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,长夜余火Under the somewhatawkwardatmosphere, Shang Jianyaoaskedcuriously:
有些尴尬的氛围下,商见曜好奇问道:„Isn't painful?”
“不痛吗?”„Pain.”Focashas not stoppedbrushing itself, the voice of speechtook for severalpointsto shiver, „, butmorewas the achemorecanmakemeforgetexternal, forgot the past, sawtruly.”
“痛。”福卡斯并没有停止抽打自己,说话的声音都带上了几分颤抖,“但越是疼痛越能让我忘记外在,忘记过去,看见真正的自我。”Thisview...... alwaysfeltstrange the idea of whichreligious organization...... thisis? „Initialcity”alsoreallydegenerates, manysenior statesmen and differentreligious sectshadcertainconnection...... no wonder the internal contradictionsto be getting more and more incisive...... Jiang Baimianto consider, askedintentionally:
这说法……总感觉怪怪的……这又是哪个宗教组织的理念?“最初城”还真是堕落啊,许多元老都和不同教派有一定的瓜葛……难怪内部矛盾越来越尖锐……蒋白棉斟酌了一下,故意问道:„Youadvocatetruly, rather than does whichhold the year?”
“你们崇尚真正的自我,而不是哪位执岁?”
!
啪!Focasgave himself a whip:
福卡斯又给了自己一鞭子:„No, ‚before dawn’isreallyI, reallyIam‚before dawn’.”
“不,‘拂晓’就是真我,真我就是‘拂晓’。”
The worshipholdsyear in February/two months„before dawn”anothersect...... Jiang Baimianwith„before dawnmorning star”has not equatedtheorganization that GeneralFocasandBossUgohtheyare , a wordhalflanguage that becauseonlyfromhearsat present, canseeboth sidesto have a bigdifference.
崇拜二月执岁“拂晓”的另一个教派啊……蒋白棉没有将福卡斯将军、乌戈老板他们所在的这个组织与“拂晓晨星”划等号,因为仅是从目前听到的一言半语出发,就能看出双方存在不小的差别。Inmaterial that at least„the Pangulifeform”provides, „before dawnmorning star”has not raised„reallyme”thisword.
至少“盘古生物”提供的资料里,“拂晓晨星”从来没提过“真我”这个词。WhatbelieveregardingGeneralFocasandBossUgohisholdsyear„before dawn”this point, „oldaccentgroup”severalmembersare not completely strange, becauseUgohshowed the ability of influencedreamlandbefore.
对于福卡斯将军、乌戈老板信仰的是执岁“拂晓”这一点,“旧调小组”几位成员完全不奇怪,因为乌戈之前就表现出了影响梦境的能力。Butnow, Jiang Baimianand the othersunderstoodin the Ugohroomfinallytheseequipmentwhat's the matter:
而现在,蒋白棉等人总算明白了乌戈房间里那些器材是怎么回事:Theirideasareto sufferoneself, obtains the pain, discoversreallyme.
他们的理念是折磨自己,获得痛苦,找出真我。„Ialsothink that youregard as important the dreamland.”The one whospokethese wordsisShang Jianyao.
“我还以为你们更看重梦境。”说这句话的是商见曜。Long Yuehongalsothinksat heart, after allholdsyear„before dawn” the most well-knowndomainis„dreamland”.龙悦红心里也是这么想的,毕竟执岁“拂晓”最广为人知的领域是“梦境”。Focasfinishedtooneselfwhipping, gasps for breath saying:
福卡斯结束了对自己的鞭打,喘了口气道:„Thatis the misunderstanding of the world , is the heresies and heathenswrong road.”
“那是世人的误解,也是异端、异教徒们脚下的歧途。”Hethrew the whipone side, took up a wettowel, cleaningsets outonblood stain:
他将鞭子扔到了一边,拿起一张湿漉漉的毛巾,擦拭起身上的血污:
„ Ourconsciousnesswill be truly swallowedby the nightmare, oneselfturn intohaving no interestin the reality‚’.
“我们的意识确实会被噩梦吞噬,本人则于现实变成‘无心者’。
„ Butwediscussed the dreamland, not onlyandis discussing the dreamland.
“但我们谈梦境,并不仅仅只是在谈梦境。„Inoursect, the dreamis a more widespreadconcept, refers tohoodwinkingreally all my sorts ofissues.”
“在我们教派,梦是一个更广泛的概念,指的是蒙蔽真我的种种问题。”
The difference...... holdsyearhere„before dawn” the followerexplained„does not haveworry”...... Jiang Baimianhas not laughed at the theory of opposite partyblindly.
分歧在这里啊……执岁“拂晓”的信徒是这么解释“无心病”的啊……蒋白棉没有盲目地嗤笑对方的理论。Whenownalsohas the long distancefrom the conclusion, anytypeso-called„truth”, shewill not despise, perhapssometimes, the incrediblefunnybackis hidingprofoundly the most brutalreason.
在自身距离结论还有十万八千里时,任何一种所谓的“真相”,她都不会轻视,某些时候,荒诞滑稽的背后也许潜藏着最深刻最残酷的原因。We should sharpen ourselves with others'experience!
他山之石,可以攻玉!Focasscratched the body, suchbelt/bring the multi-channelwhip-mark, is wearing the clothing:
福卡斯擦好了身体,就那样带着多道鞭痕,穿起了衣物:„‚Mirrorteaches’and‚fond illusionmission’to think that the worldis an illusion, in some sense, thisdoes not miscalculate, otherwise the nightmarewill not havefearfulability that swallows the consciousness.”
“‘镜教’、‘迷梦教团’认为世界本身就是一场幻梦,从某种意义上来说,这不算错,否则噩梦不会有吞噬意识的可怕能力。”Whentalking aboutotherholds the yearfollower, this„initialcity” the generalspoke thoughtlesslymentionstwosecretorganizations.
在谈到其他执岁的信徒时,这位“最初城”的将军随口就提及两个隐秘组织。„‚Clamdragonteaches’.”Shang JianyaohelpsZhouGuanzhutheyseek the position.
“还有‘蜃龙教’。”商见曜帮周观主他们争取起地位。Focaslooked athisoneeyes , to continue saying:
福卡斯看了他一眼,继续说道:
„ Buttheywantwith the aid ofholding the yearstrength, wake upfrom the illusion, since the newworld, can only saystupidly.
“但他们想借助执岁的力量,从幻梦中醒来,进入新的世界,只能说愚蠢。
„ Held the yearalreadybestowedus the means and strength, butwewere hoodwinkedby the dreamland, had not realized.
“执岁早就把办法和力量赐给了我们,只是我们被梦境蒙蔽,没有意识到。„Everyone within the bodyhasreallyme, reallyIam‚before dawn’, so long ascandiscoverownreallymeinward, canbe separated from the dreamland, since the newworld.”
“每个人体内都有真我,真我就是‘拂晓’,只要能向内找出自己的真我,就可以脱离梦境,进入新的世界。”At this point, thisleoninegenerallifts the right hand, grasps the fist, tappedunder the side of head:
说到这里,这位狮子般的将军抬起右手,握成拳头,轻敲了下脑袋的侧面:„ReallyIlast forever!”
“真我永存!”„.”Shang Jianyaolooked atdedicated, as ifmustevery action and every movementbear in mindGeneralFocas.
“哦哦。”商见曜看得很是专注,仿佛要把福卡斯将军刚才的一举一动记在心里。WhenFocaswore the clothing, Jiang Baimianaskedwith a smile:
等福卡斯穿好了衣物,蒋白棉才笑着问道:„Makes the physical body the ache, isyousearches forreallymymeans?”
“制造肉体的疼痛,就是你们寻找真我的办法?”„Right.” The Focasslight nod, „the mass, each timehowweare exchangingsuffer ourselveswell, somepeoplelikewith the way of dropwax, somepeoplelikeby the acupuncture, somepeopleconstantlysummarize the bundle, to be hangingandwhiponeselfvariousskills, somepeoplehope that was sufferedby the externalstrength, rather thanbeginpersonally.”
“对。”福卡斯微微点头,“每次弥撒,我们都在交流怎么更好地折磨自己,有人更喜欢用滴蜡的方式,有人更喜欢被针刺,有人不断总结捆绑、悬挂和鞭打自己的各种技巧,有人希望被外来的力量折磨,而不是自己亲自动手。”Hethenalsosaid:
他接着又道:
„ Naturally, the key pointsuffers, is not the ache, the formercontains the latter.
“当然,重点是折磨,不是疼痛,前者包含后者。„Besides the ache, the humiliation, spiritualsuffering, a simplestexampleis, somepeopletryto betrayin their painto strengthen the strengthfrom the companion, thereforecreates the opportunityon own initiative, tests the opposite party.”
“除了疼痛,还有屈辱,还有精神上的折磨,最简单的一个例子就是,有的人试图从伴侣背叛自己的那种痛苦中汲取到力量,于是主动创造机会,考验对方。”Yoursect not proper...... by the Long Yuehongstory, feelsstrangely.
你们教派不正经……以龙悦红的阅历,也感觉怪怪的。Butat this moment, in the Jiang Baimianmindonlyflashed throughwords and expressions:
而这一刻,蒋白棉脑海里只闪过了一个词语:
The peopleare ambitiousrespectively......
人各有志……Bai Chenwantsto ask that „youreallycanacceptthese? Will youreallythereforefeelsatisfied?”白晨本来想问“你们真的能接受这些吗?你们真的会因此感觉满意吗?”Whatmaychange mindrecallsFocasto repeatedly stressis„pain”and„suffering”.
可转念就记起福卡斯反复强调的是“痛苦”和“折磨”。Thismakesherfeel that the opposite partyis impregnable.
这让她感觉对方无懈可击。„Wasn't the most poignantmatter the death of family member, companionandfriend?” The Shang Jianyaoexpressionaskedearnestly.
“最让人痛苦的事不是亲人、同伴和朋友的死亡吗?”商见曜表情认真地问道。Focascomplexionchangedrareseveral:
福卡斯脸色少有地变化了几下:„Right.”
“对。”Histoneis very low and deep.
他的语气很是低沉。Shang Jianyaofurtherasked:商见曜进一步问道:„Somethatpeopletofeelthispain, lets the family member, companion and friendintentionallydies?”
“那会有人为了感受这种痛苦,故意让亲人、同伴和朋友去死吗?”Focascannot beartake a look atthisfellowup and down, seems looking at a anomaly.
福卡斯忍不住上下打量起这家伙,仿佛在看一个变态。Hissinkingsoundsaid:
他沉声说道:„Canmakelets the family member, companion and friendintentionallydied the person of thismatter, howalsopossiblyto feel the painfromtheirdeaths?”
“能做出故意让亲人、同伴和朋友死亡这种事情的人,又怎么可能从他们的死亡里感受到痛苦?”„Precisely!”Shang Jianyaograsped the rightboxingunderleftpalm, a jubilation of face.
“就是嘛!”商见曜握右拳击了下左掌,一脸的兴高采烈。Heas ifuntiedcertainheartknotsbecause ofFocasthisreply.
他似乎因福卡斯这个回答解开了某些心结。Focastoodid not understand, does not wantto sayanything, lookssaidtoJiang Baimian:
福卡斯不是太理解,也不想多说什么,望向蒋白棉道:„Youhope that whathelpIdo provide?”
“你们希望我提供什么样的帮助?”Jiang Baimianhas the mental noteearly, saidwith a smile:蒋白棉早有腹稿,笑着说道:„Ifin the cityhas the turmoil, protectedVija'sresponsibilityto be turned over the citydefense force, orpresented the blank, Iwanted the generalto be able, inwecontactedinVija'sprocessto providecertainconvenience.”
“如果城内发生动乱,保护阿维娅的责任被移交给了城防军,或者出现了空白,我希望将军能在我们接触阿维娅的过程中提供一定的便利。”„Withouthavingturmoil?”Focasdid not answerasked back.
“要是没发生动乱呢?”福卡斯不答反问。
The Jiang Baimiansmilereplied:蒋白棉微笑回答道:„Thatdid not trouble the generalyou, wetheninvitedbusy of yourfactionagain.”
“那就不麻烦将军你了,我们回头再请你帮别的忙。”Focasshows neither approval nor disapproval, thensaid:
福卡斯不置可否,转而说道:„Ifyouare willingto shareto contactVija'sharvest, Icancomply.”
“如果你们愿意分享接触阿维娅的收获,那我可以答应下来。”Hū...... Jiang Baimianto relaxquietly, jokinglysaid:
呼……蒋白棉悄然松了口气,以开玩笑的口吻说道:„Actually, byyourideas, whycangain the secret that leaves behind? Looked forreallymededicatednoton the line?”
“其实,以你们的理念,为什么要获取奥雷遗留的秘密?专注寻找真我不就行了?”Focaslooked all aroundone saying:
福卡斯环顾了一圈道:„Beforefindingreallyme, wealsoresistancefearfulnightmare, so as to avoid the self-awarenesswas swallowed, but the secret that leaves behind likely reveals the truth of nightmareto a certain extent.”
“在找到真我前,我们也得对抗可怕的噩梦,免得自我意识被吞噬,而奥雷遗留的秘密很可能在某种程度上揭示噩梦的真相。”Jiang Baimianno longerinquired, showed the smile:蒋白棉不再提问,露出了笑容:„Cooperationis happy.”
“合作愉快。”Focasturned aroundto look at the eyeby the window that the curtainarrange/clothblocked from, resembledto speak thoughtlesslyraisesaid:
福卡斯转身望了眼被帘布遮住的窗户,状似随口一提般道:„I should also go back, waitsto meetGaius to , in the citizenassembledonspeaks.”
“我也该回去了,等会盖乌斯就要在公民集会上讲话了。”............
…………Thereattains the radiotransceiverafterBossUgoh, „oldaccentgroup”startson the vehicledirectly the debugging, thensent the telegramto„the Pangulifeform”.
从乌戈老板那里拿到无线电收发报机后,“旧调小组”直接就在车上做起调试,然后给“盘古生物”拍发了电报。
The contentandJiang Baimianyesterday'smental note of telegramdiffered not much, butincreased the matter that today'scitizenassembled, andgave„perhapswill haveturmoil” the guess, expressed itselfto wantwhileto contactVija'sidearandomly.
电报的内容和蒋白棉昨天的腹稿相差不多,只是添加了今天公民集会的事情,并给出了“也许会发生动乱”的猜测,表达了自身想趁乱接触阿维娅的想法。WhatJiang Baimianhopesiscanobtain the help of company.蒋白棉希望的是能得到公司的帮助。Shefelt, companyas a biginfluence, ininitialcitynot possible, only then an information networkand„oldaccentgroup” such a team.
她觉得,公司作为一个大势力,在最初城不可能只有一个情报网络和“旧调小组”这么一支队伍。Sent the telegram, Jiang Baimianlooks atGaribaldiGiuseppe:
发完电报,蒋白棉将目光投向了“加里波第”朱塞佩:„Does companyhave‚mindcorridor’awakening of level here?”
“公司有‘心灵走廊’层次的觉醒者在这边吗?”Giuseppeswungslowlyunder:
朱塞佩缓慢摇了下头:„Iam not quite clear, Iam only responsible forproviding the correspondinginformation, the person of disagreement/not withattachmentcontactthoroughly, before thisnext best, Ido not know that youare so strong.”
“我不太清楚,我只负责提供相应的情报,不和接头的人深入接触,这次之前,我都不知道你们有这么强。”What he meant was that „the Pangulifeform”reallyhasmanyexternal assignmentto the person who the initialcitycarries out the task, inheandthema large parthas truly met, has given the information of assigning, butdoes not know that thisinsidedoes have„mindcorridor”awakening of level.
他的意思是,“盘古生物”外派到最初城执行任务的人确实有不少,他与他们之中很大一部分确实碰过头,给过指定的情报,但不知道这里面有没有“心灵走廊”层次的觉醒者。At this point, Giuseppelookedto make uptwo:
说到这里,朱塞佩找补了两句:„Team that but, the companycarries out the task here andindividualreallymany, has the powerhousepossiblyis very big.”
“不过,公司在这边执行任务的团队和个人真的不少,有强者的可能很大。”„Individual?”Jiang Baimianeyeonebright.
“个人?”蒋白棉眼睛一亮。Just like the acting alonehunterquitestronglyis often same, byindividualrather thanteamexecutioncompanydutywill not be definitely weak.
正如独行猎人往往都比较强一样,以个人而非团队执行公司任务的肯定不会弱。„Three.”Giuseppegave the affirmativeanswer, „, butIhave exposed, theywill definitely not contactmeagain.”
“三个。”朱塞佩给出了肯定的答复,“但我已经暴露,他们肯定不会再联络我。”
The Jiang Baimianplace, saidtoBai Chenlooking pensive:蒋白棉若有所思地点了下头,对白晨道:„Arrives at the redgreatwolfarea and place of azureChinese oliveareacommon border the car(riage).”
“把车开到红巨狼区和青橄榄区交界的地方。”Therecanhear the officialbroadcast of initialcity, facilitates„oldaccentgroup”to grasp the trend that the citizenassembles, butin the event of the turmoil, theycanremoveinto the azureChinese oliveareato take the floorcitizen and externalwandererhousingplacepromptly, herelacks the strategic importance, will not become the key point of competing, will only producecertainin disorderunrest, butthiscannot threaten„oldaccentgroup”.
那里能听到最初城的官方广播,方便“旧调小组”掌握公民集会的走向,而一旦发生动乱,他们又可以及时撤入青橄榄区作为底层公民和外来流浪者居住的地方,这里缺乏战略重要性,不会成为争夺的重点,只会产生一定的无秩序骚乱,而这威胁不到“旧调小组”。„Good.”Bai Chenmakes the jeepaccelerateslightly.
“好。”白晨让吉普略微加速。
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