36 th surpass me 第三十六幕超我 The Brando heart shakes greatly, this is he in this world's largest secret. 【Writing first round network】 Although he and Brando is a body, may be hard to explain that after all the memory of second came from where, although he made himself accept all these, the satisfying knot will also exist unavoidably. 布兰多心头巨震,这是他在这个世界上最大的秘密。【文字首发网】虽然他和布兰多已经是一体,可毕竟难以解释两世的记忆从何而来,虽然他令自己接受了这一切,可心结也是难免会存在的。 Without expecting this hidden in the heart secret, for a moment was ripped open by Golden Demonic Tree. It is not right, but he shakes the head immediately. Golden Demonic Tree spirit / mind infiltrates is impossible to enter the heart of hearts quickly, that monster is using his thought to be used to the potential, if said why the Brando's grandfather will say such a few words. 没料到这个隐藏在心底的秘密,地一时间就被黄金魔树撕开了。不对,但他马上摇摇头。黄金魔树的心灵渗透不可能那么快进入他内心深处,那个怪物是在利用他的思维惯势若说布兰多的祖父为何会说出这样一句话。 Brando understands suddenly that is he thinks certainly this old person should say such a few words. Only the person understood oneself fear anything, here, his enemy is oneself. 布兰多忽然明白过来,那一定是他自己认为这个老人应该会说出这样一句话。只有人本身才了解自己惧怕什么,在这里,他的敌人是自己。 He closes the eye, deeply breathed in. Responded after the one's own spirit / mind defense line has not changed hands, that scarlet' bare '' bare' violent' reveal' vanished in enemy front feeling, Brando calms down quickly coldly. The Golden Demonic Tree first offensive was used on the experience accident of sorts of first to reduce and solve by him, the spirit / mind condition is instead stabler, cannot help but lets his inwardly shout luck. 他闭上眼睛,深深地吸了一口气。反应过来自己的心灵防线还没有易手之后,那种赤'裸''裸'地暴'露'在敌人面前的感觉就消失了,布兰多很快冷静了下来。黄金魔树的第一个攻势被他利用上一世的经验机缘巧合地化解,心灵状态反而更加稳固,不由得让他暗叫一声侥幸。 He draws out Thorn of Clear Light, replied: „Is entitled, tries apparent.” 他拔出湛光之刺,答道:“有没有资格,一试便知。” The old person nods: „Good, this reaches the Meng Family man probably. The person who however in this world the idle talk talks big are too many, I do not hope that my descendant is also this incompetent person.” 老人点点头:“不错,这才像是达蒙家的男子汉。不过这个世界上空口说大话的人太多,我不希望我的后代也是这样的无能之辈。” The Brando heart moves, this is not the probe, the Brando grandfather's response is in Brando spirit / mind the performance of self. This indicated that his self-confident condition is gradually replying, this is spirit / mind is being close to the stable peak the indication. 布兰多心头一动,这不是试探,布兰多祖父的反应是布兰多心灵中自我肯定的表现。这说明他的自信状态正在逐渐回复,这是心灵正接近稳固的巅峰的征兆。 This is a good sign. 这是一个好兆头。 Brando hints the one's own grandfather first make a move, that fears in the dream, after all what faces is the one's own elder. In politeness also stemming from self-confident, he must give precedence out of courtesy. 布兰多示意自己的祖父先出手,那怕是在梦中,但毕竟面对的是自己的长辈。处于礼貌也是出于自信,他也应当礼让。 In the Golden Demonic Tree dreamland, constantly first is not your strength occupies the performance of winning side, the trap that has possibility this evil life to arrange that is unable to detect for you. Only has to defend strictly person' nature' in each weakness, can make it have no weakness to exploit. 在黄金魔树的梦境之中,一味的抢先并不是你的力量占据上风的表现,有可能正是这个邪恶的生灵为你安排的一个无法察觉的陷阱。唯有紧守人'性'之中的每一个弱点,才能让它无机可乘。 The old person nods again, his left leg moves ahead one step, after the sword places the left arm . This has the hand stance is in Military Swordsmanship most experienced one, Brando looked cannot bear scalp one tingle with numbness, in the past was he has not practiced this boundary Military Swordsmanship, compared as for Bretton and Swordsmanship and this of Freya their people are anything not Brando, actually your grandfather was where sacred! 老人再次点头,他左脚前移一步,剑放在左臂之后。这个起手姿态是军用剑术中最老练的一种,布兰多一看就忍不住头皮一阵发麻,当年就是他自己也没把军用剑术练到这个境界,至于布雷森、芙雷娅他们那些人的剑术和这个一比起来更是什么都不是了布兰多,你的祖父究竟是何方神圣啊！ flashes of this thought from his heart, Brando had felt the sword in own hand was heavier. He cannot bear shout abuse, was such a gap shrinking mood is actually also held by Golden Demonic Tree merely, this also or the important person lived! 这个念头从他心中一闪而过,布兰多就感到自己手中的剑沉重了一些。他忍不住破口大骂,仅仅是这么一个间隙的畏缩情绪竟然也被黄金魔树抓住了,这还要不要人活了！ He also adopted the defense stance, because did not have other Swordsmanship Skill, therefore he also chose in Military Swordsmanship a relatively mature protection the hand stance. Before the so experienced swordsman, before he exhibits him, uses these high-level Swordsmanship all show is nothing significance, without experience accumulates, the light was a rack is equal to saying that before the Brando's grandfather whole body was the flaw. 他也摆出了防御姿态,因为还没有其他剑术的技能,因此他也选择了军用剑术中一种比较成熟的防备起手姿态。在如此老练的剑手面前,他摆出他以前用过那些高级剑术的花架子是没有任何意义的,没有经验积累,光是一个架子在布兰多的祖父面前等于说全身上下都是破绽。 Brando as old warrior, deeply understands this point. 布兰多作为一个老战士,也深深地明白这一点。 The old person has nothing said, sword light flashes already make a move. Brando discovered that his grandfather's sword is not quickly, but is steady, is much steadier. Described with the warrior specialized glossary looks without from the upfront the flaw, was an average not wonderful sword gets down obviously, felt crevice in all directions in the counter-attack range of opposite party sword posture. 老人没有任何表示,剑光一闪已经出手。布兰多发现他祖父的剑算不上快,但却稳,稳得吓人。用战士专业一些的词汇来描述就是从正面看上去毫无破绽,明明是平平无奇的一剑下来,却感到四面八方的空隙都在对方这一剑姿势的反击范围之内。 He held breath cold air, is this in the Brando memory his grandfather's Swordsmanship? No wonder can win the candlelight medal, this monster same Swordsmanship, no wonder the Brando's Swordsmanship talent so has' color', originally is all connected he unable to bear think this old person, if the family background is slightly better, it is estimated that was sealed Knight directly. 他倒吸了一口冷气,这就是布兰多记忆中他祖父的剑术？难怪能拿到烛光勋章,这怪物一样的剑术,难怪布兰多的剑术天赋如此出'色',原来是一脉相承他忍不住想这个老人若出身稍微好一些,估计就直接受封骑士了。 Brando does not have the leeway of counter-attack, that can only first seal up the leeway of opposite party further attack. When two swords interlock in the same place big strength, the Brando heart are startled secretly. However he has not been startled with enough time, felt that the sword of opposite party was heavy a point. 布兰多没有反击的余地,那就只能先封住对方进一步攻击的余地。当的一声两柄剑交错在一起好大的力道,布兰多心头暗惊。不过他还没来得及惊完,就感到对方的剑又重了一分。 WTF your mother's Golden Demonic Tree! 卧槽你妈的黄金魔树！ Brando knows certainly how this is a matter, this simply is seamless into, comparing in game that Golden Demonic Tree looks like a toy to be the same simply. What is' exercise' the vertical will of the people Grandmaster, this is, but Brando has not been scared at this moment, but felt fights intent abundant. 布兰多当然知道这是怎么一回事,这简直是无缝不入,比起来游戏中那个黄金魔树简直就像是个玩具一样。什么是'操'纵人心的大师,这才是,不过布兰多这一刻却一点也没感到害怕,而是感到战意盎然起来。 He is staring at grandfather's eyes, old person's god' color' is even Rushui, calm, but actually seems like can understand clearly the will of the people same. 他盯着自己祖父的眼睛,老人的神'色'一直是一平如水,冷静,但却像是能洞悉人心一样。 Brando finds it very strange suddenly. Why so has' color' a grandfather, so will be faint when Brando this person heart, even first saw this old person a moment ago, he must from be able to prove this regarding in childhood one's own memory is his grandfather. 布兰多忽然觉得很奇怪。为什么如此出'色'的一个祖父,在布兰多本人心中却会如此淡漠,甚至刚才第一眼看到这个老人时,他还要从对于幼时自己的记忆中才能应证这正是他的祖父。 This is not obviously normal. 这明显不正常。 He searches for one's own to remember, Brando regarding own grandfather's memory seems severe, serious in speech and manner, again about Candlelight Medal and numerous halo of November War veteran. But other memory about this grandfather, even, had not had that oil painting to come profoundly regarding the related that old dwelling. 他搜遍自己的记忆,布兰多对于自己祖父的记忆似乎就是严厉,不苟言笑,再就是关于烛火勋章和十一月战争老兵的重重光环。而其他关于这位祖父的记忆,甚至还没有对于相关的那座老宅、还有那幅油画来得深刻。 Among how many year of grandparent and grandchild of but was constantly together, how when possibly to have toward one day meets again the shape with the stranger? Even faded from the memory including oneself grandfather's past voice and face look gradually, Brando seems like person who may not seem like such. 可一个朝夕相处了几年的祖孙之间,怎么可能有朝一日再次相遇时形同陌路？甚至连自己祖父昔日的音容相貌都渐渐淡忘了,布兰多看起来可不像是这样的人。 He supports old person's sword again, sound when a metal junction strikes. He felt the sword to be heavy a point, even almost could not assert with confidence to let go to fly, in Brando heart one startled, he could not bear look at old person one eyes. 他再一次架住老人的剑,当一声金属交击的声音。他感到手中的剑又重了一分,甚至差点拿不稳脱手飞出去,布兰多心中一惊,他忍不住看了老人一眼。 Old person kept a serious look, seemed somewhat discontented. 老人的表情严肃起来,似乎有些不满。 Ten years, am I grandfather's opponent. 十年了,我还是不是祖父的对手。 Brando cannot bear reads out in the heart that information is not good one word at a time, this was the self- question! In his heart one startled, crevice further that on the spirit / mind defense line produces expands, an attack more inadequate methodicalness, was assaulted to overturn by old person one unexpectedly on the ground. Our leading character heart ice-cold, rushes to take advantage of opportunity from the lawn to crawl. 布兰多忍不住一字一顿地读出心中那个信息不好,这是自我质疑了！他心中一惊,心灵防线上产生的一丝裂隙进一步扩大,攻击越不成章法,竟被老人一个抢攻打翻在地上。我们的主人公心头一片冰冷,赶忙顺势从草地上爬起来。 But he crawls then to look, which also has the lawn, this clearly is a dusky house. Right, this is the Bucce's old dwelling, that night he after here wake up arrives at this world. 可他爬起来回头一看,哪还有草地,这分明是一座灰蒙蒙的房子。对了,这是布契的老宅,那一夜他正是从这里苏醒后来到这个世界。 On Brando forehead cold perspiring droplets, this explained that Golden Demonic Tree invasion further deepened. He cannot bear the hand reaches the one's own belt-bag, there had key but him who he overcame this scene to hesitate, do oneself want to be opportunistic? 布兰多额头上冷汗渍渍,这说明黄金魔树的入侵进一步加深了。他忍不住将手伸向自己的腰包,那里有他克服这个场景的关键但他却犹豫了,自己要不要取巧呢？ In his heart suddenly being unwilling, his raises head is coming to see old person's face, the Brando grandfather's face. The old person as before is serious, covers entirely on the face of wrinkle slightly some disappointed' color'. 他心中忽然有一种不甘,他抬起头来看着老人的脸,布兰多祖父的脸。老人依旧是一脸严肃,布满皱纹的脸上稍微有一些失望之'色'。 This disappointed deeply stabbing pain he. 这种失望深深地刺痛了他。 It looks like the Brando for 20 years the memory all of a sudden becomes defined, as if must be separated from his body, goes to fight with his grandfather alone. 就像是布兰多二十年来的记忆一下子变得明晰起来,仿佛要从他身体中脱离出去,独自去与他的祖父战斗。 I can achieve, making me do 我可以做到,让我去做 He felt in suddenly own heart had such an idea, he knows that this is the Brando's mood to affect itself. He has integrated into this world, integrated to be in family member's memory. 他忽然感到自己心中产生了这样一个想法,他知道这是属于布兰多的情绪在影响自己。他已经融入到这个世界中,融入到属于自己亲人的记忆之中了。 But he shakes the head, is not right, perhaps this is Golden Demonic Tree in use person' nature' weakness? He must leave this dreamland with that skill immediately, when he puts that position the hand, cannot bear is startled suddenly. 可他又摇摇头,不对,说不定这是黄金魔树在利用人'性'的软弱？他必须立刻用那个技巧离开这个梦境,可当他将手放到那个位置时,忍不住骤然一惊。 Because he sees on the old face disappointed was even more obvious 因为他看到老人脸上的失望愈发明显了 „No, I cannot abandon Brando.” “不,我不能抛弃布兰多。” „But you are clear, Golden Demonic Tree is using Brando's to be weak.” “可你要明白,黄金魔树正在利用布兰多的软弱。” „But even so, that is also my part.” “可即使如此,那也是我的一部分。” „You will be defeated.” “你会失败。” „May abandon weakly, did not defeat itself.” “可抛弃了软弱,也不是战胜了自己。” Brando is suddenly tranquil. 布兰多忽然平静下来。 He realizes, why the Brando's grandfather suddenly after using the sword from beginning to end has not opened a mouth. Although that old person must have a lot of times opportunities to rout the Brando's psychological defense line completely, although on the old face throughout is the deep disappointment. 他猛然意识到一点,为什么布兰多的祖父从出剑之后至始至终没有开过一次口。虽然那个老人应当有很多次机会可以完全击溃布兰多的心理防线,虽然老人脸上始终是深深的失望。 But old person anything had not said, he calmly looks, calmly is waiting. 可老人什么也没有说,他就那么静静地看着,静静地等待着。 Brando felt suddenly a lightning passed through one's own spirit / mind, reflected to shine in his heart each dark corner, he understood suddenly, this was not Golden Demonic Tree produced pitying to Brando. 布兰多忽然感到一道闪电贯穿了自己的心灵,映亮了他心中每一处黑暗的角落,他忽然明白过来,这并不是黄金魔树对布兰多产生了怜悯。 No, but is that youngster also in his spirit / mind the last pure land in persevering! 不,而是那个年轻人还在坚守者他心灵中最后一块净土！ Why is that? 那是为什么？ Brando cannot bear raises head see that old person seriously and face of some slightly sigh, that hidden in old dwelling shadow face at the same time, what old seems to be also hiding, is disappointed? 布兰多忍不住抬起头看着那个老人严肃、又有些微微叹息的脸庞,那隐藏在老宅阴影一面的脸,苍老中似乎还隐藏着什么,是失望么？ Disappointed. 正是失望。 His whole body trembles suddenly, that disappointed waiting is anything, is the speechless expectation, Brando. That is the grandfather in Brando memory, in the severe, deep vision filled regarding the disappointment that this youngster grows, but this deep disappointment did not blame but was the hope has to understand toward one day Brando, realized this expected the back kinship. 他忽然浑身都战栗起来,那失望中的等待是什么,是无言的期望啊,布兰多。那才是布兰多记忆中的祖父,严厉,深沉的目光中充满了对于这个年轻人成长的失望之情,可这深深的失望并不是责备而是希望有朝一日布兰多能明白过来,体会这期望背后的亲情。 The family member will never blame you truly, they will only be waiting, is waiting for your clear a day, their time passage will someday die of old age, someday they are no longer living, but they keep in your heart as before, waits for your clear a day. 亲人永远不会真正的责备你,他们只会等待着,等待着你明白的一天,或许有一天他们年华老去,或许有一天他们不在人世,可他们依旧留在你的心中,等待你明白的一天。 When you understand them to your love. 等你明白他们对你的爱。 Brando raises head, in the hand closely grips the one's own sword. His raises head, suppresses not to make the one's own tears flow copiously, he has thought oneself had understood this world, may not have once to think own anything does not understand. 布兰多抬起头,手中紧紧地握住自己的剑。他抬起头,强忍住不让自己的眼泪夺眶而出,他一直以为自己已经懂得了这个世界,可没曾想到自己什么也不懂。 „Brando, but also remembers that I to you have spoken the words. Your back, must like your sword stiff, reaches the Meng Family man, must raise the head is living, you who throws out the chest are my grandson, in your my heart best that.” The old person held up the sword in hand again. “布兰多,还记得我对你说过的话么。你的脊梁,要像你的剑一样挺直,达蒙家的男子汉,要抬头挺胸的活着,你是我的孙子,你我心中最好的那一个。”老人再一次举起了手中的剑。 „Come, making me have a look at you after I leave in ten years, actually to learn anything.” “来吧,让我看看你在我离开后的十年里,究竟学到了什么。” Brando nods, already over the face tears class/flow. This is his grandfather's words, is not, this is in his heart gives him the one's own answer, this is the road that Brando wants. 布兰多点点头,早已满面泪流。这是他祖父的话,也不是,这是他自己心中给予他自己的答案,这就是布兰多想要的路。 His deeply breathed in. 他深深地吸了一口气。 Two the swords interlock 两剑交错 „Stands, Brando, how reaches the Meng Family man to be so weak.” “站起来,布兰多,达蒙家的男子汉怎么能这么软弱。” „What to cry, damaged by abrasion a skin to want your life?” “哭什么,擦破点皮能要了你的命？” „Said that how this time wants me to punish you?” “说吧,这次要我怎么罚你？” The grandfather in impression, must be that sits in the position of guardian severely, silent did not say, sees the one's own grandfather with a disappointed vision. 印象中的祖父,应当是那个严厉地坐在家长的位置上,沉默不言,用一种失望的目光看着自己的祖父。 The grandfather in impression, must be that always to one's own each actions discontented grandfather. 印象中的祖父,应当是那个总是对自己的每一件所作所为都不满的祖父。 But that old person in memory, walked the last regulation in life finally, Brando stood before that wooden bed, felt that grandfather's hand placed on one's own gently, probably in childhood in Bruglas riverside such' rubbing' rubbing' his hair, but lost the strength finally, has delimited his immature face. 可记忆中的那个老人,终于也走完了人生中的最后一程,布兰多站在那张木床前,感到祖父的手轻轻地放在自己的头上,像是小时候在布拉格斯河边那样'揉'了'揉'他的头发,但最终是失去了力气,划过他幼小的脸。 Then is rough, lets the feeling that the person was full of can depend upon. That sigh, even to finally disappointed, pinned the heavy responsibility and hope? 那么粗糙,却让人充满了可以依靠的感觉。那声叹息,即使是到最后还是失望吗,还是寄托了重任与希望呢？ Brando felt that grandfather's dreamland is disintegrating around the body, but in his hand grasps that to change into Candlelight Medal that a sand dust elapses, for a very long time did not speak. 布兰多感到祖父的梦境正在身体四周分崩离析,而他手中握着那个正化为点点沙尘逝去的烛火勋章,久久不语。 „Thank you, Elderly man.” “谢谢你,老人家。” „Thank you, my grandfather.” “谢谢你,我的祖父。” 【Writing first round network】 【文字首发网】