Inchapel.教堂内。Under the gas lampincandescentray, the Resno mouthis nippingtogether the gauze, takes off the coat, pricksin the meatwith the daggerstate-of-art, selects a distortedjet blackbullet.
煤气灯白炽的光芒下,雷斯诺嘴里咬着一块纱布,脱下外套,用匕首尖端刺入自己肉里,挑出来一枚已经变形的漆黑子弹。Works as!
哐当!Messes with the warhead of bloodto fallon the metal disc, makes the low and deepsound.
沾惹鲜血的弹头落在金属盘上,发出低沉的声音。Is lower and deeper than the sound, is the Resno palecomplexion.
比声音更加低沉的,是雷斯诺苍白的脸色。Hisforeheadtumbles the bigdrop the beads of sweat, the wrapgoodwound, the whole person with be reluctantly same, the whole body that in the waterfishesis wet, but also is keepingbreathing heavily.
他额头滚落大滴的汗珠,勉强包扎好伤口,整个人就跟水里捞出来的一样,浑身湿漉漉的,还在不停喘着粗气。Althoughinchurchhas the doctor of specialty, butResno does not dareto trustthemagain.
虽然教会中有专业的医生,但雷斯诺已经不敢再信任他们。„Cannot think that...... Nicholas Inamandmysteries spherehave the contact...... hereallyto hidewell...... is not good, ImustinformGreat Holy Churchas soon as possible......”
“想不到……尼古拉斯·伊那姆与神秘界早就有接触……他隐藏得真好……不行,我得尽快告知大圣堂……”Resno pulls the hairagitated.雷斯诺烦躁地抓了抓头发。Is only the contactis mystical, might invest the grave offense of Bureau of Investigationprisonregarding the average person, butregardingthesearistocratandhigh-rank, but also is really notanything.
仅仅只是接触神秘,对于普通人来说或许是要投入调查局监狱的重罪,但对于那些贵族与上位者而言,还真不算什么。But the example that NicholasorChurch of the Holy Spiritpushmostnewly, did not allow that immediatelywas overthrownto slander.
而尼古拉斯还是圣灵教最新推出来的榜样,不容许立即被打倒污蔑。„Alsoneedplentierevidence...... Isuspected that heisirregular.”
“还需要更多的证据……我怀疑他本身就是一位非凡者。”InResno heartagitatedeven moreintensifies, turns on the drawer, extracts the letter paper, preparesto write a letter.雷斯诺心中的烦躁越发加剧,打开抽屉,抽出信纸,准备写信。„Wait...... Ias ifneglectedwhatissue...... thistype of bullet, verystrange...... myspirit essence seemed harmed......”
“等等……我似乎忽略了什么问题……这种子弹,很奇怪……我的灵性似乎受到了伤害……”„No, is the pollution!”
“不,是污染!”
A soundresoundsin the Resno earsuddenlydirectly.
一个声音忽然直接于雷斯诺耳边响起。„Pollution?”
“污染?”Resno nods, suddenlyresponded,on the cheeks the musclebecame the distortionto be fierce: „Who are you?”雷斯诺点点头,忽然反应过来,脸颊上肌肉都变得扭曲狰狞:“你是谁?”„I...... Iamyou!”
“我……我就是你啊!”InResno at present, the person's shadowappearsfromvoidtogether, is just the sameashimimpressively, expressionmelancholy‘Resno’oneself!
在雷斯诺眼前,一道人影从虚空中浮现,赫然是跟他一模一样,表情忧郁的‘雷斯诺’本人!„Illusion? Notto...... myschizophrenia? Is impossible, Ihave paid attention tothisaspectvery much, recentlydid not haveemanationto promote......”
“幻觉?不对……我精神分裂了?不可能,我一直很注意这方面,最近也没有原质晋升……”
The Resno expressiondisastrous incident, actssuddenly, frontattackthisillusory image.雷斯诺表情惨变,忽然出手,攻击面前这道幻影。
The nextsecond, hishandpasses throughfrom the opposite partybodymeaninglessly.
下一秒,他的手毫无意义地从对方身躯中穿过。„Iamyou......”
“我就是你……”
A soundsends outfromhisback of the headdirectly, in the hair of cover, the faceappears: „We are a body......”
一个声音直接从他后脑勺上发出,在茂密的头发中,有一张人脸浮现:“我们本来就是一体的……”Heart of Resno just likesinking toabyss, becomesincomparablydespondent, felt that the worldcovered a dust and glassprobably, hewas isolatedoutside the world.雷斯诺的心宛若沉入深渊,又变得无比抑郁,感觉世界都好像蒙上了一层灰尘与玻璃,他被隔离在世界之外。In the past, ischurch and enterprise of Saintplacestruggles, obtainedownposition and glory, was the pursue of hislifetime.
以往,为教会与圣座的事业而奋斗,从中获得属于自己的地位与荣耀,是他毕生的追求。Butnow...... Resno feels that alllost the significance, as if the lifeonelost the goal.
但现在……雷斯诺感觉一切都失去了意义,仿佛人生一下就失去了目标。Moreover, heto the joyfulthreshold value, oneraised a desperatealtitude.
不仅如此,他对快乐的阈值,一下提升到了一个令人绝望的高度。In other words, the pastwoman, alcoholandtobacco...... all sortscanmakehimfeel that excitinghappymatter, became an attractionnot to haveinstantaneously.
也就是说,以往的女人、酒精、烟草……种种能令他感到兴奋愉快的事情,瞬间变得一点吸引力都没有了。
The shorttime, Resno turned into a specific weightdespondentpatient, evenhas the tendency of suicide.
只是短短时间,雷斯诺就变成了一个重度抑郁的病人,甚至产生出自杀的倾向。Heputs out the revolver not silently, includinginownmouth, the fingeris stroking gentlyon the trigger.
他一言不发地拿出左轮,含在自己嘴里,手指就在扳机上摩挲着。„Really...... my‘Contamination Bullets’, although the lethalityis not from the beginning strong, butresidual effectsismost serious.”
“果然……我的‘污秽子弹’虽然一开始杀伤力不强,但后遗症是最为严重的。”„Ifcannot be treated the promptintervention , is very troublesome big......”
“要是得不到及时的干预与治疗,麻烦很大啊……”Side, takes possessionAuclair, changes intoEvil SpiritAaron, is looking at the performance of thismental patienttranquilly.
旁边,附身奥克莱尔,化为恶灵的亚伦,平静地望着这位精神病人的表演。However, Resno held appreciativelymet the firearms, finallyrelied on the willpowerto put down the revolver, the attempthas not committed suicidetruly.
不过,雷斯诺把玩了一会枪械,最终还是凭借意志力放下左轮,并未尝试真正自杀。Heshrinks the corner, oneas ifwill think aloudwith anyone of dialogue,onewill remain silent, is sizing up the surroundingallpanic-stricken.
他缩到墙角,一会仿佛与什么人对话般自言自语,一会保持沉默,惊恐地打量着周围的一切。„Turned into a truelunatic.”
“变成了一个真正的疯子。”
The Aaronobservationquite a while, made a diagnosis: „Eh……alsowantsto makeyoucommit suicide, nowlooks like......”亚伦观察半天,做了一个诊断:“呃……原本还想让你被自杀的,现在看来……”HeoperatesEvil Spirit, takes possessiononResno .
他操纵恶灵,附身于雷斯诺身上。In an instant, the Resno expressionbecomestranquil, stoodjust like the good-for-nothing.
刹那间,雷斯诺的表情变得平静,宛若行尸走肉般站了起来。Butfeelsopposite partychaoticspirit essence, Aaron is completely affirming, the opposite partyisreallyinsane, is not the attire!
而感受着对方混乱的灵性,亚伦完全肯定,对方是真疯,不是装的!„Thissituation, only ifobtains the redemption of ‘Dreamt-Up Spirit’, otherwiseis very difficultto rescue.”
“这种情况,除非得到‘虚妄之灵’的救赎,否则很难救回来啊。”Aaronis operatingResno , takes outvarioustypes of items, arranges the ceremonyin the ground.亚伦操纵着雷斯诺,取出各种道具,在地面上布置仪式。„Ipledged the matter that...... Iwill not seeabsolutelytonightsaid!”
“我发誓……我绝对不将今夜见到的事情说出去!”In the ritualcore, Resno sworedignified.
于仪轨核心,雷斯诺庄严立誓。Thisis‚secret keeping ceremony’, Aaronhad usedtomaidSylvia, the normalflowneedsto pledge that the personcanmake the progresswholeheartedly.
这是‘守秘仪式’,原本亚伦对女仆西尔维娅用过,正常流程需要发誓人真心实意才能取得效果。However, this timeAaronimproved the ceremony, choosesby4th EmanationInhumanEvil Spiritas‚witness’, the binding forcewill be only stronger than the originaleffect!
不过,此时的亚伦改进了仪式,选择以一位第四原质的非人恶灵作为‘见证人’,束缚力只会比原版效果更强!„Was Itoocareful, the lunaticveryfound it hardto be believedin a moment......”
“我是不是太小心了,原本疯子说话就很难被相信……”Aaronthought aloud, spiritual bodyleftResno , just before leavingalsoalongcontaminationbulletwarheads of thesedistortions.亚伦自言自语一句,灵体离开了雷斯诺,临走时还顺走了那些变形的污秽子弹弹头。
......
……Next day, in the morning.
翌日,清晨。Even iflast nighthad the activity, Nicholasgets out of bedon time, leads the followers and nunsmakes a morningtideto pray.
纵然昨夜有活动,尼古拉斯还是按时起床,带领信徒与修女们做了一次晨间祈祷。„Your Excellency the Archbishop!”
“大主教阁下!”
In Nicholaspreparesto enjoy the breakfast, the wet nurse who wears the black robewalksrapidly, onfacenot mincing matterfearwithbeing frightened.
就在尼古拉斯准备去享用早餐之时,一位身披黑袍的嬷嬷急速走来,脸上毫不掩饰恐惧与惊惶。„Does Sister Frey, have an accident?”
“弗拉蕾嬷嬷,出了什么事?”
The Nicholastoneis gentle, as if there is comfortingwill of the peoplestrength.尼古拉斯语气轻柔,似乎带着安抚人心的力量。Sister Freywas tranquiler, but the soundis still difficultto coveris frightened: „Iprovide the breakfasttoSir Registrar, buthe...... he...... hewas insane!”弗拉蕾嬷嬷平静了一些,但声音依旧难掩惊惶:“我给书记官大人送上早餐,但他……他……他疯了!”„What?”
“什么?”Nicholasis startled.尼古拉斯不由怔住。
After severalhours,......
数个小时之后……Helooksis shrinkingin the roomcorner, Resno that non-stopshivering, unbelievable on face still had not abated, lookstonearbychurchdoctor: „Heactuallyhow?”
他望着缩在房间一角,不停颤抖的雷斯诺,脸上的难以置信仍旧未曾消退,看向旁边一位教会的医生:“他究竟怎么了?”„Your Excellency the Archbishop, the patientcontracts the neurosisdoubtful, has displayed the disassociation of personality and heavydespondentsymptom......”
“大主教阁下,病人疑似患有精神病,已经表现出人格分裂、重度抑郁的症状……”
The special servicerepliedin the churchdoctorexpressionheavily.
专门服务于教会的医生表情沉重地回答。„Neurosis? Have Ibeen working together as colleagueswith a lunatic? The Resno usualwords and deeds, is it possible thatdo not seem like a patient...... oh...... hewith the astonishingwill, coversowncondition, thismayreally befor the churchenterprise, did not hesitateownbody...... is too lofty, was too great, almostsuch asdisciplegeneral......”
“精神病?我一直在跟一位疯子共事?雷斯诺平时的言行,可一点也不像是位病人啊……唉……莫非他以惊人的毅力,掩盖住自己的病情,这可真是为了教会的事业,不惜自己的身体啊……太崇高了,太伟大了,几乎如圣徒一般……”Nicholassighedonein the heartsilently.尼古拉斯在心中默默感叹一句。„But, Iwhilegiving the patientget the physical exam, but alsodiscoveredseveralrecentbullet wounds and abrasions, fromwound, as ifin the two days......”
“不过,我在给病人检查身体的同时,还发现了几处最近的枪伤与擦伤,从伤口来看,似乎就在这两天……”
The doctorcontinuesto say.
医生继续说道。Nicholasreturns toinstantaneouslynormal, understands that thisregistrarprovokedwhatmysteries sphereenemyprobably, was done such pitifulappearance.尼古拉斯瞬间恢复平静,明白这位书记官大概是招惹了什么神秘界的敌人,才被搞成了这么凄惨的模样。‚Alsohas the possibility, washerepelled the enemy, but did itselflose controlmystically? Regardingirregular, thisis not rare, ifhesought the helptomelast night, perhapsI can also make a purificationceremonytohim......’
‘也有可能,是他击退了敌人,但本身神秘失控了?对于非凡者而言,这并不罕见,如果他昨夜向我寻求帮助,我或许还可以给他做一个净化仪式……’Nicholassighedin the heart, askedto the doctor: „Whattreatmenthas?”尼古拉斯在心中叹息一声,向医生发问:“有什么治疗办法?”
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