TRSFPUS :: Volume #1

#45: The common border of dream and reality


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I had a dream. 我做了一个梦。 Since the grandfather passed away, I alone arrived at Tokyo. 自爷爷去世后,我一个人来到了东京。 Left lived 14 years of village, moved to only more than 1 hour from the Saitama prefecture driving distances Tokyo, was admitted to that obsolete apartment. 离开了生活了14年的村子,从埼玉县搬到了仅有一小时多车程的东京,住进了那栋老旧的公寓。 Although parents not, in the side...... or does not know that is in which place in this world, but I have a guardian on the name. 虽然双亲并不在身边……或者说不知道正处于这个世界上的哪个地方,但在名义上面我还是有个监护人的。 That is a very gentle person, whenever vacation time, the opposite party will mail the delicious sweet potato and immortal shell from the native place. 那是一个十分温柔的人,每当假期的时候,对方就会从老家寄来好吃的番薯和仙贝。 The procedure of initially entering a school and so on is also the opposite party help handles, can achieve this enough to make me have grateful. 就连当初入学之类的手续也是对方帮忙办理的,能做到这点已经足够让我心生感激了。 In the village everyone is also very good, has no blood relationship with me obviously, is actually willing to draw cash to subsidize me to go to school from own family/home. 村子里大家也很好,明明与我没有任何血缘关系,却愿意从自己家里拿出钱来资助我上学。 Although I understand that this because of grandfather's relations, everyone also said that makes me not need to care about money the matter, but I actually do not think like this. 虽然我明白这都是因为爷爷的关系,大家也都表示让我不用在意钱的事情,但我却并不这样认为。 Our village is not wealthy, each of them also has own family, as me of bystander is unable satisfied enjoys this payout, therefore I chose working. 我们的村子并不富裕,他们每个人也都有着自己的家庭,作为外人的我无法心安理得的享受这份付出,所以我选择了打工。 For oneself, to repay everyone's benevolence. 既是为了自己,也是为了偿还大家的恩情。 Accidental a day, I ran into a young girl. 偶然的一天,我遇到了一名少女。 She and I have the completely different experiences, has a cute face obviously, the brilliance that in the eye has no completely, stands before me, seems only a body. 她与我有着完全不同的经历,明明有着一张可爱的脸,眼中却完全没有任何的光彩,站在我面前的,仿佛只是一具躯壳而已。 Through the conversation, I knew she comes to Tokyo from very remote place, because the body does not have money, can only choose to stay overnight in somebody's home in the families/home of different person, for this reason paid many prices. 通过交谈,我得知了她是从很遥远的地方来到东京的,因为身上没有钱,只能选择借宿在不同人的家里,为此付出了许多代价。 I calmly listen to the story that she is telling, has not issued any commentary. 我静静地听着她所讲述的故事,并未发表任何评论。 This society is this, either depends upon itself, either depends upon others, the small and weak thing is unable to survive alone, because this is the rule of society. 这个社会就是这样,要么依靠自己,要么依靠他人,弱小的东西是无法独自生存下去的,因为这就是社会的规则。 I should think like this. 我本该是这样想的。 Why however does not know, an ignition feeling actually gushes out from my heart unceasingly, the named anger is gradually full in my chest cavity. 但是不知为何,一股灼烧般的感觉却不断从我心中涌出,名为愤怒的情绪逐渐充盈于我的胸腔。 Everyone is only selfish pushes her toward the edge of the cliff little, anybody has not extended the aid to her. 每个人都只是自私的将她一点点推往悬崖边缘,从来没有任何人向她伸出过援手。 In that moment, my innermost feelings intense wish helps her make anything, therefore I opened the mouth without hesitation. 在那一刻,我的内心强烈的想要帮她做些什么,于是我毫不犹豫的开口了。 I must save you.” “我要救你。” When I said these words by the firm tone, I can clear seeing, in the eyes of opposite party outbreak some marvelous change. 当我以坚定的口吻说出这句话的时候,我能清晰的看到,对方的眼中突然发生了某种奇妙的变化。 Looked like dead situation to give full play to the vitality, the tears flowed copiously from her eye, is smiling obviously, the expression was actually so sad. 就像是一潭死水重新焕发了生机,泪水从她的眼中夺眶而出,明明是在笑着,表情却是如此悲伤。 „...... Thank you.” “……谢谢你。” She looks to me, then choked was saying. 她望向我,然后哽咽着说道。 „...... Yusuke.” “……悠介。” The dark vortex gradually swallows me, her sound actually reverberates in my ear as before. 黑暗的漩涡逐渐将我吞噬,她的声音却依旧在我耳边回荡。 ...... …… „...... Yusuke?” “……悠介?” After Katou Yusuke opens the eye slowly, first sees that beautiful appearance that is Ogiwara Sayu. 加藤悠介缓缓睁开眼睛后,第一眼看到的便是荻原沙优的那张姣好容貌。 You do not know that today how to call unable to awaken. So long as obviously usually poked to get up slightly.” Some Sayu worries is looking at him: „Did you have the nightmare?” “你今天不知怎么地叫都叫不醒呢。明明平常只要稍微戳一下就起来了。”沙优有些担心的望着他:“你做噩梦了吗?” Nightmare......?” Katou Yusuke is muttering, only thought that the throat does mutely exceptionally, throat suitable is uncomfortable. “噩梦……?”加藤悠介喃喃着,只觉得嗓子干哑异常,喉咙相当的不舒服。 Right.” Sayu nods again and again, stares at his eye saying: Felt that you are groaning very much painfully.” “对。”沙优连连点头,盯着他的眼睛说道:“感觉你很痛苦地呻吟着。” This......” “这样么……” Katou Yusuke whispered, lifted the hand to draw own bosom Sayu, then closely grasped her. 加藤悠介低语道,抬手将沙优拉到了自己的怀里,然后紧紧抱住了她。 „! Un gu...... Yusuke...... good uncomfortable......” “呜!嗯咕……悠介……好难受……” Sayu cannot breathe probably the sound said, Katou Yusuke slackened the effort for this reason. 沙优像是呼吸不上来的出声道,为此加藤悠介放松了力度。 Sayu.” 沙优。” Does and does......” “干、干嘛啦……” I will protect your, in any event.” “我会保护你的,不论如何。” „...... You how suddenly.” “……你怎么了突然。” Probably realizes anything to be the same, Sayu shoved open the shoulder of Katou Yusuke. 像是意识到什么一样,沙优推开了加藤悠介的肩膀。 „Related with that dream?” She looks to Katou Yusuke, Yusuke you...... dream to me?” “和那个梦有关吗?”她望向加藤悠介,“悠介你……梦到我了?” Sees Katou Yusuke to nod the head gently, her expression is soft immediately. 加藤悠介轻轻颔首,她的表情立刻柔软了下来。 You are really worried about me very much.” The amber brown pupil is dragging, Sayu stretches out the arms to grasp Katou Yusuke, buries the head in his bosom, inquired in a soft voice: „Is the Yusuke dream to what, I disappears?” “你真的很担心我呢。”琥珀色眸子摇曳着,沙优张开双臂抱住加藤悠介,将脑袋埋在他的怀里,轻声询问道:“悠介梦到了什么,是我不见了吗?” Katou Yusuke shakes the head, on the single-handed link her the slender waist, the sinking sound whispered. 加藤悠介摇了摇头,单手环上她纤细的腰肢,沉声低语道。 Is some more repugnant matter...... I sees you to stand in the darkness, but I like the observer, anything am unable to achieve for you.” “是某种更讨厌的事情……我看到你站在黑暗里,而我就像个旁观者一样,什么都无法为你做到。” Is this?” The Sayu look becomes even more gentle, pastes said in the ear of Katou Yusuke: But that is only a dream...... right?” “是这样呀?”沙优的眼神变得愈加柔和,贴在加藤悠介的耳边说道:“但是那只是个梦……对吧?” She uses the left hand to hold the right hand of Katou Yusuke, making each other ten fingers buckle. 她用左手抓住加藤悠介的右手,让彼此十指相扣。 Because of present us here. Your flavor, your touch, your temperature, is so real.” “因为现在的我们就在这里。你的味道,你的触感,你的温度,所有的一切都是如此真实。” Might the idea of innermost feelings tell listens to be the same completely to this person, Ogiwara Sayu is reciting in a soft voice, I, felt from the bottom of the heart, can meet Yusuke is really good.” 像是要把内心的想法全部诉说给这个人听一样,荻原沙优轻声吟咏着,“我啊,从心底里觉得,能遇到悠介真是太好了。” I am a coward who likes evading, no courage facing the past, never extravagant demands in the future...... but......” “我是个喜欢逃避的胆小鬼,既没有勇气面对过去,也从不奢求未来……但是啊……” Even such I, Yusuke does not have reserved accepted got down......” “即便是这样的我,悠介也全无保留的接受了下来……” Therefore.” “所以。” Her eye slightly flood red, tears from corner of the eye flowing under. 她的眼睛略微泛红,泪水从眼角潸然而下。 Although not mature place, but I want to stay here, makes me stay in the Yusuke side......?” “虽然还有很多不成熟的地方,但是我想要留在这里,就让我呆在悠介身边……可以吗?” Saying, on the face of Ogiwara Sayu shows a smile, appears with the happiness sadly simultaneously, but that smile in Katou Yusuke it seems like appears both real and happy. 说着,荻原沙优的脸上露出一个笑容,悲伤与幸福同时浮现而出,而那个笑容在加藤悠介看来显得既真实又美好。 The facial features in reality and dreamland gradually fuse. 现实与梦境中的面容逐渐融合。 Looks at this, Katou Yusuke puts out a hand, grasped Ogiwara Sayu, then deeply inspires to say. 看着这一幕,加藤悠介伸出手,重新抱住了荻原沙优,然后深吸了一口气说道。 How long you want to stay.” “你想呆多久都可以。” Good......” Sayu to be sobbing low voice, placed on the chin the shoulder of Katou Yusuke, is pasting the cheeks with his cheeks. “好……”沙优小声抽噎着,将下巴放在了加藤悠介的肩膀上,与他脸颊贴着脸颊。 Since comes to Tokyo, I become very like crying......” “自从来到东京,我变得挺爱哭的呢……” „...... Real.” Katou Yusuke caresses her hair to say lightly: Is one is completely longer much the love crying ghost.” “啊……真的呢。”加藤悠介轻抚着她的头发说道:“完全就是一个长得好看的爱哭鬼。” That is what view, repugnant.” The young girls saying that cries and smiles. “那是什么说法啦,讨厌。”少女又哭又笑的说道。 „, Yusuke.” “呐,悠介。” Un?” “嗯?” One day, I must make you feel that " Ogiwara Sayu can come here too to be really good " and so on.” “总有一天,我要让你觉得「荻原沙优能来到这里真的太好了」之类的。” Yes......” Katou Yusuke said with a smile, that congratulates you.” “是么……”加藤悠介笑着说道,“那祝贺你。” ei......? This in other words......” “欸……?这也就是说……” „.” Katou Yusuke nods, definitely her guess, you can come to here too to be really good, I thought before.” “啊。”加藤悠介点了点头,肯定了她的猜测,“你能来这里真的太好了,我之前就这么想了。” „...... Long-drawn-out............?” “……悠……介……?” The petite body is shivering gently, the boiling hot tears moistened two cheeks of people, the young girl opened the opens the mouth, a few words could not say. 娇小的身躯轻轻颤抖着,滚烫的泪水打湿了两个人的面颊,少女张了张口,却一句话也说不出来。 Might melt in this person body, Ogiwara Sayu makes an effort to drill toward his arms. 像是要融进这个人身体里似的,荻原沙优使劲地往他怀里钻去。 The warm fragrant soft jade hugs to fill with. 温香软玉抱满怀。 Very close, Katou Yusuke is gripping tightly the palm, thinks like this: 耳鬓厮磨间,加藤悠介紧握着手掌,不禁这样想到: At least this time, I will not let all in dreamland to repeat. 至少这一次,我不会让梦境中的一切重演。
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