AWE :: Volume #13

#1239: That year

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This pushes, felt in Bai Xiaochun that seems oneself in the deep sleep, was awakened suddenly, but along with his to open eyes eyeball, his soul loses memory that all should have, even he had forgotten who he is, the only feeling, is cold... 这一推,在白小纯感觉,就好似自己于沉睡中,被猛然间惊醒,而随着他睁开眼睛,他的灵魂似失去了一切原本应该存在的记忆,甚至他都忘记了自己是谁,唯一的感觉,就是寒冷… The sky is dusky, white snowflake such as the goose feathers are common, drop from the clouds, not only has covered the present world, causes fuzziness that it changes, has covered the earth, mountain peak of distant place, became the white. 天空灰蒙蒙的,白色的雪花如鹅毛一般,从天而降,不但遮盖了眼前的世界,使其变的模糊,更是覆盖了大地,就连远处的山峰,也都成为了白色。 A dry forest that say nothing of this moment Bai Xiaochun is, here trees under the stack of snowflake, by breaking by pressing, as before were been much strong as for these, as if became in this white world, many dry black embellishments. 更不用说此刻白小纯所在的一片枯林了,这里的树木在雪花的堆积下,不少已经被生生的压断,至于那些依旧坚挺的,仿佛成为了这白色的世界里,不多的一些枯黑的点缀。 „Small dust, do not rest, awakes quickly...” Bai Xiaochun's in the eye is bringing at a loss, he thought that he seemed has had a dream, remembered regarding all in the dream obviously very clearly, after may awake, fuzzy dream that actually anything could not remember. “小尘,千万别睡啊,快醒醒…”白小纯的目中带着茫然,他觉得自己好似做了一个梦,一个明明在梦里对于一切都记得很清楚,可偏偏醒了后,却什么都记不得的模糊的梦。 How regardless to think that as if cannot think, as if air/Qi of this day is too cold, not only frozen stiff his body, sealed the dust his memory. 无论怎么想,似乎也都想不起来,仿佛这天气太冷,不但冻僵了他的身体,更是将他的记忆也都封尘了。 Only... After the body had been pushed several continuously next, is having the anxious vision, appears in front of oneself, was frozen the small face of blanch. 唯独…在身体被连续推了好几下后,带着焦急的目光,出现在自己面前的,被冻得发白的小脸。 That is a youth, looks like is also 13 or 14-year-old, is very thin, on the body as if also has the injury, on the clothes some withered blood, his also is also very weak, but his eye lets all people sufficiently, after first time sees, is very unforgettable. 那是一个少年,看起来也就是十三四岁,很瘦,身体上似乎还有伤势,衣服上也都有很多干枯的鲜血,他身体也很虚弱,可他的眼睛足以让所有人,第一次看到后,就很是难忘。 That is one pair seems the eye of stars, in that in the eye deep place, hides one stubbornly with not to conform to its age very ruthless, only in looking to Bai Xiaochun, this youth in the eye very ruthless vanishes, displaces, is the kinship and warmth. 那是一双好似星辰的眼睛,在那目中的深处,更是藏着一丝倔强与不符合其年龄的狠辣,唯独在看向白小纯时,这少年目中的狠辣消失,取而代之的,则是亲情与温暖。 „Elder brother...” Bai Xiaochun opens the bilabial, makes the weak sound, the master of this small face, is in this moment memory, has the person of impression only, he remembers clearly, opposite party... Is his elder brother, with the father's blood brother with mother! “哥…”白小纯张开双唇,发出微弱的声音,这个小脸的主人,是他此刻记忆里,唯一有印象之人,他清楚地记得,对方…是他的哥哥,同父同母的亲哥！ Spoke these words, an exhausted meaning, emerges the whole body once more, as if this all around cold wind, making Bai Xiaochun unable to withstand, but the wilderness in this cold wind, lets Bai Xiaochun here, there is dreary of not being able to say. 说完这句话,一股疲惫之意,再次涌现全身,似乎这四周的寒风,让白小纯承受不住,而这寒风中的荒野,也让白小纯这里,有一种说不出的萧瑟。 In the winter, the snowflake falls gently obviously obviously, but in the sky besides the snowflake, has the massive winged insects unexpectedly... These winged insects carefully look, unexpectedly is white locusts! 明明是冬季,明明雪花飘落,可天空上除了雪花外,竟还有大量的飞虫…这些飞虫仔细去看,居然是一只只白色的蝗虫！ They howl in that wind and snow, as if their existences, making this stretch of earth place the famine year, the distant place has some refugees to contract the body, skinny like the firewood, in the eye is atheistic, seems living the deceased person... 它们在那风雪里呼啸而过,似乎正是它们的存在,使得这片大地身处荒年,远处有一些难民收缩着身子,一个个枯瘦如柴,目中无神,好似活着的死人… But which their was sensitive to cold this degree, may not have anybody to find the way to light a fire, perhaps was not does not think, but did not dare... In the sky these in the wind and snow has flown the locust, the indifference that in the eye disperses, Bai Xiaochun after seeing, bottom of heart trembles, his faint understands that the special physique of these locusts, the even if cold winter are unable to extinguish it kill, once lit a fire, feared that is attracts immediately these locusts, was not having the winter of grain, they, perhaps will be their food. 而他们哪怕冷到了这种程度,可却没有任何人去想办法生火,或许不是不想,而是不敢…天空上那些在风雪里飞过的蝗虫,目中散出的冷漠,白小纯在看到后,心底一颤,他隐隐的似明白,这些蝗虫的特殊体质,就算是寒冬也都无法将其灭杀,而一旦生了火,怕是会立刻将这些蝗虫吸引过来,在没有了粮食的冬季,他们,或许就是它们的食物。 These trains of thought appear in the Bai Xiaochun mind, as if had pondered all of a sudden too many matters, Bai Xiaochun's is gradually weaker, his difficult uphold hand, looks at that only then 7-8 year child arm, Bai Xiaochun's eye, slowly did not have the strength that continues to open... 这些思绪在白小纯脑海浮现,似乎一下子思考了太多的事情,白小纯的身体渐渐更为虚弱,他艰难的抬起手,看着自己那只有七八岁孩童般的手臂,白小纯的眼睛,慢慢的似没有了继续睁开的力气… Sees Bai Xiaochun to regain consciousness, youth relaxed, but is quick, as if eyelid that noted Bai Xiaochun's weakly as well as if cannot support, this youth was anxious immediately, has pushed Bai Xiaochun several, saw that own younger brother as if could not insist, the heart of this youth in the stabbing pain, he anxiously was panting for breath, he knows that younger brother here was hungry, at this moment can make the younger brother have the strength only to go on living, was food. 眼看白小纯苏醒,那少年似松了口气,可很快的,似乎注意到了白小纯的虚弱以及仿佛支撑不住的眼皮,这少年立刻急了,又推了白小纯几把,眼看自己的阿弟似乎坚持不住了,这少年的心都在刺痛,他焦急的喘息着,他知道,弟弟这里是饿的,此刻唯一能让弟弟有力气活下去的,就是食物。 „Small dust, insists again, the elder brother helps you look for food, you and others I, my a while come back!” That 13 or 14-year-old youth, obviously is at this moment anxious, in the eye brings to wipe decisively, when turns around, the look also had a fierceness, seems Lone Wolf, fierce directly soars the distant place jungle. “小尘,再坚持一下,哥哥帮你去找食物,你等我,我一会儿就回来！”那十三四岁的少年,此刻明显焦急,目中带着一抹果断,转身时,神色也都出现了一丝狰狞,好似一头孤狼,猛的就直奔远处丛林。 His thin and weak body, as if along with the Bai Xiaochun's crisis, erupted the astonishing toughness at this moment, in this cold winter, did not attend to own injury and weak unexpectedly, ran fast... Vanished in Bai Xiaochun's in the eye gradually. 他瘦弱的身躯,此刻似乎随着白小纯的危机,爆发出了惊人的韧性,竟在这寒冬中,不顾自身的伤势与虚弱,快速奔跑…渐渐消失在了白小纯的目中。 „Elder brother...” Bai Xiaochun muttered, but the sound has not actually passed on, he knows that the elder brother must help itself look for food, past memory, in this moment reappearing mind, his fuzzy remembering, since after the sky presented the white locust, again and again famine year, there is plague spread, people in village starved to death, dies of illness, included their parents. “哥…”白小纯喃喃,可声音却没有传出去,他知道哥哥是要去帮自己找食物,以往的记忆,在这一刻浮现脑海,他模糊的记得,自从天空上出现了白色的蝗虫后,连连荒年,又有瘟疫扩散,村子里的人大都饿死,病死,也包括他们的父母。 If is not the strength of his elder brother, stripped weak him to walk, feared that was he must die, was his elder brother, looked in this, even robbed food with these adults, from starting was hit, was bringing until afterward elder brother there in the eye ominously light, after one time time very ruthless, the adult was also afraid his elder brother. 若非是他哥哥的坚强,一路带着体弱多病的他走了出来,怕是他也要死去,是他的哥哥,在这一路照顾,甚至与那些成年人抢夺食物,从开始的被打,直至后来哥哥那里目中带着凶光,在一次次的狠辣后,就连成年人也都害怕他的哥哥。 But food each time, elder brother there majority of leaves him, even if the elder brother has an empty stomach swallows the saliva, exhibits not a hungry appearance, said often, is... 而每次的食物,哥哥那里都是将大部分留给他,哥哥哪怕饿着肚子咽唾沫,也都摆出一副不饿的样子,经常说的话,就是… „I am your elder brother.” Then, he can live now, in fact in Bai Xiaochun memory at this moment, oneself are called Zhou Chen, the elder brother is called Zhou Fan, if no this burden, by elder brother's very ruthless, in this resembles the tumultuous times in the world, certainly is better than the present... “我是你哥哥嘛。”就这样,他才得以活到现在,实际上在白小纯此刻的记忆里,自己叫做周尘,哥哥叫做周凡,若是没有自己这个累赘,以哥哥的狠辣,在这似乱世的世界中,一定比现在要好很多… But even if has the attendance of elder brother, weak he, when arriving here, could not support, 可就算是有哥哥的照顾,体弱多病的他,在走到了这里时,也还是支撑不住了, „Without me, the elder brother can certainly better goes on living...” Bai Xiaochun was muttering at heart, finally has closed the eye, fell gently along with the snowflake, the instance that his Life Fire, the gradual dimness, soon will be extinguishing, wind and snow of sky, was swept away by one suddenly suddenly immediately vigorously directly, complete spread came, even the white locust in that wind and snow, completely avoided, has revealed one from the sky, complexion was ugly, old person who passed through slowly. “没有我,哥哥一定可以更好的活下去…”白小纯在心里喃喃,最终闭上了眼,随着雪花飘落,他的生命之火,逐渐的黯淡,就在即将熄灭的瞬间,忽然的,天空的风雪骤然一顿,随即被一股大力直接横扫,全部扩散开来,甚至那风雪里的白色蝗虫,也都全部避开,露出了一个从天空上,面色难看,缓缓走过的老人。 In seeing old person's instance, all refugees in ground, shiver to worship on bended knees, wants to open the mouth to pray for rescue, the instance that but opens the mouth in them, from their mouths, there are massive locusts to crawl directly... 在看到老人的瞬间,地面上的所有难民,都一个个颤抖中跪拜下来,想要开口求救,可就在他们开口的瞬间,从他们的口中,有大量的蝗虫直接爬了出来… As if did not have including the strength of pitiful yell, these refugees in that pain, can only wait for the death. 似乎连惨叫的力气也都没有了,这些难民在那痛苦中,只能等待死亡。 This old person wears the Daoist robe, silently passes through from the sky, these on looks at earth by the refugee of locust parasitism, his in the eye were already pitied, there is a helplessness, sighed one lightly, the old man right hand lifted wields, refugee who immediately these pain struggled, seemed the extrication is ordinary, has closed the eye slowly. 这老人穿着道袍,默默的从天空走过,看着大地上的那些早就被蝗虫寄生的难民,他的目中有怜悯,也有无奈,轻叹一声,老者右手抬起一挥,顿时那些痛苦挣扎的难民,一个个都好似解脱一般,缓缓闭上了眼。 Completes these, old man is sadder, must leave, but vision after sweeping Bai Xiaochun there, he is suddenly light well, the footsteps fierce stop, carefully looked at several, his in the eye reveals wipes inconceivable. 做完这些,老者情绪更为低落,就要离开,可目光在扫过白小纯那里后,他忽然轻咦一声,脚步猛的停顿,仔细的看了几眼,他的目中露出一抹不可思议。 „Dao Physique?” The old men breathed rapidly, drop side Bai Xiaochun slightly instantaneously, the right hand wielded, immediately wiped the soft light to integrate in the Bai Xiaochun body, causes Life Fire that it must extinguish gradually, at this moment was steady. “道体？”老者呼吸微微急促,瞬间落下到了白小纯身边,右手一挥,顿时一抹柔光融入白小纯身体中,使得其逐渐要熄灭的生命之火,此刻平稳下来。 Under the careful examination of old man, his in the eye pleasantly surprised meaning is even more obvious, finally face upwards smiles, is holding stupor Bai Xiaochun, the direct lift-off goes far away... 在老者的仔细查看下,他的目中惊喜之意越发明显,最后仰天一笑,抱着昏迷的白小纯,直接升空远去… Until after the old person left time it takes to burn stick of incense time, distant place from the forest, Zhou Fan thin and small silhouette, limped to walk at this moment step by step, his behind in that snow surface, besides the footprint, the alarmed blood that one continuously dropped. 直至老人离开了一炷香的时间后,远处的从林里,周凡瘦小的身影,此刻蹒跚中一步步走了回来,他的身后在那雪面上,除了脚印外,还有一缕缕滴落的触目惊心的鲜血。 His leg was injured, on his face were also at this moment many several wounds, the abdomen same has the blood to overflow at this moment, the whole person looks like is very distressed, but his in the eye brings to be excited and inspired, his bosom, has steamed bun together, is bringing the steamed bun of blood, that is he went all out, snatches from others there. 他的腿受了伤,他的脸上此刻也多了几道伤口,还有腹部此刻一样有鲜血溢出,整个人看起来很是狼狈,可他的目中却带着激动与振奋,他的怀里,有一块馒头,带着血的馒头,那是他拼了命,才从别人那里抢来的。 „Small dust, I found to eat...” The youth walk quickly several steps, but the sound just spread, his complexion changes, is really here corpse everywhere, making his breath anchor immediately, in the eye reveals anxiously, fierce runs before Bai Xiaochun when place that is, to there, his anything had not seen, but all around these were gnawed to nip by the locust most probably, remaining the corpse of wreckage, has only let his heart, seems is held instantaneously maliciously. “小尘,我找到吃的了…”少年快走几步,可声音刚一传出,他就面色一变,实在是这里满地的尸体,让他的呼吸顿时停住,目中露出焦急,猛的就跑向白小纯之前所在的地方,到了那里时,他什么也没看到,只是四周那些被蝗虫啃咬了大半,只剩下了残骸的尸体,让他的心,瞬间好似被人狠狠的抓住。 „Small dust!” “小尘！” „Small dust!!” Youth voice mournful, lost the only family member, seemed lost all, his body shivered, sought unceasingly, finally knelt in the place that his younger brother vanished, the blood steamed bun in looks at hand, his tears fell. “小尘！！”少年声音凄厉,失去了唯一的亲人,好似失去了一切,他身体颤抖,不断地寻找,最终跪在他弟弟消失的地方,看着手中的血馒头,他的眼泪落下。 „Small dust...” In him in broken-hearted, has not noted, at this moment along with the smell of his blood, one flock of white locusts, is coming from the sky, his body, submerged instantaneously. “小尘…”处于极度悲伤中的他,没有注意到,此刻随着他鲜血的气味,一群白色的蝗虫,正从天空呼啸而来,瞬间就将他的身体,淹没了。
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