„Iunderstand why youhave been recently depressed.”JOSEFchuckle. „Youknow that, whenhesavesfrom the nightmare of Asiancedarme, I am also so, when hehas not toldmeexistence of Other World, whereIhave startedto conceiveusthen to arrivelive, keeps the Asiancedar, suchmoves toforeignwithFatherCascoigne. Wemustlive in the bighouse, whenmarriesofficially, wantshow manychildren? AlthoughI was 29 years old, butdid not have the age that has been ableto give birth, Imusthave a sonforhim, oneandheequallybravejustchild., Youdefinitelycould not guess correctly the matter that Imostwas worried aboutat that timeisanything.”
“我明白,你最近为什么一直闷闷不乐了。”尤瑟夫卡轻笑了一下。“你知道吗,格奈娅,当他将我从亚楠的噩梦中拯救出来时,我也是如此,他还没有告诉我异世界的存在时,我就已经开始设想我们接下来要到什么地方生活,是留在亚楠,还是和加斯科因神父一家那样搬到外地。我们要住多大的房子,什么时候正式结婚,要几个孩子?我虽然已经二十九岁了,但还没有过可以生育的年龄,我要为他生一个儿子,一个和他一样勇敢正义的孩子。格奈娅,你肯定猜不到我当时最担心的事情是什么。”„Whatis?”
“是什么?”„Iworried that hecannot be willingto acceptyoungand we live together, becausetheyoncewere the enemies. Un, at leastyoungthinks that like this, howIshouldmaketwoonce the hostilepersonliveunder the sameeavestogether? Theyhave crossedhave neededmeto singto coax the happyage. FinallyafterwardIdiscovered,hehas not retaliated the youngideacompletely.”
“我担心他会不会不愿意接受小尤瑟和我们生活在一起,因为他们曾经是敌人。嗯,至少小尤瑟是这样认为的,我该如何让两个曾经敌对的人共同居住在同一个屋檐下呢?他们早就过了需要我唱歌来哄开心的年龄了。结果后来我发现,他完全没有报复小尤瑟的想法。”JOSEFself-ridiculedsmiled, shepulled upunder the sendingtree top before volume, implored the tonelightly. „Iandyou are the same , Iarrives athiscastle, thenmade a clinic, butIam only an average person, Iam unable to keep up withhisfootsteps, is unable likeyou, to arrive at the dangerousOther Worldto gowithhim, fightswithhimtogethershoulder to shoulder, Ienvyyou. The consecutive two years oftime, ourwholeexchangetimereturned tothat day of castleinhim, left the evening before castlewithhim. Ihave not feltdisappointed, withoutfeelingdesolate, becauseIknow that hewill rememberme, afterheleaves the Asiancedar for the first time is so long, is actually willingto return to the sodangerousplace, savesfrom the nightmareme. Amongperhapsusno longerlike the past, seemed the raging fire of combustion, butIlikedthislight, thismeans that wehad known well, wehave turnedeach otherlivepart, both of ustreatin the same placewill not feelanyoffensiveoranxiousill.”
尤瑟夫卡自嘲似的笑了起来,她撩了下额前的发梢,轻吁了口气。“我和你一样,格奈娅,我来到他的城堡,然后弄了一间诊所,但我只是个普通人,我无法跟上他的脚步,更无法像你那样,和他一起到危险的异世界去,与他一起并肩战斗,我非常羡慕你。连续两年的时间,我们大部分的交流时间是在他回到城堡的那天,和他离开城堡前的晚上。我并没有感到失望,也没有感到落寞,因为我知道他会记得我,就像他第一次离开亚楠后那么久,却还愿意回到如此危险的地方,把我从噩梦中救出来。我们之间也许不再像过去那样,好似燃烧的烈火,但我喜欢这种平淡,这意味着我们已经熟识了,我们早已变成彼此生活中的一部分,我们两人待在一起不会感到任何唐突或紧张不适。”„Thissounds...... is very strange.”Flexureback of the head. „The metal that thiscoolsprobably, Iactuallydo not know whether itpolished the appropriateshape.”
“这听起来……很奇怪。”格奈娅挠了挠后脑勺。“这像是冷却下来的金属,我却不知道它是否打磨成了合适的形状。”„Ido not have the qualificationsjudgmentlove, because ofme, only thenwithhimattogetherexperience, but......”JOSEFfrownsslightly. „Ido not think that being in loveis the truelove, thatisraging fire of onegroup of burning hots, bright is also easyto extinguish, flashes past. The truelove, perhapsisIandhein the ordinarylife the life that typeis bit by bit light, ismydesirelove, buteachintimateperson'srelationswill havesuchexperience, fromprobesmutually, tounderstood each other,toadmiresmutually, deepis loving the opposite party, untilfinally, allturned into the life, youshouldbehappy, weno longerhad been in love the little girl who becomes confused. Ithink why thisMs.Elfis possibly facingme, yourtime, thatlightreason that candisplay.”
“我没资格评判爱情,因为我只有和他在一起的经验,但是……”尤瑟夫卡微微皱起眉头。“我不认为那种热恋是真正的爱情,那是一团炙热的烈火,明亮却又容易熄灭,一闪而过。真正的爱情,也许是我和他在平常生活中的一点一滴,那种平淡下来的生活,才是我想要的爱情,而每个亲近的人的关系都会有这样的经历,从互相试探,到互相了解,到互相爱慕,深深的爱着对方,直到最后,一切都变成了生活,你应该感到高兴,格奈娅,我们都已经不再是被热恋冲昏头脑的小女孩了。我想,这可能就是为什么精灵女士在面对我,还有你的时候,会表现的那么平淡的原因吧。”„Sheis not light.”dragonYishows the whites of the eyes, lies downon the chairbackward, listlesssaying. „Sheaimed atmeallanger. Youknewthat night, what did sheandIsay? Shesaidmeto be able, whenshe, withhimstays together, butImustrest a bedalone, was unable to handleanything, like this, shewill turn a blind eyetomyexistence, will neglectpossiblyto causeamongusto have not the happypartintentionally. Iam not clear, whymustyieldcertainlyisI? Doctor, you said that ifone day, shetoldyousuddenly, said that onlyallowedyou to seeZelinin the time that sheagreed with, othertimemustreturn to the Asiancedarto treat , can youwant?”
“她可一点都不平淡。”龙裔翻了个白眼,向后躺在靠椅上,无精打采的说道。“她可是把所有的火气都对准我了。你知道那天晚上,她和我说什么吗?她说我可以在她在的时候,和他住在一起,但是我要单独睡一个床,还不能做任何事情,这样,她才会对我的存在睁一只眼闭一只眼,故意忽略掉可能会导致我们之间发生不愉快的部分。我不明白,为什么要让步的一定是我?医生,你说,如果有一天,她忽然来告诉你,说只允许你在她同意的时间才能见到泽林,其他时间都要回到亚楠待在,你会愿意吗?”„I......”
“我……”Doctorhesitant, finally, sheshakes the headslowly.
医生犹豫了一下,最终,她慢慢摇了摇头。Is looking at the JOSEFfinecheeks, sheseemed likethought ofanythingsuddenly, pattedstarting.
格奈娅望着尤瑟夫卡精致的脸颊,她像是忽然想到了什么,拍了下手。„Right, Doctor.”
“对了,医生。”„What?”
“什么?”„Youalsoattend the banquet!”
“你也来参加宴会吧!”„Are youcracking a joke?” The doctorseemed likebyprovokes laughter was the same. „Iwent, onlyputs to troubletoZelinandMs.Elf.”
“你在开什么玩笑?”医生像是被格奈娅逗笑了一样。“我去了,只会给泽林和精灵女士添麻烦而已。”„No, settledlike this, tomorrowIwill prepareappropriateformal clothestoyou!”
“不,就这样说定了,明天我就给你准备好一件合适的礼服!”„Yeah?”
“哎?”JOSEFperplexedlookedwas coming of spiritsuddenly, did not haveto discoveroneselfhave made the pleat the page in hand.
尤瑟夫卡不明所以的望着忽然来了精神的格奈娅,都没有发现自己已经弄褶了手中的书页。
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