In cave a silence. 山洞内一阵沉默。 By own son betrayal, it can be imagined, this to as father's Cang Xu, is how big attack. 被自己的儿子背叛,可想而知,这对身为父亲的苍须而言,是多么大的打击。 However, in Cang Xu faced with the time of death, he still read is thinking own son. 然而,在苍须面临死亡的时刻,他仍旧念想着自己的这个儿子。 Cang Xu hopes that own work, can help to the son. Naturally, simultaneously he also hopes oneself work can arrive at the inheritance. 苍须希望自己的著作,能够给儿子有所帮助。当然,同时他也希望自己的著作能到传承。 Here hates, there is a love, many helplessness and vicissitudes. 这里有恨,也有爱,还有许许多多的无奈和沧桑。 Very complex mood. 非常复杂的情绪。 Zhen Jin and Zi Di finally started to understand present old scholar. 针金和紫蒂终于开始理解眼前的这位老学者了。 No wonder he will pity the life before, he will be willing to sacrifice itself no wonder at this moment. 难怪他之前会惜命,也难怪他此刻会甘愿牺牲自己。 „If I escape, will help you realize this last wish.” Zi Di pledged seriously. “如果我逃出去,也会帮助你实现这个遗愿的。”紫蒂郑重其事地承诺道。 „Many thanks Miss Zi Di.” Cang Xu expressed gratitude sincerely. “多谢紫蒂小姐。”苍须诚挚地道谢。 „, Lord Zhen Jin......” Cang Xu looks to Zhen Jin. “那么,针金大人……”苍须又看向针金。 Although Zhen Jin did not speak, but shook the head slightly, the attitude of but revealing was firm. 针金虽然不说话,只是微微摇头,但流露出来的态度非常坚决。 Refuses to compromise, Zi Di took out several letters: „In fact, I think, Bai Ya also confessed own last wish.” 僵持中,紫蒂取出了几封信:“事实上,我想,白芽也交代了自己的遗愿。” Zhen Jin looked at one, identifies. 针金看了一眼,就辨认出来。 These messenger obtains by search from Bai Ya. 这些信便是从白芽身上搜得的。 „Bai Ya once the small little while, as if from the condition of fainting struggled, he uses the hand to aim at oneself chest, hints our these letters.” “白芽曾经有一小会儿,似乎从昏死的状态中挣扎出来,他用手指向自己的胸口,示意我们这些信。” „The content in letter/believes I and Cang Xu have looked.” “信中的内容我和苍须都看过了。” „Lord, you have a look.” “大人,你也看看吧。” Zi Di gives Zhen Jin these letters. 紫蒂递给针金这些信。 Zhen Jin harbors curiously, receives the browsing. 针金怀着好奇,接过来浏览。 These letters are the love letters. 这些信都是情书。 The actors are Bai Ya, but leading lady named Xi Qiu. 男主角便是白芽,而女主角名叫西萩。 Some letters are Xi Qiu write to Bai Ya, by the Bai Ya collection, is brought the side. But some letters are Bai Ya write to Xi Qiu, after recording Bai Ya to go on board the experience and idea, has not sent. 有些信是西萩写给白芽的,被白芽珍藏,带着身边。而有些信则是白芽写给西萩的,记录了白芽登船之后的经历和想法,还未寄出去。 Xi Qiu is a Miss aristocrat, but Bai Ya is the child of hunter. 西萩是一位贵族小姐,而白芽是猎户之子。 The Xi Qiu family has a summer resort mountain villa in the mountain village, the hunting is the aristocrat traditional entertainment project. Bai Ya was then selected, takes on the guide. 西萩的家族在山村有一座避暑山庄,狩猎又是贵族的传统娱乐项目。白芽便被选拔出来,担当向导。 Two people therefore have happening together, although the both sides position is disparate, actually had the love. 两人因此产生交集,虽然双方地位悬殊,却产生了爱情。 This situation is rare, looks like recites Poet roaming simply the story in mouth. 这种情况非常罕见,简直就像是吟游诗人口中的故事。 Regarding this love, Bai Ya feels extremely flattered, such as places oneself in the middle of the dream. He treats as the entirety of life Xi Qiu, in the letter/believes wrote repeatedly: But because his beloved person pays life. 对于这份爱情,白芽受宠若惊,如置身梦幻当中。他将西萩当做生命的全部,信中多次写道:可因为他心爱的人付出生命。 However what spans among two people is their like clouds from earth status disparity, Bai Ya to let the love builds the fruits of virtue, then wants to become Knight. 然而横亘在两人之间的是他们云泥般的身份差距,白芽为了让爱情修成正果,便想要成为骑士。 Civilians must become Knight, this matter is very difficult. 一介平民要成为骑士,这事很难。 Said accurately, is very difficult. 准确的说,是非常困难。 From the civilian jump is Knight, is several hundred years ago things. Even if Emperor Holybright unified entire Human Continent, subdues the campaign of southern aristocrat alliance thoroughly, still few new promote aristocrat. 从平民跃升为骑士,已经是几百年前的事情了。即便是圣明大帝统一整个人族大陆,彻底收服南方的贵族联盟的战役,也没有几位新晋贵族。 Regarding Bai Ya, his only hope lies in the overseas battlefield. 对于白芽而言,他唯一的希望在于海外战场。 Emperor Holybright orders, the human race ship leaves for Wilderness Continent, raised to the beast race aggressive war. 圣明大帝一声令下,人族船舰开赴荒野大陆,掀起了对兽族的侵略战。 This is once in a thousand years good opportunity. 这是千载难逢的良机。 Although is dangerous, but regarding civilians, has to become the Knight opportunity with the battlefield of beast race fierce struggle. 虽然非常危险,但对于一个平民而言,和兽族激斗的战场拥有成为骑士的机会。 This is Bai Ya goes by boat to go to the Whitesand City reason. 这就是白芽乘船去往白沙城的原因。 Zhen Jin heaved a deep sigh: „If I do not die by luck, I will give Miss Xi Qiu these letters. And I guaranteed by the Knight reputation/honorary, I will tell her: Her one's beloved Bai Ya is a very brave man. His archery is adept, once helped to me. He has the benevolence, to rescue the companion does not hesitate to be seriously injured. He is brave, even to the life final time, had not dreaded flinches. Although he is not Knight, but I believe firmly that he has many Knight moral excellence.” 针金长叹一声:“如果我侥幸不死,我会将这些信交给西萩小姐。并且我以骑士的名誉保证,我会告诉她:她的心上人白芽是一个非常勇敢的男人。他箭术娴熟,曾经一度给我帮助。他心怀仁爱,为了救助同伴而不惜身受重伤。他勇敢不屈,即便到了生命的最后时刻,也没有畏惧退缩。他虽然不是一个骑士,但我确信他拥有多种骑士的美德。” To be honest, Zhen Jin does not want to be the transmission painful messenger, said these words time, he could have imagined Miss Xi Qiu the pitiful appearance of brokenhearted sob. 说实话,针金并不想担任传递痛苦的信使,说这番话的时候,他已经想象得到西萩小姐心碎哭泣的可怜模样。 However, Cang Xu actually shakes the head. 然而,苍须却是摇了摇头。 old scholar reveals to taunt the meaning: „As far as I know, the reality perhaps is not this, Lord Zhen Jin.” 老学者露出一丝嘲讽之意:“据我所知,现实或许并不是这样的,针金大人。” „In these years, among the Empire aristocrat females blew unrest recently. The source of unrest is Duke Amy.” “在最近这些年,帝国贵族女性之间刮起一场风潮。风潮的源头是艾美公爵。” „This Duchess Lord chase love and happiness, high-proflie has publicized, must improve female's power and position in Empire. She is powerful, is one of the gods being alive, lives indulges wasteful, most excels at the lie, to play with the male to be famous.” “这位女公爵大人追逐爱情和美好,一直高调宣扬,要提高女性在帝国中的权力和地位。她本人实力强大,乃是在世的神明之一,生活奢靡放纵,最擅长谎言,以玩弄男性著称。” „Takes Duke Amy as an example, the aristocrat female imitates. They tempt with the love, make fun of the man, making them prostrate oneself under own skirt, or looks at they win badly beaten for themselves, either manipulates them to become the puppet.” “以艾美公爵为榜样,贵族女性争相效仿。她们以爱情相诱,捉弄男子,让他们拜倒在自己的裙下,或者看着他们为自己争得头破血流,亦或者操纵他们成为傀儡。” Zhen Jin knits the brows, is pinching the letter paper: „Therefore you believe, Bai Ya and Xi Qiu are also this situation?” 针金皱眉,捏着信纸:“所以你认为,白芽和西萩也是这种情况？” Cang Xu nods: „I did not guess baseless, in the letter/believes has the evidence.” 苍须点头:“我不是凭空猜测,信中就有证据。” „First, the love comes too towering. The time that two people are together is too short, no hero rescues the beautiful event to happen.” “第一,爱情来得太突兀。两人相处的时间太短,也没有什么英雄救美的事件发生。” „Second, is Xi Qiu proposed, encouraging Bai Ya becomes Knight. Therefore, this is not the original idea of Bai Ya.” “第二,是西萩主动提出,鼓励白芽成为骑士。所以,这并不是白芽的本来想法。” „Third, is Xi Qiu voluntarily requests Bai Ya to write to her.” “第三,也是西萩主动要求白芽给她写信。” „Stands the Xi Qiu angle, makes fun of Bai Ya, changes a destiny of child of hunter, manipulates him to become Knight, is a very interesting matter.” “站在西萩的角度来看,捉弄白芽,改变一个猎户之子的命运,操纵他成为骑士,是一件非常有意思的事情。” „If successful, she will harvest Knight, works for her, loyal incomparable. But the side that she pays are few.” “如果成功,她将收获一名骑士,为她效力,忠诚无比。而她付出的极少。” „If not successful, then from the Bai Ya letter hears to see, can reduce her bored and tasteless enormously in boudoir. Even Bai Ya sacrificed finally, can still become a Xi Qiu showing off capital. You looked, some people die for me- wants to become the Knight fool.” “如果不成功,那么从白芽来信的所闻所见,也能极大地减少她在闺中的无聊和乏味。即便白芽最终牺牲了,也能成为西萩一项炫耀的资本。你看,有人为我而死-一个想成为骑士的傻瓜。” „Fourth, I am so clear even affirmed, is because my son is a victim. Very possibly now, he is also doing the fond dream of getting married Shatta family third young lady. Perhaps, this is my mistake, I gave him my mediocre bloodline inheritance, has not actually given him the cultivation aptitude. This pitiful and pitiful little fellow, he and I are young time exactly the same- does not satisfy the present situation, wants to work loose the present life.” “第四,我之所以如此清楚甚至肯定,是因为我的儿子便是受害者。很可能现在,他还做着迎娶沙塔家族三小姐的美梦。或许,这是我的过错,我将我平庸的血脉传承给了他,却没有给他修行的资质。这个可怜又可悲的小家伙,他和我年轻的时候一模一样-不满足于现状,想要挣脱现在的生活。” „The third young lady love, gave him a bright prospect. However he does not know, his father once to get rid of the original life, spanned the base and low status, paid how big price, consumed how long time.” “三小姐的爱情,就给了他一个光明的前景。然而他并不知道,他的父亲曾经为了摆脱原有的生活,跨越卑微的身份,付出了多么大的代价,又耗费了多么漫长的光阴。” „Young people, always think oneself are receiving care of destiny. Any good luck to approach, even if just started unbelievable, but in bone they think oneself are kindly treated, will still be kindly treated. Any good matter, successfully to happen on them, is perfectly justified, naturally.” “年轻人啊,总以为自己受着命运的眷顾。任何的好运气来临,即便刚开始难以置信,但骨子里他们都认为自己是受到善待的,也理应受到善待。任何的好事情、成功发生在他们身上,都是天经地义的,理所当然的。” „Only when they undergo beat mercilessly and suffer, the experience wind and rain and thunder, understand gradually: Oneself are ordinary, others treat oneself good intentions are how valuable, how oneself should treasure. The happy love story spreads widely , because in the reality is extremely rare.” “只有当他们经受毒打和折磨,经历风雨和雷霆,才会渐渐明白:自己是平凡的,旁人对待自己的善意是又多么的可贵,自己应该如何去珍惜。美好的爱情故事之所以广为流传,就是因为现实中太过罕见。” „Do not look at the record on history book. These heroes, as if the destiny turns over, should rule a country since birth, or an achievement great enterprise. Even if they are hit by the disaster, still the association/will turns danger into safety. Faced with difficult choice , the association/will chooses the morals and glory.” “别看史书上的记载。那些英雄,似乎天命所归,生来就该统治一个国家,或者成就一番伟大的事业。即便他们遭遇灾难,也总会化险为夷。面临两难的抉择,也总会选择道德和荣耀。” „That is because they are winner.” “那是因为他们都是胜利者。” „When they beat all enemies, after the victory, how the history book should write, is decided by them. They moral excellence enlargement, even fabricate, like carrying a dazzling torch, making the world look up. Noble and talent are outstanding, destiny turns over to wait/etc, facilitates their rules, or protect own great cause, either harvesting external benefit. But their these vulgar, desire, dirty and sinister wait/etc, hides in the shadow under torch. People see the torch, vision immediately by the flame attraction of that brilliant, but will not look down projects the shadow that to the ground.” “当他们击败了所有的敌人,胜利之后,史书该怎么写,都由他们说了算。他们将身上的美德放大,甚至凭空捏造,就像高举一根耀眼的火炬,让世人仰望。品德高尚、天赋卓绝、天命所归等等,都方便他们的统治,或者维护自己的伟大事业,亦或者收割外在的利益。而他们的那些粗鄙、欲望、龌龊和阴险等等,都藏在火炬下的阴影中。人们看到火炬,目光在第一时间就被那灿烂的火焰吸引,而不会低头看向地面投射出的阴影。” „Lord, even if you ate me, some people do not know. Bai Ya faints, is unsensible. Miss Zi Di is your fiancee, the benefit is related, close body, will not betray your.” “大人啊,即便你吃了我,也不会有人知道。白芽昏死,毫无知觉。紫蒂小姐是您的未婚妻,利益相关,紧密一体,也是万万不会背叛你的。” „However you sufficient food, can escape.” “而你只有充足的食物,才能逃生出去。” „You are winner, your experience was recounted by you, no one refutes. Actually here had anything, outsider will not be clear.” “你是胜利者,你的经历由你述说,无人驳斥。这里究竟发生了什么,外人都不会清楚。” „However I am also true being willing, I believe that you try certainly to complete my last wish!” “而我也是真正的心甘情愿,我相信你一定尽全力完成我的遗愿！” Zhen Jin shakes the head slightly: „You too overestimated me, I was not winner, I was only Knight.” 针金微微摇头:“你太高估我了,我不是什么胜利者,我只是一个骑士。” Young Knight smiles bitterly subsequently: „Truth told you. The Zi Di belt/bring person searches and rescues me, I regain consciousness to return alive. However, my most memory lost. I only remember my name, own status. Sometimes, will have 12 memories to recover suddenly, reminds me or enables me to master some skill.” 少年骑士继而苦笑:“实话告诉你。紫蒂带人搜救我,我才苏醒生还。然而,我绝大多数的记忆都丧失了。我只记得自己的名字,自己的身份。有时候,会有一两段的记忆忽然复苏,提醒我或者让我重新掌握某项技能。” Cang Xu immediately startled. 苍须顿时愕然。 After responding, old scholar continued to urge: „If Lord you keep firmly in mind that you are Knight, that should eat some food. Your physical ability was too bad, how long tomorrow can fierce struggle? Perhaps suddenly feels weak, is unable to avoid the scorpion tail fatal strikes.” 反应过来后,老学者继续劝道:“如果大人您牢记自己是一位骑士,那就更应该多吃一些食物。您的体能太差了,明天能激斗多久呢？或许忽然乏力,就无法躲避蝎尾的致命一击。” „You need food now! A lot of food.” “您现在需要食物！大量的食物。” „Thinks own status, your family. As a side of defeat, Hundred Needles family, although entered the Emperor Holybright camp, but isn't the situation very good? You are family's only successor, the entire territory will need you to lead and promote in the future.” “想想自己的身份,你的家族。作为战败的一方,百针家族虽然进入了圣明大帝的阵营,但处境不是很好吧？您是家族唯一的继承人,整个领地将来都需要你来领导和振兴。” „Besides you with the body entirely to come responsibility beyond, you must protect the life of your fiancee.” “除了你与身俱来的责任之外,你还要保护好你未婚妻的性命。” „Eats up food, you will have the physical ability. The opportunity that not only you return alive increases, will also protect your fiancee. Perhaps she is because you ate a meat, but survives by luck in early tomorrow morning breaking through.” “吃下食物,你就会有体能。不只是你生还的机会增大,还会保护你的未婚妻。或许她就是因为你多吃了一块肉,而在明天一早的突围中侥幸存活下来。” „Are you compelling me?” Zhen Jin is angry. “你在逼我？”针金大怒。 Cang Xu smiled: „Yes, I am compelling you. But please forgive me, Lord Zhen Jin. I was dying, authority who dead person does not dread the common custom. But I want to achieve my last wish, for this reason, my life is also only a chip.” 苍须笑了:“是的,我是在逼你。但请您饶恕我,针金大人。我就要死了,一个死人并不畏惧世俗的权威。而我想要达成我的遗愿,为此,我的性命也只是一桩筹码。” The Zhen Jin double fist does not grip voluntarily tightly. 针金不自觉地双拳攥紧。 He is looking angrily at Cang Xu, is angry. 他怒视着苍须,非常生气。 He is angry Cang Xu so to bully itself. 他生气苍须如此欺压自己。 He indignant fall to such situation, this is the maltreatment of destiny. 他气愤自己落到如此的处境,这是命运的虐待。 He resented that oneself small and weak, was forced the hopeless situation by the scorpion group, is unable to shoulder the responsibility again, but the life of fiancee cannot protect. 他愤恨自己的弱小,被蝎群逼迫到绝境,无法再担负责任,而未婚妻的性命也守护不住。 But a point that he gets angry is- he discovered that oneself is vacillating! 而他最怒的一点是-他发现自己正在动摇！ Zhen Jin fully realized: Cang Xu full of wisdom person. 针金深知:苍须是有智慧的人。 He also knows, the Cang Xu words are very reasonable. According to the reason, indeed should purely according to the suggestion of Cang Xu. 他也知道,苍须的话很有道理。纯粹按照理智而言,的确是应该按照苍须的建议。 Then, his morals? His conscience? 那么,他的道德呢？他的良心呢？ Where also puts in? 又置于何地？ If treats as food to eat? 那如果把人当做食物吃掉呢？ Oneself no longer are, is the criminal, lives on dishonorably, the glory and reputation/honorary will not link up with forever. 自己将不再为人,是罪犯,苟且偷生,荣耀和名誉将永远不和自己挂钩。 However, like this goes to think, is is extremely whether selfish? Is considering only own reputation/honorary and welldoing, actually ignores others life? 然而,这样去想,是否是自己太过自私？只顾着自身的名誉和德行,却罔顾他人性命呢？ Eats food, can sacrifice one person, saves itself and others? 吃掉食物,就能牺牲一个人,拯救自己和其他人？ Perhaps cannot, but the Zhen Jin heart is clear, does this can indeed make everyone's returning alive probability increase! 或许不能,但针金心底清楚,这样做的确能让大家的生还概率大增！ If oneself adhere stubbornly to own opinions, whether is also one type stupid? 如果自己固执己见,又是否是一种愚蠢呢？ Just said like Cang Xu, the history is written by winner. If oneself do not eat the person, perhaps really dies under silver Spear Scorpion, how then the father will think? Will the ancestor of all previous generations scold me not to know flexible? 就像苍须刚刚所说,历史是由胜利者来书写的。如果自己不吃人,或许真的死在白银枪蝎之下,那么父亲会怎么想呢？历代的先祖会骂我不知变通吗？ If ate the person, in the future can regret? 如果吃了人,将来自己会不会后悔呢？ If not eat the person, oneself return alive, but others died. In the future recalls, the opportunity was once placed in the front, but oneself actually chose giving up. Perhaps may save the fiancee also to have others, but oneself actually this. 如果不吃人,自己生还,但其他人都死了。将来回忆,曾经有一份机会摆在面前,但自己却选择了放弃。或许有可能拯救未婚妻还有其他人,但自己却没有这样做。 Zhen Jin struggles in the heart, all sorts of thoughts continuously, linger his mind. 针金在心中挣扎,种种念头此起彼伏,萦绕他的脑海。 Hesitant, suspicions and vacant all sorts of mood, lets his thought gradually the disorder. 犹豫、怀疑、茫然种种情绪,让他思维逐渐紊乱。 In that night by suffering, not only Zhen Jin. 在这一夜饱受煎熬的,并不只是针金。 The night cold wind, the knife same blows probably. 深夜的寒风,像是刀子一样刮来。 Huang Zao is braving the wind, at the back of Lan Zao, difficult vanguard. 黄藻顶着风,背着蓝藻,艰难前行。 He felt that oneself looks like a damaged scarecrow, will be swept by the strong winds momentarily. 他感觉自己就像是一个破败不堪的稻草人,随时会被狂风吹走。 At present a shiny black piece, cannot see, not to trace, looks like Huang Zao this time innermost feelings. 眼前黑黝黝的一片,看不见,摸不到,就像是黄藻此时的内心。 He maintains the vanguard, what are more is only numb or the inertia. 他之所以保持前行,更多的只是麻木或者惯性。 His heart ice-cold, covers him desperately gradually, the only hot meaning is Lan Zao that he shoulders. The Lan Zao body temperature is getting higher and higher, the wound also festered. 他的心是冰冷的,绝望渐渐笼罩住他,唯一的热意是他背负的蓝藻。蓝藻的体温越来越高,伤口也溃烂了。 He is not soon good. 他快要不行了。 „Do not die, Elder Brother, do not die!” “不要死,哥哥,不要死！” „I spent such big price, carrying you were so far, if you died, was unfair to me.” “我费了这么大的代价,背了你这么远,你要是死了,就太对不起我了。” „I have wanted to disembark, you know. However you actually want to seek a livelihood in the sea.” “我早就想下船了,你知道的。但是你却想在海上讨生活。” „If on the land, my how to go so far as to reduces to this damn island?” “如果在陆地上,我何至于沦落到这片该死的海岛上来呢？” „Therefore, is you, all these are you harm.” “所以,都是你,这一切都是你害的。” Huang Zao cried out in the heart. 黄藻在心中呐喊。 With the aid of these summons, he encourages himself. 借助这一声声的呼唤,他激励自己。 However, compared with the spiritual drive, the feeling of hunger and thirst is more exciting his body and mind. 然而,比起精神上的激励,饥渴的感觉更刺激他的身心。