ELN :: Volume #4

#198: Really I


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, Endless night odd/surplus fire ,长夜余火 Under the somewhat awkward atmosphere, Shang Jianyao asked curiously: 有些尴尬的氛围下,商见曜好奇问道: Isn't painful?” “不痛吗?” Pain.” Focas has not stopped brushing itself, the voice of speech took for several points to shiver, „, but more was the ache more can make me forget external, forgot the past, saw truly.” “痛。”福卡斯并没有停止抽打自己,说话的声音都带上了几分颤抖,“但越是疼痛越能让我忘记外在,忘记过去,看见真正的自我。” This view...... always felt strange the idea of which religious organization...... this is? Initial city also really degenerates, many senior statesmen and different religious sects had certain connection...... no wonder the internal contradictions to be getting more and more incisive...... Jiang Baimian to consider, asked intentionally: 这说法……总感觉怪怪的……这又是哪个宗教组织的理念?“最初城”还真是堕落啊,许多元老都和不同教派有一定的瓜葛……难怪内部矛盾越来越尖锐……蒋白棉斟酌了一下,故意问道: You advocate truly, rather than does which hold the year?” “你们崇尚真正的自我,而不是哪位执岁?” ! 啪! Focas gave himself a whip: 福卡斯又给了自己一鞭子: No, before dawn is really I, really I am before dawn.” “不,‘拂晓’就是真我,真我就是‘拂晓’。” The worship holds year in February/two months before dawn another sect...... Jiang Baimian with before dawn morning star has not equated the organization that General Focas and Boss Ugoh they are , a word half language that because only from hears at present, can see both sides to have a big difference. 崇拜二月执岁“拂晓”的另一个教派啊……蒋白棉没有将福卡斯将军、乌戈老板他们所在的这个组织与“拂晓晨星”划等号,因为仅是从目前听到的一言半语出发,就能看出双方存在不小的差别。 In material that at least „the Pangu lifeform provides, before dawn morning star has not raised really me this word. 至少“盘古生物”提供的资料里,“拂晓晨星”从来没提过“真我”这个词。 What believe regarding General Focas and Boss Ugoh is holds year before dawn this point, old accent group several members are not completely strange, because Ugoh showed the ability of influence dreamland before. 对于福卡斯将军、乌戈老板信仰的是执岁“拂晓”这一点,“旧调小组”几位成员完全不奇怪,因为乌戈之前就表现出了影响梦境的能力。 But now, Jiang Baimian and the others understood in the Ugoh room finally these equipment what's the matter: 而现在,蒋白棉等人总算明白了乌戈房间里那些器材是怎么回事: Their ideas are to suffer oneself, obtains the pain, discovers really me. 他们的理念是折磨自己,获得痛苦,找出真我。 I also think that you regard as important the dreamland.” The one who spoke these words is Shang Jianyao. “我还以为你们更看重梦境。”说这句话的是商见曜 Long Yuehong also thinks at heart, after all holds year before dawn the most well-known domain is dreamland. 龙悦红心里也是这么想的,毕竟执岁“拂晓”最广为人知的领域是“梦境”。 Focas finished to oneself whipping, gasps for breath saying: 福卡斯结束了对自己的鞭打,喘了口气道: That is the misunderstanding of the world , is the heresies and heathens wrong road.” “那是世人的误解,也是异端、异教徒们脚下的歧途。” He threw the whip one side, took up a wet towel, cleaning sets out on blood stain: 他将鞭子扔到了一边,拿起一张湿漉漉的毛巾,擦拭起身上的血污: Our consciousness will be truly swallowed by the nightmare, oneself turn into having no interest in the reality ‚’. “我们的意识确实会被噩梦吞噬,本人则于现实变成‘无心者’。 But we discussed the dreamland, not only and is discussing the dreamland. “但我们谈梦境,并不仅仅只是在谈梦境。 In our sect, the dream is a more widespread concept, refers to hoodwinking really all my sorts of issues.” “在我们教派,梦是一个更广泛的概念,指的是蒙蔽真我的种种问题。” The difference...... holds year here before dawn the follower explained does not have worry...... Jiang Baimian has not laughed at the theory of opposite party blindly. 分歧在这里啊……执岁“拂晓”的信徒是这么解释“无心病”的啊……蒋白棉没有盲目地嗤笑对方的理论。 When own also has the long distance from the conclusion, any type so-called truth, she will not despise, perhaps sometimes, the incredible funny back is hiding profoundly the most brutal reason. 在自身距离结论还有十万八千里时,任何一种所谓的“真相”,她都不会轻视,某些时候,荒诞滑稽的背后也许潜藏着最深刻最残酷的原因。 We should sharpen ourselves with others'experience! 他山之石,可以攻玉! Focas scratched the body, such belt/bring the multi-channel whip-mark, is wearing the clothing: 福卡斯擦好了身体,就那样带着多道鞭痕,穿起了衣物: Mirror teaches and fond illusion mission to think that the world is an illusion, in some sense, this does not miscalculate, otherwise the nightmare will not have fearful ability that swallows the consciousness.” “‘镜教’、‘迷梦教团’认为世界本身就是一场幻梦,从某种意义上来说,这不算错,否则噩梦不会有吞噬意识的可怕能力。” When talking about other holds the year follower, this initial city the general spoke thoughtlessly mentions two secret organizations. 在谈到其他执岁的信徒时,这位“最初城”的将军随口就提及两个隐秘组织。 Clam dragon teaches.” Shang Jianyao helps Zhou Guanzhu they seek the position. “还有‘蜃龙教’。”商见曜帮周观主他们争取起地位。 Focas looked at his one eyes , to continue saying: 福卡斯看了他一眼,继续说道: But they want with the aid of holding the year strength, wake up from the illusion, since the new world, can only say stupidly. “但他们想借助执岁的力量,从幻梦中醒来,进入新的世界,只能说愚蠢。 Held the year already bestowed us the means and strength, but we were hoodwinked by the dreamland, had not realized. “执岁早就把办法和力量赐给了我们,只是我们被梦境蒙蔽,没有意识到。 „Everyone within the body has really me, really I am before dawn, so long as can discover own really me inward, can be separated from the dreamland, since the new world.” “每个人体内都有真我,真我就是‘拂晓’,只要能向内找出自己的真我,就可以脱离梦境,进入新的世界。” At this point, this leonine general lifts the right hand, grasps the fist, tapped under the side of head: 说到这里,这位狮子般的将军抬起右手,握成拳头,轻敲了下脑袋的侧面: Really I last forever!” “真我永存!” „.” Shang Jianyao looked at dedicated, as if must every action and every movement bear in mind General Focas. “哦哦。”商见曜看得很是专注,仿佛要把福卡斯将军刚才的一举一动记在心里。 When Focas wore the clothing, Jiang Baimian asked with a smile: 等福卡斯穿好了衣物,蒋白棉才笑着问道: Makes the physical body the ache, is you searches for really my means?” “制造肉体的疼痛,就是你们寻找真我的办法?” Right.” The Focas slight nod, „the mass, each time how we are exchanging suffer ourselves well, some people like with the way of drop wax, some people like by the acupuncture, some people constantly summarize the bundle, to be hanging and whip oneself various skills, some people hope that was suffered by the external strength, rather than begin personally.” “对。”福卡斯微微点头,“每次弥撒,我们都在交流怎么更好地折磨自己,有人更喜欢用滴蜡的方式,有人更喜欢被针刺,有人不断总结捆绑、悬挂和鞭打自己的各种技巧,有人希望被外来的力量折磨,而不是自己亲自动手。” He then also said: 他接着又道: Naturally, the key point suffers, is not the ache, the former contains the latter. “当然,重点是折磨,不是疼痛,前者包含后者。 Besides the ache, the humiliation, spiritual suffering, a simplest example is, some people try to betray in their pain to strengthen the strength from the companion, therefore creates the opportunity on own initiative, tests the opposite party.” “除了疼痛,还有屈辱,还有精神上的折磨,最简单的一个例子就是,有的人试图从伴侣背叛自己的那种痛苦中汲取到力量,于是主动创造机会,考验对方。” Your sect not proper...... by the Long Yuehong story, feels strangely. 你们教派不正经……以龙悦红的阅历,也感觉怪怪的。 But at this moment, in the Jiang Baimian mind only flashed through words and expressions: 而这一刻,蒋白棉脑海里只闪过了一个词语: The people are ambitious respectively...... 人各有志…… Bai Chen wants to ask that you really can accept these? Will you really therefore feel satisfied?” 白晨本来想问“你们真的能接受这些吗?你们真的会因此感觉满意吗?” What may change mind recalls Focas to repeatedly stress is pain and suffering. 可转念就记起福卡斯反复强调的是“痛苦”和“折磨”。 This makes her feel that the opposite party is impregnable. 这让她感觉对方无懈可击。 „Wasn't the most poignant matter the death of family member, companion and friend?” The Shang Jianyao expression asked earnestly. “最让人痛苦的事不是亲人、同伴和朋友的死亡吗?”商见曜表情认真地问道。 Focas complexion changed rare several: 福卡斯脸色少有地变化了几下: Right.” “对。” His tone is very low and deep. 他的语气很是低沉。 Shang Jianyao further asked: 商见曜进一步问道: Some that people to feel this pain, lets the family member, companion and friend intentionally dies?” “那会有人为了感受这种痛苦,故意让亲人、同伴和朋友去死吗?” Focas cannot bear take a look at this fellow up and down, seems looking at a anomaly. 福卡斯忍不住上下打量起这家伙,仿佛在看一个变态。 His sinking sound said: 他沉声说道: Can make lets the family member, companion and friend intentionally died the person of this matter, how also possibly to feel the pain from their deaths?” “能做出故意让亲人、同伴和朋友死亡这种事情的人,又怎么可能从他们的死亡里感受到痛苦?” Precisely!” Shang Jianyao grasped the right boxing under left palm, a jubilation of face. “就是嘛!”商见曜握右拳击了下左掌,一脸的兴高采烈。 He as if untied certain heart knots because of Focas this reply. 他似乎因福卡斯这个回答解开了某些心结。 Focas too did not understand, does not want to say anything, looks said to Jiang Baimian: 福卡斯不是太理解,也不想多说什么,望向蒋白棉道: You hope that what help I do provide?” “你们希望我提供什么样的帮助?” Jiang Baimian has the mental note early, said with a smile: 蒋白棉早有腹稿,笑着说道: If in the city has the turmoil, protected Vija's responsibility to be turned over the city defense force, or presented the blank, I wanted the general to be able, in we contacted in Vija's process to provide certain convenience.” “如果城内发生动乱,保护阿维娅的责任被移交给了城防军,或者出现了空白,我希望将军能在我们接触阿维娅的过程中提供一定的便利。” Without having turmoil?” Focas did not answer asked back. “要是没发生动乱呢?”福卡斯不答反问。 The Jiang Baimian smile replied: 蒋白棉微笑回答道: That did not trouble the general you, we then invited busy of your faction again.” “那就不麻烦将军你了,我们回头再请你帮别的忙。” Focas shows neither approval nor disapproval, then said: 福卡斯不置可否,转而说道: If you are willing to share to contact Vija's harvest, I can comply.” “如果你们愿意分享接触阿维娅的收获,那我可以答应下来。” ...... Jiang Baimian to relax quietly, jokingly said: 呼……蒋白棉悄然松了口气,以开玩笑的口吻说道: Actually, by your ideas, why can gain the secret that leaves behind? Looked for really me dedicated not on the line?” “其实,以你们的理念,为什么要获取奥雷遗留的秘密?专注寻找真我不就行了?” Focas looked all around one saying: 福卡斯环顾了一圈道: Before finding really me, we also resistance fearful nightmare, so as to avoid the self-awareness was swallowed, but the secret that leaves behind likely reveals the truth of nightmare to a certain extent.” “在找到真我前,我们也得对抗可怕的噩梦,免得自我意识被吞噬,而奥雷遗留的秘密很可能在某种程度上揭示噩梦的真相。” Jiang Baimian no longer inquired, showed the smile: 蒋白棉不再提问,露出了笑容: Cooperation is happy.” “合作愉快。” Focas turned around to look at the eye by the window that the curtain arrange/cloth blocked from, resembled to speak thoughtlessly raise said: 福卡斯转身望了眼被帘布遮住的窗户,状似随口一提般道: I should also go back, waits to meet Gaius to , in the citizen assembled on speaks.” “我也该回去了,等会盖乌斯就要在公民集会上讲话了。” ............ ………… There attains the radio transceiver after Boss Ugoh, old accent group starts on the vehicle directly the debugging, then sent the telegram to „the Pangu lifeform. 从乌戈老板那里拿到无线电收发报机后,“旧调小组”直接就在车上做起调试,然后给“盘古生物”拍发了电报。 The content and Jiang Baimian yesterday's mental note of telegram differed not much, but increased the matter that today's citizen assembled, and gave perhaps will have turmoil the guess, expressed itself to want while to contact Vija's idea randomly. 电报的内容和蒋白棉昨天的腹稿相差不多,只是添加了今天公民集会的事情,并给出了“也许会发生动乱”的猜测,表达了自身想趁乱接触阿维娅的想法。 What Jiang Baimian hopes is can obtain the help of company. 蒋白棉希望的是能得到公司的帮助。 She felt, company as a big influence, in initial city not possible, only then an information network and old accent group such a team. 她觉得,公司作为一个大势力,在最初城不可能只有一个情报网络和“旧调小组”这么一支队伍。 Sent the telegram, Jiang Baimian looks at Garibaldi Giuseppe: 发完电报,蒋白棉将目光投向了“加里波第”朱塞佩: „Does company have mind corridor awakening of level here?” “公司有‘心灵走廊’层次的觉醒者在这边吗?” Giuseppe swung slowly under: 朱塞佩缓慢摇了下头: I am not quite clear, I am only responsible for providing the corresponding information, the person of disagreement/not with attachment contact thoroughly, before this next best, I do not know that you are so strong.” “我不太清楚,我只负责提供相应的情报,不和接头的人深入接触,这次之前,我都不知道你们有这么强。” What he meant was that „the Pangu lifeform really has many external assignment to the person who the initial city carries out the task, in he and them a large part has truly met, has given the information of assigning, but does not know that this inside does have mind corridor awakening of level. 他的意思是,“盘古生物”外派到最初城执行任务的人确实有不少,他与他们之中很大一部分确实碰过头,给过指定的情报,但不知道这里面有没有“心灵走廊”层次的觉醒者。 At this point, Giuseppe looked to make up two: 说到这里,朱塞佩找补了两句: Team that but, the company carries out the task here and individual really many, has the powerhouse possibly is very big.” “不过,公司在这边执行任务的团队和个人真的不少,有强者的可能很大。” Individual?” Jiang Baimian eye one bright. “个人?”蒋白棉眼睛一亮。 Just like the acting alone hunter quite strongly is often same, by individual rather than team execution company duty will not be definitely weak. 正如独行猎人往往都比较强一样,以个人而非团队执行公司任务的肯定不会弱。 Three.” Giuseppe gave the affirmative answer, „, but I have exposed, they will definitely not contact me again.” “三个。”朱塞佩给出了肯定的答复,“但我已经暴露,他们肯定不会再联络我。” The Jiang Baimian place, said to Bai Chen looking pensive: 蒋白棉若有所思地点了下头,对白晨道: Arrives at the red great wolf area and place of azure Chinese olive area common border the car(riage).” “把车开到红巨狼区和青橄榄区交界的地方。” There can hear the official broadcast of initial city, facilitates old accent group to grasp the trend that the citizen assembles, but in the event of the turmoil, they can remove into the azure Chinese olive area to take the floor citizen and external wanderer housing place promptly, here lacks the strategic importance, will not become the key point of competing, will only produce certain in disorder unrest, but this cannot threaten old accent group. 那里能听到最初城的官方广播,方便“旧调小组”掌握公民集会的走向,而一旦发生动乱,他们又可以及时撤入青橄榄区作为底层公民和外来流浪者居住的地方,这里缺乏战略重要性,不会成为争夺的重点,只会产生一定的无秩序骚乱,而这威胁不到“旧调小组”。 Good.” Bai Chen makes the jeep accelerate slightly. “好。”白晨让吉普略微加速。
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