Chapter 68 Jiangli's ideal in this life 第68章江离此生的理想 The afternoon sunlight sprinkles in the spacious medical affairs, will whitewash the snow white wall to illuminate bright. 午后的阳光洒落在宽敞的医务室内,将粉刷得雪白的墙壁照得亮亮堂堂。 After Senior Sister leaves, in the room is only left over Jiangli and Kanata two people. 师姐离开后,房内就只剩下江离和彼方两人。 „Bang.” “砰。” Kanata to looked at one behind. 彼方向身后看了一眼。 Although does not seem to see the appearance of pedestrian, but she took the door prudently. 虽然似乎没有看到行人的样子,但她还是慎重地带上了房门。 Moreover, she also arrived at the window, the window that will open wide also all closes, turned into the secret room the entire medical office. 不仅如此,她还走到了窗边,将敞开的窗户也全都关上,将整个医务室变成了密室。 It is not. 不是。 why did you close all windows and doors? 你把门窗全关上干嘛？ Actually is this plans to commit murder? Plan good chest? 这究竟是打算行凶呢？还是打算行胸呢？ A Jiangli face is not sure looks at Kanata. 江离一脸吃不准地看着彼方。 Although the physical ability is almost to exhaust condition, but his Magic Power has restored similarly. 虽然体能几乎是耗尽的状态,但他的魔力已经恢复得差不多了。 haha, Magic Power accepts a lower status has such advantage, quick can return to...... Fuck fully , the tears started to spin in the belly with a smile. 哈哈,魔力低就是有这样的好处,很快就可以回满……艹,笑着笑着,眼泪就开始在肚子里打转了。 „Don't worry, my only wants to say something to you, does not want to make others disturb.” “不用担心,我只是想跟你说一些事情,又不想让别人打扰而已。” Kanata arrived at the bedside, sees the apple rabbit on bedhead, took one to admit the mouth. 彼方走到了床边,看到床头上的苹果兔子,取了一个放进嘴里。 „Competition time many thanks your show mercy.” “比赛的时候多谢你手下留情了。” She is chewing the fruit pulp, while sits down in the bedside, is seemingly calm and composed. 她一边嘴嚼着果肉,一边在床边坐下,看起来神色自若。 „Final that blade, you changed to Illusionary Form Spiritual Item (Device) promptly, otherwise my situation may on the danger.” “最后的那一刀,你及时把灵装改成幻想形态了吧,不然我的处境可就危险了。” Her facial expression becomes as before gentle, is very symmetric with the status of lady, when fight that type of bloody incomparable aura could not have seen the least bit at this time. 她的神情变得和以前一样温婉,和大家闺秀的身份十分相称,战斗时那种血腥无比的气息此时已经看不到半点。 The ending of competition, Sound Speed Bomb of Jiangli zero distance broke her defense instantaneously, but blade passes through her body time, actually only brought the stabbing pain, has not made her be injured actually. 比赛的结尾,江离零距离的音速炸弹瞬间打破了她的防御,但刀身贯穿她身体的时候,却只带来了刺痛,并没有让她受到实际的伤害。 „It‘s nothing, you are also Senior Sister's best friend, I cannot really kill you, Senior Sister will certainly blame my.” “没什么,你好歹也是师姐的闺蜜,我总不能真的把你杀了吧,师姐一定会怪我的。” Jiangli carelessly said. 江离不甚在意地道。 That blade passes through the words of body, but really does not crack a joke. 那一刀贯穿身体的话,可真的不是开玩笑的。 If Shinguuji Kurono responded, cannot suspend her time promptly, perhaps she really will die one time. 如果新宫寺黑乃一个反应不及,没能及时暂停她的时间的话,她说不定真的会死一次。 „Senior Sister will blame really enviablly...... ” “师姐会怪吗……真让人羡慕。” Totokubara Kanata as if gawked staring, on the face appeared to Touka envied. 贵德原彼方似乎愣了愣,脸上浮现出对刀华的羡慕来。 „Why?” “为啥？” Jiangli is somewhat perplexed. 江离有些不明所以。 What does this have to be good to envy? I envy hello/you good, in the family/home is only poor remains the bill! 这有什么好羡慕的？我才羡慕你好吧,家里穷得只剩钞票！ „No, it's nothing.” “不，没什么。” Totokubara Kanata shakes the head, did not seem to want in this issue to say. 贵德原彼方摇了摇头,似乎不想在这个问题上多说。 „What I want to ask is why —— you can initiate the resistance to the destiny bravely?” “我更想问的是——你为什么能毫不畏惧地向命运发起反抗呢？” Her vision brilliant looks to Jiangli. 她目光灼灼地看向江离。 As if in any event wants to get the answer of this issue from his here. 似乎无论如何都想从他这里得到这个问题的答案。 „Why do you like discussing the issue of destiny non- destiny with me so much?” “你为什么这么喜欢和我讨论命运不命运的问题呢？” Jiangli is very perplexed, reveals obscure of whole face. 江离十分不明所以,露出满脸的费解。 „I heard your childhood matter from Touka there, therefore is very curious...... . Moreover, I also want to know, you can become my example.” “我从刀华那里听说了你小时候的事,所以对此很好奇……而且,我也想知道,你能不能成为我的榜样。” Rich Lady Kanata silent a while. 彼方富婆沉默了一会儿。 Probably was pondering over that should say this secret, but thinks, since wants to know that others' secret, oneself should not hide, then several days in the vacillation informed Jiangli. 像是在思忖该不该将这种秘密说出口,但想了想,既然想知道别人的秘密,那自己也不该有所隐藏,便将自己数日里来的动摇告知了江离。 „so that's how it is, family's engagement, this also is really in the third-class plot that in which work can find.” “原来如此,家族的婚约啊,这还真是在哪种作品里都能找到的三流剧情呢。” Jiangli lies on the bed, moved under the somewhat sore shoulder. 江离躺在床上,活动了下有些酸痛的肩膀。 He is lost in thought immediately, lowers the head to ponder how should explain. 他随即陷入了沉思,低头思考着该怎么说明。 „...... Kanata, you know that what small and weak is feels?” “……彼方,你知道弱小是种什么感觉吗？” Long time, Jiangli raised the head. 半晌,江离才抬起头来。 The look on his face becomes very earnest, is not always proper vanishes from his body at this moment does not see. 他脸上的神色变得很认真,一直以来的不正经都从此刻他的身上消失不见。 „No, I have never had this worry.” “不,我从来没有过这种烦恼。” Totokubara Kanata shakes the head, the soft golden long hair also flutters. 贵德原彼方摇了摇头,柔软的金色长发随之飘荡不已。 She since birth all smooth, has not met any true puzzle, had also by family's influence and own strength breaking. 她自出生以来就一切顺利,从来没有遇到过什么真正的困扰,有也被家族的势力和自身的实力给打破了。 The Jiangli corners of the mouth pull out slightly, by the Rich Lady Kanata accidentally Versailles. 江离嘴角微微一抽,被彼方富婆无意中凡尔赛了一把。 „I was different, I have experienced the small and weak this feeling profoundly, has fearfully how.” “我就不一样了,我深刻地体验过弱小这种感觉,有多么的可怕。” Jiangli has turned the head, the vision is looking straight ahead the snow white ceiling, in the look has the recollection color. 江离转过头,目光直视着雪白的天花板,神色之中带着回忆的色彩。 „Small and weak is a very painful matter, as if the life is not in own control, that type is terrified and anxious, lets only the sleep that I can be the rest, turned into suffering, for fear that oneself died in the sleep unknowingly, next day cannot open the eye again......” “弱小是一件非常痛苦的事情,仿佛生命已经不在自己的掌控之中,那种惶恐、不安,让我连唯一算得上是休息的睡眠,都变成了一种折磨,生怕自己在睡梦之中就不知不觉地死去,第二天再也睁不开眼睛……” Extremely small and weak, advanced the death sufficiently. 极度的弱小,足以将人推进死亡。 That several years that just crossing over came, he lived every day during painful and scared. 刚穿越过来的那几年,他每天都活在痛苦和恐慌之中。 „Initial time, I hate all.” “最初的时候,我憎恨一切。” Falls into Jiangli in recollection, seems like remembered experience, the look is slightly low and deep. 陷入回忆之中的江离,似乎是想起了过去的经历,眼神微微低沉下来。 „......” “……” The Totokubara Kanata first discovery, this is always very healthy positive beautiful boy, unexpectedly will also reveal that type gloomily with the hatred look, seemed abandoned by the entire world was the same. 贵德原彼方第一次发现,这个一直以来都很健康积极的美少年,居然也会露出那种阴暗和仇恨般的神色,仿佛被全世界遗弃了一样。 Right. 没错。 Jiangli is not from the beginning on to pull oneself together. 江离不是一开始就振作起来的。 In crossing over that several years, even the body had not just sent nurturing to be ripe, is unable to exercise, he is hating all in the innermost feelings. 在刚刚穿越的那几年时间里,连身体都没有发育成熟,根本无法锻炼的时候,他在内心之中憎恨着一切。 Repenting was his time normal state. 自怨自艾才是他那时的常态。 He hates certainly himself, but plays the life simulator time, who has not thought constructs an extreme account number to play, therefore this matter is actually indisputable, should hate, is actually crossing over this matter, no one told him to construct the character to want crossing over, this type „taking without informing” was the true chief criminal. 他当然恨自己,但玩人生模拟器的时候,谁还没想过建个极端账号玩玩,所以这种事情其实无可厚非,更应该憎恨的,其实是穿越这回事,没有人告诉他建了人物就要穿越,这种“不告而取”才是真正的罪魁祸首。 However he most hates, actually only then own small and weak. 但是他最为憎恨的,却只有自身的弱小。 Small and weak, is the root of his pain. 弱小,才是他痛苦的根源。 That several years after rebirth, immersing during the pain and scared he, every day sends out is hating all atmosphere, as if the whole world abandoned him. 重生之后的那几年,沉浸在痛苦和恐慌之中的他,每天都散发着憎恨一切的氛围,仿佛整个世界都抛弃了他。 „But, the hatred will also become supplies sometimes.” “但是,憎恨有的时候也会成为资粮。” It is not glad to this life momentarily possibly seized present situation, immerses Jiangli in negativity, after the body is gradually long, then gradually starts the doom to exercise itself. 不甘于这种性命随时可能被夺走的现状,沉浸在负面情绪之中的江离,在身体逐渐长开之后,便逐渐开始死命地锻炼自己。 Full angry and unwilling and scared and dreads, becomes him to drive the self- bridge, places defeat the pain of body with wailing, place surpass oneself's limit. 满腔的愤怒和不甘、恐慌与畏惧,成为了他激励自我的桥梁,一次次地击败身体的痛苦与哀嚎,一次次地超越自我的极限。 Where bad to will not go in any case again, that does not need to care about anything, exhausts with all one's strength then. 反正也不会再差到哪里去了,那就不需要顾及什么,竭尽死力即可。 At the beginning, he made a movement every time, will cause the disruption of tearing and bone of muscle fiber, the exercise needs the medical growth time to accompany each time in own side, used special ability to restore his body promptly. 刚开始的时候,他每做一个动作,都会导致肌肉纤维的撕裂和骨头的碎裂,每次锻炼都需要医生长时间陪伴在自己身边,使用异能及时修复他的身体。 However the time is long, he gradually was used to this going all out same exercise. 不过时间一长,他就逐渐习惯了这种拼命一样的锻炼。 Hard work pays off, what is joyful, year after year exhausts exercise with all one's strength, finally makes his physique gradually return to warmer weather, the body closes up to the normal person level. 功夫不负有心人,让人欣喜的是,长年累月竭尽死力的锻炼,终于让他的体质逐渐回暖,身体向正常人水平靠拢。 Until one year ago, he can get out of bed finally, then in the past year, recovered the level of normal person, now under the help of legal loli, sets out to the unusual physical ability. 直到一年前,他终于可以下床,然后在过去的一年间,将身体恢复到了正常人的水准,现在在过期萝莉的帮助之下,向超凡的体能进发。 „...... Really can insist thanks to you.” “……真亏你能坚持下来。” Kanata listened to the narration of Jiangli earnestly, silent was very long, flung fully is the arm of goosebumps, sent out the admiring sigh. 彼方认真地听完了江离的叙述,沉默了很久,才甩了甩满是鸡皮疙瘩的手臂,发出了钦佩的叹息。 No wonder in the forest, he can exercise itself yesterday recklessly, because he has been used to go all out. 怪不得昨天在森林的时候,他能够那么不要命地锻炼自己,因为他早已习惯了拼命。 „Because my side has one group of good people.” “因为我身边有一群好人。” Jiangli shrugs, using temporarily as is stretches a little bit. 江离耸了耸肩,权当是活动身体。 His this lifetime luckiest matter, is picked to go home by God of War. 他这辈子最幸运的事,莫过于是被斗神捡回了家。 That is one treats as the old person who the true child treats him, although the semblance is not proper, but when Jiangli starts exhausts exercises itself with all one's strength, he immediately finds the Japan most outstanding doctor, frequently is accompanying a sick person to provide nursing care he. 那是一个把他当做自己真正的孩子来对待的老人,虽然外表不正经,但当江离开始竭尽死力锻炼自己的时候,他就立刻找来了霓虹最优秀的医生,时刻陪护着他。 More than ten years later, he donated money, consumed many personal connections, made Jiangli successfully grow up. 十多年下来,他出钱出力,耗费了诸多人脉,才让江离成功地长大。 Senior Sister is also, forever is taking care of him gently, does not have any complaint. 师姐也是,永远都在温柔地照顾他,没有任何的怨言。 „I very repugnant small and weak, no, is the hatred is small and weak.” “我很讨厌弱小,不,是憎恨弱小。” Jiangli said: „I until now, is hating as before small and weakly.” 江离这么说道:“我直到现在,也依旧在憎恨着弱小。” Totokubara Kanata discovered, he when spoke these words, on the face does not have the beforehand haze. 贵德原彼方发现,他在说这番话的时候,脸上已经没有了之前的阴霾。 That is about he already the proof that walked from the past darkness. 那大约是他已经从过去的黑暗中走出来的证明。 She continued to listen attentively to Jiangli's narration, in the heart has been starting defined all, the idea in mind was also getting more and more clear. 她继续倾听着江离的述说,心中已经开始明晰了一切,脑海中的想法也越来越清晰。 „—— therefore I must become world's strongest.” “——所以我要成为世界最强。” These words that blurted out from the Jiangli mouth, the way of incomparably shocks, captured Kanata's attention, looks at him. 从江离口中脱口而出的这番话,以无比震撼的方式,将彼方的注意力重新夺取了回来,愣愣地看着他。 „—— because of world's strongest, precisely from small and weak most remote existence.” “——因为世界最强,正是距离弱小最遥远的存在。” Jiangli is hating incurable small and weakly. 江离不可救药地憎恨着弱小。 Therefore tracks down powerful becomes his obsession. 所以追寻强大就成为了他的执念。 But becomes world's strongest, precisely his life exhausts the ideal that must achieve with all one's strength. 而成为世界最强,正是他此生竭尽死力也要达成的理想。 In order to become world's strongest, he needs unceasingly surpass oneself's limit, surpasses the opponent who impossible defeats unceasingly, absorbs all knowledge and skills unceasingly comes to be obtained the growth by oneself. 为了成为世界最强,他需要不断超越自我的极限,不断超越自己不可能打败的对手,不断吸收一切的知识和技巧来让自己获得成长。 Jiangli defeats Shinguuji Kurono, the feeling is very light. 江离打败新宫寺黑乃,感觉很平淡。 But defeated Totokubara Kanata, he is happy, feels unusual satisfaction. 但打败了贵德原彼方,他却高兴得不行,感到异常的满足。 Because defeats the opponent who impossible defeats, means that he exceeded once again, making him grow. 因为打败不可能打败的对手,才意味着他又一次超越了自我,让他得到了成长。 previous life has left him. 上辈子已经离他而去了。 He of this whole life found the brand-new ideal, and disciplined the steely will, has the effective ability and innate skill, he cannot abandon itself not to attend to any event. 这辈子的他找到了全新的理想,并且磨练出了钢铁般的意志,拥有着行之有效的才能和天赋,那他就无论如何都不能弃自己于不顾。 He aims, is world's strongest! 他所瞄准的,就是世界最强！ Then waits for him to become world's strongest, even achieves the boundary above this, found that the time of chief criminal who lets his crossing over, must fight with the fists ruthlessly on his face, interrogated that person face to face, why must arrange so difficult two life —— to him, if really had the chief criminal. 然后等他成为世界最强,甚至达到在这之上的境界,找到那个让他穿越的罪魁祸首的时候,一定要狠狠一拳打在他脸上,当面质问那人,为什么要给他安排如此艰难的二次人生——如果真的有罪魁祸首的话。 „...... Did you know power of destiny this saying?” “……你知道命运力这一说吗？” Totokubara Kanata is slightly silent, she looks at Jiangli's look to exude the thick extraordinary splendor. 贵德原彼方微微沉默,她看着江离的眼神泛起浓浓的异彩。 „Does Magic Power represent the destiny the view?” “魔力代表命运的说法？” „Right.” “没错。” „Knows.” “知道。” In this Rakudai Kishi World, what Magic Power finger/refers is not the vitality, but is inherent one mental energy. 在这个落第骑士的世界,魔力指的并不是生命力,而是与生俱来的一种精神能量。 This mental energy total quantity will not change according to the Blazer will, impossible promotes with the exercise, living is many, forever is many. 这个精神能量的总量是不会根据伐刀者的意志而改变的,不可能随着锻炼而提升,生下来是多少,就永远是多少。 Therefore, some people proposed „person Magic Power many, represented him to undertake the destinies of many shares, influence strong and weak this view to the world”. 于是,有人提出了“一个人魔力的多少,就代表着他承担了多少份额的命运,对世界的影响力的强弱”这种说法。 This is an extremely negative view, only hears this words, will make people feel that it to the compromise that the destiny makes, is one type lets the Jiangli very repugnant view. 这是一种极其消极的说法,只是听到这种话,就会让人感觉到其对命运做出的妥协,是一种让江离非常讨厌的说法。 However, this view has the authentic —— basis statistics, leaves a good name in history Blazer to have extremely high Magic Quantity, on the contrary, Magic Power extremely inferior these Blazer, hardly exist in the annals. 然而,这种说法却极具真实性——根据统计,留名于史的伐刀者无一不有着极高的魔力总量,相反,魔力极其低劣的那些伐刀者,几乎不存在于史册之中。 Therefore, Magic Power is representing power of destiny this view, is also popular in Blazer. 所以,魔力就代表着命运力这种说法,在伐刀者之间也非常流行。 ( This chapter ends) (本章完)