The person who opens the door, the check shirt, the jeans, the white skater shoes, looked does not have the girlfriend to help match the single dog of clothes, ordinary, finds at everywhere, but periphery that face, that aura, making Meng Qi have to plant the cool feeling. 开门进来的人,格子衬衫,牛仔裤,白色板鞋,一看就是没有女朋友帮忙搭配衣服的单身狗,平平常常,随处可见,但那张脸孔,那股气息,让孟奇有种周围凉飕飕的感觉。 Unexpectedly is another! 竟然是另一个自己！ Shouldn't oneself die in the rented housing? Did the parents withstand the pain of also nearly three years losing a child? 自己不是应该身亡于出租房了吗？父母承受丧子之痛也快三年了吧？ five senses that in a mold carves, among the manners just like the duplication, the aura is exactly the same, when agitated, Meng Qi also thinks that is the fluctuation of dissipation creates, has not become the attention. 一个模子里刻出来的五官,举止之间宛若复制,就连气息都一模一样,以至情绪激动时,孟奇还以为是散逸的波动造成,未成注意。 He looks present „” throw off the skater shoes, changes the slipper, rubs the kitchen, stressed half not to cut the good sausage to open gnaws, was knocked the head by the mother ruthlessly, only thinks that scene as if reappeared yesterday, resembles the imaginary seems true|really. 他看着眼前的“自己”甩掉板鞋,换上拖鞋,蹭进厨房,抓了半根还没切好的香肠开啃,被老妈狠狠敲了敲头,只觉场景仿佛昨日重现,似幻似真。 Memory happy broadcast like the movie, but that in memory was actually not. 记忆的美好如同电影般播放了,但记忆里的那个却不是自己了。 Who is real, who is fake? Fakes the true time false really also? 谁是真,谁是假？假作真时真亦假？ Is Demon Buddha or Yang Jian to cover, was not detected, desirably „manufacture” another, is hiding other fishy? 是魔佛或者杨戬为了掩盖,不被察觉,刻意“制造”了另外一个自己,还是藏着别的蹊跷？ He looks at dumbly the living room, the figure concealment is void, watches warm daily family activity performances. 他呆立客厅,身形隐匿虚空,看着温馨的家常一幕幕上演。 „The quick 30 people, did not have a conformation, rolls rolling, goes out the vegetable/dish end.” The mother pushed a weary appearance „”. “都快三十的人了,还没个正形,滚滚滚,把菜端出去。”老妈推了把一副惫懒模样的“自己”。 „Oneself” praised the sausage craftsmanship of mother to be extraordinary grinningly, the vegetable/dish that will then make carried, lowered the voice, is asking the father: „How much pin money recently also accumulated?” “自己”笑嘻嘻夸了老妈的香肠手艺非凡,然后将做好的菜端了出去,压低嗓音,问着老爸:“最近又攒了多少私房钱？” The father is covering the pocket, a face was vigilant: „Young brat, wants to hit your father pin money the idea? Your father am I easy? Does grocery shopping thousand province ten thousand provinces to accumulate the next several dollars each time, buys hold/container smoke/tobacco also to with beforehand good cigarette case install, your brat not only does not show filial respect to your father, but also always hits my pin money the idea, really hates not to have a daughter.” 老爸捂着口袋,一脸警惕:“小兔崽子,又想打你爹私房钱的主意了？你爹我容易吗？每次买菜千省万省才攒得下几块钱,买包烟还得拿以前的好烟盒子来装,你这兔崽子不仅不孝敬你爹,还总是打我私房钱的主意,真恨没生个女儿。” „Oneself” a face ask to pull saying: „Father, I asked one, were you as for so excited?” “自己”一脸讨打样道:“老爸,我就问一句,你至于这么激动吗？” Said while spends one pack of money, the stopper gives the father: „No-smoking, buys smoke oil anything replaces.” 边说边拿出一叠钱,塞给老爸:“戒烟吧,买点烟油什么的来代替。” The father has lent money. Sighed suddenly: „ I was on the mouth say, money yourself remain, in the family/home the condition was ordinary, cannot help your anything. 老爸借过钱。忽地叹了口气:“我就是嘴巴上说说,钱你自己留着吧,家里条件一般,帮不了你什么。 Now the miss requests also high, later takes a wife these also to depend on yourself. ” 现在姑娘要求也高,以后娶媳妇这些还得靠你自己。” „Gives you you to take, I am young and vigorous, having the school record is able, but also fears unable to make money? Oneself” do not care at to say. “给你你就拿着呗,我年轻力壮,有学历有能力,还怕赚不到钱？自己”满不在乎说道。 The dinner suspends. Enters the mother wordy time as usual, taking a look at this is unsatisfied, takes a look at that to wish one could to kick a foot, finally kept sighing: „Meng Qi, the mother did not ask you to care for the aged, but you were quick 30 people, an object did not have, I was anxious, a next door small clear(ly) was smaller than young you, the sons can be called the father. I know that your frame of mind is high, is not willing on, but age years old of grow perceptibly, leeway that later choose getting smaller, my was also old, is not healthy, does not think that dies unable to see the daughter-in-law......” 晚饭摆好。照例进入老妈啰嗦时间,瞅瞅这个不满意,瞧瞧那个恨不得踢一脚,最后长吁短叹道:“孟奇啊,老妈不求你养老,但你都快三十的人了,连个对象都没有,我心里急啊,隔壁栋小明比你小好几岁,儿子都能叫爸爸了。我知道你心气高,不愿意将就,可年纪一岁岁见长,以后挑选的余地就越来越小,我年纪也大了,身体也不好,不想到死都见不着儿媳妇……” Saw the mother more to say the patho, „” coughed, was smiling saying: „Mother, this is not the matter. Unrequited loves my miss not 100 also dozens, I must be selective.” 见老妈越说越悲情,“自己”咳嗽一声,嬉皮笑脸道:“老妈,这都不是事儿。暗恋我的姑娘没有一百也有几十,我当然得精挑细选啊。” Mother immediately was amused, horizontal „”: „Will boast! Has the skill before the end of the year, belt/bring comes back!” 老妈顿时被逗乐,横了“自己”一眼:“就会吹牛！有本事年底前带个回来！” „Is is, respectfully follows the queen mother imperial decree. Oneself” insert funny dialog. Makes the dinner atmosphere gradually gently. “是是是,谨遵太后懿旨。自己”插科打诨。将晚饭气氛弄得渐渐柔和。 Talks on and on about trivialities, the concern, quiet, cherishes conceals filled in the heart, active atmosphere, insists and filial. Constituted the warm happy family picture scroll, mapped the Meng Qi view, lets his surging emotions fluctuate, the mood complex difficult word. 一个嘴碎唠叨,满腔关爱,一个沉默少言,爱护藏于心头,一个活跃气氛,又坚持又孝顺。构成了温馨美好的家庭画卷,映入了孟奇眼帘,让他心潮起起伏伏,情绪复杂难言。 Affected, tastes, feels grieved, actually can only seem like the audience, calmly is witnessing all these, front as if has a gap, how not to wipe evenly, cannot pass through. 感动,回味,鼻酸,却只能像是观众,静静目睹着这一切,前方仿佛有条鸿沟,怎么都抹不平,走不过。 All these often appear in the recollection, is only matter that time mother was few talking incessantly wife, but now, oneself stand, looks at their enjoying family happiness, actually also had nothing to do with oneself again. 这一切时常在回忆里出现,只是那时候老妈还很少唠叨媳妇的事情,但如今,自己站在旁边,看着他们尽享天伦之乐,却再也与自己无关。 In the dream does not know that is a guest. 梦里不知身是客。 Washes dishes, drags, chatted, when the Meng Qi of Earth returned to the room, the vision contracted suddenly, the heartbeat sped up rapidly, because on the computer chair sits together familiar figure. 洗碗,拖地,聊天,当地球的这个孟奇回到房间时,目光突地收缩,心跳急速加快,因为电脑椅上坐着一道熟悉的身影。 If not know that there does not have the mirror, moreover puts on the difference to be enormous, he definitely thinks that looks at arrived. 如果不是知道那里没有镜子,而且穿得也差别极大,他肯定以为是看到了自己。 „Who are you?” He blurted out, the facial expression is frightened. “你是谁？”他脱口而出,神情惊悚。 Then only thinks the sound reverberation in the room, without the least bit leak. 然后只觉声音回荡在房间,没有半点外泄。 The Meng Qi smile is extremely pale: „Amn't I you?” 孟奇笑容极淡:“我不就是你吗？” His vision blooming black and white ray, a ancient lamp photo passes in the future, in the hand the Three Lives Vidyārāja Wheel static rotation, awakened „at present Meng Qi” directly the life remembers. 他目光绽放黑白光芒,一盏古灯照透过去未来,手中三世明王轮静静转动,直接唤醒了“眼前孟奇”的此生记忆。 Tip, passing reappears, Meng Qi underwent the childhood, youngster and youth again, has no difference from own memory, the time point that passes through, this Meng Qi's memory had not actually died, sent in the hospital, later understands that the life is ephemerus, dismissed the work, returned to the small county, very nearly lived with the parents. 点点滴滴,过往重现,孟奇再历了童年、少年和青年,与自身的记忆没有任何差别,不过穿越的时间点,这个孟奇的记忆却是没有死亡,送入了医院,之后明白生命易逝,辞了工作,回到小县城,与父母住得很近。 The Vidyārāja Wheel revolutions, the memory proceeds to trace again, a immediately blank, this Meng Qi does not have the previous generation! 明王轮转,记忆再往前追溯,顿时一片空白,这个孟奇没有前世！ „Originally was this......” Meng Qi shut the eye, clarified the cause and effect. “原来是这样……”孟奇闭了闭眼睛,弄清楚了前因后果。 Demon Buddha is to ask break free, the conduct is discrete, after oneself this „his I” will invest the Su Ziyuan body, moreover made a brand-new soul to replace „Meng Qi”, this soul did not remember, poured into own tips by Demon Buddha, formed the same character and manner, has the similar recollection, in some sense he was „Meng Qi” is not overrated. 魔佛为求脱困,行事谨慎,将自己这个“他我”投入苏子远身体后,另外制造了一个全新的灵魂来代替“孟奇”,这个灵魂本身没有记忆,被魔佛灌注了自己的点点滴滴,形成了一样的性格和举止,有着同样的回忆,从某种意义上说他是“孟奇”也不为过。 Later Yang Jian perpetrates a fraud, draws blood to pinch the body, replaced the mortal body. 之后杨戬偷梁换柱,取血捏体,将肉身也替换了。 „Having is in itself the Meng Qi's self- cognition, has the complete exhaustive recollection, has the same three view same same hobbies, therefore the surrounding person and even he himself believes that he is ‚I’.” Looks at familiar five senses, how many minutes/shares Meng Qi raises to realize from experience at present suddenly, „what for me? What for him? Actually what is distinguishes itself and others 's unique symbol? The gene can duplicate, the bloodlines can derive, to the view of something, to certain the sentiment of person or matter, came from the memory came from in the experience, after other person has the completely same memory completely same experience, who is I? Who am I?” “有着本身是孟奇的自我认知,有着完整详尽的回忆,有着一样的三观一样的性格一样的爱好,所以周围的人乃至他自己都相信他是‘我’。”看着眼前熟悉的五官,孟奇忽地升起了几分体悟,“何为我？何为他？究竟什么才是区别自身与他人的独一无二标志？基因可以复制,血脉能够衍生,对某件事物的看法,对某些人或事的感情,都来自于记忆来自于经历,当另外的人有着完全一样的记忆完全一样的经历后,谁是我？我是谁？” This is Mister Lu Da the uniqueness that recounted, this was Blue Emperor in the question of tracking down, found itself, looked truly „I”, was improves the life level the key link, was the legend, Creator (good fortune), and even Pāramitā key point. 这是陆大先生在述说的独一无二,这是青帝在追寻的疑问,找到自己,找真正的“我”,是提高生命层次的主要环节,是传说,造化,乃至彼岸的关键点。 Otherwise ten thousand are innumerable his I, in the past future how many did, how know me is I? 否则万界之中无数他我,过去未来多少自己,如何识得我是我？ Meng Qi did not leave the room voluntarily, arrives at the living room sofa to sit down, in the mind flashed through all sorts of clear(ly) to become aware, exuded many doubts, the mind like outside night, can see moon/month and star from time to time, but illuminated eventually not broken dark. 孟奇不自觉离开了房间,走到客厅沙发坐下,脑海里闪过种种明悟,又泛起诸多疑惑,心灵如同外面的黑夜,时而能见月与星,但终究照不破幽暗。 He does not have concealment figure, the cat of black and white interaction first is hides one side, then looks around to peep, then as if heard that the arrived familiar aura, leapt up, the specific use rubs the hand. 他没有隐匿身形,黑白相间的猫先是躲到一边,然后探头探脑窥视,接着似乎闻到了熟悉的气息,蹿了过来,用头蹭手。 This rubbed penetrated several years time. 这一蹭穿透了数年的时光。 Meng Qi feels the cathead, calmly sits, the appreciation at night, considered that my for me, whole person as if was covered dimly. 孟奇摸着猫头,静静坐着,欣赏黑夜,思虑我之为我,整个人仿佛被昏暗笼罩。 Unique „I” not only come from the character and experience, the so-called natural disposition really such as, the nature of Xiantian(innate), the initial brand mark, this is also the reason why his I and this I can always relate. 独一无二的“我”不仅仅来自性格与经历,还有所谓的本性真如,先天之性,最初的烙印,这也就是为什么他我与本我能够始终联系的缘由。 unconsciously, the rooster sings, the East is white, the dawn illuminates the sky, illuminated thoroughly Meng Qi dense fog at heart, his aware five main internal organs (entrails) was also light and lively, was higher than ten thousand boundary/world gradually, from Heavenly Immortal is not far! 不知不觉,雄鸡唱响,东方已白,晨曦照亮天空,照透了孟奇心里的迷雾,他自觉五脏六腑随之轻灵,渐渐高于万界,距离天仙已是不远！ At this moment, the gate of parental room opens, the father walked, blurry trend washroom. 就在这时,父母房间之门打开,老爸走了出来,迷迷糊糊走向洗手间。 The corner of the eye split vision has swept, he looks at arrived to sit Meng Qi on sofa, figure said: „Is so early? Did your mother's yesterday's words make you have the concern?” 眼角余光扫过,他看到了坐在沙发上的孟奇,顿了顿身形道:“这么早？你妈昨天的话让你有心事了？” The familiar tone, the familiar concern, Meng Qi purses the lips, the view dangles, said with a smile lowly: „Your son is mindless, how possibly to have the concern? Playing the game is too fascinated, stayed up all night, comes out to ventilate.” 熟悉的语气,熟悉的关怀,孟奇抿了抿嘴,眼帘垂下,低笑道:“你儿子没心没肺,怎么可能有心事？玩游戏太入迷,熬了个通宵,出来透透气。” Such question and answer, oneself, is more than 30 years of gaps, the warm scene of last night seeing does not need to envy again. 这样的问答,于自己而言,已是三十多年的间隔,昨晚见到的温馨场面不需要再羡慕了。 „You.” The father shakes the head, enters the washroom, comes out later to see in the Meng Qi hand to take some green plants. “你啊。”老爸摇了摇头,走进洗手间,出来之后看见孟奇手中拿着一些绿色的植物。 Meng Qi handed over with a smile: „Father, this is the arm of quick becoming a ghost isatis root , the branch, guarantees to cure all diseases, I online buy, but is definitely real, you use seven bowls of water to make soup, match the ordinary isatis root to share the property, every day will drink the first half cup not to cough again.” 孟奇笑着递了过去:“老爸,这是快成精板蓝根的手臂,呃,枝条,包治百病,我在网上买的,但肯定货真价实,你们用七碗水熬汤,搭配普通板蓝根分担药性,每天喝上半杯就不会再咳嗽了。” „Isatis root that becomes a ghost quickly?” The father laughs at one, oneself son is the mouthful running train, but a filial piety, gratifying. “快成精的板蓝根？”老爸嗤笑一声,自家儿子就是满嘴跑火车,不过一片孝心,让人欣慰。 He takes the isatis root, snort/hum the song, was going back to the room. 他拿着板蓝根,哼着小曲,走回了房间。 Meng Qi is built on the morning during slightly is white, calmly looked for a long time, left the home. 孟奇立于清晨的微白之中,静静看了许久,离开了家。 ............ ………… Forge „Meng Qi” a sleep/felt awakes always feels strangely, turns head to look to side, sees only on the computer table to place a paper, is pressing with the strange sheet metal. 伪造的“孟奇”一觉睡醒总感觉怪怪的,扭头看向旁边,只见电脑桌上摆放着一张纸条,用奇怪的金属薄片压着。 He takes up the paper to look, above writes several words: 他拿起纸条一看,上面写着几句话: „Henceforth in the future, you are a my brother.” “从此往后,你就是我兄弟。” „Parents are old, is not good to toss about again, gives them ‚to make up’ body, the medicinal herb can transmit to you.” “老爸老妈年事已高,不好再折腾,多给他们‘补补’身体,药材会传递给你。” „Has the matter to use Myriad Worlds Communication Talisman.” “有事用万界通识符。” „Meng Qi” is confused, is filled with vacant, what brothers? What Myriad Worlds Communication Talisman? “孟奇”一头雾水,满腔茫然,什么兄弟？什么万界通识符？ At this moment, his telephone resounds, answered conveniently, broadcasts the delightful sound that cannot forget: „Hey, Meng Qi?” 就在这时,他电话响起,随手接听,传来不能忘记的甜美声音:“喂,孟奇吗？” „Cai, Cai Yang? Meng Qi” is happy and startled, „how you are thinking calls me?” “蔡,蔡杨？孟奇”又喜又惊,“你怎么想着给我打电话？” „I asked several talents to arrive at your telephone, many thanks your yesterday's direction, wants to ask you to eat meal, un, if you did not mind, I had a friend to ask you to help.” Some Cai Yang lacking self-confidence gas channels. “我找了好几个人才要到你的电话,多谢你昨天的指点,想请你吃顿饭,嗯,如果你不介意,我有个朋友想找你帮忙。”蔡杨有些没底气道。 „Good, good. Meng Qi” simply has not listened to be clear about the following words. “好,好啊。孟奇”根本没听清楚后面的话语。 ............ ………… Walks in the staircase, Meng Qi bumps arrived to know many years of neighbor, he is accomplishes nothing, but is seemingly full of energy now. 走在楼梯里,孟奇碰到了认识多年的邻居,他算是一事无成,但如今看起来精神抖擞。 „Is Little Meng, so starting today early?” The neighbor big brother gave regards earnestly. “小孟,今天起这么早？”邻居大哥殷切问好。 Meng Qi nods: „Was old, the body is not good, must start to exercise.” 孟奇点了点头:“年纪大了,身体不行了,必须开始锻炼了。” The neighbor big brother un, collected suddenly: „Little Meng, you have heard......” 邻居大哥嗯了一声,突然凑了过来:“小孟,你听说过……” He started to be Ainley...... the Meng Qi unstated criticism. 他开始做安利了吗……孟奇腹诽了一句。 The neighbor big brother continues saying: „You have heard, has heard Neverborn Matriarch?” 邻居大哥继续说道:“你听说过,听说过无生老母吗？” ...... The Meng Qi vision projects on arrived his face.( To be continued.) 呃……孟奇目光投射到了他的脸上。(未完待续。)