„Right, I am Suo Lun, I am that bastard!” “对,我就是索伦,我就是那个混蛋！” After getting this answer, the Yan Nai'Er tears, are unable to stop, wells up continuously. 得到这个答案后,严奈儿的眼泪,根本无法止住,源源不断涌出来。 She has not cried to make noise, but the entire tender body starts to twitch, by both eyes that the tears charm, throughout is staring at Suo Lun. 她没有哭出声,但是整个娇躯都开始抽搐,被眼泪迷住的双眼,始终盯着索伦。 This silent sorrowful cry, making the Suo Lun heart pain to almost clutch. 这种无声的恸哭,让索伦心痛到几乎揪起。 He is not true Suo Lun, has not had that emotion with Yan Nai'Er. But at this time, he actually completely substitutes to enter Suo Lun, as if are the bastard man who that has thoughtless sex at first and abandonment later, is that the man who she injures must be a mass of cuts and bruises. 他不是真正的索伦,也没有和严奈儿有过那一段情感。但此时,他却完全代入进入索伦,仿佛自己就是那个始乱终弃的混蛋男人,就是那个将她伤害得体无完肤的男人。 He puts out a hand slightly, wants to clean the tears on her face, but extends half, how actually again unable to extend. 他微微伸出手,想要去擦拭掉她脸上的泪水,但是伸到一半,却怎么再也伸不出去。 Yan Nai'Er almost yowled unable to speak sadly, enough after several minutes, she was looking at the Suo Lun hoarse say/way: „Why?” 严奈儿难过恸哭得几乎完全说不出话来,足足好几分钟后,她才望着索伦沙哑道:“为什么？” Why her, completely is the Yan Nai'Er tender gruff sound, iced cold of Yan Shuang vanished without a trace. 她的这句为什么,完全是严奈儿的娇憨声,严霜的冷若冰霜已经消失得无影无踪。 Why her does not have not to have the tail, all of a sudden what Suo Lun understood her to ask was what? 她的这句为什么没头没尾,但索伦一下子就听懂了她想要问的是什么？ Why can abandon her? Is she is not very beautiful, doesn't she do well enough? 为什么要抛弃她？难道是她不够美丽,还是她做得不够好？ Suo Lun closes the eye, substitutes in own mood Wastrel Suo Lun completely, trembling sound said: „You...... Is one has no intention likely the angel of landing this world, is beautiful, is chaste. I was attracted by your beauty, therefore does not know that pursues you profoundly, does not jut out in the love, because of unfaithful/stamen, because to beautiful conquering desire.” 索伦闭上眼睛,将自己的情绪完全代入到败家子索伦中,颤声道:“你……像是一个无意降落凡尘的天使,那么美丽,那么纯洁。我被你的美丽而吸引,所以不知道天高地厚去追求你,并不出出于爱意,而是因为花心,因为对美丽的征服欲望。” Yan Nai'Er said: „Is that also what kind of? Starts not to love, later can also really the love.” 严奈儿道:“那又怎么样？开始不爱,以后也可以真的爱。” Suo Lun said: „more contacts, your mind beautifully is similar to an vortex, making me perish unceasingly, making me be afraid, making me from inexpensive ashamed vulgar. I am so despicable filthy person, how to be joined to you such beautiful mind. I have also thought innumerable, like this have restrained the unfaithful/stamen, lives with you for a lifetime. However...... A child of wanting to play all the time, could not receive own heart. Moreover, I cannot marry you, because I had the engagement with Gui Qinshao at that time. Whenever looks at your crazy love naive vision, I think that I pursue you to hug from the beginning am playing with the sentimental the goal. Even I already planned, rests 20 after you times, bids good-bye. However looks at your tenderness gruffly, your beauty, I feel the feeling of guilty more and more. I could not give you in the future, therefore can only the long pain be inferior to the short pain, my such scum...... Does not match to have your such angel, should make Liu Chen such man protect you for a lifetime, treats as the treasure to protect the life.” 索伦道:“越接触下去,你心灵的美丽如同一个漩涡,让我不断沉沦,让我害怕,让我自贱惭俗。我是如此卑劣污浊之人,如何配得上你这样美丽的心灵。我也想过了无数遍,就这样收敛花心,和你生活一辈子。但是……一个贪玩的孩子,是收不了自己的心的。而且,我不能真的和你结婚,因为我当时和归芹芍有婚约。每当看着你痴恋天真的目光,我就会想到我一开始追求你就抱着玩弄感情的目的。甚至我早就计划好,将你睡20次之后就分手。但是看着你的娇憨,你的美丽,我越来越感觉到罪恶感。我给不了你未来的,所以只能长痛不如短痛,我这样的人渣……根本不配拥有你这样的天使,应该让柳臣这样的男人守护你一辈子,当作珍宝呵护一生。” Here, the Yan Nai'Er tears again gushes out, then could not stop to cry to make noise, therefore covered own mouth with the hand, went all out to suppress the sob, caused the entire tender body in intense shivering. 说到此处,严奈儿的泪水又再一次涌出,然后止不住要哭出声来,于是用手捂住自己的嘴巴,拼命压制哭泣,使得整个娇躯都在激烈的颤抖。 „Moreover, I am afraid me...... I will fall in love with you really thoroughly, such words to me, to my family, is a thorough tragedy.” Suo Lun big mouth respite said: „Therefore I not only bids good-bye decisively, for certainly own escape route, but also pursues Princess Zhi Ning immediately. Then, is similar to a child of wanting to play all the time, by another beautiful woman attraction, therefore crazier investment. Reason that I pursue Zhi Ning crazily , because knows that I and she will not have the future, does not need the future.” “而且,我害怕我……我会真的彻底爱上你,那样的话对我,对我的家族,都是一个彻底的悲剧。”索伦大口喘息道:“所以我不但果断分手,为了绝自己的后路,还立刻去追求卮宁郡主。然后,如同一个贪玩的孩子,又被另外一个美丽的女人吸引,于是更加疯狂的投入。我之所以那么疯狂地追求卮宁,是因为知道我和她没有未来,也不需要有未来。” Each a few words that Suo Lun spoke, is the truth. It is not his truth, but is that Wastrel Suo Lun truth. 索伦说的每一句话,都是真话。不是他的真话,而是那个败家子索伦的真话。 Suo Lun this scum to afterward completely had the opportunity to cook the cooked rice the Yan Nai'Er shelled peanuts. Because Yan Nai'Er to recall this sentiment, has put down own acting with constraint and kept, flatters Suo Lun on own initiative. 索伦这个人渣到后来完全有机会把严奈儿生米煮成熟饭的。因为严奈儿为了挽回这段感情,已经放下自己的矜持和保守了,主动去讨好索伦。 However, Suo Lun not only has not bumped him, instead fast avoids. 但是,索伦不但没有碰他,反而飞快地避开。 At that time, he treasured Yan Nai'Er this pearl in the protection, has not hated to carry on the tarnish and injures. 在那个时候,他已经在守护珍视严奈儿这颗明珠了,已经不舍得进行玷污和伤害了。 Moreover, the long pain is inferior to short pain, he bids good-bye decisively. 而且,长痛不如短痛,他果断地分手。 This bidding good-bye itself, is a protection, because his Yan Nai'Er and this scum will not have the future, must therefore put her to be free. 这种分手本身,也是一种保护,因为他严奈儿和自己这种人渣没有未来,所以要放她自由。 However he is not very mature, this protection dropping, turned into a bigger injury. 但是他还是不够成熟,把这种守护性的放手,变成了更大的伤害。 That scum Suo Lun thinks certainly that the big demon who in this as if movie stops at no evil, sees a lovable chaste baby baby, his also understanding lives take pity on, not only does not endure to injure, instead will go all out to protect. 那个人渣索伦一定就这么想的,这就仿佛电影里面无恶不作的大魔头,见到一个可爱纯洁的宝宝婴儿,他也会心生怜惜,不但不忍加害,反而会拼命保护。 But at that time just fled side the father soon Yan Nai'Er, is pure is similar to the spotless pearl is ordinary. Therefore, she attracts the talent son who Liu Chen was like this natural does not arrest. However because Liu Chen in the heart loves, therefore lest cautiously has little frightening to her, however so overcautiously instead is unable to touch her. 而当时刚逃离父亲身边不久的严奈儿,纯真得就如同一尘不染的明珠一般。所以,她才吸引了柳臣这样潇洒不拘的天才男儿。但是柳臣因为心中太爱,所以小心翼翼唯恐对她有一点点惊吓,然而如此谨小慎微反而无法打动她。 But Suo Lun this scum this is different, he batters completely, is similar to a wild boar is ordinary, no matter this is the ordinary cabbage, is priceless emerald cabbage, first arched said again. 而索伦这个人渣这不一样,他完全横冲直撞,就如同一头野猪一般,不管这是普通的白菜,还是一颗价值连城的翡翠白菜,先拱了再说。 But what tragedy is, this emerald cabbage was too chaste, really such crudely was arched. 而悲剧的是,这颗翡翠白菜太纯洁了,就真的被这么粗暴地拱掉了。 Naturally, Suo Lun this wild boar had the opportunity to stutter this emerald cabbage in the belly, but he had discovered eventually her pricelessness, is not cruel enough to injure, places in this cabbage the vegetable garden cautiously. 当然,原本索伦这头野猪是有机会将这颗翡翠白菜一口吃到肚子里面去的,但是他终究还是发现了她的价值连城,不忍心伤害,小心翼翼地将这颗白菜重新放在菜园里面。 ...... …… All gotten rid girls are the same, wants an answer, why gotten rid answer. 所有被抛弃的女孩一样,都想要一个答案,为何被抛弃的答案。 Now, Yan Nai'Er got this answer. Why does not know, in her heart is sadder. 现在,严奈儿得到这个答案了。不知道为什么,她心中却更加难过。 She is sobbing the say/way: „I, I was once innumerable am thinking, scene that we meet again, but does not have one time like the present......” 她抽泣着道:“我,我曾经无数次想着,我们再一次见面的情景,但是没有一次是像现在这样的……” „I am also.” Suo Lun simple-hearted say/way. “我也是。”索伦木讷道。 „Yesterday morning you took Blood Ghost head was flushing, the sunlight has deceived your face, I think your form, suddenly discovered that you grew very much look like Suo Lun. However waits for the sunlight to put aside, sees your face time, I determined that you are not Suo Lun, because is different. The face can change, but the look is actually not able to change, but your look is different.” Yan Nai'Er said: „Formerly the look was very bad, frequently has filled teasing, was I can take off your clothing with the eye, that vision that but I did not escape.” “昨天早上你拿着血煞人头冲进来的时候,阳光蒙住了你的脸,我看着你的身影,忽然发现你长得很像索伦。但是等阳光移开,重新看到你面孔的时候,我又确定你不是索伦,因为一点都不一样了。脸可以改变,但是眼神却无法改变,而你的眼神一点都不一样了。”严奈儿道:“从前你的眼神是很坏的,时时刻刻充满了挑逗,就是我可以用眼睛脱你的衣衫,但我就是不脱的那种目光。” At this time, Suo Lun felt lovable location of Yan Nai'Er completely. She said escapes clothing spoken language time, is serious. 此时,索伦已经完全感觉到严奈儿的可爱之处了。她就连说脱衣衫这种言语的时候,都是一本正经的。 Suo Ningbing has said that the Yan Nai'Er innermost feelings are pure, the surface is serious, moreover spoke never beats around the bush, had anything to say anything, really said that started to begin. 索宁冰说过,严奈儿内心单纯,表面严肃,而且说话从来不拐弯抹角,有什么说什么,实在说不过了就开始动手。 Therefore each time and Suo Lun quarrelled, took Yan Nai'Er to be said is red in the face stuttering to be difficult to distinguish to start, took her powder fist violent to punch Suo Lun to finish. 所以每次和索伦拌嘴,都是以严奈儿被说得面红耳赤结巴难辨为开始,以她粉拳暴揍索伦为结束。 „You, really changed, I did not recognize you to come.” Yan Nai'Er vision complex say/way. “你,真的变了很多,我都认不出你来了。”严奈儿目光复杂道。 „You are also.” Suo Lun said: „You change are bigger, I just saw your time, does not dare to recognize each other completely, thinks that your also Elder Sister called Yan Shuang.” “你也是。”索伦道:“你变化更大,以至于我刚见到你的时候,完全不敢相认,以为你还有一个姐姐叫严霜。” Sees simple-hearted of Suo Lun, acts like a different person with the beforehand glib completely, the Yan Nai'Er innermost feelings have sad of not being able to say immediately. 见到索伦的木讷,和之前油嘴滑舌完全判若两人,严奈儿内心顿时有一种说不出的难过。 Has thought a while, she asked: „I left you to be far, moreover some avoided your news desirably, these days could you cross?” 想了一会儿,她问道:“我离得你太远了,而且有些刻意避开你的消息,这段时间你过得好吗？” Suo Lun shakes the head saying: „It is not quite good, the father, Suo Hanyi has not revolted, the Tianshui City territory was wrested away.” 索伦摇头道:“不太好,父亲不在了,索汗衣叛变了,天水城领地被霸占了。” The Yan Nai'Er beautiful pupil trembles, said: „I am not good, my father not, my Silver Wolf Corps also...... Also must be annexed.” 严奈儿美眸一颤,道:“我也不好,我父亲也不在了,我的银狼军团也……也要被人吞并了。” Therefore, two people fell into silent. 于是,两个人又陷入了沉默。 „Ningbing Elder Sister?” Yan Nai'Er asked. “宁冰姐姐好吗？”严奈儿问道。 Suo Lun vision one supple, said: „Elder Sister, fortunately, she requests to be quite simple, so long as I am safe, she is good.” 索伦目光一柔,道:“姐姐,还好,她要求比较简单,只要我平安,她就好。” „.” Yan Nai'Er was also silent. “哦。”严奈儿又沉默了。 Two people, as if chatted in QQ, could not find the words to say all of a sudden general. 两个人,就仿佛在QQ聊天,一下子找不到话说一般。 Finally, Yan Nai'Er breaks silent. 终于,还是严奈儿打破寂静。 „Tuling Duo said, you look for me, for my army, she said right?” Yan Nai'Er asked this saying time, the eye has been staring at Suo Lun. “图灵朵说,你来找我,是为我的军队,她说得对吗？”严奈儿问这话的时候,眼睛一直盯着索伦。 This issue, she has wanted to ask. 这个问题,她一直想问。 At this time, if Suo Lun is not, that deceives. If, that injures. 此时,索伦如果说不是,那就是欺骗。如果说是,那就是伤害。 You had abandoned me before, now to seek my army, therefore returns to my side, but also hides the identity with evil intentions, is this what kind of shamelessness? 你之前抛弃了我,现在为了谋取我的军队,所以回到我的身边,还居心叵测地隐瞒身份,这是何等的无耻？ The Suo Lun head dangles, the nod said: „Yes.” 索伦脑袋垂下,点头道:“是。” Yan Nai'Er stares the big eye , to continue to ask: „You to not come to see me, but wants through conquering me, reunites, then takes away my Silver Wolf Corps is right?” 严奈儿瞪大眼睛,继续问道:“你不是为了来看我,而是想要通过征服我,破镜重圆,然后再拿走我的银狼军团对吗？” The same day Yan Nai'Er, the speech is always such direct, does not know that beat around the bush. 当日的严奈儿,说话从来就是这么直接的,不知道拐弯抹角的。 Suo Lun almost must hang the head to the pants crotch immediately went, the nod said: „Yes.” 索伦顿时几乎要将脑袋垂到裤裆去了,点头道:“是。” The Yan Nai'Er beautiful pupil flashes through together the incomparably sad vision, even the eyelash trembles slightly, suppresses tears that must flow out. 严奈儿美眸闪过一道无比难过的目光,甚至睫毛微微一颤,强忍住要流出的泪水。 „I, I do not blame you......” Yan Nai'Er trembling sound said: „You for the family, use anybody also should be. Similar to I am not chaste Wuxia, to preserve Silver Wolf Corps, I have been choosing a man to marry. I do this, betrayed our love.” “我,我不怪你……”严奈儿颤声道:“你这是为了家族,利用任何人也是应该的。就如同我也不是纯洁无暇的,为了保住银狼军团,我一直都在挑选一个男人嫁出去。我这样做,已经背叛了我们的爱情了。” Immediately, Suo Lun is sad wants to cry. 顿时,索伦难过得想哭。 He felt that now scum Suo Lun pain, that type the mood of being full of the feeling of guilty. 他现在已经感觉到人渣索伦的痛苦了,那种充满罪恶感的心情了。 Excuse me, Suo Lun has abandoned you, moreover loves another in the presence of everyone, you were still saying that at this time you did this betrayed your love. 拜托,索伦已经抛弃你了,而且当众移情别恋,你此时还在说你这样做是背叛了你们的爱情。 Yan Nai'Er continues to ask: „If, nobody exposes your status, you continue by the Lan Ling status side me, how will you do?” 严奈儿继续问道:“如果,没有人揭露你的身份,你继续以兰陵身份在我身边,你会怎么做？” Suo Lun is dumbfounded all of a sudden, because his reply does not to have anything, but said is truly dreadful. 索伦一下子哑口无言,因为他的回答做出来还没什么,但说出来确实非常猥琐。 Yan Nai'Er said earnestly: „After becoming my candidate husband, you will help me using the talent, making me win in this struggle. Then, takes away my chastity using the manufacture opportunity, after becoming the genuine husband and wife. Opened your status again gradually, and turns into your army Silver Wolf Corps is right?” 严奈儿认真道:“成为我的候选夫婿之后,你会利用才华帮助我,让我在这场斗争中赢下来。然后,利用制造机会拿走我的贞操,成为真正的夫妻之后。再渐渐揭开你的身份,并且把银狼军团变成你的军队对吗？” Yan Nai'Er is very intelligent, her anything knows, but she is not willing to hide. 严奈儿很聪明,她什么都知道,只不过她不愿意隐藏。 Facing her eye, Suo Lun finally knows now, is most difficult to face is not full of the vision that intimidates, but has been full of the pure Wuxia vision, this vision meets in straight thrust your heart, making you hide nowhere. 面对她的眼睛,索伦现在终于知道,最难面对的不是充满威逼的目光,而是充满了纯真无暇的目光,这种目光会直刺你的心中,让你无处遁形。 „Yes.” Suo Lun hung the head to the pants crotch in. “是。”索伦真的把脑袋垂到裤裆里去了。 „Your like this plan is incorrect.” Yan Nai'Er said: „If all are really similar to such occurrence that you plan, then exposed the true colors in you instance, I either collapse, either commits suicide.” “你这样计划是不对的。”严奈儿道:“如果一切真的如同你计划的那样发生,那在你揭开真面目的瞬间,我要么崩溃,要么自尽。” The Suo Lun body trembles immediately fiercely. 索伦身体顿时猛地一颤。 Yan Nai'Er said: „After you have rested me, opened your real face again, you are make me regard Lan Ling you, is Suo Lun? No matter which type, were no different than other me and men commits adultery to be caught by own lover, even if you were the same people, but in my heart did not know.” 严奈儿道:“当你把我睡了之后,再揭开你的真面孔,你是让我把你当成兰陵,还是索伦？不管哪一种,都无异于我和其他男人通奸被自己的爱人抓到了,哪怕你们是同一个人,但是我心中是不知道的。” Suo Lun trembles fiercely, from the Yan Nai'Er angle, truly is this. 索伦猛地一颤,从严奈儿的角度,确实是这样的。 If all occur according to the plan, that...... Exposed the true colors flash , is really the Yan Nai'Er fragrant disappearing jade damages. 如果一切真的按照计划发生,那……揭开真面目的一刹那,也真是严奈儿香消玉损的时候。 Immediately, Suo Lun all over the body lives coldly, in the heart intermittent fear, starts incomparably to rejoice, all these have not occurred. 顿时,索伦遍体生寒,心中一阵阵后怕,开始无比庆幸,这一切还没有发生。 „Suo Lun, both of us changed, but you become more.” Yan Nai'Er said: „Former you, most liked deceiving people, the mouth did not have half a word truth. However now, you do not deceive people.” “索伦,我们两人都变了,但是你变得更多。”严奈儿道:“从前的你,最喜欢骗人,嘴里没有半句真话。但是现在,你不骗人了。” Does not deceive people, but plans were deeper, was shameless! 是不骗人了,但是心机更深,更加无耻了！ Yan Nai'Er said: „What I love is that bastard Suo Lun that likes deceiving people, is not present Suo Lun.” 严奈儿道:“我爱的是那个喜欢骗人的坏蛋索伦,不是现在的索伦。” The Suo Lun second understood her words, what she loves is that Suo Lun in memory, but is not the frivolous man who present mature she still loved the glib. 索伦秒懂了她的话,她爱的是记忆中的那个索伦,而不是现在成熟的她仍旧爱油嘴滑舌的轻浮男子。 Present she was mature, absolutely again unfaithful/stamen boy who will not fall in love with sweet words and honeyed phrases. However, had loved mark has inscribed in the heart, even if she became mature, this mark will not change. 现在的她已经成熟了,绝对不会再爱上甜言蜜语的花心男孩了。但是,曾经爱过的印记已经铭刻在心中,哪怕她变得成熟了,这个印记也不会改变。 Some people, always impatiently say goodbye to the past, took in the past as the shame. For example love that the past failure, the past weakness, failed in the past. 有些人,总是迫不及待地告别过去,以过去为耻。比如过去的失败,过去的幼稚,过去失败的爱情。 But some people, forever collected oneself past, even if were becomes again mature, even if found it unbearable to recall in the past again. 而有些人,永远珍藏自己的过去,哪怕是自己变得再成熟,哪怕过去再不堪回首。 Yan Nai'Er asked again: „Suo Lun, you want me to stop with Ji Gang slaughtering, bringing Silver Wolf Corps to go to Tianshui City to give loyalty to you are right?” 严奈儿再一次问道:“索伦,你想要我停止和纪纲厮杀,带着银狼军团去天水城效忠你对吗？” Suo Lun hesitant a while, then nodded, this truly is the idea of his innermost feelings. 索伦犹豫了一会儿,然后点了点头,这确实是他内心的想法。 „Sorry, I cannot achieve.” Yan Nai'Er said: „If Silver Wolf Corps is not in crisis, I am willing to help you. However now, I rather died in battle here, is not willing to escape.” “对不起,我做不到。”严奈儿道:“如果银狼军团不是处于危机之中,我愿意去帮你。但是现在,我宁愿战死在这里,也不愿意逃脱。” The Suo Lun nod said: „I know, therefore...... I also remain, I help you.” 索伦点头道:“我知道,所以……我也留下来,我帮你。” „It is not good.” Yan Nai'Er shakes the head saying: „That man of my side can be anybody, but cannot be Suo Lun absolutely.” “不行。”严奈儿摇头道:“我身边的那个男人可以是任何人,但绝对不能是索伦。” Suo Lun immediately hiss sound said: „Why?” 索伦顿时嘶声道:“为什么？” Yan Nai'Er said: „I have said that I do not hate you, but does not forgive you, separation of husband and wife impossible reunion.” 严奈儿道:“我说过,我不恨你,但是也绝不原谅你,破镜就不可能重圆。” Suo Lun said loudly: „My anything does not want, my anything does not want, I remain to help you.” 索伦大声道:“我什么都不要,我什么都不要,我就留下来帮你。” „It is not good, I am not willing to have a deficit anybody.” Yan Nai'Er said: „Although some few words said very well, meets to might as well fondly remember. But I thank today's meeting, let our past thorough farewell the opportunity, enabling me to make the Yan Nai'Er exuviate turn into Yan Shuang thoroughly.” “不行,我不愿意亏欠任何人。”严奈儿道:“尽管有一句话说得很好,相见不如怀念。但我还是感谢今天的见面,让我们都有一次个过去彻底告别的机会,让我可以彻底让严奈儿蜕变成严霜。” Suo Lun is burning with impatience, as if there is countless words in turbulently, could not say half a word. 索伦心急如焚,仿佛有千言万语在汹涌,却说不出半句。 Deeply takes a breath, Yan Nai'Er walks toward outside, while said: „Suo Lun, to your likes me forever collecting in the heart, but what is done cannot be undone, we are unable to return again. Starting today, we completely cut off relations. You walk, you handle your matter, I handle my matter, in the great family heart each other bless, but each other is also far away.” 深深吸一口气,严奈儿一边朝外面走去,一边道:“索伦,对你的爱我会永远珍藏在心中,但是覆水难收,我们都无法再回到过去。从今天开始,我们就彻底断绝关系。你走吧,你去做你的事情,我去做我的事情,大家心中彼此祝福,但是也彼此远离。” ...... …… Note: Third delivers, today has written 14,000, was really the tired paralysis, was old! 注:第三更送上,今天写了14000,真是累瘫了,老了！