ZTJ :: Volume #2 Do Not Say 'You Start Too Early'

#31: Woman who cannot want, shameless man


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Popular recommendation:, 热门推荐:、 , , , , , , Pure writing online reading home station domain name 纯文字在线阅读本站域名 Cell phone synchronization reading please visit 手机同步阅读请访问 Sun of distant place is hanging in prairie edge, is very low, in heavy line that the beast tide forms, there are monster beast that can soar to fly, covered the ray, the world was gradually dim. 远处的太阳在草原的边缘悬挂着,很低,兽潮形成的黑线里,有很多能够飞翔的妖兽飞了出来,遮挡住了光线,天地渐渐昏暗。 Above the mausoleum stage, green Wutong, the shadow is motley, falls on their bodies, as if the dark night arrives ahead of time. 陵墓高台之上,青青梧桐叶里,阴影斑驳,落在他们的身上,仿佛黑夜提前到来。 night was often symbolizing the death and end, but was representing every so often also the security. Under covering up of night, people dare the matter that handles usually does not dare to handle, dares the sentiment of revealing usually does not dare to reveal, dared to say words that usually inconveniently spoke. 夜色往往象征着死亡与终结,但很多时候也代表着安全。在夜色的遮掩下,人们敢于做平时不敢做的事情,敢于流露平时不敢流露的感情,敢于说很多平时不便说的话。 These words often are the truth, is the real soul talk. 那些话往往都是真话,都是真心话。 At this time, they did not see clearly each other face, can only see the eye of opposite party. Is good is very clean because of their eyes, is very bright. Chen Changshen looks at her eye silent long time, suddenly said: Actually, I had a matter to deceive you.” 此时,他们已经看不清楚彼此的脸,只能看见对方的眼睛。好在他们的眼睛都很干净,都很明亮。陈长生看着她的眼睛沉默了很长时间,忽然说道:“其实,我有件事情骗了你。” Xu Yourong is somewhat surprised, asked in a soft voice: What matter?” 徐有容有些吃惊,轻声问道:“什么事情?” Chen Changshen does not have the direct reaction, said: Reason that I will choose to deceive you at that time , because...... I have the engagement in the body.” 陈长生没有直接回答,说道:“之所以我当时会选择骗你,是因为……我有婚约在身。” After saying these words, he thought that he was more relaxed, moreover he knows why very much definite one will think relaxed. 说出这句话后,他觉得自己轻松了很多,而且他很确定地知道自己为什么会觉得轻松。 After Xu Yourong hear these words, silent long time, why does not know, thought that somewhat light losing, actually does not know why one lose. 徐有容听完这句话后,沉默了很长时间,不知道为什么,觉得有些淡淡的失落,却不知道自己因何而失落。 Once courage matter takes after pouch, then starts the blooming innumerable brilliance and Cutting Edge, returns in it the pouch very much difficultly again, is very difficult to make it once more gloomy. 勇气这种事情一旦从囊中取出来之后,便开始绽放无数光彩与锋芒,很难再把它放回囊中,也很难让它再次变得黯淡无光。 Chen Changshen looks at her eye , to continue saying: But I do not want to marry her, I will break an engagement.” 陈长生看着她的眼睛,继续说道:“但我不想娶她,我会退婚。” This is the supplement, is the explanation, announced that is the commitment. Although between he and her any matter has not occurred, he does not know that the opposite party has any idea, but since he has moved first, the cleanness that then must handle these matters, like Senior Brother has said such, only then works cleanly, can obtain the attractive result. 这是补充,是解释,是宣告,是承诺。虽然他和她之间什么事情都没有发生,他根本不知道对方有啥想法,但既然他先动心了,那么便要把这些事情做的干干净净,就像师兄说过的那样,只有干干净净地做事,才能得到漂漂亮亮的结果。 Xu Yourong thought that his eye is extremely bright, lowered the head, in has at heart slightly is thinking angry, this matter to me said that what makes? 徐有容觉得他的眼睛太过明亮,低下头去,在心里有些微恼想着,这种事情对我说做什么? Very is then marvelous, she remembers oneself that fiance, that fellow exhausts the method, must marry itself...... Yes, to the present, she has had to acknowledge that own fiance is very outstanding, is more outstanding, but the plans of that fellow she imagines are extremely profound, is extremely false, where like this Snow Mountain Sect disciple sincere reliable. 然后很奇妙的,她想起自己那位未婚夫,那个家伙用尽手段,就是要娶自己……是的,到了现在,她不得不承认自己的未婚夫很优秀,比她想象的还要优秀,但那个家伙的心机太过深刻,太过虚伪,哪里像这个雪山宗弟子一样诚恳可靠。 Why will compare with that fellow with him? 为什么自己会拿他和那个家伙比? She thinks of this point suddenly, micro sleep is flustered, asks: Why you do not want to marry...... That female?” 她忽然想到这一点,微觉心慌,问道:“你为什么不想娶……那个女子?” She asked that this issue, wants to conceal own mood to change, wants not to go to think these somewhat shy matter by oneself, is she wants to know really very much that actually he likes what kind of female, does not like what kind of female. 她问这个问题,是想掩饰自己的情绪变化,是想让自己不去想那些有些害羞的事情,也是她真的很想知道,他究竟喜欢怎样的女子,不喜欢怎样的女子。 Chen Changshen silent little while, said: My fiancee, is famous in our that side.” 陈长生沉默了会儿,说道:“我的未婚妻,在我们那边非常出名。” Xu Yourong thought that the place of northwest bitter cold, once these aristocratic families already declined, is narrow-minded to be, how to become famous again also mediocre, oneself did not understand. 徐有容心想,西北苦寒之地,曾经的那些世家已然衰落,到底是偏狭所在,再如何出名也不过如此,自己就不了解。 She...... Very proud.” “她……很骄傲。” Chen Changshen carefully thinks very much, although he very repugnant that female, actually does not want before other female saying that her too many malicious remarks, after having considered words and expressions , to continue saying: Possibly is the family background reason, the environment since childhood is different, therefore she is very proud, did not say that she put on a high and mighty act, is bossy, but said that she has been used to processing all matters of occupying a commanding position...... Including me.” 陈长生很认真地想了想,他虽然很讨厌那个女子,却不想在别的女子面前说她太多坏话,斟酌了一番词语之后,继续说道:“可能是家世的原因,从小的环境不同,所以她真的很骄傲,不是说她趾高气昂、颐指气使,而是说她习惯了居高临下的处理所有事情……包括我。” Xu Yourong always does not like these arrogance arrogant aristocratic family young ladies, said: You meant that she is looking down upon you?” 徐有容向来都不喜欢那些傲气凌人的世家小姐,说道:“你的意思是说她瞧不起你?” Chen Changshen nodded. 陈长生点了点头。 Xu Yourong thought that the talent of this person is so outstanding, knowledge to be so vast, the personality is so sincere, that fiancees are looking down upon him, that is how proud stupid, the vision is how awful. 徐有容心想此人的天赋如此出众、学识如此广博,性情如此诚恳,那位未婚妻都瞧不起他,那得是多么骄傲愚蠢,眼光又得是多么糟糕啊。 He said: What actually I most do not like is her type does intentionally the aloof from worldly affairs stance, is eats the grain miscellaneous grains to grow up, is not the deity of meal wind food dew.” 他说道:“其实我最不喜欢的是她那种故作清高的姿态,都是吃五谷杂粮长大的,又不是餐风食露的神仙。” Xu Yourong approves of his view very much, often saw that likes South Stream Temple Outer Sect these senior sister Junior Sister White Gauze wearing a mask, walks silently, the skirt suspends does not swing, does not eat the world smoke and fire to the common people not false color the appearance, she then does not think comfortably, therefore she sits alone in the cliffs frequently, once in a while then must go to the small town to hit to play cards, found some life the pleasure. 徐有容很赞同他的说法,每每看到喜欢南溪斋外门的那些师姐师妹白纱蒙面,行走悄然无声,裙摆不摇,对世人不假颜色、不食人间烟火的模样,她便觉得不自在,所以她经常在崖间独坐,隔一段时间便要去小镇上打打牌,重新找到一些生活的乐趣。 But afterward for some reasons, she agreed with this engagement.” “但后来因为某种原因,她又同意了这份婚约。” Chen Changshen continues saying: Actually I am very clear her idea, but wants to use me.” 陈长生继续说道:“其实我很清楚她的想法,不过是想利用我罢了。” Xu Yourong thought that afterward he entered Snow Mountain Sect Hidden Sect probably, starts to expose own talent, looks at has boundless prospects, his fiancee will change the mind. Read and this, her appraisal to that female lowered, even some shame was not proud, stupid, the vision was awful, that was also saved, but this...... But moral issue. 徐有容心想,大概是后来他进了雪山宗隐门,开始展露自己的才华,看着前途无量,他的未婚妻才会改变主意。一念及此,她对那名女子的评价更低了些,甚至有些不耻骄傲,愚蠢,眼光糟糕,那都还有得救,但这……可是道德问题。 This female, does not want, breaking an engagement is the best choice.” “这种女子,不要也罢,退婚是最好的选择。” Her looks at Chen Changshen comfort said that somewhat sympathizes with his bitter experience. 看着陈长生安慰说道,有些同情他的遭遇。 Yes, I also like this think that now, I thought particularly breaks an engagement is right.” “是的,我也是这样想的,尤其是现在,我更觉得退婚是对的。” Chen Changshen looks at she said that these words i.e. listen to her. 陈长生看着她说道,这句话就是说给她听的。 Xu Yourong looks at he more and more bright eyes, are listening to his voice shivering in slightly, was startled. She is an incomparably intelligent female, how can not understand this on behalf of anything. She thinks again somewhat is flustered, and is getting more and more hurried. 徐有容看着他越来越明亮的眼睛,听着他声音里的微微颤抖,不由怔住了。她是一个无比聪慧的女子,怎能不明白这代表着什么。她再一次觉得有些心慌,而且越来越慌。 She remembers herself also to have the engagement in the body, and has not told him, thinks that this is the reason that is flustered, is not clear, in certain specific times, excited is too quick, is easy to be flustered. 她想起自己也有婚约在身,而且没有告诉他,以为这便是心慌的来由,却不明白,在某些特定的时刻,心动的太快,也容易心慌。 The skylight is dark, the wu leaf is light, gradually warms numbly, the stage in mausoleum, such as the night is ordinary. 天光幽暗,梧叶轻飘,麻木渐暖,陵墓的高台,如夜晚一般。 For a long time, does not have the sound to resound. 很长时间,都没有声音响起。 Actually...... I have the engagement in the body.” In stage that night covers, the Xu Yourong sound is very light, if not listen carefully, on the Green Leaf shaking sound by Wutong Tree was concealed very much easily. “其实……我也有婚约在身。”夜色笼罩的高台上,徐有容的声音很轻,如果不仔细听,很容易被梧桐树上的青叶摇动声盖过去。 „?” The Chen Changshen sound appears very surprised, has not thought completely that then turns into the water to be generally pale rapidly. “啊?”陈长生的声音显得很吃惊,完全没有想到,然后迅速变成水一般淡。 Right? Originally is this.” “是吗?原来是这样啊。” Possibly is the mood in his sound revealing is too obvious, everyone can listen to his losing and moved, therefore the Xu Yourong second words resound, language fast somewhat quick, is somewhat rapid, but the meaning in sound affirmed very much, without any vacillation. 可能是他的声音里流露出来的情绪太明显,谁都能听出他的失落与伤感,所以徐有容的第二句话紧接着响起,语速有些快,有些急促,但声音里的意思很肯定,没有任何动摇。 But I do not want to marry him . Moreover, I will definitely not marry her.” “可是我也不想嫁给他,而且,我肯定不会嫁给她。” Similarly is the explanation, is the supplement, announced that that...... Can be the commitment? 同样是解释,是补充,是宣告,那……会不会是承诺呢? The stage in night is once more peaceful, after passing the moment, Chen Changshen hey has smiled. 夜色里的高台再次安静下来,过了片刻后,陈长生嘿嘿笑了起来。 Xu Yourong somewhat shames angry, said: What to laugh foolishly?” 徐有容有些羞恼,说道:“傻笑什么?” Chen Changshen said: Nothing.” 陈长生说道:“没什么。” If Tang Thirty Six on the scene, certainly will add one at this time, the wizard believes among you nothing. 如果是唐三十六在场,一定会在这时候加一句,鬼才信你们两个人之间没什么。 Quick, Chen Changshen then sobers, thought the situation of opposite party and is not necessarily same as oneself, or want. He is somewhat curious, somewhat restlessly asked: You...... What person is that fiance?” 很快,陈长生便清醒过来,心想对方的情况并不见得和自己一样,或者自己想多了。他有些好奇,同时也有些不安问道:“你……那位未婚夫是个什么样的人?” Xu Yourong said in a soft voice: I and he knew that had many years. Although afterward I quickly forgot his existence, but actually when is very small I and he knew that I remember very clearly, that time he was a very irksome child.” 徐有容轻声说道:“我和他已经认识有很多年了。虽然后来我都快忘记他这个人的存在,但其实在很小的时候我和他就认识,我记得很清楚,那时候的他是个很讨人厌的小孩。” The Chen Changshen false light was saying: Young boy often is very loathful...... I am no exception.” 陈长生伪光正说道:“小男孩往往都是很让人讨厌的……我也不例外。” Xu Yourong said: Because of something, I decides no longer to manage him in any case, has not thought that several years later he has entangled.” 徐有容说道:“反正因为某件事情,我决定不再理他,没想到,几年后他又缠了过来。” Chen Changshen thought that so the conduct truly is some not self-respect self-respect. 陈长生心想,如此行事确实是有些不自尊自爱。 That side us...... The engagement is very important matter, moreover this wedding is the elder refers to the marriage, therefore is very difficult to be simple breaks an engagement.” “在我们那边……婚约是很重要的事情,而且这门婚事是长辈指婚,所以很难简单地退婚。” Xu Yourong thinks that he in the northwest Snow Mountain Sect disciple, what our that side in these words naturally refers to is the area south of Yellow River, in the Chen Changshen hear, then thinks what she said is the Beautiful Spirit Clan person settles down in Beast Lands that. 徐有容以为他是地处西北的雪山宗弟子,这句话里的我们那边自然指的是中原,在陈长生听来,则以为她说的是秀灵族人定居的妖域 He thought that Beautiful Spirit Clan underwent that many tribulations, now saves the world the clansman quantity is very scarce, the multiplication descendant is the major event, only allows the consanguinity to be related trhough marriage, unavoidably is severe, but to yearning for love the young girl somewhat is truly cruel. 他心想秀灵族经历了那么多次磨难,现在存世的族人数量很是稀少,繁衍后代乃是头等大事,只允许同族通婚,不免严苛,只是对向往爱情的少女来说确实有些残忍。 Since passed for many years............ Hasn't your fiance become many?” “既然已经过去了好些年……难道……你的未婚夫就没有变得好些?” No. The personality of that fellow has not changed, even becomes worse.” “没有。那个家伙的性情一点都没有改,甚至变得更加恶劣。” Xu Yourong is thinking Shuang'er receives a letter that mentioned to cause the matter, more said that was low: I have to acknowledge that fellow really has very outstanding place, but...... He also has the shortcoming that is unable to accept.” 徐有容想着霜儿来信里提到的那引起事情,越说越是低落:“我不得不承认,那个家伙确实有很优秀的地方,但……他又有很多让人根本无法接受的缺点。” This is Chen Changshen first time hears she so voice bitterly, thought that looks like she is really very repugnant that fiance. 这是陈长生第一次听到她如此恨恨的声音,心想看来她真的是很讨厌那个未婚夫。 He pays no attention to the humans affair superficially, good honest, in fact the plans are profound, are resourceful in a dishonest way.” “他表面上看起来不理世事,善良老实,实际上心机深刻,长袖善舞。” Said these words time, what Xu Yourong thinks is that fellow initially enters Capital, then does not know how then to unite with Education Board in one, entered Orthodox Academy to be the student, taking advantage of the old struggle between emperor's clan and Divine Empress, stirred the innumerable winds and rains, made him come to a stop the foot, to gain the enormous advantage in Capital, such person where can be does not pass the worldly affairs countryside youngster? 说这句话的时候,徐有容想的是那个家伙初入京都,便不知如何便与教枢处联在了一处,进了国教学院做学生,借着旧皇族与圣后娘娘之间的斗争,搅出无数风雨,也让他在京都里站稳了脚、获得了极大的好处,这样的人哪里能是一个不通世情的乡下少年 Chen Changshen thinks that said: Conduct is false, is not truly good.” 陈长生想了想,说道:“行事虚伪,确实不好。” Xu Yourong satirizes saying: Far more than so. This person also curries favor with powerful people, does not know with anything...... The method, has flattered an honored person unexpectedly, in this detail, was I is also then inconvenient says anything again much.” 徐有容微讽说道:“何止如此。此人还趋炎附势,也不知道用什么……手段,居然讨好了一位贵人,此中细节,便是我也不便再多说些什么。” These words said naturally is somebody and relations between Luo Luo. Chen Changshen said sincerely: According to the truth, sparse within does not kiss, I should not say anything, but...... This man, is truly intolerable.” 这句话说的自然是某人与落落之间的关系。陈长生诚恳说道:“按道理来说,疏不间亲,我不应该说些什么,但……这种男人,确实要不得。” When speaks, his some want to know, so-called...... Is the method, what? 说着话时,他有些想知道,所谓……的手段,到底是什么? In his opinion, her fiance compared with her Senior Brother more dangerous enemy, because listens to her as if in the complaint angry critique, but hopefully will be disappointed, her complaint angry critique showed that once faintly anticipated in her Heart deep place or to that fiance, he naturally wants to know more matters. 在他看来,她的未婚夫是比她的那位师兄更加危险的敌人,因为听上去她似乎是在埋怨愤怒批判,但正所谓有希望才会失望,她的埋怨愤怒批判何尝不是说明在她心底深处或者对那位未婚夫曾经隐隐有所期待,他自然想知道更多的事情。 Xu Yourong had not replied that immediately his issue, is silent. 徐有容没有马上回答他的问题,沉默不语。 Chen Changshen is thinking at heart, is that method unexpectedly shameless to the difficult degree? 陈长生在心里想着,难道那手段竟无耻到难以启齿的程度? Xu Yourong was thinking that several letters from Capital at this time. 徐有容这时候想着来自京都的那几封信。 These letters from Shuang'er that she most trusts, Mo Yu. 那些信来自她最信任的霜儿,还有莫雨 In the Shuang'er letter, has described this kind of picture. 霜儿的信里,描绘过这样一幕画面。 In the spring beautiful Orthodox Academy book collection hall, he embraces with that young Princess Demihuman Race. 在春光明媚的国教学院藏书馆里,他和那名年幼的妖族公主搂搂抱抱。 In the Mo Yu letter, has described this kind of picture. 莫雨的信里,描绘过这样一幕画面。 In the dragon hole of New North Bridge bottom of the well, he hugs with the young girl who that Black Dragon turns into the same place. 北新桥井底的龙窟中,他和那条黑龙变成的少女抱在一起。 Yes, even if there are many shortcomings, can explain that most renounces the engagement, turns into the stranger, but is insufficient so to detest and reject, only has these matters, she is unable to endure, if she can endure, that is to the biggest shame. 是的,就算有再多的缺点,都可以解释,最多解除婚约,变成陌生人,但不至于如此厌弃,唯有这些事情,她无法忍受,如果她能够忍受,那才是对自己最大的羞辱。 He likes being a womanizer.” “他喜欢拈花惹草。” She described as far as possible calmly objectively: Moreover is some innocent young misses.” 她尽可能平静地客观描述道:“而且都是些不懂事的小姑娘。” In mausoleum platform that night covers a peace. 夜色笼罩的陵墓平台上一片安静。 Has not known long time, has resounded one to hit hard suddenly, is the Chen Changshen angry sound. 不知道过了很长时间,忽然响起一声重击,然后是陈长生愤怒的声音。 Really is a shameless degenerate!” “真是个无耻败类!” ...... …… ...... …… ( The chapter name from leessang that famous song, recommends everybody to listen, although has not related with this chapter of anything, a today's chapter that moreover, said yesterday that but suddenly, does accounts, from 140,000 characters that the beginning of the month pledged, but also was missing one section...... Terrified and startled, I continue to write, the next chapter should the old time, tomorrow look like must go all out, tired, tears.) R1148( (章节名来自leessang那首著名的歌,推荐大家听一下,虽然和这章没什么关系,另外,昨天说的今天就一章,但忽然间,一算帐,距离月初承诺的140000字,还差着一截……悚然而惊,我继续写去,下一章应该还是老时间,明天看来要拼命了,累,泪。)R1148( …… ……
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