WORIOA :: Volume #7

#36: The native country finds it unbearable to recall


Sits in meditation half sound, Zhao Heng arrives at the window gradually, is bathing clear splendor, is looking up to cold moon/month, the heart both dreary and confused. 静坐半响,赵恒缓步走到窗边,沐浴着清辉,仰望着冷月,心头既萧瑟又迷茫。 Although oneself present is the Great Zhou position successor, when the strength of all living things shares still wins south proclaimed oneself emperor initially, but the lifetime feared that is hopeless that to the high throne, Gao Lan at the Heavenly Immortal peak, only has the one pace from the legend, in the future realm will be limitless, only if presents the accident, otherwise longevity is prolonged, oneself cannot wait completely ; second, even has the accident/surprise, the Gao Lan middle course death of the emperor, ascended to great treasure will also not be oneself, will not be the position placed front Little Meng, at that time, the Great Zhou emperor can only the new master of Human Sovereign Sword choice! 虽然自己如今是大周顺位继承人,分享到的众生之力犹胜当初南面称帝时,但有生之年怕是无望那至高宝座,一则高览处在天仙顶峰,距离传说只有一步之遥,日后境界不可限量,除非出现变故,否则寿元绵长,自己绝然等不起,二是即使出现意外,高览中道崩殂,登临大宝者亦不会是自己,甚至不是顺位排在前面的小孟,那个时候,大周天子只能人皇剑挑选的新一任主人! But Human Sovereign Sword recognizes above the lord, oneself did not think that will have the miracle to happen. 人皇剑认主之上,自己不觉得会有奇迹发生。 Therefore, the past aspiration past wish can only be an illusion, but without these, occupied the position spatially, shares the strength of all living things, what significance also there is? 所以,自己以往的抱负以往的意愿统统都只能是镜花水月,而没有了这些,空占位置,分享众生之力,又有什么意义? Ignorant, good-for-nothing! 浑浑噩噩,行尸走肉罢了! Is this/should totally gives up, seeks the new path? 是不是该彻底放弃过去,重新寻求新的道路? But future road where? 可未来的路又在何方? Zhao Heng is asking itself repeatedly, but does not have the answer. 赵恒一遍又一遍问着自己,但始终没有答案。 Has not known how long, he saw cold Yuexi to sink, in the heart raised suddenly the inexplicable idea: 不知过了多久,他看见冷月西沉,心中忽然升起了莫名的想法: Does not know whether this time Divine Capital can see the same moonlight?” “不知此时的神都是否能看到同样的月色?” This read the same place, his immediately emerged the homesickness, that carrying/sustaining the place of oneself life like the picture scroll, flashed before over the past dozens years in the mind: Imperial palace, palace pavilion, Prince of Wei Residence, as well as main street and small alley...... 此念一起,他顿时涌现出浓浓的思乡之情,那承载了自己过去几十年人生的地方如同画卷,一幕幕闪现在脑海里:宫城,殿阁,魏王府,以及大街小巷…… Should go back to have a look...... 是该回去看看了…… Had a look at the past trace, walked into during the recollection, found the new path! 看看过去的痕迹,走入回忆当中,找到新的道路! After making makes a decision, the weather was just bright, Zhao Heng enters the Changle imperial palace, sought an interview Gao Lan, said the outside many years, lived the township to read suddenly, wants to return to the Divine Capital ancestor worship. 做出决断后,天色刚明,赵恒就进入长乐皇宫,求见了高览,言自己在外多年,忽生乡念,想回神都祭祖。 The Gao Lan vision is profoundly difficult to be bright visits him, had not asked, nods the compliance. 高览目光幽深难明地看着他,没有多问,颔首应允。 ............ ………… When refers to the high noon, over a thousand sails canal obstructed day, the hundred boats competing to win, good lively lively scene. 时指正午,运河之上千帆遮日,百舸争流,好一番热闹繁华的景象。 The Divine Capital towering river bank, is huge the as if antique giant beast, the dignity and profoundness, cultivated/repaired completely the house along canal both banks, close, made noise vividly. 神都耸立河畔,庞大得仿佛太古巨兽,威严而深远,沿着运河两岸则修满了房屋,鳞次栉比,喧闹生动。 Divine Capital is so broad......” Eunuch Hu Dou stands in the bow, falls behind a Zhao Heng step distance, he looks at the familiar scene, cannot bear the feeling have the sound, „the tiger secludes dragon Pan seriously, the air/Qi swallows the world.” 神都还是这般恢弘……”宦官胡斗立在船头,落后赵恒一步的距离,他看着熟悉的景象,忍不住感慨有声,“当真虎踞龙盘,气吞天下。” hears word, Zhao Heng sighed gently, as if returned to arrived to be young, 闻言,赵恒轻轻叹了口气,仿佛到了年少, At that time, Divine Capital is the world center, exceeded Changle there are numerous similar cases, ten thousand business came to towards, the aristocratic family to gather, the genuine air/Qi swallowed the north and south, alpha of ursa minor tall Zhao, the kingly way made powerhouse expert not dare to cause trouble dignifiedly at will. 那个时候,神都是天下中心,胜过长乐不知凡几,万商来朝,世家汇聚,真正的气吞南北,帝星高照,王道威严让强者高手们不敢随意生事。 At this time although the shape , the air/Qi has disappeared! 今时形虽在,气已消! The large ship anchors the harbor, Zhao Heng shoulders both hands, is leading Hu Dou, passed through deep Chengmendong, passed through many years of time. 楼船停靠港口,赵恒背负双手,领着胡斗,穿过了深深的城门洞,穿过了多年的时光。 He is Great Grandmaster, going out is not not possible to look for the Dharma Body expert protection, therefore brings Eunuch Hu Dou that is following throughout, the low key goes south. 他是大宗师,外出不可能找个法身高人保护,因此只是带着始终跟随的宦官胡斗,低调南下。 Entered Divine Capital, Zhao Heng slightly made the stop then to choose the direction, has not gone to the inner city, but was better is more remote. 入了神都,赵恒略作停顿便选择了方向,没有前往内城,而是越行越偏僻。 Prince, is this goes?” Hu Dou discovered that the scenery is getting more and more familiar, in the heart moves, opens the mouth to ask. “王爷,这是去?”胡斗发现景色越来越熟悉,心中一动,开口问道。 Zhao Heng slightly nod: Un, goes to there.” 赵恒微微点头:“嗯,去那里。” During the speeches, the front presents an occupying land area extremely broad botanical garden, strange flower/spend struggles the colorful, auspicious tree forest, passes through Divine Passage rivers to wind here windingly, to the utmost beautiful condition, too beautiful to behold. 说话间,前方已是出现一座占地极广的园林,奇花争艳,瑞树成林,贯通神都的河流在这里曲折回环,极尽妍态,美不胜收。 Jade Forest Garden......” Hu Dou twittering whispered the name of botanical garden. 玉林苑……”胡斗呢喃般低语出了园林的名字。 This royal family botanical garden knows by the world is Jade Flower Banquet that because once managed in this act, but at the feast, Primordial Sovereign Demon Emperor and other present age man of the hour or forever glorious or show talent for the first time, wrote magnificent one page in the annals. 这座皇家园林为世人知晓是因为曾经于此举办的琼华宴,而宴上,元皇魔帝等当世风云人物或光芒万丈或崭露头角,在史册里书写了辉煌的一页。 But to Zhao Clan's Divine Capital, remembering with eternal gratitude is actually the hope and disappointment of Jade Flower Banquet carrying/sustaining. 但对神都赵氏来说,刻骨铭心的却是琼华宴承载的希望与失望。 The escaping light flashes, Zhao Heng and Hu Dou entered Jade Forest Garden, saw only the winding rivers many to change course, left the obvious trace, a woof Dahu water glare was clear, all around can see the crack and other bleak sceneries. 遁光一闪,赵恒胡斗进入了玉林苑,只见曲折河流多有改道,留下了明显的痕迹,一汪大湖水光粼粼,四周能见裂缝等荒凉景色。 Zhao Heng paces slowly, sizes up these remnant marks carefully, the heart is having mixed emotions, their appearances ruined the last chance of Zhao Clan's Divine Capital resurgence! 赵恒缓慢踱步,仔细打量着这些残痕,心头百感交集,它们的出现毁掉了神都赵氏中兴的最后机会! At that time had not felt, in recent years even more looked thoroughly, if at that time, Jade Flower Banquet true arrangement success, without myth Celestial Emperor Han Guang disturbed, without putting the Great Tribulation Thunder mysterious character, Zhao Clan then can have the Dharma Body character to suppress, the balanced situation, can keep up with the change of later turbulent time. 当时还不觉得,最近几年愈发看得透彻,若那个时候,琼华宴真正的布置成功,没有“神话”的“天帝韩广捣乱,没有放大劫雷的神秘人物,赵氏便能有法身人物镇压,平衡局势,可以赶上之后风起云涌的变化。 Did not say that has Dharma Body to contend with Gao Lan, but had Dharma Body, demonstrated enough value, occupies Reality World so broad area Great Jin what worry not to have the great person to win over the layout, may expand gradually, meets as an equal to Gao Lan. 不是说有法身就能抗衡高览,而是有了法身,展现了足够的价值,占据真实界如此宽广疆域的大晋何愁没有大人物拉拢布局,藉此可逐步壮大,与高览分庭抗礼。 What a pity, Zhao Clan's Divine Capital missed this should better is also the last chance, until now, was unable to recall. 可惜,神都赵氏错过了这最好也是最后的机会,时至今日,已无法挽回。 If really can return, rewrites this phase of history, that would be nice......” Zhao Heng to close the eye, is breathing the river bank cool breeze, initially Jade Flower Banquet process one by one flowed in the heart. “若真能回到过去,改写这段历史,那该多好啊……”赵恒闭上眼睛,呼吸着河畔清风,当初琼华宴的经过一一在心头流淌。 Cannot go back, could not go back eventually. 回不去,终究是回不去了。 Nearby Hu Dou is forced to leave native place, remote is a guest, is the recollections is also profound, at this time kept sighing. 旁边的胡斗背井离乡,异地为客,亦是感怀深刻,此时长吁短叹不已。 Zhao Heng opens the eye, looks to the inner city, sighed: 赵恒睁开眼睛,望向内城,叹了口气道: Returns home.” “回府吧。” Prince of Wei Residence is situated Duozi Lane nearby imperial city, is refreshingly quiet and comfortable, the carriages and horses are sparse, although many years have nothing the master to live, but must always have the servant servant sweep clear, lonely actually clean. 魏王府坐落于皇城附近的多子巷,环境清幽,车马稀疏,虽多年无有主人居住,但总少不了下人仆役清扫,寂寥却干净。 Zhao Heng has not greeted with anybody, puts on the courtyard to cross the institute directly, arrived in the study room. 赵恒没有与任何人打招呼,直接穿庭过院,抵达了书房。 In the room has several bookshelves, chocked up the books, the case several depended near the window, is shining upon the afternoon Jinyang. 房内有好几个书架,摆满了书籍,案几靠在窗边,映照着午后金阳。 Looks at this familiar scene, Zhao Heng as if looks at arrived initial, small figure sits after the case several, the vision concentrates on, studies assiduously, day and night, left behind the immature handwriting in each book. 看着这熟悉的场景,赵恒似乎看到了当初的自己,小小的身影坐于案几后,目光专注,刻苦读书,不舍昼夜,在每一本书上都留下了稚嫩的笔迹。 Because is since birth physically weak, is unable to practice martial arts, many were neglected and despised, oneself are unwilling, can only insane study, hopes that has been changed the destiny the strength. 因为生来体弱,无法练武,多受忽视与轻蔑,自己心有不甘,只能疯了般念书,希望藉此得到改变命运的力量。 That time prince showed the forte.” Hu Dou as if understands that Zhao Heng thinks, as if recalled the similar picture, could not bear say one. “那时候的王爷就展现出了过人之处。”胡斗仿佛明白赵恒所想,也似乎回忆起了同样的画面,忍不住道了一句。 That is because of the arrived hopeless situation, can only grab each straw, no matter can save a life...... the Zhao Heng vision to look to the study room room, now it is empty, nothing. 那是因为到了绝境,只能抓住每一根稻草,不管能不能救命……赵恒目光看向书房左侧的屋子,如今它空空荡荡,没有任何事物。 But many years ago, that is place of the suffering distress, chocked up incense burner bottle pot and other thing, to cure Xiantian(innate) is insufficient, for practice martial arts, oneself looks everywhere the highly skilled doctor formula, tried many means that has the acupuncture, has the medicine to steam, has pill water to boil the body, there are various types of strange pill decoctions, every receives the enormous suffering one time, living to might as well die, if not in the mansion in expert the vigor protects the heart, has the court physician to await orders, perhaps had died...... 但在多年之前,那是自己受难之地,摆满了炉鼎瓶罐等物,为了治好先天不足,为了修炼武功,自己遍寻神医药方,尝试了很多办法,有针灸,有药蒸,有丹水煮身,有各种奇奇怪怪的药丸汤剂,每一次都受到极大痛苦,生不如死,若非府内高手以内劲护心,有御医待命,恐怕早就夭折…… In such experience, oneself formed the aspiration slowly, after resulting in Six Paths treats, step by step toward the ideal vanguard, had itself the road. 在这样的经历里,自己慢慢成形了抱负,得六道医治后,一步一步向着理想前行,有了自身之路。 Such vigorous, such unwilling, such suffering, the shape with from oppressive have also never thought giving up, the more dead than alive for a lifetime. 那样发奋的自己,那样不甘的自己,那样煎熬的自己,形同自虐也从未想过放弃,要死不活地过一辈子。 Zhao Heng calmly looks in the past „”, as if changed makes the mud to carve the puppet, unconsciously, the Great Sun west falls, the sunset glow dance was spatial. 赵恒静静看着以往的“自己”,似乎变做了泥雕木偶,不知不觉,大日西坠,晚霞舞空。 He heaved a deep sigh again, turns around to leave Prince of Wei Residence, moved toward the imperial city to be. 他再次长叹一声,转身离开了魏王府,走向皇城所在。 Since Great Jin submits, the Divine Capital imperial city is two points, leaves Zhao Clan, while as remaining behind mansion. 大晋归附后,神都皇城已是两分,一边留给赵氏,一边作为留守府。 They just nearly remained behind the mansion, a gray-haired middle-aged man then welcomed, said submissively: 他们刚近留守府,一位头发斑白的中年男子便迎了出来,拱手道: Divine Capital remains behind Qián Qiān to pay a visit King of Jin.” 神都留守钱千拜见晋王。” Qián Qiān?” Zhao Heng looks at this Grandmaster, only thinks somewhat familiar-soundingly. 钱千?”赵恒看着这位宗师,只觉有些耳熟。 Qián Qiān said with a smile: Because of Primordial Sovereign Immortal Venerated, the name of humble officer was often talking over by the world.” 钱千笑道:“因着元皇仙尊,卑职之名常被世人念叨。” Is you!” Zhao Heng nods, who remembering is. “是你啊!”赵恒点了点头,想起了是谁。 It is reported when Little Meng enters Divine Capital initially, resides in Antailou, has Martial Hall One with the Heaven expert Qián Qiān challenges while the night, a blade defeats, but was raised selected one road under foot, later, he awakened greatly, defeated heart demon, left Divine Capital, measured itself step by step the road, finally promoted perfectly, now is Grandmaster, two years ago became Divine Capital to remain. 据传小孟初入神都时,居于安泰楼,有武馆天人合一”的高手钱千趁夜挑战,一刀而败,但被提点了一句“路在脚下”,之后,他大彻大悟,战胜了心魔,离开神都,一步步丈量自身之路,最终完美晋升,如今已是宗师,两年前成为神都留守。 Exchanged greetings several, in Qián Qiān makes them enter, all around palace pavilion numerous, performing is the Zhao Heng familiar scene, passing recollection. 寒暄了几句,钱千引着他们入内,四周宫阁重重,尽是赵恒熟悉的景象,过往的回忆。 Guard Qian, is moved by the scenery to recollect old feelings and emotions this solitary one, thinks that is remaining behind the mansion to take a walk.” Zhao Heng said. 钱留守,孤触景生情,想在留守府走动走动。”赵恒说道。 Qián Qiān has not rejected, the smile said: Your highness is optional.” 钱千没有拒绝,微笑道:“殿下随意。” Said after thanked, Zhao Heng and Hu Dou trend remained behind the mansion deep place, at this time the dim light of night is strong, the palace locked lonesomely and quietly, cool breeze to terrify person. 道了一声谢后,赵恒胡斗走向留守府深处,此时夜色已浓,宫锁幽静,凉风瘆人。 Gradually in the slightly gloomy and cold palace pavilion, Zhao Heng fell into the long-time silence, Hu Dou does not dare to talk too much, static companion. 缓步于略显阴冷的宫阁之中,赵恒陷入了长久的沉默,胡斗不敢多言,静静陪伴。 unconsciously, they stopped before a palace, here filled the air is being gloomy and cold. 不知不觉,他们停在了一处宫殿前,这里弥漫着阴森与寒冷。 Zhao Heng shut the eye, aspirates, sound transmission Hu Dou said: 赵恒闭了闭眼睛,吐了口气,传音胡斗道: „After submitting Great Zhou, King Qin has not gone north, tried a breakthrough again, what a pity the failure, the foundation is damaged, is difficult to make up, is crushed with grief in this.” “归附大周后,秦王并未北上,再次尝试了一次突破,可惜还是失败,根基受损,再难弥补,于此郁郁而终。” King Qin once did such was incapable desperate struggling. 秦王曾经做了那样无力又绝望的挣扎。 Hu Dou lives to sink suddenly the sentiment of depressed, does not know how should reply, as Zhao Heng stepped into this palace. 胡斗忽生沉郁之情,不知该如何回答,随着赵恒踏入了这座宫殿。 Just opened the front door, two people at present at the same time one bright, because the inside of palace pavilion is standing a man of bit wide robe big sleeve to oneself, hair pitch-black, is gripping the wooden hairpin, sprinkled however is looking at out of the window chilly Mingyue(bright moon) freely. 刚推开大门,两人眼前同时一亮,因为殿阁之内侧对自身站着一位宽袍大袖的男子,头发乌黑,扎着木簪,洒然自若地望着窗外清冷明月 Devil Master!” Zhao Heng blurted out. 魔师!”赵恒脱口而出。 Han Guang is long-drawn-out turns around, visits him to say with a smile: 韩广悠哉转身,含笑看着他道: When eventually you came back.” “终究等到你回来了。”
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