#36: The native country finds it unbearable to recall
Sits in meditationhalfsound, Zhao Hengarrives at the windowgradually, is bathingclearsplendor, is looking up tocoldmoon/month, the heartbothdrearyandconfused.
静坐半响,赵恒缓步走到窗边,沐浴着清辉,仰望着冷月,心头既萧瑟又迷茫。Althoughoneselfpresentis the Great Zhoupositionsuccessor, when the strength of all living thingssharesstillwinssouthproclaimed oneself emperorinitially, but the lifetimefeared that ishopelessthatto the highthrone, Gao Lanat the Heavenly Immortalpeak, only has the one pacefrom the legend, in the futurerealmwill be limitless, only ifpresents the accident, otherwiselongevityis prolonged, oneselfcannot waitcompletely;second, evenhas the accident/surprise, the Gao Lanmiddle coursedeath of the emperor, ascended togreat treasure will also not beoneself, will not be the position placed frontLittle Meng, at that time, the Great Zhouemperor can only the newmaster of Human Sovereign Swordchoice!
虽然自己如今是大周顺位继承人,分享到的众生之力犹胜当初南面称帝时,但有生之年怕是无望那至高宝座,一则高览处在天仙顶峰,距离传说只有一步之遥,日后境界不可限量,除非出现变故,否则寿元绵长,自己绝然等不起,二是即使出现意外,高览中道崩殂,登临大宝者亦不会是自己,甚至不是顺位排在前面的小孟,那个时候,大周天子只能人皇剑挑选的新一任主人!ButHuman Sovereign Swordrecognizesabove the lord, oneselfdid not think that will have the miracleto happen.
而人皇剑认主之上,自己不觉得会有奇迹发生。Therefore, the pastaspirationpastwish can only be an illusion, butwithoutthese, occupied the positionspatially, shares the strength of all living things, what significancealsothere is?
所以,自己以往的抱负以往的意愿统统都只能是镜花水月,而没有了这些,空占位置,分享众生之力,又有什么意义?Ignorant, good-for-nothing!
浑浑噩噩,行尸走肉罢了!Isthis/shouldtotallygives up, seeks the newpath?
是不是该彻底放弃过去,重新寻求新的道路?Butfutureroad where?
可未来的路又在何方?Zhao Hengis asking itselfrepeatedly, butdoes not have the answer.赵恒一遍又一遍问着自己,但始终没有答案。Has not knownhow long, hesawcoldYuexito sink, in the heartraisedsuddenly the inexplicableidea:
不知过了多久,他看见冷月西沉,心中忽然升起了莫名的想法:„Does not know whether this timeDivine Capitalcansee the samemoonlight?”
“不知此时的神都是否能看到同样的月色?”Thisread the same place, hisimmediatelyemerged the homesickness, thatcarrying/sustaining the place of oneselflifelike the picture scroll, flashed beforeover the past dozens yearsin the mind: Imperial palace, palacepavilion, Prince of Wei Residence, as well asmain street and small alley......
此念一起,他顿时涌现出浓浓的思乡之情,那承载了自己过去几十年人生的地方如同画卷,一幕幕闪现在脑海里:宫城,殿阁,魏王府,以及大街小巷……Shouldgo backto have a look......
是该回去看看了……Had a look at the pasttrace, walked intoduring the recollection, found the newpath!
看看过去的痕迹,走入回忆当中,找到新的道路!
After makingmakes a decision, the weatherwas just bright, Zhao Hengenters the Changleimperial palace, sought an interviewGao Lan, said the outsidemanyyears, lived the townshipto readsuddenly, wantsto return to the Divine Capitalancestor worship.
做出决断后,天色刚明,赵恒就进入长乐皇宫,求见了高览,言自己在外多年,忽生乡念,想回神都祭祖。
The Gao Lanvisionis profoundly difficultto be brightvisitshim, had not asked,nods the compliance.高览目光幽深难明地看着他,没有多问,颔首应允。............
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When refers to the high noon, over a thousandsailscanalobstructedday, the hundred boats competing to win, goodlivelylivelyscene.
时指正午,运河之上千帆遮日,百舸争流,好一番热闹繁华的景象。
The Divine Capitaltoweringriver bank, is huge the as ifantiquegiant beast, the dignity and profoundness, cultivated/repairedcompletely the housealongcanalboth banks, close, made noisevividly.神都耸立河畔,庞大得仿佛太古巨兽,威严而深远,沿着运河两岸则修满了房屋,鳞次栉比,喧闹生动。„Divine Capitalissobroad......”Eunuch Hu Doustandsin the bow, falls behind a Zhao Hengstepdistance, helooks at the familiarscene, cannot bear the feelinghave the sound, „the tigersecludesdragonPanseriously, the air/Qiswallows the world.”
“神都还是这般恢弘……”宦官胡斗立在船头,落后赵恒一步的距离,他看着熟悉的景象,忍不住感慨有声,“当真虎踞龙盘,气吞天下。”hearsword, Zhao Hengsighedgently, as ifreturned toarrivedto be young,
闻言,赵恒轻轻叹了口气,仿佛回到了年少,At that time, Divine Capitalis the worldcenter, exceededChanglethere are numerous similar cases, ten thousandbusinesscame totowards, the aristocratic familyto gather, the genuineair/Qiswallowed the north and south, alpha of ursa minortallZhao, the kingly waymadepowerhouseexpertnot dareto cause troubledignifiedlyat will.
那个时候,神都是天下中心,胜过长乐不知凡几,万商来朝,世家汇聚,真正的气吞南北,帝星高照,王道威严让强者高手们不敢随意生事。At this timealthough the shape , the air/Qihas disappeared!
今时形虽在,气已消!
The large shipanchors the harbor, Zhao Hengshouldersboth hands, is leadingHu Dou, passed throughdeepChengmendong, passed throughmanyyears of time.
楼船停靠港口,赵恒背负双手,领着胡斗,穿过了深深的城门洞,穿过了多年的时光。HeisGreat Grandmaster, going out is not not possibleto look for the Dharma Bodyexpertprotection, thereforebringsEunuch Hu Dou that is followingthroughout, the low keygoes south.
他是大宗师,外出不可能找个法身高人保护,因此只是带着始终跟随的宦官胡斗,低调南下。EnteredDivine Capital, Zhao Hengslightlymade the stopthento choose the direction, has not gone to the inner city, butwas betteris more remote.
入了神都,赵恒略作停顿便选择了方向,没有前往内城,而是越行越偏僻。„Prince, is thisgoes?”Hu Doudiscovered that the sceneryis getting more and more familiar, in the heartmoves, opens the mouthto ask.
“王爷,这是去?”胡斗发现景色越来越熟悉,心中一动,开口问道。Zhao Hengslightly nod: „Un, goes tothere.”赵恒微微点头:“嗯,去那里。”During the speeches, the frontpresents an occupying land areaextremelybroadbotanical garden, strangeflower/spendstruggles the colorful, auspicioustreeforest, passes throughDivine Passageriversto windherewindingly, to the utmostbeautifulcondition, too beautiful to behold.
说话间,前方已是出现一座占地极广的园林,奇花争艳,瑞树成林,贯通神都的河流在这里曲折回环,极尽妍态,美不胜收。„Jade Forest Garden......”Hu Doutwitteringwhispered the name of botanical garden.
“玉林苑……”胡斗呢喃般低语出了园林的名字。Thisroyal family botanical gardenknowsby the worldisJade Flower Banquet that becauseoncemanagedinthis act, butat the feast, Primordial SovereignDemon Emperorand otherpresent ageman of the hourorforever gloriousorshow talent for the first time, wrotemagnificentonepagein the annals.
这座皇家园林为世人知晓是因为曾经于此举办的琼华宴,而宴上,元皇魔帝等当世风云人物或光芒万丈或崭露头角,在史册里书写了辉煌的一页。ButtoZhao Clan's Divine Capital, remembering with eternal gratitude is actually the hope and disappointment of Jade Flower Banquetcarrying/sustaining.
但对神都赵氏来说,刻骨铭心的却是琼华宴承载的希望与失望。
The escapinglightflashes, Zhao HengandHu DouenteredJade Forest Garden, saw only the windingriversmanyto change course, left the obvioustrace, a woofDahuwater glarewas clear, all aroundcansee the crackand other bleaksceneries.
遁光一闪,赵恒与胡斗进入了玉林苑,只见曲折河流多有改道,留下了明显的痕迹,一汪大湖水光粼粼,四周能见裂缝等荒凉景色。Zhao Hengpacesslowly, sizes uptheseremnantmarkscarefully, the heartis having mixed emotions, theirappearancesruined the last chance of Zhao Clan's Divine Capitalresurgence!赵恒缓慢踱步,仔细打量着这些残痕,心头百感交集,它们的出现毁掉了神都赵氏中兴的最后机会!At that timehad not felt,in recent yearseven morelookedthoroughly, ifat that time, Jade Flower Banquettruearrangementsuccess, without„myth”„Celestial Emperor”Han Guangdisturbed, withoutputting the Great Tribulation Thundermysteriouscharacter, Zhao Clanthencanhave the Dharma Bodycharacterto suppress, the balancedsituation, cankeep up with the change of laterturbulent time.
当时还不觉得,最近几年愈发看得透彻,若那个时候,琼华宴真正的布置成功,没有“神话”的“天帝”韩广捣乱,没有放大劫雷的神秘人物,赵氏便能有法身人物镇压,平衡局势,可以赶上之后风起云涌的变化。Did not say that hasDharma Body to contend withGao Lan, buthadDharma Body, demonstratedenoughvalue, occupiesReality WorldsobroadareaGreat Jinwhatworrynot to have the great personto win over the layout, mayexpandgradually, meets as an equal to Gao Lan.
不是说有法身就能抗衡高览,而是有了法身,展现了足够的价值,占据真实界如此宽广疆域的大晋何愁没有大人物拉拢布局,藉此可逐步壮大,与高览分庭抗礼。What a pity, Zhao Clan's Divine Capitalmissedthis should better is also the lastchance, until now, was unable to recall.
可惜,神都赵氏错过了这最好也是最后的机会,时至今日,已无法挽回。„Ifreallycanreturn, rewritesthisphase of history, that would be nice......”Zhao Hengto close the eye, is breathing the river bankcool breeze, initiallyJade Flower Banquetprocessone by oneflowedin the heart.
“若真能回到过去,改写这段历史,那该多好啊……”赵恒闭上眼睛,呼吸着河畔清风,当初琼华宴的经过一一在心头流淌。Cannot go back, could not go backeventually.
回不去,终究是回不去了。NearbyHu Douis forced to leave native place, remoteis a guest, is the recollectionsis also profound, at this timekept sighing.
旁边的胡斗背井离乡,异地为客,亦是感怀深刻,此时长吁短叹不已。Zhao Hengopens the eye, looksto the inner city, sighed:赵恒睁开眼睛,望向内城,叹了口气道:„Returns home.”
“回府吧。”Prince of Wei Residenceis situatedDuozi Lanenearbyimperial city, is refreshingly quiet and comfortable, the carriages and horsesare sparse, althoughmanyyearshave nothing the masterto live, but must always have the servantservantsweep clear, lonelyactuallyclean.魏王府坐落于皇城附近的多子巷,环境清幽,车马稀疏,虽多年无有主人居住,但总少不了下人仆役清扫,寂寥却干净。Zhao Henghas not greetedwithanybody, puts on the courtyardto cross the institutedirectly, arrived in the study room.赵恒没有与任何人打招呼,直接穿庭过院,抵达了书房。In the roomhasseveralbookshelves, chocked up the books, the caseseveraldependednear the window, is shining upon the afternoonJinyang.
房内有好几个书架,摆满了书籍,案几靠在窗边,映照着午后金阳。Looks atthisfamiliarscene, Zhao Hengas iflooks atarrivedinitial, smallfiguresitsafter the caseseveral, the visionconcentrates on, studiesassiduously, day and night, left behind the immaturehandwritingineachbook.
看着这熟悉的场景,赵恒似乎看到了当初的自己,小小的身影坐于案几后,目光专注,刻苦读书,不舍昼夜,在每一本书上都留下了稚嫩的笔迹。Becauseis since birth physically weak, is unable to practice martial arts, many were neglectedanddespised, oneselfare unwilling, can only insanestudy, hopes that has been changed the destiny the strength.
因为生来体弱,无法练武,多受忽视与轻蔑,自己心有不甘,只能疯了般念书,希望藉此得到改变命运的力量。„That timeprinceshowed the forte.”Hu Douas ifunderstands that Zhao Hengthinks, as ifrecalled the similarpicture, could not bearsayone.
“那时候的王爷就展现出了过人之处。”胡斗仿佛明白赵恒所想,也似乎回忆起了同样的画面,忍不住道了一句。Thatisbecause of the arrivedhopeless situation, can only grabeachstraw, no mattercansave a life...... the Zhao Hengvisionto lookto the study roomroom, nowitis empty, nothing.
那是因为到了绝境,只能抓住每一根稻草,不管能不能救命……赵恒目光看向书房左侧的屋子,如今它空空荡荡,没有任何事物。Butmanyyears ago, thatisplace of the suffering distress, chocked upincense burnerbottlepotand otherthing, tocureXiantian(innate)is insufficient, forpracticemartial arts, oneselflooks everywhere the highly skilled doctorformula, triedmany means that has the acupuncture, has the medicineto steam, haspillwaterto boil the body, there arevarioustypes of strangepilldecoctions, everyreceives the enormous sufferingonetime, livingto might as welldie, if notin the mansioninexpert the vigorprotects the heart, has the court physicianto await orders, perhapshad died......
但在多年之前,那是自己受难之地,摆满了炉鼎瓶罐等物,为了治好先天不足,为了修炼武功,自己遍寻神医药方,尝试了很多办法,有针灸,有药蒸,有丹水煮身,有各种奇奇怪怪的药丸汤剂,每一次都受到极大痛苦,生不如死,若非府内高手以内劲护心,有御医待命,恐怕早就夭折……Insuchexperience, oneselfformed the aspirationslowly, after resulting inSix Pathstreats, step by steptoward the idealvanguard, had itself the road.
在这样的经历里,自己慢慢成形了抱负,得六道医治后,一步一步向着理想前行,有了自身之路。Suchvigorous, suchunwilling, suchsuffering, the shapewithfromoppressivehave also never thoughtgiving up, the more dead than alivefor a lifetime.
那样发奋的自己,那样不甘的自己,那样煎熬的自己,形同自虐也从未想过放弃,要死不活地过一辈子。Zhao Hengcalmlylooksin the past„”, as ifchangedmakes the mudto carve the puppet, unconsciously, the Great Sunwestfalls, the sunset glowdancewas spatial.赵恒静静看着以往的“自己”,似乎变做了泥雕木偶,不知不觉,大日西坠,晚霞舞空。Heheaved a deep sighagain, turns aroundto leavePrince of Wei Residence, moved toward the imperial cityto be.
他再次长叹一声,转身离开了魏王府,走向皇城所在。
Since Great Jinsubmits, the Divine Capitalimperial cityistwopoints, leavesZhao Clan, whileasremaining behindmansion.
自大晋归附后,神都皇城已是两分,一边留给赵氏,一边作为留守府。Theyjustnearlyremained behind the mansion, a gray-hairedmiddle-aged manthenwelcomed, saidsubmissively:
他们刚近留守府,一位头发斑白的中年男子便迎了出来,拱手道:„Divine Capitalremains behindQián Qiānto pay a visitKing of Jin.”
“神都留守钱千拜见晋王。”„Qián Qiān?”Zhao Henglooks atthisGrandmaster, onlythinkssomewhatfamiliar-soundingly.
“钱千?”赵恒看着这位宗师,只觉有些耳熟。Qián Qiānsaid with a smile: „Because ofPrimordial SovereignImmortal Venerated, the name of humble officerwas often talking overby the world.”钱千笑道:“因着元皇仙尊,卑职之名常被世人念叨。”„Isyou!”Zhao Hengnods, whorememberingis.
“是你啊!”赵恒点了点头,想起了是谁。It is reported when Little MengentersDivine Capitalinitially, resides inAntailou, hasMartial Hall„One with the Heaven”expertQián Qiānchallengeswhile the night, a bladedefeats, butwas raisedselectedone„road under foot”, later, heawakened greatly, defeatedheart demon, leftDivine Capital, measured itselfstep by step the road, finallypromotedperfectly, nowisGrandmaster, twoyears ago becameDivine Capitalto remain.
据传小孟初入神都时,居于安泰楼,有武馆“天人合一”的高手钱千趁夜挑战,一刀而败,但被提点了一句“路在脚下”,之后,他大彻大悟,战胜了心魔,离开神都,一步步丈量自身之路,最终完美晋升,如今已是宗师,两年前成为神都留守。Exchanged greetingsseveral, in Qián Qiānmakesthementer, all aroundpalacepavilionnumerous, performingis the Zhao Hengfamiliarscene, passingrecollection.
寒暄了几句,钱千引着他们入内,四周宫阁重重,尽是赵恒熟悉的景象,过往的回忆。„Guard Qian, is moved by the scenery to recollect old feelings and emotionsthis solitary one, thinks that is remaining behind the mansionto take a walk.”Zhao Hengsaid.
“钱留守,孤触景生情,想在留守府走动走动。”赵恒说道。Qián Qiānhas not rejected, the smilesaid: „Your highnessis optional.”钱千没有拒绝,微笑道:“殿下随意。”Said after thanked, Zhao Heng and Hu Doutrendremained behind the mansiondeep place, at this time the dim light of nightis strong, the palacelockedlonesomely and quietly, cool breezeto terrifyperson.
道了一声谢后,赵恒与胡斗走向留守府深处,此时夜色已浓,宫锁幽静,凉风瘆人。Graduallyin the slightlygloomy and coldpalacepavilion, Zhao Hengfell into the long-timesilence, Hu Doudoes not dareto talk too much, staticcompanion.
缓步于略显阴冷的宫阁之中,赵恒陷入了长久的沉默,胡斗不敢多言,静静陪伴。unconsciously, theystoppedbefore a palace, herefilled the airis being gloomyandcold.不知不觉,他们停在了一处宫殿前,这里弥漫着阴森与寒冷。Zhao Hengshut the eye, aspirates, sound transmissionHu Dousaid:赵恒闭了闭眼睛,吐了口气,传音胡斗道:„After submittingGreat Zhou, King Qinhas not gone north, tried a breakthroughagain, what a pity the failure, the foundationis damaged, is difficultto make up, is crushed with griefinthis.”
“归附大周后,秦王并未北上,再次尝试了一次突破,可惜还是失败,根基受损,再难弥补,于此郁郁而终。”King Qinoncedidsuchwas incapabledesperatestruggling.
秦王曾经做了那样无力又绝望的挣扎。Hu Doulivesto sinksuddenly the sentiment of depressed, does not know how shouldreply, asZhao Hengstepped intothispalace.胡斗忽生沉郁之情,不知该如何回答,随着赵恒踏入了这座宫殿。Justopened the front door, two peopleat presentat the same timeonebright, because the inside of palacepavilionis standing a man of bit widerobebigsleevetooneself, hairpitch-black, is gripping the woodenhairpin, sprinkledhoweveris looking atout of the windowchillyMingyue(bright moon)freely.
刚推开大门,两人眼前同时一亮,因为殿阁之内侧对自身站着一位宽袍大袖的男子,头发乌黑,扎着木簪,洒然自若地望着窗外清冷明月。„Devil Master!”Zhao Hengblurted out.
“魔师!”赵恒脱口而出。Han Guangis long-drawn-outturns around, visitshimto saywith a smile:韩广悠哉转身,含笑看着他道:„Wheneventuallyyoucame back.”
“终究等到你回来了。”
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