„Looks atthis, Heizer.”
“看一看这个吧,海泽尔。”Zelintakes out a woodenbox case, thiswasheanddragonYiis crystallizing the place that the old mandiedto find, the crystallizationold manleftdaughter'srelic.泽林取出一个木匣子,这正是他和龙裔在结晶老者死亡的地方找到的,结晶老者留给自己女儿的遗物。Heizerdanglingeye, thensheraised the head, stretches the corners of the mouth, in the eyeflashes through an anger. „Youareremindmespecially, am I the inbornwaste?”
海泽尔垂下眼睛,然后她抬起头,绷起嘴角,眼中闪过一丝愤怒。“你是来特意提醒我,我是天生的废物吗?”„No, Heizer, regardless ofyouwantto sayanything, regardless ofyouwantto makeanything, butbeforeyoumake the decision, youmusthave a look atthis.”ZelinearnestsaidtoHeizer. Verticalpupilwiththatpair of brownpupilrelative, the gingeryellowsendingtree tophas becomebecause ofthiscursegot downgloomily, has been ableto see the coarse hand-reeled silk spun from wild silkwormsin the temple. „After youlooked, regardless ofyouhavewhatidea, followsus, stays behind, Iwill supportyourdecision.”
“不,海泽尔,无论你想说什么,无论你想做什么,但在你做出决定前,你一定要看看这个。”泽林认真的对海泽尔说道。竖瞳与那双棕色的瞳孔相对,原本姜黄色的发梢已经因这场诅咒变得暗淡下去,已经可以在鬓角看到灰丝。“等你看完之后,无论你有什么想法,跟我们走,还是留下,我都会支持你的决定。”Heizerlowers the headto look at the woodenbox case in Zelin, sheputs out a hand, buthandactuallystiffinmidair. Zelinis looking ather, withouturging, has not givenherwhatlook. ThisisHeizer'srecollection, facingor not, shouldchoosebyher own.
海泽尔低头望着泽林手里的木匣子,她伸出手,但手却僵硬在半空中。泽林望着她,没有催促,也没有给她什么眼神。这是属于海泽尔的回忆,无论面对与否,都应该由她自己选择。Shedoes not turn on the woodenchest, butkeepsin the relicthatstretch of forest landintentionally, merelyisbecausedoesn't wantthereforeto remember the death of father?
她不去打开木匣,而是故意将遗物留在那片林地里,难道仅仅是因为不想因此想起父亲的死亡吗?No, is notthis.
不,绝不是这样。Shecanhide the truth from others, butcannot hide the truth from the eyes of Zelin.
她可以瞒得过其他人,但瞒不过泽林的双眼。Sheworried that the ownpresentappearanceis unfair toher father, sorrycrystallizes the old man'stoherpayout and expectation. Thereforeshewill choose, desireaftercompleting the rebirthceremonyturns on the woodenchest. Thus, regardless ofinsideisanything, is the expectationandfather's of fatherencouragement of blameandfatheralsoor the hate of father, shecanacceptconfidently, andachievesitwith the ownstrength, completesit.
她担心自己如今的模样对不起她的父亲,对不起结晶老者对她的付出和期望。所以她才会选择,想要在完成重生仪式后再打开木匣。这样,无论里面是什么,是父亲的期望、父亲的责备、父亲的鼓励亦或父亲的怨恨,她都可以坦然接受,并且用自己的力量来达到它,完成它。Butnow, allhad turned into a happydream. The dreamawoke, shefell into the darkreality. The dreamcould not have gone back, the pastall, onlyhadfrontblackwoodenchest, was lockedininsideunknownthing.
但现在,一切都已经变成了一个美好的梦。梦醒了,她落入了黑暗的现实中。梦已经回不去了,过去的一切,只剩下面前的黑色木匣,被锁在里面的未知之物。Silent more than tenseconds, Heizerhad snatched the woodenchest, probablyis afraidoneselfto renege on a promiseitto throwto be the same, shehandflurriedtearing up that usesonlyto remainsealsin the abovenote. Gives the daughter the inscription the noteto be discardedbyherconveniently, thenmakes an effortto lift the woodenlid.
沉默了十多秒,海泽尔一把抢过木匣,像是害怕自己会反悔将它扔出去一样,她用仅剩的一只手慌乱的撕掉封在上面的字条。送给女儿字样的字条被她随手扔掉,然后用力掀开木盖。Does not have the magicscroll, not to have the magicaccessory, does not havepotionamulet.
没有魔法卷轴、没有魔法饰品,更没有药剂护符。Letter/believespeacefullying downininside.
一封信安安静静的躺在里面。Heizerpicks up the envelope, rips open side with the tooth, spitsargues the paper scraps, shetook outthatletter/believes.
海泽尔捡起信封,用牙齿撕开,啐掉嘴边的纸屑,她取出了那封信。【Heizer, mydeardaughter.】
【海泽尔,我亲爱的女儿。】
The familiarhandwritingheaves in sight.
熟悉的字迹映入眼帘。【Whenyouseethisletter/believes, Ishoulddie. Pleaseforgivemeto passtoyourmaking excessive demands and appraisal, the matter, Imusttellyou. Youare an intelligentchild, a goodchild, you have veryhighmagictalent, perhapsIhave been saying,yourtalentis very bad, studies the magicspeedto be very slow, is insufficientto the magicgraspingstrength, but if inPeterHeymdragonschool, youcertainlyis the namemost outstandingstudent. Hopesyouforgivemetoyourlie, youare not a stupidperson, you are most suitableto study the magicchild, crystallizingmagicto you are not a trouble, I believe that , inyoujustshowed the magictalent, Ithentaught that youcrystallizemagic, perhaps, yousoonhave the qualificationsto wear my topbighat.】
【在你看到这封信的时候,我应该已经死了。请原谅我过去对你的苛求和评价,有一件事,我必须告诉你。你是一个聪明的孩子,一个善良的孩子,你有着很高的魔法天赋,也许我一直在说,你的天赋很差,学习魔法的速度很慢,对魔法的掌握力不足,但若在彼得海姆龙学院中,你一定是名最优秀的学生。希望你原谅我对你的谎言,你不是个愚笨的人,你是个最适合学习魔法的孩子,结晶魔法对你来说不是个麻烦,我相信,如果在你刚刚展现出魔法天赋时,我便教导你结晶魔法的话,说不定,你已经快要有资格戴着我的那顶大帽子了。】【Right, Ilietoyou, becauseIdo not hope that youlearn/studyto crystallizemagic. WhenIreceivedthis when bighat that frommymasterhandis representing the inheritancestatus, Iknow,crystallizingmagic is not only powerful forcemagic, crystallized the magiccreatorisancientdragon the traitor, the gods of era, the big dragon of noscale, white dragonHeath. It is said the white dragononceconstructedhas let the palatialcastle that the worldlooks, onlytocollect its nearlycontained the book collections in worldallknowledge. Ourfirst ancestors, HumangreatestMage, bighatLoganstudy the white dragonHeath'snote, left behindthispowerful forcecrystallizationmagic. Butcrystallizesmagicnot to belong toHumanspell, result that eachcrystalmagicresearchersgo crazyunavoidably, ourfirst ancestors, bighatLogandieoffinalcrazy.】
【没错,我对你说了谎,因为我不希望你学习结晶魔法。当我从我的师傅手中接过这顶代表着传承身份的大帽子时,我才知道,结晶魔法不仅是威力强大的魔法,结晶魔法的创造者是古龙的背叛者,上古时代的神明,无鳞的巨龙,白龙希斯。据说白龙曾建造过让世人仰望的巍峨城堡,只为收藏它那近乎包含了世间一切知识的藏书。我们的始祖,人类最伟大的法师,大帽子罗根正是研究白龙希斯的笔记,才留下了这威力强大的结晶魔法。但结晶魔法不是属于人类的法术,每一名结晶魔法的研究者都免不了发疯的结局,我们的始祖,大帽子罗根正是死于最终的疯狂。】【Iloveyou, my daughter, I do not hope that youstep ontowithmefinally, crystallizes the researchersameresultwithother- Crazy, anddied. ButIcannotsaythismatter, Ipledgedtomymaster, thereforepleaseforgivemylieandtoyourattack. Ifhad anyone to killmefinally, Heizer, do not hatethatperson, Iknow how longIcould not have insisted, ifsomepeoplecanafterIwas crazykillme, to mewas the bestresult, thiswasmyextrication.】
【我爱你,我的女儿,我不希望你最终走上和我,和其他结晶研究者相同的结局--疯狂,并死亡。但我不能将这件事说出来,我向我的师傅发誓,所以请原谅我的谎言和对你的打击。如果最终有什么人杀了我,海泽尔,你一定不要恨那个人,我知道我已经坚持不了多久了,如果有人能在我疯狂后杀死我,对我来说是最好的结果,这是我的解脱。】【Going on livingwell, seeks the ownlife, Heizer.--- Foreverlovesyour father】
【好好的活下去,去寻找自己的生活吧,海泽尔。---永远爱你的父亲】Heizerlowers the head, hershoulderis shiveringslightly. Shethought in the past the fatherwhenowndesirereadsto crystallize the magicscrollangersecretly, thatis notbecauseownwill tarnish the scrollstupidly, butdoes not wantto makehermove towardcrazily. Shethinksshewas being urgeddepartureby the father, arrives at the deep and quietchurch, thatis notbecauseloatheshertalent, aboutherstudiesfelt that mustcatch up withherto walkdisappointedly, butishopes that shecanbe far away from the danger, with the aid ofcrystallizing the old menand others 'srelations, escorts toPeterHeymher, leavesRossRickerthisplace is apt to get into trouble.
海泽尔低着头,她的肩膀微微颤抖着。她想到了过去父亲在自己想要偷偷翻看结晶魔法卷轴时的愤怒,那不是因为自己的愚笨会玷污卷轴,而是不想让她走向疯狂。她想到了自己被父亲催促着离开,来到幽邃教堂,那不是因为厌恶她的天赋,对她的学业感到失望要赶她走,而是希望她能远离危险,借助结晶老者与其他人的关系,将她送往彼得海姆,离开洛斯里克这个是非之地。In the pastrecollectionone after anotherswamped into the mind, ifalsothatis rushing to some thing of corner of the eye.
过去一幕又一幕的回忆涌入脑海,亦如那正涌向眼角的某种东西。Lives, studiesandtravels, bit by bit.
生活、学习、旅行,一点一滴。
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啪嗒一声。Tearsdroppedon the letter paper. Heizer'sshoulderis shiveringslightly, shetightened the mouth, desireconstrained the sound, butshefailed. The soybeanbigwaterdroprushes to be firstpushes, dropsfollowing the chinin the letter/believes, dropson the seal of ground, moistened the characterline of giving to the daughter.
一枚泪滴落到了信纸上。海泽尔的肩膀微微颤抖着,她绷紧了嘴,想要压抑住声音,但她失败了。黄豆大的泪滴争先恐后的挤出来,顺着下巴滴落在信上,滴落在地上的封条上,打湿了送给女儿的字行。„Sobis not a disgracedmatter, Heizer.”Zelinis pattingHeizer'sshouldergently, saidinherearin a soft voice. „Pasthad passed, we have a long way to go.”
“哭泣并不是件丢人的事情,海泽尔。”泽林轻轻拍着海泽尔的肩膀,在她耳边轻声说道。“过去的已经过去了,我们还有很长的路要走。”Heizerembraces the Zelinnape of the necksingle-handed, the foreheadarrivesonhischest, the tearsburst a dikeflowing.
海泽尔单手揽住泽林的脖颈,额头抵在他的胸膛上,泪水决堤般的流了出来。
The candlelightis glittering, the face of sculptureday after dayis looking in thismain hall the story. Dissolutewailsound that in the quietbedroom, is only left overHeizer.
烛火闪烁着,雕塑的面孔日复一日的望着这片厅堂内发生的故事。沉寂的寝室中,只剩下海泽尔的放肆的哭嚎声。
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