TCKAOTU :: Volume #7

#645: Path

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Life always to you choice but truly to your time, actually no electing. 生活总是会给你很多选择但真正到你的时候,却没的选了。 „I want to be the scientist! Leadership human is progressive.” “我想做科学家！带领人类进步。” Ok, this is the children most common dream, is the biggest on goal. 可以,这是孩子们最常见的梦想,也是最高大上的目标。 So long as realizes, the guarantee can the enterprises, benefits and reputation three harvests, but most children soon discovered this radically is only the option that cannot be chosen. 只要实现,担保可以事业、利益、名声三丰收,但大部分孩子很快就发现了这根本只是一个不可选的选项。 „Studies the tyrant not, this is studies the god to achieve.” “学霸不,这是学神才做得到吧。” The quick, severe reality will tell you, probably you are only study dregs or the average person, wants to become researcher and scientist in the material meaning, in thousand chooses a talent and can be only the basic threshold, but also needs the sufficient power and diligence. 很快,严苛的现实就会告诉你,大概你只是一个学渣或普通人,想要成为实质意义上的研究者、科学家,千中选一的天赋和才能只是入门的门槛,还需要足够的动力和勤奋。 The talent is a matter, the power is a different matter, without talent continually basic possibly does not have, not enough assiduous and power that does not have the basic possibility as before. 天赋是一回事,动力是另外一回事,没有天赋连入门的可能都没有,没有足够的勤勉和动力那依旧没有入门的可能。 „Let alone diligently, does our line has not diligently? To walk is farther than others, naturally rest late compared with others.” “别说努力,干我们这一行的有不努力的吗？要想走得比别人远,自然要比别人睡得晚。” The top people of many industry, very helpless summary oneself passing, they can be the actor can be the researcher can be the athletes, even possibly is a death author who stays up late to renew, the too tremendous pressure lets the leisure that they simply have not been on leave not to stop. 很多行业的顶尖人士,都很无奈的总结自己的过往,他们可以是演员可以是研究者可以是运动员,甚至可能是一个熬夜更新的死作者,太大的压力让他们根本没有休假没有停下来的余暇。 Many person childhood worried themselves to be the scientist to be the star, or went was the wearing a mask hero and fire fighter to be big, very much voluntarily self-ridiculed that „awoke, do not have a dream, should go to work to work.” 很多人儿时都烦恼自己到底去当科学家还是去当明星,或者去当蒙面英雄、救火队员大了的时候,都很自觉地自嘲一句“醒醒,别做梦了,该上班打工了。” Most people, step by step comes, has what talent to handle anything, no special skill insufficiently spells, the honest employment goes to work, hello/you good my good society to be good. 大部分人,还是一步一步的来的,有什么天赋做什么事情,没啥特长又不够拼,就老老实实的就业上班,你好我好社会都好。 Rorschach was a counter-example, since childhood by him who various types „fairy tale” gradually influenced, did not catch cold regarding the success and heroic anything, longs for regarding „the life of ordinary people” actually very much. 罗夏算是一个反例了,从小被各种“童话故事”熏陶的他,对于成功、英雄什么都并不感冒,对于“平常人的生活”倒是很渴望。 But a series of reasons, let the life that he leaves himself to long for are more and more far. 但一系列的缘由,让他离自己渴望的生活是越来越远了。 If not his talent, he has died during some adventure, from the beginning contacts an evil god incident not talent and luck, does not go on living, the short 67 years grow to this situation, are never have such thoughts. 如果不是他的天赋,他早就死在了某次冒险之中,从一开始就接触到邪神事件没有一点天赋和运气,根本活不下去,短短六七年就成长到这个地步,更是想都不敢想。 But the crisis of life, younger sister's responsibility heavy burden, making him not dare to relax, assiduous anything, and draws back the fear that one step dies compared with the life crisis, makes one not dare to idle. 而生命的危机,妹妹的责任重担,让其一刻都不敢放松,勤勉什么的,比生命危机和退一步即死的恐惧,更让人不敢懈怠。 But on the other hand, without him of belief, does not have any to insist with the moral bottom line, so long as can grow stronger probably what method to accept. 而另外一方面,没有信仰的他,也没有什么坚持和道德底线,只要能够变强大概什么手段都能够接受。 Blasphemed the life? Blasphemed the gods? The taboos in these average man eyes, Rorschach does not care, the views of others had nothing to do with him. 亵渎生命？亵渎神明？这些常人眼中的大忌,罗夏都不怎么在乎,其他人的看法就更加和他无关了。 Various reasons and causes and effects, accomplished present Rorschach. 多方面的缘由和因果,才造就了现在的罗夏。 Does envying of others, disdain? Has what relations with Rorschach, in his eyes, oneself are only an a little luck, and was compelled the unlucky egg of corner by the destiny. 旁人的羡慕,不屑？和罗夏有何关系,在他自己眼中,自己只是一个有点运气且被命运逼到角落的倒霉蛋。 „Really has not thought that originally the life is not only not sacred, is unjust, but 11 series accidentally adds on the condition.” “还真是没有想到,原来生命既不神圣,又不正义,只是一一系列的偶然加上条件。” Every day, Rorschach sat in that just attained the corner of name soon Titan Square, watches the sunrise sunset, looks that the sunlight fell to raise in the sculpture, rare stole a laziness. 每一天,罗夏都坐在那刚刚获名不久的泰坦广场的角落,看着日出日落,看着阳光在雕塑上落下升起,难得的偷了次懒。 Sits before the daybreak dusk, sits from the dusk daybreak. 从黎明前坐到黄昏,从黄昏坐到黎明。 Review in the past, he somewhat puzzled somewhat puzzled, he does not know as before oneself want to make anything. 回顾往昔,他有些困惑有些不解,他依旧不知道自己想做什么。 Arrives this step, can only say that probably is the coincidence as a result of circumstance. 走到这一步,大概只能说是因缘际会的巧合。 The mystery of exploration life, is the magic mysterious? To be honest, the Rorschach big interest, he pressure in life is not big, without many leisures brings about own interest. 探索生命的奥秘,魔法神奇？说实话,罗夏并没有多大的兴趣,他在生活中的压力太大了,也没有多少余暇培养自己的兴趣。 When a professional paparazzi, well is a news practitioner? This, Rorschach is a little interest, after all in some sense, «Absolutely Real» can reach this situation fully is his painstaking care, achieved this situation individual hobby and interest has not been the not possible line achieved this situation, without the interest can be compelled the interest. 当一个职业狗仔队,好好的做一个新闻从业者？这个,罗夏是有点兴趣的,毕竟从某种意义上来说,《绝对真实》能够走到这个地步满满都是他的心血,做到这个地步没有个人的爱好和兴趣也是不可能的这行做到了这个地步,没兴趣都能被逼出兴趣来。 Enterprise and reputation/honorary? Actually Rorschach does not care. 事业和名誉？其实罗夏也并不在乎。 Friends and personal connections and circle? The person of understanding are more, Rorschach felt oneself more like the dog dog. 朋友和人缘、社交圈？认识的人越多,罗夏就觉得自己越喜欢狗狗。 Looks for the irresponsible parents? This, Rorschach and Rosley are an idea, was very difficult saying that in the past Rosley risked neck to run to come to here, including many were because of this. 寻找不负责任的父母亲？这点,罗夏和罗丽都是点想法的,很难说当年罗丽冒着生命危险跑来这边,其中有多少是因为这个。 But Rorschach somewhat is different, after knowing parents „history”, his many complaints, they have not had oneself life and enterprise, the person is involuntary in the rivers and lakes, for certain things they own life has not been serious, do not raise themselves in „safe area” two children cough, it seems like, Rorschach is not indifferent, is some complaints that thinks on his mouth to say. 但罗夏还是有些不同的,在知道父母的“历史”后,他并没有多少怨念,他们有自己的生活和事业,人在江湖身不由己,为了某些东西他们连自己的性命都没当回事,更不要提自己在“安全区”的两个孩子咳,看来,罗夏并不想他嘴上说的那么无所谓,还是有些怨念的。 Moreover more is understood that their passing, more can understand the disaster saves the millenniums the truth, here two disaster degrees, where even if not come back still to ramble mostly, was worried that they want is too many. 而且越是了解他们的过往,越是能够明白祸害存千年的道理,就这里两位的祸害程度,就算回不来也多半在哪里逍遥着,担心他们是想太多。 However, what this are more is an intuition, thought that they have not had an accident, but in this world, feeling and intuition between family members, compared with what divination and forecast credible many. 不过,这更多的是一种直觉,觉得他们没出事,但在这个世界,亲人间的感觉、直觉,比什么占卜、预测都靠谱的多。 What do oneself want? This is the matter that Rorschach thought deeply about for several days repeatedly. 自己到底想要什么？这是罗夏这些天反复思索的事情。 Without the means that this was really not he artificial or fell into what literary arts suddenly, but further need. 没办法,这真不是他矫情或是突然陷入了什么文艺,而是再进一步的需要。 No matter so-called of mortal enters the step, in Titan mouth „strengthen, becomes huge”, powerhouses mouth „takes own path”, is the self- evolutions of individual, but to Rorschach this level, must take own path. 不管是凡人的所谓进阶,泰坦口里的“变强,变得更加庞大”,强者们嘴里的“走出自己的道路”,都是一个个个体的自我进化,而到了罗夏这个层次,是必须走出自己的道路了。 Even without that what honest talent, Rorschach must face real, discovers own path. 就算没有那个什么诚实天赋,罗夏也必须面对真实的自己,找出自己的道路。 The peak in Holy Mountain, facing these Titan's sculpture, observes their paths, seeks to pave own way, starts out own alley on the main road, is suggestion that Titan offers, most Titan also sit 在圣山上顶峰,面对这些泰坦的雕塑,观察他们的道路,寻找开辟自己的道路,在大路上开出属于自己的小路,是泰坦给出的建议,大部分泰坦也是这么坐到的 But has sat tenth day, Rorschach had no sound as before. 但已经坐到了第十天,罗夏依旧没有什么动静。 Watches the sunrise sunset, looks arrival who these new god meetings comes and goes, looks the apprentice who deep sleep regains consciousness from the confusedness, looks that powerhouses enter the step and progress here suddenly, Rorschach have no sound as before. 看着日出日落,看着那些新神教会的降临者来来往往,看着一个个沉睡的学徒从迷茫中苏醒,看着一个个强者在这里突然进阶、进步,罗夏依旧没有什么动静。 By 11 th day, he moved finally. 到了第十一天,他终于动了。 He patted dust, moved a stiff both feet, descended the mountain directly. 他拍了拍身上的灰尘,活动了一下僵硬的双脚,就这么直接下山了。 On the road ran into arrival of awakens, the opposite party inquired interestingly. 路上遇到了苏醒的降临者,对方饶有兴趣的询问。 „Had the harvest?” “有收获了吗？” „No, cannot think through, does not think that walking one step is one.” “没,想不通,不想了,走一步算一步吧。”
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