„Makesmeleave?! No, course not.”Sallychuckled: „In fact, shemakesmeremainalone, promisedme, the idea of QueenEnidis onlypuredesire and Zelinmarriage, rather thanhasothermeanings, for examplemustdrive outothers. Maria said that in her eyes, when Ilivesin the castlealwayssomewhatfeel inferior, was worried that Iwant is too many, thereforeexplainedformealone.”
“让我离开?哦!不,当然不是。”希莎莉咯咯笑了起来:“实际上,她让我单独留下来,是向我保证,伊妮德女王的想法只是单纯的想要和泽林结婚,而不是有其他的意思,比如说要把别人赶出去。玛利亚说,在她眼中,我在城堡里生活时总是有些自卑,担心我想太多,所以才单独为我解释。”„Youindeedwant is too many, Sally.”
“你的确想太多了,希莎莉。”AlTejarelaxesin the heart. Sallyissherelates the closestacquaintancehere, shetrustsherwordsvery much.
阿尔泰娅在心中松了口气。希莎莉是她在这里关系最亲密的熟人,她很信任她的话。„Do Ihave?”
“我有吗?”„Don't youhave?” The femaledukeasked back: „Whycanbe worried? BeforeZelinmarries, whohas the opportunity, not? Nolawstipulated,goes to bedis representing the marriage.”
“你没有吗?”女公爵反问:“为什么要担心呢?在泽林结婚之前,谁都有机会,不是吗?没有法律规定,上床就代表着结婚。”Whoknows, Sallycomplexionsomewhatloses.
谁知,希莎莉脸色有些失落。„Ido not thinkme should with the Zelinmarriage.”Druidstands up from failure, is turning away fromAlTeja, grasps the ownpillow, the soundis low: „Ido not suithim, Icanlook. Icanbe the friend, to be the sweetheartwithhim, butIam not suitableto becomehiswife. Sometimes, Ido not divideclearly, betweenIandhim the relations, are the loveor the desire. Iwant to me the answer, butin the temple in DanaSousse, Iobtainsilent.”
“我不认为我应该和泽林结婚。”德鲁伊翻了个身,背对着阿尔泰娅,抱住自己的枕头,声音低落:“我不适合他,我能看得出来。我可以和他做朋友、做情人,但我不适合成为他的夫人。有时候,我都分不清楚,我和他之间的关系,到底是爱情还是欲望。啊,我多么希望艾露恩能给我答案,但达纳苏斯的神庙里,我得到的只有沉默。”„Perhaps do bothhave?”AlTejacomfortedsaid,shewants saying that howcanmanagetothismatter, butconsideringSally'smood was not quite as if good, shethought that should better notto crack a jokein the belief. Inthiscastle, everyonedodges the issue in beliefsubconsciously. The beliefare too many is also too complex, no one can talk clearly: „Loveperhapsisthat a matter. Ilikehim, desireandhein the same place, wecanfaceduring difficult timestogether, injoyfulcansharetogether, Ithink,thiswas probably complete.”
“或许两者都有呢?”阿尔泰娅安慰的说,她很想说,艾露恩怎么会管到这种事情,不过考虑到希莎莉的心情似乎不太好,她觉得最好不要在信仰上开玩笑。在这座城堡内,大家都下意识回避信仰上的问题。信仰太多又太复杂,没人能说得清:“爱情或许就是那么回事。我喜欢他,想要和他在一起,我们在困难的时候能够共同面对,在喜悦的时候能够一起分享,我想,这大概就是全部了吧。”„Perhaps.”Sallycornermoldtwomaysay. Shemoves the head, rubbed the softvelvetpillow: „Hereallypaidforme. Rescued my manytimes. Therefore...... AlTeja?”
“也许。”希莎莉棱模两可的说。她挪动脑袋,蹭了蹭松软的天鹅绒枕头:“不过他真的为我付出了很多。救了我那么多次。所以……阿尔泰娅?”„Un?”
“嗯?”„Ifone day, Zelincanmarryyou, youbecome the truemistress, will youcatch up withmeto walk?”
“假如有一天,泽林会和你结婚,你成为真正的女主人,你会赶我走吗?”AlTejasmiles: „Youknowin the past when my not clearZelinstatus, whathas saidtohim? I said that after wemarry, wecaninviteSallyto be a guest, orseesherto the Black Seashorefrequently. Happen, inourfamily/homealsolacks a servant, Jamiis the goodcandidate. A Elfservant, Noble of violentWind Citywill be jealousme.”
阿尔泰娅笑了笑:“你知道当年我不清楚泽林身份时,对他说过什么吗?我说,等我们结婚后,我们可以邀请希莎莉来做客,或者经常到黑海岸去看望她。正好,我们家里还缺个仆人,雅米莉是不错的人选。一名精灵仆人,暴风城的贵族都会妒忌我。”
The tenderlaughterreverberationin the room, after a while, Sally the chuckleis sending out a sigh.
娇笑声回荡在房间里,过了一会,希莎莉才轻笑着发出一声叹息。Perhapsin the past, no oneconsidered the future. But when the futurestandswhentheirfront, gatecolumn that this is actually not ableto spantogether.
或许在过去,没有人考虑未来。可当未来站在她们面前时,这却是一道无法跨越的门栏。„Imustrest, you?”
“我要休息了,你呢?”„I am also.”AlTejasitssets out: „Wish the Saintlightto blessyou, good night, will seetomorrow.”
“我也是。”阿尔泰娅坐起身:“愿圣光保佑你,晚安,明天见。”„Wish the band of light of youto fall asleep, AlTeja.”
“愿艾露恩之光带你入梦,阿尔泰娅。”
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