit has not actually thought, he cannot distinguish oneself heart for a while, is actually good, is wicked. 对于明道之后的好处,徐言其实半点都没想,他只是一时分辨不出自己的心,究竟是善,还是恶。 The puzzle in the heart riddle, just like the shackles, is unable to work loose, for three days, the Xu Yan mark silk has not moved, finally he is in a rage, starts to recall oneself passing. 困扰在心头的谜团,犹如枷锁,无法挣脱,一连三天,徐言纹丝未动,最后他一怒之下,开始回忆起自己的过往。 Kills the Changle city lord, cuts thousand full city lords , because angry. 杀长乐城主,斩千足城主,是因为愤怒。 Fights five place monster spirit, trapped/sleepy shape gold/metal eye, for magical treasure. 战五地妖灵,困化形金睛,是为了法宝。 The tour of Moluo Cave mystical place, passes evilly kills, is depends the status to be special. 摩罗洞秘境之行,正邪通杀,是仗着身份特殊。 The cliff bottom rescues Pang Feiyan, for also a favor. 崖底救下庞飞燕,是为了还一份人情。 Cuts the Xǔ Family whole families , because the opposite party forces. 斩许家满门,是由于对方逼迫。 The locust plague massacres city, throws the stone to direct great monster, saw Hongyue (red moon) thought of Sister San. 蝗灾屠城,扔出石头引走大妖,是看到了红月想到了三姐。 Jade Forest Mountain buries alive ten thousand people, when first charges into the barbarian race cavalry, knows perfectly well to die, to draw these Evil Faction disciples and are buried along with the dead. 玉林山坑杀万人,当先冲向蛮族铁骑,是明知必死,为了拉着那些邪派弟子与自己陪葬。 Yuan Mountain Stronghold kills by poison thousand people, saw the human calamity. 元山寨毒杀千人,是看到了人间惨剧。 Blows up Riding Cloud Monastery , because Supreme Purity Cult persecuted to death old daoist...... 炸毁乘云观,是因为太清教逼死了老道士…… Dim Dawuli, drop of cold sweat coasts from the temple. 昏暗的大屋里,一滴冷汗从鬓角滑下。 Xu Yan has recalled the childhood, he confirmed finally, oneself, have never had the true benevolence probably! 徐言一直回忆到儿时,他才终于确认,自己,好像从未存在过真正的善心！ At present became blurred, the disorderly train of thought turned into the innumerable silk threads to twine fast knots, sealed up to the direction that clearly became aware. 眼前变得模糊了起来,杂乱的思绪变成无数丝线缠绕成一个个死结,封住了所有通往明悟的方向。 The boundary of grasping principles is indeed rare, but also has a crisis to exist, becomes aware does not appear and disappear the relations, is unprevailing on cultivator, cultivates badly is invariable, once gets sucked is unable to extricate oneself, may cause heavy losses to own state of mind, even state of mind entirely to extinguish! 悟道之境的确难得,但也有着一份危机存在,悟不出没关系,对于修行者毫无影响,最不济修为一层不变,可是一旦深陷其中无法自拔,有可能重创自身的神魂,甚至神魂俱灭！ Grasping principles most consumes the mind, once consumed spatially the strength of state of mind still drilled in the fast knot is unable to withdraw, waited for Xu Yan can only be frightened out of one's wits. 悟道最是消耗心神,一旦将神魂之力耗空仍旧钻在死结中无法脱身,等待徐言的只能是魂飞魄散。 The crisis when this is clearly becomes aware brings, unavoidable, the say/way of becoming aware is related with oneself. 这是明悟之际所带来的危机,无法避免,与自身所悟之道有关。 „Master, without road!” “师父,没路了呀！” The long-time recollection, stayed in fifth that year, young Little Daoist Priest followed to enter mountain Caiyao when old daoist behind, around arriving was half person of high weed, Little Daoist Priest is scratching the head to put forward own view. 长久的回忆,停留在五岁那年,年幼的小道士跟在老道士身后入山采药,走到周围都是半人多高的荒草之际,小道士挠着头提出了自己的看法。 Actually he was the belly was hungry, wants to return to the Daoist temple to serve a meal. 其实他是肚子饿了,想回道观开饭。 „Has the road, incessantly.” “有路,不止一条。” old daoist has the kind smile, a finger/refers of front weed, said: „You are attractive, see clearly carefully.” 老道士带着和蔼的笑容,一指面前的杂草,道:“你好好看看,看得清楚仔细。” Little Daoist Priest from small intelligent excellent, looked at for quite a while, shakes the head saying: „Simply does not have the road, was the master vertigo.” 小道士从小聪慧过人,看了半天,摇头道:“根本没有路,是师父眼花了。” Long smiles, the aged Daoist walks greatly, the weed was stepped on but actually, presented one with the alley that the foot steps on, young Little Daoist Priest has with. 一声长笑,老迈的道人大步行去,荒草被踩倒,出现了一条用脚踩出来的小路,年幼的小道士只好跟了上去。 Passed through the thick patch of grass, old daoist stopped, turned away from Little Daoist Priest to ask: „Saw the road?” 走过草丛,老道士停了下来,背对着小道士问道:“看到路了么？” „Saw, road that the master steps on, when I am bigger can also tread out such road to come.” “看到了,师父踩出来的路,等我再大些也能踩出这样的路来。” „Does not turn head, you cannot see road that forever oneself take how long, then look, gone out road institute will attract to return along the road.” “不回头,你永远看不到自己走出的路有多长,回头看,又会被走出的路所吸引想要沿路返回。” old daoist bends the waist, patted the head of Little Daoist Priest, said with a smile: „Knows that the group was good in the under foot, does not need to turn head, proceeds, your road naturally can follow in you behind, does not miss half......” 老道士弯下腰,拍了拍小道士的脑袋,笑吟吟地说道:“知道路在脚下就行了,无需回头,往前走,你的路自然会跟随在你身后,不差半步……” Does not need to turn head, road under foot...... 无需回头,路在脚下…… Disorderly of state of mind, when remembering the instruction of old daoist became tranquil. 心绪的杂乱,在想起老道士的教诲之际变得平静了下来。 In the peaceful big room, the rock-steady form was still entirely still, but the corners of the mouth raised slightly sprinkled the happy expression however. 安静的大屋中,磐石般的身影仍旧纹丝不动,只是嘴角微微扬起了洒然的笑意。 The eyes see, forever is the road that others step on, own road, only in oneself behind, walks far, road far, arrives at the vault of heaven the end, that road will follow to arrive at the horizon cape. 双眼所见,永远是别人踩出来的路,自己的路,只在自己身后,走多远,路就有多远,走到天穹的尽头,那条路就会跟到天边海角。 Good and evil how...... 善恶又如何呢…… Has no qualms in the heart, does not need to divide what good and evil! 无愧于心,就不必分什么善恶！ In the state of mind as if resounded one to roar, that fast knot broke accordingly, changed to the flying ash, during was dark, a long road emergence, the end of road, is leading to beyond the heart. 心绪中仿佛响起了一声咆哮,那一个个死结应声断裂,化作了飞灰,冥冥之中,一条长路出现,路的尽头,通往着心扉之外。 When clear(ly) became aware, Xu Yan felt a strange feeling, as if oneself become in the mind the true control, can control the forces of nature, can move mountains. 明悟之际,徐言感受到了一股奇异的感觉,仿佛自己成为了心神中真正的主宰,可以呼风唤雨,可以移山倒海。 What a pity, in the mind does not have the wind and rain to call, does not have the mountain sea to move. 可惜,心神中没有风雨可唤,更没有山海可移。 Gradually the line, Xu Yan with the strength of this bright becoming aware, is tracing the memory river again, he wants to know oneself actually from where, who oneself birth parents are. 缓步行去,徐言借着这股明悟之力,再度追溯着记忆的长河,他想要知道自己究竟来自何处,自己的生身父母又是何人。 At present has pasted fourth that year, and little friends plays the noisy scene in the Daoist temple entrance. 眼前流转过四岁那年,在道观门口与小伙伴们玩闹的景象。 Second squatted that year in the Daoist temple vegetable garden is pursuing the ant happily. 两岁那年蹲在道观菜园里开心的追逐着蚂蚁。 One -year-old time toddling that staggers along. 一岁的时候跌跌撞撞的蹒跚学步。 Until initial of life, a piercing ice explodes coldly suddenly in the Xu Yan mind! 直到生命的最初,一股刺骨的冰寒突然炸起在徐言的心神之内！ It is not mother's warm arms, but can cracking as a result of freezing gold/metal iron the water of glacier. 绝非母亲温暖的怀抱,而是能冻裂金铁的冰河之水。 When will soon break through the state of mind the prison, Xu Yan fell into the terrifying again certainly dangerous, he with mind the form is staggering creakying, as if becomes a baby to drift with the current, floats above the boundless icy seas, whole body by one fearful wraps coldly. 即将冲破心绪的囚牢之际,徐言再一次陷入了恐怖的绝险,他以心神所化的身影踉跄着摇摇欲坠,仿佛成为一个婴孩在随波逐流,漂浮在无边的冰海之上,浑身都被一股可怕的寒冷所包裹。 Burying in the memory of heart deep place, rouses a scary recollection, only if heart like rock, otherwise no one will resist this deep conceals in the heart end fear. 埋葬在心底深处的记忆,勾动起一幕骇人的回忆,除非心如磐石,否则没人会抵挡得了这份深藏于心扉尽头的恐惧。 That is at the beginning of a person, carries the fear that comes, with dark and lonely, paces back and forth no use, related, exists in each memory deep place of life, however Xu Yan the fear, was more terrifying than ten million times others, so long as recalls, can make him perish to the river of this terrifying recollection forever! 那是人之初,所携带而来的恐惧,与黑暗、孤独、彷徨、无助有关,存在于每一个生命的记忆深处,然而徐言的这份恐惧,却比旁人恐怖了千万倍,只要回忆起来,就能让他永远沉沦到这条恐怖的回忆之河！ Until was recalled the fear to obliterate the strength of all mind...... 直至被回忆中的恐惧磨灭掉所有的心神之力…… Whish! 哗！ Some underwater sounds transmit when the ear, the mind shakes greatly, Xu Yan felt ice-cold removing. 有水声在耳边传来,心神巨震之际,徐言感受到了冰冷的褪去。 Big, fished from the river bottom the baby, therefore, he saw an old and kind old man face. 一只大手,将婴孩从河底捞了起来,于是,他看到了一张年迈而和蔼的老者面孔。 Eyah! Eyah! 咿呀！咿呀！ The young baby does not cry not to smile, will only babble, does not know that is saying anything. 年幼的婴孩不哭不笑,只会牙牙学语,不知在说着什么。 Is holding old daoist of baby actually in modest smiling, listening, to be understanding that baby probably eyah sound, for a long time later kind saying with a smile: „One day, the iron tree blooms......” 抱着婴孩的老道士却在温和的笑着,听着,好像听得懂那婴孩的咿呀之声,许久之后才和蔼的笑道:“有一天,铁树开花……”