I, called Zhao Pei. 我,叫赵佩。 I was born in the family/home of path of cultivation. 我出生在修道之家。 My grandparents are powerful cultivator, my grandfather grandmother is powerful cultivator, my parents is also powerful cultivator. 我的爷爷奶奶都是强大的修士,我的外公外婆是强大的修士,我的父母也是强大的修士。 I start to read Way Scripture from 5 years old. 我从五岁就开始阅读道经。 cultivation, become stronger, fights with devil. 修炼,变强,与天魔战斗。 Since these ideas are sensible from me, gives to pour into my mind unceasingly. 这些理念从我懂事起,就不断给灌入我的脑海之中。 For with the devil fight, all can sacrifice. 为了和天魔战斗,一切都是可以牺牲的。 Relative, neighbor, friend, Paternal grandmother, grandfather......, whenever hears some people when the news that in the battlefield sacrificed, I felt that an intense sense of pride, the intense sense of honor, that is for the human struggle, to defeat the devil great sentiment. 亲戚,邻居,朋友,奶奶,外公……每当听到有人在战场上牺牲的消息时,我都感觉到一阵强烈的自豪感,强烈的荣誉感,那是为了人类奋斗,为了战胜天魔的伟大情操。 Will happen one day, my also battle dead battlefield, performs to a human cultivator proper responsibility. 终有一天,我也会战死沙场,尽到一名人类修士应有的职责。 ...... …… In Little Pei family/home. 小佩的家中。 Lin Muqing is reading at present books, above is the Little Pei note. 林慕青阅读着眼前一本书册,上面全都是小佩的笔记。 This is according to the first several investigations, she finally found the drawer cartridge that was hidden, then turns on the cartridge, found obsolete books. 这是根据前几次的探查,她终于找到了一处被隐藏起来的抽屉暗盒,然后打开暗盒,找到的一份老旧书册。 Lin Muqing knits the brows: „Diary?” 林慕青皱了皱眉:“日记？” What a pity read half, she discovered that behind had many parts to be ripped the fragment. 可惜阅读到一半,她就发现后面有很多部分都被撕成了碎片。 Therefore had not discovered after what special place, Lin Muqing put the diary, closed the cartridge. 于是没有发现什么特别之处后,林慕青将日记放了回去,重新关上了暗盒。 Although from the traces, felt Little Pei is not normal, but lacks the crucial evidence. 虽然从蛛丝马迹之中,感觉到了小佩的不正常,但还是缺乏关键性的证据。 Even Lin Muqing, is very difficult to imagine that speech to speak softly, forever is hanging gentle smile Little Pei, can be what unprincipled person. 甚至林慕青自己,也很难想象那个说话轻声细语,永远挂着温柔微笑的小佩,会是什么坏人。 In Lin Muqing heart secretly thought: ‚Little Pei perhaps is also only at once, some ideological deviations.’ 林慕青心中暗道:‘小佩也许也只是一时之间,思想有些偏差罢了。’ ...... …… In the welfare home, Little Pei looks at Zhou Bai said: „Every year, every month, every day, with the devil war, some people was sacrificing. Their children become the orphan, can only be delivered to the welfare home.” 福利院内,小佩看着周白说道:“每年,每月,每日,和天魔的战争之中,都有人在牺牲。他们的孩子成为了孤儿,只能被送到福利院来。” Zhou Bai stares slightly, never expected that Little Pei will say these. 周白微微一愣,没想到小佩会说这些。 Little Pei looks at Zhou Bai said: „Haven't you cared about these? In others with the school is the same, everyone is thinking defeats devil, is thinking security human these unspecific things, are thinking how become stronger, how goes to cultivation diligently, how to obtain a more powerful strength. Actually neglected some side ordinary people, ordinary matter.” 小佩看着周白说道:“你没有关心过这些吧？就和学校里其他的人一样,大家都在想着击败天魔,想着保卫人类这些空泛的事情,想着怎么变强,怎么努力去修炼,怎么获得更强大的力量。却忽略了一些身边平凡的人,平凡的事情。” Little Pei sighed saying: „After I also turned into the disabled person, calms the mind, thinks of these. The war, consumed the life incessantly, in the potential of consumption human.” Was saying she smiles was saying: „We would winning, not?” 小佩叹息一声说道:“我也是变成了废人以后,静下心来,才想到这些的。战争,不止是消耗了生命,也在消耗人类的潜力。”说着她微笑着说道:“不过我们总会赢的,不是么？” Zhou Bai is echoing nod, in the heart the secretly thought: ‚Finally you understood so many, the choice turns to devil.’ Meanwhile he sighed reluctantly, never expected that Little Pei this fellow certainly, will contribute points unexpectedly, he was always impossible to ask again the welfare home borrowed. 周白附和着点了点头,心中暗道:‘结果你了解了这么多,就选择投靠天魔吗。’同时他无奈地叹了口气,没想到小佩这家伙会这么绝,竟然把积分都捐了,他总不可能再问福利院去借。 At this moment, Qian Wangsun carries the furniture never the distant place to walk: „Oh? Zhou Bai you also came. We may not have to prepare your food, you eat so many. The words that you really must eat, eat my.” 就在这时,钱王孙端着桌椅从不远处走来:“噢？周白你也来了。我们可没准备你的饭,你吃得这么多。你实在要吃的话,就吃我那份吧。” Saying, Qian Wangsun was saying toward the children: „Eats meal!” 说着,钱王孙朝着小孩子们说道:“吃饭啦！” Saw that one group of children gather round Qian Wangsun to pursue, the Little Pei smile said: „Qian Wangsun this person is good. Thought probably is unfair to me, recently frequently accompanied me to come out.” 看到一群小孩子围着钱王孙追去,小佩微笑道:“钱王孙这个人蛮不错的。大概是觉得对不起我吧,最近经常陪我出来。” Zhou Bai: ‚I thought that perhaps this boy wants to soak you. If he knows what oneself soaks is devil......’ 周白:‘我看这小子说不定是想泡你。要是他知道自己泡的是天魔的话……’ The eye of Zhou Bai narrowed narrowing the eyes: ‚Perhaps will feel oneself exploded flamboyant.’ 周白的眼睛眯了眯:‘说不定会觉得自己牛逼炸了。’ Little Pei turns the head to look to Zhou Bai: „We did not keep you to eat meal.” 小佩转头看向周白:“那我们就不留你吃饭了。” Zhou Bai grasps the head reluctantly, his was shuts out by the opposite party. 周白无奈地抓了抓脑袋,他这是被对方嫌弃了啊。 ‚Originally devil lent money taking advantage of one month can also be angry? Said hasn't transformed the relations of devil completely?’ ‘原来天魔被借钱借一个月也会生气的么？还是说没完全转变成天魔的关系？’ Zhou Bai shakes the head, turns around to leave. 周白摇了摇头,转身离开。 The back that Little Pei looks at Zhou Bai departs, in the heart sighed: ‚Present you, look like beforehand me. But this way really incorrect.’ 小佩看着周白离去的背影,心中叹息:‘现在的你,就像是以前的我。但这样下去是真的不行的。’ Little Pei as if recalled that the beforehand something, some of their ideas, some once in the innermost thoughts that on the diary wrote. 小佩似乎回想起了以前的一些事情,一些自己的想法,一些曾经在日记上书写的心里话。 ‚Compared with the crisis of human life and death, my useless sacrifice, my double-break leg calculated anything.’ ‘比起人类生死存亡之危机,我这无用的牺牲,我这一双断腿又算的了什么。’ ...... …… Will happen one day, my also battle dead battlefield, performs to a human cultivator proper responsibility. 终有一天,我也会战死沙场,尽到一名人类修士应有的职责。 Beforehand I, once thought. 以前的我,曾经是这么想的。 When I broke off the both legs, when I stop to keep sprinting, footsteps that non-stop going forward. 但是当我被折断了双腿,当我停下不停冲刺,不停前进的脚步。 When I carefully am observing usually by the environment that I neglect, when neglected society, I discovered some are not right. 当我仔仔细细地观察着平时被我忽略的环境,忽略的社会时,我发现了一些不对劲。 The output of grain gradually is reducing. 粮食的产量在逐年减少。 Civilians who are responsible for working, the work is getting more and more early, retires more and more late. 负责劳动的平民,工作越来越早,退休越来越晚。 More and more minors entered the factory, more and more senior citizens die of exhaustion on the post. 越来越多的未成年人走进了工厂,越来越多的老年人累死在岗位上。 The population proportion of army is raised year by year. 军队的人口占比逐年提升。 The people were treated as the gear the same as manipulate, probably the pig type same day and night works. 人民被当作齿轮一样摆弄,好像猪样一样日夜工作。 The number of orphan constantly increases. 孤儿的数量不断提高。 Population in negative growth. 人口在负增长。 The birth rate of newborn lowered a frightening degree. 新生儿的出生率低到了一个令人恐惧的程度。 Multiplying of Overturn Heaven Cult this kind of waste, for own benefit, disrupts the unity of human race. 还有翻天教这类人渣的滋生,为了自身的利益,破坏人族的团结。 Perhaps the self contradiction of Immortal God, they simply have not cared human. 仙神的自相矛盾,他们也许根本没将人类放在心上。 The potential of human was pressing out to do unceasingly. 人类的潜力正在不断被榨干。 Our societies, in chronic are dying, is on the verge of the collapse. 我们的社会,正在慢性死亡,正在濒临崩溃。 This way, even if devil has not eliminated us, our societies will still collapse thoroughly. 这样下去,就算天魔没有消灭我们,我们的社会也会彻底崩坏。 But the war, already has no possibility of victory. 而战争,却已经没有任何胜利的可能性。 We must retain the sufficient strength for the future, rather than the blood consumption of human race, in this in a war that is doomed to lose. 我们必须为未来保留足够的力量,而不是将人族的血消耗在这场注定会输的战争之中。 Cannot make the blood of human be drained. 不能让人类的血被放干。 Cannot indulge in these hatreds and glory again , compared with the true life and death, they are insignificant. 不能再沉溺于那些仇恨和荣耀之中,与真正的生死存亡比起来,他们微不足道。 Even if in the way of ruled, so long as can go on living, can go on living forever, we have the innumerable opportunities. 哪怕是以被统治者的方式,只要能活下去,能永远地活下去,我们就有无数的机会。 ...... …… Very early in the morning has not weeded out to the wools of two fat sheep, Zhou Bai unusual is unhappy. 一大早就没薅到两只肥羊的羊毛,周白非常的不开心。 But Zhou Bai does not have the means that had not found, contributed points, how this also borrows. 但周白没有办法,一个没找到,一个把积分都捐了,这还怎么借。 ‚Does not know Lin Muqing they investigate? I give her suggestion, should she already understand?’ ‘不知道林慕青他们调查的怎么样了？我给她的暗示,她应该已经明白了吧？’ Zhou Bai thinks of here, is somewhat worried, felt the devil pressure pounds down layer on layer/heavily, he returns to sea of consciousness, again makes Christina operate the body, oneself on-hook slept. 周白想到这里,又有些担心起来,感觉到天魔的压力重重砸下,他回到识海之中,再次让克莉斯缇娜操纵身体,自己挂机睡觉了。 Although over the following several days the laziness points income reduces, but depends on 4400 points that this month receives newly, the laziness points reserve of Zhou Bai grows greatly, quick first sufficiently collected 60,000 laziness points, poured into the star point. 接下来的几天虽然懒气值的收入减少,但是靠着这个月新领到的4400积分,周白的懒气值储备还是大大增长,很快就先凑够了六万点懒气值,注入到了星点之中。 writing bent/tune- inspiration: Greatly promotes regarding the comprehension faculty of path of cultivation knowledge. 文曲-灵感:对于修道知识的理解力大大提升。 cultivation method:( Slightly crosses) 修炼方法:(略过) laziness( 0 / 60,000) 懒气(0/6万) Exudes in Zhou Bai sea of consciousness just like the explosion feeling, he feels himself changed beyond recognition regarding the whole world the understanding of strength as if. 宛如爆炸般的感受在周白的识海中泛起,他感觉到自己对于整个世界的力量的理解似乎都焕然一新。 With realizing of star point, already incomparably was familiar with, remembers various knowledge firmly in head, at this moment recalled that really has different feeling, understanding in various as if path of cultivation knowledge continually are deepening. 伴随着星点的练成,原本已经无比熟读,牢牢记忆在脑袋里的各种知识,此刻回想起来竟然有各种不同的感受,似乎各种修道知识上的理解都在不断加深。 „Aptitude was promoted, I felt that I go to cultivation way spells of Dusk now again, the speed certainly compared with on original quick many.” “资质又被提升了,我感觉我现在再去修炼黄昏道术,速度一定会比原来快上许多。” On the face of Zhou Bai flashes through a self-confident color, on the road of his path of cultivation, felt the own biggest hindrance compared with other person of later students many years, could not keep up with these talents in the path of cultivation knowledge completely, the aptitude is also ordinary. 周白的脸上闪过一丝自信之色,原本他修道之路上,感觉自己最大的阻碍就是比其他人晚学了好多年,在修道知识上完全跟不上那些天才,资质也非常一般。 But now the Ugly Diagram star point makes up this for him finally. 但现在丑图的星点终于为他补上了这一块。 Then Zhou Bai looked to the fifth star point. 接下来周白看向了第五个星点。 „I come to see, according to beforehand Lazy Diagram and Poverty Diagram, the fifth star point can be compares the qualitative change a point, how does not know Ugly Diagram to be able......” “我来看看,按照之前的懒图、穷图来看,第五个星点都会是比较质变的一个点,不知道丑图会怎么样……”